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People coming into your life and the kinds of people you attract!
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Entering your life
People you attract
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🪻Pile 1
Aww this is cute, the new people coming to you are going to be upbeat and light-hearted, yet quite serious. They will celebrate your every win and teach you how to enjoy yourself and take time off (hi workaholic pile😍) these people may be the foundation when it comes to being lifelong friends. They may be the kind to make an unbreakable bond with you. You could also meet them at a party or a family celebration!
They will seem talkative and jolly and you will have no problem making easy conversation with them. They may have issues regarding fear and anxiety about the future, and you may have similar problems too which you would discuss and try to heal through.
They will help you ease your thoughts and restless mind as well. They may be the type to be a little possessive and greedy, and they crave financial stability. This could be the result of past hardships where they've lost a lot and don't want to lose anything more. They may also hold on to the past tightly, carrying their hurt because they may feel they need to.
Placements: Cancer, Aries, Pisces, mars, Jupiter, 4th house, 6th house and 11th house.
Keywords: 444, guidance, instinct, trust, stability, stagnation, home, calling, great expanse, feeling seen, horror, laughter, poetry, anarchism, angel
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Pile 2
Ths people coming into your life are going to be immensely ambitious, the kind that's a little too intense if I'm being honest. They're very fast paced and may like to go through life in an organised and calculated manner. They may seem distant or in their own world when you first meet and you may meet in a work environment. You may notice that they're strict yet sensitive, they have a heart of gold and may not like making small talk.
They may be very successful and assertive. Could get into arguments easily because they may be a bit defensive about the world they do. They'll help you grow and understand yourself better, probably bringing more structure and balance in your life.
They'll also be quite competitive so they may love playing video/board games with you as well and they'll also teach you how to stop always compromising even when you don't need to. They're mature and dependable they'll probably be like a mentor figure almost. They're the kind of person to constantly work even when they're supposed to be on vacation and they've worked hard to get where they are.
Placements: Virgo, Leo, Aquarius, 1st house, 8th house, 10th house, Mercury and mars
Keywords: 1212, finality, family, partnership, domesticity, cooking, wit, fun, tingling, moods, shining, strength, mastery, work, togetherness, vision, innovation
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🪻Pile 3
Abundant, so elegant, this person will have an extremely regal energy. They may be a social butterfly, someone who makes connections easily and they may have a maternal vibe to them. They're going to be generous and helpful will probably be quite wealthy, and are the kind of person to donate to charities frequently. For some reason it's coming though that you may meet them while doing humanitarian work. They'll also be homebodies so as much as they like socialising they may like spending time with a small circle of friends at home.
They may teach you how to heal from abandonment, maybe they went through something similar and will help guide you. They may also teach you how to leave things you no longer need behind and turn your back on the past. They'll be very Intune with their surroundings and the energies around them and may be interested in the occult.
One thing that's coming through strongly is that they may be secretive and mysterious which is what will pull you in, however this can get tiring pretty quickly because it may seem like you keep opening up to them but they don't. They may also have very good intuition.
Placements: Scorpio, Taurus, Gemini, moon, Pluto, 2nd house, 5th house, 8th house.
Keywords: southern, 888, loops, waves, answers, forgotten, youth, fantasy, bad habits, ending, unbelievable, 7, kindred, identity, survival, opinions of others, story, listening.
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🍀 Pile 1
Hopeless romantics, people who may be a little naïve and innocent, viewing the world through rose coloured glasses, but they're also strong willed and determined, nothing can get them down, they're independent people who, when in love, fall too fast and too deep. They are successful professionally but may be a bit immature when it comes to expressing their emotions. They may be people who don't like expressing negative emotions as it makes them feel like they're getting the mood down, they may not be comfortable with vulnerability and emotional intimacy.
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🍀 Pile 2
Brave people, warriors at heart, they've probably been through a rough past that has left them a little jaded but even with their rough edges they are extremely soft. May be the kind of people to be there through thick or thin, a dependable friend, people who're always there to help no matter what. They may be "fixers" and feel they can fix people with their love. Calm and stable individuals who have a lot of wanderlust and usually believe in the occult, they're also very stern and may come off as a little harsh at times.
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🍀 Pile 3
Low-key, energy vampires, they may be attracted to you because they can either get something from you, or you're an empath and are healing to be around. People who're a little self-absorbed and selfish, may not be the best at respecting boundaries, more of a talker than a listener. A little flighty, very flirty, the type of people you would want to go on a short trip because of how fun they are. May leave you speechless at times simply because of the bizarre things they say, people who may be resistant to change.
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🍀 Pile 4
Gentle souls, wise people who give great advice but their advice may be unsolicited at times which could have a tendency to annoy people, people who're usually artistic in some way maybe they play instruments or draw or dance. They're very charming but can be manipulative if they want because of how good they are with their speech. Big emotions, people who have high highs and low lows. The kind of people who may be a bit paranoid and are natural worriers, they can also be a little superstitious. Really warm and welcoming individuals.
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The live with Etoile really reminded me how much they know each other.
Pierre and etoiles have known each other for yearsss and that appears in all the conversation they had with each other in the server like when they would reminisce the past, talk about past friends and things they did together ( the fact that etoiles often asks pierre about things in private about minecraft or not) they have a relationship of trust, they know how the other will react because of everything they went through already.
All in all I feel like their friendship is often overlooked which pains me a little because in my own little headcannon world, I saw them as like older figure/prof and in some way student because pierre factually and in qsmp cannon continues to teach etoiles little things here and there about the mods or things like that even though etoiles is very independent and likes to make progress on his own and strives to get better he still always goes back to pierre to discuss or for help, for him to teach him new stuff ( like when etoiles asked pierre to teach him create), they also make each other's gifts like stuff or when pierre gifts farms to etoiles. Etoiles knows he can say anything to pierre, that he can ask him anything, that they are always available for each other and we saw it happens so many times already.
(I see people talking about etoiles link to philza in the way I see his link with pierre when I clearly feel that Etoiles and Phil are simply people that can connect over past experiences and trauma)
Their minds work alike and I know their two characters are very morally neutral and will accept a lot of stuff ( like they already did by the way) coming from the other, we could see their complicity in the prison and I was so excited for people to see them as a "them" but not at all I mostly see people talking about things they did together as if there was only etoiles... so obviously when Etoiles said he was pushing pierre to come on qsmp v2 and said he would give him stuff or when he said he would spend a day with him I foolishly thought that the new viewers will finally see their friendship for what it is.... let me tell you how disheartened I felt when I could not find a tweet or tumbler post talking about them, so yeah, I'm sad bros
( I know that it's probably because people dislike pierre so they just erase his existence when posting but I feel particularly bad when people give all the credit of some ideas to etoiles when it was pierre that gave them to him (it used to happen a while ago a lot not something that recent) don't be a hypocrite, just don't say anything if you're gonna overlook the one he had the idea with please its just disrespectful ( it's not etoiles fault, he always brings up pierre this is mostly addressed at the pierre haters))
#please#i beg on my knees#was there an account posting about it and i simply didnt see it or i am doomed#like did i somehow miss the posts or..#anyways#i want people to see them for what they are#that is mentally unstable cubitos that found a form of unstable stability in each other#im sad when i see people overlooking the bond that pierre and etoiles have in game and irl#qsmp#qsmp aypierre#aypierre#qsmp etoiles#i wrote that in one go so my ideas might be wonky sorry#might have to take this down and rewrite it once my braincells start working#the typos man theyre everywhere its crazy
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Megatron sees how much pain Rodimus is in because he always watches him.
Rodimus longs for Drift and ratchet but the best he can get is being a fun frag.
He doesn’t even mean to he just…his spark just acts on its own.
Megatron lays a servo on Rodimus lower back every time he sees him. To discuss plans or help him out the doors.
Brings him energon and watches him cook it. He servo feeds him, public or private doesn’t matter.
Sends little poems to Rodimus who asks questions because he doesn’t understand the stuff but it does sound pretty.
