#in the whole of haikyuu 😭😭😭 and it was SO AMAZING TO SEE

[miyasann]

i'm late to the party but i cried 5 times watching the dumpster battle

[littencloud9]

Hello again....Do you mind if I ask your top 5 (or top 10) favorite moments from any media that you love (books, anime/manga, tv series, movies, games, etc)? Thanks if you want to answer. Sorry if I ask too much....

hihi!! oooh i'll see if i can narrow it down skdjfjhj. this isn't in any particular order i adore them all <3

moriarty the patriot - this scene i can't even begin to explain it. it was so well written and emotional. i think it captured the message of yuumori incredibly well. you did bad, you were wrong, now work to be better. a brand new start. you don't have to forgive yourself, you just have to to move on, and i'll do it with you. absolutely lovely scene :( <3

bungou stray dogs - ranpo's invitation to yosano fucking CINEMATIC okay. i cried. the way it was set up, with ranpo kneeling to yosano's level and promising her a place to stay. the lighting of this scene giving it such a hopeful look. the emotional impact. they are my favourite duo in bsd and their dynamic is sooo precious to me and i just. one of my fav scenes in bsd EVER!!!

haikyuu - tsukishima's block THIS WAS JUST PHENOMANAL KSFHJ. the POWER. the SCREAM. the perfect moment for his character arc, the 'it' moment. oh my god. i only very recently got into haikyuu and this scene lives in my head rent free

vanitas no carte - s2 finale fight THEY WERE INSANE FOR THIS. this entire fight had me on the edge of my seat. if it's one thing vnc is an expert in it's setting a scene. the rain the lighting the FEAR through the screen. this shit was RAW. when vanoé got into the 'ill kill you thatll shut you up' position i literally screamed. vanitas' turmoil vs noé's devastation oh my godddd. domi unlocking her powers. jeanne's entire role. there was so much happening and GOD it was amazing i loved it

jujutsu kaisen - so start by saving me sigh. LIFE GETS BETTER DONT GET INTO JUJUTSU KAISEN. this panel lives in my head rent free and i think if i ever see it animated i'd burst into tears. megumi saying this to yuuji means so much to their characters okayyy two people who have always been saving each other, megumi who watched yuuji die in front of him, IT MEANS SO MUCH. i would ramble more but alas i dont wanna turn this into an essay

link click - cheng xiaoshi and qiao ling vs xiao ma BANGERRRR SCENE they mean the absolute world to me and i love that they were clearly protecting each other throughout the whole fight. i love the insane team up. qiao ling grabbing xiao ma's leg so cxs could punch him. this damn stand thing she used. the fluidity of the scene etc etc. just an amazing fight sequence overall i feel

moriarty the patriot - james bonde's reveal INSANE PLOT TWIST. bonde is my favourite yuumori character and i just. this was so funny. fym he chose bonde because of the bonds he made with the lord of crime gang IT'S SO CUTE 😭 i have nothing to say i just adore bonde and this is thus one of my fav scenes ever

moriarty the patriot - the moriarty brothers reunite CRIED FR. i just. the EMOTIONS. the way they did everything for each other and had to separate for three years and how both albert and louis thought william was dead and how none of them really ever forgave themselves but they forgive each other, so thats all that matters, isn't it? and how soothing this hug was, like finally finding your home again, and how THEY ARE FAMILY ough im so ill. i adore this moment

bungou stray dogs - you are but a child this scene hurt me then healed me. i actually cried so hard. their dynamic is so important to meee and they're both learning to care and love for the first time and they found comfort in each other and ranpo is just a CHILD and fukuzawa helps him see that it's okay and and. sniffles. bring them back asagiri this is a threat

vanitas no carte - i've decided to stay by your side, vanitas this is just because i'm in love with noé and i think vanitas realised things about himself here too/j. but on a serious note i think this was one of the greatest turning points in their relationship. i like the vibe of them on the tower and the sun rise coming up when they swear to stay together. cinematic asf

[stars-tonight]

HI BOOKIE WOOKIE NEAR i would love to get a haikyuu matchup for myself when ur not busy

🔭 I would prefer a long matchup if its not too much trouble ofc

🔭Preferably a romantic matchup

🔭 Characters that have like bug eyes or a bald i need a man w hair

🔭 My pronouns are she/her and i would prefer a male s/o

🔭 My ideal partner is someone caring and loyal who can deal with me without getting mad. Im a really sensitive and insecure person so someone who teases is not for me. Naturally i love to take care of people so someone who is just a big baby sounds so adorable Plus they know how to treat women and other people right someone being disrespectful makes me wanna throw up

🔭 Im pretty short around 5’3 pretty much like I said earlier im rlly sensitive if you raise your voice at me im gonna cry. I also like to yap a lot so sometimes ill talk for a really really long time its super embarrassing sometimes. I like to be really caring and if i find someone i really like i’ll be very clingy.

🔭 I LOVE to bake or cook you can find me at 3 in the morning baking brownies or cake or looking at recipes on insta. Besides that i’ve been a flute and classical musician for over three years now so i need someone whos fine with my busy practice schedule.

🔭 Im a big fan of physical touch i love to give or receive it if i feel safe with that person. Since shopping is an addiction of mine i also enjoy gift giving which i feel is kinda basic but seeing someone smile because they got something they wanted makes me so happy. If my s/o wasnt comfortable with either i do love to give praise. On the receiving side besides physical touch or gift giving words of reassurance are amazing since i am very insecure

🔭 An ideal date for me would be something kind of simple. Just lunch or dinner at a small pastry shop or cafe where we could talk and then go for a walk or to the mall would make me fold like a chair

🔭 Something i just cant stand is teasing. If its every now and then i can make an exception but its just something i cant take too well as for height i dont rlly care but i’d prefer if we were the same height and i’d love if they were taller than me

Ok thats it lovely get to this whenever you feel like it dont worry abt rushing to get it done 💟

headcanons

🥛 so i was debating between akaashi, kita, and asahi for you but you said you like to take care of people and i feel like asahi is the biggest baby (in the most respectful way) out of those three, so i ultimately went with him

🥛 like with the other two it'd be them taking care of you

🥛 but we all know asahi is a giant teddy bear who just needs doting on lol

🥛 although he might get teased about it by daichi, suga or noya because you're taking care of him

🥛 especially because he's like a whole foot taller than you 😭

🥛 respectful anxious gentleman right here

🥛 will fumble the ball on the first date (he'll take you out to a fancy restaurant and look really nice in a suit and tie but he'll probably accidentally spill soup on himself or something)

🥛 he is not the type of person to tease lol

🥛 he's also really sensitive so he would totally not understand why some people tease each other as a way to show affection or to have fun (or how they can get so mean like tsukishima)

