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blooming mycelium network

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I'm glad that people are still having fun on tumblr even after we found out about the frightening ghoul that reblogs posts but doesn't say anything

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hiiii

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good spiders:

fat legs

fluffy

cool colours

still proportionate legs, not super thin

big eyes

very intelligent

BAD SPIDERS:

tf you so leg for???????????????

why are you shiny. plastic ass looking mfer. nice colours though.

disproportionately long and thin. weird.

this is like the uncanny valley for me. this is halfway between NO TOO LONG BOY and okay could be cute. but these are also MASSIVE and FAST so it's a no from me. i think they're also too flat.

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I thought you hated spiders?

depends on the spider!

i don't like spindly spiders and house spiders

but i like tarantulas.

if they have proportionally fat legs i like them more

i also like jumping spiders to some extent

i still wouldnt want them wandering around my house wild but i would keep a pet tarantula

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im deffo being farmed and harvested for the energy of my suffering but i dont have time to worry about that kind of thing

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going on what i was saying about dmc on twitter

give me phantom.

I KNOW THEY REFERENCED DMC3 MORE IN THE NEW ANIME BUT COME ON YOU WANNA PUT PHANTOM IN THERE

HE'S CUTE AND STUPID

just a goddamn idiot lava general spider scorpion demon

just ONNEEEE little fight scene. just a phantom in the background. just a silhouette in some dude's evil monologue. anything.

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kept up for hours last night by the goddamn creature i am exhausted

chimney man came today and found. nothing. he stuck cameras up there he drilled holes into my chimney he looked at the roof

i legitimately feel like i'm going insane

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Take the mutechuuba pill. Ascend, become png, play any game you want for as long as you want. The world could be yours, all you have to do is take it. Ascend!

i know i should but also... i love talking... i love talking... i hate shutting up ever i need to do what the gen alphas refer to as yapmaxxing

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fog dimension

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Just know you've always got the support of your fans! Part of the reason why I became a regular was because I related so much to the thoughts and struggles you shared on stream. You're definitely not alone in overthinking and rumination. I wish I could help you as much as you helped me with it!

And it is people like you that remind me why streaming is so valuable to me

truly, I feel sometimes I respond to things with a slightly defeatist pov but I do appreciate every single thing that is said with the intention to try and help me aND I DO CONSIDER IT my brain just likes to default in a slightly pessimistic direction and then i have to work to push it back to optimism

I am truly so lucky to know you and everyone else that supports me

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have you tried journaling your positive thoughts down? or even your negative thoughts, so you can see precisely how contradictory they are? idk this helps me sometimes. good luck puri. remember it's everyone's first time through life.

might be worth a shot

i used to have a blog where i used to write all that stuff down before but it took years before i started disagreeing with it...

but what i'm currently doing isn't working so. take 2. o7

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twitch gave me the ability to make a creator profile today and i'm a big fan of my number one featured clip to show what kind of person i am

i am. very brand friendly twitch i promise. very normal.

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drives me crazy that my brain just keeps moving the goalposts

'oh once this requirement is fulfilled then this will be much easier', i say, not knowing that my brain has already prepared fifty extra hurdles for me

pisses me off

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feeling listless again today