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Sometimes I look at my works on AO3 and think "I don't remember writing that" but then I'm like. "oh WAIT, yes I do remember writing that JJBA/hypmic crossover for FugoNara Week last year - how could I possibly forget such a thing exists?"
#sometimes I think I should delete certain fics#I won't but I think it#this is both cringey but also kinda hilarious#I mean I don't hate it#not like that one fic that I finally posted because adding to the ship tag count makes me happy#that goes for all my OTPs#you know sometimes if you want to read something you have to write it yourself#I still haven't finished Gendice tomatoes fic#maybe by Gentaro's birthday
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We've got one week to go, and I'm so excited! Podcast Girls Week is a week long prompt-based event where fans are encouraged to create works celebrating their favorite podcast women. The event will take place on July 8-14.
Ready to post? We'll be using the #podcastgirlsweek tag here on tumblr, and you can already start adding works to the currently unrevealed 2024 Podcast Girls Week collection on Ao3.
Monday: What about sad wet cat women? Highlight a podcast starring women in the leading role(s).
Tuesday: This too is yuri... Spotlight a F/F ship (or platonic or familial relationship between women if thatâs your preference).
Wednesday: WIP Wednesday! We all have art/fic/meta weâve been meaning to get to. This is your day to finally commit (as long as your WIP is about podcast women, of course.)
Thursday: Nobody understands her like I do⊠Recognize a woman from a podcast you think is niche and/or underappreciated.
Friday: God forbid women do anything. Celebrate a female villain. Defend your #problematic fave.
Saturday: Self-indulgence Saturday! Make something youâve really wanted to make but havenât because you thought it was too self-indulgent, niche, or silly.
Sunday: Free space!
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MCR Fanfic Rec/Review List!
tl/dr: This is an MCR slash fiction recommendation list with various ratings, multiple ships, AUs and sections; not only with summaries but also my non-spoilery thoughts. I'm going to be yapping a lot in this one. MINORS DNI (as in i cant stop you from reading these but no comments plzđ) Section 1: Danger Days / Fabulous Killjoys Section 2: The Infamous Fics (for example: Unholyverse) Section 3: Desolation Row Section 4: Various MCR AUs Pairings listed: Frank/Gerard; Fun Ghoul/Party Poison; Jet Star/Party Poison; Jet Star/Party Poison/Fun Ghoul; Frank/Mikey; Pete/Patrick (from FOB)
Welcome and be warned (or enjoy), this is a pretty long and wordy list! I've been actively reading mcr fics for about a month and a half now, so I felt compelled to do something with all this energy. The idea for this blog post came to me because I had to share my newfound knowledge!!
Part 2: https://www.tumblr.com/guusagi/766055506866569216/mcr-fanfic-recreview-list-2
If you can't stand RPF (real person fiction), feel free to just browse the Danger Days section, as I personally think it's disconnected enough from the band to be enjoyable. I was uncomfortable with rpf at first but I ended up loving these fics so much I stopped caring lol! I will still mention how much real life is involved in each fic so there are more options with different levels of comfort for you.
The most common ship on this list will be Frerard, because not only it's the easiest to find, but also cus a lot of amazing fics are written about these two! I also included some Frikey, cus it's underrated in my eyes and so good! I also found some Rayrard and poly ships yay!
I will start with some Danger Days fics cus that's how I started reading MCR fandom fics, and I LOVE the setting of this album and the Killjoys comic series! Party Poison/Fun Ghoul is the main ship, but youâll also find Party Poison/Jet Star! There's also a poly ship (Party Poison/Fun Ghoul/Jet Star).
I decided to also yap about the most infamous fics in the fandom, like Unholyverse and A Splitting of the Mind (plus a 3rd one). I was skeptical at first, but what a ride it was reading these fics!
I also included a few Desolation Row AUs cus there's not tons but I ADORE the music video and it makes for an interesting punk/rebellion theme.
And finally, Iâll highlight some other general AUs, as well as a few MCR as a band fics for those who enjoy rpf in particular. This is my longest section.
Please feel free to explore the full tags on AO3, as some fics might have stuff that's triggering to some. If you want to avoid smut I will specifically mention if there is any, sometimes we just want cute fluff! I also will mention if there's something iffy like an age gap, or non-con, I personally do not go out of my way to read either, but there are 2 fics on this list that include those.
Also I love longfics so this is gonna have a lot of stories with around or over 100k words.
The structure of each fic rec is as follows:
-Name of the fic, and the author. -Rating and if the fic includes smut. -The main pairing, as well as sub pairings if relevant to the story, also what type of AU it is. -Main POV, whoâs the main character of the story! -Are the characters MCR? If the fic is written with mychem as a band similar to real life (also if it follows their trajectory in life, like their wives and kids, or if itâs an AU where those relationships donât happen), or if they use the same irl names but are not in a band like an AU. In the case of the killjoys, if their âcity namesâ are the same as mcr or not. -Status is if they are completed fics, works in progress, or abandoned/on hiatus. I also added amount of chapters and word count, and if it's a oneshot or otherwise. -Links will send you directly to the fic on AO3, if itâs a collection of stories I link that instead. -My summaries are just what I personally thought was the main plot of the story. -Personal thoughts are my observations on the fic, how much I enjoyed it, what I found unique about this story, and my feelings overall. I also will specifically mention if the fic has a happy or angsty ending, for those who either enjoy or donât enjoy sad endings. I love happy endings but I did give some sad endings a try, even if I don't go out of my way looking for them.
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Section 1: Danger Days AUs
This is how I got started with MCR fanfiction. I wanted to read fics about mcr and was uncomfortable with rpf at first (like I mentioned before, I got over the discomfort cus I ended up loving the non-DD fics as well). Danger Days is a super fun universe, and I really enjoy the idea of the Killjoys. I hope I picked a good variety of options!
Don't Need the System by LiberXI
Rating: Explicit (smut in final chapter) Pairing: Frerard - Party Poison/Fun Ghoul Main POV: Fun Ghoul Are the characters MCR?: No, but they use the same irl names. Status: Completed, total of 25 chapters and 144k words Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/55799308 My Summary: This is a Party Poison origin story! Fun Ghoul gets captured by Bl/ind to reintegrate him into Battery City's society. Little does he know, the supervisor he's been assigned to is none other than Gerard, the face of Bl/ind's Propaganda! Gerard doesn't really know how human interaction works and shenanigans ensue. Personal Thoughts: This is actually quite the unique spin on the danger days formula compared to most I've read, where Party Poison is not yet themself but being an active part of the System! Gerard uses he/him pronouns throughout half of the fic, then they switch to they/them. Korse is sort of their guardian and grants them privileges most don't get. For example having a lot of luxuries, as well as being off pills. They are still mostly controlled and very naive about the world. Most of the fic takes place within Gerard's apartment, as Fun Ghoul is not allowed to leave. The writing is super compelling and you can't help but read the next chapter as soon as you finish the previous one! The relationship between Gee and Ghoul starts off on the wrong foot but it's honestly super cute after that. I'm still actively reading this one, so once this story is complete Iâll attach an updated review.
Edit 10/23/24: So the fanfic JUST ended! I read the final chapter today and man, yep, there was smut alright! There's only smut in the final chapter, so you're safe if you want to avoid those types of scenes (also I want to warn that there is usage of the f-slur in one portion of the final chapter, but it's used with consent). My thoughts on the story have not changed, I still love it to bits!! I'm sad that it's already over but that's life for you haha, all things come to an end. If you are iffy about reading WIP fics, now you can totally read this one start to finish!
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I Believe We're the Enemy by Test_subject_306
Rating: Mature (no smut) Pairing: Party Poison/Fun Ghoul Main POV: Fun Ghoul Are they MCR?: No, only Frank is mentioned by his real name. Status: Completed, 39 chapters and 104k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/8097178 My Summary: Party Poison gets captured by Korse, and is presumed dead by Fun Ghoul and the others. However, Party returns in an altered state, completely brainwashed. It's up to Ghoul and the others to get the old Party back... will they succeed? Personal Thoughts: Good god, this one was a wild ride! I actually had to take breaks to read a softer/less angsty fic between chapters, cus man this story HURT. Party Poison is brainwashed as all hell, and pretty nasty with the others... A fair warning, I think it's important to mention that this does NOT have a happy ending, but man the ride was so worth it! It's sort of an open-ended conclusion. If you read A Splitting of the Mind, that's how I'd describe the ending's structure.
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Graffiti On Your Grave by Honestmouse (Part 1 of "Sing It Out")
Rating: Teens and Up (implied scenes but no smut.) Pairings: Party Poison/Fun Ghoul & Jet Star/Kobra Kid Main POV: Various! Are they MCR?: No, they use unique names. Status: WIP; 3 out of 4 parts have been completed so far, with a 4th one in the works. As of 09/16/2024 there has been a collective total of 64 chapters and 269k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/series/1909105 My Summary: Post-SING music video, our Killjoys are near death when they get rescued by an underground resistance in Battery City. This story takes place after The Girl is safely secured. They navigate their new home, and meet many new people, most notably The Youngbloods. Personal Thoughts: The world-building in this one was awesome! A new place to navigate, a lot of characters to meet, and overall a compelling story! I was pleasantly surprised that our killjoys had their own original names and not just the usual MCR band member's names. This really helped with keeping the immersion, especially if you enjoy Danger Days fanfics cus of the ease of separation. This is also only part 1 of a series called Sing It Out, and I'm not done with reading the others yet!
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Tongue Tied, In Distress by tired_stressed
Rating: Not Rated (there's only implied sexual content, aka âfades to black b4 they bangâ kinda deal, so Iâd personally say teens and up) Pairing: Fun Ghoul/Party Poison/Jet Star (yep, itâs poly over here!) Main POV: Fun Ghoul Are they MCR?: No, and only their killjoy names are used. Status: Unfinished with no updates since 2023, 31 chapters and 152k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/41650503 My Summary: Fun Ghoul and Jet Star reconnect after losing each other as kids. Ghoul also HATES those from Battery City, which is ironic because it was thanks to Party Poison and Kobra Kid that he gets to see Jet again. Ghoul has to reluctantly accept a deal between them, and they somehow end up teaming up for longer than he expected. Personal Thoughts: Despite this being an unfinished/maybe abandoned story, I still wanted to recommend it! I honestly really enjoyed the writing, and how much Ghoul HATED Poison's guts at first. This is sort of an enemies to lovers trope for Ghoul and Party, while being a childhood friends to lovers trope for Ghoul and Jet. Also not to mention how it's the only poly relationship I found and read from the fandom so far. I can't delve deeper into it without spoiling so that's all! Plz read it!!
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Rating: Mature (implied sexual content, no smut) Pairing: Party Poison/Jet Star & pre-established Kobra Kid/Fun Ghoul Main POV: Jet Star  (for once, poor Ray is never the main character) Are they MCR?: No, they use unique city names. Status: Completed, 26 chapters and 156k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/17909432 My Summary: In this universe, people can manifest superpowers! Bl/ind wants to find them all and train them to work for the government, but Poison and Kobra manage to escape without their powers being revealed. Fun Ghoul has been abandoned in the desert since he was young, and Jet Star is an agent for Bl/ind, although reluctantly. Poison, Kobra and Ghoul team up as teenagers, and when Poison gets captured for conversion, Jet Star helps them escape, and decides to join them. It's up to Jet to figure out how to live in the desert, and perhaps become a killjoy himself. He also needs to learn how to control his strange superpower... Personal Thoughts: This fic was recommended to me by a fellow mcrmy friend! I really enjoyed the plot, not to mention the fact that it has some rareships imo! Itâs so refreshing to have the protagonist be Jet Star/Ray for a change! Party Poison/Jet Star is really not explored very often, and what a shame cus with Poison's sass and energy, and Jet's kindness and..grounded..ness, it makes for a nice dynamic where they compliment each other very well! Fun Ghoul/Kobra Kid is already an established relationship, which is a nice change of pace, though I sort of felt disappointed that we only got a bit of backstory on how they got together cus, they're so stinkin cute (and later I came to learn that I just love frikey..)! Also the sexual content is only implied, so you're safe if you don't want to read smut.
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And that wraps up my Danger Days AUs, there are MORE I've read/completed, but I wanted to highlight the ones I thought were either unique, and/or have very decent writing. Danger Days and the Killjoys make for an excellent background for fiction, and many people have created self-inserts and OCs. There's probably plenty of original killjoy character fics that I haven't found yet.
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Section 2: THE BIG THREE!
I wanted this next section to focus on three very (in)famous fanfics from the MCR fandom. I started reading Unholyverse sorta ironically, expecting a My Immortal moment, but I was super pleasantly surprised! After finishing that series, I decided to read the other two and man I'm glad I did. So yeah, whatever I say here may be nothing new but I wanted to share my thoughts on them!
So, without further ado..!
Unholyverse by Bexless
Rating: Mature (lotsa blood, especially in Part 1, there's eventual smut at part 3 i think? i forgor...) Pairing: Frerard - Priest!Gerard/Body Piercer!Frank (with sub-pairing Mikey/Ray) Main POV: Frank Are they MCR?: No, they use MCR's irl names but this is an AU with no relation to the band. Status: Completed, 5 parts total and 186k words. Link: Republished on AO3 by bexless, separated by the main parts (full collection: https://archiveofourown.org/series/9795) My Summary: Frank works in a tattoo shop as a body piercer, training under Bob (Bryar) to become a tattoo artist. Mikey works as their receptionist, and Brian is the owner of the shop. Ray is sort of a hair stylist and makes herbal concoctions I guess?? Frank's world turns upside down, when he gets himself a mysterious tattoo one night from a stranger that is itching him badly...suddenly he's bleeding all over?? He also meets Gerard, Mikey's brother, who's hot and also a priest, oops! I guess they also have to travel together and vanquish demons as a team?! (If you know of the movie Stigmata, this is basically the plot of that movie apparently? I didn't watch it myself) Personal Thoughts: I have a lot to say about this one. Due to the nature of Gerard's job as a priest, this story has MANY discussions about religion, specifically Catholicism. If you aren't comfortable with that, I understand if you skip. My personal relationship with religion is that my family is Catholic, but my parents are non-practicing so the most we've done was attend Church for weddings and Easter? I also went through Communion. I personally do not identify with the Catholic faith, but I still managed to enjoy this fic a lot and was glad I gave it a chance. It's really hard to find where to begin with this one, cus honestly... this was one of the best fanfictions I have ever read, period! Which is shocking to me cus when there's a famous fic in a fandom, it's usually because it's like, My Immortal or something (aka so bad it's good). Rarely have I seen popular fics with genuinely high quality writing. This could also be cus I do not interact with fandoms much and have always kept my distance? The writing was genuinely clever and quick-witted, as well as super compelling. I'm a fairly calm reader and donât often react out loud to things I read, but I found myself cry-laughing at many parts of Unholyverse. Maybe it's cus it took itself a little bit more seriously due to the era it was written in, and it could be seen as cheesy by today's standards. I also just think the writer is very good at writing funny dialogue, maybe it wasnât taking itself that seriously after all (idk im neurodivergent lmao). The characters feel so believable, and I found myself seeing them as completely original characters pretty quickly. The relationship between Frank and Gerard is SO slowburn it hurts, but it hurts so good! The tension and pining is crazy, and I wish I could say more but I don't want to spoil!! I want to revisit this fic again soon, in fact I'm itching to re-read it now! This story is so good I wish for it to be published one day with changed names to make it original. Also, Fall Out Boy is in this fic LOL!
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A Splitting of the Mind by Shoved2agree
Rating: Explicit (smut mostly at the end, this is a mental institution AU so fair warning) Pairing: Frerard Main POV: Gerard Are they MCR?: No, they use their irl names but no relation to the band. Status: Completed, 21 chapters and 144k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/535958 My Summary: We follow Gerard, a mental institution patient, who believes he's the only normal one there. Gerard believes there is a group of people who want to kill him, so he has selective mutism to keep âthemâ from finding him. There he meets Frank, a new addition to the ward, and instantly feels a connection with him he's never felt with another person before. The story is very psychological so be warned. It's not a fluffy story at all, and doesn't have a happy ending, but it's at the very least a hopeful one! Personal Thoughts: What isn't there to say about this one..? It's also in my top list of fanfiction in general. It's a truly well-written story, you think you start to understand how Gerard's mind works, and then you don't. It's not a spoiler to say that he suffers from Schizophrenia, he's just completely unaware of it, or in denial it's hard to say. The way his inner thoughts are described are very compelling, I personally do not know anyone who suffers from this condition, nor do I know much about how it works, so I will not judge which part of the portrayal was good or bad, but at the very least it didn't seem offensive and it seemed to be respectful. I actually got super immersed in his thought process and I couldn't tell what was real and what wasn't at times, just like him. I can at least say that it didn't feel like it was glorified at all. Frank's reason for his admission to the institution is also super heartbreaking and raw. Overall this story was definitely not a happy one, but I truly enjoyed this fic, the ending was just, god my heartđ... one of the best written scenes in fiction, not even kidding. I highly recommend you read this if you can stomach a sad yet hopeful ending.
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The Anatomy of a Fall by novembersmith
Rating: Explicit (smut near the end of the fic, this is a high school AU and thereâs an age gap (kind of, not really, can't say without spoiling) but Gerard is 18 from my understanding.) Pairing: Frerard Main POV: Gerard Are they MCR?: No, but they use the same names though. Status: Completed, 12 chapters and 107k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/155168 My summary: Gerard moves to a quiet town in the middle of nowhere with his mom and little brother Mikey. Imagine a sort of Forks in Twilight kind of gloomy and mysterious atmosphere. Gerard goes into the woods one day and meets a strange boy called Frank. He doesn't seem to go to their school despite being his age, or at least, he hasn't bumped into him yet. This boy is super cool but really mysterious, they become close friends quickly and hang out together after school in the forest. There are also a lot of strange acts of violence happening in this town, and Frank wants to find out what is going on in this weird small town. Personal Thoughts: There's a twist that's hinted at super early and kind of obvious, this is a ghost story after all, but it doesn't ruin the experience at all. Gerard takes longer to realize what Frank's deal is than the reader but it's totally the point! This story was another great one from the line-up, and it DOES have a happy ending, yay! I really enjoyed the relationship between Gerard and Frank, the progression felt natural, and the mystery is great and has an excellent payoff methinks. The world building in this one was really good as well, I could totally picture this little town. Also, it comes with ''official'' art!
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Overall thoughts on this section:
I started off reading Unholyverse, assuming it was the most popular fic because it was similar to My Immortal in infamy. However, that could be further from the truth! Without repeating myself too much like in the review, it was super well written and compelling and I fell in love with this story! I also loved the other two I read. If I had to ''rank'' the fics to my personal preferences it would be something like Unholyverse > A Splitting of the Mind = Anatomy of a Fall. If you have been hesitant with reading these famous fics like I was, please give them a chance! Â I do have to admit, I deliberately ignored âA Dove Keeperâ due to its severe age gap. Letâs pretend thereâs just 3 infamous fics ok??
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Section 3: Desolation Row AUs
I wanted to give the AUs based on the Desolation Row cover/music video some love! They are few and far between, which is a shame. This MV altered my brain chemistry not gonna lie, it was one of the best looks for the band imo. These fics are mostly oneshots, but on the lengthier side!
Truth on the Airwaves by stoplightglow
Rating: Mature (implied sexual content, no smut) Pairing: Frerard Main POV: Gerard, but it switches out of his POV often. Are they MCR?: Despite it being an AU, iâd say yes. They call themselves My Chemical Romance and sing their songs. Status: Completed, Oneshot with 34k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/15704250 My Summary: This is a prequel to the Desolation Row music video, it also includes a âwhat happens afterâ epilogue. Gerard is an office worker in a boring job, but the government is censoring the world more and more, they even banned booze and fun apparently! Gerard and company decide itâs time to take matters into their punk rock hands. This is an AU where MCR become a band to protest against censorship and illegally tour to spread hope and rebellion. With the help of a radio host, they spread their illegal music to the masses. They call themselves My Chemical Romance and create the Bullets album and more! Follow their shenanigans and see what happens :D Personal thoughts: This was the first desolation row fic I read, and man was it fun! This fic is transparent about the members being MCR, but itâs still an AU. The writing is super fun, Gerard is confused about how he feels about Frank throughout the fic in the cutest way possible. I love it! I also like the fact that they included what happens after they get arrested in the music video. Itâs a happy ending yay!