🥛 asahi would NEVER raise his voice at anyone, including his friends, opponents, and especially his partner

🥛 i don't think he's physically capable of getting mad (well, unless you count that one time he yelled at nishinoya but in his defense that was because he was dealing with insecurities and it just got pushed to the brim)

🥛 he loves listening to you rant on about your favorite things or even just how your day was

🥛 he just likes listening to you speak lol and it's extra amazing if it's about something that made you happy

🥛 he'd actually think it's so cool that you do music and would ask you to play him things (it becomes a great way for you to relax together)

🥛 he also likes baking with you! especially because you get something delicious after that you can enjoy together

🥛 physical touch would make asahi such a big blushing mess he would just forget how to function

🥛 and he'd definitely prefer low energy dates like cafes and walks

🥛 although i feel like on the first date he definitely asks for advice from the third years and nishinoya and therefore he definitely takes you to an extravagant, fancy place

🥛 "princess treatment" as nishinoya and suga call it lmao

runner up for you was akaashi keiji!

A/N: hi! i'm so sorry about the long wait but hopefully you liked your matchup :) a cordial reminder for anyone who sees this that my inbox is CLOSED!

[popuptent1]

Sooo i just finished reading the kamokedai match and i need to express the thousand emotions going through my head rn (rant)

WARNING: VERY HEAVY SPOILERS and a BUNCH OF YELLING AND RANTING

if you dont wanna get yelled at i suggest you ignore this post :)

yes yes I know im VERY late to the party and that this manga ended years ago but i just finished reading this so lemme just get it outta my system and ill be on my way

First of all WHAT THE HECC FURUDATE WHY U GOTTA DO US LIKE THAT

they rlly made it so that hinata got sick at the worst possible time huh

like i get it, its to build even more tension but they didnt have to do that i mean cmon my heart was beating stupidly fast while reading that. Takeda even made a whole like five page speech to hinata which is what made us readers all go "oh ye we're losing this match arent we"

And they even made tsukki have to go on the bench cause of his leg becuase why not rub more salt into the wound amiright?

Anyways after the out of pocket plot twist where hinata goes to the hospital it not much of a suprise that kamokedai won but it still hurt ToT.

Yes, i actually thought they had a chance of winning ok? i get that kamokedai is much better than karasuno but still. they couldve won ;(

and then out of nowhere ITACHIYAMA LOST??!!! like what the actual flic flac??!! bro is hitting us with 50 different plot twists at once. First hinata get a fever, then tsukki also goes outta action, then they lose the match, then itachiyama also loses the match WHYYYYYY

i was not mentally prepared for this and was so looking forward to seeing sakusa and the libero whos name i forgot play against fukurodani in the finals but NOPE I GUESS WE AINT GETTING THAT TODAY

Now onto the MAIN REASON I AM TYPING THIS (yes im just warming up here folks)

I am a HUGE fukurodani fan they will always be my #1 favourite team

i thought we were gonna see the semi final and finals matches after karasuno lost but NOPE they just skipped those and was like TIMESKIP TIME WHO CARES ABOUT FUKURODANI :D

(i havent read the timeskip yet since, apart from bokuto, none of my faves are playing volleyball)

so naturally, i turned towards google to see if they do win the nationals

I WAS SO CERTAIN FUKURODANI WERE GONNA WIN THE NATIONALS YOU HAVE NO IDEA I PUT MY HEART ON THE LINE AND WAS 100% SURE THAT THEY WERE GONNA WIN EM ALL YK WHY??

DO

YOU

WANT

TO

KNOW

WHY

BECAUSE FURUDATE MADE IT SOUND LIKE THEY WERE REALLY DESTINED TO WIN THE WHOLE DAM THING

SO WHEN THEY LOST TO SOME RANDOM NOBODY SCHOOL THAT WE'VE NEVER EVEN HEARD OF AND DOESNT HAVE ANY BACKGROUND AT ALL ACTUALLY KILLED ME SO BAD

they purposely got our hopes up and made us think that fukurodani were gonna be the ones to win (FUKURODANI WERE THE PROTAGONISTS OF THE WORLD, not karasuno!)

i fell for the trap, hook line and sinker 😭😭😭

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

seriously i dont get why furudate couldnt have just made fukurodani win instead?? everyone would be happy about that, and its not like its unrealistic, they're an amazing team, as shown multiple times in the manga!!!

GRRRrrrrr i am angry and sad and mad and depressed and my heart hurts and i feel like screaming into my pillow again

but i feel bad for being so negative in this post so i will end it on a (sorta) positive note for those who actually read that far into this rant lol

THIS ENDING OF FUKURODANI ACTUALLY MADE ME DIE (out of happiness this time)

they arent that depressed about losing bc they know that 2nd in the WHOLE OF JAPAN is still an AMAZING FEAT and that if they werent on the same team, then they wouldnt have gotten that far

konoha says hes grateful and considers himself super lucky that they were all on the same team (and specifically that bokuto was on the team since he's one of the nation's top aces)

and wow thats so amazing i just cant

MY EMOTIONS AHHH

anyways sorry for yelling to you so much, i just had to get this outta my system

The manga was GREAT and i enjoyed reading it so much haikyuu is my favourite anime and im so so glad i stumbled upon it!!! i seriously cant wait for this to get animated

drink water and i wish you happy tumblr scrolling 👍👍👍

[wordswhisperinthedark]

THE BATTLE OF THE GARBAGE DUMP THE MATCH THAT YOU ARE 🧡🐈‍⬛🐦‍⬛❤️

Went in without re-reading so it was almost like a fresh experience and OH MY GODS it was amazing.

Firstly, the animation was slick. Like you could feel the weight of each spike, the impact of each receive, and the fluidity of the team movements. Also the camera-work was insane. Especially near the end where it was Kenma's pov — the speed and blur, then the cut to summer, and back again to that final set — *chef's kiss*. And they still did the Haikyuu!! comedy animation which made me happy 😆

Finally hearing the OST within the movie was so good! Getting to see where each OST played was so much fun — they truly never miss🙌

The sound design overall was crazy. Really elevated the whole thing — gave me chills the entire time😍

Gonna make another post I think about the panels & pages I screenshotted the first time I read it that changed a bit or were cut, but the movie did so much in such a short time!!👏

Just seeing them play and interact with each other was everything — the tears❤️😭 (and then the lead in to the Kamomedai match!! 😱)

FURUDATE-SENSEI THANK YOU FOR THIS MASTERPIECE

[satorisoup]

hello, sweetie ‹𝟹 :)

it's been a tough few days, but I'm almost 100% recovered so i’m back *o*

fr was a very beautiful story which made the ending even sadder, but 10/10, you're did amazing job!

