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i dont like the headcannon that will listens to only white girl music.
BECAUSE while he does listen to sabrina and olivia (the voices told me) HIS mOM is a country singer so he HAS to listen to country music and pop by undergroud artists.
#this is cannon i take no arguments#like wdym he listens to only white girl music#shut up dont lie#not sorry i spilled#will solace#will solace headcannon#percy jackson headcannon#pjo#hoo#toa#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#heros of olympus#trials of apollo#i mean he HAS to have good music taste#at least slightly obnoxious music#and the most crazy rap you have ever heard#yeah soo#go argue with a wall#chb#pjo hoo toa#tsats#pjo hoo toa tsats#the sun and the star
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it is november, and yesterday it felt like it was supposed to be snowing. in boston, november used a winter month, not a fall month. it is supposed to be chilly; rarely capping over 45F. it is a sweater-and-jacket month. it is a "maybe a scarf too" month. in my childhood, november meant blizzards and sleet.
it did not snow. tomorrow the weather predicts a high of 76.
i have spent so many years of my life studying the longterm possibilities of climate change - the culmination of capitalism wreaking havoc on the bodies of people, animals, plants - but every so often i am still shocked by something small and personal.
in a hundred years, when someone goes outside in boston - will they know the feeling of "snow in the air"?
i know it's a learned feeling, a sensation that maybe only longterm experience can teach. a few years ago, i was walking with my friend who had just moved up from the south. i said it smells like snow and she gave me this look like - what the fuck. i said it feels like snow too, which didn't help. she looked up to the bright blue sky and then back at me and then back at the sky. 12 hours later, we had 3 inches. you can just tell if it's going to snow.
except i can't tell, anymore. i stand outside in a tee shirt and watch my dog dance around a lake. we're in a drought and the skin of the water has peeled back twenty meters. the lake is tamed, quiet, puddlelike and sour. my pokemon go app warns there's a weather condition in my area.
my dog gets too hot from running and sits in the water and i want to laugh about his long frame and how awkwardly he sits - and i can't. some simian part of my brain is scratching the walls. it was supposed to snow. it was supposed to snow, but now it's warm instead.
during the last full solar eclipse, the dogs and the birds and the crickets went crazy under utter darkness. we laughed at them then, promising it will all be okay in a moment. but some part of me is still locked in that long night: some animal sensation.
something is wrong, my body says. i can't afford eggs or rent. i go outside to watch a sunset and listen to birdsong. i don't bring a jacket. allergies are killing me this season, allergies i didn't have as a kid. everyone comments that halloween has started to feel strange, offkilter. that it's hard having "holiday cheer." my body thinks it's april, and then it thinks we're in september, and then june.
something is terribly wrong, she whispers. go outside. it is supposed to be snowing.
#spilled ink#warm up#.....#i had 2 people close to me die within a month#sorry for not being around#on the other hand#my friend code on pokemon go is#4747 8104 8180
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Kim Skills!
No faces for him.
(drew this to accompany what started as a little spin-off of another fic...it's on ao3)
#can you tell that I really like drawing hands cause I do#I guess this goes in the main tag? sorry#disco elysium#for those who have read A Spilled Kaleidoscope: the first chapter of this is basically the Bonus chapter but reworked a little and extended#Kim Kitsuragi#btw I need to add how clever I feel for making PROCESSOR the only one that shows the palms of the hands :3#my art
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Sukea stuff
Extra: realization
It’s been a while
Panel 1: smile
Comic 2: Caught red handed
you’re his son
Extra: conversation
he just picking on him
Comic 3: You’re grounded.
