#not tagging lovejoy sorry guys

[sakiyaki-sashimi]

when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers <3

Oooo kk!

Sweet Devil (Reol ver)

Ifudoudou (UMETORA ver)

Come and get it (Selena Gomez)

Eat Your Young (Annapantsu or original ver)

Perfume (Lovejoy, the YouTube lyrics so I don’t give them money :33)

[willows-pjo-ocs]

GUYS GUYS GUYS

Okay so i need some help

I'm gonna make a spreadsheet with pjo blogs who are from ancient greece

I cannot guarantee how neat it is cus im not that good at spreadsheets but im gonna try

Blogs that can be on the list:

Characters who are from ancient greece but for whatever reason are now in the present

Blogs for gods who were around during ancient times (sorry to anyone who has a god oc who is from pretty recent)

Epic blogs or blogs from other fandoms with ancient greek characters who tend to also interact with pjo ocs set in the present day/in general

Anything that seems like it would fit just lmk

It doesn't matter if this blog is run by you or by someone else just tag them if you would want

Im gonna tag a bunch of people ive rped with but anyone can interact with this post

Blogs i already have (i know of some others i just forget the user): @glykera @mache-of-greece @selene-titaness-of-the-moon @

@the-gods-abandoned-us @arisdaughter @mache-of-greece @kaiaalwayswins @unhinged-waterlilly @yourlocalfallenstar @son-of-the-moonlight @luci-likes-dinoss @elixs-mythology-corner @bast-the-best26 @emdabitchass @if-chaos-was-a-boy @luck-is-crucial @the-prince-telemachus @pink-koi-lovejoy @apollos-favorite-child @ariathemortal @cass-sees-the-future @reyna4ever @love-lightning-forethought

[the-smart-and-the-dumb-one]

Hey guys, imma address smt.

So someone I rp with made a blog, where they made a mistake on it.

It was a mistake which everyone makes, I understand if people want to block them or not interact with them bc of it.

But guys please don't hate them.

I don't really know the full story of what happend, but a while ago I opened my phone and saw that they tagged me in an apology post.

I really hope they don't see this as I want then to have a break from tumblr to check their own mental health and stuff.

Imma tag their tag list. (Sorry if the tags bother you or you didn't want to be tagged)

@zariahthewitch @thegroovydaughterofhestia @if-chaos-was-a-boy @the-gods-strange-children @fabulousdaughterofhecate @chaos-pers0nified @neoptolemus-achilles-son @bast-the-best26 @goddess-of-bubblegum @gaygirldoodles @luck-is-crucial @reyna4ever @vicious-daughter-of-zeus @feral-hermes-child @oopsies-i-did-a-thing @unfortunate-daughter-of-hestia @that-girl-cupid @ariathemortal @love-lightning-forethought @emdabitchass @kaiaalwayswins @champion-of-revenge @i-was-never-sane @clown-energy-skyrocketing @zoe-aura-of-d3ath @lunar-eklipso-r @pink-koi-lovejoy @sleepy-as-a-song @gellyhelio @daughter-ofthe-moontitan @demeters-daughter-is-done @trinket-snatcher @southerndaughterofeos @creature-under-ur-bed

(I think i got everyone if not most ppl)

[bonesandthebees]

Hi again Bee.

Thank you for lending an ear to listen even if I just kinda showed up. I really appreciate it. I've actually been reading through some of your other stories and they're very good (I adore the fae works!).

When it comes to Wilbur, I'm just. Very disappointed and upset. Of course I support Shubble and am glad she spoke out, it's very important and I'm glad that it's encouraged others to come forward with their own stories of abuse at the hands of large creators. At the same time though part of me wishes she hadn't said anything, so I could have continued as I was, in blissful ignorance, even if I feel really guilty for thinking like that.

It just saddens me that someone I looked up to so much ended up being this horrible person. It makes me worried that I too am bad, that somehow he has imprinted his awfulness unto me. I used to be horrible too. I like to think I've grown as a person, I was only a kid, but have I? Or was being drawn to Wilbur a sign? Like attracting like?

Y'know, I used to say that my hair style goals were how Wilbur's hair is, and recently I got a haircut. When I took a shower earlier it ended up floofing up in a similar way to his. I don't know how to feel about that. Maybe I should style it differently, even though I like the floof. I don't want to be even a little reminiscent of an abuser.

I am reminiscent of him though, in ways I can't change. I used to feel so seen by him, we're both song writers, and hypochondriacs, and I wanted to be him so badly I would cry. I would cry because he was everything I desperately craved to be as an insecure transmasc, an attractive guy with a beautiful voice and an amazing life. And now he's horrible, and probably always has been, and all of my memories of him are tainted.

I hate that I can't listen to Lovejoy anymore. It feels unfair to the other band members. It isn't their fault Wilbur is awful, and yet I'm taking away a source of their income. I know I'm taking away from Wilbur too, but he's only one person out of the group. Maybe that's just me giving an excuse so that I won't have to stop enjoying their music. It doesn't matter, I can't stomach listening to them anymore anyways.

I keep getting songs from YCGMA stuck in my head. It's like now that I can't listen to it anymore my brain has decided to fuck with me by making me listen to it anyways. I can't even justify listening to that album, that's just Wilbur's music. I was going to cover a song from that album for fun. Now I can't.

Is it bad I still find comfort in Wilbur as a character? C!Tommy is my favorite, but C!Wilbur is almost always a huge part of any C!Tommy story and I love C!Wilbur stories too. I know C! ≠ CC! but I just. It's complicated.

Idek why I'm this upset. I haven't been an avid watcher of anyone in the DSMP in at least over a year. If anything this whole thing has brought me back into the fandom more than I have been in ages. I feel bad about that, but also this situation has introduced me to people like Aimsey, whose content I'm seeing more of and I find myself enjoying.

I've also found more great DSMP fics lately in my quest to binge read them before the mass deletions start. Is it bad to find good things in a bad situation?

I'm sorry for the lack of put togetherness and the length of this ask. I promise I'm usually more coherent and to the point.

-Tech (just call me Tech like a name, "tech anon" feels weird heh)

hey tech, sorry for a bit of a late reply I've been busy the past few days

(sorry about the 'tech anon' thing, it's just a habit since that's how I refer to most of my anons. I'm going to still tag your ask as tech anon though just for my tagging system if that's okay)

I'm so glad you like the fae stories!! I'm still so proud of both of those looking back on them

anyway, yeah, I get that. I get the guilty wish that none of this had ever come out so you could just continue to go on in blissful ignorance. when someone learns something very upsetting, it's only natural to feel like you wish you never learned that. you don't need to feel guilty for that. you're not a bad person for your emotional reactions to things. your actions are what matters.

also, you are in no way a bad person because you were drawn to wilbur's content. the persona wilbur put on for the internet was not representative of who he actually was. you were drawn to the facade. an illusion of the person wilbur could've been, if he actually practiced the things he preached. you said you used to be a bad person, but you've changed. the fact that you are worried at all that you might still be bad shows a level of self-awareness and concern that wilbur apparently did not have. because wilbur was aware he was a bad person and treated the people around him terribly, but he didn't care to try and be better. as long as you're trying to be better, you're already leagues ahead of him.

also, regarding the hair, the floofy fringe is an incredibly common haircut. that is not exclusive to wilbur soot. you do not look like him if your hair does the floof similarly to his, it just makes you look like thousands of other dudes with fluffy fringe.

the day after shelby first streamed I had an MSR song stuck in my head and I hated it so much. it really sucks. you just have to try and drown it out with other music

it's not hypocritical at all to still find comfort in c!wilbur. I know it's complicated, and there's so much discussion I could get into as to why it's so complicated, but we can all separate the guy and the character in our heads. there's no reason to feel guilty about that. and there's also nothing bad about finding good in this situation. I think it's really sweet that you've found so many great fics in this time and I'm so glad you've been getting comfort from them. you're appreciating the authors hard work and that's a good thing! you don't need to feel bad about that

