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tie tying doodles w ramblings on it in tags
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#angela lobcorp#benjamin lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#technically? never sure what and what not to tag#its cute.. the idea of benjamin showing her how to tie it. someone else probably dressed her in the first place before she woke up so she#likely didnt know how before. and you know ayin's ass isnt going to do that. besides the tie is reminiscent to benjamin as well#small doodle. wanted to do more i might depending on if i get motivated but her perception would allow her to process it and probably to it#first try. would there be pride? the pride she was able to pick up on such a thing quickly? a promise for later on down the line she would#be able to adapt? perhaps a hope? along with maybe a pride on angelas end for being able to do so. a small joy of able to do it first try.#even if her slower perception granted her a privilege humans didnt. it wasnt so sore of a thing at the moment. the wounds of time and pains#werent as of a all encompasing torrent as the hell she would he sprung into would be. the small joy or pride when she tied it later knowing#the reaction and knowing she got it first try. how capable she was. then for it to fade into monotony and a motion to do. a void of what#used to be there. no one to see and only to remember only to ever remember when she sees the tie that had been so strikingly like his#its like.. the feeling when you were so excited about something maybe you think of being a little silly later. but then it becomes so gutted#and devoid of what used to be there new memories maybe soiling the past experience. only to be left with what a void that you knew had been#filled with a positive light. its not there anymore. 'first try?' what a joke. were now on a try of countless repeats that have lost all#meaning and any ability to even ascribe meaning to.#anyways its only short doodles because im trying to find it in me to make a carmy angela piece and a yesod one rn. little scuffed but i#wanted to draw benj of men and angie#... at least i think she woke up clothed. no damn clue . would make most sense for her to be#it would be a little tortuous if she wasnt. either ayin doing it himself filled with rage and what was created with his own hands that#could never even begin to contain her warm but a mimicry and mockery done by his own two hands#then having to get close and even speak. or order or look at. but if it was in that situation benjamin wouldve done it actually with ayin#just staring through the glass not very respondent as benjamin has to help her into something or tell her what to do. having the man he#followed and was faithful to just... standing there and silent as he tries to help someone confused and only just beginning to become#concious open their eyes for the first time. all in all she was likely clothed before hand. still a bit disconcerting. not even awake or#begining to think at that point all but a body but not even one of flesh but one mechanical and man made - a Doll. given aspects and clothes#benjamin likely gave her a tie at that moment there if she were to be clothed. maybe a small marking of work or pass down?
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this morning my left knee hurt because of the rain (new bskill that sometimes happening to me now) but after work today my right knee hurt instead. why is this? you may think it’s because they haven’t given us cushion mats to stand on, but i prefer the other, more sinister prediction: reverse rain
#i almost just tagged this ‘cecil’#and like. nothing else#not sure what’s going on in my head rn. it’s all the reverse rain probably#text
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Creation = The Thing (from the tubhole?)
Primary Protector (Creator (not used but could be)) = Tubbo
Rank 1 Shell = Sunny
Guardian = Philza
Shell (in general) = Eggs
Pancake Shell = Empanada
The Mother of Pancake Shell = Bagi
Duck Shell = Chayanne
Trauma Shell = Tallulah
#i can’t talk in chat rn and am dealing™️#qsmp philza#Philza#donno what else to tag#I kinda hope he keeps playing it relatively serious#the idea of Creation being something from either the tubbhole or something Tubbo made#to protect Sunny in case he isn’t there#‘you are my job’ yeah he’s meant to look after her- DID HE JUST POINT AT HER AND SHE DISAPPEAR#I KNEW IF HE POINTED AT YOU YOU GET VOIDED BUT WTF#‘Rank 1 is now Safe’ UH HUH. SURE.#OH HE BROUGHT HER BACK#‘Guardian I am here for you’ ‘how can I trust you?’#‘yes it was warm there like a blanket :)’ ‘no one else is here for me’#SUNNY#‘primary protector is missing.’ ‘Primary Protector put me here for you.’ ‘fear no more’ at least Phil is getting#‘PRIMARY PROTECTOR WILL BE FOUND OR RECOVERED INTO A BACK UP’ WHAT#‘I need your help guardian’ ‘locating (primary protector)’ ‘do you have the data’#Phil trying to explain to Creation what happened and why-#‘primary protector cannot die. primary protector is not alive to begin with.’ WHAT. TUBBO LORE?????