Brings packets of crystal seeds because he knows Rodimus loves to garden and he makes a space in both their habs for the plants to thrive before two separate habs become one.
Rodimus doesn’t even realize he touches Megatrons chassis often or feels along him. Its absent minded when he stands behind or beside Megatron and feels on him, resting his helmet against him.
It soothes something in both of them and they don’t realize until Rodimus’s heat hits and they spark merge.
Drift and ratchet don’t realize until its too late.
"Rodimus?"
"Can't talk right now I have captain stuff... That needs to be done."
Rodimus wouldn't look at him as he went back to his room looking sad and rejected. He sighed wishing he wouldn't do this to himself.
He deserved something better than a quick frag and should find someone who loves him. However he was stubborn and refused to listen whenever he told him, that what he was doing wasn't healthy.
He found himself looking after Rodimus and finding ways to distract him whenever he tried to meet up with Drift and Ratchet so they could frag.
He was tired of watching Rodimus hurt himself over and over again, trying to chase two people who weren't interested. He deserved better and he wanted him to be happy.
It started with him asking Rodimus if he wanted to have dinner with him. That way he could keep an optic on him and keep him away from the bar.
Rodimus had been heavily drinking recently and it worried him because it made him vulnerable and people weren't afraid to take advantage of that. Spreading nasty rumors about how easy he was when Rodimus could barely stand.
Whenever he did get drunk he'd always be there to watch over him and make sure he got home safely and didn't do anything reckless.
While they ate together. He learned what Rodimus favorite energon was and loved bringing it to him and watching the way his face would light up. He was so cute and he found himself falling more in love with him.
One day he bought a bunch of ingredients and asked Rodimus if he could teach him how to cook. Since he noticed that he'd occasionally bring home cooked meals which were always amazing.
Rodimus would blush whenever he praised the chef giving him an embarrassed look as he preened happy with his compliments and always willing to make more.
He was a terrible cook and set things on fire multiple times much to his dismay. Rodimus would pat his back sympathetically and offer to make him home cooked meals which he gladly ate because he was an amazing cook.
He noticed that it made Rodimus happy and that he enjoyed cooking more now that he had someone to share with.
Whenever he saw Rodimus he'd stand near him and put a hand on his lower back in comfort. Always reminding him that he was here for him.
Rodimus would subconsciously lean into his touch and cuddle against his side as he wrapped an arm around him.
He was so amazing and he'd give him little gifts to remind him. He knew how much Rodimus loved his little garden and he found himself on the lookout for plants that Rodimus didn't have yet.
The two of them began to hang out all the time. He'd write Rodimus poetry and he'd always ask him questions about it. Sometimes he didn't understand what was being said, but he always thought it was beautiful.
Rodimus liked taking care of him and he liked caring for him as well. The two of them seemed to come together in a way he never expected.
Whenever they ate together. They'd happily feed each other. Ignoring Whirl who'd always gag in disgust at their affection.
He enjoyed taking care of Rodimus and hand feeding him after he'd worked hard to make him a meal.
He didn't even realize how close they'd become. Because it felt like Rodimus had always been by his side.
It wasn't until he looked around his room one day and was constantly reminded of Rodimus.
His plants had managed to find their way into his home along with his art. When he went into his bathroom he found Rodimus wax and grooming supplies inside along with his own.
The kitchen had all kinds of cookware that he didn't even know the names of but Rodimus did.
Looking at his room he was amazed at how full of life it had become. Before it felt like a prison and now it felt like a home. Something he never thought he'd have again.
Eventually the two of them decided to make it official and moved in together. It didn't change much since they practically lived with each other before. The only difference is that they didn't have to trade which bed they'd been sleeping on that night.
Everything was perfect and he didn't think it could get better than this until Rodimus heat cycle started and they spent it together.
They ended up bonding their sparks together and becoming Conjunx. Then shortly after that Rodimus started showing and the two of them were excited when they found out he was sparked.
Ratchet and Drift could only watch in shock as Rodimus was suddenly bonded with a sparkling on the way. The two of them realizing what they'd let slip through their fingers.
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— their favorite things to do with you !
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LEE HEESEUNG !
— go to the cinema
heeseung loves to be updated on the movies that are released recently and what’s better than watching them with his favorite person?
when a new trailer is released he’s already sending the link to you telling you to go watch it with him when it comes out.
sometimes when one is released one of the boys asks him to go watch it together and he refuses straight away because he wants to watch it with you.
and it would be so cute !
he would take you during the week when people were busy with work so the room would be more secluded and you could have more privacy.
he would keep an arm around you during the whole movie and he definitely sneaks little kisses here and there but not too much to not distract you.
after the movie you would have dinner and during the whole time you two would be discussing the movies and make theories.
when you got home and were already in bed, ready to fall asleep one of you would go like
“but what if…”
and you would go back to discussing theories and different plots that could have happened.
PARK JONGSEONG !
— go on shopping sprees
you try telling me this man isn’t a shopping addict.
whenever he has free time or a free day he will take you to go shopping.
at this point you shouldn’t even bother to bring you wallet, because jake refuses to let you pay for anything.
jay will literally be offended if you refuse to let him pay.
it’s honestly so fun to go shopping with him.
he always chooses at least one piece of clothing for you and if you ask him your opinion on something he will literally turn into a fashion pro.
he also lets you choose something for him, which most of the times is a hoodie that will be more used by you than him.
when you are a a store he will see something that remind him of you and he will buy it without even telling you.
he looks like so proud when he sees you trying something, because it's his girl right there looking so gorgeous !!
you always leave the shopping center with both arms full of bags almost struggling to take them all.
SIM JAEYUN !
— watching the sunset
jake is totally the type to take you to a rooftop or even the beach to watch the sunset with you.
it’s a healing moment for both of you, where you find peace in each other.
you two started doing this when you started dating when one of you was feeling down and it became a routine to do it at least once or twice a week.
jake would take you to the beach, to a place only you knew, that would be empty.
you always took a towel and sometimes even snacks.
it is almost automatic how he sits down and you sit between his legs with your back to his chest and he just embraces you.
sometimes you two just rant about something that’s bothering either of you or would just sit in silence, feeling the breeze from the sea hit your faces.
jake would love the way the sun rays hit your face during the golden hour.
he would stare at you so lovingly wishing to stay like that forever.
you would feel so safe with him too.
watching the sunset helped you trust each other a lot, which made communication better for you two whenever something was wrong.
PARK SUNGHOON !
— go on ice rink dates
i’ve been waiting for an opportunity to write about sunghoon and ice skating.
he would be so eager to teach you how to skate and would teach you so many tricks.
he would even go as far as to rent a rink for a whole day just to be with you alone.
he would just stare and smile at you like a proud dad when you learned how to skate properly.
you were always worried you would fall down but he was always there to hold you in case that happened.
when he taught you how to jump was really funny because you kept falling down (obviously) and he kept making fun of you being the man he is.
but hoon would be so grateful you made an effort to do something that was once his passion. you would obviously enjoy it, because you were doing it with him and you wanted to keep him doing something you knew he really loved since an early age.
you loved when he showed you different performances he did in his competitions. you would be staring at him wi.th heart eyes if it was possible.
he looks so graceful while skating and it makes your heart explode.
KIM SUNOO !
— go on picnics
sunoo loves eating and so do you !
he would have so many things prepared for you to do and he would even ask jay to help him and give advice on cooking, just to make sure you would be satisfied.
he had specific plates, cups and cutlery for you guys to use in the picnics.
you went mainly to han river since it is not too busy and not too calm, just the perfect mood for you to enjoy your time together.
sunoo was always in charge of bringing the main dish while you always brought the dessert and drinks.
there were times where one of you would buy foods from different countries to try out together.
after eating you would go on walks along the river or would go somewhere where you could do something fun like an arcade or an amusement park.
but there were also times where you would just sit and talk for hours and hours, just enjoying each other's presence.
sunoo always brought with him a mini film camera and took candid pics of you that he keeps in a box hidden under his bed.
sometimes you would bring card games to play with him.
with sunoo you would never be bored. his presence alone was enough for you to have fun.
this little moments were so important to you since he was always so busy, so you always made sure you enjoyed them to the fullest.