I hope you're doing okay tech

[q-starhalo]

q!Bad songs + their lyrics ★-

-`.✎ Ver. 1

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˖◛⁺˖ | Hello and welcome to this list of q!Bad songs (including ones that remind me of Bad and Dapper or other eggs)!! Before we get to the songs, I do want to say that many songs contain triggering content. I have tagged most of them but if there's any I have missed, please do let me know! Other then that, each list will contain 25 songs so the posts won't be long then they already are! If you want to ask me anything about the songs, feel free! Now enjoy :D

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Portrait of a Blank Slate - Lovejoy:

★ "I feel at some point I broke my mind"

★ "How do you all make it look so easy? You open your hearts up so quickly it scares me "

★ "If only you knew just how better things could be"

★ "Another week of action. Another hypoglycemic reaction"

★ "I'm sorry it's all so predictable"

El Muchacho de los Ojos Tristes - Jeanette:

★ "Ni una simple sonrisa, ni un poco de luz en sus ojos profundos" | "Not a single smile, not a bit of light in his deep eyes"

★ "Ni siquiera reflejo de algún pensamiento que alegre su mundo" | "Not even a reflection of some thought that brightens his world"

★ "Hay tristeza en sus ojos" | "There is sadness in his eyes"

★ "El muchacho de los ojos tristes, vive solo y necesita amor. Como el aire, necesita verme. Como el sol, lo necesito yo" | "The guy with sad eyes lives alone and needs love. Like the air, he needs to see me. Like the sun, I need him"

★ "El muchacho de los ojos tristes ha encontrado al fin una razón para hacer que su mirada ría, con mis besos y mi gran amor" | "The guy with sad eyes has finally found a reason to make his eyes smile with my kisses and my great love"

★ "Yo pretendo saber porqué extraña razón hoy sus ojos no ríen. Yo pretendo lograr con ternura y amor ver sus ojos felices" | "I pretend to know the strange reason for why his eyes don't smile today. I intend to achieve with tenderness and love to see his happy eyes" (?)

Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens:

★ "The evil it spread like a fever ahead. It was night when you died, my firefly"

★ "Did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?"

★ "And I'm sorry I left but it was for best, though it never felt right"

★ "Shall we look at the moon, my little lon, why do you cry?"

★ "Make most of your life while it is rife, while it is light"

Come Little Children - Kate Covington/Hocus Pocus:

★ "Come little children, I'll take thee away into a land of enchantment"

★ "Come little children, the time's come to play, here in my garden of shadows"

★ "Follow sweet children, I'll show thee the way, through all the pain and the sorrows"

★ "Weep not, poor children, for life is this way. Murdering beauty and passions"

★ "Rest now my children, for soon we'll away into the calm and the quiet"

★ "Come little children, the time's come to play, here in my garden of shadows"

Problems - Mother Mother:

★ "You and me, we're not the same. I am a sinner, you are a saint"

★ "When we get to the pearly gates, you'll get the green light. I'll get the old door in the face"

★ "I'm a loser, a disgrace"

★ "I've found love in the strangest place. Tied up and branded, locked in a cage."

★ "You're a beauty- a luminary, in my face"

★ "I got a lot, and not a lot, I got a lot less than a lot // I've got problems, not just the ones that are little"

★ "Some go to baseball, some go debase a face they can't seem to save"

Rises the Moon - Liana Flores:

★ "Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end. Sun digs it's heels to taunt you."

★ "But after sunlit days, one thing stays the same. Rises the moon."

★ "Days fade into a watercolor blur. Memories swim and haunt you."

★ "Oh close your weary eyes. I promise you that soon the autumn comes to darken fading summer skies"

★ "Breathe, breathe, breathe"

★ "Days pull you down just like a sinking ship. Floating is getting harder. But tread the water, child, and know that meanwhile rises the moon"

★ "Days pull you up just like a daffodil. Uprooted from it's garden."

★ "They'll tell you what you owe, but know even so. Rises the moon"

I am the Very Model of a Cartoon Individual - Animaniacs:

★ "I am the very model of a cartoon individual! My animation's comical, unusual and whimsical!"

★ "I'm quite adept at funny gags, comedic theory I have read. From wicked puns and stupid jokes to anvils that drop on your head."

★ "I'm very good at fancy dances, I can even pirouette! Then smack the villain with a fish; I know my cartoon etiquette."

★ "To suit my mood, I can call forth a lot of different sceneries, like outer space and desert scapes and Himalayan eateries."

★ "From this bag here, why, I can pull most anything imaginable."

★ "You see in matters comical, unusual and whimsical, we are the very model of cartoon individuals!"

Burning Pile - Mother Mother:

★ "All I tried to save my face"

★ "All my guts try to spill"

★ "It goes, all my troubles on a burning pile, all lit up and I start to smile. If I catch fire then I change my aim, throw my troubles at the pearly gates"

★ "All your woe begones be gone"

★ "Throw my troubles at the world again"

★ "It goes, all my troubles on a burning pile, all lit up and I start to smile. If I catch fire then I'll take my turn to burn and burn and burn"

dumb dumb - mazie

★ "Disappointment takes us by surprise"

★ "Even though by now I think we should have realized. Everyone is dumb"

★ "There must be something in the corn flakes, making it hard for us to think straight"

★ "It's waking up inside of the dream; you don't know what to believe"

★ "Maybe that's why disappointment takes us by surprise"

Everything at Once - Lenka:

★ "As sly as a fox"

★ "As fast as a hare"

★ "As sharp as a tooth"

★ "As dark as the night"

★ "As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong"

★ "Strong like a family, strong as I wanna be"

★ "As warm as the sun, as silly as fun"

★ "As scary as the sea"

★ "As hot as fire, cold as ice"

★ "Sweet as sugar and everything nice"

★ "As old as time"

★ "As buzzed as a bee"

★ "As stealth as a tiger"

★ Pure as a melody, pure as I wanna be"

Vibrant Eyes - CG5:

★ "I'm not the one to trust when I've lost everything that I've touched"

★ "Don't tell them what you've done, tell them what you've done. The war's already won, why do we go on?"

★ "Don't tell them what you've done, tell them what you've done, tell them what you've done, tell them what you've done"

★ "Scared of the memories that make me insane"

★ "I'll cover these vibrant eyes and forget the pain"

★ "Little voice ruining my sanity, evil dreams haunting me. Don't you ever look my way."

★ "Little voice ruining my consciousness, nothing left to reminisce"

★ "All this pain will make me suffocate"

★ "All my thoughts ever strange, free me from the mental cage"

Crucified - Army Of Lovers:

★ "I'm crucified, crucified like my savoir"

★ "Saintlike behavior, a lifetime I prayed"

★ "I'm crucified for the holy dimension"

★ "Godlike ascension, heavens away"

★ "I've seen the deepest darkness and wrestled with Gods"

★ "Where thorns are a teaser, I've played a double jeux"

★ "I cry, I pray, mon Dieu! I cry, I pray, mon Dieu!"

★ "Prophets I've been reading, stories I enjoy been told; before I end my breathing, I travel in the soul"

★ "Adieu, mon Dieu!"

Coffee - Jack Stauber's Microphone:

★ "Do I need it? (Mocha) Am I under control?"

★ "Can I beat it? (Wake up!) If it swallowed me whole?"

★ "(I can make you feel alive) I know, but do I need you to survive?"

★ "I can't believe this happened"

★ "French vanilla, I think I should sit this one out (no, no, no)"

★ "Maybe a cup of self control would be the route. (But it's the flavor, it's the flavor you want!) Maybe so, but it feels better to check than to reflect (Just a sip!)"

Chiquitita (Spanish Version) - ABBA:

! You can look at the English version for translation !

★ "Chiquitita, dime por qué tu dolor hoy te encadena? En tus ojos hay una sombra de gran pena"

★ "No quisiera verte así. Aunque quieras disimularlo"

★ "Si es que tan tristes estas, para que quieres callarlo?"