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Heaven's Not About Your Reputation by impertinence
Rating: Mature (some smut) Pairing: Frerard Main POV: Gerard mostly. Are they MCR?: Pretty much yes! Still AU though. Status: Completed, oneshot with 28k words. (this might actually be one of the oldest fics on this list, from 2009) Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/27280 My Summary: This is a collection of scenes with Gerard and the gang touring with their music, rebelling against the government and overall pissing off the cops. Gerard and Frank got some shit going on, after kissing each other to prove a point on stage, theyâre confused about what this all means. Personal Thoughts: Not too much to say about this one, the writing is very good and is the main reason I recommend it. The scenes of their shenanigans are super entertaining too, lots of bickering and banter in this one! Itâs quite short (for my standards) but definitely worth a read!
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There arenât many fics here, as truthfully there isnât too much to work with in Desolation Row, but the ones that I did read were pretty great! My personal headcanon is that this AU takes place before the apocalypse in Danger Days, as the government is starting to get super involved with peopleâs freedom of speech but isnât completely controlling everyone just yet. I wanted to put this section before the other AUs, so that we can give our Desolation Row AUs some extra attention!
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Section 4: Various MCR AUs
Finally, Iâll be highlighting some other MCR AUs that donât fit in a specific section. Iâll add an extra description for each one; like high school, or college, other jobs, childhood friends, enemies to lovers ect. This is also the section with the most recommendations so buckle in!
I'll start with some "MCR working at a store" AUs!
"that was easy" by metaleaterz aka The Staples Fic
Rating: Explicit (smut included) Pairing: Frerard & background Ray/Mikey Main POV: Frank Are they MCR?: No, they have their own separate paths in life. Status: Completed with 14 chapters and 88k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/25903483 My Summary: Frank is in college and running out of money fast, Mikey tells him to apply to Staples and work there with him, Ray and Gerard. Brian is their manager too! Frank and Gerard's relationship blossoms from there and shenanigans ensue. This story was based on a tweet Frank posted about working at Staples one time, but just being high and not actually working much LOL. Personal Thoughts: This is actually another very popular fic, and was written in 2020! Most of the popular fics I've read were written before mcr's break up, so it was a pleasant surprise! This story was honestly super funny, the Staples setting is iconic asf, but the romance in this one was also extra cute and it was super satisfying when they finally get together hehe! I highly recommend this one, it also has excellent writing.
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Emotional Brilliance by kopperblaze
Rating: Mature (no smut) Pairing: Frikey (Frank/Mikey) & some poly?Lindsey/Ray/Gerard Main POV: Mikey (for once lmao) Are they MCR?: Nah, but Frank is part of a band and so is Ray. Status: Completed, Oneshot with 20k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/501146 My Summary: Mikey loves working at Lush, he really does. Despite his music career not working out for him, he loves working there with Ray. Unfortunately, Frank, who used to bully Gerard in high school, gets hired to work with them. Mikey hates his guts, but Frank is much more friendly than at school, maybe people do change..? Personal Thoughts: Finally some Frikey! (Hope the ship name is correct lol) No for real, I love frerard like everyone else, but frank/mikey is a close second. I'd like the ship even more if there were MORE FICS about them!! This one was pretty cute, and Mikey's hatred of Frank is super funny to me, because he really doesn't have a reason anymore, does he? Lush is also another funny setting, I can't imagine how they can stand the fruity smell in that store, it's so overpowering I never stepped into it much. This one was short but it felt complete! Anyways please give this one a try we need more frikey appreciation in this house!!!
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We Used To Be Friends by ladyfoxxx
Rating: Explicit (smut included near the climax/end) Pairing: Frikey; bassist!Mikey x School Teacher!Frank Main POV: Frank Are they MCR?: No, Mikey is a bassist for The Used and Frank is a school teacher. Status: Completed, Oneshot with 50k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/458760 My Summary: Frank used to be a part of a band before it split and ultimately ended his music career. Mikey managed to join The Used as their bassist, but Frank had not been contacted by him in years. Frank has since become a high school teacher, and one day Gerard finds a way to make the two reconnect! Mikey invites Frank to join them on their tour around Jersey during Spring Break, and he agrees reluctantly. Follow Frank on his tour as he navigates some old feelings and has a taste of what it's like to tour again. Personal Thoughts: Eeeek this was so cuuute! I usually don't read oneshots because I love me a longfic, but 50k words ain't nothing to sneeze at either. Also this fic made me fall in love with the frikey ship, like seriously it's too cute. I like Mikey's aloofness in fanfics, he's so deadpan in an endearing kind of way. I felt bad for Frank being insecure and it hit me a little too close to home cus he was so relatable haha. This is a fun story with some drama, but it ends happily! Honestly this fic will make you love this ship.
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When We're Both Thirty by Helena_Hathaway
Rating: Explicit (smut near the end) Pairing: Frerard (childhood friends, to enemies to lovers) Main POV: Frank Are They MCR?: Nope! Just the same names and a "if MCR wasn't a band" AU. (Gerard works in art for example) Status: Completed, 30 chapters and 84k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/2757812 My summary: Gerard and Frank had been inseparable as little kids, they loved each other before they could put a name to it. They sign a contract saying if they don't get married at 30 years old, they will marry each other! Unfortunately they have a falling out and end up hating each other's guts throughout most of their school life, and lost contact after high school. They are both approaching 30... and their moms try to reconnect them once more. However, both Gerard and Frank still hate each other, so they both agree to help find themselves partners to avoid getting married! Personal Thoughts: This was a super fun story, I also devoured this one. It's like, an enemies to lovers too so one of my fave tropes hohoho! I love how supportive their moms were, so much so that they shipped their kids together! The writing was very solid, and these two are total idiots! I love when ppl write this ship as idiots in love, it's just so obvious they have a thing for each other but are holding old petty grudges. Their attraction towards one another, despite trying their darndest to still hate each other, is highly entertaining. I strongly recommend this one! Itâs super sweet, funny and the payoff is so worth it!
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Before the Second Show by CharredLips
Rating: Teens and Up (no smut, this is a fluffy one) Pairing: Frerard (Bullets Era) Main POV: Frank Are they MCR?: Yes, but this is an AU where they donât meet their irl partners. Status: Completed with 18 chapters and 75k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/32276128 My Summary: This story is set during the Bullets era, and as the title suggests, it takes place during the very early days of MCR. Frank is the new addition to their band as they start their first tour, cramped van and all. However, heâs starting to have weird feelings about Gerard and is unsure what to do with them. Gerard is also feeling something but Frank is unaware that it's mutual. These two are complete idiots in love! This story also just follows the typical early 2000s band tour shenanigans; sleepless nights, driving all day and all night, eating junk food, getting wasted and smoking cigs, little to no showers etc. what's not to love?! Personal Thoughts: This is the only âtrueâ rpf story on this list, the only difference is that in this AU Gerard and Frank donât end up with their irl partners. Also this is a teens and up rated fic so you donât have to worry about smut, perfect if you like the ship but donât want to see em bang. I gotta say, this fic was SUPER FUCKING CUTE! Their mutual pining, how obviously they like each other and try to be near each other at every waking (and sleeping) moment, this is just so fun and precious. Theyâre so dumb, omg! I might be biased towards the idiots in love tag. Thereâs a lot of secretive intimacy (non-sexual) and hiding to do gay stuff together and man it was fun to read. I do wanna say tho Gerard has pretty bad self-esteem issues, and talks down on himself a lot, and it might hit a bit too close to home for some (like me). This one also has the cutest happy ending ever though!! Another banger!
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Did You Miss Me? 'Cus I Missed You by LiberXI
Rating: Explicit (smut with plot) Pairing: Frerard Main POV: Frank Are They MCR?: No, this is a college AU Status: Completed with 3 chapters and 35k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48104839 My Summary: Frank is starting college and is super excited to enjoy the freedom that comes with that. Mikey and Ray go to a college party with Frank, and he bumps into Gerard, who also lives on the same college campus as the others. They used to hang out a lot more back a few years ago, and Frank is super happy to see him again. While chatting it up and having a smoke together, Gerard and Frank realize that they had missed each other much more than they both expected. Personal Thoughts: This is the 2nd fic from LiberXI that I'd like to recommend, but it's also the most explicit I apologize lol. They wrote a lot more fics than I thought and found this little gem after reading the latest chapter of their DD fic (Don't Need The System). This is definitely a self-indulgent fic rec, it's short and sweet, with smut and their relationship is just rly cute and wholesome. So sort of fluffy smut?! IDK I just wanted an excuse to recommend this one here if anyone likes shorter fics, since I put so many long ones on this list lol. I also love this author's writing style a lot.
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The Calypso Initiative by theficisalie
Rating: Explicit ("activities of the alone variety" in some chapters, smut near the end) Pairing: Frerard (small age gap, Frank is 11 and Gerard is 16 when they meet; they donât hang out much nor pursue each other till theyâre both over 21) Main POV: Frank Are They MCR?: Nope this is a superhero/school AU Status: Completed with 20 chapters and 91k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/280176 My Summary: A superhero AU, where ppl with "mutations" are heavily monitored. They have to either work for the government or live in the streets as fugitives. Frank is 9 years old when his family abandons him, he is found by heroes-in-training Mikey and Gerard, and joins them in their school/compound which educates young mutants and teaches them to control their powers. Frank and Gerard's relationship becomes distant after Gerard becomes a part of an official hero team, and doesn't seem to have time for him anymore and is constantly ignoring him. Yet Frank still wants to join their team, will he succeed? Personal Thoughts: I was super hooked by this one! It's honestly a great story and the format is super satisfying. We follow Frank's journey from living with a group of other abandoned mutant children in the city, to learning how to control his unique powers at the compound, and growing into an adult who is ready to fight crime with his best friends (Gee, Mikey and Ray). I will say though, there is a bit of an age gap between Frank and Gee, Frank being the younger one. I feel like what the author did was pretty tame compared to other fics like a dove keeper (which is waaay worse like the age gap is 17/40 ew, sorry.) Gee and Frank are friends when they're younger and drift apart in between, interacting barely until Frank's 25-ish? So it doesn't feel predatory at all in my opinion. That's about as much as I'm willing to spoil, feel free to skip if any sort of age gap makes you uncomfortable!
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Marked like a bloodstain by drunkonyou
Rating: Teens and Up (no smut) Pairing: Frerard, with sub-pairing Rikey Main POV: Frank Are They MCR?: Nope, this is a vampire AU. Status: Completed, 12 chapters and 56k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/29563299 My summary: This story is set in modern times (aka youtube, tiktok stuff is mentioned.) Frank and Ray work in a record store, and one day a tall pale man named Mikey asks to get hired for their night shift, and mentions having a brother with a chronic illness. He gets hired right away! One night, Frank goes to a haunted mansion, and there was Dracula working there, scaring guests...and he was really hot?! He comes back another night just to ask him out, and it's the start of something new! Personal Thoughts: Gosh this was a cute one too! I don't particularly seek out vampire stories, but this one also had a unique spin! Gerard and Frank's relationship is more angsty fluff, but it's so good!! I don't want to spoil much else, so that's all I've got to say! This is another one that's safe for the no-smut enjoyers.
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I am not the Phoenix that you wanted by GhostintheBathroom & Xygenscenic
Rating: Explicit (the first chapter has smut, then it cools down for most of the fic with smut sprinkled in more sparsely) Pairings: Patrick/Pete from FOB; Frerard and Ray/Mikey Main POVs: Various Are They MCR?: Yes and so is Fall Out Boy. AU story still! Status: Completed with 18 chapters and 98k words. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/1659725 My Summary: SO this one is unique, itâs actually a Fall Out Boy / MCR / Danger Days crossover. FOBâs Patrick and Pete have an unhealthy relationship; Pete is always on and off with his current girlfriend, while also taking Patrick to his bed. One day, they are taken to the future of California in 2019, where they meet the Killjoys of Danger Days! Time-travel, dimension hopping, fighting hot babes who want to kill them. Courtney Love is somehow involved in all of this as well. This fic is a wild ride from start to finish! Personal Thoughts: This fic isnât a pure MCR fic, if anything it focuses more on FOBâs Pete and Patrick, which is why I put this as my last fic rec. I still added it to my recommendation list cus itâs honestly one of the craziest, most unique plots Iâve seen in a while. I gave this story a chance despite me not being super familiar with FOB, and glad I did. The plot is absurd but somehow still able to keep its focus, the villains and overall premise are hilarious, and the way they tie together MCR and Danger Days is super unique. Give this story a read if you wanna have a great laugh and go through an emotional rollercoaster as well. The amount of times I laughed or gasped at certain reveals, really got me excited to recommend this one. My summary is super vague cus I donât want to spoil the absurdity of some plot twists and reveals haha.
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Overall thoughts on this section:
This collection of fics were a super entertaining read. I honestly started out being weirded out by rpf fics of the band, but I quickly was able to suspend my disbelief and enjoy these stories as their own separate thing. AUs save the day once more! It might have helped that MCR as people have changed a lot since then, and they feel like a separate entity from their past selves. I also read so many of these that their irl names don't bother me anymore thanks to exposure therapy lmao!
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That concludes my MCR fic list!
Thank you so so much for reading, this took me a few weeks to work on and I'm so happy to finally be free from my shackles! I am still actively reading new mcr fics, probably until I get super sick of them like I did with ffxiv fics a few months prior. If you read this whole thing you're a trooper. I'm saved. I'm FREE!!
In conclusion: Thank you to the Danger Days album for starting this all; Frerard is an awesome dynamic for slash fiction; Frikey is so cute and underrated but is growing on AO3 from what I've seen; mildly embarrassed to admit I read mcr smut now; I'm cringe and I'm free; I know I'm having my teenager mcr fan phase at age 28 but I don't care! Anyways, enough yapping. Now I rest, thank you again!
#mcr#mcr tumblr#killjoys mcr#ao3#mcr fanfiction#fanfiction recommendations#fic rec#frerard#frikey#rikey#danger days#desolation row#rpf#long post#yapping#this took forever#I used to make fun of frerard shippers and here i am putting my clown makeup on#i dont actually ship them irl tho#is this too many tags?#unholyverse mentioned#i tried to tag as many things as i can so ppl can either look for or hide my post lol#this has 6.9k words#nice
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Day 96
A Night for Two by TheGreatWave74
Weâve got another fun and simple one today!
If you like soft intimacy that also gets like, super steamy at a few points this is the one. Not the full NSFW package but Junko is very handsy, good for these gals!~
I donât think I could give a super high detailed meticulous breakdown of this one, itâs just a very feel good fic! Mikan is the perfect amount of flustered at all times and Junko is the perfect amount of affectionate as hell. I think this will be a treat for most!~Â
This fic has a great moment though near the end. One of my favorite little things to see in Junkan fics is the sorta compare and contrast vibe of Mikanâs early life and her present life, going from pure misery to pure bliss through the aid of Junko. Itâs just a fun way to show off one of the things I love about this ship!~ I might not be able to speak in length about this fic, but I assure yaâll itâs very worth your time! So go give it a read if youâre even the slightest bit interested!
As for the art itself, this is an interesting point in the progress. Because this was the point where I finally started to get burned out!
It only took 2 comics, a gif, a music video, and 92 other pics to get there! Thatâs normal!
And to be clear I wasnât burnt out on Junkan, clearly, because I started drawing more of them the moment I was able to post it out in the open. I was more burnt out on the process of making this project and all the aspects that entailed.
Would you believe me if I said I was trying to take shortcuts on this art? Itâs shocking how much I really like the end result! The method I used for shading this wasnât my usual style, it was something meant to be a lot less time and energy consuming, and yet, by some miracle it actually worked in the arts favor?
Oh so for the concept, I kind of had to just draw them kissing underwater. Both because it was one of the only things I could draw here that wasnât Junko feeling up Mikan, and also because the image was so striking to me that I thought of the idea for it before I had even picked out the previous few days fics for my work list. Thatâs right, if I remember right this was the first fic that came to mind when deciding what would be on my list of stories to adapt!
I donât draw stuff that takes place underwater, mostly because pics like those really set off my perfectionism. Especially in the lighting department. Iâm gonna be so real with you, I donât remember how the fuck I made this one and like, made it look good?? A Lot of filters is the one thing I can say for sure. I really enjoyed adding a grainy texture over it as well, I think that brings it a lot together.
I was quite nervous making this on account of the swimsuits. Iâve drawn proper NSFW before, but when it comes to pieces like this where that isnât the intention at all, and it just, happens to have characters in revealing outfits, I get way too self conscious about it. This is yet another thing that sets off my perfectionism, trying to hit a good balance between making it look good and not making it too much, if that makes sense at all. I think I pulled it off here though?
As always, Reblogs, Comments, and Little Notes in the Tags are appreciated!~ They always make my day!~
#danganronpa#junkan#junko enoshima#mikan tsumiki#tsumiki mikan#enoshima junko#junko x mikan#enomiki#junkomikan#shipping
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Sinking in the Metkayina - chapter 1
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Summary: That night, (Y/n) couldnât sleep, so she tossed and turned in bed and finally came out onto the deck. The night sea of Pandora seen from the ship was as beautiful as always. It was a world worth protecting. The woman leaned against the railing, recalling that terrible and scary battlefield... and just then, a wave rocked and swayed the boat all of a sudden and she... fell into the sea.
Pairing: Tonowari/Omatikaya!Fem Reader
Tag: #sinking in the metkayina fic
posted on ao3
Word count: +8k
All characters belong to Avatar, and all rights are reserved to the original work whose author allowed me to translate it. I took some (a lot) of creative liberties while writing, adding a few things and changing some. This is the first time I translate a Korean fic, so I hope I did it properlyđ
The premise of this story is that humans have a respiratory system adapted to Pandoraâs air. Itâd be so annoying and interfering otherwise, and it wouldnât allow for deep kissing and the endless things you can do with your mouth.