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#obito uchiha#sakumo hatake#sasuke uchiha#sakura haruno#naruto uzumaki#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#I like the idea of sakumo no matter what will always recognized his son#even if kakashi hides everything and it just reaches to a comical point#like he could change his WHOLE appearance and scent and whatever and sakumo takes one glance and goes “that’s my son :D“#where obito doesn’t realize it until WAY later on (it’s like a nagging feeling but he ignores it)#I like to think both gai and obito would share the mindset of “I’ve seen this man somewhere but where???“#Sukea (Kakashi) immediately gets self conscious when near Sakumo#because some people will put it together if they stare long enough at their faces next to each other#team 7 would absolutely go to sakumo to spill the tea on what his son is doing to them#and somewhere in the village Kakashi is feeling impending doom#sakumo ends up just messing with both kakashi and his genin team (though he’ll just lightly reprimand his son)#btw kakashi is not sorry (next training lesson he'll have his petty revenge)
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Iudex wrio from the swap au doodles
#sorry i made him just a teensy bit unhinged#i make alot of characters a lil bit unhingef#pretend i am a witch brewing potions and that darn unhinged vial just keeps spilling#whoopsies#anyways i think the swap au is just specifically for wrio and neuvi#everything else stays the same#neuv can has his ancient old literally prototype version of fontaine tech#wrio being a history nerd would eat it up if neuv lets him#lyss' sketch#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin#wriothesley#neuvillette#wriolette#neuvithesley
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"IF ONLY SOME PEOPLE CAN HAVE IT, THAT'S NOT HAPPINESS. THAT'S JUST NONSENSE. HAPPINESS IS SOMETHING ANYONE CAN HAVE."
pinterest // 怪物 Monster (2023) dir. Hirokazu Kore-eda // Hozier Shrike // Samson Regina Spektor // 怪物 Monster (2023) dir. Hirokazu Kore-eda // @tordenvejr // pinterst // 怪物 Monster (2023) dir. Hirokazu Kore-eda // Louise Glück The Triumph of Achilles // Natalie Wee Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines // pinterest // 怪物 Monster (2023) dir. Hirokazu Kore-eda // Phoebe Bridgers Punisher // pinterest // Sarah Ruhl Eurydice // 怪物 Monster (2023) dir. Hirokazu Kore-eda // pinterest
#monster made me sob earlier lmao#sorry i can't find sources for so many of these i promise i tried my best#on love#on falling in love#on heartbreak#on self#on emotion#poetry compilation#web weave#web weaving#poetry parallels#monster 2023#hirokazu koreeda#monster jmovie#jmovie#jdrama#soya kurokawa#hinata hiiragi#hozier#samson regina#louise gluck#natalie wee#phoebe bridgers#sarah ruhl#poem#spilled poetry#poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#writing
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WEAR HEADPHONES.
Transcript:
Forgive me, Father.
I'm trying to deliver judgement...
But this STUPID FUCKING PUSSY keeps getting wet.
Audio source
Got name dropped exactly 1 minute after that... Yeah that's fair.
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#*gulps* hi. uh. did you spill something or.#i can help with iii can help wihthat ican helpyouwihtth that#<- SORRY.#suggestive#requester. we have never spoken but i just want to say. Thank You for That. also your art.... thanks for that too. ahem#this is a hall of fame tier post acutually#they have to put this in the game
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Okay so I've been wanting to tell you that you're literally my favourite twst artist 😭🩷
So my question is, how do you manage to come up with these funny comics? CUZ I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
(P.s: Lovin' the art style ✨)
oh geeze, thanks! 💚💚💚 I'm really glad people enjoy my stupid sense of humor; mostly I just draw things to make myself laugh, and if it makes other people laugh too, then bonus points! usually it's just one joke or mental image that gets stuck in my head (every time I saw Fellow spin his cane, all I could think about was him go-go-gadgeting away on it...) and in my quest to justify it, it picks up other jokes and bits along the way and usually doesn't even end up as the main focus anymore. entire narrative arcs have spun out just so I could use a single bad pun in a throwaway line. this is a terrible way to explain it but I'm not sure how else to put it into words!