★ "Chiquitita, sabes muy bien que las penas vienen y van y desaparecen"

★ "Otra vez vas a bailar y seras feliz como flores que florecen"

★ "Chiquitita, no hay que llorar. Las estrellas brillan por ti haya en lo alto"

★ "Quiero verte sonreír para compartir tu alegría, chiquitita"

Normal People Things - Lovejoy:

★ "The background hum for cerebellum"

★ "Oh, what a blessing to meet someone like you, with eyes as dead as mine. It's fine. It's normal people things just to lie here in silence"

★ "Spending days in self-medicating. Lost too much weight, unpleasant aftertaste."

★ "We think the same, play different games"

★ "I'll make it worth the wait"

★ "Yes, it's probably a razor thing but honestly it's harmless and I refuse to let the sensitive skin win"

★ "So, we lie here in silence. Yes, we lie here in silence. This is normal people things just to lie here in silence!"

Welcome Home - Radical Face:

★ "And the days blur into one"

★ "Sheets are swaying from an old clothesline like a row of captured ghosts over old dead grass"

★ "Welcome home"

★ "Ships are launching from my chest. Some have names but most do not. If you find one, please let me know what piece I've lost"

★ "I've come home"

★ "Now my head's splitting at the seams and I don't know if I can."

Point Of No Return - STARSET:

★ "I am hypnotized as I fantasize, forgetting lies and pain, but I can't go back"

★ "The ashes call my name"

★ "Pouring the fuel, fanning the flames, breaking the habit and melting the chains"

★ "The bridges are burning, the heat's on my face"

★ "Making the past an unreachable place"

★ "There's something sinister about the way it hurts when I watch it burn because I can't go back"

★ "This is the point of no return"

Cradles - Sub Urban:

★ "I live inside my own world of make-believe"

★ "I see the world through eyes covered in ink and bleach"

★ "Fire's spreading all around my room"

★ "Tape my eyes open to force reality"

★ "Sometimes I can't tell if my body belongs to me"

★ "I wanna taste your content"

★ "Devils hide behind redemption"

★ "Just tripping on daydreams"

★ "Might as well just rot around the nursery and count sheep"

Murders - Miracle Musical:

★ "He was in the forest looking to see the trees but none were there"

★ "In the light leaves broke above. Then fell down"

★ "Wearying of the hate me, hate me not. Wait, they forgot. Woe, oh, the rot."

★ "Deeper in they crept, oblivious of the bears and darker terrors. Or none were there. How did they dare?"

★ "Shadow of nobody there. Murders of murderers living in fear of it"

★ "All for nothing at all"

No Wind Resistance! - Kinnerent:

★ "I don't know how it ends, I can't see it in the distance"

★ "But can you ever reach the end of a timeless existence?"

★ "Just imagine being human, hating your confusion, denying 'til it's proven, laughing at illusion"

★ "Imagine reducing yourself to your name"

★ "You've suck all your consciousness inside of your brain"

★ "So go ahead and find your meaning with your methamphetamine"

★ "And once you can see that you've trapped all your grace, maybe you'll join me and girl we can race"

★ "Off-beat heartbeats"

★ "I've been here sixty years and I'm still not bored"

★ "And I've found that almost everything is made of cardboard"

★ "And there's absolutely nothing I can't sing with weird cords"

Laplace's Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People) - Will Wood:

★ "Have you ever died in a nightmare? Woke up surprised you hadn't earned your fate?"

★ "Have you ever felt like Atlas, threw your back out on the axis and collapsed and threw away from planet away?"

★ "Everyone's just blood in an ice tray"

★ "A vampire picking flowers out in the sun"

★ "Ooh, could you take a look at me? (It's the norm for animals, it's the norm for chemicals)"

★ "If you were in my shoes, you'd walk the same d★mn miles I do"

★ "It doesn't take a killer to murder. It only takes a reason to kill"

★ "The difference twist fate and free will is whether you're singing"

★ "(You could break an angel's fall, and ignore the Devil's call. Still foresaken shoulders fall silent now)

★ "(Man no more than animal is made of moral chemicals)"

As It Was - Harry Styles:

★ "Holdin' me back. Gravity's holdin' me back"

★ "In this world, it's just us. You know it's not the same as it was"

★ "Answer the phone. 'Harry, you're no good alone. Why are you sitting at home on the floor? What kind of pills are you on?'"

★ "I don't wanna talk about the way that it was"

★ "As it was"

Saint Bernard - Lincoln:

★ "Hung up pictures of patron saints up on my wall to remind me that I am a fool"

★ "When I am dead, I won't join their ranks 'cause they are both holy and free"

★ "And I'm in Ohio, satanic and chained up. And until the end, that's how it'll be"

★ "Don't make me a liar, 'cause I swear to God when I said it, I thought it was true"

★ "There's really just one thing that we have in common. Neither of us will be missed"

SUPERSTAR - CG5:

★ "Isn't your family looking for you?"

★ "We'll uncover every lie, and I promise you'll survive"

★ "Well done, superstar!"

★ "Shine a light, we're fighting the dark"

★ "I'll never ever leave you behind"

★ "Lights are off and your life's in jeopardy"

★ "If I'm undone, put me back together soon"

★ "What's your choice? In the end, I'll always be your friend"

Achilles Come Down - Gang of Youths:

★ "You're scaring us and all of us, some of us love you, Achilles. It's not much but there's proof"

★ "Redemption lies plainly in truth"

★ "Je vois que beaucoup de gens meurent, parce qu'ils estiment que la vie ne vaut pas la peine d'être vécue. J'en vois d'autres, qui se font paradoxalement tuer pour des idées, pour des illusions, qui let's donnent une raison de vivre (ce, qu'on appelle une raison de vivre est en même temps une eccellente raison de morir)" | "I witness that a lot of people are dying because they consider that life is not worth living. Paradoxically, I witness other people who are being killed for their ideas, their illusions, which give their existence a sense. What we call a reason to live is also an excellent reason to die"

★ "The self is not so weightless, nor whole and unbroken"

★ "Remember the pact of our youth. Where you go, I'm going. So jump and I'm jumping. Since there is no me without you."

★ "Today, of all days, see how the most dangerous thing is to love"

★ "It's a pointless resistance for you."

★ "Achilles, Achilles, just put down the bottle. Don't listen to what you've consumed. It's chaos, confusion, and wholly unworthy"

★ "And there may not be meaning, so find one and seize it"

★ "Hear those bells ring deep in the soul, chiming away for a moment"

★ "Les souvenirs d'une patrie perdue, l'espoir d'une terre promise" | "Memories of a lost homeland, the hope for a promised land"

★ "But be real and just jump, you dense motherf★cker (You're worth more, Achilles)"

★ "Be done with this now and jump off the roof (Be done with this now and get off the roof)"

[stellz-mybeloved]

i was enchanted to meet you..

wilbur x reader

1125 words

requested by : @vibestillaxxx

tags: @vibestillaxxx (please ask if you wanna get tagged)

you walked through the streets of brighton feeling free after a tiring day of work, work for you was an absolute nightmare especially customers who are very picky and act like a karen. some customers complained alot and you try your best to calm those customers down cause its super embarassing that a customer would complain to an employee especially in the public eye making almost every single person in the restaurant look at them making you regret this job so much.

but on the good side you made friends with the other employees too and you felt comfortable around them cause they were your only ones to be with every time at work which was the best part of your shift,

you eyed down on something then you see a coffee shop down by the corner which made you stop by and you thought about getting a drink. after a stressful day working alot and you felt relaxed, you walked down the shop and took a deep breath, the smell of coffee tantalising around your nose and as you walk in you saw lots of people. like lots. you waited patiently in line until you hear someone yelling to the waitress in front not that kind of thing that would happen to me at work too.. you thought, you just couldn't handle it, you were tired of it. "you got my order wrong! it was lacking some ingredients, this is the worst coffee shop I've ever been to-" the woman was cut off by someone which was her friend "alright we have to go now, you need to calm down! im so sorry for my friend here.. she was kinda overreacting.." her friend says nervously to the waitress and they left the store like nothing ever happened, not even a single bit of an argument.

you sighed, people these days are like this every single fucking time.. even at your job , you went forward in line and you accidentally bumped on a tall figure, he turned around and looked at you, it took you a second to look at his features, he's tall.. like approximately 6'5, he has brown curls and hazel eyes and pearly white teeth.. you've never seen a person that pretty before.. wait- isn't that kinda cliche? you thought and shook it off, "uh- im so sorry for bumping into you, uh.. did i spill your drink?" i apologise and asked him as in if I was worried that he may get mad at me but then he chuckled "it's alright, you almost did-" he was cut off and you slightly panicked "what?! oh my fucking- I'm so so sorry about that I didn't mean to-" you were cut off by him smiling with his white teeth showing "it's okay, you didn't actually spill my drink.. but you almost did anyway." he stated and smiled.

his smile literally caught you, and m holy shit he was so nice to you.. i wonder who is he.. you wondered and you went forward in line and ordered your drink. "that would be £75." the cashier spoke and you looked through your wallet and realized that the money in your wallet isn't enough, and you panicked for a bit until you heard a deep voice saying "i'll pay for it." you looked behind to know who it was  and it was the same guy you accidentally bumped into what?! he wasn't supposed to do that! it was my drink, he didn't have to do that, you didn't even expect that to happen..