Overall warnings: hurt/comfort, fluff, edging, eventual smutâ ïž
(Y/n) was a marine biology researcher. She used to do various studies on Naâvis and periodically go out to the ocean with her colleagues to collect samples. However, when many scientists who sided with the RDA were kicked out and sent back to Earth... she was left alone as an oceanographer, with no one to accompany her to the open seas anymore.Â
It would have been nice if Jake had more allies who sympathized with him, but (Y/n) swallowed her tears. Fortunately, there were still a few people who knew how to sail a ship, so she left Hellâs Gate and headed out to sea for her investigation after a lot of deliberation.Â
She was just staring at the water in the vastness of the ocean... and suddenly, she was struck with dizziness, wondering âWhat am I doing here?âÂ
That night, (Y/n) couldnât sleep, so she tossed and turned in bed and finally came out onto the deck. The night sea of Pandora seen from the ship was as beautiful as always. It was a world worth protecting. The woman leaned against the railing, recalling that terrible and scary battlefield... and just then, a wave rocked and swayed the boat all of a sudden and she... fell into the sea.Â
(Y/n), who had fallen into the water without any equipment, screamed while struggling. âIs there anyone here? Hello?!! Please, I need help!!â Â
She tried to swim closer to the boat but was pushed further away by the waves.Â
Even after the ship had completely disappeared from sight, (Y/n) continued to swim, but her hope was fading away. Time continued to pass, and she had no energy left because she had struggled so hard. Her lips were trembling from hypothermia, and only despair rose up in her.Â
âAm I going to die here? Not on Earth, but on a distant star a few light years away?â Â
The strength slowly drained from her limbs and (Y/n) lost consciousness after hearing something that sounded like a whaleâs cry.Â
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When she opened her eyes... she screamed at the sight of Naâvis looking down at her with faces full of curiosity and wariness. The Naâvi, who were startled by (Y/n)âs yell, shouted along with her, making her scratch the back of her head in embarrassment after calming down. The surroundings had started to get noisy after she had woken up.Â
âVrrtep? ...They must be talking about me, right? This sucks... Well, at least Iâm alive, which is a good thing... but it feels that Iâm going to die anytime soon...â Â
Naâvis began to gather, and (Y/n) flinched in fear at their piercing gazes. They looked different from those of the Omatikaya; their skin color was lighter, their arms were thicker... oh, look those muscles... wait, what was she thinking? Did she want to die by a harpoon? She was silently praying, if it came to be, for them to kill her painlessly with one blow when two Naâvis appeared through the crowd.Â
Judging by the fancy and colorful ornaments, the girl was 100% sure they must be the Oloâeyktan and TsahĂŹk. She had to show them she had nothing but good intentions!Â
(Y/n) immediately jumped up and cast the âI see youâ while speaking in the native language, in which she was haltingly fluent. âI have no intention of causing harm. I am a tĂŹftiatu.âÂ
The TsahĂŹk looked up at the Oloâeyktan and they stayed silent.Â
âGood thing I learnt that word from a baby forest Naâvi... Why arenât they saying anything? Please, let me live to see another day.â Â
âDo you know why you are here?â the chief asked.Â
âWhen I opened my eyes, I was already here.âÂ
âA tulkun saved you and brought you the shore.âÂ
âTool... kun? Wait, a tulkun?âÂ
âYes.âÂ
âOh my god!!â Â
âI had the chance to see a tulkun with my own two eyes?! I didnât even get to see a single tail fin!! I shouldâve woken up, and instead I missed it! Aaaah!!!â Â
(Y/n), who was mentally punishing herself while outwardly doing a one-woman show, barely came to her senses under the strange look of the Oloâeyktan, and desperately tried to appeal to herself that she was harmless by raising her frail arms and clearing her throat to speak.Â
âI am not a warrior; I mean no harm. I just want to know about life in this place and the meaning of Eywa.âÂ
â...Why? You are one of the demons.âÂ
âBecause not all demons want destruction.âÂ
âIs that so?âÂ
âYes, it is.âÂ
âThanks for the lessons, forest kid.â Â
The male leader spoke to the woman with a softened expression.Â
âShe doesnât look dangerous.âÂ
âWhat if it is only a mere appearance?âÂ
âShe does not possess any of the Sky People tools. Without those âmachinesâ, they are no different from newborn babies.âÂ
Was she being compared to a baby right now? ...Well, they werenât wrong. (Y/n) listened to their conversation feeling nervous.Â
â...You are allowed to stay here.âÂ
âYes!! However, asking for them to take me all the way back to the Omatikaya... I guess thatâs too much, right? I donât think theyâll listen... Iâll just have to survive in a place with no machines or anything technological. Luckily, I know about some creatures that humans can consume.â Â
âThen... where should I stay?âÂ
The man replied calmly. âIâll take care of that.âÂ
âTonowari!â the TsahĂŹk exclaimed.Â
âSo, his name is Tonowari? Huh, weird...â Â
âNo matter how weak she is, we will have to wait and see if she is completely harmless. As Oloâeyktan, it is my responsibility to care and watch over her.âÂ
â...Even though you might regret it?âÂ
âThat too is my lot to bear.âÂ
Ah, great... is the leader of the tribe fighting with his wife already because of her mere existence on that island? She hopes sheâs not ruining their relationship.Â
âO-oh, itâs okay... you donât have to help me, I can manage by myself. Plus, couples shouldnât fight... Ahaha...â (Y/n) said nervously.Â
Both Naâvi looked at her strangely. âWe are not a couple.âÂ
âR-really?âÂ
âI suppose you didnât know that TsahĂŹks and Oloâeyktans are not always paired up,â the woman stated drily.Â
The human was sweating profusely. â...I didnât know...âÂ
âOh, no... Did I just insult both them and their culture at the same time?â Â
âAnyway, you are my responsibility from now on. Follow me, I will show where you can stay.âÂ
âY-yes, yes... thank you...âÂ
Leaving behind the TsahĂŹk, who was still looking at her as if she were an unworthy insect, (Y/n) bowed and followed after Tonowari.Â
After a short walk, they arrived at the area where the maruis rested above the water. Not long after that, the man stopped in front of the one she supposed would be assigned to her. She obviously expected it to be empty, but it was spacious and had traces of daily use. What?Â
No matter how you look at it, someone was already living there. When (Y/n) looked at him with a question mark on her face, Tonowari spoke as if nothing had happened. âI said you were under my responsibility. You shall be living with me for a while.âÂ
â...Iâm a girl, though?âÂ
âYou are a woman of the Sky People. Donât worry, nothing unpleasant will happen to you.âÂ
âWell... of course, we are from different species... but something inside me... something similar to dignity is dying!! I want to tell him that, but I can't say anything because just receiving this invitation is a huge exception and privilege...â Â
(Y/n) walked to a corner and crouched down.Â
âDonât be so nervous; you can relax, I wonât do anything to you.âÂ
âY-yeah, uh-huh...âÂ
âPlease, use the space a little more widely. There is no reason for you to feel uncomfortable.âÂ
âT-thank you...âÂ
Tonowari sighed as he looked down at (Y/n), who was sitting awkwardly and not knowing what to do.Â
It seemed like there was quite a long way to go.Â
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The next day Â
âIs there anything you can do?âÂ
âUh... fish. I know them well. Sea... algae? Seaweed? I know seaweed well too.âÂ
Tonowari looked down at her, curious that a Sky Person would be so interested in the sea life-forms.Â
(Y/n) shrugged. âIt was my job to study them. I have lots of knowledge about them.âÂ
âHmm... I guess that is not necessary right now. What about hunting?âÂ
âNope, nothing.âÂ
âI will show you how to weave a net. Follow my lead,â he said as he grabbed a few materials so he could show her the basics. âEven if itâs temporary, as long as you stay here, you have to do your share.âÂ
âYes, I know.âÂ
âThis way, the basic knot is complete. Now, you try.âÂ
After a few attempts and feeling she was just making a fool of herself, (Y/n) questioned the process she was taking. â...Am I doing it right?âÂ
âPut your right hand under the knot and pull it out to the left.âÂ
âLike this?â she asked after somehow managing to tangle the material even more, but not in the specified form.Â
â...âÂ
â...Like this?âÂ
â...Letâs just try something else.âÂ
âHey! Donât give up on me so easily!âÂ
After wrestling with the cord for about two hours, (Y/n) unilaterally admitted defeat...Â
âWell then, tell me how to make fabrics at least.âÂ
âIf you canât even weave a net, how will you be able to weave cloths?â he said pointedly. âI believe itâs best for you to follow me around for a while; look around and find something you can learn to do.âÂ
â...You donât have to be so straightforward about it.â She saw how he was carefully gazing at her. âWhy are you looking at me like that?âÂ
âIf we were friends, I would have thrown some joke like: âWhatâs the matter, hon? Am I that cute?â However, being in front of a 292cm (9â7â) giant Naâvi, I get so scared that I can only... squeak... Even though Iâm tall for a human, Iâd be like a little kid compared to Tonowari.â Â
Still, seeing this, (Y/n) sighed and wondered if Tonowari would be able to teach the customs of the Naâvi... to a human.Â
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From that day on, (Y/n) followed Tonowari around and was shown all sorts of skills: how to cast and pull nets, how to manage a clam farm, how to sharpen and make spears, how to create accessories that are strong and durable even in seawater, etc. Surprisingly (or not), not a single one of them suited her.Â
(Y/n)âs self-esteem, once a highly educated person, began to plummet.Â
âBut I... I was a scholar capable enough to be dispatched to Pandora, so how can I be so useless? My knowledge has already been passed down through generations of Naâvis, and I have no talent for working with my hands... If I keep up like this, what are they going to do with me? What if Iâm kicked out?â Â
The night was getting deeper; the sound of the ocean could be heard, and (Y/n) was anxious... She crouched down and tried to come up with something. Nevertheless, no matter how much she thought about it, there was no answer. She had to prove her worth, but she couldnât do anything... (Y/n), who had always been ahead of the curve, felt like she was nosediving with no way up. The only thing she felt she was good at the moment was sniffling. Which she started to do, little by little.Â
And those sounds... Tonowari, who slept in the same room could, of course, hear them. Looking at (Y/n), who was lying down with her back turned and trying to quiet down her sniffs, he let out a small sigh and got up.Â
âYou canât sleep?âÂ
âY-yes... ugh... sniff...âÂ
âItâs been an hour.âÂ
â...Lie back down, Iâm fine...âÂ
As the remains of his sleep disappeared, the Oloâeyktan awoke completely from his drowsy state. Tonowari spoke with a soothing tone as he looked at the state (Y/n) was in.Â
âEvery life has its own use and purpose in Eywaâs path. You, too, have your own purpose. Do not worry too much.âÂ
â...Do you really think so?âÂ
âYes, I do.âÂ
Only then did (Y/n) loosen her distraught expression and turn around. Her eyes were wet from sobbing, but now she was smiling slightly.Â
âYou are very kind, sir.âÂ
âAhem... I am responsible for you. It is only natural.âÂ
âBut Iâm a foreigner, so it must be burdensome for you, sir. Still, thank you.âÂ
â...Tonowari is also fine.âÂ
âHuh?âÂ
âWhat I mean is, you donât have to call me sir every time. Many people call me by my name.âÂ
(Y/n) blinked briefly and burst into a small laugh. âYouâre very kind, Tonowari.âÂ
â...It is late; go to bed and rest. You have many places to go to tomorrow.âÂ
Tonowariâs ears perked up a little as he spoke, so she found herself in a happy mood for the first time in a while. He looked very strict and serious, but he secretly had a kind side to him. He might even seem a little... cute?Â
As she laid facing the ceiling, the sound of the waves, which was unusually loud, acted as a lullaby... (Y/n) fell asleep after a few minutes.Â
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(Y/n) and Tonowari searched the entire village for something to do... Clamming (too hard for a human), picking seaweed (canât hold her breath for long, so ruled out), standing guard at the village border (barely getting by)... and finally! Finally, they found something she could do.Â
Teaching children.Â
(Y/n) was definitely into Pandoraâs oceans, and her vocabulary was similar to the kidsâ (lol) so it would be easy to teach them.Â
âI was hoping I would end up doing something with my dexterity... haha... I was a bit disappointed, but still! I was happy to be useful, and I felt flattered in front of Tonowari. He also congratulated me with a smile.â Â
Of course, there was some opposition to the idea of the demon teaching their children, but after proving her knowledge was clearly useful, they decided to test it and see how it goes before making a formal decision. In order to do that, a Naâvi would be needed to watch and help out.Â
And on the first day of teaching the younglings... (Y/n) was wondering who would come while Tonowari walked from afar.Â
She stared confused as he approached her but was quick to greet him with the respect he deserved. âI see you, Tonowari. What brings you here...?âÂ
âI heard you need someone to help you.âÂ
âThatâs true, but...âÂ
âYou are under my responsibility, so it is right for me to take charge of that task as well.âÂ
â...Oh, arenât you busy...?âÂ
âI have some free time to spare at the moment. Donât worry.âÂ
âAaaaaaaaaaaaahhh- I thought we were going to do something like the neighborhood alphabet classroom, but now I have to do an observation class in front of the Oloâeyktan. Damn it!! And Iâm just a researcher, not someone trained as an educator.â Â
While sweating profusely, (Y/n) kept repeating to herself like a parrot that the chieftain must be busy, so... why was he here?Â
The man was stubborn, so she gave up on that. The girl entered the space set up for what they would need and... there were more kids than she thought? (Y/n) raised a question mark. Could you blame her? Who could have thought so many would come knowing that they would be taught by a demon?Â
The kids confidently said they had come without their parentsâ knowing. The curiosity of pre-teens in their prime couldnât be defeated, funnily enough.Â
So, that was how (Y/n) started the first lesson. First, she listed the easy-to-find clams.Â
âOkay, guys! Do you know what this is?âÂ
âWho doesnât know that? Itâs just a common clam.âÂ
âRight, but did you know that this clam has 300 eyes?âÂ
âReally????????âÂ
âCurious, isnât it? Should I crack open it and check?âÂ
(Y/n) was trying her best to win them over...Â
No matter what she did, it wouldnât work. Pandoraâs creatures were so huge... It wasnât easy, and a female humanâs energy couldnât even come close to that of a Naâvi.Â
Ah, sheâd finally gotten their interest; she couldnât just leave it like that. The woman trembled and used all her strength, but the clam was tightly shut. (Y/n)âs face was gradually turning sad until a large hand appeared from the side.Â
It was Tonowari. He took the clam from her hands, which hadnât even moved regardless of how hard she tried, and easily opened it... In 0.5 seconds...Â
âHere you go.âÂ
âO-oh, uh... thanks.âÂ
âWow~ Oloâeyktan is so cool!âÂ
âThank you everyone. Now, keep focused on what (Y/n) will teach you.âÂ
âOkay~âÂ
After that thankful action, Tonowari nodded to her with a smile as if telling her to go ahead with the lesson.Â
âAlright... Now that the Oloâeyktan has opened it, why donât we take a look? Here, did you know everything in this side consists of the organs?âÂ
âEww~ itâs so gross!âÂ
âIt is, but thanks to that they know when predators ... no, tarioa- tairo-... I mean, when bad animals are coming, and they close their shells to protect themselves."Â
âBut why stay there instead of running away?âÂ
â...Well...âÂ
(Y/n) got caught in the moment, but Tonowari intervened from the side.Â
âThat is because the strong warriors of the Metkayina catch them. Nothing can escape our hands.âÂ
âUh... Thatâs right! Warriors of the Metkayina! You too will achieve that position when you grow up. By the way, arenât you curious about how clams eat?âÂ
âPhew! Almost blew it back there.â Â
A few hours later, (Y/n)âs first class ended with unexpected success. And... it seems she got herself an assistant?Â
Tonowari woke her from her daydream, which was causing her soul to leak from her mouth, by tapping her. âThat was impressive. There were some things I didnât know. Did you discover them?âÂ
âWell... not necessarily me... but my colleagues and I made a collaboration ... how do you say this in Naâvi?âÂ
âDoes this mean that this is the fruit of your efforts combined?âÂ
âFruit? Fruition... Yes, thatâs right!âÂ
âIt seems like youâre doing well on your own. You are intelligent and talented.âÂ
'...The first compliment I heard since I got here!â Â
(Y/n) was a little embarrassed, but she didnât show it and replied âThatâs just how I amâ and shamefully left. Tonowari laughed a little at her cockiness.Â
On the way to the marui, the sky and sea were covered in the sunset. The two walked slowly along the sandy beach and looked at the landscape.Â
âItâs beautiful...âÂ
âThe bottom of the sea is even more beautiful. Have you ever seen it?âÂ
âIâve been there a few times. It was an unforgettable experience... Now that I think about it, I have never seen it here.âÂ
âThe coral reefs of the Metkayina are especially famous for their beauty. Someday, I will show you how to ride an Ilu and show them to you.âÂ
âReally?!âÂ
âIt would be absurd to be staying with the reef people and not seeing the reefs.âÂ
âThank you, thank you! I will never forget this for as long as I live!âÂ
â...Because you seem to love the ocean too.âÂ
There was a moment of silence between them.Â
âHow could you not fall in love with this place?âÂ
âDidnât you say that there is an ocean where you came from?âÂ
âCoral reefs are losing their color, animals are disappearing, and the water is tainted with dangerous substances. It can no longer be called an ocean.âÂ
â...That is regretful.âÂ
âThatâs probably why I fell in love with this place so much. Living in this lively place feels like a dream.âÂ
He didnât speak any more. They kept walking Tonowari, who didnât say anything until they reached their destination, spoke quietly.Â
âIf thereâs anything you would like to see, just tell me. Iâll help you as much as I can.âÂ
The image of Tonowari speaking like that remained in her mind for no reason and continued to linger in her mind until she closed her eyes and went to sleep. (Y/n) must have fallen asleep because when she woke up the soft sound of the waves, like white noise, and the voice of Tonowari in her head were mixed together and she couldnât tell which was which.Â
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(Y/n)âs class was surprisingly booming as time went by.Â
The kids who came after taking a class said it was so much fun, so those who called her âdemonâ at first started coming one by one out of curiosity, and her crowd eventually grew... The youngsters did many things there besides learning like playing with friends and, honestly, parents were happy they didnât have to watch over them all day (her school had become in some sort of childcare).Â
It was also quite amusing to see the Oloâeyktan sitting solemnly on the sidelines and listening, then chiming in a word or two. And when (Y/n) muttered to herself something like âOh, I donât have this... I wish I did...â, Tonowari would quickly get up and disappear somewhere, then come back with it.Â
âWhere did you find this?! Tonowari, youâre the best!âÂ
â...Youâre welcome.âÂ
She would spend all day teaching the kids (actually playing with them) and then in the evening, when they dispersed, she would walk along the sandy beach with Tonowari and chat.Â
'At first, it was hard to talk to him because he scared me, but know that I know how considerate he is, haha, I feel I can speak with him more comfortably.â Â
âThe conch shell that I showed you earlier, isnât it pretty? Should I make some jewelry with it?âÂ
â...Are you serious?âÂ
âNo, even if my dexterity was ruined, it wouldnât be to that extent...âÂ
âWell, Iâll make one for you instead.âÂ
âWow, really? Yay !!âÂ
â Yay ... Can I ask what that means?âÂ
âWell, itâs a great word to use when something is really good and exciting.âÂ
â...The Sky Peopleâs language is really diverse.âÂ
âAnyway, you promised to make me one of those ornaments. I like necklaces!âÂ
âI see. I shall keep that in mind,â he said smiling down at her.Â
And... time passed, and the day finally came when Tonowari decided to give (Y/n) a ride on an Ilu.Â
Before, there had been a backlash that was summarized with: âWe canât trust the demon.â Now, through teaching, she had become close with the kids and established her own position, so things were better.Â
â(Y/n)! I heard you were going to ride an Ilu today!âÂ
âAwesome! Iâm so jealous!âÂ
âIâm learning to ride one too.âÂ
âI heard Tonowari himself would teach her.âÂ
âLucky... Come back without any injuries!âÂ
âDo you think I will learn to ride soon too?âÂ
âI always do this kind of back and forth with my students. I canât do Tsaheylu, but the mere idea of being the first human to ever ride an Ilu makes me feel like Iâm floating! I donât think any human on Earth has ever ridden one. Especially with an Oloâeyktan teaching me directly!â Â
Tonowari was barely able to calm (Y/n) down, who was almost jumping up and down with excitement, went out to the sea and called for an ilu.Â
âEverybody makes that sound, but how do you do it?âÂ
âLike this.â He made some sounds from the back of his throat using his tongue.Â
She tried to copy him to the best of her ability. âAm I doing it?âÂ
â...âÂ
That was all for the lesson on calling the Ilu. Tonowari lifted (Y/n) and placed her on one who had come near.Â
âWhoa!!!!âÂ
âUm, let go of my hair...âÂ
âSorry, sorry, you just surprised me all of a sudden...âÂ
(Y/n)... was quite tall for a human, and no one had ever lifted her like that since childhood. So, out of fright, she had ended up grabbing onto the hair of the Oloâeyktan for support. She let go, feeling embarrassed, and Tonowari grabbed her hand and told her how to hold it on the saddle. His larger hand, that covered (Y/n)âs whole and still had a lot of space left, folded each finger accordingly.Â