the whole world of demon slayer is precious to me, that's why i suffer a lot with it. and i get upset when i see people talking badly about a character 😔

no, i didn’t! i don’t know where to watch that version 😭

i think throughout haikyu you grow fond of all the teams at some point and get sad when they lose, at least that's what happened to me 😢 | i love bokuto and akaashi interactions 🤭 bokuto is such a baby while akaashi is so sassy and sarcastic 🤭 the big baby gets teased all the time and doesn't even know 🤭

i'm so sorry to know that </3 i only had dogs, they are all died already too and i promised to myself to never get another pet anymore and here i am being a new fresh cat mom🥹. a golden retriever needs a lot of attention because they are big babies. you know hinata and bokuto? yeah, they need to be take care of 😭 if you have time for them you should go for it, if not think twice because they really need attention.

you deserve all the love 🤍🤍

thank God! the hot weather can really make you sick if you don’t take care of yourself 😭! it is summer here too and it’s been so hot this week, i barely slept last night 🫠

thank you sm ‹𝟹 i am feeling better now, just dealing with the summer weather now lol which i really dislike the high heat but it is what it is 🤸‍♀️| i hope you’re doing fine and happy ‹𝟹

you’re an angel :’). it’s been so hard for me to catch up with everyone and everything, some people really don’t understand how hard it can be to be active when you’re double the sick and get mad about it, so im really happy you understand 😭!

i am doing ok, i’m already on vacation now, so now that i’m back i’m going to catching up with the stories 👀! how about you? are you okay? drinking enough water and feeling good? how’s summer so far? do you enjoy this season? hope you’re happy and healthy, sweetie ‹𝟹 🫂

UWAHHH hai hai ma love !! ouh, how i have missed you !! (つω`｡) please forgive me for tha late response !! </3 m’ sho sorry !! T^T

SOBSOB m’ hoping you are definitely recovered by now, and that you are doing better than ever my sweets !! being sick definitely isn’t fun :,<

WAHHH PWEASE, you flatter me !! >//< i am soso happy dat you enjoyed tha gojo fic !! it’s one of my favorites, i just had to share it with you !! ^_^ THANK YOU SOSO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS !! <3 it means tha WORLD !! >_<

TEEHEE absolutely !! demon slayer is just the bestest anime, i adore it with my whole heart !! <3 i understand, i get sad when i see people talkin’ bad about my favowites too :,< tanjiro n’ genya my beloveds !! how could anyone hate their cuteness ?? T^T

EEEK i believe fruits basket 2001 is available on crunchyroll, but you can watch it on a couple of free websites methinks !! wcofun.net is tha one i use ^_^ it has all tha animes and cartoons ( sub & dub ) dat you could dream of teehee !! >//<

YES !! you are so right !! haikyuu really does leave a big impression :< all of tha teams are just sho interestin’ to learn abouts !! :0 TEEHEE bokuaka interactions are just tha bestest !! i swear i always find myself watching compilations on youtube, they’re just so silly !! >//< poor kou, he’s too busy with volleyball and being tha captain to notice akaashi’s sassiness ehe !! <3

SNIFFLE omigoodness :,< m’ soso sorry that happened to you, losing animals is always incredibly hard to go through </3 i am very happy to know that you are starting your pet journey again with a kitty, that must be so exciting to have a sweet companion !! WAHHH for realsies, they do needs lots & lots of attention ( like kou and shoyo, tha sillies !! :3 ) i definitely would get a cute goldie one day, but i’d have to be out of my moms house before that happens T^T i think my 4 cats might be enough for her as of now </3 a girl can dream !! <3

it really is just too hot !! :,< i had to stay at my grandparents for a while, i might go back soon because my mom is still not turning the air on T^T its up to 100° to 110° outside, and our house doesn’t have much insulation, so it gets really hot !! i can’t wait for summer to be over </3 m’ soso sorry you couldn’t sleep !! please try to stay cool & make sure you’re hydrating ma love !! it’s very important during this sunny season !! :,>

EEEP i am soso glad that you are doin’ better now, ma lovely !! we must push through this heat to make it to autumn and winter teehee !! ^_^ & nunu, i pwomise it’s oki !! i feel the same way a lot of the time, so i completely understand !! always remember to take your time, i don’t mind one bit !! <3

SOBSOB i’ve been doin’ oki !! don’t worry, i pwomise i’ve been hydratin’ !! ouh goodness… i do not like summer one bit i fear T^T i always dread this season !! i was not made for the warm weather </3 i’ve been a bit unmotivated recently, but m’ trying to get back into a better routine !! i’ve really missed bein’ on tumblr more & talkin’ to you ma love !! :< THANK YOU SHOSHO MUCH FOR ASKIN’ !! (^∀^*)

MWUEHE how are you doing lately ma love ?? are things going well for you ?? how was/is your vacation ?? i must know all about it !! :3 m’ sending you the bestest of all tha wishes and huggin’ you shoooo tightly !! MWUUUAH !! <3 🍓

[seikkoh]

Welcome everyone to: my haikyuu phase is back (it was never a phase)

ALRIGHT SO NO SPOILERS FOR THE MOVIE RN

The movie should've been a whole season fr BUT it was still amazing.

I LOVED IT AHHHHHH I WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN

The animation doesn't disappoint and god I swear it felt like only an episode, it went by so fast 😭 it was kinda rushed though but that's what I expected. Still, I was at the edge of my seats many times, the rallies were so good it felt like a real match. And ngl I got emotional at the end LMAO I felt the tears and I was wearing makeup so it got ruined but whatever, it was worth it.

I do wish it was more emotional, I mean I know we joke a lot about the monologues and the amount of flashbacks there are but I kind of missed them lol. Idk, the movie should've taken it easy and relax sometimes, gives us time to at least feel Hinata's and Kenma's feelings (especially Hinata's, he's the mc after all), but that's honestly my only complaint, and even so, I seriously enjoyed it. Hopefully the next movie lasts longer

It was sad the there weren't any freebies, or cardboards or posters though :(

BUT ANYWAY I NEED TO TALK ABOUT EACH SCENE SO SPOILERS INCOMING (ONLY FOR THE ANIME I DONT REMEMBER MUCH OF THE MANGA SO IM NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT)

The rallies were amazing. Those in which the ball went from one side of court to the other non-stop??? Like, Nekoma was amazing with their saves and so was Karasuno.

And the Kenma and Kuroo flashbacks 😭😭😭 I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I wish I have a childhood friendship like them.

AND BOKUTO MY BOY He was amazing like always, cheering on Hinata and Tsuki. It was funny to see Bokuto, Tsuki and Kuroo "together" again, really missed their friendship/rivalry. AND THAT SCENE WHEN BOKUTO AND KUROO CHANGED THEIR HAIRSTYLES HAHAHBAHAHAHAH I LOVE THEM SM.

