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iinsawdious · 3 months ago

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with my revision surgery coming up on the 18th i've been reflecting on the past yearish and my transition a lot lately. i'm really proud of myself for making it as far as i have, and i'm excited to see where i go from here

#sorry im just. rly nervous SLXNKLNGLK #even tho i know it's not as big as the initial top surgery #idk man. ive been thinkin a lot abt stuff #also im gonna have to do a clear liquid diet the day before #not looking forward to tht!#plus i have saw tht weekend and thats the day smile 2 comes out

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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I'll give them shelter like you've done for me

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi fushiguro #yuji itadori #itafushi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk art #fushiguro tsumiki #took all afternoon but we wrangled the colours in2 submission #it was looking very green and kind of muddy #so i toned down the saturation in a bunch of places pulled in a lot more grey #kept a lot of the shadows Hard #i think it works #not sure it's the absolute best it cld be but i am Satisfied with it #overall i ws just kind of worried that it was looking rly similar to past pieces colour-wise #i think it kind of still Is but not as much as it would have been had i not made those edits #anyway. emo hours #ive been listening to jubyphonic's piano arr of shelter and thinking abt megumi #thinking abt him growing up n looking back on himself n seeing himself in tht lonely little boy #'it's a long way forward so trust in me' smth smth finding the strength to guide that kid forward even though both of u are scared #bc at the end of the day u Are still that kid #inner child stuff usually doesnt resonate much with me bc i don't like who i was/am/whatever this aint abt me #but in regards to megumi????? OW #in lighter news i remembered at the absolute last minute to lob off the top of yuuji's ear #bc that injury at least i think he keeps ghfssdfhfgsj

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cosmobrain00 · 6 months ago

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did anyone think about kid keith td🙂 do u want to🙂

#SOMEONE PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY FOR REAL🤣🤣🤣🙏 NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM PLEASE‼️#I might make this piece an actual Thing btw. consider this the early draft ver tht i just needed to post to torture ppl with #see how happy he was!! see his smile!!! u will never see that version of him again that keith no longer exists anymore!! hes gone!!!#HE WAS SO INNOCENT HE COULDVE BEEN HAPPYYYYYY HE COULDVE HAD A GOOD LIFE WITH HIS SIBLINGS HE COULDVE-#anyways. fun note! older keith canonically hates looking in mirrors n @ his reflection in general hence why his eyes arent looking forward #unlike kid keith. who was always so self assured. who was always brash n never wouldve looked away from his own reflection. haha #killing myself!#keith yarrow #oc tag #my art

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miyasann · 6 months ago

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i'm late to the party but i cried 5 times watching the dumpster battle

#i yapped my boyfie's ear off about all of these already but AAAAHHHHH #spoilers ahead in case anyone hasnt watched it 🥹#the 'stay interesting shoyo' scene WAS SO ?:!:?;!:?:!:?!:#def one of my fave scenes in the entire movie im so happy with how they translated it from the manga into the animation 😭#AND THE FIRST PERSON POV OF THE LAST RALLY !:?:!!;!:!:!!#first time we've seen anything like tht #*that #in the whole of haikyuu 😭😭😭 and it was SO AMAZING TO SEE #IT WAS INCREDIBLE BUT AT THE SAME TIME #we didnt see kenma's expressions for two of my fave kenma panels 😭#SO IM KIND OF CONFLICTED #i really wanted to see that panel of his back with him running towards the ball #'you idiot the ball hasnt dropped yet #'i never want it to end'#😭😭😭😭😭😭#these were two of the moments i was looking forward to the most AND WE DIDNT SEE HIM BUT WE GOT IT FROM HIS POV!:!:?:!#INSANE HONESTLY #I LOVE IT BUT ALSO IT WAS THE LOSS OF MY LIFE #AND THE FOUR SET 😭😭😭😭😭#i was so close to bawling in the cinema 😭#overall i loved it BUT SO MUCH WAS LOST LIKE #we didnt have the suspense of the first set that we had in the manga #bc it was so rushed 🥲#and so many amazing rallies were skipped :(#but i was so happy with all the kuroo kenma childhood scenes 🥺#AND WHEN TSUKKI SAID VOLLEYBALL WAS FUN 😭😭😭#in summary i loved it BUT I WOULD HAVE LOVED IT MORE AS A SEASON 😭 they deserved better fr 😞