She suddenly felt strange at the feeling of his hand... She thought it was because she was excited and let it go.Â
âHow long can you last underwater?âÂ
âIâve had some training before, but... like 3 minutes?âÂ
âThat is ridiculously weak...âÂ
âThat... that is long?!â she affirmed offended.Â
âI guess weâll have to do a lot of practice. Anyway, hold your breath, we are going into the water now.âÂ
âReally? Now? Wait a minute, whoa-âÂ
As soon as the Ilu dived, Tonowari grabbed its queue and dived with it.Â
(Y/n) barely managed to catch her breath at the timing, and as she closed her eyes tightly in a state of exclamation, she was dragged by the Ilu as it swam aimlessly. After a few seconds, she felt someone tapping her from the side, so she cautiously opened her eyes and almost opened her mouth as well to say: âWowâ.Â
The scenery before her eyes was truly fantastic. Colorful aquatic creatures swimming in the clear waters and colorful coral reefs... Shoals of small fish passed by (Y/n) and Tonowari, and the Ilu played in circles among the giant seaweed.Â
âThis sight will forever live in my memory,â she thought to herself.Â
Tonowari, who was caressing the Ilu, smiled slightly as he looked at her as she was absentmindedly watching everything. Seeing that she liked it so much, he thought that he should have brought her out there earlier... (Y/n), who seemed to sense his gaze, looked back and waved her hand with a bright smile.Â
At that moment, Tonowari felt his heartbeat suddenly stop for a second.Â
Why? Had he stayed in the water for too long? No, it wasnât that... The man put his hand on his chest and questioned this strange throbbing sensation.Â
Right then, he saw (Y/n) gesturing upwards as if she were out of breath and apologetically sent the Ilu up to the surface.Â
âPhew! That was really, really fantastic! Thank you, Tonowari!âÂ
â...It was nothing.âÂ
âIt was not nothing. If it werenât for you, I would still be feared as a demon and wouldnât have had even come close to touching one of his fins.âÂ
(Y/n) had been able to establish herself in the village thanks to Tonowari, so she smiled happily as she expressed her gratitude for that again. He couldnât take his eyes off of her...Â
âToday I just looked around, but next time Iâll be looking for samples for research. Will you be coming with me?âÂ
To this bold and valiant woman who fearlessly asked the Oloâeyktan to accompany, Tonowari could only nod... without even knowing why.Â
âI donât know what samples are, but... if you want to.âÂ
âOh my? What if something weird happens?âÂ
âI know you wouldnât do anything to purposely harm us.âÂ
âWow... thatâs touching. Why are you so kind to me?âÂ
â...Itâs no big deal.âÂ
Tonowari always said that when he was embarrassed. But never the actual thing.Â
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From that day onwards, (Y/n) went out to collect samples carrying the small bag that Tonowari had made for her. The man was always by her side and would even hold things for her if they were too heavy.Â
Whatâs more, he taught her breathing techniques so she could hold longer underwater... and the two naturally became closer.Â
âIâd like to go out for a bit. Is that okay?âÂ
âItâs dangerous. I wouldnât recomment it.âÂ
âUm... Just for a bit? Thereâs something at the bottom I really want to look into...âÂ
âI said it was dangerous.âÂ
âWhy canât I? Iâll just dig that up and come right back!âÂ
â...âÂ
Strangely, it became difficult for Tonowari to say no to (Y/n)âs words.Â
She had become quite capable at holding her breath through continuous training (nothing compared to a Naâvi, of course) and was confident that she would be fine in deeper waters.Â
The day they decided to go far away, Tonowari came with a fierce-looking spear; (Y/n) wondered if it was necessary, but she thought that he would know better. The two of them went beyond the coral reef on Ilu... but the chief was so big that it was more like holding onto its queue with her on board rather than riding it.Â
Anyway, the two went down to the deep water and luckily, they quickly found what (Y/n) was looking for. The girl was carefully putting it in her bag with an excited face, when a huge shadow fell over her.Â
It was a Pxazang.Â
Before she could scream, Tonowari pierced his spear straight into the beastâs stomach and it shook violently, bleeding in pain. Right after, he narrowly escaped from having his arm bit off while holding onto the Ilu and (Y/n). Both continued to head down and down among the tall seaweed and coral. The predator chased after them, chewing and breaking through stone pillars like a madman despite having been stabbed.Â
Tonowari gritted his teeth and held (Y/n)âs arms tightly so as not to lose her and continued to descend... And the two, barely able to hide in a place where its teeth could not reach, held their breaths and tried to calm their pounding hearts.Â
Nevertheless, there was a problem... Not matter how much (Y/n) trained, she wasnât a Naâvi and soon started to suffocate. She tried her best to hold it in, but when a gulping sound was heard, the man looked down at her... and realized the situation. Without even thinking, Tonowari lowered his head and kissed her.Â
The moment (Y/n)âs eyes opened wide, he breathed life into her... while she was hardly hanging on and clinging to his body.Â
How many times did she inhale and exhale like that? Finally, the humanâs stomach settled down; Tonowari made a gesture, grabbed the handles of the Ilu and headed towards the surface.Â
âGasp...! Cough, cough... Ugh...â Â
(Y/n), who had been holding to Tonowariâs arms, gasped and finally filled her lungs. Even though he had trouble breathing after sharing air with her, the Naâvi held her cheeks to check if she was hurt anywhere. The two looked at each other for a long time, catching their breath.Â
Tonowariâs heartbeat was so loud that it could be felt in his arms... The face that habitually looked down was full of relief at barely surviving, and subsided fear at knowing she had made it... The man met (Y/n)âs eyes, which were filled with a mixture of emotions, and impulsively kissed her. Â
Their pulse was thumping on their touching chests, the body head felt faint on their wet and cold skin... and yet, the tongue that was parting her lips and entering her mouth was so hot that she thought it would burn her... The chief pulled (Y/n) into his embrace and turned his head to kiss her more deeply, and this continued until the girl was out of breath and rubbing his shoulder.Â
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Four days since the incident Â
Tonowari didnât say a word about it and just treated (Y/n) as usual. Instead, they stopped going to the beach where they used to go for walks, and at night, he left the marui and went to sleep somewhere else.Â
In other words, he didnât sleep in the same place as her.Â
Likewise, (Y/n) didnât say anything about the matter, but she would sometimes look at his face as if asking for an explanation. When that happened, he would first look away and then leave the place.Â
The strange atmosphere was evident even to the Naâvis in the village, and the number of children asking what had happened to the Oloâeyktan increased.Â
Since they both declared it was nothing, though... what could a third party say? They just worried a little among themselves and let it go. Regardless of whatever happened between their leader and the demon, time passed, and it was time for the Tulkun to return. The Tsuraks, Ilus, Naâvis and Tulkuns all gathered together was truly a spectacular sight.Â
It was so frustrating and regrettable that she didnât have a camera on her... (Y/n) went into the water to capture it all with both her eyes. And she also witnessed Tonowari going over to his spirit brother. The man kept moving his hands in front of the Tulkun, as if he had much to say. Meanwhile, (Y/n) stood alone observing everything.Â
That night, the village held a small festival.Â
It was a celebration due to the return of their spirit brothers and sisters and, naturally, a table of alcohol was prepared. She was sitting there, asking about the ingredients and thinking, âI can take this.â The Oloâeyktan and TsahĂŹk were at the top, and after a few words from Tonowari, everyone joined in and drank.Â
(Y/n), who had completely melted into the village teacher, had a few drinks and her face turned gradually red and started hiccuping while the other Naâvi teased her. As Tonowari saw her living effortlessly in the village without him, his feelings became complicated. It wasnât something that should have become complicated; it was a good thing, but he couldnât understand why his heart was like that.Â
Because of his compromised mind, the man kept drinking and got so drunk that anyone would worry of they saw him. Eventually, Tonowari nodded at the advice that it would be better to stop drinking and go inside to rest, and staggered slightly as he headed towards his marui. He would have normally gone somewhere else, but he was too drunk to consider that.Â
Leaving behind all that noise, he entered and laid down in his usual space... He closed his eyes dizzily, but then he heard footsteps, so he looked up and when he blinked... he saw (Y/n)âs face, red from drunkenness.Â
âTonowari! I f- hic! finally see your face...âÂ
â...If it makes you uncomfortable, Iâll leave.âÂ
âWho says Iâm uncomfortable?âÂ
And then, she sat down in front of him!Â
Actually, he realized, she had even brought a bottle of alcohol with her; she finally started gulping it down. He thought he should stop her, so he tried to get up.Â
âWhy did you kiss me back then?âÂ
He stayed silent for a moment. â...I donât know what youâre talking about. You seem very drunk, so I think itâs best if you go lie down now...âÂ
âWhy did you kiss me?âÂ
âItâs late. You should-âÂ
âWhat, do you think Iâm stupid? I laugh all the time, so itâs easy, right?âÂ
â...You have never been easy.âÂ
âIâm not easy, so youâll just pretend like nothing happened? Is that what you do?âÂ
â...Iâm sorry. I apologize. Because of my lack of virtue, I forced myself to do something that you didnât want...âÂ
âWhen did I ever say I didnât want it?âÂ
â...?âÂ
âWhy do you think and decide on your own without even listening to me?âÂ
Tonowari felt as if his lips were drying up... He moistened them and bit them carefully.Â
â...Then, what decision would you like to make?âÂ
(Y/n) stared at him for a moment, then walked closer and wrapped her arms around his neck as she dat on the floor.Â
âKiss me. Give it a try first and then decide.âÂ
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The next day, she woke to the sound of the morning waves as usual, suffering from a horrendous hangover. The girl tried getting up, but she felt like she had been hit to a breaking point and something was holding her tightly, so she couldnât move. What was that? She opened her eyes and there were a pair of arms in front of her.Â
Tonowari was hugging (Y/n) in her torn clothes.Â
âYouâre crazy, (Y/n)! Crazy!! Because you had no one to sleep with, you laid with the Oloâeyktan...?!!! Heâs not even a person. What should I do? Ah, I feel like Iâm gonna die...'Â Â
Memories of last night flashed before her eyes like a panorama... She barely managed to swallow her screams.Â
âBut... strangely, I donât regret it... It was a really odd sensation. It felt like the knot that needed to be tied was finally put together.â Â
On the other hand... there was no door there, which meant the place gave up any kind of privacy; anyone could have seen them, so she groaned and tried to get out, but... her arms were too heavy, and she couldnât move. (Y/n) struggled for a while but gave up after exhausting all her strength. Moreover, her whole body hurt like sheâd been beaten, especially her lower half. If it had been that bad in one night... She wouldâve died if they had been at it for longer.Â
â...Excuse me? Tonowari? Hey...â The girl timidly patted Tonowariâs broad chest. A couple of times. Then several. She wondered how many times she ended up doing that. Her arms were starting to hurt, and at that moment, the man stirred.Â
And his open eyes were met with (Y/n)âs on his arms.Â
1... 2... 3...Â
â...!!! Iâm so sorry!!! I will be punished for my sins...!!!âÂ
âShh! Shush...! The other Naâvis will hear us...!âÂ
âUh, I apologize...âÂ
âWell... First if all, do you have anything to cover my body with? My clothes are all torn...âÂ
â...I apologize for that as well...âÂ
The woman placed the fabric that Tonowari gave her around her body like a wrap dress. And then the two were forced to face reality.Â
The bite marks and handprints left all over her body... he wanted to die.Â
Tonowari had never felt so small in his entire life. He had spent the night with a drunk and it didnât even seem like he had been gentle. He managed to open his mouth with the determination he had left, unsure on what to say next.Â
âNo, I mean... I did it because I like you... but...âÂ
He raised his head. âDid you say, you did it because you like me?âÂ
âIf I didnât like you, I would have said no, wouldnât I?âÂ
The Naâvi was just staring blankly at (Y/n), opening and closing his mouth several times.Â
âUm... I guess... that makes us... lovers? Something like that?âÂ
As soon as she said those words, she felt Tonowari hugging her right away.Â
â...Are you sure you want me?âÂ
âI donât think thatâs something you say when weâre hugging each other practically naked and have already had intercourse... I meant it.âÂ
âI shall be a good mate for you. Definitely...âÂ
âOkay, wait a minute, I canât breathe...! I need air...!âÂ
After holding her tightly for a long time, (Y/n) was finally released. She was still held in his arms, although lighter this time. It seems the one who self-appointed as her new mate had no intention of letting go anytime soon.Â
That was how Tonowari and her started dating... Of course, it was a secret relationship; (Y/n) had preferred it like that, because she didnât know how the Naâvis of the village would react.Â
âHmm, hey... Tonowari?âÂ
âYes, Iâm listening.âÂ
âOther than my face... could you please look at this fish?âÂ
âIf you want me to.âÂ
The children gasped and looked back and forth between the two. Was he planning on hiding this from the people or not? He was driving her crazy... One could imagine the answer knowing that instead of that fishâs gills, he was gazing at her honey-dripping eyes.Â
â(Y/n)... with the Oloâeyktan... by any chance...âÂ
âHuh?! No, Iâm not!âÂ
âI think youâre right...âÂ
âTheyâre so affectionate with each other, arenât they? Hahaha...âÂ
âItâs not like that...âÂ
âRight, right...âÂ
Well, she let it slide for now. The kids left with such faces... She rubbed her throbbing forehead, but Tonowari came up to her and grabbed her hand, saying there were no children around anymore.Â
âNow he wants to hold hands?! I actually want to, but whenever I see him smiling and saying that itâs okay, I feel weak again... Then again, what do the kids know? Ha... itâs alright I guess.â Â
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The next day Â
A certain Naâvi called out to (Y/n), saying she had something to tell her, so she followed after the sea woman. Did they know each other? No matter how much she looked into it, she was a villager that had never spoken to her before... and right now, she just stared at (Y/n) without saying anything, with red eyes.Â
âWhat did you want to say to me?âÂ
â...The Oloâeyktan! Whatâs so good about a demon like you?!âÂ
Huh...? She looked up and tears were falling like raindrops from the womanâs eyes. The human girl felt flustered and tried to calm her down. âOh, no, donât cry...âÂ
âJust like you! You canât hunt! You canât even weave a net! Whatâs the point of being twice as tall as you are?âÂ
âNo... please, stop crying.âÂ
While rummaging through her inventory, (Y/n) held out a piece of cloth she had knitted for practice and told her to wipe her tears. The nameless Naâvi that was crying continuously stared at her and then caught her hand with her own.Â
âMake Tonowari happy! Otherwise, I wonât forgive you!âÂ
âThatâs not... I...âÂ
âI will remember that!âÂ
âNo...âÂ
And she disappeared, shedding tears... Leaving her behind with her mind echoing âWhen did it start to be rumored that we were dating?!âÂ
But (Y/n)... She wouldnât give up on their love affair.Â
When there were just the two of them, Tonowari immediately picked her up, pressed their foreheads together, kissed her and whispered words of affection. However, he tried hard to remain cold from the outside, no matter how in love his eyes looked.Â
As time progressed, he continued to stand close to her with his huge size, like a bear that got wet under the rain, unintentionally making it hard for them to pretend nothing was going on.Â
â(Y/n)...âÂ
âEh?âÂ
âOloâeyktan, you should at least try to pretend...âÂ
âIâm sorry, I canât assist you. Iâm in a very important duty.âÂ
âYouâre just standing there...âÂ
âIt is called surveillance.âÂ
Tonowari looked at the children who were doing their best in their lessons while keeping blank faces.Â
â(Y/n), I...âÂ
âIâm in class.âÂ
âJust a little bit...âÂ
âI told you, Iâm in class.âÂ
Now, (Y/n) seemed to have forgotten that the other person was the Oloâeyktan. Tonowari raised his figurative eyebrow amusedly, but he stood there until the end of class. As soon as the kids started to leave, he quietly came and grabbed her hand.Â
âNo, theyâre still outside.âÂ
â...Canât I kiss you just once?âÂ
âIâll kiss you when we get to the marui.âÂ
âIs it not possible right now?âÂ
She glared at him, feeling like sheâd lost again, and stood on her tiptoes. â...Just one.âÂ
Tonowari bowed his head as if heâd been waiting for that moment and kissed her deeply. It was supposed to be a small one, but he intertwined their tongues, and before she knew it, she was receiving a sticky and lewd kiss from the hungry man.Â
After it ended and they broke apart, (Y/n) wiped her mouth and said, âDonât do this when weâre outside...â, but found a Naâvi with their mouth open behind Tonowari. 'Uh-oh.'
â...!!!! Oh no, itâs not what you think...!âÂ
âMom! Moooom!!!âÂ
âNo!!!!!!!âÂ
In the end, they abandoned their secret relationship that day.Â
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She was forced to give up on Tonowari by issuing a ârestraining orderâ against him.Â
Even if it had to be revealed, she wanted to do it properly and by herself, but they had been caught kissing in an open space, so she was left in shame. (Y/n) felt like a dog, being told to stay at least ten steps away... Instead, it was Tonowari who chased after her like a fanboy.Â
He followed her around so pitifully... No wonder the Naâvis of the village had found out about it. (They all knew from before; they just chose to ignore it.)Â
âNo! Itâs different when you get caught at a crucial moment and get exposed!âÂ
âWell... we already knew...âÂ
âYou could have at least pretended!âÂ
âIt was too obvious...âÂ
Even after finishing her work for the day and going into the marui, (Y/n) sat away since the order had not been lifted. Tonowariâs ears drooped and he watched her closely... He couldnât bring himself to get close, so he looked at her with a pouty expression, but she tried to ignore him.Â
â(Y/n)...âÂ
âAre you going to ask me to hug you again? You know we canât.â She tried to avoid his prying eyes.Â
âIt has already been three days...âÂ
âCanât you even hold back for three days?âÂ
âCan you?âÂ
â...âÂ
âIf I cannot control myself... can you?âÂ
âNot being able to control ourselves is the reason we ended up like this!âÂ
He did not give up. âDo you not... hate that it has come to this?âÂ
â...No, thatâs not it...âÂ
âWe confirmed out feelings for each other, so I canât understand why we must stay apart...âÂ
The girl bit her lip, willing her spirit not to yield.Â
â(Y/n), I...âÂ
â Okay, to hell with it. Get over here.âÂ
â...!!!!âÂ
And Tonowari ran towards her like a puppy with its tail on fire and sat down right next to her.Â
After leaning slightly on her small body and smiling happily, (Y/n) couldnât help but smile as well. And fit into those big arms and be hugged. The man enjoyed her body temperature and smell for a long time, rubbing his face against it. They kept whispering to each other until the sunset spread into the night.Â
From then on, Tonowari, who had been gifted with a big body, would not think twice before carrying the girl in his arms and walk around all day. He would take strolls around the village like that and would hide his face in embarrassment, thinking that other Naâvis might see them, but if there was no one around, he would sneak a kiss on (Y/n)âs temple.Â
At such happy times, a happy smile could be seen on the manâs face.Â
Even the shy (Y/n) would have no choice but to wrap her arms around his neck and lean on him with a tingling in her heart. If she did it correctly, sheâd feel the strong arms and familiar shoulders, and the heartbeat on his chest. Even though they had been together for quite some time, she found it cute that his heart would still beat fast and loud.Â
Every day, the couple walked along the beach holding hands or spent time with the young Naâvis, who were just starting to learn how to weave nets. When dusk approached, the girl ran to Tonowari, who would come to pick her up and hug her. She also ended up meeting his spirit brother.Â
âThe day the Tulkuns came back... what did you talk about?âÂ
âPerhaps I have found someone who I can love.âÂ
ââ
One day, as the two of them grew more in love day by day, Tonowari went out hunting with the village warriors, and (Y/n) was walking alone through the marui bridges.Â
However, something wasnât right... it wasnât usually that noisy, so she looked around and went to the shore, where something familiar caught her eye.Â
It was an Ikran.Â
Normal â Na'vi Italics â English
Vocabulary list: vrrtep (demon), oloâeyktan (clan leader), tsahĂŹk (head shaman, high priest, interpreter), tĂŹftiatu (researcher), marui (pods built in the giant mangrove-like trees alongside the shores and are protected from crashing waves by giant reef barriers), tarnioang (predator), tsaheylu (bond, neural connection), pxazang (akula), tsurak (skimwing), ikran (mountain banshee)
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2024 Fic Writer End of Year Roundup
Answer and then tag three or more creators to keep the game going!
Thanks @ everyone who tagged me :) I'm counting everyone in my answers as tagged - if anyone hasn't added their own roundup yet and wants to.
1. How many words did you publish on AO3 in 2024?
20,833
2. How many fics did you complete this year?
Just 2!