YANG JUNGWON !
— taking you to amusement parks
idk why but jungwon just screams amusement parks.
the moment he walks in the park, his face immediately lights up. his doe eyes would stare at all the rides, eager to go on all of them.
he loves roller coasters and is always up to go to the scariest ones, while you weren’t much of a fan of them but still went anyway.
he would take so many pictures of you, finding your face under the colorful lights so pretty.
he would definitely buy cotton candy for you to share.
he would go on the cabins where he can win plushies just to get you one big bear.
he would play a game as many times he needed just for one plushie. all the effort is worthy when he sees you eyes light up when you grab the plushie from his hands, never forgetting to give him a kiss on his cheek or a quick peck on his lips.
you guys would try all the foods available and most of your money would go on there.
won always leaves ferris wheels for last.
he loves the view, the view being you and the scenery behind you.
he loves the way you look at the landscape before your eyes. he will literally smile through the whole ride.
jungwon loves you so much it hurts.
NISHIMURA RIKI !
— go painting with you
you know that en-log where he goes painting in a cafe? yeah that's it.
riki loves trying out new hobbies with you and the one he found to love the most was painting.
he would book a booth for both of you and you would spend hours just drawing and painting a canvas together.
you take turns on painting something in a single canvas until you make a pretty painting.
niki just loves how your ideas mix together and form a beautiful piece of work.
this activity meant a lot to you two, it made you closer than you already were.
he loved watching your focused face while working on the drawing.
you get surprised at how niki had the ability of being good at so many things, never failing to amaze you with each thing he did.
painting with you made niki love the little things in life, like how he could feel so happy just painting with you.
after you guys are finished painting, you would step back and appreciate the piece of art you both made.
niki would take the canvas to the dorms and proudly show his art to the other member the work you guys made together.
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So for Jervis (BTAS, Gotham) and Riddler (BTAS, Arkham)
He didn't have a good relationship with Reader but she helped him once. Now he helped her out and is kinda cocky about it, saying that now they're even. She just rolls her eyes and says "Thank you my hero." And kisses him on the cheek before casually walking away "See ya."
"Oh, my hero." Mad Hatter x f!reader, Riddler x f!reader
We do love flustering these men sometimes, don't we? They deserve it.
Tw: surveillance mention
BTAS Mad Hatter
- You'd rubbed him the wrong way once by calling him ridiculous. Or was it his costume you called ridiculous? Either way, he'd genuinely written you off.
- ...Until several of the Rogues Gallery were working together and you pulled him to safety from a smoke bomb. It was kind.
- When he finally gets to help you, he's sing-song telling you you're even and that he got to save the damsel.
- When you kiss him, he's genuinely shocked. He wasn't trying to be cocky, although he supposes it could have come off that way. But... your hero?
- It makes him feel fluttery in his chest, the thought. And... oh, you've already left. That whole time he was just staring at the floor blushing. How embarrassing.
- He's going to be hanging around a lot more asking if you need anything- no? You're certain? He's more than happy to- well, alright. But he'll be around if you need anything. Anything at all!
- He's got all the affection and loyalty of a puppy. You'll notice he starts using pet names like Dearest all of sudden. Treat him well.
Gotham Mad Hatter
- He felt neutral about you at first. Not really a dislike as much as not caring very much. But then there was a plan gone bad and you, being in the area, gave him shelter.
- He'd left the moment he could, especially after you teased about owing him. Not long after, he happened upon an instance where a guard was pointing a gun at your face. That won't do at all.
- After hypnotizing the guard, he teases "what would you have done without me?" With a coy smile. He doesn't expect you to kiss him and look at him that way.
- He almost considers following you, to seeing if you really meant that kiss. If you... perhaps wanted go continue it further.
- He'll settle for the tense but playful flirting you'll do when you meet at random intervals in the city of Gotham. Lingering touches and offers to teach you about hypnotism.
- And, even if it doesn't go anywhere serious, there's always the chance of a steamy and lengthy affair... and someone to watch your back as long as you watch his.
BTAS Riddler
- He got the impression you thought of yourself as on his level. Whether or not this is true is up for debate. Either way, he was rather shocked when you opened a path of escape for him from Batman rather than just saving your own skin.
- Hm. There's a chance he needs to re-evaluate this. After all, he's not so egotistical to think he's above a partnership of sorts, no matter what anyone else thinks. This is why the next time you're in a bind about to be caught, it's one of his robots that scoops you up to take you to safety.
- Of course, being Edward Nygma, he needs to gloat just a tad. Brilliant, wasn't it? Could you, in your average mind, have ever thought of such an escape? It was impressive, he knows.
- All that hot air quickly escapes him when you call him your hero and kiss his cheek. He's a blushing mess immediately falling over himself. Him? "W-Wait, sweet, dear lady, I think we need to talk about this-"
- He doesn't actually have anything to add, he's just still computing all that. Eventually, he's going to stumble on about dinner, he can make it- or go out! To discuss... plans! How to foil Batman! Yes!
- He's going to wear one of his nicest suits and bring flowers, the huge dork.
Arkham Riddler
- let's be honest, he likely thought you were a moron incapable of anything than being pretty and sometimes useful. It does not take much for him to have an opinion like this about people, particularly if he finds them attractive.
- When you do help him, he insists he didn't need your help in the first place! Don't think he needed you. He had the situation completely under his control. (He didn't.)
- While his instinct is to chalk it up to you being in awe of him, he does feel a slight nagging feeling like he might owe you. Perhaps.
- Strangely when you're in distress, outnumbered by thugs in Gotham- He makes a surprise arrival with several devices that bring them to their knees begging for mercy.
- If you ask him how get got there so quickly, he'll point his cane to a nearby cctv, "I have eyes everywhere. You should remember that. Oh, and you're welcome, of course. It's not every day the Riddler deigns to enter a fray with the idiotic incompetents in the streets." Preening and patting himself on the back in a smug tone.
- What he doesn't expect is your sarcastic comment and a kiss. He's stunned to speechlessness. If for around... 30 seconds, at least.
- "And just what was the meaning of that?" He's following you, being a pest, "Some misguided attempt to curry favor with the greatest genius of Gotham? Well... it won't work, I'm far too clever to fall for such base instincts."
- He's incredibly flustered and still shouting even as you round the corner out of sight. This is definitely not the end of this.