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i didn't realize how much like... "the thing that is obviously happening isn't happening" is almost just as exhausting and demoralizing and frustrating and scary as the thing itself for me. i didn't realize that aspect of things was weighing on me almost as much as the thing itself until now
#non religion#negative -#mostly in tags sorry i'm ranting#almost anytime i talk to my mom about politics it's “that's not what's really happening” “that's not what they meant”#“that's not what's going to happen”#and she thinks she's helping. she thinks she's quelling my fears or whatever#but she's not as politically involved as i am (and calls herself a conservative) and is just. saying shit#she's telling me the things i'm seeing aren't happening. that i didn't hear the things i heard#that the things they're saying are going to happen aren't going to happen#she HAS to give everyone else the benefit of the doubt#but can't give ME the benefit of the doubt that i know what the fuck i'm talking about#it doesn't make me feel less fearful in any way shape or form. i just feel like i'm going crazy#like i'm so sure her reaction to the elon clip would be “well that LOOKS bad but he probably didn't mean it like that” like#i'm losing my shit. i'm losing my shit. i'm losing my shit#she does this when i talk about being black (im biracial moms white) she does this when i talk about being gay she does this w politics lik#NO it's not a compliment when people touch my hair without asking#exposing your BLACK husband & children to your racist dad and step mom so we could “change their minds” put us in an UNSAFE POSITION#“90% of christians don't care that you're gay” INCORRECT “it doesn't matter that pence said he wants to hang gays” YES IT FUCKING DOES#“they're not going after trans adults it's just regulating what kids have access to” INCORRECT. AGAIN#i'm LOSING MY SHIT#it is INSANE the amount of grace i'm expected to extend to ppl who don't see me as human. people who want me dead. who want my friends dead#i'm blocking so many tags and people this week idec#i just can't deal rn
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Just started watching suits recently and was wondering if you had any good fic recs, particularly AUs. The nature of the show really lends itself to Selkie fics imo but also I just love selkies
anon i need you to know that as soon as i saw your ask i immediately went scouring through the AU tag on ao3. i’m not gonna lie, i'm not usually an AU reader but i wanted to challenge myself to provide some recs as unbiasedly as possible.
at first observation, i noticed a lot of the AU fics were still in some way canon (divergent and adjacent)-- usually splitting off somewhere along the show or a situation where Mike or Harvey is still a lawyer, while the other was not. i will say i skipped over smut-based (omegaverse, bdsm) and lengthy fics (under 20k is nothing, anything more than 50k is pushing it for me) cause i just did not have the brainpower to even try to get through them :/
so of course the ones i ended up liking were mostly canon divergent/adjacent but i tried my best to get you something different. what i managed to dig up for you is under the cut and i really hope you like them anon (also fyi these are all pretty much marvey fics, hope that's okay!) <3 also thanks so much for the ask! i enjoyed this little scavenger hunt haha!
As the World Caves In by SupernaturalIdjit16 | Mature - Zombie Apocalypse, Warning for the usual triggers that come with zombie apocalypse. It’s not a complete work but it literally got updated today!
Here at the end of all things by tattooedsiren | Explicit - Apocalypse, Hurt/Comfort, Mike and Harvey protecting each other, Mike does shoot someone and goes a bit into the psychological aftermath, light smut towards the end
The Haunting of Penthouse B by Skara_Brae | Teen+ - Supernatural Elements, Happy ending, Mike’s a ghost…or is he?
Meet Me at Midnight by butdaddyilovehim | Teen+ - Superheroes/Superpowers, Protective Harvey, he's also Batman…need i say more?
