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playingonedchess · 24 days ago

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ever get conditioned by fandom to be automaticcally irritated whenever you see a specific word cause its a characters name the fandom insist on using completely annoyingly only now your brain automatically gets preannoyed whenever you see that word even when its just used as a normal word

#the word is 'miles' btw #i wish i was european #i mean legit isnt it just us and that other country i wont mention #not that i care cause i dont drive #though if i did drive and they decided to change it that would be so confusing #thats all irrelevent anyway like i said i dont really care #even though theres also the legit reason to be irritated causr thst fake country uses it too #anyway its so annoying when people first name a last name charactsr who literally no one in canon ever first names #like despite your own prrsonal icelandic last namrs dont exist background its really completely easy to consider context #in this canon they dont do first names their like how is your personal background even relevent #like the uk is a mostly first names country now but i dont think it sounds weird #actually i think we should go back to using last names more #but anyway i dont think it sounds distant for closr friends to use each others last names in the context where thry do in canon #and when people eithet make them use first names in fanfic or use their first names themselves it really just makes it sound like completel #different characters #which is most of fandom anyway

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evocatiio · 6 months ago

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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently

#anti rtd #oomfs ur so right #s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was #and yet #you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow #is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism #like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT #and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear #its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO #it must be studied #but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does #not ooc at allllll #bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys #dont you know it #i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers #rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development #ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though #15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac #god i just remembered the whole real mum antics #fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts #idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting #which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo #but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve #i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking #sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away

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madmutts · 1 year ago

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me when Rayman

#angelo txt #hea au #captain laserhawk #help help help #I feel like im making this too public #but i dont care #im going wild #feral even #gnashing my teeth #hes such an asshole #but with a cause #a relatable purpose and drive behind his asshole-ness #im going crazy #still havent watchedf the show #but the clips and edits... theyre enough to feed me

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nafohcnis · 5 months ago

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i wonder if jedediah or octavius ever drunk drove in the car😭

i saw a video of this drunk amish dude sleeping in the carriage since the horse knew the way home, so it’s got me wondering if it was that way before cars too. and now like.. i mean is it obvious you shouldnt be doing something like driving a car while drunk if you came from horse-back riding times ? people know its bad now an they still do it. justin…..timberlake……BJDGAJFGSHDHA

ANYWAY jedediah and octavius drunk driving…follow yourbheart💝?

then larry lectures them

#HELPP IDK THE THOUGHT MAKES ME GIGGLE #all the other museum excibits seeing the mini car driving a lot more erratically than usual #they dont care #larry knows. he has to explain dui’s to them.#natm #jedtavius #not a ship specific post but jed and ock r a package deal….#justin timberlake arrested drunk driving is soooo funny to me #dude you’re from nsync you couldntve paid for a taxi or an uber😭⁉️⁉️⁉️#im not late to the party it was on the news when it happened cause it was in chicago.. im just late to joking about it i was busy giggling #natm jedediah #natm octavius

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jimalim · 20 days ago

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After years of wanting one, but not being able to justify the price tag, I finally treated myself to a PS5. It's been an incredibly rewarding weekend getting to play Spiderman 2 for hours upon hours and not have to worry about work for a while. It's been a stressful year, especially these last few weeks, and I still have a ton of stuff to get done before our winter break, so this was a much needed respite to relax and recharge for the next couple weeks.

#between black friday deals and extra discover cashback #i just couldnt resist #i got the console and the 2 games i really wanted #after 3 pretty full days of play #im 80 percent through spiderman 2 #probably wont play again till the weekend #need to catch up on shows after work #im hoping once were on break from work i can start ratchet and clank rift apart #ill have 2 weeks off so i can play as much as i want then!#oh and even the preloaded tutorial game is pretty fun!#i can finish that too #and even though i have all the uncharted games for ps4 im considering getting the remaster pack of 4 and lost legacy #mainly cause i really love the ps5 controler and i kinda want to be able to replay them with it #ill have to look up reviews to see if its worth it #ok im rambling too much #if youve made it this far an have any ps5 game recs i would appreciate it!#im a low effort player lol so i like to have easy/super easy modes #no racing or shooting (unless its an uncharted style game)#i just have awful coordination and cant aim or drive for shit lol #also no scary stuff like last of us #i dont care how good the story is i cannot look at something thag dark for that long #(i also adored Stray but fuck if that sewer level didnt almost kill me)