THE TSUKI AND YAMAGUCHI SCENE AAAAHHHHHHH YES YAMAGUCHI YOU GOT THIS‼️‼️‼️ Me and Tsuki are his cheer squad.

I wanted to hug Hinata so bad when Nekoma was going against him and were trying to stop his crazy jumps. He looked so frustrated and tired. That set from Kageyama mirrored the "take it easy" recieve from season 4 and it was what Hinata needed. A high set that gives you time to breathe, time to relax, time to think. And his "bam" jump was INCREDIBLE, and the way his eyes sparkled when he saw the set???? Ugh I love him so much. Loved all the Hinata and Kageyama scenes, their banter is always fun to see.

AND THE KENMA POV HOLY SHIT PLS MAKE MORE OF THOSE. That whole sequence had me at the edge of my sit, the way you could see Lev (or I think it was him? Idk) blocking, how Kenma clashed with him, then running after the ball, the receives, the other players, IT WAS BREATHETAKING I need one of these scenes but from Hinata's or Kageyama's pov. Both if possible 🙏🙏🙏

The way Kenma and Hinata were like "I don't want this to end" I DIDN'T WANT IT TO END EITHER THAT MOVIE SHOULD'VE BEEN ETERNAL.

THE POST CREDIT SCENE ‼️‼️‼️ HOSHIUMI IS HERE EVERYONE AAAAAAA AND THAT ALSO MEANS MY BOY SACHIRO IS NEXT IM SO READY FOR THE KAMOMEDAI MATCH

10/10 movie I wish it was longer and I may be biased but I don't care, I had a blast watching it.

Now, time to read the manga. I want to see the match in its full glory and see the monologues and flaskbacks.

I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT MOVIE

[shoyoist]

Ok completely forgot to send another ask but I'll pick 🎀 as my emoji !! I think it's cute ☺️

Tbh I find it hard to find good protags lmao .. I like Takemichi well enough but nothing special yk same w haikyuu and mha (the last 2 I like more tho but not favourites of their series u know) 😭 but I def agree that Isagi deserves smth in his design to make him more flavourful lmao i keep confusing him for other characters in the manga especially niko I think 💀

Yesss i love Karasu so much 😭😭 he deserves more attention idc. But I feel like I missed a lot bc I wasn't paying attention to certain characters also?? Like esp with Otoya and Kurona I know nothing abt them but apparently they show up more than I thought lmao

Also yeah I also find the Kunigami switch up very interesting 🤔 waiting to see how it plays out I'm rly curious about how the whole wild card thing worked like in more detail ?? but ya I also quite like the ship and the part with chigiri where he calls him a sheltered little princess 👁️ I just love the whole nickname thing 😭 hero and princess it's cute idc

Omg good taste for ur favs ngl reo is growing on me a bit as well I love his additional time scenes in the anime 😭😭 also I got the keychain from sukoshi mart! They also had a reo one it was so cute

omg do not mention bnha to me i hate the entire show 😭 most of the characters in bnha are really good and i do have my faves (ochako<3 tomura<3 lady nagant<3) but to me the story is so boring. and every single thing is a cliche it just made me so disappointed watching/reading LMAO + the mangaka is a weirdo.

haikyuu thoo i've admitted multiple times that to me shoyo was the dummiest most bullyable (but still kind of cute v_v) little boy ever during s1-s3 and i just know if he was in my class i would've given him the 🙄😒 treatment at first. like i really would've. then i watched s4 and the trajectory of my life was irreversibly changed. shoyo is the love of my life. and omgg michi isn't particularly unique in the way that he is still weak and pathetic and then suddenly got this power and then set out to change the world or whatever — but god he's so special to me. wakui did an amazing job of writing all his characters and it's hard not to adore anyone in tr. actually, maybe i'm biased towards tr HAHA but point is i'm a hardcore takemichi stan.

if isagi was a bit flashier or remarkable design wise he'd really be SO GOOD. ++ omg i really love both karasu and otoya they're so... so osamu & suna to me if ykwim 😭 and kurona is such a little baby to me he is so small and tiny.

AND YES!!! kunigami and chigiri having the princess/knight dynamic ft. a twist™ is so delicious i'm eating it up ‼️ and waah reo is my wife<33 my babygirl if you will<33

[gab-has-adhd]

honestly i just got into hxh and . came across ur blog (this post specifically) & i have so much to say regarding illumi / his character (im sorry you're gonna have to listen 😭🤞) anyways onto why i hate this man:

it's so bad kinning him. like so so bad. i've noticed a repetition in which i aggressively relate to characters in animes who were shitty siblings or have shitty relationships w their siblings (think shigaraki from bnha, tsukishima from haikyuu, kirishima from tokyo ghoul, etc.) and it's ridiculous bc the only way i'd ever have realized i lived in a very dangerous (abusive) environment was practically thru watching these characters in shows do the exact same or similar things i did to my own family. and what my family did to me. and what my parents families did to THEM. & i was in denial for literal Years over this and stopped watching anime for like. weeks afterward bc i just cld not face the idea that what my family did to me was horrible (still am in denial but we dont talk abt that.) its just so bad but its even worse w illumi because he's the eldest & we never actually get to SEE his suffering, we just see the end product (which is an almost puppet-like fucked up human being.)

& the part in ur post abt being unable to be truly mad despite them doing everything wrong and messing up ur childhood - i FELT that. like its insane how we (those who understand the zoldycks) all seem to have collective trauma over our families

i cld go on forevr but i do Not wanna be that person 😭😭 yeah im sorry. but i love this series so much i regret not watching itearlier </3

Aaaaaa I feel you anon! The family trauma is real ✌️😔✌️

But see I think I am personally unable to hate Illumi because, well, I feel so close to him. My kin feels for him are ridiculously high at this point. Like I fully aknowledge that Illumi is a horrible, vile, fucked up, despicable mess of a man and I will never ever defend his actions. He was so ruined by his families behavior and his own trauma he basically turned like them and passed that trauma on his own little brother (Killua), this is terrifying. This is so sad.

But Illumi neing a fucked up mess is also what makes me love him because I think despite everything profoundly bad he did in his life, I still feel sympathy for him.

I have that feeling I would have developped Illumi-like personality traits (extremely manipulative and controlling) if I haven't had so many amazing friends and if I turned out to be way, way, way less naturally kind.

When I say I kin Illumi because "I want to look like him", it obviously does not mean I want to be a massive asshole. What I love and envies in Illumi is probably his whole detached and emotionless behaviour, which I am like 100% sure he developped to cope with his trauma. And he's the eldest, while I am the youngest sibling and I have always hated being the youngest LMAO. Also hhhhh he pretty. Beautiful poor little meow meow.