Complications by LearnedFoot | Teen+ - Canon divergence, Fake/pretend relationship, Harvey decides not to hire Mike, instead asks for his help to spite Jessica, of course they end up falling in love
The Touch by FrivolousSuits | Teen+ - Magic, Angst, Soulmate inspired, it’s also from Donna’s pov which was super fun and interesting, as was the nature of the magic
TBR list:
Wear My Name by Lunarflare14 (Teen+) and whatever the question by tattooedsiren (Explicit) - These are both Fake/Pretend relationship AUs based/inspired by The Proposal movie! (a very good movie imo)
The Game by FrivolousSuits | Teen+ - It’s a Hunger Games AU so i am intrigued, just haven't gotten around to reading it yet
Ocean Dream by Blue_Five | Mature - i apologize for being unable to provide you with a selkie fic so the best i could do was the incomplete merperson au... i hope it's enjoyable...😅
#if anyone wants more info/warnings for any particular fic I'm more than happy to provide#i really hope these were what you were looking for anon!#it's literally almost 3 am rn oops#also sorry they're all marvey didn't notice you only mentioned suits until i was already writing this out#but even if i hadnt searched for marvey ones i fear there wouldn't have been much to work with regardless#fr tho the AUs for suits are really not a lot or not actually AU-y? I'm not bashing but i was kinda like ???#wasnt sure what i was expecting i guess#anyways i really need to go to sleep now#thanks again anon <33#suits#suits usa#suits tv#marvey#mike x harvey#mike ross#patrick j adams#harvey specter#gabriel macht#fic rec#au#alternate universe#ao3 fanfic#ao3#anonymous#anon ask#idk what else to tag#baby blurbbs
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This is where the racists are planning on "protesting" rioting this evening. If you live in or around these areas, please stay safe indoors.
#unbelievable whats happening like im feeling society collapsing rn#uk#uk politics#signal boost#uk riots#southport#not sure what else to tag#i just want people to be safe and aware#lincoln#liverpool#Middlesborough#newcastle#north finchley#northampton#nottingham#oldham#oxford#peterborough#portsmouth#preston#rotherham#sheffield#stoke#southampton#southend#sunderland#tamworth#walthamstow#wigan
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so like the cases in each episode are relevant to the things the OIAR employees talk about, right, like Chester and Norris trying to communicate as best they can through their contents (Alice’s “what do you want? hm? who’s in there?” in ep 21 followed by the next case’s “we are[…]alone, so alone[…]help need out” in ep 22, etc etc etc).
i would like to make a guess on the contents of the next case: something that seems dead, but is in fact alive in some twisted way or another.
or it may be something more relevant to Alice and Gwen’s conversation, idk. we’ll see i suppose.
#like surely there’s no way they’re just dead. SURELY.#clinging to my theory like a piece of fucking driftwood rn 👍#i kind of want to re-read the contents of 23’s case bc it’s a whole thing with becoming a better human#and experimenting with putting a human and something else together to see what happens#bc that feels kind of relevant to my own thoughts?? but idk i’m tired i’ll do it later#friday chats#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tmagp speculation#(<- not necessarily a theory so i’m not tagging it as such)
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more human(?) sb guys
#my art#glamrock freddy#glamrock chica#roxanne wolf#montgomery gator#daycare attendant#sundrop#sunnydrop#moondrop#djmm#dj music man#ugh i forgot how i tagged the humans#vanessa#cassie#fnaf vanessa#sb vanessa#vanessa fnaf#vanessa sb#cassie fnaf#fnaf cassie#ANYWAYYYYY ABT THE DESIGNS THEMSELVES :3#ngl idk what im doing with them#specifically i've been trying to figure out 1. how sun's rays work#2. what body type to give chica (it feels weird to me to make a character obsessed with eating fat?)#3. what monty should even LOOK LIKE TO BEGIN WITH !!!#for everyone else im decently confident with em? idk.. they could all use some work still but they still look good rn#also there's two little cameo characters here ♡ everyone say hello to them#btw apologizes for the shitty image id i do not have the time or energy for a good one rn#my sketch pages are NOT image id friendly thats for sure
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secret for you all: i don't go by zack anymore. haven't for a long time. but i'm too lazy to change my art tag so idgaf.....