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Life Changes/Writing/Romance/Spiritual Stuff
I'm at a time in my life where I need to journal. I'm going to start doing personal rants on here in addition to the usual stuff. They will only be lightly edited
I feel like I've put too much pressure on myself to have an amazing two months in London. This is the first time I've ever stayed in one single foreign city for so long. It's such a huge achievement and lifelong dream. I've mostly had a great time, but lately I haven't been doing a great job of getting enough sleep, haven't been seeing enough daylight, and haven’t been going to the gym as often as I want as a result. I've made some great friends and socialized a lot, but need to work on my book more
Writing is what I’m meant to do. I feel such a vast sense of personal power, confidence, and calm when I’m writing on a regular basis. Even typing this makes me feel like I’m wading into a cool pool on a scorching day, my muscles wondering why I didn’t bring them relief sooner. It’s tied to the self-sufficiency I need in order to live the life I want as well
It’s only in recent times I’ve really understood how not drinking fully affects my life. The choice not to drink was born out of wanting a more spiritual path unaffected by potential pitfalls. I wanted to rise above thought instead of fall below it, as Eckhart Tolle describes it. I don’t believe being a drinker would have been good for me overall, and if you would have asked me even a few years ago, I would have told you it has never had a negative impact on my life. However, I’ve realized it largely hinders my prospects for fun and romance
Most people are drunk or high by a certain point at get togethers. I can never just go up to anyone and try to kiss them because they’re probably drunk/high and it’s unethical for me to have my sober awareness while they’re out of their minds. If someone drunk/high tries to initiate something with me, I can’t accept it either
In the world nowadays, so many people meet at pubs/parties/clubs or on apps. The apps scare me, so I don’t use them. I never really expected romance within the short span of two months, but I can’t even have anything vaguely intimate with anyone. It would be fun to be friends+ with someone, but it seems unlikely because I haven’t made enough friends. I'm also just looking for a lot of nice, lifelong friendships in general here, so actively seeking out someone to be friends with benefits with would feel weird to me. I’m open to so much, but it seems like it will have to wait until next year when I have more time. I wish more people didn’t need liquid courage to say what’s on their minds
Most people dread situationships, but they intrigue me. What does it mean to explore something with someone that’s so open-ended and potentially messy, where feelings might or might not arise? Spiritual lessons can sprout from all kinds of connections with others- what could one teach me? Even situationships feel far away right now
The more I focus on my creative goals, the less anything else bothers me. But I do wonder how my past spiritual experiences will affect any future relationships. Everyone always talks about how lovely and miraculous profound spiritual experiences are, but not many discuss how isolating they can be. I’ve had several spiritual awakenings throughout my life- all without drugs- that shook me to my core. I remembered what I believe to be the place we go to in between lives, filled with unconditional love, understanding, and serenity that is hard to fully put into words. A multitude of awareness replacing muddied thoughts. I want everyone to be able to recall this love- it’s the essence of absolutely everything and everyone. I just feel like it’s hard for some people to understand, even though it’s inside of them too. It might take a very long time to find someone who’s going to do their best to try to spread that love on Earth with me. It’s one of my life goals to help others experience it, and I need a long-term partner to share that goal with me
Someone attempted to flirt with me tonight by saying I looked like Elisabeth Moss. It was very sweet and I thanked him, but I really don’t see it much. I wasn’t into him and that was the only time we spoke, but I almost wished I could say something thanking him further for being brave
I was the only one who went nuts when the DJ played Guess ft Billie Eilish tonight. London- you need to get your shit together! Charli XCX is your national treasure!!
Someone also accurately guessed my age range for once. It is a sign that my lack of sleep over the past week has been adding up. Time to get some beauty rest so I can look hot for my future situationships when I am a gazillionaire globetrotting author
Love,
J
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wait actually quasi-rewrite of paxton's s4 arc:
starting this off by saying that I do genuinely enjoy the "people don't like me? oh shit i have to leave immediately" plot point (slaps the top of paxton's head: this boy can fit so much adhd coding in him), though I think it should've been longer than two weeks (and maybe not Just social problems)
also I liked miss thompson and thought she and paxton were fine together, but daxton owns my heart and soul, so she's just living her best life being a sub at the school, completely unaware of paxton's existence
with that out of the way, alt paxton arc:
I think it would've been fun and sexy for there to have been some sort of swim team tryouts/meeting at ASU, where paxton could blow everyone's times out of the water (pun intended) and then have some of the people on the team dislike him specifically for the thing that made him super popular in high school, in addition to his roommate's total apathy, but that's an optional change
first major change is don't have him go straight to working at the school. I'd either have him get a job at a community pool or maybe work out some sort of deal with the coach to sometimes get access to the school pool (the latter is logistically harder, so I'll be going the community pool route for the rest of this)
as in canon, devi needs something athletic for her applications. she reaches out to paxton to ask, and he suggests the girls swim team (does their school even have a girls swim team? who knows, but I'm going to say that it exists and has openings) ((I also think it would be good for devi to do something she’s BAD at. we got a bit of that from the relay race, but it was overshadowed by her scheming re: aneesa. and that was a one-time event, compared to training to join an actual team and participate in competitions))
devi is obviously leery of the prospect but paxton reassures her that he'll be right there and wont let anything happen to her
insert fun reference to him pulling her out of the pool at ben's party and probably a joke about the role reversal from when devi tutored him
also a deeper discussion about how she became paralyzed in a pool and could've drowned (this is a show about processing and healing from trauma, so let them Talk About The Trauma. the emotional and narrative through-line of "devi loses feeling in her legs" -> "devi regains feeling in her legs because of paxton" -> "paxton rescues devi from a pool" -> "paxton helps her feel safe to swim again" do you see the Vision?)
paxton teaches her to swim again. there is a pool kiss, obviously.
and at this point we can bring eric in (preferably with less fatphobia). he's noticed that paxton has been giving devi private lessons and also wants private lessons. paxton isn't sure because, yes, he really liked helping devi, but well, he lov really likes devi. also eric is annoying
devi encourages him to give it a shot, since he's a really good teacher (aka fun parallel of them both encouraging each other and pushing each other to be their best)
like canon, paxton teaches eric and realizes, oh shit, he might actually like teaching. like, in general and not just teaching devi specifically
the coach sees how he successfully trained eric and then tells paxton about the job opening, which segues into Daxton Drama (do they breakup so he can take this job? do they try to hide their relationship while paxton works at the school, and does that bring up old insecurities for devi, or has she gotten past those? does he turn down the job and go back to school right away? and in that case do they try long distance?)
#if paxton does end up working at the school I'd probably cut the partying subplot because it felt kind of ooc to me#tho idk that could just be because i havent watched the earlier seasons in a while#he could still have beef with a high schooler because that's always funny#daxton#paxton hall yoshida#nhie#nhie s4#nhie s4 spoilers#nhie spoilers#never have i ever#devi vishwakumar#paxton h y#my post#my writing#my fic#not really but im throwing it in that tag anyway
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On the topic of Speaking in tongues
When I had just found God I was in university in Scotland. I was on fire for God even though I really didn't know anything. I'm grateful God found me. I studied theology and met young people from all over the world and we formed a little community. We were from different denominations and from different backgrounds. Some of us came from very christian backgrounds, some of us were from less christian backgrounds. It was fun to discuss religion! And it was fun to pray with different people. Especially for me who had just found Christ.
...and that's when I found myself praying with a girl from Kazakhstan. She was very cool. Exmuslim, had found Christ and defied her parents. Very mentally strong. She had several bibles with passages highlighted and I could tell she was trying to teach me. It was nice. Until she took my hands, closed her eyes and started praying. It started normally with words in English. Then it switched over to nonsense words. She was from the pentecostal church. I found it very strange, I remember opening my eyes and just looking at her. After the praying was done, she told me that it was praying words you don't understand because it's a divine language. Me, who didnt know anything, thought she was right. So the following days I tried to pray like that. But my heart is too traditionally Lutheran to manage.
Now that I'm older and - God help me - wiser I no longer believe that talking in tongues the way that the pentecostal church does is a thing. Tongues means language, like English, Swedish, Arabic etc. If I can bring your attention to The Book of Acts chapter 2:
The Holy Spirit Comes at Pentecost
2 When the day of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. 2 Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3 They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. 4 All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues[a] as the Spirit enabled them.
5 Now there were staying in Jerusalem God-fearing Jews from every nation under heaven. 6 When they heard this sound, a crowd came together in bewilderment, because each one heard their own language being spoken. 7 Utterly amazed, they asked: “Aren’t all these who are speaking Galileans? 8 Then how is it that each of us hears them in our native language?" 9 Parthians, Medes and Elamites; residents of Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia,[b] 10 Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the parts of Libya near Cyrene; visitors from Rome 11 (both Jews and converts to Judaism); Cretans and Arabs—we hear them declaring the wonders of God in our own tongues!” 12 Amazed and perplexed, they asked one another, “What does this mean?”
Above it says that when The Holy Spirit entered them they started speaking in different tongues. At that time there were Jews from all over the world there and they understood what the apostles were saying. The human Jews understood what the early Christians were saying. If it had been words that no humans could understand it wouldn't have been so.
They even ask "Aren’t all these who are speaking Galileans? Then how is it that each of us hears them in our native language?" Which again they would only ask if they could understand what was being said.