I truly believe Togashi will end up telling us about Illumis childhood. Like Hisokas childhood I sincerely hope he will never share this with us because I just feel like it would be ruining the whole character, but Illumi? We have to see his childhood.

The day he decides to share this with us, I feel like I am going to have the biggest catharsis moment (tm) ever in my whole life.

Fun fact: I also happen to kin Killua. This is extremely confused in my brain JFJRJJJDJS

Thanks for your message Anon <3 it makes me happy to see I am not the only one who relates (too much) on traumatized characters because of family reasons.

Have a nice morning/day/evening 🙏

[cluelessbees]

OOOOO okay let’s see hmmm— judging by my account I feel like stranger things is too apparent so 😭 not gonna add that but here we go (edit I forgot to say thank you I’m so sorry THANK YOU <333)

1. Heartstopper - This show means a lot to me rep wise- like Nick was probably the first character I really related to when it came to my own journey with my sexuality (not necessarily the whole plot but more his own internal conflict) it’s just so special to me.

2. Gravity Falls - this show ALTERED my brain chemistry as a child. Just?? The ciphers and the hidden codes ?? And the way they set up the author reveal so fucking well?? Goddamn I love this show

3. Bojack Horseman - I’ve rewatched this show more times than I could count there’s a lot of aspects of it that I love. I really relate to Diane’s character the most and her conflict with trying to be a good person like?? It’s so relatable and idk I love it

4. She-ra: Princess of Power - I cried in the finale 🧍HAPPY TEARS BUT STIKL it was the first time I shipped a queer ship and it HAPPENED?? Idk like it was such a crazy experience

5. Avatar the Last Airbender - this is one of the shows that made me appreciate writing and like- understanding plot, story structure, world building it’s just so well done Idek

6. Haikyuu - All you need to know is I wrote my personal essay for uni about how I related to one of the characters and got in 😌

7. Brooklyn Nine Nine - it’s just really funny man- I mean I didn’t really like the last season and there are some problematic cop shit ofc but I still think parts of my humour is based on it

8. Full Metal Alchemist - I JUST- IM A SUCKER FOR AMAZING STORYS AND PLOTS IT WAS SO WELL DONE AHH

Idk how to tag so — @geeky--glasses and @twodoorsnotone 😌 (no pressure ofc)

Tagged by my dearests @sailorsally @cloudcas and @saintedcastiel

8 TV shows to get to know me

I'm not listing Supernatural cuz that's obvious lol

1. Frasier - I have rewatched this show 25 times, I quote it constantly, and every time I remember that I first watched it as a child my entire personality starts to make sense

2. Gilmore Girls - my mom and I first watched this when she was diagnosed and it became a staple in our lives. We were so much like Rory and Lorelai in our relationship, but even better.

3. Modern Family - seeing a big family like this constantly in each others lives and doing stuff together felt very familiar lol. Also it was pretty influential in breaking down some of the homophobic brainwashing I'd had through the church, both in me and my parents.

4. Avatar: The Last Airbender - just finished my rewatch of this show. It's so utterly beautiful and fun and compelling. I first watched it as a kid and its infinitely better to watch as an adult.

5. Top Gear/The Grand Tour - my emotional support middle aged men driving cars and being hilarious. I only have a mild interest in cars but they make it so interesting. This was a CHM blog before it was a spn blog.

6. Grace and Frankie - this show is EVERYTHING to me and I need Sol Bergstein to be my best friend forever pls. I wanna go to a farmers market with him and Coyote.

7. Sherlock - only because it was unfortunately my introduction to tumblr fandom and now I've been here nearly 10 years 😔

8. Friends - not just because I quote it constantly and have rewatched it 12 times but because my mom used to sing a lullaby to me to the tune of Smelly Cat and I didn't realize it until I was 16 and watched the show for myself!!

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Tagging: @sadnatural @birdstiel @daydreams-in-the-moonlight @1x20 @monstermoviedean @fruityjackles

[honeystwiggypeach]

I’m nervous because this is my first time doing a request, but I love your haikyuu dad series and I would like to ask if could you please write some angst about fem!reader having a miscarriage and then breaking up with character because the were in pain for their lost and relationship wasn’t working after that (doesn’t matter who was the one that decides to break up) and then two years later after not seeing each other she finds out that he’s a single father/ or married and then ending up together or as friends (in the case of him being a single father) I was thinking that for character it could be Atsumu or Osamu, Sakusa and Akashi (but you can pick any other characters that you feel more comfortable with if you wish)

I hope you can read this and like the idea, if you don’t feel comfortable writing this I understand so don’t feel pressured 🫶🏻 (Btw, I love absolutely everything you write and apologize if something it’s wrong with my grammar, English it’s not my first language and I’m still trying to learn without using a translator)

Hi hun!!! You did amazing for your first request and it was very easy to understand!!! I get it can be nerve wracking i still haven’t requested anything yet so😭I’m so glad you like them I try to keep them interesting!!I love all those characters you picked too!!(ps. I’ve never written miscarriage situations before so I don’t go into depth because I don’t want to be insensitive or wrong so if I’ve written anything wrong let me know and I can try and fix it!!)anywho tysm for requesting if anyone wants to see anything else pls let me know I love requests sm!!!

Part two!

Tw- miscarriage, crying, grief, toxic coping mechanisms, single parents, one night stands, breakdowns, jealousy(over someone being able to have children/provide boys with a family, infertility, cursing, absent mother, be very cautious if you’re sensitive to anything affiliated with miscarriages maybe even infant loss, idk let me know if I missed anything it’s very likely that I did but I reread to try and catch everything!!

I think I’m sick rn so I may have accidentally made them short!! Im sorry for that!!

Atsumu

When you’d met Atsumu it felt perfect, unfortunately a year later that came crashing back down onto the two of you.

You struggled with getting pregnant and it hurt, why couldn’t you do this? Than finally you’d been able to concive after why felt like forever a big wave of relief rushed over the two of you.

Unfortunately that happiness didn’t last for long, you’d lost the baby. Neither of you took it well, you had already planned out a nursery and ordered a few baby things and every time you saw them you wanted to break down, it wasn’t fair. What did you do wrong? You’d tried for so long, done nothing wrong, yet you still weren’t able to have your little baby, it wasn’t fair.

At some point it got to where you two didn’t really talk anymore, you were both grieving and it led to your breakup.

You felt it was best but looking back almost a year later it wasn’t. You see Atsumu sat in a cafe two tiny car seats placed in little high chairs in front of him.

He looks like he’d fit perfectly in a family, it looks like where he belongs and you weren’t able to provide that.