"but-" you were cut off by him "no buts, i'll pay for it," he said with no hesitation, he grabbed the money on his pocket and paid the cashier, "keep the change." he told the cashier and the cashier smiled at him you grabbed your drink and walked off the counter.

You look at him and smiled "thank you, that was very nice of you." you reply and he chuckled, "you're welcome, wanna sit on that table right there and have a nice chat?" the brunette asked you and pointed to that table and you nodded as a response,

you two had a nice chat together, you found out that his name was wilbur and he streams and makes music for a living and he's also the lead singer of a band called lovejoy, wow you didn't even expect that you'd meet a famous singer from a band and a streamer too. "wow.. that's so cool! and aren't you stressed because you have a huge fanbase and you have alot to do like writing some songs, go on tour?" you asked curiously and he huffed, "well.. yeah, but right now i'm taking a break from that" he answers and smiles at you staring into your eyes as he continues to talk, you slightly tilt your head to the right , admiring his prescence.. wait a minute.. you just met that person! you can't fall for him yet! you thought and wilbur was looking at you, "hello? you awake" he interferes and you shook your head to focus. "yeah, sorry I zoned out" you smile.

you guys continued talking alot, you both shared your personal experiences in life, your jobs and many more until the chat is finally done and it was finally time to go, "well, it was nice chatting with you..?" he looks at you confused not knowing your name, "y/n." you answer and he smiled "it was nice chatting with you y/n." he redid the sentence and you giggled "it was nice chatting with you too wilbur," you respond, "oh- and here's my number. so we can communicate through dms!" you added and you gave the paper to wilbur looked at it and smiled and kept it in his pocket.

"alright, it was nice meeting you!" he commented and ran his hand through his brown curls and you smile at him "me too, and i hope we see each other again soon" you reply and blushed, you both said your goodbyes and went off to your own ways.

you went to your apartment and you grabbed the keys for your apartment door you inserted the key to the keyhole of the door and opened it, finally revealing your apartment. ah.. the feeling of home, the time that you can finally rest and do stuff, but you couldn't get wilbur off your mind and you blushed all they way here still thinking about him, were you actually in love with him? is this love at first sight that you're experiencing right now? when you first saw him, the negative thoughts and feelings vanished when you saw him, and it was enchanting, you were wonderstruck.. you were enchanted to meet him…

should i make this a series? should i make a part two?

dividers by : @cafekitsune

[joviepog]

The Longer I’m Gone

Where you and Wilbur meet at a Cafe and you guys become good friends. But Wilbur goes in tour without you even knowing he has a band. Later your friends invite you to a Lovejoy concert and you see Wil and he sees you.

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Warnings: Nothing (maybe a little cringe again idk? 🤷🏻‍♀️)

Pronouns: Usage of She/They

Word Count: 2,647 words

Tag list: @fruityfrog505

Anything else: I was literally on an airplane at 3:00 AM and i couldn’t sleep the whole flight. So what i did was write this crap. I apologize in advance 😭.

You sat at your table quietly, typing away to your homework. Every once and a while you would tale a sip of your drink, a soft sigh escaping your lips every time you would finish a sip. The café was silent besides the occasional order. Your AirPods where in your ears playing your favorite music. Every once and a while you would double check to make sure that your AirPods weren’t loud enough for other people to hear. It was a rainy day and the clouds made it seem like the day would never end. The pitter patter in the windows calmed you. Your jacket was hanging on your chair and so did your backpack. The turtle neck kept your neck warm and your beanie did the same for your head. This moment felt absolutely perfect, you were just waiting for one thing.

Any time the little bell on the top of the doorway your head would shoot up. But almost every time, it was just another basic customer. Sometimes, you would make eye contact and awkwardly smile, which only made you feel worse about yourself. After some time of waiting, you finally decided that there’s no point in waiting. You looked back at your laptop and started typing again. You sigh and wished you didn’t waste the money on another coffee when he wasn’t even going to come.

Suddenly the door bell rang again. You looked up to see the tall man with goofy brown hair that you had been waiting for. He opened the door quickly then looked around, once he saw you he smiled before jumbling over a bunch of tables. He would bump into one, then another, then he would bump into another person; apologizing all the way. His eyebrows were scrunched up and he had a worried look on his face. But once he got to you? He stopped for a moment composing himself before walk to you calmly. He sat down in front of you and gave you a soft smile, taking off his jacket and putting it around his chair as well.

“Sorry i’m late I was busy…” he paused, lost in thought for a moment as you gave him a considering look. He shook his head suddenly as if to get a thought out if his head.“…busy packing.”

You tilt your head at him and smirk with one eyebrow up. Your nose was scrunched and you had a concerned look on your face. “You? Packing? Your joking right? You never travel anywhere!”

He gives you a soft smile, “I know. But its going to happen often now.” He sighs. You look dumbfounded. Not that you where ever going to admit it you loved Wilbur’s company. He made you feel like someone did appreciate you in life. He made you feel loved. He was the reason you kept going. If he leaves, what is there to look forward to?

He smiled at you softly before a wide grin grew on his face.

“So, did you get me my coffee?”he grabbed the cup of coffee in front of you and closed his eyes to smell it, making sure it was his. He was trying to change the topic.

“Wilbur. Why are you packing? Where are you going? Is it only going to be a couple days? Wilbur why didn’t you tell me beforehand?!?” You were bursting out millions of questions.

You see, you and Wilbur first met about 6 years ago. Right before covid started. You had been coming to this Café for a while. And you noticed that someone would also come here at the exact same time and the exact same days as you. At first you thought he was stalking you or something but really he just came at the same time as you. Its not like you didn’t take notice to him as well. Soon you found out his name -William- and you found out his favorite drink. He liked a Caramel Macchiato every time with extra Caramel. You also took into consideration onto how he looks. He has Brown Fluffy hair that covered your face sometimes if you didn’t get a haircut. And when he did get a haircut, he would look like a whole new person. Any time this occurred you laughed a bit. He would walk in looking like a new person all proud, but once you looked at him you chuckled. Sometimes he would look at you and laugh at well. His eyes were a nice brown that looked like honey in the sun. He usually wore comfy close but sometimes he would dress up. When that happened you assumed he had a date or some important meeting. Finally you noticed his smile. The ways his ear would go up a tad but when he did, the way his nose would scrunch up, or how his eyelids would come up to his eyes to make it seem like he was squinting a bit; you noticed everything. Of course you would never admit to that. In fact, most of the time you would just smile at him.

At first you two would only smile at each other. Then you two started making small talk. And finally you two ended up meeting up every Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday.

Your friends started to tease you about the relationship. Saying that you two were “meant to be”. Back then you didn’t know how to respond. Wilbur and you? Meant to be? Ha! No way! But now? Now that’s all you think about at night. The fact that maybe, just maybe, your little Café crush could be the one. And the fact that he’s going to be leaving, even if its just for a few days makes your anxiety rise.