3. How many in progress or ongoing fics did you start this year?
Also 2
4. What was your favorite thing you wrote?
Definitely my exchange fic for @shadowisles-writes, Hind with Sharp Teeth. This is the first year in a while where I've been able to write semi-consistently, and it's been hard to scrape the rust off of some of my usual strengths (smut, banter, humor, weird shit). I'm really excited about this fic because it makes me feel like I'm finally back in the groove!
5. What piece was your most experimental or different from your usual style?
Probably my demon!Rhys oneshot, The darker the fruit, the sweeter. I love darkfic and have played with the idea of writing something unsettling for a while. This is the first time I've dipped my toes in.
6. Did any fics surprise you - either while writing or their reception?
I wasn't sure what to expect from No More Dreaming Like a Girl because it was my first posted ACOTAR fic, but it's gotten much less engagement than I thought it might. Maybe people are wary because the plot touches on a lot of info from ACOSF that has already been debated ad nauseam in the fandom. Or some people don't like extended angstfests, which... this may or may not become, depending on what happens once I get my shit together and finish my outline.
7. Do you have a fic you wrote and loved that went under the radar? (This is your sign to reblog/repost it!)
Probably NMDLAG!
8. Who is an artist that inspired you?
Right now I love @lucychanart's work, especially her tamsand, as well as @froggybogwitch, @witchlingsandwyverns, and @queercontrarian's work, especially her genderbends.
9. Who is an author that inspired you?
Oooooof, so so so many people! @mmvalentine, @quakeriders, @separatist-apologist and @the-lonelybarricade for how perfectly they capture Feysand's multifaceted dynamic across so many different AUs. @fourteentrout for how well they navigate angsty, complicated ships. @whatishowedyouinthedark and @starfall-spirit for their darkfic. @thesistersarcheron for her worldbuilding and for embracing funny and/or chaotic AUs. @popjunkie42 for how she writes Rhys and indoctrinating me into the glasses!Rhys agenda. @rosanna-writer, @littedidyouknow, and @climbthemountain2020 for really well-done long form fics. The amount of talented authors and artists in this fandom blows my mind every day.
10. Who is a new author you discovered?
I think I'm the new kid on the block this year - but that means everyone I mentioned above, as well as other awesome creators like @foundress0fnothing, @shadowriel, @secret-third-thing and many others feel new to me.
11. Did you do any collaborations? How did it start?
I haven't! That's one of my goals for this upcoming year.
12. What accomplishments are you proudest of?
Honestly, just that I found something that inspired me again and committed to making more time to write than I have in the past couple of years. I became super active for a different fandom during the pandemic, and it wasn't sustainable. When I came back after a break, it just wasn't the same. Then I got distracted by life. It feels really good to be back and to remember what it feels like to scratch the creative itch.
13. What did you learn about writing or creating this year?
To let things take time and remember to get out of my head about my work.
14. Any advice youâd like to share with new or aspiring writers?
Find rituals and routines. Try to commit to them even when you don't feel particularly inspired. Writing is kind of like working out in that you have to condition those (mental) muscles if you want to perform well. Spontaneous inspiration can make for a really satisfying eureka! moment, but you can't rely on it if you want to get into a regular writing habit.
15. What are your creative goals for 2025?
I'm trying not to start too many longer, multichapter fics before I finish (or at least make good progress with) the ones I have at the moment. I also would love to do more collaborative work and build fandom friendships (I'm still strategizing about this bit because I'm too shy for my own good). I also plan to explore some new pairings!
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Savior Carl!AU re-read Part 2 Chapter 1
Follow-up of my re-read of Part 1 Chapter 4. If you're not interested and don't want to have your dashboard spammed, you can block the tags Duchess reads and Savior Carl AU reread.
Commentary for Part 2, Ch 1 below the cut (spoilers for part 2 ahead):
I posted part 2 just a little over a year ago on December 20, 2023. I still remember what if felt like opening my word document for the Savior AU, which I had been adding to little by little during my 3-year hiatus between parts 1 and 2. I started part 2 while in the middle of a creative rut. My last fic (for the Marvel fandom) had been posted in May of that year and I had written nothing at all since. Stucky and Stony (my main Marvel ships) had lost a bit of their appeal to me creatively. I still liked them, but I had no desire to read or write about them. I knew I wanted to write a fic and be creative, so I thought: 'Hey, I have this amazing TWD fic that is just waiting for me to pick it up again, maybe now is finally the time to write that sequel'. So, I did.
It was not easy getting back into a universe I had barely touched in 3 years, especially when I was so afraid of messing up a story I cared about so much. In the end, I took the leap by telling myself that if 2021 Duchess could post a TWD fic for the first time, then 2023 Duchess had no excuse not to do the same. I told myself to keep my expectations low and to enjoy the writing process without putting any pressure on myself. So, I wrote the first chapter and kept it short and pretty much posted it without overthinking it (something that was especially difficult to do on my own, because I had grown used to having Beta-readers in the Marvel fandom).
I always knew I was going to start part 2 in medias res, immediately after Carl had killed Shane, picking up right where part 1 left off. I also knew I wanted part 2 to have flashback entirely focused on Shane and, more specifically, the good sides of Shane. After all, Carl had just killed his stepfather/abuser. What better way to make things as angsty as possible than to make him remember all the ways Shane had been good to him in the past? I do love a good angst, it has to be said.
One thing I was also excited to share was the AO3 summary for this sequel, which I had written years ago and which had been patienly waiting in my word document. To this day, I still love it:
Shane has been a lot of things throughout Carlâs life. In the old world, he was his godfather and his uncle and his best friend. When the dead started rising, he became his protector, his step-dad, the only thing standing between the Grimes family and the things that wanted to destroy them. Then, when his mother died, Shane became his drill sergeant, his commanding officer, the one person whose orders Carl had to follow without question, to ensure his sisterâs survival. Now, with Shane gone, it feels like Carl is untethered, floating adrift in a dark sea with nothing left to guide him. Nothing but Negan.
Honestly, looking at part 2 now, I can't believe how quickly I wrote it. I posted chapter 1 on December 20 and chapter 7 on February 10. Which means I wrote 70k in less than 2 months. It's insane. But at the same time, it also makes sense, because I knew I wanted a part 3 and I knew I wanted part 3 to focus entirely on Carl and Negan's sexual relationship. Being a horny writer, I wanted to be done with part 2 as quickly as possible so I could finally enter my smutty era for good. However, at the same time, I really wanted part 2 to honor all the heavy lifting I had already done in part 1 and keep going with the slow burn. I was eager for the smut to start but I also didn't want to rush a process that had been 3 years in the making. I wanted Carl and Negan's relationship to grow organically from mentor/student to lovers and this meant a slow burn.
Because my draft for this sequel had started years ago, I already had big events highlighted which I was excited to get to (Negan threatening to cut off Carl's arm, the almost-kiss in the cell, or the Claimers for example) so a lot of times my problem with part 2 was about filling in the blanks between those very exciting moments. One of those filler episodes was the panic attack that Carl had in his room after killing Shane. I knew Carl had to grapple with the enormity of what he had just done. This was Shane, the most important person in his life since his mom died. There was no way Carl could just walk away from his murder unscathed. So I knew I wanted Carl to freak out, to be horrified at what he had just done, what Negan had talked him into. What I hadn't really planned, howver, was the hug:
He could die here, he realizes in a moment of clarity that hits him like a lightning bolt. He could suffocate in this room and no one would know, not until it's too late, not until heâs turned and started roaming the halls for warm flesh to eat. Please, donât let me die here, he begs silently. He doesnât even know who heâs talking to. He doesnât believe in God, doesnât believe that some higher power might be listening, but like an answer to his prayer, a warm hand materializes between his shoulder blades, and an arm wraps around his torso, making him recline against an even warmer chest. When Negan speaks, the smell of peppermint candy on his breath grounds Carl back to the here and now: âShhh, itâs alright, kid. Youâre alright, I told you that. Just relax, youâre golden.â The man keeps whispering, his voice a low rumble that Carl feels against his back. âThat oneâs on me. I shouldnât have left you alone. I swear, Carl, you keep impressing me so much I keep forgetting youâre not like the rest of the psychos in this place. Thatâs my bad. But to be fair, you really do know how to hide that soft lilâ heart of yours behind your cold-hearted, badass, takes-no-prisoner-motherfucker exterior.â Negan chuckles and tightens his arms around Carlâs stomach. Pressed so close to Neganâs chest, Carl can feel every single one of his inhales and exhales. He doesn't know how long they stay like this but he realizes he's instinctively started to match his breathing to Neganâs, until he finally regains control of himself, his heartbeat slowing down and his shoulders relaxing. Distantly, Carl wonders who last held him so close. Maggie, probably, long before Glenn died. âThere you go,â Negan says, patting Carl on the chest one last time before letting him go. A cold shudder runs through Carl without the warmth of the man at his back, and he is immediately ashamed of this thought.
I have to confess, I'm still unhappy about this moment. To me, it feels a bit rushed. Every physical contact between Carl and Negan has been so sparse until now, so heavy with meaning, that this panic attack/hug still feels a bit too easy for me. But I didn't know how else to make the story progress and, even now, I still don't know what else I could have put as a filler to move the plot along. At least people have told me they like the hug so I'm comforted by the thought that even if *I* don't like it, other people still do.
âHey. Who are you?â he barks. The feel of Neganâs fingertips against his jaw is strange. He is used to Shaneâs hands. Big, calloused hands clasping the back of his neck or slapping him playfully over the head. Hands that locked around his throat and wrists when he trained him to fight. Hands that wrapped around his own when he taught him how to hold a gun and shoot. He knows Shaneâs hands more than he knows his motherâs or fatherâs. Those were the hands that molded him, shaped him, turned him into who he is now. He doesnât know how he feels about Neganâs hands, his long and thin fingers that the man likes to hide under leather gloves to better grip the handle of his baseball bat. These hands are foreign to Carl. But then again, itâs not like heâs got anyone else left. âIâm Negan,â Carl answers obediently. âThatâs damn right. Youâre Negan. And Neganâs got nothing to be ashamed of. So stop hiding your eye like a pussy and fucking own it. You took a bullet to the head and you survived. Anyone whoâs got a problem with that, you have my permission to kick their ass. Got it?â Then, when Carl doesnât answer fast enough, Neganâs hand tightens its grip, forcing Carl to relax his jaw to avoid pain. âI said, did you get it?â âYes, sir.â Negan scrutinizes him, looking for a lie, or a flicker of doubt. When he finds none, he releases him but doesnât lean back, staying so close to Carl that his head starts to spin from the smell of him, peppery and sour and animal-like. Negan never made direct physical contact with him before, not without layers of leather between them, not until he pressed Lucille's handle between his fingers. Now, to have the man's bare hands on him, to be so physically close to him without the threatening length of the bat between them, it throws Carl off his axis. Unaware of his confusion, Negan keeps going, âI donât want to see that bandage again. And tie your hippie hair back. You just made the rest of the guys piss themselves back there, which is the only way youâll survive this place. Shaneâs not here anymore. Youâre on your own, so you need to make sure that everyone else is too scared of you to even think about starting shit. You canât afford to look weak. You get me?â
This was really the moment I was building to, that pivotal scene in chapter 1 that starts the whole of part 2. Shane is gone. Negan has now replaced him as the most important person in Carl's life. And it's now Negan's turn to mold Carl into who he wants. Shane wanted a soldier but a quiet one. He taught Carl to be invisible and to follow orders silently. Negan, however, is, like in everything he does, showy. He doesn't want Carl to be quiet or invisible. He wants him loud and proud and with his scarred face on full display. This, of course, is directly linked to what the scar means for Negan: it's a proof of what Carl did for him, saving his life and sacrificing his own; it's the visual symbol of Carl's loyalty for him, as well as the mark of Carl's resilience. Of course Negan wants Carl to show it proudly.
Conclusion; tldr: This chapter is very much Negan telling Carl that things will be different now that Shane is gone, but that Carl isn't alone in spite of this. He has Negan, and Negan will watch out for him, but Carl also needs to make an effort. Negan is fully aware that Sanctuary is a dangerous place filled with dangerous people, because he built it that way. Gone are the days of Carl hugging the walls, avoiding the market place, and being a loner. Negan wants Carl to embrace his place as a Savior of Sanctuary and by his side.
You can read the commentary for the next chapter here.
#duchess reads#savior carl AU reread#cegan#carl grimes#negan smith#twd#carl x negan#negan x carl#cegan fic
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A Small Thing - Stranger Things - Steddie
Rating: T | cw: none | tags: post season 4, eddie lives, steve has terrible parents
Prompt: Love is wanting to know everything about what makes up the person you're in love with, even the difficult stuff.
A/N: Written for @steddielovemonth day 4. Yâknow how Stranger Things kind of has a different 80s movie feel for each season? Well I grew up in the 80s and I have some very fond memories of 80s sci-fi movies, and this was inspired by several of them. It started off as a silly fun idea in my head and then got way deeper than I expected once on paper. I hope you enjoy it.
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A Small Thing: The Truth Hurts
âStevie, I didnât know you had a tattoo,â were the words that killed any desire Steve happened to be feeling.
Heâd forgotten, and now he was cursing himself. It was a tiny thing, right on the upper inside of his thigh. He had to spread his legs and someone had to be up really close to see it. Unfortunately for him, Eddie had been slowly taking him apart, bit by bit, which included kissing and nipping up his inner thigh.
âIs that a barcode?â Eddie asked, looking up at him and smiling.
His expression must have given him away, because the smile dropped off Eddieâs face almost instantly.
âHey,â Eddie said, climbing up him until they were face to face, âyou donât have to tell me if you donât want to. Looks like it comes with baggage. Did someone force that on you?â
Steve took a deep breath.
âNot exactly,â he said, looking down and away, but unable to lie to his boyfriend.
âStevie, hey, sweetheart, can you look at me please?â Eddie asked, gently taking his hand.
Instinct told him to climb out of the bed and leave, to get as far from Eddie as possible, but he couldnât. Slowly and oh so reluctantly, he lifted his eyes.
âI love you,â Eddie told him as soon as their eyes met, âand I want to know everything about you, but what you tell me is up to you, okay?â
It was so sincere that is made Steveâs heart thump in his chest. All the love he had been trying to keep locked away in case he frightened off his boyfriend ripped through him like a fire.
âIâm not the real Steve Harrington,â he confessed as the need to be really seen blew apart his defences. âWell, I am, but Iâm not the original.â
Eddie said nothing. Not a usual state of affairs at all unless Eddieâs mouth was occupied.
âThatâs not a joke, is it?â Eddie finally said after agonising silence.
Steve shook his head.
âI think youâre going to have to explain that, Stevie,â Eddie added, and he was tense against Steveâs side.
âIâm a replica,â he admitted quietly. âThe real Steve died when he was two of a congenital heart defect. My parents paid to have me recreated in a lab, their baby, but perfect this time. I was grown in an artificial womb. The barcode identifies me as theirs.â
âYou realise that sounds insane, right?â Eddie said, although his tone was not accusatory.
He nodded.
âI know exactly how it sounds,â he said, âbut itâs true. Rich people live in a different world, Eds, and my grandfather is super rich.â
âSo why didnât he just pay to have his grandsonâs heart fixed?â Eddie asked. âIf they can grow clones, why couldnât they do that?â
âThey could have,â Steve replied, unable to keep the bitterness out of his tone. âBut they didnât want a child with issues, they wanted a perfect baby, so they grew one. If the original Steve had lived, he would have been shipped off to some special school and I would have been his twin.â
âAnd they told you all this?â Eddie sounded incredulous.
âMy whole life,â he said, voice going quiet again. âAnd they let me know exactly how much of a disappointment I have been since 83 after all the money they spent to make me perfect. The only reason they havenât thrown me out is because it would reflect badly on the family name.â
âHoly fuck,â was all Eddie said.
Steve went to pull away, grabbing the sheet to cover himself up.
âLook,â he said, âIâll understand if you never want to see me again. I know Iâm not quite a real humanâŠâ
Eddie knelt up and put a hand on either side of his face so he couldnât get away.
âStevie,â Eddie said, looking straight into his eyes, âyou are as real as any of us. You think Elâs not a real girl because she grew up in a lab?â
âNo!â
âThen what makes you not a real boy?â Eddie challenged him. âYouâre the only Steve Harrington Iâve known, and youâre the only Steve Harrington I love. The more I learn about you, the more I love you, and the more I am amazed what an amazing human being youâve turned out to be. Does Robin know about this?â
Steve shook his head as well as he could with Eddieâs hands still on his cheeks.
âThey said if anyone found out theyâd have me recalled,â he said, feeling the tears burn at the back of his eyes.
Robin was his best friend, the other half of his soul, if he had one, but she didnât know the truth. That Eddie did and still loved him, blew apart everything he had been brought up to believe.
âJesus Christ,â Eddie whispered, still staring into his eyes. âAnd recalled means what I think it means?â
âJust like a malfunctioning washing machine,â he said.
âHow long? How long have they been threatening to have you recycled like rubbish?â Eddie asked.
âSince they let me out of the house and told the world I was their little Steve,â he confessed.
âThey donât deserve you, Stevie,â Eddie told him firmly, âthey never did. And now youâre mine and they never get to hurt you again.â
The first tear fell as Eddie leaned forward and kissed him on the forehead, so gentle and so loving that it broke him.
âWe need a plan, Sweetheart,â Eddie told him as his boyfriend infolded him in a loving embrace, âjust like the one we all have to keep El safe. No one gets to hold this over you ever again. No one.â
And Steve believed him.
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2024 Fic Review
I was tagged by @kimium (see her post here) and thought this sounded fun to do!
Statistics:
My Top 5 Fics by Hits:
Obviously We are Engaged VS I Wonder if Silver Likes Me? - Twisted Wonderland Silbek fic co-written with @kimium
Inconvenience Store - Blue Exorcist haunted convenience store au
It's Because of You - Haikyuu merfic from forever ago that I finally felt up to continuing!
Everything is Perfect - Link Click Cheng Xiaoshi wears a dress fic :D
Cheka's Big Adventure - Twisted Wonderland birthday fic for Kimium
My Most Bookmarked Fic:
Obviously We Are Engaged VS I Wonder if Silver Likes Me?
How Many Words I Wrote in 2024: 158 050
Question Stuff:
What was the most surprising thing about writing in 2024? Hmm, honestly I would have to say the amount of Diasomnia in my Twisted Wonderland fics this year. I don't have a bunch that are Diasomnia-centric, but I do have them featured a lot more in fics this year as compared to last year. I'm not disappointed by that; I'm actually really happy because I really love writing things from Sebek's perspective (when he will *let* me) and I'm wanting to become more comfortable with writing both Malleus and Silver; as I find I struggle more with them.
What was the most enjoyable to write? I had a TON of fun writing the single Whumptober fic I did this year. Your Black and White needs a Little bit of Red is a Haikyuu! cannibal fanfic featuring my fave couple: Bokuto and Akaashi :D. It was so fun to write Akaashi becoming worse and worse the more he frets about staying close to Bokuto. I love reading and writing cannibalism as a metaphor for love, and I love love love the imagery of red on white. I'd have to say that my favourite parts are the scenes where Akaashi is bleeding in the tub.
Which fic is the most underrated? Well, when I consider fandom and how popular a ship is as well as how long each fic has been posted, I feel like my underrated fic this year is My Little Vampiress, a Link Click Halloween fic where Lu Guang dresses up as a Vampiress and Cheng Xiaoshi dresses up as a Vampire Thrall. I had a lot of fun writing it and I put a lot of work into it. I posted it on October 31, of course, lol. The Christmas shopping fic for that same series that I posted in December (Shopping in a Winter Wonderland) has already flown past that one in hits, kudos, and bookmarks. Of course, it's not that I'm really upset over that, because I wrote both those fics and I love them both! And, I am so happy anytime someone leaves a kudos, comment, or bookmark! I just really love Halloween and really worked hard on the Halloween fic too, so I would be overjoyed to see it get more attention and love :) That being said, I totally understand not everyone likes Halloween, and I would never want to force people to read something they don't like!