You see Atsumu’s eyes dart around the building, when he spots you it’s obvious, he gives you a soft smile, one after a year of healing you’re able to reciprocate it still deep down hurts, it’s a feeling you never want to experience again.

Before you know it you’re sat beside Atsumu listening to how he rattles on about his twins. You look over at the two little babies to see two sleeping babies, a boy and a girl, they look like they’re his whole world, and you wish you could have provided that.

“I assume you’re happy with your wife now” you’ve got a soft smile contradictory to the words that fall from your lips.

His brows furrow, “…y/n they’re from a one night stand…” you don’t know if that makes you feel better or worse.

Had he really not moved on?

He hadn’t Atsumu felt like shit after that one night stand, it felt wrong and he wanted to undo it immediately but now that he has his precious babies he wouldn’t un do it for the world and he’s just hoping he can get you back as well.

Osamu

It hurt, it felt like everything was resulting in an argument lately. Both of you were easily agitated after you’d lost the baby. It hurt both of you and you couldn’t grasp why it was happening and it just felt like you were running in circles constantly chasing the word why but always being just steps behind from understanding.

It resulted in a breakup. It hurt, you won’t lie.

You aren’t sure what compelled you to go into Onigiri miya, maybe it was the fact that you wanted to feel comforted after so much time maybe it was the fact that you weren’t really paying attention as you walked here, maybe it was everything built up onto each other.

When you walk into Onigiri miya you almost forget it’s been so long, long enough for him to have a set of three year old little girls sat on the cabinet, they look just like him when he was little and you can’t help but want to live on them.

You see Osamu’s bright smile when he looks at you face a bit, you look rough. You’re a wreck without him, you practically live in the food provided by your office cause you never really learned how to cook and you’ve got eye bags because Osamu was always the one to stop you from overworking yourself but now you throw yourself into work to hide from the grief of not only loosing your baby but your soulmate, maybe that’s why you’re so eager to go on that date Osamu offers after you learn he’s a single dad.

Sakusa

Neither of you handled it very well. It was an all around negative experience there was no growth from it, it left you as completely different people and it never really got easier you just got used to it and learned how to function while having all these emotions but the pain never lessened.

And eventually you both decided it was best to take a break. Of course when it resumed your ex-fiancé had the most precious little girl by his side.

She was only a month old, if that and she’d been the product of a one night stand.

Sakusa had always wanted a family, you couldn’t help but feel jealous of the woman who was able to provide him with one. She was able to have the most precious little girl and she didn’t even want her. Of course when Sakusa brought up the fact that he was now a single father, he feared that the love of his life would leave him now because of his daughter, but of course if that would have been your decision he wasn’t going to chose you over his baby.

And you don’t regret your decision to stay with Sakusa anyways, not when your first daughter sits in between you and your husband, you smile softly as your husband eases your baby into her arms she’s got the most precious look of wonder as she stares down at the little girl.

Akaashi

When it happened he felt the way your relationship began to be ripped apart. He initiated the breakup asking for a break to grieve.

That’s what happened, you both decided for the best to take a break. And a few career changes and years later you’ve met again.

You periodically kept in touch just about the holidays no major things.

You worked at a little daycare now so when you see him drop off the cutest little boy who nervously holds onto Akaashi’s hand you can’t help but let out a little awe.

It was what you wanted to have with him, what you prayed for every night that wouldn’t come no matter how hard you tried.

The sparks where still present with Keiji, almost everyday he’d come in to pick up his little boy and he’d make you giggle softly like you did in highschool and before you know it, he was asking if you’d give your relationship a go again.

Let me know if you guys want to see anything else because I really love requests!!

[ichigomis]

Can u please do another haikyuu boys as ur big brothers!!🥺🥺🥺♡

HAIKYUU BOYS AS YOUR OLDER BROTHER

with: bokuto, oikawa, iwaizumi, kenma

notes: hiya nonnieee! chose these boys hope ur okay with that!! —gn neutral

part one - part two - part three

❊ BOKUTO

though he’s your older brother he feels more like a baby and the youngest to you and the rest of the family

waking him up in the morning is a pain, you literally have to drag him out of bed while he complains and throws a fit

just imagine dragging a whole 6'1, 78.3 kg man out of bed every day

it's a whole headache please and as the youngest sibling, you're always tasked to do this smh

but once he’s up, he’s up and the house fills with his chatters and laughter. it's actually a good thing because every morning is just full of (his) energy so everyone's always awake

asks to take a bite off your food when he sees you in the cafeteria every time

and his bites aren't even bites please he eats the whole thing

his phone is always on full volume and he will not turn it down even when you tell him 🤦 he'll be on his phone full blast until you angirly tell him to

then he'll sulk about it for the whole day and you have to apologize

will ask you where you're going and what time you're coming home before you go out and when you ask him why he'll ramble on about how "as your older brother i should know where you're going because if anything happens to you i'm responisble..."

and you just give in and tell him to shut him up

is actually the absoulte sweetest !

so in touch with his emotions and will be there for you even through bad times

you two once spent the whole night binge watching tear jerker movies just to "let it all out"

❊ OIKAWA

an absolute headache of a brother

leaves his things all over the house, "borrows" your things without asking, and showers for SO LONG

his fangirls come to you for advice and ask for tips on how to make your brother like them and it's kinda funny?

sometimes, just for the heck of it, you give them false information :D

and they’d come to you crying over how they got rejected by your brother like??

you give him an earful about it at home and he buys you food to make up for it ,,

but it’s so annoying and you’re so sick of people calling you "tooru oikawa’s younger sibling"

you've always had a crush on iwaizumi ever since you were younger because i mean come on 🤧

and he (for some reason) knows about this and non-stop teases you about it whether iwaizumi's around or not

but be (kind of) warned he is very protective that sometimes you have to ask him to back off

a classmate walked you home one day and he literally waited for you outside the house and glared at your classmate (they ran off without a word lmao)

but he respects and trusts you SO MUCH, but not much the people around you

you two have a little friendly competition over who your nephew likes more (and he’s currently winning ugh)

loses his glasses everywhere?? and for some reason you’re the first person he always asks

❊ IWAIZUMI

fills your water bottle for you every morning and personally hands it to you before you both leave so you won’t forget it

you may have caught him posing and flexing his muscles in front of the mirror once or twice

and you use that as leverage daily

once had to clean the couch but you wouldn’t move so he lifted the whole damn thing with you on it 😭

once caught you sneaking out at night and covered for you

but mygod he gave you a whole hour lecture about it when you got home

that being said he waited for you to get home even if it meant losing his precious sleep

and he always does this! making sure your safety is priority

bought you pepper spray and taught you basic self-defense moves when you’d start coming home later (i just know he’s amazing at self-defense)

cannot cook to save his life, will barge into your room to ask you to make him something from the kitchen

loves eating healthy so when you cook him instant ramen, he won't stop complaining and lecturing you about its sodium content

you had to learn how to make quick healthy snacks to get him to shut up

is always looking out for you!!