“Darling.” The nick-name made you shiver but you brushed it off, even though your face was still showing a red hue which obviously made Wilbur proud. “I’ll be fine. I’m going on t-“ he paused, looking at you with sad eyes. “I’m going on a family trip.” He sighed. Your eyebrows were scrunched and you were inspecting him closely.

“I don’t believe you Soot.”

*Wilbur POV*

I was late. Really really late. Usually i’m there right on time. But this time I couldn’t do anything about it! I had to pack for my tour wether I liked it or not. ‘I could blame it on the rain and traffic? But she already knows that I live close by. Darn it why do I tell her everything?’I thought. “Its fine! I’ll just tell her the truth. I’m packing.’ I said to myself as I ran up to the café. I quickly opened the door and paused. ‘Where was she? Oh! There she is!’ I smile at her and quickly go to her. She smiling at me. I know that I smile all too well. But as i’ve stared I started stumbling onto tables, sometimes I would bump into people! I blushed a bit at the fact that I had been staring. I jumble out a couple of sorry’s before finally getting to the table that she was in. As I approached her I started to walk more calmly. As I sat down I gave her a soft smile and scan her outfit. She had a black turtleneck with a tan trench coat hanging on her chair. She had some Black Doc Martins and a black skirt. Accompanied with some black tights and a beanie.

I stared at her fir a second more before starting, “Sorry i’m late I was busy…” I paused and thought about telling her. I’m tired of lying to her. “… busy packing.” I continued.

When I looked at her she was confused. Her nose was all scrunched up and her head was tilted and yet there was a playful smirk on her face. “You? Packing? Your joking right? You never travel anywhere!” She said shocked. She seemed mad. I felt like a little kid getting scolded by my parents.”I know. But its going to be happening often now.” I sigh. I was looking down at the table, avoiding any eye contact. I was going to miss her. I really was. But its official. I’m going on tour.

As I look back at her she seems as if she had seen a ghost. Her face was white and her eyes were wide.

“So, did you get me my coffee?”I grabbed the cup of coffee in front of her and closed my eyes. I smiled a bit smelling the coffee that I knew all too well. It was my way to make sure that yes, she still knew what my favorite drink was. I was trying to change the topic as much as possible but she still persisted, “Wilbur. Why are you packing? Where are you going? Is it only going to be a couple days? Wilbur why didn’t you tell me beforehand?!?” She spurted out. Looking absolutely confused.

It was the same look she gave me when I first say with her. It was a bold move but I managed. Here’s what happened…

I sat down in front of her, smiling a bit as I sat. I didn’t even look at her, I pulled out my phone and started scrolling through twitter. I held in my laugh, already knowing the confused look on her face. The one she makes when she is thinking about what to order. I smile softly to myself as I imagine her face.

“I-“ she paused as I continued to look at my phone, I looked up for a second, looking around to see if it was a prank which made me smile. “Can I help you Wilbur?”

I looked up with an eyebrow raised, teasing her as I spoke in a playful tone, “You know my name?” A red hue hit her face as I spoke. “I- I uhh???” She stumbled over her words. She huffed, muttering curses to herself. My leaned on my hand, looking at her with watchful eyes. Her actions made me smirk.

“Its okay…” I paused, smirking at her. “YN.”

She looked up at me, her yes widened. She laughed a hit, her smile lighting up the room. “Okay, okay,” she choked out, wiping away tears from all the laughter. “Lets start over. My name is YN! And you?” She said, a playful tone attached.

“Wilbur.” I said, taking out my hand for her to shake. She stared at it for a moment plainly before finally shaking it. “Nice to meet you!” She chirped out. I smiled.

“Sorry for the sudden interruption.” I started, finally explaining my actions, “It just seemed like it was finally time that we properly met.” I chuckled a bit. “But I thought I would tease you a bit to see your reaction.” She smiled widely and laughed. Her laughter filler the room and I remember a fuzzy feeling. Like I had found the one for me.

——

She continued asking questions. One after the other came along not even letting me speak. I sighed and softly spoke, “Darling.” I said before even thinking, “I’ll be fine! I’m going on t-“ I paused, “I’m going on a family trip.” I said slowly.

——

You see, Wilbur would never admit it, but he really liked YN. Like, a lot. He didn’t want to loose her. And he thought, that if she knew about the babd, she would think it was weird and stop talking to him. Or that she would become some obsessive fan and he would have to stop talking to her. He was scraed. He really truly was.

——

“I don’t believe you soot.”

I looked at her absolutely flabbergasted. “w-what?”

“I don’t believe you.” She scoffed. “Wilbur you’ e been acting differently and your not owning up to whats going on. You act like I don’t know you.” She paused, looking into my eyes, “Wilbur tell me what’s going on. Please.” She said softly, a pleading look in her eye.

“I-“ I looked at her, “I can’t.”

She stared at me for a moment before sighing, “I’ll see you later.”

My eyes widened as I saw her garb her things. She put the jacked over her and grabbed her backpack.

“What?! Where are you going?” I turned around in my seat as she walked away, “YN please I-“ she walked out, the door closing behind her. I was left alone. The workers looked at me and so fid the couple across the café. I sighed, deciding that I should head out too. I picked up my stuff and and oaused fir a moment. I looked at the coffee. Her name written in cursive by a worker. “I’ll see you in two months YN…”

“Ugh why can’t you get over him?? You guys weren’t even dating!” One if your friends whined. You where on a trip with them over in California and they where not having it with you. It had been at least two months since you fell out with Wilbur. You thought that you might have been too harsh on him but you were being honest! He’s been hiding something from you and you didn’t like it. You didn’t like how much he lied. But it hurt. Badly when you stopped talking to him. You hadn’t even gotten his phone number. 6 years and you still hadn’t gotten his phone number.

Its not like you didn’t try to apologize. You looked for him. Everywhere. You asked everyone about him and nobody knew. Your heart was broken. You wanted to take everything back. You felt like an idiot. All you wanted to do was see him and tell him how much you loved him.

“That doesn’t matter. I lost a good friend.”

“But you have me! And if you tell me who this mystery guy is I could help you find him!”

Yeah you hadn’t told anyone about Wilbur. Well, that’s a lie. He was all you talked about. But you never said exactly who he is. You didn’t want them to cause something and get all up in your life. “Sorry but no.” I tease.

Your friend huffs before smiling again. Okay well, we have to go before we are late for the concert.

“Who are we seeing?” You ask unknowingly, “Livejoy?”

Your friend laughs, “No Lovejoy!”

“Yeah okay. We are going to see Livejoy.” You said laughing, a wide grin on your face.

“Ugh YN!” They said teasingly.

Once you got there you saw your friends face grinning widely. They were happy so you where happy. Anything to make them happy you thought. Soon enough, someone announced “Welcome Lovejoy!” Over the speakers. Everyone started cheering and screaming peoples names. And one of them stood out to you, “Wilbur!” Somebody yelled out. Why couldn’t you stop thinking about him!

Suddenly a tall man with curly hair approached the stage. You swore that your heart stopped for a second. It was him. Wilbur Soot. Your Wilbur Soot. Was thins what he was hiding? God how you just wanted to crawl into a rock and die. The worst part was that you were right in the front. You stared. Just stared. He was wearing a racer jacket and black pants. His smile was wide and you couldn’t help but smile. You where so proud of him. Why would he try to hide this?!? The person you admired the most had his own band. And its not a little band. He had thousands of fans!

You smiled widely as you stared at him. He said hi and did his intro before starting the first song, call me what you like. Mid way through the song you made eye contact with him. And it wast a one second eye contact thing. It was for a hot minute. You could tell he was shocked. As he stared at you he started to mutter some if the words.

You where in love. So in love. You smiled the whole show. Once it ended, you where asked to go backstage. And once got there you found Wilbur. Your Wilbur.

“Listen Yn i’m sorry-“ But you didn’t let him finish, you hugged him tightly, jumping on him making him catch you. You buried your nose into his neck and smiled. “God I missed you.”

You heard a small gasp before he spoke softly, with you still in his arms. You could practically hear his love for you.

“The longer I’m gone the more I realize how much I love you.” He whispered in your ear lovingly.