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235uranium · 8 months ago

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"loki is akechi's hate" "loki is destroying akechi's psyche" you're all cowards. loki is akechi's anger and outrage at being trapped and abused. and that is NOT a bad thing

#☢️.txt #yknow how ppl say that being upset at your mistreatment is a form of self love? i think loki can be that.#tbqh i tend to fall into the featherman seeker theory but like. i dont think wakaba implanted anything or even intended a 2nd awakening?#in my head wakaba is kinda akechi's maruki. she was Definitely using this kid as a human experiment and very fucked up shit was happening #but she /did/ care about him and told herself that it would all be okay in the end. right up until she realize oh right shido is horrible #anyways. i think that at some point during the experiments he did have a moment of actual anger that caused loki's awakening #generally im on the 'wakaba's death is one of his few regrets'#and i think his feelings on her are extremely complicated. she was an adult who was actually nice to him and expressed concern about him #unfortunately she was also using him as a lab rat and never tried to actually get him out #god. that theory drives me insane. what WAS wakaba doing. why do akechi and futaba have the same rare blood type #also do you ever think about how while loki is a trickster + god of chaos #he's trapped and prevented from interfering until ragnarok?#and akechi is a wildcard unable to truly use his power + seems to be a bit of a control freak #despite his main power being to make people lose all control?? and how if he does manage to unchain himself it'll mean the end of the world?

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ratmans-notebooks · 2 months ago

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its been such a godawful day i feel like something inside me just broke. Im gonna start acting like a total bitch from now on i just cant handle playing nice any more. Its too much its too much im eighteen im just a kid i cant keep carrying all this

#squeaking #I literally can just no longer take it #I might be about to become the worst most volatile persom but idc #And if it drives everyone away. Well. So be it #ive been kind of struggling against the urge to isolate anyway #so its like. Yeah whatever #seems like everyones already on track to abandon me anyway! Ill just speed up the process #make it a bit easier for everyone!#Cause im so nice and kind #Always have been #Not that anyone gives a fuck about anything ive done for them #They will still choose to prioritize shitty white guys over me #I already knew that but like idk #It still stings every time it happens #so. Yeah .whatever #i caaant be the loadbearer anymore. I have to get out #As long as i still have my brother i dont care what happens to my social life.

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f1owermoon · 3 months ago

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sorry i just. need to rant for a second

#cause dude the whole joost situation is SO fucking upsetting #he's mentioned over and over again how overwhelming this whole overnight success thing has been for him and to respect his boundaries #and instead of yk respecting his wishes “fans” go and make things worse by constantly overstepping and being creepy and weird like hello???#like why can't we all just be normal and take a step back and enjoy things #these people are gonna end up driving him off the internet and i wouldn't blame him one bit #and the worst part is the people who should get the memo obviously don't (or refuse to) bc this isn't an isolated instance #like its been going on for a while now #idk man i just think about how hard it must be for him rn #one of the things that turned me into a joost fan (besides his music) was his personality #like i obviously dont know him on a personal basis #but from the little bits ive seen he comes across as a really genuine and sweet and kind dude #super thoughtful as well. like i just love the way he thinks and his take on things #like i remember watching his eurovision interviews and just thinking oh man this dude's a ray of sunshine LMFAO #also the literal definition of resilience like dude's been through so much stuff and hes always managed to come out on top despite of it #and thats something i really admire about him too. like the way he put it as not letting your traumas be just that #but also something that can drive you forward #but yeah dude's had more than enough like he deserves to be happy and have some peace and ppl keep ruining it for him and it makes me upset #like i actually slept like shit last night and woke up feeling terrible and i wonder if what went down yesterday w the whole live thing #has anything to do with it lmfao #and you may be like ok well youre taking it too personally and letting it affect you #and yeah maybe youre right LOL but i cant help it i care about the guy and i want him to be okay #he seems to have a really good support system though so i hope things blow over soon and he can finally have some peace #anyway. rant over! 💋#raquel speaks

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robotpussy · 3 months ago

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maybe I should go back to university and get that masters degree.....