and sometimes it's just "weird things my sister has said that I make fun of her for"
#twisted wonderland#reposting old art but i will never not make fun of her for her incredibly pretentious opinions about the local mall's architectural design#yuu listening to malleus be weird about buildings is supposed to be relateable right#that said this is also the only place i get to talk about twst so it is also just...a lot of my thoughts spilling out everywhere#(sorry other fandoms)#(i have spaces where i can debate the various merits of himeno/rita versus morfonia/rita)#(the correct answer is that rita has two hands but i digress)#but where else can i talk at length about these anime disney dipshits who have flawless eyeliner and zero emotional intelligence#me at the top of my lungs: you don't understand that's his DAD#the group dm: w...what are you talking about#there's gonna be a few posts today sorry#gotta get some stuff out before the update tonight/tomorrow morning/whatever happens and becomes all i think about for the next week
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I love how they put the entire budget in this singular shot where ryusei walks in
#and boy oh boy i am not mad#ohohoho i am not mad at ALLL#THIS SHOT COMBINED WITH NAKAMURAS VOICE???? HELLO??!#THIS IS SICK. WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS ACTUALLY SO SICK#THE WAY ITS SO OBVIOUS THAT HES THE STUDIOS FAVORITE?!?!?!?#SHIDOUNATION? GOD IS REAL AND HE LOVES US#that sTARE???!!6$3&:$ HES SO AAARRRAARAGAGGAGAGAGAGSGSHSGHSGAHAGAHAHSJSJAHAHAHRAAA😻😻😻😻 LOOKATMELIKETHATLOOKATMELIKRTHAT#I lowk made a mess at this scene.. :[ (TO MY FUTURE EMPLOYERS THIS MEANS I SPILLED MY CRAYONS)#bro im still talking abt ep 1 ohohoho streets will NOT BE READY FOR WHAT IM FINNA UNZIP-sorry UNLEASH ON YALL WHEN TALKING ABT EP 2#blue lock#shidou ryusei#bllk shidou#bllk season 2#bllk#ryusei shidou#aura’s hues.#my muse: ryusei
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Something about Sephiroth having heal and revival materia is so trivial yet does a weird thing for me... those hands used to be capable of good
#ff7#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#ffvii#sephiroth#i know it is the most useless detail ever but it means everything to me#he is responsible for so much death and destruction#but before that he could heal. he could save. he was good#good lord sorry i dont mean to spill my tears all over your salad
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yesterday while feverish i wrote about how boats can moor next to each other like pigeons, cooing with the gentle rap of water against their hull. you once said that that the way i see things - birds in the water, feathers in marina paint - was "childish and naive." you said i'd been misdiagnosed - "it can't all be adhd. you might be just kind of stupid and lazy."
i still do certain things like how you taught me - turn the pillow case inside out before putting it on. drive defensively. hate myself entirely.
the prompt for this poem is "mahler's fifth." i wish it wasn't, but mahler's fifth was our song. it ended up in my book. every person that knows your name has promised me they'll give you one swift rabbit punch, right to the face. dean read the book and showed up on my front porch, drenched in sweat from running the 8 miles at 4 in the morning. he was shaking. pacifist and gentle - he works with children - i'd never seen him furious. a punch isn't going to do it, he said, and then said i'm sorry. i had to come to see if you were okay.
mahler's fifth was mine first, like my girlhood. i like the way each movement piles onto the next movement, each instrument bleeding into the next. i like the horn version the best. before i met you, i danced to it on grass still-wet from sprinklers.
later you would tell me that the way you heard it was somehow better. you understood something in it that i couldn't quite wrap my fingers into. once, on our anniversary, you asked the classical music radio station to play it for us. we missed hearing it because we were fighting. one of the things people get wrong about abuse is that sometimes victims are, like, brutally aware of the stupidity of our situation. what do you mean that you thought i wasn't good enough for you? you? you're just... nothing.
sometimes people can pull the poetry out of your life. i watched my words become clothesline, and then thin out into kite twine. i watched you chew through every good syllable of me. so many good songs and places and moments were ruined. i am glad you didn't like most of my music - less to tie back to you.
but still mahler's fifth. the music swells, and i am 21 and throwing up in a bathroom on my birthday. a woman i will later refer to as lesbian jesus runs a cool hand down my back, her perfect pantsuit starch-pressed. she told me to leave you. she said - and this is true, and not an invention of rhyme or fantasy - i'm you from the future.
i am 22, and i got home from an award ceremony, and i remember you telling me - you act so proud of yourself when you're actually so fucking embarrassing. i took you to disney world. you took my virginity. i gave up visiting spain for a week with my family - i instead choose you, to spend the time just-cuddling. you called it "our fuck week." the music swells. it probably should have been a red flag that for about 3 years - i just gave up on crying. my grandfather died and you said nothing. my uncle died and you ghosted me for 3 weeks. you said i need to protect myself from your ongoing tragedy.