Which fic(s) had something "cut" or an idea that never happened? We'll Light up the Dark, the Twisted Wonderland fic I gifted Kimium for Christmas, was originally going to have Yuu walking Sebek through each step to putting out the grease-fire. I decided to scrap that version because 1. I figured Sebek would know at least a little fire safety and be able to think enough to turn the heat off and know the difference between a grease fire and a regular fire, and 2. it felt far too clunky for the scene. I also toyed with the idea of another scene in Don't Take These Beautiful Things That I've Got, a Blue Exorcist BonRin oneshot. I thought about adding a small flash-forward to the wedding, but in the end I liked where it ended and decided to discard that idea. I also considered describing their night out more, but it wasn't so pertinent to the story so I left it vague.
Which fic(s) did you want to write but didn't get around to? I wanted to write a second Whumptober fic, for the Body Horror prompt. I love horror, and I love body horror. I had an idea involving an ominous garden (again) and was thinking about using Haikyuu boys (again) but I ended up not having the energy and then my will to write the idea kind of died after November. I think that's the only one I didn't get to working on this year that I really really really wanted to do. Other fics may not have been published but they definitely got some work done on them, so I won't count them here.
Any WIPs that never got published? Oh, a few! - Pomefiore Poison fic for the Saw AU Kimium and I write. I have put a substantial amount of work into this one, but unfortunately it is not ready for posting yet. I am hoping to have it done and posted before the end of January, as I now have a few less other projects going on and can focus more on it. - 2 of my 3 merperson AUs for Link Click have multiple chapters written but nothing posted yet. (I need to be able to bounce between writing projects when my brain won't brain for certain ones, so when that happened I would write a few paragraphs for those wips and then bounce back to my other ones). I want to keep those ones not posted until I have my Inconvenience Store finished because posting too many multichapter things at once makes it hard for me to keep up with what I'm doing and make sure I'm working on them both instead of favouring one over the other... - my vampire Idia x human Kalim fic. There are, again, a couple chapters written, but I haven't gotten to posting it and I do want to wait because as I said, too many multichapter fics at once is more stress for me than it's worth, lol.
Share a snippet from a WIP fic? From my Pomefiore Poison fic:
              Silence greeted her. She glanced around again, looking for any hint of movement or any sign of a hiding place. She ignored the ringing in her ears and the tiny voice in her head that whispered none of her friends were the prankster type. She tried again. âReally, guys, I get it. Itâs a good one! Lock the reporter in the murder trap. But, I have things to do. Let me out, kay?â               No one answered. Nothing moved. Jessicaâs heart sped up and the room started to spin. She stumbled over to the table and sat in the only chair in the room.               The chalices were tall and elegant, like something from a themed dinner. She looked around again, for something â anything â that would give away who had done this. There was nothing.               With trembling hands, she set the tape recorder on the smooth table. âAlright, fine,â she mumbled, trying her best to sound annoyed rather than scared. âIâll play your little game. This is an escape room thing, right? You guys know I hate puzzles. Fuck you.â She pressed âplayâ.
8. Which fic was the one you were most excited to write? I'd have to say I was most excited to write Stay With Me, Darling, a Link Click wing-fic oneshot; based on the sheer fact that it was less than 24 hours that I saw the inspiration, had the idea, and wrote and posted the fic. Like, I don't know if I've ever been that possessed by an idea. Kimium showed me the promotional music video 'Break' since I hadn't watched it yet, and within 16 hours of watching it with her, I went home and wrote that wingfic, lol. Definitely felt like I was but a vessel for the story, hahaha.
9. Fic hopes for the New Year? I want to write *more*. I didn't write/post as much this year as I have in past years, and that kind of made me sad, even though there were a lot of external factors impacting my abilities this time around. I just love writing so much and I have so many ideas I want to put out there and I have so many fic ideas that I'm in the planning stages on. I have so many fic ideas that I've started. I just want to write them all so much. Maybe I should start a spreadsheet...
Tagging: @thestorieswesay, @voxofthevoid, @queenarahbo, @the-positive-area, @honeii-puff, @kyanako5972; no pressure my friends, but I thought maybe this might be something fun you would enjoy!
#for fun#2024 fic review#this was fun to do#thanks for the tag friend#twisted wonderland#blue exorcist#link click#haikyuu#long post
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Introduction~
(Itâs about time I finally do this)
Name: Taniya
Nickname: Niya
Age: 16+
Birthday: 28 April
Fav colour: pink >:3
Pronouns: she/her
If youâve seen my posts, you can already tell Iâm an artist and I do original character designs and sometimes use references- I also draw my mutuals :D
Iâm Indian idk if that was necessary to know but still anyways lol-
Also I havenât revealed this but Iâm still in school ;-; I never really got a reason to tell but this kinda explains my break right?
I love cats. Thatâs it.
I love sleeping so much but my schedule is messed up because of it thatâs why I donât have any fixed time to post because I be sleeping during the day and being awake at night sometimes đđ€Ą (Iâm not sure if I got insomnia bro-)
I also have this habit of adding emojis everywhere so donât mind me- I just like expressing myself with emojis
Also- I have a habit of saying âlolâ a lot ;~;
I also might share some random stuff about me? đ€·đ»ââïž
I also draw my own ocâs (so far Iâve made from demon slayer, Tokyo Revengers and, mha and one piece)
I originally made an account on tumblr just to read stuff but I eventually decided why not post my own stuff? And Iâve made a lot of friends now :)
My lovely mutuals đ„°:
@silliestsakura
@theyslaydemons
@kiyokatokito
@snowmist-hashira
@kurumi-igarashi
@cloudymistedskies
@axolotl321
@kakajuri-fics
@aeolia18
@strawberrycuwu
@colourstreakgryffin
@ahashiraswife
@tokito-dulya20
@theyluvsmilo
@yuichiroleftarm
@unofficialmuilover
@demonslayeranimex
@muichinno
@frostburn-shoto
@nimmie-nugget
@muitsuri
@vexinghearts
@leahdulya
@cartoonist1004
@rion-isnot-an-ai
@kimetsu-chan
@ayunakatsukiwolfhashira
@saffron0v0
@shycroissanti
@boo-simplified
@naramaiz
@call-me-copycat
@pinkwisteria
@decentgarbage
@broken-spirit101
@dreamcorechild
@1derica
@cascadingleaves
@bugzheadquarter
@creamsoda-cat
Thereâs more but Iâve reached the tag limit đ
Appreciation post
(Please lemme know if I missed someone ;-;)
Some of my mootâs ocs that Iâm a huge simp for:
Kansatoki Hikari đđ
@persuasionhero / @slayfics
Catilina alexandrovich đ„čđ«¶đ»
And
Hiroyuki kajiwara đđ©”
@tokito-dulya20
Takahiro shinkirou đ€đ„°
@shycroissanti
Anywaysss hereâs my oc:
Demon slayer oc (shipped with Sanemi shinazugawa)- âĄ
Her backstory- â
More about her appearance- â„ïž âą
More info- â â â â
Facts- â€
Her animation!- â§
Katana design- â
Sanekiri- *
Modern au- <3
Voice claim- â
A series with @kiyokatokitoâs oc
âĄmasterlistâĄ
Demon slayer oc 2 (shipped with takahiro shinkirou) - âĄ
Voice claim- â
Tokyo revengers oc (shipped with Shinichiro sano)- âĄ
More about her appearance- â„ïž âą
One piece oc (shipped with no one)- âĄ
More about her appearance- â„ïž âą Â°
Her backstory- â
Facts- â€
My hero academia oc(s) (shipped with each other)- ⥠âĄ
Ship name- Haruki
Voice claim- â
Voice claim- â
A random oc (shipped with @tokito-dulya20âs oc catilina alexandrovich and @muitsuriâs oc katarina)- âĄ
Ship name- catrinelle
Them all together
I also have 3 rp blogs:
@yukitorakiyomi
@haru-aikawa
@kirikashimizu
Lol I think thatâs all for now? I might update later if I have more to add ig ^^
Thank you for reading this-
Here have head pats:
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Black Sails Kink Meme 2024 Round Up: May-June
Hi there pirate fam!
As of today the Kink Meme has collected 130 prompts and 26 fills! Wow!!! đ„łđ„ł
As I said, Iâve decided to do a round up post for each month the kink meme is live, showcasing those fills submitted to the collection monthly.
We skipped a separate May roundup because things had quieted down for a bit, but in June y'all popped right back up! Happy Hot Kink Meme Summer, we'll be here all of July as well, accepting prompts and fills alike! âïžâïž
Here ya go: all the fics submitted in May and June gathered in one place for your convenience and enjoyment! âš
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Flames of Desire By John Silver, SilverFlint, 4183 words
(For PROMPT #71: silver pre series writes filthy rpf of him and captain flint (think kidnapped by the pirate styles bodice rippers) and then he actually ends up kidnapped by flint and tries to seduce him bc of course he does and flint Resists but silver keeps throwing himself at flint until he finally gives in đ)
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Flavor, SilverFlint, 4088 words
(For PROMPT #72: s3-s4 break, Silver likes how Flint smells sweaty and ripe after they do sword drills on the cliffs, so he keeps distracting with questions or bullshit ship tasks Flint after training so that he doesn't have time to wash up before his other meetings. culminating in flint clocking what's he's doing, getting fed up, and making Silver give him a tonguebath one morning. Copious sweat and armpit hair licking is a MUST.)
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Recipe For Disaster, Silverflint; Silver/Others, 5655 words
(For PROMPT #50: Bad Cook Silver accidentally aphrodisiac poisons the crew. Take it any direction you want, but my idea is that he buys a sketchy potion in a port somewhere, planning to put it in Flint's food because he wants Flint to be helplessly attracted to him for manipulation/blackmail reasons. However through shenanigans, it ends up getting added to everyone's food BUT Flint and, oh no! the whole crew is horny for Silver. Flint, who did NOT get dosed (but maybe thinks he did?) has feelings about this.)
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For Her, FlintMadi, 1433 words
(For PROMPT #26: Madi is eaten out while menstruating. Dealer's choice who is slurping her up, could be multiples)
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Enter Leviathan, Silver/Sea Monster; SilverFlint, 2742 words
(For PROMPT #4: The War Ship is guarded by more than men. They have somehow captured a sea creature and are keeping it under decks. It gets loose during the interrogation, and Flint (still tied to the chair) watches as Silver gets tentacle fucked into oblivion.)
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first prize, SilverFlint, Silver/Others, 4088 words
(For PROMPT #94: some sort of s1/2 au. Flint is fucking Silver, but sometimes he lets a chosen few members of his crew have a go at Silver if they did well on a raid. Lending and voyeurism (Flint watches), Silver feels a mix of humiliation from being used like this and weird messed up pride from being such a Prized Possession that he's being given to people as a prize)
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Bot Love, FlintHam; SilverFlintHam, 5293 words
(For PROMPT #84: Inspired by the porn bots flooding the tumblr black sails tag. Modern AU. POV James. Thomas uses tumblr because he runs an account posting about bawdy quotes from poems/classics. James thinks it's ridiculous (social media at all, that is). One day he looks over Thomas's shoulder and sees such a porny advertise (something along the tacky line of "who wants to play with my cute butt") featuring a picture of Silver or well, parts of his body, in a tantalizing position. Thomas realises that James is very very turned on by it (James is angry about being turned on but damn, that's a really nice ass) and clicks the link. This is followed by a steamy video chat with Silver fucking himself with a huge dildo on his bed. Meanwhile, Thomas gives James a handjob or blowjob or... more (your choice). Bonus points if Thomas pays Silver a very generous tip in the end and if they end up exchanging contact details for a meeting in person (Silver, a poor student, sees his chance to become the sugar baby to these two obviously very rich and hot couple)
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Close Combat, Miranda/Anne, 3261 words
(For PROMPT #117: Miranda and Anne fight sex :) maybe a Miranda lives au or just set sometime in s1 or 2, but Miranda decides she wants to learn how to fight. flints fight style doesn't work for a thin woman, and Miranda hears about how skilled and feared Anne bonny is, so she seeks her out for training. during the course of the training, the sexual tension grows and then breaks and they have nasty rough sex on the ground - something neither of them could get with flint or max who love them too much to be rough nd dirty with them)
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Captain's Treasure, SilverFlint; Silver/Others, 1883 words
(For PROMPT #94: some sort of s1/2 au. Flint is fucking Silver, but sometimes he lets a chosen few members of his crew have a go at Silver if they did well on a raid. Lending and voyeurism (Flint watches), Silver feels a mix of humiliation from being used like this and weird messed up pride from being such a Prized Possession that he's being given to people as a prize)
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Thanks again to all of our May and June contributors! Hereâs to more unapologetically smutty, kinky fills for July~~ đ„łđ„ł
#2024bskmeme#2024bskmemefills#announcements#black sails#black sails event#long post#2024bskmemeroundups#black sails fanfiction
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torchwood fanfic resources
so i'm a chronic livejournal archaeologist, and fixating on 2000s media is particularly fun for me because it means i get to go digging on lj / dw / old fanfic forums. below you'll find some of the excavations from my torchwood fixation (give it up for month 6!) it's pretty much got every comm i've ever stumbled upon and found useful, or thought others would find useful. it's largely fanfic-oriented, though there's some more generalized comms, too. i hope you guys enjoy!
i was originally going to include a link to my reclist on this post as well, but it's still a wip, so i'll just post that separately in the future.
general disclaimer: most of the content here is from 2006-2013 or so. period-typical attitudes may pop up in places. i'm not sure if most modern tw fans have witnessed the original fandom at all, but i felt a need to say this anyway, because i've seen some icky stuff. i've warned for anything notable. gwen bashing in particular may unfortunately pop up in some of these comms, especially in the comments, so tread carefully.
if you're new to probing through old lj comms, remember to always have the wayback machine on hand, because you're going to run into a lot of purged accounts and seemingly lost fics, but sometimes you get lucky and something's been archived :)
as of the date i'm posting this, all of these comms are still accessible, but if you're from the future and some have been deleted, again, go ahead and give the wayback machine a try. additionally, livejournal has a system that includes 'cross-posting' in which, if authors choose to (and the majority of them do, to get their fics more visibility), fics get posted to multiple comms at once. so chances are, even if one comm gets deleted, the contents will survive through other comms. kind of like how reblogs continue to exist even when the original blog is deleted.
finally, ctrl + f is your best friend if you have a specific ship/character/trope you're invested in, especially in comms with less than ideal tagging systems. if a comm does have a substantial tagging system, you can find all of its tags by adding '/tags' the end of the urls i've provided.
ok... let's begin :-)
assorted livejournal communities
â torch-wood: this is essentially a torchwood subreddit. it started before the show even aired, and one of the highlights of it is episode reaction posts (easily accessible on the right side of the lj) that document how everyone immediately reacted to the eps, which is pretty damn cool, fandom-history wise. only thing i should mention is there's quite a lot of gwen and owen bashing in the comments of some of those reaction posts, so just be wary of that if you love those two like i do, 'cuz it's a bit of a bummer.
â torchwood-three: this comm is an extremely cool then-daily newsletter (that still updates sometimes?!) that compiled as much fan-content as it could find into cleanly organized lists. the posts made immediately after new episodes aired contain reactions, discussions, meta, theories, new fic, fanmixes, just about everything. very very cool to go back and see the way the fandom was thinking as the show was airing and as they were getting to know the characters. here's a direct link to all posts made in late 2006, during the airing of s1.
â torchwood-fic: exactly what it says on the tin. desktop layout is easy to navigate, tags are all there!
â torchwood-fic's profile page also features a list of affiliated accounts that's pretty handy. it's worth taking a peek at, in case i've excluded anything in this post that you might be interested in.
â twgenrefinders: handy dandy comm where people would ask for fics of a certain variety & be treated with reclists, or hyper-specific fics... pretty cool stuff, ive got several threads bookmarked to sort through the links later. ofc, please note that some of the things people asked for might be stinky. particularly i've seen a lot of ppl requesting gwen bashing fics :/
â twstoryfinder: cousin to the above comm; here, people would ask for a very specific fic they'd lost. it's kind of fun to find fics through because you get someone describing memorable scenes + hyping it up, so it's different than just a standard summary. this one still gets posted on, too, which is crazyyy.
â tw-unpaired: for gen fics! no romance allowed! there's some good character studies + friendship fics in there. stuff's tagged by character + authors are even tagged, in case you find one whose writing you particularly enjoy. this is v useful for when someone's main journal has been deleted.
â torchwood-decaf: a comm where janto is BANNED. nah i'm kidding, it's not anti-janto, it was just made because janto is so huge that it overshadows everything else. pretty smart, tbh; wading through the sheer mass of janto content can be tiresome.
â jack-in-cuffs: for dark tw fic, or uber smutty tw fic. as a fan of dark!fic, there's some goodies in here, but of course it's not everyone's cup of tea. most of the writers included warnings, but if you go a little further back, some people weren't as courteous; navigate with caution.
â jack-owen: for fic featuring our captain and his (second favorite) doctor. i know this pairing's kinda divisive nowadays, but i enjoy it a lot. the comm's got a dismal tagging system and, ngl, i don't truly like any of the fics there (i'm very intrigued by jack and owen's relationship but i've never found fic that really does them justice, and i still haven't figured out how to write them myself) - but i'll include it anyway.
â odetojoi: for fic featuring owen in the middle of a janto sandwich, for those of us who are allergic to women (/sarcasm). there's an oddly impressive supply of fics of the three of them, and a good chunk of them can be found in this comm. (everytime i see this comm i think of a certain abbreviation found in p/rnogr/phy... but i digress)
â halfwee-and-tea: for ianto x owen fic. haven't gone through this one much, truthfully. i hate when comms have no tagging systems agh.
â owenharper-fans: a comm for the saddest undeadest bisexualest doctor around. also features a few burn appreciation posts, which is nice to see pre-pac rim era. mostly just features a shit ton of owen fic, particularly owen x ianto fic. mostly sufficiently tagged. if you need me once i post this, btw, i will be balls deep in this comm.
â the pro-owen alliance: another owen-focused comm - i think this one was made directly in response to owen bashing. haven't combed through this one much but it's got a fair amount of fics.
â house-of-cooper: a gwen comm! made in response to gwen bashing. haven't gone through it, but i'm glad it exists.
â torchwoodcoffee: ianto comm! this one's hugeee. the majority of it's janto, but the pairings aren't tagged, which is really frustrating. about 6k fics on there, though! just untagged. fff.
â tw-femficfest: a comm for fic about any and all of the torchwood ladies. tagging's cleanly done & there's some handy fic round ups, too.
â tw-femslash: yuri!!! wahoo!!! a comm for f/f tw ships. there's quite a lot of fic on here, but unfortunately there's no tagging whatsoever. sigh.
â tw-classic: a comm for 'all things series one and two of torchwood'. was made after s3 and was popular around s4 out of nostalgia for the golden age <3 good amount of fic, discussions, etc.
â torchwood-house: this comm is, like, letterboxd, but for torchwood fanfic. basically a group of individuals who thought of themselves as having Good Taste would read Good Fic and then go in this comm and write a post about why they recommend it. it's well-made, easy to scroll through, and sells the fics v well, and it kinda gets you more excited to read them when you get to see someone hype them up with Fancy Words. it's like a little torchwood yaoi bookclub. we're eating quiche
â tw100: a drabble challenge; this thing's full of 100 word drabbles. ngl i hate drabbles but i'm throwing it in here anyway
â touchyerwood: i love kink memes... i love kink memes less when my favorite character/pairing is unpopular. the pac rim kink meme's been a blessing bc i'm a basic ass newmann - the torchwood kink meme? not so much. it's got a fair amount of shit, though, so maybe someone else will appreciate it. this one isn't the original, that one's been wiped off the internet, to my chagrin. keep in mind before digging that people in kink memes are horny & gross. that's your warning.
â reel-torchwood: for any and all movie aus... ok i have a bone to pick with this comm. i'm a big movie nerd, i love film, i've seen dozens of films i've thought would make good aus - i combed through this and there is not a SINGLE fic in there that piqued my interest. NOTHING. needless to say my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined. i'm sure my experiences aren't universal though.
