#i caaant be the loadbearer anymore. I have to get out | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ratmans-notebooks · 19 days ago

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its been such a godawful day i feel like something inside me just broke. Im gonna start acting like a total bitch from now on i just cant handle playing nice any more. Its too much its too much im eighteen im just a kid i cant keep carrying all this

#squeaking #I literally can just no longer take it #I might be about to become the worst most volatile persom but idc #And if it drives everyone away. Well. So be it #ive been kind of struggling against the urge to isolate anyway #so its like. Yeah whatever #seems like everyones already on track to abandon me anyway! Ill just speed up the process #make it a bit easier for everyone!#Cause im so nice and kind #Always have been #Not that anyone gives a fuck about anything ive done for them #They will still choose to prioritize shitty white guys over me #I already knew that but like idk #It still stings every time it happens #so. Yeah .whatever #i caaant be the loadbearer anymore. I have to get out #As long as i still have my brother i dont care what happens to my social life.

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