P.S I FIXED SO MUCH BECAUSE AT FIRST I WROTE IT AT LIKE 1 AM AND IT WAS HORRIBLE. THIS TOOK ME FOREVERRRRR. ANYWAY- Hope you enjoyed! :D

[devondespresso]

WIP WhhhMonday Nightish

Once upon a time Devon was tagged in a wip wednesday by @eriquin and meant to do it but missed both wednesday and the weekend before remembering again. totally unrelated, Devon is working on getting their official adhd diagnosis.

i also noticed that the past snippets shared in wip-whatever posts have been purposefully the least interesting parts because i was worried about spoilers, which is dumb because that's created the unintended consequence of my tag is full of everything i don't like as much and a very different impression of what my fic is (as seen by most of these snippets being my rewritten scenes despite the actual fic being mostly new in-between scenes)

TLDR: WIP Whatever-day-it-is: But Actually For Fun This Time

The Rules

Post the file names of up to 5 of your WIPs for people to send you asks

Post a snippet of one of those WIPs

When people send you an ask with the name of one of your WIPs, write 3 lines of that WIP.

(Optional) Post the lines you wrote.

You can send multiple requests especially since this is going on through the weekend!

The WIPs

we're doing bulleted chapter titles to share from since that was my favorite and genuinely most productive format I've used. Feel free to ask for as many as you want, I plan on working on this basically all week

Karen Wheeler POV Bonus Chapter (Prologue kinda? side story in the same universe?? Bonus chapter set after season 1 and way before ch 1)

Steve, are you okay? Are you okay, Steve? (ch 9)

What's this? The consequences of my actions? (Is that a motherfucking Lovejoy reference?) (ch 10)

Kidnapping? no. surprise adoption. (lol get taken care of BITCH) (ch 11)

NEXT CHAPTER BC IDK HOW TO TRANSITION (ch 12) (a very tentative title for the next chapter to be written)

The Snippet

here is my favorite and most recent scene I've written, which takes place before they junkyard where Steve and Dustin are at the grocery store to get that ungodly amount of raw meat they have to toss around (also i've split chapters up a bit in the name of structure so the third chapter is now called "Mommy Issues Central". Lemme know any goofy vine reference ideas you guys have or if it should stay like that) (fear not, Get Yo Fucking Dog Bitch lives on still as chapter 4)

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They turned down the next aisle, lining the edges of the cart with some other pasta-related shit that he could still probably use. They heard someone coming over from the next aisle and before he could turn the cart around Mrs Wheeler pulled up.

"Oh, Steve ...and Dustin. What're you boys up to?"

He took a short breath to work their story into something without Mike, but Dustin beat him to it.

"He's teaching me stuff." 

He was imitating the tone Steve used but still way too vague. Mrs Wheeler held up a smile, her brows slightly lifted.

"Y'know, like cooking-" Steve said, throwing in a little gesture to the cart.

"And cars, changing oil and things. Y'know just.. dad stuff."

Dustin's part convinced her, Mrs Wheeler's expression softening into a real smile.

"Well I won't keep you long," 

She nodded off to the side to talk to Steve one-on-one.

Great.

“Are you and Nancy okay?”

“Wh- we’re- Why? Did she say something?”

“No, no, she’s just been… closed off, lately. And I drove her to school the other day, she didn’t say why.”

“Sh- yeah, that- that’s on me. Sorry.”

“Did you break up?”

“No no, definitely not. We’re kinda… we’re working on it. I’m going to try and make it better, after y’know..” he gestured to Dustin behind him.

“Right.” she smiled again, “Let Nancy know she can talk to me about any of this? Please? I tell her but- I don't know, maybe it’d be different coming from you.”

He held up a smile for her.

“Yeah, sure. Mind if we..” he jutted a thumb towards the end of the aisle.

“Yes, go ahead.”

He gave her a short wave and turned back to Dustin, who studied random shit in the aisle like Steve would believe his sudden fascination with olive oil outweighed childish curiosity.

“Steve-”

He turned back around, seeing Mrs Wheeler coming back up to him and whispering again.

“I know I’m not your mother, but you can talk to me, too. Both of you, okay?”

He kept the smile in place and nodded again, and she finally went back to her cart.

Dustin “Definitely-Not-Eavesdropping” Henderson followed him out of the aisle, thankfully waiting until they were out of earshot to ask.

“What's going on with you and Nancy?”

“Thought we had ‘much bigger problems than my love life’?”

He pulled up to the deli, stopping to pretend to look at the options.

“We’re not dropping everything for it but we can still talk.” he groaned.

“I’ll tell you later, kay? Not exactly the best place to talk.''

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@stobinesque @spoookysix @marvel-ous-m @alexcharmsyou @museumgiftshoperaser @blushweddinggowns @sharpbutsoft @fag4dykestobin @findafight (no pressure ofc and feel free to switch it to actually wednesday fhuhjdklashj) (also just let me know if you don't wanna be tagged in these)

[dappersautismcreature]

hey sorry this is super outta nowhere but i was scrolling thru the mcytconfessions blog n saw you saying youre a wilbur hater and im genuinely curious as to why?

this isnt me waiting to like. white knight him and bite your face off btw. i like wilbur but this *is* genuine curiosity pls dont be afraid lmfaoksdsdfkhf

ah yeah, sorry nonnie, and no worries. sorry for the rant ahead i just wanna lay it all out.

listen, its pure vibes, i dont really have an explanation for it. i liked him just generally for a while, but i watched a video where he talked about american gun control and it just came off super uck to me. like, a lot of british lefties have this weird thing where they will assume americans are all stupid just for kicks when we've actually been indoctrinated to think the way we do. i guess i just dont like seeing brits have political takes that are just pure "america needs to get its shit together" cause yeah bro we know, focus on whatever the fuck is up with ur government please. I feel like if i talked politics with wilbur soot he would be condescending as shit and basically explain to me what socialism is or whatever when its like, dude,, please. british lefties think they know more than the average young american, which is most of the time not true, or not something to insult someone over. (this is also because he reminds me of a shitty ex friend who was in the states for AMERICAN STUDIES but would just talk on and on and on about how dumb americans were -___-)

and its more than that, i never get idolization of people, like, online people. the closest ive come to it was technoblade maybe? gtws is pretty awesome too, bbh is low level idolization maybe. so it weirds me out when people are just in awe over him, makes my instincts go wild. im really not accusing him of anything, i know this is just the silly brain reacting silly. it just weirds me out. his fans do not know him, nobody's fans know the person, and yet they act like they do, and like he's gods gift to leftism and queerness when he is,, a cishet maybe-aro upperclass man from britain. nothing against him really.

oh, and his fans tick me off because theyre ALWAYS inserting him into things and just. listen, i dont like having to scroll through tons of wilbur fics in the qsmp tag when im just trying to get to some badboyhalo or etoiles centric fics. the man has been on the qsmp for like less than a week of playtime and he's the fourth most tagged character on the qsmp ao3 tag.

not to mention he gets dragged into other plots like "what if this actually happened to wilbur!" or "yeah but what if wilbur was there!" or my most hated "cant wait till this character meets wilbur because i cannot enjoy this media (which is about finding and enjoying a bunch of ccs) if it doesnt have my guy in it!" like i get it, you have a hyperfix or a special interest, ive been there, but maybe then go watch stuff he's actually in, instead of forcing him into a plot he really isnt that big a part of anymore.

people also praised his dsmp writing when it was,, average at best. honestly i think bbh's and the eggpire's writing did way more for the dsmp because they actually tried to include other people in the plot as much as possible, instead of just writing for you and a few of your friends. imo, c!wilbur was an ok character, like, nothing bad, but nothing extraordinary for me. utah is death, ok buddy got it, wow, insane. yeah yeah we've all been to the soul sucking pit of utah, haha i get it. << this is just pure salt ignore that lmao

oh and lovejoy didnt fuckin invent political indie rock, people need to get over themselves on that one.

so yeah, its just a thing of, i cant really bring myself to like him. the brain goes wonky when he's around. kinda wish i didnt like, get angry when he's on screen but idk i cant really stop myself. nothing againstt you if you like him, ill usually tag anyy wilbur neg with #wilbur crit so if you wanna mute that tag. i dont post it too often tho.

