#not really a vent?
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Me: I'm giving J BPD in my fic because I'm definitely not projecting and she just feels like I do
Also me: *is J and has been having an identity crisis for like a week about how I'm nothing bur a void and there isn't actually a real me*
huh. ooo candy!
#rubik is yapping#j trio#not really a vent?#bpd thoughts#domboa#sure ill add the J tags#murder drones#murder drones j#serial designation j#md j#j md#j murder drones
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one of my cats died and like the other cats keep looking for her
im like sobbing i can't do this today bro
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It's kinda awkward because like when you're favorite f/o artist post something and it ended up being a canon x Canon art, and I be like "I wanna retweet and download it." Not that's a problem, they can post whatever! It's just awkward when you are a self-shipper.
#not really a vent?#thwy have every right to draw whatever they wish#it's just awkward when you are a self-shipper
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i know I’m not the only one who gets so hyper fixated on something it’s like, painful. Not physically (although sometimes i end up hitting myself just from energy needing out) but it’s like the only thing on my mind and it’s the only thing i can talk about
so for example, i got hyper fixated on ghost (the band) and i have been listening to them on repeat, and spending way too much time researching them or watching videos (doom scrolling..) and it feels like I’m on the floor screaming sobbing like a movie character because i love it so much and want to inject it into my brain. Words cannot describe how badly i need to have it on 24/7 and need it 💔
#Peak autism#is hyper fixating that hard#Onyx rants⭐️#Not really a vent?#More so just like#“This is what I’m experiencing”#Autism#actually autistic#autism spectrum#autistic#asd#hyper fixation#Tw sh mentions#For the hitting myself part#Cus like i get so excited i end up smacking my head or just something within range
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how do you tell someone you miss them without sounding like a poopoo idiot dumbface!
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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower
#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#i really need a new therapist. specifically a dbt therapist but i have really weird health insurance so there's not many options..#i just really need someone that i feel open enough to talk to about anything and that will actually help me and not just use the dumbass#worn out therapist lines..#bpd shitposting#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#sorry 4 the long rant in tags :/
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will the hunger ever end
#tma#the magnus archives#my art#jonathan sims#the eye#horror#kinda vent because i've been really exhausted lately#inspired by being so tired you're not seeing text anymore it's just scribbles and scribbles and unrecognizable splashes of ink#and my eyesight is getting bad too#i'm not doing good at the end of this semester really.........
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I hate gay people so much. I haven’t been able to hear an imagine dragons song on the radio or in a shop without my brain just IMMEDIATELY being flooded with ‘Okay im imagining his dragon’. People think i just rly hate imagine dragons with the way my face reacts but i don’t im literally fighting such a personal battle against saying something fruity abt mr dragons out of nowhere because the shit gay people say online is so funny
#vent#drafted in pieces over an hour after hearing radioactive on the aux#dis.txt#y’all are being so ridiculous in the comments#i saw someone say ‘you’d really go for a man with thin ankles? no thanks.’#there’s like a dozen men who look like this on the front page of seancody#like i KNOW you femcel ass tumblrinas are not this picky
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This Google Drive AI scraping bullshit actually makes me want to cry. My entire life is packed into Google Drive. All of my writing over the years, all of my academic documents, everything.
I’m just so overwhelmed with all the shit I’m going to have to move. I’m lucky to have Scrivener, but online data storage has been super important as I’ve had so many shitty computers, and the only reason I haven’t lost work is because Google Drive has been my backup storage unit.
My partner has recommended gitlab to move my files to - it seems useful, and I can try and explain more about what it is and how it works when I get more familiar with it. I’m unsure if it’s a text editor, or can work that way. He was explaining something about the version history that I don’t quite understand right now but might later. I’m just super overwhelmed and frustrated that this is the dystopia we live in right now.
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She stroked Rhaegal. The green dragon closed his teeth around the meat of her hand and nipped hard
Decided to make matching portraits for the remaining of Dany's children, so here's Rhaegal
#daenerys targaryen#a song of ice and fire#asoiaf#mother of dragons#rhaegal#game of thrones#daenerys stormborn#asoiaf fanart#illustration#my art#november 2024#mini vent i really like the end result of viserion's but this one. hm#idk i cant pinpoint it. whatever i'l get over it
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i hate having so many ideas all the time and not being able to get them done. I hate sitting on my phone or watching television knowing that I want to draw something or write something, but I can't move at all. My body is frozen in place, knowing I am able to, but can't move. I hate switching from one activity to the next without even making good progress on any of these things. I hate the constant cycle of motivation and progress. If one is missing, the other does not exist either. Without motivation, there is no progress. Without the pride of progress, there is no motivation. I want my art to be seen by myself and others. And my writing.