It's a huge miracle that the Galileans could suddenly speak languages of the world that they had never spoken before! And that's that in my head.
...thanks for reading!
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Don and Erin enjoy a relaxing game of chess together. It's a good way of spending time together in the few moment's of quiet peace when all the children are asleep and discuss how their day went and things that they want to do around the house that needed to be done. Chess can be used to help plan tactics too, especially in a pretend 'war' and it's the only kind of war Don ever wants to be in.
Erin gave birth to twin boys this time, a young son named Oberon greets the world with a curious gaze and causing his mom's heart to melt even more.
And their other son is named Obert. Don and Erin both agree that they have reached their limit of children with a total of 9 children. Though even with that many children they consider themselves blessed, if being a little stressed but working together makes it a little better...they hope.
Oakes doesn't really pay attention to his younger siblings, being more fascinated with building things with his play blocks or drawing. There is a lot of responsibility waiting for him once he is older but it's not something he really needs to be concerned about, as a toddler the only things important is learning the world around him and having the love of both his parents. Oakes does sometimes look through the bars into the cradles of one of his siblings, not believing he was ever that small...or loud.
Don is enjoying the rank of Top Gun, knowing he is absolutely close to finally completing his dream and becoming an astronaut and sometimes he find's it hard to believe he had started from nothing and is now near the top!
On one of his days off Don strikes up a conversation with Molly Frio, sharing cooking tips with each other. Don taking this time to learn a new recipe and becomes eager to try making it for his family.
Don takes a small side gig of helping training people at the gym for extra cash. Jack Bunch hires Don for his services and Don makes sure to push Jack to his limits so that he could improve himself and become a healthier man.
Through raising his children, working hard and taking some side gigs to bring in more money, Don makes sure to spend time with his oldest son too. Oakes having a strong bond with his parents gives him a strong foundation for when he is older to know that he could come to them in moments of uncertainty and confusion. Don is proud of his son and finds him incredibly precious with how he learns the world around him and listening to the stories Oakes loves to tell either of his parents.
Oakley is now a toddler and has the Neurotic and Heavy Sleeper traits. He looks more like his dad compared to his older brother but now the world is a little bit bigger and he is able to explore and begin to better understand his world, from the safety of his parents embrace if he ever gets scared.
Oakley is immediately drawn to the xylophone, enjoying the tinging sound it makes when the mallet strikes the brightly colored keys. The sound of the music is comforting and fascinates the small toddler and he giggles with excitement as he continues to plink away on the keys, not making anything that could be called music but is well on the way of beginning to learn and appreciate music, perhaps he will be a musician when he is older? Only time will tell what is Oakley's future.
Don begins the steps of teaching Oakley to walk, much like he had when Oakes was still learning.
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Live A Live OCs Part 2: Nicholas
Buckle up everyone cause this will be ANGTSTY. Tw for gunshots and child abandonment.
So Nicholas’ story takes place in New York City during early 1900s. Nicholas and his best friend Christopher work at a market during the majority of the day. One day they here from some shopkeepers that there is a food shortage going around. This worries them since they are two of many children who are working for food and shelter. Once work is done the two do a mad dash to the local church to see if they are being effected as well. They are informed by a good friend of theirs by the name of Sophia that the shortage is so severe that the church is considering stopping giving out food to people. Nicholas and Christopher go back to their residence to discuss this to the other kids there.
That night everyone agrees to investigate tomorrow night and make up a plan. The next day Nicholas accidentally bumps into a police officer by the name of Fredrick who is also investigating the food shortage. After much convincing Fredrick agrees to help Nicholas and the other kids out. When night rolls around everyone makes their way to a warehouse and discover that the place is filled with food! Not only that but some it is being hoarded by the wealthy people in the city. Angry that these people are letting everyone starve Nicholas decides that the best plan of action is to steal from the warehouses. Christopher and Fredrick are a bit nervous about this but are reassured by everyone that it will work.
As some time goes by the plan to steal the food from the warehouses goes well. Nicholas becomes notorious for his ability to take down guards with only a worn down knife(his weapon). However he doesn’t kill. Everything is well until one night during a raid police officers burst in to stop everyone. When Fredrick yells at them on why they would let the people starve it reveals a cold hard truth. The police are helping the wealthy by staying quiet about the situation and are arresting anyone who tries to stop it. During the panic Nicholas tell everyone to run and tries to reach Christopher. Right as the two teach each other a gun shot rings out. Christopher was shot. Nicholas catches him as he falls to the ground but before he could do anything else he is dragged out by Fredrick. After a long run back to the residence Sophia is told what happened and brings Christopher to a hospital. Fredrick talks to Nicholas to help him in some way and Nicholas tells him that he a Christopher have been by each other’s side for five years. Nicholas also reveals that his parents abandoned him five years ago as well.
After the incident Nicholas decides that enough is enough and that hey need to stop the problem at its source. Fredrick and Sophia work together to discover who is behind all oh this and make a plan. Fredrick and a few other trusting officers will be storming into the building where the people are. Nicholas decides to tag along out revenge. When everyone is inside and running through the building where they all have to fight through multiple guards and a child that looks almost exactly like Nicholas. During that fight with the copy Nicholas gains a mysterious power that come out of nowhere. I am not kidding about this. After the faker is defeated they make it to the people who started all of this.
During the confrontation it is revealed that the two people who started this are Nicholas’ parents and they hav up their own humanity for power. That power was accidentally sent to Nicholas as well. Unfortunately Nicholas doesn’t give a crap about them being his parents and states his real family is waiting outside for him to return. Fight happens. Nicholas and the policemen are victorious, and the two baddies are arrested. Everyone celebrates the victory and everything is well. Or so Nicholas thought…
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I noticed on the new z-toon art theres poster with tom playing a guitar, could you write something with that? :3c
like ted showing chris how to play or him playing for chris (perhaps even writing a whole song for him?) or chris buying a new cool guitar for ted and being really excited to listen for it but he doesn't really know anything about guitars so he buys a wrong wire or something so they have a fun/cute moment about it idk :D I would love anything
and thx you!!!!<3
Hello! I had finished this one a few months ago but never got around to posting it since I've been more focused writing for other fandoms recently. Hope you enjoy and thank you for the request! 🤎🤎🤎
This fic is called Thursday Nights and you can read it on ao3 here as well as under the cut!
A teenage Cherry teaches makeshift guitar lessons to a young Ted and Chris for some extra money while the two boys each struggle with them for different reasons.
Thursday Nights
One of the things about growing up under the home of an “old money” family meant that members of that family were each expected to hold certain skills, such as being capable of playing an instrument, or several for that matter. In Ted’s case he was lucky that his parents at least let him pick his poison of choice, and in his he decided on the guitar.
In Chris’s case it was as simple as his mom’s opinion that it was “cheaper than her therapy bill” and it kept him occupied for a few hours once a week, every Thursday to be precise.
For Cherry she needed the extra money to save for college and with the one guitar she owned and would lend to Chris for every lesson plus Ted bringing his own she was able to bullshit some makeshift lesson together every week for these kids. It wasn’t the nicest job to be known for doing since people would assume she knew more herself then she really did but it certainly wasn’t the worst option out there. Unfortunately their families were expecting to see actual progress. Something that worked wonderfully for Chris since he was a quick learner. Not so much for Ted, however being as even with practice at home he was still getting stuck on the same things time and time again.
It was simply a pity that while Chris excelled he never took the class seriously and Ted tried his best each and every week with slow progress. Two problems that Cherry didn’t know how to fix, if it weren’t for one idea. That the two kids could help one another in the ways that only kids could.
“Teddy! You came back!”
“I come back every week, Chris.”
“Still! I miss you every week.”
“You do?”
Despite having nearly the same conversation every week Chris was always just as excited to see Ted, who always seemed surprised that he had a friend. It was sort of sweet.