#but like idkkkkk!!!!#i dont want to go back specifically to film school #maybe I'll just do some kind of visual arts at a regular art school #cause i dont wanna go to film school it honestly j #killed my drive and yea was a reality check. but those professors wojld mould you into what they expect #a director or dp should be (they didnt care about anything else) and my specific school didnt #care about production design so like idk. idek anymore #i feel like im fucked i wanted to avoid school but idk #i feel like im not putting my skills to use either i know i should just get up and make something #but im so burnt out from my last job and family stuff i have no motivation to do anything!!! i can't even write!!!

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widevibratobitch · 2 months ago

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uh ohhhhhh getting all in my head again aha

#ok so even if im right what does that change #everything but ok ok. i can always just kms to atone for my sins <333 #(<-normal coping mechanism with Not Being Able To Deal With The Kind Of Person You Are)#no no ok no kmsing but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bruh i thunk my brain is like. not built right #like what if thats not actually bpd. what if it IS npd after all and ive just #manipulated her into giving me the More Easily Palatable Diagnosis that allows #me (and some goodwilling others) to view myself as a victim instead of just an unsalvageable fucking monster lol #this is NOT the kind of problems i imagined myself having in my 20s #dunno why im losing my mind about rn in the middle of all this silly tumblr shenanigans but #i think my therapist is wrong. she keeps talking shit about trauma and abuse but this isnot #not right. I HAVENT HAD any truly traumating experiences. like divorced parents are normal it doesn't usually do THAT to people. that is NOT #trauma lol SA ok ig but i dont even like. think about it at all and it wasn't even actua fucking rape so like. MAYBE i could blame some #some of myunhealthy #kinks on it but thats literallyit #like me being the way i am really doesnt stem from me being a victim of abuse or anything #like there's no one to blame except for myself there is just something in me thats inherently lacking and it's driving me crazy #it's like im in a constant battle against myself where im forcing myself to feel bad about it because if i allow myself to let go #it's over. for me and for everyone i've manipulated into caring about me #it's insane it's genuinely fucking crazy i really feel like im losing my mind Sometimes #and like the worst part is i can't be fucking bothered to even try to change lol cause it's uncomfortable and it puts responsibility on me #and icant deal with that cause im a pussy and a serial quitter lmao #thats not 'fear of abandonment'. that's just being. wrongly wired. inside.#ANYWAY. never fucking mind. normal again uwu

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soddenbeast · 1 year ago

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Guess who saw fall out boy. They almost didnt get to go on cause a thunderstorm rolled in literally as they were setting up the stage for fob and we all had to wait in our cars for 2 hours and didnt know the whole time if the show was even going to happen but it did. It did and i saw them and im so happy

#i fucking love fall out boy i DONT care about ANYTBING #Words cannot describe my joy when they announced the gates opened back up #we were literally getting ready to leave and the second they announced it the entire parking lot started cheering #the venue fucking sucked though whatever you do do NOT go to the amphitheater in somserset wisconsin #they were not prepared for a crowd that size and they made you feel like it was your fault. staff was not nice #we tried to ask for help cause none of the parking lots had any signage #everyone who seemed like they might know that we tried to ask was like GO THAT WAY. KEEP DRIVING.#like thanks but where is the parking lot. we paid $60 for premium parking but ended up in a random lot anyway

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the-kipsabian · 8 months ago

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#the thing about being so bad at writing is that when you also do it very irregularly about shit nobody else cares about #you drive yourself into a hole where absolutely nothing motivates you cause nobody misses your fics #also ive been made to feel bad lately about choosing fic writing over drawing so its. been a really fucking bad brain time #idk. i dont feel like a contributing member of the fandom. like it doesnt matter at all what i do i dont provide anything of any value #i hate it here and once again im just. sad and done but im useless with anything so what does it matter and who cares #its so hard to explain. i just dont feel like im doing anything meaningful #and i know thats not an actual indicator of the quality of my work but. try telling my garbage brain these two things arent related lmao #sorry im just. im just useless. i dont just feel that i know i am. with anything i cant do just piling up and the list getting longer i jus #maybe i should finally give up writing too. would make thinking about everything so much easier. nobody would miss it #and nobody can convince me otherwise about that #im gonna go cry in my cocoa now goodbye #night is an absolute mess on main

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famewolf · 8 months ago

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the instant relief I felt when the mechanic called to let me know he found the oil leak culprit and that it was only going to be $300 to fix ... dont even care that i have to leave my car there until tomorrow!! now I can actually relax and enjoy my weekend