â torchwoodslash: ah, remember when we called it slash? gee whiz. i'm not big on this comm, it's not very user friendly + there's like no tags whatsoever so it's extremely hard to navigate. enter at your own risk & good luck, lol.
â rounds-of-kink: this isn't a torchwood-exclusive comm, but it's got a sizeable torchwood tag, which can be found here. pretty organized tagging system; makes me happy.
â tw-declassified: this comm was mainly used for running a 'torchwood bingo', which, i've been in other fandoms that do episode bingos and it's usually cute... this one confused me a little so i didn't bother peeking around too much, but still a cool little bit of fandom history.
â writerinadrawer: this was an annual torchwood writer's challenge that ran for four years... it's kinda hard to navigate but it does have some fic in it so i'm putting it here.
â dmarley-recs: a recs journal someone ran for compiling torchwood fic; it's got a l o t of recs on there, largely jack/ianto.
ok and straying from lj briefly for two other places to find fic...
â kink_bingo: this is a dreamwidth comm, and it's not torchwood-exclusive, so i've linked straight to the torchwood tag. this comm has a livejournal equivalent, but for some reason the tw tag is pretty barren on that one? not sure why. but on dw it's got a fair amount. the tagging system is rough, it tags fandom and kink but not pairing, which is irritating, and every post is hidden under a cut AND makes you go through a discretion barrier every single time (but probably only if you don't have an account? i'm not logged in) which makes navigation a pain. but i dunno, more smut, if you want it.
â whofic.com: this site is for doctor who fic, but it's got a very substantial amount of torchwood fic. i do not, however, like the formatting at all. i'm being overly nice; i HATE the formatting. it's very reminiscent of fanfic dot net but, like, worse. it reminds me of adultfanfiction dot org which was a NIGHTMARE to use. but! there is torchwood fic there so it's going in here.
aaaand there we go! that's all i have. i hope these prove handy! enjoy :D
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ok so. i am currently working on a fic. its a story that has been rotating in my brain for years about an avengers OC. idk if i want to start posting it as a WIP or wait until it's finished.
what im gonna do is post the prologue here, under the cut. it is entirely worldbuilding because. i came up with a new alien species with Loreâąïž that i made as canon compliant as possible because im a fucking nerd. so you kinda need to know all of that before i can tell the actual story.
if you're interested, please give it a read and tell me what you think and whether you would want to read more! if it gets enough attention i'll start posting the chapters i have to ao3. i have a tag list for my fics so lmk if you want to be added to that too.
quick summary of the fic as a whole: The last surviving member of the Light Elf race, Einar, is taken in by the Avengers when they are orphaned at 10 years old. They nurse Einar back to health, and slowly form a bond with them, helping them to process their grief and heal from their trauma. There's a lot of fluff, a lot of angst, a lot of hurt/comfort, and of course found family.
It starts during the events of Thor: The Dark World and follows the storyline of the MCU from there.
Prologue:
In the beginning, there was only darkness. The only world to exist in that darkness was a tiny, desolate rock named Alfheim. This was the home of my ancestors, the Elves, before time, before space, before light.
No one knows how long they lived like that, alone in the dark. All we know is that at some point that darkness ended. The universe began, and light and life exploded into existence. For most of the Elves, this was the most beautiful thing they had ever seen. They swore to protect and nurture all life and to serve the light. But others believed that this was a perversion of the natural order, that the universe belonged in darkness and should be returned to that state. They vowed to destroy the light by any means possible.
War broke out between the two opposing sides, an Elvish Civil War that lasted for many billions of years, with both sides only ever coming together to kill each other. And so, they evolved separately into two species: the Dark Elves and the Light Elves. Each side became stronger and stronger with each generation, evolving new abilities and traits to give them an edge in battle.
A few millennia ago, a great battle ensued between these two sides on Svardalfheim. The Dark Elves tried to use their most powerful weapon, the Aether, to destroy the universe. The Light Elves fought with all their might, but the Dark Elves had the upper hand. That is until the Asgardians arrived.
Odin's father, King Bor, and his army tipped the scales and won the battle for the Light Elves. They confiscated the Aether and sealed it away where no one would find it. Malekith, the leader of the Dark Elves, fled in his ship and bombed the planet behind him hoping to destroy what remained of the Light Elf army, not caring if his own perished as well.
Only two Light Elves survived.
They fled to find a place to hide, to recover their strength for what they knew would be the final battle of the War. They needed a primitive, unknown, safe planet to seek refuge. They found one.
Earth. Dominated by a bipedal, fairly intelligent species descended from tree dwellers. No one would think to look for them there. It was on this planet in the middle of nowhere that these two Elves decided to take a risk, one last desperate attempt to give them an edge against the Dark Elves. They had a baby.
That child, the last Light Elf baby to ever be born, came to be in England, Earth, in the spring of 2003. They named the child Einar, an old Norse name meaning 'the lonely warrior', for that is the future they believed their child was destined for. Little did they know how wrong they would turn out to be.
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20 Questions For Writers
This was sitting on my notifs for a few days and i finally took the time to do it. Thank my darling @takadasaiko for the tag!! đđ
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
I have 88 works in total, 31 of which are for Star Wars.
2. Whatâs your total AO3 word count?
574,873 words.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently, I'm only writing for Star Wars. But I used to write for Arrow and Supergirl, and ASoIAF, Dark-Hunters and Chronicles of Nick are in standby. I'm waiting for right motivation to come back to any of the last 3.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
I'm only talking about Star Wars fics here...
Kadala (The Mandalorian) [and 4th place in most kudos of all my works]
Rough Awakening (The Bad Batch) [and 5th place in most kudos of all my works]
Welcome to Yavin IV (Rebels)
An Explosive Situation (Rebels)
Rescue on Ryloth (The Bad Batch)
And the the rest of my all-time fics with most kudos are
Take Your Breath Away (Arrow)
Undisclosed Desires (Arrow)
Made For You (ASoIaF/Game of Thrones)
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I try my best, but sometimes I forget, and then it's been weeks and months since I got the comments that I'm embarrassed to reply them after so long. Even though, I think it's important that a writer let the reader/commenter that they appreciate it, even if it's with a simple "thank you" or an emoji. I know I'm being a hypocrite here since I fail to do what I preach, but it doesn't make it less true.
6. Whatâs the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I think that would be Drifting, because it's kind of open ending, left to be interpreted, so it could end however the reader wants. Although, I left an author's note at the end saying what's my preferred ending, which always will be inclined to the happy side.
7. Whatâs the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
High Above the Ground because is the happy ending i want for Commander Fox and Riyo Chuchi. They deserve only the best!
8. Do you get hate on your fic?
No, not really. I've gotten only 1 stupid message of someone criticizing a fic, but that was years ago when I still posted on FF dot net. The joke was on the reader because I moderated all the comments there so I just deleted it and nobody saw it but me. Honestly, I just laughed about it cuz their argument was just stupid.
9. Do you write smut?
I do, all kinds -from the most tame thing to the most perverted. But I used to wrote way more in my old fandoms, especially for Arrow. I think for Star Wars I've written just 1 or 2 smutty fics, and tamed at that.
10. Do you write crossovers?
I've tried a couple of occasions but never finished them. I'm not opposed to them obviously, but I do think the combination of fandoms has to be just right to work. Or at least, when it's me doing the writing.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yes! Many, many years ago in the first fandom I ever wrote for. It was awful and hated it! You see, this was in the stone age of the internet when fandom specific sites abounded and not everyone had an account on FFnet yet (and Ao3 was not even a dream). The site I published on was split in 2 sections because the ships war in the fandom was bloody and ruthless, so to avoid the slaughter, I kept myself in my preferred side. But one day, a friend who read fic on both sides told me that someone stole my fics. Avoiding to get caught, the person who did it published them under a pen name that was almost exact to mine, she only added a period at the end, which could easily go unnoticed. Oh, and she interchanged characters names so it'd fit the other ship.
At first, my friend thought I had posted them but she knew I'd never write for that ship, like ever. In the end, it turned out that I wasn't the only one who had being plagiarized. Several people ON BOTH SIDES were. Thankfully, the person was caught and banned, but we almost burned the site down because of the whole shitshow.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
By me, yes, several. All into Spanish (my mother tongue). By others, not that I know of.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic?
Yes! A couple of times for different fandoms, and I loved it. I hope I'll do it again. The thing is that you need to find the right partner for it, or it can be a nightmare.
14. Whatâs your all-time favourite ship?
I don't appreciate this question, let me tell you. It's hard to choose. But I think I have to go with Olicity. I love them still (even if the show ending ruined it for me). Close second would be Braime (and I'm glad that there's still hope for them on the books, because as usual the show fucked them so but sooooo bad)
And as Star Wars specific, I don't think anyone will be surprised if I say it's Kalluzeb, right đ€Ł They're my babies and I adore them!
15. Whatâs the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Anything for Arrow or Supergirl. I sworn off those fandoms after their respectively awful endings.
No promises, but there's still hope for all if my unfinished works for Star Wars ïżœïżœïżœ
16. Whatâs your writing strengths?
Coming up with ideas. So, so many ideas. All the time and I want to write them all.
17. Whatâs your writing weaknesses?
Finishing writing the above-mentioned ideas. I tend to splay myself too much when I'm writing, and it takes me forever to get to the portion I really want to write (usually the idea that sparked the whole writing process) and I lose steam. That's why I have so many unfinished WIPs. I wish they'd write themselves.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
It's ok if used sparingly. A word here, a phrase over there is fine, but if a wall of dialogue that the reader needs to scroll down to the notes or click on a tooltip to find out the meaning it's the worst!!! A better solution for a writer that really needs/wants to have a whole conversation in another language for plot reasons or whatever, then all they need to do is to say once that the characters are talking in the other language and put the dialogue in the same language they've been writing the rest of the narrative and in italic.
The characters who don't speak the language won't understand what's being said, but the reader will and their reading will be more pleasant and fluid.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
An Argentinian show called Floricienta. A modern retelling of Cinderella.
20. Favourite fic youâve ever written?
I don't like this question either! All my fics are my babies! How do you want me to choose?!! There are so many I'm proud of. I guess I'll point the most recent one: Feed Me Poison, Fill me till I Drown I really like how this story is coming along. It's not done yet (what else is new? đ
) but what's coming is so so good!
Tagging (no pressure): @renee561 @thecoffeelorian @genericficerblog @airlockfailure @mistr3ssquickly @insertmeaningfulusername @fanfictasia
#20 asks for writers#ask game#the mandalorian#the bad batch#sw rebels#kalluzeb#braime#foxiyo#mare writes star wars#and other things#olicity#long post
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Fic Writer Q&A
Tagged by @eghfeithrean!
How many wips do you have currently?
At least 20, between works begun and posted on AO3 and works with their own file/outline. There's also the doc of "idea nuggets" that is 11 pages long.
Which one are you finding the hardest to finish?
There are two. The first is "The Perils of Innocence", my giant HP story. It's a problem because I lost a lot of genuine motivation when I dropped the series after the trash fire of the sixth book (spite can be powerful, but it only gets you so far). That was the point where I dropped the idea of making it a four-part series covering all seven years and decided I'd wrap up the story in first year. And then JKR started showing what a shit person she is, and that's ground what motivation I did have into specks. I do intend to finish it, but it's been VERY slow going, especially when newer and shinier fandoms took over. The second is "Skydancer", the sequel to my first Voltron longfic "Scattered". Part of the problem with it was me realizing I was repeating the same basic plot I had for "The Quintissential Bond" (another stalled WIP) and taking a lot of time to make sure that they were different enough that someone reading both would enjoy them. But the main sticking point here is that when I wrote most of "Scattered" and planned for "Skydancer", I was still lightly multishipping a few ships and sprinkling them into what was a gen story. Then I became a devoted Sheith shipper. So now, it's hard to go back into that universe, where I created a past with Shiro's family fostering Keith to explain their closeness in S1-2, and try to write them being very close and protective of each other without tripping over the line into the romance I see in them.
What does it usually look like when inspiration strikes for you?
A phrase that is either a title or a suggestion for a scene. A what-if that diverges from canon. Something I see in another fic that doesn't get explored and I want to explore it. A meet-cute I witness in real life. A discussion with other fans. It can be anything. And I concentrate on it, mentally outlining or adding detail until I'm where I can jot down notes. The best ones are the ones that have my guts twisting and quivering with excitement as I think and write.
Do you curate playlists for each fic or is your process different?
Music isn't really part of my process at all. I can write in silence, ask Pandora to play one of my stations, or whatever. I do have a little playlist of Sheith that I put together several years ago when I realized I had several songs that meant Sheith to me. https://8tracks.com/avidbeader/my-sheith-songs
Do you go balls to the wall and write as you go or are you more organized?
I am haphazardly organized. When I have the ideas developed, I outline and sometimes have scenes summarized as paragraphs, ready to be extended into the final product. But I can also find rabbits to chase down holes and write in spurts of inspiration, suddenly finding a chapter or story where I hadn't planned on one.
Tagging (if you havenât done it yet): @lionescence @naarna @starboykeith @tragedy-machine and whoever else would like to join!
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Prince Charming x James Hook | Trophy Boy ChapteR
Tags :Sorta Enemies to Lovers Fake/Pretend Relationship Not Canon Compliant, Inspired by Cinderella (1997), I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Prince Charming is a Bi-King, Prince Charming Is Filipino, Because the actor is and I also am one so yeah, Prince Charming gets a lot of bitches but no love, Merlin Academy (Disney), James Hook is gay, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, I don't know how to tag in this fandom, No Beta Like Not Going To Castlecoming
Summary:
Charming had himself caught up in a pretty little lie, telling his parents he had a date for his birthday ball. Desperate to stop their meddling in his love life, he came up with a plan: show up with someone whoâd make the court gaspâa notorious pirate at school, James Hook. It was supposed to be a quick fix: fake a romance, cause a stir, and be free from the royal matchmakers forever. But the more time Charming spent with Hookâas a person, the sharp banterâthe more complicated things got. This wasnât just about pretending anymore. He was starting to get hooked. Or The sorta enemies to fake dating to lovers between Hook and Charming no one asked for.
Content Rating: Teen and Up.
Wordcount: 5,931
Notes (Same On AO3):
Hi, I'm Ace. But I'm here posting and writing more gay shit for the Descendants fandom.
I'm one for a crack ship and these two don't even interact in the movie so you may be wondering what made me do this. Three things actually:
I'm in the Descendants editing community and I saw this edit by @jewishvarian. Hook's actor Josh pretty much showing his support to this ship has made we want to do this.
The second inspiration is Once Upon A Time ship Captain Charming my sister had a Once Upon A Time phase so I know quite a bit about them. The third thing the catalyst for this is the fanfic Stage Call by Montythecrow. (The first chapter is really good can't wait for more. Also R.I.P. DBD I never got to make a DBD fic before it got cancelled *sighs in JATP*)
Let's do some housekeeping and explain the lore because this fic grabs from fifty million things.
- The Brandy Cinderella movie or Rodgers & Hammerstein's Cinderella (1997) as it's also known are major inspirations. I pulled the characterization of Charming from this film and the new Descendants film and I pulled the whole of Charming's parents and his butler Lionel from this movie. (Pls watch this movie. It's really fun, campy and entertaining.)
- I also took from various Prince Charming media from Cinderella movies from Disney to non-Disney. Charming (2018)'s Trophy Boy by Avril Lavigne, Ashely Tisdale and G.E.M. is where the title of this fic comes from. It's a bad movie but this song is legendary and pop perfection. A K-pop star, a Disney star, and a rock star all in one song is crazy.
- This fic has multiple POV's for Charming focused parts đ emojis are used on the other hook if it's James it's this emoji đȘ.
- Finally, this isn't a GayashellJATP fic without a playlist of songs I have on that help immerse you in the universe. Spotify playlist here!!!
Now that we are done with some housekeeping. Enjoy the fic & Remember to give feedback!!! It is always appreciated.
Notes (Tumblr):
I'm trying to do better on posting on here and being on time. With being a cross platform author. I still don't know how Tumblr works pls help me. Once again I suggest you read on AO3 my formatting is way better on that.
Chapter 1: Before The Ball
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Charming was so screwed.
He'd been excused from class by royal summons, which only meant one of two things: either bad news or... well, worse news. Lionel, the familyâs loyal servant and his assigned guardian at the academy, was jittery, practically fidgeting as he escorted the skateboarding teen to the castle.Â
Lionelâs nervousness only heightened Charming's suspicionâdid he tattle on him sneaking out of the academy for a late-night date? Again? Or worseâhad he forgotten some royal obligation that would now come back to bite him?
Despite the comfortable life he'd been born into, Charming had a talent for getting into situations that made it... uncomfortable. Usually of his own making.
The moment they arrived at the vast, gilded throne room, the knot in his stomach twisted tighter. His mother stood. Not good. Queen Constantina only stood when something seriousâtruly seriousâwas about to be discussed. Lionel cleared his throat and began the ceremonial introduction.Â
âYour Royal Highness, Prince Charmingââ
The Queen interrupted with a sharp glance. âPrince Christopher Rupert Windermere Vladimirââ
âMom,â Charming sighed, cutting Lionel off. âHe doesnât have to say it every time.â The poor man practically bowed in relief when Charming gestured for him to be seated. The full name was ridiculously wordy, one of the many reasons why "Prince Charming" stuck much more easily.
âSon, you didnât need to dismiss him,â King Maximilian spoke up from beside the queen, kissing his wifeâs hand. Charming had to resist the urge to roll his eyes.Â
His parents were constantly doing thatâdisplaying affection as if they were still teenagers in love. Any love hater would have gagged, but Charming simply tried to suppress a smirk. Even he couldn't deny they were a good match, for better or worse.
âMom. Dad. What is it this time?â Charming asked, his voice strained but trying not to sound too impatient.
âWatch your tone, Junior,â his father said, though not harshly.
Charming forced a deep breath. âFine. Whatâs the big news?â he said, layering on enthusiasm that was just short of sarcasm.
The Queen exchanged a meaningful glance with her husband before turning to her son, her posture regal and dramatic all at once. "Your eighteenth birthday in two days."
âI thoughtââ his father began, but a sharp elbow from his wife stopped him. âWe thought it would be appropriate to throw a birthday ball.â
Charming's heart sank. "A ball?" His voice came out strained. "Father, is that really necessary?"
Queen Constantina's eyes glistened with an air of theatrics as she responded, âYou havenât shown any of your potential picks for marriage. You are two years overdue for at least a partner!â Her voice hitched as though it were a tragedy in itself.
Charming had tried, of course. He'd gone on more first dates than he cared to count, but none had led to anything serious. His royal reputation for being âcharmingâ only went so far, especially when he wasnât charmed by anyone.
âIâm working on it,â he muttered, running a hand through his hair. âBut Mom, I donât think a ball for my birthday is necessary.â
âNecessary?â His motherâs voice shot up an octave, her hand flying dramatically to her chest as if she were about to swoon. âIs it necessary that I should die knowing my only son will be a lonely king?!â
Charmingâs eyes widened. âMom, please. Youâre not going toâ"
âI might!â she countered, her voice trembling as if the mere thought of his supposed future loneliness was too much to bear. âThe idea of you being all alone without a wife or familyâoh! How tragic it would be!â
Charming rubbed the back of his neck, suppressing a groan. He loved his mom, truly, but sometimes her dramatics were... a lot. âOkay, fine. I get it. But⊠I have someone. Already. A partner.â
The words were out of his mouth before he had a chance to think them through. His heart nearly stopped as both his parents' faces lit up.
âYou do?!â his father exclaimed, clapping his hands together in glee.
The Queen looked like she was about to burst into tears of joy. âOh, my darling boy! Youâve found someone! Youâveââ
Charming quickly nodded, feeling his stomach churn with regret. âYep. Found someone. Really great.â
His father beamed. âThatâs fantastic news, son! We were beginning to wonder if you'd everâ"
âBut the ball,â Queen Constantina interjected with a flourish of her hand. âThe ball must still happen! After all, itâs been paid for, and all the preparations have already been made.â
Charmingâs shoulders slumped. âOf course it hasâŠâ
His mother took his hands, her eyes sparkling. âOh, darling, I canât wait to meet this special someone of yours. Bring her to the ball!â
"Yeah. Absolutely," Charming forced a grin, though inside, his mind raced. He was so, so screwed. Not only was the ball happening no matter what, but now he had to show up with a dateâsomeone bad enough to stop his parents from meddling in his love life ever again.