every so often i come back to the memory of one of our last afternoons in person. i had just told you that i wasn't going to law school, despite the free ride - i was going to join a creative writing program. master's in fine arts. i was going to finally do it - i was going to follow my dreams. this blog was already internet-famous. however reluctantly, i would occasionally refer to myself as a poet. i got into umass amherst's writing program for fiction authors. it is one of the the top 5 programs in the country.
wait are you seriously considering actually attending that? dumbfounded, you turned completely towards me in your seat. for the 3rd time in our relationship, you almost crashed the car. you actually want to be a writer?
the first time i went viral, it was for a poem i wrote about you:
he wants to say i love you but keeps it to goodnight because love will take some falling and she's afraid of heights.
every time i see that, i want to throw up. you weren't in love with me, you were in love with the control you had over me. a little truth though: i am afraid of heights. you caught a rabbitgirl and skinned her alive.
mahler's fifth still makes me sick.
give me that back. give me back music. give me back everything i had before you. give me back fearlessness. give me back bravery. give me back a scarless body.
give me back what you took from me.
#nosebleed club#sorry stephen not ur fault#just like. thinking#writeblr#spilled ink#warm up#every time nat is like - oh let me get that for u#im like .... this is a trick right like ur gonna be mean now bc u did something nice rn#so obviously if ur being nice now either u did something mean and im about to learn about it#or you're going to BE mean#or ur gonna hold this over my head forever and i'll never get a nice thing ever again?#and every time nat is like .... babe i just actually like u#lesbian jesus story is 100% real btw. she also told me not to be an event planner#literally changed the shape of my life
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ryan spraying shane with macha out of his mouth twice in the span of a few minutes. drinking is hard. he’s trying his best 🙏
#watcher#watcher entertainment#ryan bergara#shane madej#shane and ryan#besties fr#we are watcher#watcher pod#pod watcher#watcher podcasts#i find it so funny that shane doesn’t even give af the first time while ryan is freaking out 😭🙏#he spills on shane and is like “OMG I’M SO SORRY! 😟☹️” and shane is just like ”oh. okay. it’s fine. what happened? 🧍🏼♂️” NO reaction LMFAO#i got an anon ask about this and it reminded to to add it to my blog so THANK YOU ANON!!! 💛
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charlie bushnell 😻
#here he goes again#he’s literally my boyfriend sorry guys#faye spills her guts!#luke castellan#i need charlie bushnell in ways no one has ever heard of#charlie bushnell#pjo#percy jackson tv series#luke castellan x reader#luke’s cabin
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Maybe some of you heard of Moisthur already?!
Here's some ship art i made of the crack ship I invented with my friends
MOISTHUR SUPREMACY!!
#thats not all but the rest would be too embarrassing i fear#anyways sorry for spilling that onto your dash#(i'm not sorry)#moisthur#malevolent#discworld#arthur lester malevolent#moist von lipwig#artfromthemicrowave
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This made me laugh so hard stop 😭😭😭
She said that in the most normal way possible
#she was so rude i know and then she spilled acid in his face and called his family cows i know right#I'm sorry i just had to#I'm thinking about this post ever since i saw it#gwen stacy#leave my girl alone or I'll throw hands#spider woman#ghost spider#spider gwen#video#Spiderverse#spider man across the spider verse#across the spiderverse
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some nights i wonder how i dont collapse under
the thought of what once was
and what couldve been
other nights im sobbing inconsolably
wishing i could turn back time
wanting to be in your arms once more
longing to hear your sweet nothings
desiring to be seen by you
oh that stare of yours
ive always wondered why it made me so uneasy
only to realize you were never looking just into my eyes
but also staring into the depths of my soul
you could tell i was uncomfortable and would ask why
and i would brush it off
as if i could actually confess to you
that ive never felt so exposed
stripped naked of all of the masks i put on
to stare at me the way you did
was to unravel me
and hold the fibers of my very being into light
oh it hurts
but hurt me as you please
#poetry#heartbreak#spilled thoughts#detachment#lost love#things that keep me up at night#things i think about#lost#feelings#breakup#imsorry#imissyou#i still love you#im sorry#toxiclove#toxic love#toxic relationship#sad thoughts#sad poem#sad poetry#moving on#original poem#love poem#poem#poems and poetry
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