once skipped school and practice when you came down with a fever and he cooked you soup (it wasn't that bad) and monitored you the whole day

❊ KENMA

orders food in the middle of the night and always buys you something even though you don’t ask for it

will buy you those in-game purchases you were talking to him about like you'd just see it in your account one day

locks himself in his room most of the time so you have to drag him out for dinner or anything

lets you hang out in his room whenever you want as long as you don't distract him

sometimes you'd just come in his room to rant about your day while he's busy doing whatever

one time he was feeling pretty bored and asked you if you had anything fun to do

you suggested that you could bleach his hair and he just agreed

thus his current style was born, everyone (including your parents) were pretty surprised

kuroo LOVES you so much and you love him waaaaah

you’d text kuroo to get your brother out the house when he hasn’t seen sunlight in days and he’d immediately be ringing your doorbell

your parents keep telling you how little kenma prayed to have a younger sibling when he was younger !!

he keeps denying this but it's true and he's honestly so thankful he has you as a younger sibling 🥺

because he has someone to dump his house chores to :D

» m. list

[lightfulonion]

this was so fun!! yamaguchi was expected but i was surprised to actually see hinata in my top 3?! also suna is here apparently???

i'll tag @livingonyoghurtandspite and whoever wants to give this a go!!

who are your top 3 kins based off of this quiz ?

mine <3

[captainaikus]

Oh! Okay I’m really glad and that’s a huge relief too. Oh ho ho ho I’m sure that NNN challenger idea is gonna be great I look forward to it! 😌 AHHHHH I also can’t wait for Bachira to be added into the series. I saw him the first episode and I was like “yes that one. the insane adorable one? yeah he’s mine now.” Asdhjkgfghh I love him so much. And those are some solid pieces of advice. I should probably remind myself of them more often. Ohhh what book? I recently went on a book shopping spree (that was my birthday gift) and got a whole bunch of books that I can’t wait to read once I have the time. The to-be-read list keeps getting longer and I’m like “…… but one more book wouldn’t hurt.” And then proceed to add 5 more ajshkjfdfcchjfdfg 💀💀. Anyways. Also kind of a random fact abt me but like I’m anime-only for Blue Lock rn and I KNOW WHAT YOURE THINKING BUT HEAR ME OUT. No I promise you didn’t spoil me. I’m a master at avoiding them now because I have this habit of like watching the first episode and then deep-diving into the shows tag on tumblr (x reader too ofc) and like seeing if I like the vibes. I have not yet gotten spoiled because I’m so practiced at dodging spoilers now. Anything that remotely even LOOKS like a spoiler I’m like “nope” and keep scrolling even tho it doesn’t get any easier each time 😭. So like don’t worry abt spoilers with me. But with this I’m always so excited for upcoming events and meeting new characters in the show. And especially with Blue Lock, cause like I’m a sports anime lover and the concept of Blue Lock is so different and new and it was so hyped up that I knew I had to try it. Fast forward to now and I have volume 2 of the manga and am waiting on my orders for volumes 1 and 3 😌😅💀. I’m still anime only tho cause I wanna finish the first season before I start the manga, that’s my policy. And like it’s so interesting how this show hooked me with the first episode (cough cough Bachira cough cough) and now I’m planning on reading the manga which is a huge surprise because I never read sports anime manga cause I feel like watching it is just more of a experience you know? Haikyuu being the only exception for me ofc. I’m currently in a mission to collect all 45 volumes. But it’s gonna take me a minute for obvious reasons. Anyways. But like Blue Lock just came in and swept me away. So like I’m really excited to see what happens in next weeks episode. Also your works were one of the reasons I decided to watch Blue Lock in the first place because they were so amazing to read even though I didn’t know any of the characters. Like your writing is just THAT good. So thank you for feeding into my new obsession 😌. Also I read in your bio awhile ago that you’re a November Scorpio? Happy early or belated birthday!! 🥳🎉🎂 I’m an October Scorpio so reading that was a pleasant surprise. Anyways. Thank you for your kind words in response to my earlier ask, they really meant a lot. Your blog is a huge comfort for me, all of tumblr really, but there are only a few blogs that I actually intact with because I love the vibes and energy and writing and the person behind it all (ie you), it’s just overall really comforting and makes me feel safe. ALSO do you mind if I give you my review and analysis of the episodes as I watch them?? Maybe occasionally?? I cant do that with your works yet unfortunately but I will try to as soon as I finish the first season or give into reading the manga before the season ends, whichever comes first. You can clearly tell that my self-restraint is on thin ice 💀💀. Anyways as always I hope your day goes good! *sends virtual hugs*

- ✨ anon

✨ anon !! ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა

Oh yeah the idea I have for the NNN challenge is gonna be a tempting one but at the same time not everyone's cup of tea cause its kind of an old school idea; but at the same time. I know watching this thing made me go 'That's hot.'

Oh yeah i totally know that feeling of seeing someone and just falling for them. Like when I saw Yoichi I was all like 'he is so cute. lil blueberry muffin' and when I saw Kunigami I deadass went 'that's literally football bakugou and there is no way you can convince me otherwise. Cause just look at him, man wants to be a surperhero and looks EXACTLY like him, but he wasn't that much of an asshole' (he gets turned into one later during the series tho) Meguru looked so cute just lying on the floor and I kinda get him and his monster cause its a way of saying that he's in the zone (like the aomine and Kagami knb reference if anyone knows what I'm talking about?)

As for me; the moment I saw Aiku... I was like 'you have my attention.' But I knew something wasn't right cause I knew that this looked a little too good. Then i find out that he is a womanizer. And to add more onto that, he even got slapped and didn't care. He likes summer cause he gets to see girls in bikinis. And I was right about him liking baby chicks

Out of EVERYONE how is it that I get stuck with a person like this (me just proving that I fall for red flags) but i still love him and watch me defend this man .

(like even if you look at my track record with Haikyuu; likes Miya twins, Sawamura Daichi, Kageyama Tobio, Kuroo Tetsuro. Istg I'm asking for it)

So I'm currently reading Tuesdays with Morrie; its a heavy book based on the conversation between a dying teacher and his student and its based more on philosophy and the books I got were the old man and the sea by Ernest Hemingway, the alchemist by Paulo Coelho and books based on psychology. I have a very mixed taste and from the looks of it, its not very interesting is it? my personality is a mess and so is the aesthetic i roll with atp

Which books did you get? Must be some pretty good ones if you can't stop and you need to read 5 more? Is it a manga?