#or any other tags for that matter#was never a kin thing either if anyone was wondering#i needed a name after my old name tasted sour when i tried using it irl#i just use 'mimi' everywhere else#but tumblr has all my tags w/ zack in it and i am too lazy to change them rn#coincidentally i was just playing crisis core at the time and was like... ill try it cus i legit didnt have a name for a while & it was#stressing me out trying to come up with something#'zack it is' i said. and now im like. fuck i dont feel like changing my tags now#idk it felt like some ppl would treat me weird because they thought i kinned mr fair but i was like. uh no...#the vibes were off when i was doing a meme where it was like 'is (name) more a dog name or a human name?'#whatever that site was where it told you if more people were named a specific name or more dogs were named if#and i put in zack because that's what i was going by & then everyone who followed me for my art was like#'puppy zack real...' or some variation about mr fair and i was scratching my ass cus im like.... it wasnt intended to be about him#anyway im pretty sure a while after that i stopped going by it when more ppl followed me for my ZC art#mimi is nice tho its cutesy but my goal in life is to be a hairy man
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funny hatchetfield magma if anyone would like to partake
#hatchetfield#im not sure what else to tag this lol i dont think ill keep this post up forever#but im drawing various teds rn
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One of my favorite hobbies to engage in is ignoring the canon course of video game romances
#yes my warden in an open relationship will have a foursome at the pearl#and yes I will continue to have Morrigan sleep with Orest after the “I love you and I hate it” conversation#I am digging into her brain so deep rn#morri seeing sex as the main manipulation tool she has and being so scared to have orest be just In Love With Her#she says no to his invitation of sex once and he just goes oh okay I'm sorry#I still love you that's okay#and it scares the bejesus out of her#time to keep fucking him so I can pretend that he just wants me for my body#time to let him fuck other people so it'll be easier for him to leave me in the end#I can't have him so dependent on me for his happiness or else it will destroy him (the man I love) in the end#I have to let him leave my side slowly or else he'll die if I separate myself from him I saw what happened with his ex-lover (tamlen)#let him be happy with zevran or leliana or anyone#fool woman he will never let you leave and never stop loving you#I love morrigan and her fucked up relationship with intimacy so much#orest is also especially easy to think you're manipulating because he acts so stupid (and it's only partially an act)#he loves so openly and so intensely and yet he's also clearly very easily drawn in with the appeal of a Nice Ass#I could talk about them forever#I'm editing an old fic to better fit with their dynamic and the canon of the romance#and the orest x morri content I've written since I first wrote this fic#and this doesn't just apply to orest and morrigan#I ignore that tamlen and gorim are female warden LIs only#I ignore that Blackwall is “straight” (blackwall may be but thom isn't that's for sure)#I do whatever the fuck I want with da2#anyway time to stop rambling in the tags and actually get back to writing#dragon age#dragon age origins#dragon age ii#dragon age inquisition#original content#and mainly
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?????? Why did he tell me everything was fine if my insurance requires me to have been on hormones for 2 years to approve the procedure. . .why didn't he say they won't approve it if that wasn't the case. . .is that outdated information???? Maybe we can lie????
Am i seriously about to have all of my fucking hype crushed???? Maybe I can convince my doctors to lie for me or we can say I was doing it DIY for a few years. People ask how long I've been on hormones a lot because my voice is pretty deep and I look pretty masculine surely we could get away with this???
I feel really fucking beaten down now. Why not stop the discussion and go 'hey they require X amount of time on hormones'. . .I really hope I can convince my providers to fudge the truth for me a little or i'm going to lose my mind i seriously don't know how well i'm going to take it if i can't get this done???? Like I already feel so anxious at the thought. Please everything about me needs this. I am going to go fucking insane if this can't happen this year.
#i suddenly feel very stressed about my fourth floor window#i don't know if i'm going to direct the violence at myself or someone else and i'm just hoping i won't have violence to direct at all#i feel so so fucking stressed out. why wasn't this the first thing i was told???????????#please please cooperate with me doctor and therapist please i haven't felt suicidal in over a year please we cannot ruin this#i feel dizzy i feel dizzy i feel dizzy i'm too stressed about this please i'm gonna fucking break down i'm gonna fucking cry what if they#say no what if they want proof i was doing it before i met them i'm feeling so lightheaded and i'm lying down lmao???#what if i say i was on hormones before and i had to stop taking them will that throw a wrench in things????? i'm going to lose my shit#guys my year may be fucking ruined everything was going so well despite the state of the world despite everything#i need these women to lie for me. one small lie for one dumb fucker's wellbeing. surely they can agree to this? surely if i tell them how#scared i am they'll agree to say one little lie for me#i feel like scratching myself til i bleed rn hhhhhaaaa didbcueiebdj good thign i cut my nails the other day because them shits were SHARP#okay. okay. all i have to do is ask. i may not get an answer from one until tomorrow but these are very good people they have been#kind to me so far and good to me so far and they understand how important this is#my doctor has a nonbinary kid!!!! surely she'll be able to ask them for advice if she isn't sure please i'm going to throw up and i haven't#even eaten yet please don't take this out from under me this close. please don't rip this away from me when everything is going so well#please don't try and take this from me under this current administration that's trying to take everything from us#please#danie yells at existence#suicidal ideation cw#self harm mention?#I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TAG THIS I'VE NEVER FELT SO BAD I HAD TO GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD HERE BEFORE i'm gonna send them messages and hope they#respond soon. if they don't. idk. i ask how much it'll be out of pocket#i wanna rock back and forth i need to eat and take my meds i wish i'd done that before i got started#like damn i bet my anti-anxiety meds would have been REALLY helpful right about now! shame i haven't taken them since yesterday!#and i didn't take the ones i'm supposed to take last night either because i was so distracted by. ider what i was doing the insomnia was#kicking my ass til about 6am though#so I'm running on like nothing here. which isn't helping.#i know. i know if it doesn't happen i'll live i'll survive i'll be fine but mother of god jt doesn't feel like it#it doesn't feel like it'd be worth it to have to like like this for two more years#i've already been living like this for like. idk. at least 12 years.