As the kids got settled down Cherry left the room to give them more space to talk privately, something they would have if it weren’t for the fact the kids always talked so damn loud. It was only two weeks ago that Cherry had told the two that part of their lessons would be to help the other out and so far it seemed to be working to varying levels of success. Chris was able to explain things to Ted in ways Cherry had never thought how to before and in return Ted was able to get Chris to settle down without even saying a word, which was downright impressive. Granted, Chris was never down to the same levels of chill that Ted was but it was still certainly an improvement from how it had been before the two boys had been introduced.
“-So then you just kind of do what sounds right to you, you know?”
“I guess.”
“Hey, it’s gonna be okay, alright?”
“How can you be so sure?”
“HMM!”
It seemed that whenever Ted asked a question that Chris considered to be obvious he would make a sort of judgmental sound in response. One that he apparently felt necessary to use when discussing Ted being asked to play for his parents. Up until now the only person that he had ever played for aside from Cherry was Chris, a fact he didn’t seem very keen on changing anytime soon, and for the time being he wouldn’t.
Over the following weeks Cherry noticed that Ted had improved with the help of Chris being his personal moral support cheerleader and when the time eventually came when Ted was more advanced than Chris was, even if it was only by a little bit, there was no person looking more proud of Ted than Chris was. By the time that Cherry was ready to go off to school herself the boys were ready to “graduate” from her little makeshift school, and so with a celebration with cake and small gifts for being such good students the boys said goodbye to their young teacher.
It wasn’t until many years later when Cherry received a letter in the mail detailing the impact she left on the lives of two husbands and their family that she realized just how important those classes were to a couple of kids in need of something special. She also questioned how they found her mailing address but knowing the lengths Chris was always willing to go to get information for Ted she didn’t put nearly as much thought into it as probably should have.
In the end she would always be their guitar teacher and there was now some pride to be had in that.
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Text Chemistry Texts Examples (Created By Amy North)
A short while ago, my dating life seemed non-existent. It was a terrible phase. The guys that were showing interest weren’t exciting enough and the guy I had a crush on didn’t seem to be into me at all. I could have let things be and regret it years down the line or take control. I chose the latter. After looking for answers on almost all kinds of dating websites, forums, social media, and whatnot, my days of search bore fruit. Specifically, you can know how to capture your soon-to-be lover’s attention, develop the “chemistry” with him through emotional and powerful words, and make him obsessed and passionate about you. Text Chemistry, by best-selling author and relationship coach Amy North, teaches women how to keep men interested in them via text messages. A text message has become extremely common for men and women to communicate with each other when flirting. But if you fail to manage how you texting with your partner, it could seriously damage your relationship. One of the beautiful thing about text messages is that they can be highly private and intimate. As a medium, you can practically say anything you want. We agree that texting is an ideal way to boost emotion and intimacy in a relationship. Overall, this course’s objective is to help you add spice in your love life and get that romance scale to go up more than just a notch!
Text Chemistry is founded on the initial research that Amy North conducted while studying psychology at university, which she then refined through her experience as a dating coach observing how couples communicated through texting. The curriculum does cover a lot of male psychology and how to use it to your advantage. The Zeigarnik Effect states that when things are left unresolved, the human mind is more likely to remember/think about it, this course will focus on how to use cliffhangers, incomplete information, and curiosity to capture someone’s attention. It works well in bringing singles and married people together and everyone else with a better communication mechanism. The online course Text Chemistry makes use of the concept of a “magic text.” Men become psychologically triggered by these texts, which makes them text back and carry on the discussion compulsively. You’ll discover well crafted text messages throughout the guide.For this training to be effective for you, there are a few critical requirements. Getting your preferred man’s undivided attention is the aim. You do this through psychological triggers, or what North refers to as “Attention Hooks.”This Attention Hook grabs the man’s attention and has him thinking about you. What I liked most was how practical it is. Amy doesn’t waste time reflecting on the modern dating world and the hardships it presents. We all know the game here. Instead, she dives in and starts offering up strategies to help you deal with any text message situation that comes your way. She addresses it from every angle, going through the dos and don’ts of text messages, exactly what you should be texting at each stage of your relationship and how to respond in almost any scenario. You are immediately thrown into a flurry of practical solutions that you can put into action straight away.
Amy is an expert in male psychology and the text messages she reveals demonstrate this. I feel that Amy North has a great understanding of how men work, and she essentially wants to give women the right tools to tackle dating confidently. Given that we are all spending more time at home due to the coronavirus pandemic, texting is more crucial than ever. If you want to improve your texting skills, I believe Text Chemistry will be able to help you do so. Women who want to spark attraction with a guy they’ve recently met and be in a relationship with him It’s also a good fit for those who already have a partner but want to make sure their texting adds value and desirability to a relationship. In conclusion, if you're looking for a comprehensive guide to help you improve your texting skills and form meaningful connections with men, Text Chemistry is definitely worth considering. Women who have used the program have reported feeling more confident and in control when it comes to their dating lives. While it may not be a magic solution to all your dating woes, it can certainly help you to take control of your dating life and achieve the results you desire.
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hiiii ^_^ I wonder if I could get a short reading on my friendship with a close friend of many years. we made the decision last year to get into business together and it has become a problem this year bc we no longer hang out just as friends, but as coworkers. this has also turned an inner and unspoken competition between us. we've talked about this but it actually fixes nothing. is this friendship worth fighting for or should i take a step back and just let it be business related?
Hmmm this is interesting… Thanks for this ask! I haven’t really done one like this before.
I’m getting that this experience is meant to teach you more about boundaries. Being friends and business partners is hard if you don’t have proper boundaries and are not both equally committed to finding a successful way to navigate the relationship. So maybe there are certain things that need to be implemented, like is there a way to hire out some of the work so you work less directly together?
This reminds me of my best friend. We’ve been friends my whole life but at one point we were coworkers and workout buddies and roommates, basically we spent a lot of time together and it was hard to keep that relationship healthy. We did have to take space at some point during the pandemic but we came back to the dynamic matured and now we have a beautiful relationship that is healthy and stable.
If this is a friend that you feel is a lifelong friend then I feel like this is just a stage in this relationship and you are going through it with them because you trust each other enough to learn these lessons together. My friend I talked about above is one of my companion soulmates. This friend may be one of yours too.
I think removing emotion as much as possible can help, particularly when in business mode. It’s hard to switch modes when it’s someone you’re intimately close to, but this is important to cultivate. I do business with my mom and sister and there are times when we have to talk strictly business and it’s not easy, we talk about money realities and possible solutions, but I have to remove them as my mom and sister and see them as part of a business team. Being able to use your rational mind when discussing business together can help preserve the more emotional sharing part of friendship for time outside of work.
I currently work with a close friend and it’s hard, because our work does impact the friendship sometimes. I think having shared friends and individual friends is really important. Having separate hobbies, ways to cultivate your own identity and autonomy can make you feel more rooted into your true self. When spending so much time together, it can become natural to meld together so carving out time to be on your own is important too.
Spirit, anything else to say?
Don’t give up. Stay the course. It’s rare to have people spend so long beside us in our lives. If you have this, remember it’s a blessing. But you can let go too. Just because you choose space for a period of time doesn’t mean you want gravitate back towards one another again. Some people you cannot lose because they deeply understand and respect you and your journey. It’s okay to drift with some people.
Card Pull— Chakra Exploration Deck
What are these challenges trying to show them?
Solar Plexus Chakra— where in life are you being inauthentic & why? What do you need to do to embody your truest self?
Mantra: I courageously surrender into alignment with my authentic code, knowing that my medicine arises from total embodiment of my truth.
I think this goes back to what I was saying about carving out your own identity and also what spirit was saying about not being afraid to drift. Sometimes your truth means space from people and to stay attached when it’s time to release can create pain. If you feel like you need to step back a bit, your friend will understand. Tell them sometimes you may need to protect your friendship. Maybe there is a signal like that that you can bring up when these disagreements start going too far. Something like I’m gonna walk away to protect our friendship. You truly know what feels right for you, so honor that truth.