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clownsnake · 7 months ago

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k so I’m getting the sense that Kim Dokja’s mom is a bad person (literally had frames of her standing over a dead body) but what I’m reading rn is pretty ambiguous in a v interesting way wrt if she cares abt her son or not

m: you don’t seem pleased to see me when it’s been so long

kd: do you really want something like that?

m: a little.

>lie detection skill has confirmed that was a lie.

like…. Maybe I’m too hopeful but also itd be tragically sweet if she lied bc she cares A LOT but doesn’t want to admit it. as opposed to what dokja’s thinking which is that she doesn’t even care a little.

idk I think I’m gonna believe dokja’s view & look out for hints until I learn more concrete information

#ALSO I KNEW SHE WAS HIS MOM I KNEWW IIIITTTTTTT #I mean it was kind of obvious at least on webtoon but. I want to brag #Going post #orv #’i knew she was lying but I just had to check’ hmmm I wonder why dokja? Because a small part of you hopes tht ur mom cares abt you?#…if his backstory ends up crushing me I’m gonna look back on this post so sadly #Also with how he talked in that last episode I posted abt about like people who have given him trauma. I can’t remember his exact phrasing #But he was highly implying that he had two main people who traumatized him in his life Before #And given that his mom has consistently been one of the few people from his life Before tht we even know about I figured she was also #someone he was referring to.#so. looking forward to seeing how she traumatized him! Aside from whatever that dead body panel was showing

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cloudlesbian · 7 months ago

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I'm going to a zoom group this week for trans stuff thru my clinic and I'm rlly excited! And it's not directed at youth so!! Hopefully I get to meet some trans elders or at least ppl older and wiser than me

#ive heard barely any details and havent been in a group like this for a WHILE so im looking forward to seeing what this one is like #and i started T recently so thts another thing that'll b useful to hear insights on #cloud posts

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healercharm · 1 month ago

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i pre ordered the arcane art book

#THIS FUCKING SHOWWWWWWDHSQQHDHFJFJFJDHF #dare i say it changed my life im like WOW THE STORY ! THE CHARACTERS ! THE FUCKING ANIMATION IM GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHH #there were some things i wasnt satisfied with (the zaun/piltover conflict.isha felt brushed aside) but overall i enjoyed how everything wen #and ended #im still caught in the 'perfect' timeline likr it drives me insaneeeeeeee #and the way ppl are making it out to be ohhh vi and jayce dying fixes everything! the dumb trio 🤣 NO SHUT UP U DONT GET ITTTTTT #it's the way a child's death (IN PILTOVER) actually leads to both cities putting aside their conflicts and to change #for the better. for zaun's children.. bc this change likely would not have happened had it not been for vi (or any child) dying in piltover #also jayce most likely died in the explosion tew 🥲 or he fs killed himself knowing that his work got a child killed #gripping my head screaming AUUGHHHHHHHHHH #anyway i look forward to any future works 💪 mel and ekko spinoff NAOWWWW ppl r fr sleeping on them #they r literally the reason why viktor didn't complete catholic beast mode #00 #arcanepoasting #ig #all this 2 say ☝️ i will NEVER play LoL #*the dumb duo i am not retyping all tht shit

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arcadequeerz · 4 months ago

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Little camera update: Got it fully charged and Turned on. Took a couple of random photos and it keeps freezing on menus and looking through photos. Only way to unfreeze it is pulling the battery out enough that'll shut down. Is fixed on restart.