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dd2 is also very different in that in dd1 i (mostly) wanted to kinda try and figure out a strategy for how to beat things on my own
but dd2 really is just "this is so annoying, grindy, railroaded, and exhausting im just going to look up how they want me to beat the boss cause we all know theres only one or two way"
#darkeat dungeon 2 is a bad game by the way#i will beat it but jesus christ#dd2#darkest dungeon 2#dd2 bitching#<- i will use this tag from now on so that those who like the game/find me annoying can block it lol#everyone else come shit talk this game with me#tried that obsession battle this morning#hilarious that the wiki is like 'ok in order to beat this just make sure to have these randomly spawning items and enough money to get them'#INSANE choice to make your intentionally difficult game so focused on luck grinding and little player choice#red hook voice: what if we took out everything fun about our first game?#im sorry im not even playing the game rn im at the library#reading about fuckin#constantinople#but this shit got me bent over how annoying it is#anyways#thank you all dd2 fans putting up with me i the tag also 🙏
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Me: oh i suddenly have a lot of free time, i can be productive & get silly
also me: vaguely stares into space not doing much of anything besides think about the terror bc it's been one of those weeks (months)
#does one not bring habits#i am gonna work on my fic rn i think ive spaced out enough#i feel its important to give myself some space tho like i literally made it through working#holiday retail without becoming a non person like im not even sure if i explained to my therapist#right by what i mean by that but im just so relieved it didn't happen again#NOT to say i was like in a super super bad spot last year either tho bc i wasn't feeling like erm#going back to high school me sort of mentality woof#anyways i think when i get so burnt out i go into legit super survival mode where i become a non person#and this is what i was struggling with in high school so much and also i have#a theory about something else but i dont need to legit air out my mental health shit in the tags on tumblr#just saying i think its so slay i was able to actually experience new years and jsut be silly#and also not being some weird non thing#anyways slay babe slay we sill hopefully stay wining in 2025#its snowing here and im excited for the vibes#the ambience
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Not really sure what her name is… but her designs really cute so I wanted to draw her!! I love how her hair looks like a bow!
@chickenstab
#Using a different brush than usual#It’s really fun to use though#Hope this drawing looks normal I kind of went crazy trying to fix it😭#Uhh not really sure what to tag this..#Chickenstab#colorquest#ig?#it’s not colorquest I just don’t know what else to tag it lol#Fanart#Kinda hate the hands but I don’t feel like fixing them rn💔#Oh also I drew her because I saw someone else draw her haha#I was actually gonna draw the guy with the skull facepaint.. but decided to draw her instead when I saw someone else draw her#Tmmomr
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Back to thinking about Felony... I can see us maybe calling her Ellie for short
Misty is probably going to be very sad and jealous at first. She's the queen of the house, the center of hugs, the first and the only. Luckily puppy will be working on her crate training and won't get to sleep in the bedroom until that's settled. Also until she's trusted not to do destruction in the room while we sleep. Misty will still get her uninterrupted special time in the morning for quiiite a while
#which kinda worries me in the “living up to her name” way#i taught preschool for a couple years and every single ellie was such a troublemaker!#id come home and the bf was eager to know what mischief she'd caused today#loved them all but kept me on my toes for sure!#going through my likes for her on etsy trying to decide on all the things#tags first. i think ill wait and see what color she is before deciding on toooo much else#but adding to this list? fun#just a lighter thing to focus on rn#we've been so ready for another puppy for what seems like foreeever
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