I personally feel that this is a phase in a longer term relationship and that it’s imperative you follow your deepest truth even if it means space from this person for now.
Hope this helps! Would love to know if it connects at all.
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Chapter 56: Little help
The first few weeks of living together with his brother and his roommates were not nearly as bad as Tae-Jun had thought, though he would never admit it out loud. He tried to stay out of the apartment all day, only crashing to sleep after his social service, school, practice, and brand-new job as Taehyung’s friend Seokjin’s helper. With the restaurant’s opening coming, Seokjin needed as much help as he could and had agreed to pay James for cleaning, painting, running some errands, and basically being his assistant. Jun was hesitant at first, but after hearing his payment, he instantly changed his mind.
“We’re having a soft launch first,” Seokjin explained when he and Taehyung were helping Jun move out of his dorm. “A limited food and beverages menu from 4 to 10pm, only to heat the engines, see what people like and what we need for the official opening. I would mostly need you to help me organize the kitchen, make calls, go to the supermarket, and help me finish some details,”
“Sure, ok,” Tae-Jun said.
“Do you like to cook?” Seokjin asked, looking over the rearview mirror.
“Uhm, I’m not particularly great at it,” he was a bit embarrassed to admit.
“Don’t worry, I’ll teach you the basics and I’ll do the rest,”
Even though his brother had offered he took his bed, Tae-Jun asked to sleep in the living room, feeling too weird to share a room with his brother after years of living apart.
“I hate to be that person, but I’d like to discuss the house rules now that you’re here,” the oldest guy, Jung Hoseok, said once they were all together. “We try to keep the place clean because we want it to be welcoming to our friends, who are usually around. That’s the only thing I’m going to ask,”
“Yes, sir,” Tae-Jun said seriously, knowing that the guy wasn’t joking.
“You can have anything from the fridge and pantry, and if you ever need some personal space or want to rest peacefully, you can use my room,” Park Jimin said with a sincere smile. “I’m not at home that much, anyways,”
“Thanks,” Jun said.
“We all have girlfriends,” Jeon Jungkook said with his mouth full of cereal, sitting on top of the kitchen counter. “So try not to walk around the house naked,”
“I imagine that your company has some strict dating rules that we’re not planning to break,” Hoseok chuckled. “So, you’re not allowed to bring girls over,”
After two weeks, Tae-Jun had gotten used to the pace of the apartment. Jimin and Hoseok were always first to wake up, leaving early to work, and taking Jungkook to school on the days he didn’t take the bus. Jimin was kind enough to wake him up early and make breakfast for him, ensuring he ate something before going to school. Taehyung seemed to struggle to get ready in the mornings, so he always rushed out of flat, which was a relief to Tae-Jun, who still didn’t want to spend much time with him.
Working for Seokjin was easy and almost fun. He got paid to pick paint, chose knives, and learned about different spices and their use. Even though he was much older than him, Seokjin was easy to be around. He didn’t talk much, which Jun appreciated. There were days when Jungkook came to help, which was always fun. Sometimes Jungkook’s girlfriend Midori would show up, too. Jun liked them, and he thought they were very cool.
“I’m trying to convince him to get a Ninja,” Midori told them one night they were painting. “But he insists he wants a Harley,”
“I haven’t decided yet,” Jungkook rolled his eyes. “I’m also interested in a Ducati,”
“Do you know how dangerous motorcycles are?” Seokjin pointed out, slightly frowning at the younger guy.
“But they are cool,” Jungkook said as if it was a convincing point.
“And hot,” Midori added, unaware that her statement made Tae-Jun blush. “I always wanted one,”
“You can ride mine whenever you want,” Jungkook said, putting a strain of hair behind her ear. “I can come and pick you up at school in it,”
“Alright, psychos, back to work,” Seokjin cut them off before they got too handsy in front of the youngest helper.
“How are your roommates treating you, Little Kim?” Midori asked Jun, taking him by surprise.
“Little Kim?” Jungkook chuckled.
“Well, he is the littlest of Kims,” she stated. “There is Professor Kim, Chef Kim, Classmate Kim, and now Little Kim,”
“You can just call me Jun,” Tae-Jun said, still a bit nervous to hold Midori’s gaze for too long.
“I’ll call you Metamon,” Midori said with a smile.
“Why?” Seokjin laughed. “He doesn’t look like Metamon at all,”
“Yeah, he does,” Midori said, walking over to him. “Look at his cute cheeks,”
“No, he’s definitely Eeeve,” Seokjin said.
“Can you discuss what Pokemon I look like when I’m not here?” Tae-Jun was now properly blushing.
“Okay, Eevee,” Midori said.
It was getting late and Tae-Jun was getting tired. Thankfully, his boss called off the day and offered to take him home. But, since Jungkook and his girlfriend were heading to the same place, he accepted the ride.
“Same time tomorrow?” Seokjin asked the boy as they closed the place.
“Uhm, sorry sir,” he said in a low but firm voice. “I have late-night practice tomorrow. I can cover the hours next time,”
“Don’t worry about it,” Seokjin gave him a genuine smile. “How are things at the company?”
“Uhm, good,” he lied. Ever since the incident with James, he had not been doing great at the evaluations, and his teammates were resentful about it. He was used to being alone, but it was harder now that he was everyone’s target. After all, they were all competing against each other.
“Are you hungry, babe?” Jungkook asked Midori from the passenger seat, playing with her hair as she drove, definitely not caring that Tae-Jun was behind them.
“Not really, you?”
“I was thinking of getting a milkshake,” he said in a way that made Tae-Jun consider jumping from the moving car.
“Do you want a milkshake, Eeevee?” Midori asked, turning to Jun in the backseat.
“What?” he was startled, so he started mumbling. “I’m good, thanks,”
“I think you need a milkshake and some fries,” she said, smiling at him. “You’re skinny,”
“Jun-ah, remember when you visited us with your father?” Jungkook asked, reminiscing about the old days. “You had a bowl cut and you were wearing thick glasses. I remember thinking you were nothing like Taehyung,”
Tae-Jun couldn’t agree more.
Dinner with the couple wasn’t as bad as he had expected. Apart from sitting very close, they kept their hands off each other and focused on their meals. Even though she said she wasn’t hungry, Jungkook’s girlfriend helped herself to some nuggets and fries and drank half of Jungkook’s milkshake after insisting she didn’t want one. Tae-Jun was not hungry, so he only ordered an ice cream.
“Please eat something else,” Lee Midori said. “It’s on me, what do you like?”
“I’m good,” Jun insisted.
“Let him have his ice cream,” Jungkook said, munching his fries. “There’s food at home. If he’s hungry he can eat later,”
“How is it being roommates with these cavemen?” Midori asked, trying to make conversation.
“It’s ok,” he said, not wanting to be rude but not quite knowing what to say.
“You can sleep in my room tonight,” Jungkook said, sliding his fries over Tae-Jun in the hopes that he took at least one. “I won’t stay home,”
Tae-Jun didn’t have to ask where he would be spending the night, Midori’s reaction as she cleared her throat and changed the topic spoke enough.
“Are you into sports?” the girl asked out of nowhere.
“I skate,” Jun said. “And I used to play soccer when I was little,”
“Cool!” she smiled.
Jungkook drove on the way back to his place so Midori could take a nap. Tae-Jun pretended to be asleep as well, only so Jungkook didn’t try to start a conversation with him; he simply didn’t feel like talking. Only then he realized how tired he actually was, because it was almost impossible for him to stay awake for too long. He blinked and when he opened his eyes again the car was stopping.
“This is your stop,” Jungkook said as he shook his knee to wake him up. “If you do sleep on my bed, wear clothes,”
“Thanks for the ride,” Tae-Jun said, picking up his bag and getting out of the car. Jungkook left short after, before Jun realized he didn’t have keys and it was too late to ring the bell. He climbed the stairs of the complex, heading to the apartment in the hopes that the door was unlocked. It wasn’t. Unfortunately, Yeontan heard someone trying to get in and ran to the door barking.