Oh yeah i totally get it. Reading a football manga and actually seeing it animated are two very different things (I wanna see how they animate Aiku cause I already got early spoilers for how everyone else looked. But aiku? I am waiting. I spoiled chainsawman for everyone and I was really surprised that Pochita's voice was so soft cause I was expecting something as deep as Daichi's voice? And same. Even if I get spoilers I will watch the whole thing; its a different story when i figure out the plot tho (i was forced to watch YOU despite predicting the entire plot of season 1 and season 2 in 5 minutes ; its the typical 'if I can't have you no one can' but I watched it anyway cause of my ex. couple goals ) I wish you luck on the journey of collecting all 45 mangas; cause even I wanna get bllk mangas ngl and I plan on buying one this week ig but I keep pushing it off ૮ ˶´ ᵕˋ ˶ა

I- I am surprised but happy that I got you into bllk ૮⸝⸝ > ꇴ <;⸝⸝ づ with time i'll even get you to like Aiku

And we can obsess together

And yeah i am a november scorpio; thank you for you wishes anon!!

( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) we're scorpio buddies

I'm glad you like my writing though cause even if the content and the pace I keep with the posting is according to my comfort, at the end of the day, its an 'x reader' edition and you guys are the ones reading it; so it means a lot to me when every one of you reads my works and likes it ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა and I'm glad that you feel safe here and that this is your comfort blog.

Of course !! You're very much welcome to give an analysis or a review whenever you want and ready!

go wild bb. Tumblr is supposed to be chaotic and that is welcome here ♡꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱

*sending hugs back*

[izukuisbaby]

it’s 1am and i’m pretty wide awake!!!

i hope that being nicer works if i get another shift with her! i think i just come across as super rude half the time and i don’t even notice but like people also call me a ball of sunshine so?? but we find out our roster for the week in a day or so, so i guess we’ll find out! 🥴🤞🏻

that got slightly off topic and venty oopsies :(

i get what you mean about writing long stuff and feeling like you suck though, everything i write just seems to come out wrong even though the request or idea was really good and every time i read my own stuff it’s just 👁👄👁

i think the longest piece i have posted is around 360 words? that’s a bakugo piece i wrote almost two years ago but we stan boom boom boy 💥 💣🧡

i’m trying to expand to multiple fandoms but right now i just have haikyuu and bnha stuff posted with requests open for jjk

anyways i cant wait to see what you’re writing!! it’s going to be amazing i’m sure! 💛💛

-—🦋⚡️

I'm sure it will work baby ! people call me a ball of sunshine too, another common point 👀 im sure it's just u overthinking the moment baby ! you seem like such a sweetheart people can't mistake you for someone mean that's like impossible 😭(vent to me if u need bby I'm here for u okay)

I'm saying this here but i love ur messages so so much and I'm so grateful you came across my acc🥺💓 this will be the one time I'll say the tumblr algorithm doesn't suck

WE STAN BAKUGO OMG he's one of my favs 🤭 AND OMG U WATCHED JJK, im wondering who u simp 4 in mha and jjk 👀

and I watched the first 3 seasons of haikyuu, I loved the characters but the whole volleyball aspect of it got me pretty bored 😭

[toraashi]

writers on tumblr I’m obsessed with lately (+ why I’m obsessed)

good afternoon I’m 3 hours away from getting off work and about 3 minutes away from losing my mind due to boredom so here is this go follow all these individuals and give them all your love because they’re amazing and their writing deserves all the love and attention in the world 🥰

Author: @nagito-kissmaeda:

Fandom: danganronpa (specifically SDR2)

Rating: 18+ (there are sfw works tho)

My Thoughts: kay listen… i’ve been rereading all these fics over and over for the past week and I can not get over how perfectly nagito is characterized 😭♥️ I love how much attention there is to emotional detail in these works. Like the surroundings are important ofc ofc but I think one of the author’s strong suits is conveying emotion through small actions. Like you can tell the characters love each other, but it’s through the twitch in their eyebrow rather than some straight to the point claim. It makes it feel real and tender even tho the characters are basically being tortured the whole time. Like despite everything horrible happening around them there is still a touch of humanity and it’s found in the smallest of nuances that feel like a hidden gem to the reader, a saving grace sort of thing. also the smut is great So yeah go check these works out.

Personal Favorites: arcade (sfw), lapse in judgment [chapters 3 and 4 have me 😳😭🥵😞] (nsfw 18+), alone at the edge of the universe (nsfw 18+) and the professor komaeda ones are hot as fuck okay that is all thanks

Author: @gureishi

Fandom: Mystic Messenger

Rating: 18+ (with some sfw fics)

My Thoughts: another author I just literally read from religiously anymore. The author’s writing feels so mature and cohesive that it’s so compelling to read. It flows so smoothly while also leaving you on the edge of your seat. The main thing that stands out to me about these fics is how adult the relationships are. I love the healthy dynamics and the way it’s so clear that each character actively works to maintain a positive, healthy and stable companionship and it’s just so fulfilling to read. LIKE ESPECIALLY THE SMUT FEELS LIKE THIS like leading up to the sex just feels so legit and like home-y? Is that a weird way to describe sexual tension? It just feels intimate and familiar. Like even in sex the characters feel really deeply for each other no matter how kinky it gets I guess. Listen idk if that made sense but the point is I really really like it. Also the titles are so cool teach me how to make good titles pls.

Personal Favorites: kiss me harder (yoosung), the only love i’ve ever known (yoosung) [nsfw], gentle fingers (saeran), breathe, darling, breathe in deep (saeyoung) [nsfw]

Author: @kisskunimi

Fandom: Haikyuu

Rating: 18+ only

My Thoughts: okay okay okay I will never ever shut up about this blog ever ever. Every piece of work is stunningly beautiful and literally feels like free verse poetry in the best way. The flow is very stop and go and the “stop”’s are utilized in such a brilliant way to emphasize some of my favorite lines in writing. (I see this especially in learn me, it’s so stunning) This author takes some of the most cliche metaphors/similes/common descriptions I see in fanfiction today and gives it a new feel. I was gonna give an example but it’s so startlingly present in all of the author’s work, so please just go read them, they’re phenomenal and make me feel like life is worth living if I can find a love that feels like this.

Favorite Lines: [I had to include this for this author, some of this writing is brilliant] there’s also more than this but these are my top favorites

“But in your arms he could fall. He could fall and land softly” - learn me

“He can look at you when you talk and see the stars shining in your irises like they somehow came down to earth to possess you. And he looks, he looks and longs.” - learn me

Personal Favorites: instantly (iwaizumi), learn me (akaashi)