[cube-people-fandom]

New intro post !! You can call me Funky, which comes from my main/writing blog, @funky-writer-man. My original posts tag is "#funky says things". He/him. Putting the rest under a read more, here is information about what this blog is and my fandom preferences, that kind of thing.

So as a short explanation, this was originally made to be mostly a dsmp blog because I was really into that at the time. And for a pretty long time it was my main fandom. I watched a bit of qsmp, I'd been watching it for a few months. And then...the obsession hit? So! Completely my favourite thing right now. Not that short an explanation but yeah. I'm still partially into dsmp stuff, ccs, and other mc related things but definitely predominantly qsmp, so anything not qsmp will be tagged #not qsmp as long as I remember about that. Feel free to block that if you're only here for qsmp.

I (currently) don't speak Spanish, Portuguese or French, which I am sad about. I don't only speak English though! I speak pretty good German (for the level I'm at anyway) and hopefully more German speaking creators will be added so that can be useful. And also, I speak decent Irish! Unhelpful to the qsmp, but I know it!

My favourite qsmp characters: (originally here I started saying them but I ended up...listing all of them. Point is, I love them all. Let's just say my favs are tubbo and phil. And forever and bad and ETOILES and also- (I'm making myself stop here). And of course all the eggs. The eggs I know the best though are Tallulah and Chayanne because, again, I'm mostly a Phil or tubbo main.

I reblog a Lot, for any characters regardless of if I'm watching skjdkskdkd. Warning: I have hit post limit because of qsmp events multiple times. It's become a running bit of me announcing it to my friends.

I mentioned how I used to be really into the dsmp. To be clear, I never want to get super deep into fandom discourse again, thank you very much.. so I'll make my opinion clear: every qsmp character is at least a little bit fucked up, morally and emotionally. They are interesting that way, it's angsty and entertaining. I love all of the characters as the flawed people they are. I don't dislike any of them. I think some of them are generally Wrong, but I still Like them for it. I even love cucurucho in the fucked up evil little guy kind of way.

I'm not as into shipping as a lot of people, I think it's important to mention that I'm on the aromantic spectrum. I don't dislike any of the ships, it's QueerSMP after all, as long as "#qsmp shipping" is tagged I will be alright with it. My only grievance is when some seem to imply that if a relationship were to be platonic, it would be less important. As long as you don't say things like that, which hopefully none of you do, I am completely fine with shipping. I ship all of the popular ones, I suppose; if the characters interact in a flirty-type way, I see that as their relationship. I love frubbo, fitpac, spiderbit, you get my point.

Just gonna briefly mention other things I am interested in!

Ccs: other than qsmp creators, I also watch tommyinnit and a bit of ranboo and jack manifold. But to be honest a LOT of who I like are already on the qsmp. Tubbo, Phil, Wilbur, and that's just English speaking creators. I like sorry boys and lovejoy, and also mcc when ccs I like are participating.

Alright, that's pretty much all I have to say, thanks for reading!

[trickarrows-bishop]

been tagged FOUR separate times so ig i gotta do it now LMAO🕺🕺 thank you @ace-geographer @wimeystuff15 @gotylocks and @ladygrey2012 for the tags and sorry for the delay 😭

Rules: tag ten people you'd like to get to know !! (sorry if you've already been tagged xoxo)

Relationship status: single song stuck in my head: the great war- taylor swift (IT TURNED INTO SOMETHING BIGGER- SOMEWHERE IN THE HAZE-) last song i listened to: concrete- lovejoy (on my mcyt bullshit again im so sorry in advance) three fav foods: pizza, melon, cheesecake last thing i googled: star wars force awakens cast (may 5th n all that) dream trip: idk why i wanna go france so bad but i just do like oui oui baguette n all that anything i want right now: the summer holidays need to get here rn acc.

tagging : no pressure to any of u to do it!! love seeing u guys on my dash !! ty for making it a better place!! sorry if u have already been tagged in this too <333

@jadeandkit @carsonsshaw @lazy-loris @shellyseashell @geek-and-nina @claymoresword @giant-cat-thing @knight-princess @the-ten-amongst-these-threes @munadyke

[toastandjamie]

Okay so this is genuinely just me screaming into the void, no tags, just word vomit.

So like- I’ve been in the wheel of time fandom for not a super long time, I only finished reading the series itself recently actually, though that was mostly because I procrastinated finish memory of light months lol- the point is, I haven’t been here that long but the experience of being in this fandom has already been a vast improvement from my previous one.

I was in Dream SMP fandom for like, three or four years, because covid and my adhd brain decided Tommyinnit was a serotonin machine. I only really watched a few of the creators on the SMP, and wasn’t really involved in the more- intense parts of the fandom. I enjoyed the fanart, the fan music and the lore discussions. It was genuinely a very good time. But I’ve realized recently just his utterly exhausting and stressful having been hyper fixated and invested in the fandom it was. I didn’t even watch Dream, the majority of the creators I watched weren’t even really ever involved in most drama, I mean some of them rarely if at all interacted with Dream. Yet anytime he got cancelled it would seep into every inch of the fandom and suddenly my feed despite my best efforts to curate would be absolutely unbearable for days on end. I don’t have Twitter, tumblr is really the only social media I use and I was never super involved in the negative aspects so while I never experienced this myself I saw plenty of it. Death threats, doxxing and just generally incredibly unpleasant behavior from people inside the fandom and out. I STILL get anxious mentioning the fact that I like the Sorry Boys and LoveJoy lest someone accuses me of being a Dream stan of all things. Not because I have any strong feelings about Dream, because I don’t. I never cared about the guy, but everything he did somehow reflected on everyone. This weird ���guilty by association” thing.

My interest steadily waned as a got into Wheel of Time and then the SMP ended and I stopped participating in the fandom now fully invested in WoT. Some of the creators I still watch and like but I’m no longer invested. And something I noticed was how much less stressful it’s been. Maybe it’s just because I’m on tumblr but everyone has been so kind and the worst discourse I’ve seen is about whether or not the show is good which is a vastly different vibe then the near constant vitriol that proliferated the DSMP fandom. Maybe it’s because the fandoms older, or maybe it’s just because I’m on tumblr only but I’ve really enjoyed the interactions and conversations I’ve had since joining the fandom. And when I tell you the relief I felt when Dream got himself cancelled again and I didn’t feel a pit in my stomach because it’s no longer relevant to me. Bliss. Pure bliss. It is well and truly, not my circus not my monkeys.

[filthyjanuary]

I posted 16,477 times in 2022

293 posts created (2%)

16,184 posts reblogged (98%)

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I tagged 6,148 of my posts in 2022

#mcyt - 2,480 posts

#hockey - 249 posts

#waterparks - 239 posts

#mcr - 220 posts

#stan - 146 posts

#lovejoy - 143 posts

#prince of everything - 138 posts

#fav - 133 posts

#dbh - 121 posts

#otp: destiny - 114 posts

Longest Tag: 134 characters

#i def should’ve sized up it’s too small but it’s wearable i just can’t zip it but it’s so cute i can’t wait to cover the front in pins

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

EVERYONE SHUT UP AND LOOK AT GEOFF!!!