#[static]#been keyed up about it for weeks but it sounds like its just a small part that needs replacing instead of the whole big thing we thought-#-it was at first .... and like $1500 cheaper than I thought it was gonna be #i really like the mechanic i go to he's very thorough and honest and im lucky hes just in town #dont have to drive to the city or anything!!#he said hed keep an eye on the part i thought it was since its a common leaking area for the 2010 prius but hes 100% confident it shouldnt-#-leak anymore or cause there to be oil on the part we suspected it was in the first place #gonna take an edible and watch supernatural lmao #might play me3 tonight? but i just need to turn my brain off for now and relax #i was literally watching old pre-recorded spongebob episodes with the 2001 ads and all to get myself to chill out before they called lol #but i feel sooooo much better now i dont even care that idk when im gonna pick my car up tomorrow lmao

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mikoriin · 2 years ago

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angry that the mentality online rn is "oh you disagree with me? die :)" like....u guys rly need to learn better social skills its not funny or cute ur a bully

#dont just #tell people to kill themselves or die???#ESPECIALLY if its just about something so mundane like FANDOM DRAMA like guys....im so sorry but ur blorbos arent real #like they do not care about you and they do not have feelings they simply drive a story you do not need to die for them #like i get it the whole MY PRECIOUS BABY I WOULD DIE AND KILL FOR cause like same i get it trust me #but when u take it so far that you cant take yourself out of your own asshole about your personal interpretation #that you breach fiction into reality and literally die on a hill of your opinion and u get into arguments over a definitely not real person #calm down #please interact with ppl outside in the real world and not just ur online circles this is getting so out of control

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#ay ay ay. now that the soul crushing project is done ive elected to spend the week managing data #which is decidedly more chill than what ive been doing for the last month but also isnt not doing anything and it isnt getting stuff done #for when i have to move. so thats annoying. and ive been drawing again at least but i can feel the escalation in my controlling behavior #so its now very frustrating trying to draw anything. coloring is gonna take a million years rip.#also suddenly everyone wants to b social rn? like tomorrow my boss is organizing a thing with an old lab mate and this weekend a #collaborator is having a retirement party. and next week my lab mates wanna do a trivia night. and i kno that i should go to these things.#and i will try but i really dont want to go to any of it. mostly for driving reasons but also im a husk of a person rn. but the more #devastating thing is that uh next week one of the kids i grew up with is getting married to a rich girl lol. and like we werent that close #bc i was and am such an asocial freak but after the wedding my parents r picking up their new camper and camping their way across the #country with my sisters. and im sure someone probably told me the dates of these things at some point but if u tell me dates i will #instantly forget them. so thats. ya kno. happening over basically the next 2 weeks while i have to kill myself over measurements for a #different study i dont care abt. and like. its fine. ill see them mid may for a different planned trip. it just makes me kinda sad #a product of living halfway across the country i guess. im just inherently more disconnected to everyone. i would suspect thsts semi #intentional subconsciously. u cant b upset abt not being able to connect with ppl if you create enough physical distance that u never see #them in the 1st place. u cant misunderstand me if i make myself absent and unknowable. idk. i was explaining to my mum that i didnt realize #the timeline and she was like. understandable whatever u wanna do! and idk y that upsets me so much. i guess its just that i dont want to b #doing this. its causing me pain but dont kno how to articulate it in a way that makes sense. whatever. my mouth hurts. my lips r so chapped #that the irritation is spread past my lip line. probably doesnt help thst i keep rubbing at it lol. anyway things r still annoying #less soul crushing thsn last week but still frustrating #unrelated

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hotsugarbyglassanimals · 1 year ago

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i forgot to mention in that post, the man that followed me 3 times... it was when i was at a bus station after finishing my shift, waiting for my bus. which is so fun! :/ yeah like go and follow me onto the bus, asshole

#i called my sister to come pick me up instead #its one of those stops where there's multiple buses for different routes #like a man that's going to move to where im sitting THREE times after i get up and move is going to try some shit and follow me onto the bu #i walked through the mall to get to a pick-up spot that cars can drive to which probably deterred him cause then it'd be easy for ppl to -#- tell he was following me #that was the second time something like that has happened to me :/ on the bus specifically #on the train it was an annoying guy my age who followed me onto the other FUCKING SIDE of the train car to talk to me #they know full well what theyre doing they just dont care

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