“You need to stop forgetting your keys,” Taehyung grunted as he opened the door. “Oh, I thought it was… were you not with Jungkook?”
“Yes,” Tae-Jun said, walking past his brother, getting inside the apartment. Yeontan seemed excited to see him, waggling his tail.
“Where is he?” Taehyung asked, closing the door behind.
“He left with his girlfriend,” Tae-Jun said, getting to his knees to play with the little dog for a bit.
“Are you hungry?” Taehyung asked, a bit nervous. “Jimin made dinner,”
“I had ice cream,” “Please eat well,” the older guy sighed. “Do you have classes tomorrow?”
“Yes,” Jun decided he was done with the conversation, standing up to go to Jungkook’s room. “He let me sleep in here before you ask. I’m not stealing anything, don’t worry,”
“Hey, don’t say stuff like that,” Taehyung frowned. “I never implied-”
“I have enough to pay for a month's rent. I’ll leave on Monday,”
“You don’t have to,” Taehyung said in an almost non-audible voice. “But I understand if you want to leave. I’m not stopping you from leaving, but you can come here whenever you need it,”
“I don’t need you,” Jun said firmly, looking at his brother straight in the eyes.
“I know,” Taehyung said, forcing a smile on his face that came out as a grin. “You’ve done great on your own so far, right?”
Tae-Jun thought he was being sarcastic and was getting angrier when Taehyung started speaking again.
“I know you don’t need me; I just like having you around. I know we don’t know each other that well, and we don’t have to be friends, but I’d like to make an effort at getting to know you better,” Taehyung stayed silent for a full minute, and Jun was too proud to say anything. “I’m not the dick I was before. I was an asshole, I know that,”
“Yeah, you were,” Jun couldn’t stop himself from saying it, making Taehyung laugh a bit.
“You were not an angel, though,” Taehyung chuckled. “You were pretty annoying, but I was always jealous of you,”
“Why?” he asked, not trying to be smart or anything, he just found it impossible to believe that.
“Because you were better than me,” the words came out of Taehyung’s mouth but sounded so distant. Jun didn’t know how to explain the type of anger he was feeling. More than anger, he felt anxious. He didn’t feel like talking. He just wanted to sleep.
“It’s late,” Tae-Jun said, not exactly talking about the current time.
“Right,” Taehyung said, reading the room. “Good night,”
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Some situations include
Dick swinging from a chandelier.
Danny swinging from a chandelier.
Dick teaching Danny trapeze techniques using the chandeliers and Jason acting as the net while running under them in case one falls. (Knocking over various party members in the process.)
Sam testing out a summoning ritual using torn clothing from dresses she and Damian have gathered (it was a game to see if their targets noticed) just to see who it brings. Also using an old tomb from the ghost zone. (They summon the dairy king). Steph and Cass rigging the fire alarms to go off and spray Vlad.
Danny, Sam, and Tucker hiding the two culprits behind them and then playing that game where you run around the table to catch someone who always keeps the table between them. That table are the three kids. They are defending them from Vlad (and eventually Bruce as well).
Danny bringing Cujo when Damian brings Titus. (They wanted a play date. Sure, they could have gone to the park, but this was easier. To hide that Cujo is green, Danny covers him in green paint. There are now many green paw prints all over the room).
Tucker and Barbara hacking Gotham to Rick role the entire city (no one knows it’s them).
Giving Barbara’s wheel chair Fenton rocket boosters. They all ride it at once.
Damian having a thorough discussion on vegetarianism and animal right with Sam. Then having to be held back from attacking her parents. (Mostly by his own siblings, Sam isn’t lifting a finger).
Jason and Danny singing karaoke.
Tucker and Steph adding a disco ball.
Sam asking Ivy for her autograph when she attacks (ironically, it stops the attack and then Sam is just chatting with the rouge in a corner for the rest of the evening. Occasionally, Danny joins. Sam leaves with her number. And a satisfied grin).
Tim helping Danny by telling him everything about Red Hood, including his shoe size. Jason is mortified. Especially since his other siblings pitch in to either exaggerate his heroics in stories to make him sound like a cheesy hero or make up stories to make him seem like a dork. Dick leans in “let me tell you about the time Hood ran straight into a glass door, then proceeded to bang on it and yell at it in various languages. He cursed that thing for 5 hours. The door was unlocked.” Tim adds in “I once saw Hood start a fight with a Trash can, and lose.” Then Steph comes over. “It’s better than that one time he was trying to stop a bullet wound with a tampon.” Jason shouts “HEY! They are very blood absorb at and I…bet, I bet he probably didn’t have anything better at the time.” Jason crossed his rams defensively.
Danny and the Waynes showing up at the wrong gala and then hacking everyone’s phone and schedules to make them look like they showed up in the wrong place and even inviting the paparazzi to confirm it.
Danny somehow sneaking in a motorcycle (it was Johnny’s)
They made the ceiling disappear. No one knows how they did it. No one saw anything. They have no proof. But they know the group had something to do with it.
Danny climbs one of the Waynes and hisses at Vlad.
they switch clothes.
Danny, Sam, and Tucker end up going home with Bruce while Tim, Cass, and Duke goes home with Sam’s parents.
One gala they serve hotdogs…Danny brings them all to life.
everyone goes for a dance and somehow their hands become glued together. No one knows how it happened.
a cat enters a gala. This is not a normal cat. It has red eyes.
They all come in pajamas. Then bring pillows and blankets and just…sleep. No one says anything because it’s the first quiet gala they’ve had that included that group. Even if a rogue attacks, the entire party attacks them just to stay quiet, don’t wake them up.
Danny bribes Jason with continued Jane Austin books he’s never heard of before.
Sam ties the summoning circle again, this time with coffee. She summons Constantine.
somehow, people see Danny everywhere. They start getting paranoid.
they make a giant spiderweb. No one knows what it’s made of.
they ride horses. No one knows where they got them or how they got them to the 14th floor. Why do they have horns? And…is their hair on fire?!
DP x DC Idea
One day Danny is gonna call Bruce 'fruitloop' and Bruce 'haven't sleep for a week, no thoughts head empty himbo' Wayne would just blurt out "How did you know that I'm bi?!"
They both instantly regret having this conversation.
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'europeans are more accepting of ukrainian refugees because they are white' WRONG the same people spouting vitriol against brown people are spouting it now.
#under the sun with kai#i feel sick reading fb comment abt any refugee topic in czech because our local paper is just full of hateful little people#the kind that throw around the phrase 'why do they get to go to the zoo for free if i cant' a whole lot#at least our government is not following that rhetoric. at least they are standing their ground in terms of solidarity.#then again it is a centrist-right government so the people already feel like the government does not care about them#so in a way some of that anger is justified but completely wrongly aimed at people fleeing their homes because of war.#its exhausting. the way this is a tangled up sort of cycle.#the elites dont talk to the poorer people because they are deemed stupid and hateful. creating more of a divide. making them angrier and#not teaching them anything. not having discussions that could help bring people together.#the poorer people in turn take it out on whoever is even below them on the social hierarchy at the moment.#the government sees that it is the right thing to do to help refugees. the government ignores the housing and energy crisis encroaching.#the bittersweet feelings from after the last elections are back.#yes. woo. democratic parties won. but also. there is literally zero leftists in the government. zero.#the opposition is filled with populists and extremists. who play at being socially oriented when it benefits them.#there is no liberal left to speak of in our politics at all actually. the pirate party vaguely touched on it and they got fucked last time.#im sorry for this rant im sorting my thoughts. what i know. and its looking more and more dire.#also there are newspapers coming up with statistics that babiš is more likely to win first round of presidential elections.#and i do not know whether to trust them because i can NOT for the life of me keep track of all the media he owns :)#everything is fucked and we will all die here (by words of a podcaster on my fave leftist liberal news site :)) )
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