I don't even feel upset about it at this point. Just really disappointed and. Here, I guess.
Ill get there one day, though. I'll post a peice of good art. I'll finish something soon. I know it. Because my art has improved so much over the years. So, I guess I HAVE made some progress in a way. I will get there, whether I can or can't.
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DARN IT 😫 I know I'm rarely on MiHolab but if I had known earlier I could've gotten the Lyney header for my profile then I would snatched that up. It ended on May 22... THEY BETTER MAKE ANOTHER ONE SOON
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✧ROWENA HAIR✧
haven’t posted anything last month bc life got in the way so here’s something! it’s inspired by my current hairstyle; unwashed for days, a little bit of sea salt spray and overnight curlers for good measure :]
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BGC
both frames
teen-elder
hat compatible
24 EA colors + 17 custom colors
shadow, spec, and normal maps
all LODs
⚠ 22k polys ⚠
hair streak acc found in the left brow ring category (comes in 24 EA colors, color slider compatible)
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#ts4cc#s4cc#sims4cc#ts4 custom content#ts4 maxis match#ts4mmcc#ts4cc hair#ts4#the sims 4#what an awful week#i got fired from my first big boy job but it ok#lmao#im ok really#at least i have more free time now or w/e#not sad or anything#i swear#:(#it sucked anyway#it was an office job and my adhd brain couldn’t handle it#i’m in my early 20s and i feel so bad lmaooo#i set up a patreon tho so hopefully it helps me out financially at least a little#if you’re reading this thank you#and also sorry#perhaps i said too much#i needed to vent somewhere but i’m too embarrassed to tell friends and family about it 🧍♂️#might delete these later i sound so pathetic#anyway how was your day? :)
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this piece is about being transgender
my ko-fi
#caris#my art#art#transgender#trans#it's about how often we are stripped off anything else than sexuality#and how we are often a subject of the political show that doesnt really listen to anything we say#playing our part in it wether we like it or not#it's a vent piece#at least i get to reclaim being hot#lol#nobody can take that away from me
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i don’t mind suspending my disbelief for leverage’s person-sized ventilation shafts bc that’s pretty standard for the genre, but that doesn’t mean i won’t laugh a bit at some of the egregiously large vents. particularly in the crowning acheivement job (lev: red s2 finale) because - well just look at this lol! harry and parker, two adults, can kneel side by side in those vents. parker can sit upright.
that museum was made for vent crawling purposes. that’s just an extra room in the museum they forgot to decorate. the leverageverse has a thief union that successfully lobbied for a better working environment. these vents double as a playground for museum-goers’ children. i was crying with laughter thinking about this and harry’s vent crisis was NOT helping me remember that there was a serious heist thing going on lol, i love this show.
#leverage redemption#leverage#parker leverage#harry wilson#harry wilson leverage#parker#wren speaks#leverageposting#the sun roofs (or are they just lights?) really get me lmao#ALL of the person-sized vents are unrealistically large so this is not criticism! this is a generic convention!#vents are not human-sized and clean or remotely safe enough to reliably crawl through irl#but basically every building in every crime drama has comfortably person-sized vents#usually for knee crawling not even people lying on their stomach bc that’s difficult to move and looks sillier#and that thin layer of the ceiling under the vent is usually surprisingly built well enough to support a persons weight#and there’s no fans or rats or dust or bugs or that foil tube stuff i forgot the word for#and it’s often oddly well-lit. and that’s okay! it’s fiction! we’re having fun!#sewers tend to be unrealistically large + accessible + well-lit etc in fiction too.#anyway my point is i’m not saying this as criticism! just a neutral obserativion of something i found funny!
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Are you ok?
Of course I'm fine...
#comic#vent art#anxiety#stress#coping#mental health#sad#winter depression :')#i know it sounds weird to say it after this comic but really im ok lol#i think? just need to vent a bit
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