#Cade.Txts #sucks i was rly hoping it would work d:(#took a look on Ebay n they're bein sold for not too much- along w seein a different camera of same brand thts #a different model thats not goin for much.#Obviously cannot afford to buy a new one but oug. wish I could.#Still have my big Canon camera though to use so its not like I don't have a camera.#Was just lookin forward to havin a smaller one thats easier to lug around.#the canon is rly good but its kinda heavy n bigger so its not as easy to just drag places. dont have a #purse or somethin to put it in.#Will mess w the smaller camera a lil more tomorrow during the day.#fyi if anyone is wondering: its a Samsung wb150f camera.

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lemongogo · 2 years ago

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so if timeskip stampede s2 is fr are u telling me we can possibly get millie and eriks + og vash designs . ..

#YEAAAAHOOOOOOO #i hope so at least😭 man the timeskip thing is such a trip fr because like #did the fifth moon incident happen ?? in stampede . bc if not then theyd be looking at another 2 yr timeskip After the lost july that theyre #(i assume) setting up for in the finale #but then again ig that also assumes tht any semblance of the og plot remains #i literally have so many questions. ik theyd be answered if i just watched the show but i want to finish the manga first #ANNOYING I KNOWW😭💔😋 sorry HAHAGA #but it just confuses me soo much bc i dont know how u can get any forward progression #when theyre taking elements from way late in the series and introducing them in this prequel-esque s1 setup #ok anyaays . ANYWAYS im interested 2 know if we will see these changes #bc j want to see vash actually be and look like vash so bad its driving me crazy #and i want millie in the series soo fucking bad . loled at roberto dying ❤️ MAKE WAY OLD MAN #fr hated that guy.. i think he was intended to be used as this narrator for the audience to guide us into the series #but the whole reporter-know-all thing was annoying 😭😭😭#anyways . millie be mine❤️ eriks!vash be mine ❤️#hopefully manga/98-esque looking wolfwood be mine ❤️#also idk wt the hell they did to livio (did they kill him or is it a fakeout for tripunisher return HELP)#or to legato . but they shld make themm all beefy again❤️ and cool❤️ for ME!!!!❤️❤️❤️#trigun spoilers #trigun stampede #trigun #also yah someone else wondering if his bounty jumps from $$6 billion to $$60 billion #its such a small detail but i was so sad when stamp only put the $$6 on his head HAHACAHAHAHAGAGA #that one 98 clip thats like ‘the man who will slaughter the innocent.does the most evil of evil deeds-#-with the bounty of 60 mil double dollars on his head? YES I AM THAT MAN👹👍’

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thatsuncleharrytoyouyoungman · 1 year ago

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anxiety will really hv you not being able to enjoy the moment lolz bc ur too anxious abt the next big thing tht will cause anxiety oof

#i keep agonizing over the end of the internship #bc i think it wld be polite n socially expected tht we thank our dept in some way #n like what will be best? n how? idk i will google it obvi but yh sigh #i'm thinking a card #n i also wld need to talk to the other intern in my dept n do it jointly #bc tht will be best n easier but also more anxiety #n also in general like the dept is like super friendly n has a nice bond with each other #so it's also the idk 'worry' of them also like 'doing smth' for us the last day #n even if not yk the 'sentimentality' of it being the last day anyways like eek!#not looking forward to it ok sigh #cloud nonsense

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s-syn-es-the-sia-a · 1 year ago

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been hanging out with this person who wants to talk to me a lot about gender & sexuality & relationships. & this person keeps. bringing up gender hypotheticals, like “what if i changed my name to something more fem” & stuff. it’s lovely to take those hypotheticals seriously & share & imagine & also a leetle bit stressful

#long fucking journal entry here i guess sorry lol #but o k.#like there’s an affinity there #what’s so intense abt this dynamic is tht we’re both Heavily going thru it rn #& we see each other exactly once a week no more. if that.#so it’s like we’re forced to get to know each other in spurts #it’s nice to have it to look forward to #‘hey hangin in there? ok good. how bout that gender. everything’s fucked lol. see ya next week’#so scary to be vulnerable god dammit #unrelated my back rlly hurts i hope i sleep well tn #ok back on topic what’s stressful i think is seeing this person just #clearly in so much goddamn pain #& using humor to cope #& i see so much of myself in it #that desperation #fuck

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smokewars · 2 years ago

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ahh *spins hokma around* i love u so....