128 notes - Posted March 21, 2022

#4

ok sorry to make another post about this CW thing but like... again, it’s insane to think supernatural kept the cw afloat when spn would not have made it to s5 let alone s15 without the cw being kind of a shitshow that gave them a pass over and over. the cw kept supernatural afloat for a long time until that relationship developed into the mutually beneficial questionable mess that it was by the time s15 rolled around.

like i used to hang out on the cancellation bear website and other tv rating/cancelled show predicting websites and supernatural CONSISTENTLY was on the brink of being cancelled and in fact in season 6 and 7 got put in the friday night dealth slot... those seasons are the ones that SO CONSISTENTLY get proclaimed as ones that were ‘saved’ by cas or that the ratings only tanked in s7 when they ‘tried to write him off’ but it’s like... they were already in the graveyard slot they were already left to die... the ratings were already bad enough by the time s5 wrapped that they got moved!!! castiel was literally not a factor one way or another!! you stuck tv shows in the 9 pm friday spot to say their goodbyes and gracefully bow out.

supernatural’s saving grace was literally that it was on the cw so its shitty garbage ratings were enough to scrape by and the fact that its small audience was reliable meant that it was more economical for the cw to eventually move it OUT of that timeslot and pair it with new shows because that audience generally did not waver even when they were put in the death slot. fridays usually lead to a dip in ratings so if ur already cancelling a show, it doesnt really matter. spn’s ratings didnt dip all that much in the death slot. so the cw was like ok these collective 5 live viewers will show up no matter what so we’ll pair them in a better timeslot with some of these new shows we want to get eyes on and hopefully that will give those new shows AND spn a boost and that generally became the cw’s model for dealing with supernatural for the rest of its days. making and marketing new shows is EXPENSIVE. betting on a new show that would pull in optimistically the same or maybe a little more views than supernatural or possibly even less is a bigger risk than filling one of your timeslots with your hunk of junk that still functions well enough at the end of the day to do what you need it to do. THATS why mark pedowitz etc ended up saying spn would keep airing as long as j2 still wanted to do it. it’s bc their ratings were not astronomical but they DID NOT WAVER. and so they were reliably a good show to have to pair with new stuff and the cw was happy to keep doing that.

supernatural would not have made it past s3 on in order to develop that consistency without the cw being a tiny baby network without views or profit like i dont know how to explain to you guys that your jokes are as usual entirely based on misinformation.

137 notes - Posted January 9, 2022

#3

um sorry i know everyone’s like over talking about this but i saw this twitter post and i went and found the tiktok and the comment and verified it’s the same amanda and the comment is real and it’s just really breaking my heart i’m so angry about this situation all over again like she was too scared to come forward this was all pre face reveal and like i’m sure the way people reacted was just all her worst fears coming true i truly hope she has a good support system around her i am livid truly

223 notes - Posted October 25, 2022

#2

what's your take on the cw thing?

okay apologies if this isn't articulate, i've gotten maybe 6 hours of sleep in the past three days but i'm mostly seeing a lot of bitter spn fans acting like this is some sort of brilliant win on the part of the fandom or that homophobia tanked a successful network and will teach other networks better or whatever but that's just not an accurate picture of what the cw network is or has ever been? it's frankly surprising the cw has survived THIS LONG regardless of whatever insane supernatural fandom conspiracies circulate.

to start, the cw being for sale does not mean it's bankrupt, and bankrupt and not profitable do not mean the same thing whatsoever. netflix did not turn a profit until 2020 i'm pretty sure but that was just the nature of their business model. the cw having never turned a profit is unsurprising to anyone with even a crumb of knowledge about tv ratings. of the five u.s. commercial networks, the cw has since its inception been the smallest and pulled in vastly smaller audiences than any of the others. ratings that would get shows cancelled on any other network were smash hits for the cw bc its audience is so tiny. since they cant rely on huge live audiences to pull the advertising dollars of the other networks, most of their money came from syndication deals and global broadcast which is why most cw shows would get to 4 seasons before dying (syndication requires ~88 episodes). the cw itself came to be by merging two networks owned by cbs and wb that were money sinks on their own. clearly the merger wasnt enough to give those companies the win they wanted, and they're hoping involving a third party will finally work, i'm assuming. it's also a good example of how fandoms dont ACTUALLY impact the financials of a show. networks care about people being loud on here a /bit/ but they care about eyeballs even more than. supernatural, riverdale, the DC shows, everything that is the cw's bread and butter have massively popular online fanbases but that did not save the network. nbc and abc shows i dont hear a peep about online are thriving on networks that are surviving the death of network tv because millions will tune in week after week to watch them in a way that often younger, more online audiences simply wont do. it doesn't help that cw shows are in genres that are often far more expensive than shows that air on more popular networks.

tldr im surprised the cw lasted 16 years... i wouldve assumed they wouldve tried to offload it 6+ years ago because it's always kind of been treading water but i guess the pandemic was just the final nail in the coffin

298 notes - Posted January 6, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

hey everyone did we know awsten apparently auditioned for euphoria two years ago? here is the video, watch at your own risk.. it’s definitely not... academy award-winning, to put it mildly. the upload date is jan 21, 2020.

fwiw the character, darian is a 17-year-old described as an "outsider, sensitive, vulnerable, and mischievous."

the video was uploaded by dana sims who is apparently a talent agent in LA so make of that and what it says about awsten’s career ambitions what you will.

before anyone (see: twitter) gets mad about this, it’s publicly posted (not even unlisted) on vimeo and is incredibly easy to find (i searched ‘awsten’ that’s it...literally nothing else) so... what’s fair is fair.

362 notes - Posted January 19, 2022

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Oooooo, ok guys, ok, (THANK YOU ALL THREE OF YOUR FOR THE TAG, WHAT, I LOVE YALL<333)

All dolled up - the Orion experience.

The absolute best feeling - (forgot uxxhlzyo)

Cannibal - tally hall(is this honestly that shocking?)

Dear Arkansas daughter - (forgot again hdxhzhk)

I Wish I was a riot grrrl - (shocker, I can't remember who sings this oydzoyzyk)

The soccer journals - everyone's worried about owen

Mawce - everyone's worried about owen

Eat them - lady pills (if you listened to the song, this one isn't that surprising either-)

Slut game strong - cheep perfume

I eat boys like you for breakfast

So called st8 grrl

Disco! In the panic room - (can you tell I've given up on naming the artist?)

I love you like an alcoholic (I'm convinced everyone likes this song.)

Beachboy - McCafferty (IM SORRY OK, I KNOW THE MAN WHO WROTE AND SINGS IT IS LIKE, AWFUL, BUT ITS STILL SO GOOD)

Bottom - McCafferty (I apologize. Same guy.)

Gambling man

Popstar - new hallow

Imaginary friends

Kill the lights - set it off

Smoke breaks - daddy and the long legs

Nights like these - pidgin pit

Milk man - the rare Americans (there's gonna be a lot of them, im sorry-)

I wanna be your high

Notes app apology

Turn the lights out - the crane wives

Home sick - nell mescal

Disobedient - Steven univers song

Father - the front bottoms

Idk if im a boy - blue foster

Portrait of a blank slate - LOVEJOY

Prefect crime - where's jai

I'm not ok - weathers

1 last cigarette

Call me what you like - lovejoy

I miss having sex but at least I don't want to die

Art hoe

Lipstick covered magnet - the front bottoms

Abandoned ship - fin

Ship in a bottle - fin

15 gay werewolves

Me VS your friends

Saturn suv

Same graves

Crash my car - COIN

Talk too much - COIN

Parking lot view

Two best friends - BB bean (my girlfriend sent me this song a while back, and i absolutely love it, cuz she likes it, and yeah, sappy shit)

Nobody - the crane wives

Sleeping giants - the crane wives

Love potion no.9

Garbage day - the rare amaricans

Brittle bones Nicky - rare amaricans

Cats, dogs, and rats - rare amaricans

Wow... that was a longer list then intended...which, honestly. How fun

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Hey eyeone! I want to know what your favorite songs are, if you see this post you are CONTRACTUALLY OBLIGATED to reblog with at least 1 song you have listened to and enjoyed but if you have more you'd like to share then go ahead! Also tag your friends!

I'll start, I'm going to list 5 of my favorite songs

Dr Sunshine Is Dead by Will Wood

134340 Pluto by Cojum Dip

Vulture by Bear ghost

Dear John by I monster

And finally: playing places: Oceans by Cosmo Sheldrake

Here's the people I want to tag

@f4y3w00d5 @ashen-the-tiefling @terrencetheshark14 @underpaid-guard @blacktipreefsharkwizard @the-gnomish-bastard @thatgayforkcrow @lixorloveslicorice @yourlocalbreadenthusiast @agentldiddy @aileaxthevoidien @slutty-wizard-council @monsterfucker-research-wizard and anyone else who wants to play!!!