#text #i want 2 write a fic abt him there is not enough in his tag tht is actually focused ON him #its either ayin or angela or he just shows up in one scene but is tagged anyway and yknwo i get it. i get why #but considering his seed of light title... not enough ppl write abt him looking forward to the future tbh!#i was considering writing abt hokma & roland postgame bc i think the fact tht they dont talk after the first time is funny #and also bc with roland it means less likely to just default into them reminicing abt the past bc roland was not there..!#but at the same time ig focusing too much on the past was an issue that plagued them both huh... idk. and idk what id have them be doing th #maybe playing a game since thts an easy way to bond w eachother. but then what game?#hiii i just thought abt them bonding over cooking. im doing that

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caruliaa · 2 years ago

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was lied to again by ppl w pretty good too ehh parents into thinking dynasty rina sawayama was abt shitty parents and not generational trauma, SAD! well theres my tears ricochet

#listen if ur never wanted to end ur life bc of ur parents good for u babes more than good for you infact.#but please never recommend me a song about parents or family again unless u do nott relate to it but know i will #anyway ! back to tswift songs about the trauma of being a young person mistreated nd manipulated by those older than u !#anyway what was that i said the other day. i dont what penelope scott feel better but abt parents #i want tswift wouldve couldve shouldve but abt parents . thank u very muchh #umm.#suicidal ideation mention #ask 2 tag #flappy rambles #edit: looking thru the spotify playlists to deal w this uuhh generational trauma is the same as wht ur going thru right bs #found one with your not sorry and 1 step forward 3 steps back. somone gets itt !!!#also i feel kinda mean bc idk if anyone ever directly recomended me dynasty as a song id relate to and if they did i dont blame them #for not knowing exactly what iv been thru but god did u all give me the impression tht the song was abt shitty parents !!!#shitty is an understatment. but maybe if u didnt all go 'she shldnt say she glad her mom died tho' in response to jennette mcurdy last year #i wld feel comfortable using the actual word i want to to describe them w ppl that arent just luce. just a thought !!!!#god im being bitter for no reason. sorryy. but also im not

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thatsmeintheworld · 7 months ago

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My shift is literally less than 5 hours and that's rly nice BUT I have 8 classes and that's approx 32 different kids I need to handle and work with within 25 min intervals and although I do rly like fast work it can get rly draining. Thursdays are the hardest lately

#rambling #i have another long weekend tho so i have tht to look forward to yippie #and ppl want to hang out w me this weekend #and im gonna do lots of good work and chores and praftice a LOT of self discipline tonight and tomorrow

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sexysilverstrider · 2 years ago

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meanwhile sutera is in Awe of giant lady

#erlika looking forward at me kinda unnerving 😭😭😭#babygirl u are Huge #i hv a hcanon tht sutera is in awe when he first saw erlika #she was a zorua at tht time but HUG3 #saving sutera from a lickitung when he was a kirlia #since tht day he goes 🥺#fafar plays la

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tohrus · 2 years ago

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the way i think about friendships has changed so much. like, even though i like them to be *deep*, not ALL of them have to be and that's okay.

#using more discernment & trusting myself #n what i mean with not having to be deep is that #not everybody has to know what's going on with me #some friends u hang out with/have fun #and just bc you may be together a lot -- doesn't mean that they have 2 know every single thing going on in your head #pretty sure tht makes sense like basically . everyone can't be ur best friend sksksks #n it's like duh. there's so much that goes into that.#but anyways!! thinking abt the type of friend i am / wanna be as well of course <3 #idk! relationships r sooo interesting #anyways im looking forward to what this yr has in store in terms of that hehe <3

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