Where on Earth was he going to find that?
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Charming zoomed through the academy gates on his skateboard, the wind whipping through his hair as his thoughts churned. Why had he lied? It gnawed at him, the weight of a falsehood pressing on his conscience. Lies werenât really his thing. Now, heâd have to turn that lie into reality, or it would eat him alive.
As he skated through the courtyard, his gaze caught Fay, a fairy in training and his hexalogy class partner, sitting cross-legged on the grass, her nose buried in a spellbook. She was mumbling under her breath, waving her wand with exaggerated movements as sparks of magic fizzled in the air.Â
âHey, Fay,â he called, slowing down as he rolled over.
Fay glanced up, her wide eyes narrowing with playful frustration. âCharming, where were you?â she asked, tapping her wand against her open book. âDo you have any idea how hard it is to hex yourself and then unhex yourself without your partner? I nearly turned myself into a frog!â
âRoyal duties,â Charming shrugged, offering an apologetic smile.
Fayâs expression softened immediately. She knew all too well the burden his title carried. âWhat did the queen say this time?â she asked, her tone light but sympathetic.
Charming rubbed the back of his neck. âWeâre throwing another ball.â
Fayâs face lit up. âA ball? Isnât that fantasticââ she paused, noticing the scowl creeping over Charming's face, ââally⊠impossible to enjoy?â She attempted to course-correct, her enthusiasm dimming as she realized how much the idea clearly weighed on him. Fay wasnât the best at being negative, but she tried.
âBut Iâll make it up to you. Iâll be there for the next class.â
âYou better be,â Fay huffed, but her tone was forgiving.Â
âThe whole kingdomâs invited. Maybe Iâll catch you at the ball?â
âNah, I doubt it. Iâll be here practicing my spells,â she said with a shy smile, already inching back toward her book. Fay wasnât one for social eventsâshe always seemed to vanish from them, though Charming never asked why.Â
âWell, Iâll see you later,â Charming said, giving her a quick wave.
âLater, skater!â Fay called, attempting to sound cool, which earned a chuckle from Charming. She couldnât help but laugh at herself as he rolled away.
But as Charming skated off, Fay accidentally mispronounced her next spell. Instead of reciting "double the bubbles," she muttered "double the wobbles" under her breath. Without realizing it, she had casted a spell on Charmingâs skateboard, causing it to take on a life of its own.Â
Charming, an experienced skater, didnât notice anything at first. But as he glided past the group of notorious students hanging out by the courtyard's edge, the board beneath his feet began to wobble violently, as though possessed.Â
His body lurched forward, trying to steady himself, but the board had other ideas. It veered, zigzagging uncontrollably, and before Charming could react, it shot straight toward a cluster of students.
In a blur of motion, Charming collided with none other than Captain James Hookâhis pirate classmate, and perhaps the academyâs most infamous heartthrob after Charming himself. With a loud thud, both boys went crashing to the ground, Hook's shiny golden hook clattering against the stone courtyard as they tumbled in a tangle of limbs.
Charming groaned, disentangling himself. âIâm so sorry!â he blurted, scrambling to his feet. His skateboard had spun off and smacked into a nearby tree, finally bringing the spell to a halt.
Hook stood up slowly, glaring down at Charming with narrowed eyes. His gaze was sharp and menacing, but there was a flicker of something elseâjealousy? Amusement? It was hard to tell.Â
âYou really are a royal asshole, arenât you?â Hook growled, dusting off his crimson blazer. His voice dripped with venom, but there was something undeniably captivating about the way he spoke. âGunning for me, were you?â
âNo! No, I swear. I didnât mean toâI lost control of the board.â
Hook didnât seem convinced. He stepped closer, his imposing presence casting a shadow over Charming. âYou were heading straight toward me, mate,â Hook said, his tone dangerously low. His golden hook gleamed as he pointed it directly at Charmingâs perfect face. âThat doesnât seem like much of an accident.â
Charmingâs heart pounded as his eyes flicked from Hookâs face to the hook hovering too close for comfort. He held up his hands in surrender, his voice calm and soothing. âWhoa, easy,â he said, gently grabbing Hookâs wrist and pushing the hook away from his face. For a brief second, his fingers brushed against Hookâs skin.
For just a moment, Charming couldnât help but notice Hook. The sharp features, the dark, windswept hair, the way his crimson blazer framed his broad shoulders. And those eyesâintense, narrowed in suspicion, but undeniably alluring.Â
Charming blinked, snapping out of it. He was in trouble, not admiring the guy who was about to gut him like a fish.
Hook, however, seemed to notice Charmingâs lingering gaze. His eyes flashed with something almost wild, and a wicked smirk curled on his lips. âWhatâs the matter, Prince? Distracted?â
âUh, no. Not at all. Just⊠donât want to get impaled, thatâs all.â
Hook raised an eyebrow, amused but not backing down. âRight.â He clicked his tongue, his hook gleaming in the sunlight as he let it fall to his side. âYouâre lucky Iâm in a good mood today. Or elseâŠâ He let the threat hang in the air, his eyes still burning into Charmingâs.
âRight, yeah. Lucky,â Charming muttered, his pulse still racing. He wasnât sure if it was from the near-death experience or the fact that Hook was standing way too close. He hadnât expected Hook to be soâwell, so much. Why was he noticing that now?
Hookâs smirk lingered as he stepped back, finally giving Charming some space. âTry not to skate into any more of your classmates, mate. Especially not me or my crew got it?.â He turned, flipping his collar with an air of superiority, though there was a glint in his eye as he strode away.Â
Charming watched him leave, shaking his head. Hook was dangerousâand not just because of the hook. There was something else there. Something he really needed to avoid.
But as he glanced back at his skateboard lying against the tree, the thought struck him: maybe, just maybe, Hook was exactly the kind of problem he needed.Â
If he could bring Hook to the ball, that would surely get his parents off his back. Right?Â
How would he ever get Hook to agree to that? He was really, really screwed.
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Hook was seething. What a clueless little prince, he thought, his jaw clenched as he stormed through the academy's halls. Charming had to be the most oblivious royal he'd ever met. For someone so poised and charming, the prince had no idea how to navigate the real world.Â
Not that Hook expected much more from royalsâthey were all so privileged, so sheltered, so painfully clueless. Thatâs what made them easy marks. Their money, their fine clothes, their trinketsâit was all just there for the taking, practically begging to be lifted.
But this? This was different. Hookâs pride was bruised more than anything. Charming had made him collide with the earth, of all things, and Hook wasnât going to forgive the little prince for sullying his pristine, mint-condition vintage blazer. He cast a quick glance at the fabricâno visible damage, but that didnât matter. The fact that it had touched the ground at all was an unforgivable offense.Â
And worse, Hook knew his crew would never let him live this down if they found out. His reputation couldnât take a hit like that, not when he had spent so much time cultivating it. He had to get his revenge. Teach the prince a lesson.
So, during storybook history class, Hook slipped out unnoticed. He snuck across the academy grounds to the royal dormitoryâ Full of one bed and customized rooms, unlike less privileged students. They werenât allowed to deface their rooms and they had a roommate system. But Hook wasnât complaining his roommate was pretty great.
But he wasnât here to brood. No, he was here to act.
Charmingâs dorm was up ahead, and Hook was relieved to see no sign of that bothersome butler Lionel. Of course, the little prince needs a servant to wait on him hand and foot, Hook thought, rolling his eyes. He always found it oddâoff-putting, evenâthat Charming couldnât go anywhere without a personal attendant. How soft and pampered could you get?
Hook approached Charmingâs door, a sly grin spreading across his face. With a quick glance down the hallway, he slipped his golden hook into the lock, working it with practiced ease. Today, he was wearing his favorite hookâthe golden one that added a touch of class to his ensemble. Heâd have to be careful not to scratch it. The lock gave way with a soft click, and Hook pushed the door open, slipping inside.
The room smelled of expensive cologne, and everything was arranged perfectly. Typical royal. Hook sneered. He moved to the wardrobe, his eyes scanning the rows of pristine clothes.Â
Charming had quite the collectionâmostly royal-styled barongs and beige outfits, which made Hook wrinkle his nose. Beige? Ugh, he thought with disdain. Not his color at all. Where was the flair, the vibrancy? Not a single dark or deep color in sight. Charming had such a boring taste in clothes for someone so well-dressed.
Still, a theft was a theft. Hook rifled through the clothes, trying to find something worth taking. Surely the prince wonât miss a few pieces, he thought, tossing aside a particularly dull-looking beige tunic.
What Hook didnât realize was how much time heâd spent browsing
But time had gotten away from him, and Hook hadnât realized how long heâd been sifting through the princeâs belongings until he heard the unmistakable sound of the door opening behind him.
âLooking for something?â came a voice that was far too calm for Hookâs liking.
Hook froze, hand halfway through a drawer of silk cravats. Slowly, he turned around, his heart sinking as he locked eyes with Prince Charming standing in the doorway with a smirk, arms crossed over his chest. He hadnât expected to get caughtâhe never got caught.
Hook blinked, trying to regain his composure. âAh skater boy,â he began, straightening up and smoothing his jacket. âThis⊠is not what it looks like.â
Charming raised an eyebrow, amusement flickering in his eyes. âReally? Because it looks like youâre in my room rifling through my wardrobe.â
Hook swallowed, his mind racing for an excuse. Heâd been in tight spots before, but this? This was a mess. âI was, uh⊠inspecting your clothing choices. Offering a little⊠constructive criticism, you might say,â Hook replied, flashing a crooked grin, but it didnât reach his eyes. He wasnât used to feeling this off-kilter. âNo offense, mate, but 50 shades of tan and beige? Really?â
Charmingâs expression remained neutral, though there was a glint of something unreadable in his eyes. âAnd you thought breaking into my room was the best way to offer fashion advice?â
Before Hook could answer, Lionel appeared in the doorway, eyes wide as they flickered between the pirate and the prince. âAm I interrupting, sir? I didnât expect a guest,â Lionel said, his voice a touch too polite, suspicion creeping in.
Charming, without losing his cool, glanced slightly over his shoulder at Lionel but didnât shift his focus from Hook. âItâs fine, Lionel. Could you give us a moment?â His tone was dismissive but not unkind, the sort of royal command that left no room for argument.
"Of course, Your Highness," Lionel replied, a touch too formal as he bowed and quickly excused himself, but not without one last curious glance, probably wondering if he had just witnessed the beginnings of some lovers' quarrel. The door closed softly behind him.
The moment Lionel left, Hook let out a breath he hadnât realized heâd been holding. He eyed Charming warily, wondering how much trouble he was in. He hated the feeling of being cornered, especially by a royal.
âSoâŠâ Hook began, his voice dripping with false confidence. âNo need to make this a big deal, yeah? Youâre not going to go crying to Merlin, are you?â
Charmingâs lips curled into a small smile. âIâm not planning on it, no.â
Sweet relief washed over Hook, but it was short-lived as Charming took a step closer, his tone turning just a shade more serious. âBut I canât just let this slide either, can I?â
Hook swallowed, his bravado faltering for a moment. âI only did this after our little incident,â he blurted out, trying to regain control of the conversation. He gestured vaguely between them, referencing their earlier collision.
Charming tilted his head slightly, as if considering Hookâs words. âAnd you thought breaking into my room and raiding my wardrobe was the right way to even the score?â
Hookâs mind scrambled for a sweet escape. âLook you donât need to turn me in,â he said, practically begging now.
Charming considered this for a moment, his gaze flicking over Hookâs disheveled form and the mess of clothes scattered around his room. Then, almost as if a thought occurred to him, his smile returnedâthis time, sharper. âActually, I think I might have an idea. Meet me by the castleteria at dinner time.â
âA dinner? Youâre not going to tell anyone about this?â
âNo, not yet,â Charming replied, his voice smooth but tinged with mischief. âBut if you donât show up, then maybe weâll reconsider the whole punishment thing.â
Hookâs stomach twisted. He hated feeling like he was at someoneâs mercy, especially Charmingâs. But something in the princeâs eyes told him this wasnât just about revengeâit was about leverage. Hook didnât know what Charming had in mind, but whatever it was, it couldnât be good.
Still, he nodded, trying to regain his bravado. âAlright, Prince. Dinner date it is.â
Charming smirked, stepping aside to let Hook pass.
Hook left the room, heart still pounding, cursing himself under his breath. Heâd been caught, and now, somehow, he was in too deep.
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âHook, what bullshit did you get into?â Ulianaâs voice cut through the room like a whip, her tone sharp with irritation as she lounged on Morgieâs bed, her tentacles subtly shifting.
The five of them were crammed into Hook and Morgieâs shared dorm room, a small space that felt even smaller with Ulianaâs dramatic presence filling the air. Hook, on the other hand, was sprawled lazily across his bed, legs crossed like he had not a care in the world, but deep down, his stomach churned with unease.Â
Hook glanced at Uliana, who was tapping her nails against her belt buckle.. âRelax, Uliana. Itâs nothing I canât handle.â
âIs it a date?â Morgie piped up, his eyes wide with genuine curiosity as he fiddled with a piece of parchment,
Hook scoffed. âReally, wizard-oo? Thatâs your question?â The brunnete pirate shot back, but he didnât quite meet Morgieâs gaze, a flicker of discomfort crossing his face. âItâs not a date, you idiot.â
âYou didnât deny it, Hook, so that means youâre going on a date with that royal eyesore,â Maleficent added with a sly smirk, reclining against the wall. She twirled a strand of dark hair between her fingers.
Hook sat up, trying to regain his composure, his golden hook glinting as he gestured wildly. âHeâs got a little rebel streak in him, sure, but a date? With me?â Hook forced a laugh, but it came out a little too harsh. âHeâs too soft for that.â
Hades, who had been lounging in the corner, arms folded and his fiery blue hair flickering lazily, chimed in with a smirk of his own. âI dunno, mate. You see those blue streaks heâs rocking these days? Kidâs got a little fire in him. You pick them well, James.â
What did the prince have in mind for him? Why had Charming asked him to meet at dinner? He was good at handling himself, but this was different. Royals had a way of twisting things to their advantage, and he wasnât sure heâd come out on top this time.
Ulianaâs tentacles flexed, her eyes narrowing. âThis better not blow back on us, Hook. You get tangled up with that prince, and weâre all screwed. Iâve got enough on my plate without cleaning up your messes.â
Morgie, ever the optimist, gave Hook a hopeful smile. âMaybe it wonât be so bad? You two could, you know... find common ground?â He shrugged, completely oblivious to the heavy glares that Uliana shot his way.
Hook grimaced, rubbing the back of his neck. âTrust me, I donât belive in common ground Iâm a pirate after all. The seas are what matter,â he muttered, but even as he said it, he couldnât shake the nagging feeling that Charming wasnât as simple as heâd like to believe. Whatever the prince had planned, Hook had no choice but to play alongâfor now.
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Lionel watched as Charmingâs fencing movements faltered, his usual grace replaced by distracted, half-hearted parries. The clanging of their swords echoed through the gymnasium, but the princeâs mind was clearly somewhere else.
âSirâI mean, Christopher, whatâs the worry face for?â Lionel asked, lowering his sword slightly, his tone a mix of concern with playful scolding. âYour mother would say frowning is terrible for the face.â
Charming winced and laughed, âOuch. Thanks for that reminder, Lionel.â
Lionel tilted his head, eyeing the prince with the same scrutiny one might give a misbehaving child. âHaving love problems, are we?â
Charming hesitated mid-lunge. âSorta⊠kinda... undetermined.â He shrugged, trying to mask the uncertainty in his voice with nonchalance.
âIâll try to make sense of that, sir,âÂ
Charming straightened up, tossing his sword onto the nearby rack. âI do have a problem,âÂ
âAnd what may that be, Your Highness?â
âI lied to my parents,â Charming confessed, running a hand through his streaked hair. âI told them I had someone to bring them for the ball, but... I have no one.â
Lionel gasped theatrically, hand flying to his chest in mock horror. âOh dear! The end of the world!âÂ
Charming grinned, though the smile didnât reach his eyes. âDonât panic. Iâve got it under control. I thinkâŠâ
âIs that why there was a handsome pirate rummaging through your wardrobe this morning?â he asked with a pointed look. âIs he part of your grand plan?â
Charming blinked, caught off guard. âHeâs not that handsome,â he blurted out, the words leaving his mouth before he could stop them. Lionelâs amused smirk only deepened. Charmingâs cheeks flushed. âI meanâheâs alright,â he backpedaled quickly, though Lionelâs knowing look said it all.
Lionel chuckled softly, tapping the flat of his sword against the ground. âWhat would your parents think of him, then? A pirate at the royal ball?â
âThey did say every suitor in the kingdom that doesnât exclude male or pirates. But theyâd be terrified,âÂ
âAnd here I thought you were planning to bring a princess,â Lionel mused, shaking his head with fond exasperation.
âWell, âpirateâ does start with a P,â Charming quipped, unable to suppress his grin. âMight be close enough. Donât ask for permission ask for forgiveness.â
âThe ballâs happening no matter what, Christopher. Your parents are set on it,â Lionel reminded him, though there was no judgment in his voice. He was used to the princeâs antics by now.
Charming nodded, tossing his fencing jacket aside. âYeah, well, might as well make it a little more exciting.âÂ
âIf Iâm going down, Iâm going down singing.â The prince sang.
Lionel chuckled, stepping forward to ruffle the princeâs hair. âYouâre always causing trouble. But⊠you're going to be fine, you always are.â
Charming laughed, a bit of the tension easing from his shoulders. âThanks, Lionel.â
"Just... try not to start a royal scandal this time,"Â
"Can't make any promises," Charming shot back with a grin.
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The night had settled over Merlin Academy, and the castleteria was buzzing. On the lower level, students from various backgrounds sat together, some attempting to eat in peace while others whispered and laughed in tight-knit groups.
The second level, however, was a different story entirelyâa separate, glass-enclosed space designed for royal students, a consequence of the infamous "Ariel incident" from freshman year. Uliana, the sea witch, had stirred up a food fight with the sophomore Little Mermaid herself, (A girl her older sister bullied aswell)
which ended with food flying and a lot of egos bruised. Now, extra security stood guard, and Charming hated it.
It drained his social battery to be so isolated. He used to enjoy mingling, making polite conversation with his peers, but now he found himself perched in this sterile room, looking down at the rest of the academy through the glass window like he was in some kind of fishbowl.Â
It didnât help that Lionel, who usually provided some form of company, was off handling royal duties whenever it was mealtime. So Charming sat alone, poking at his food, waiting.
Well, not exactly alone. He was expecting someone. Or rather, a pirate . The word "victim" had crossed his mind, but that sounded too cruel, and blackmailee was just unpleasant. So, pirate it was.
Charmingâs thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a scuffle outside the door. Voicesâloud, irritated voicesâdrifted in, and he didnât need to guess who it was.
âLet go of me! Easy on the coat!â came the familiar accent, sharp and indignant.
The guards were clearly manhandling Hook. Charming sighed, standing up from his seat and making his way to the door. He opened it just in time to see one of the guards tugging on Hookâs crimson coat, and Hook, true to form, looking royally pissed off.
âStop it!â Charming barked, a little more forcefully than usual. âLet him go. He's with me.â
The two guards immediately released Hook, straightening up as they realized their mistake. One of them, the taller one with a stern face, glanced at Charming apologetically. âApologies, Your Highness. We didnât know he wasââ
âYeah, clearly,â Hook cut in, brushing off his coat like heâd just been dragged through the mud. âA real fine welcome, I must say.â
The other guard, younger and more nervous, muttered, âWe thought he mightâve been here to, uh⊠cause trouble, Your Highness.â
Charming sighed, rubbing his temples. âHeâs not here to cause trouble. I invited him.â He shot a look at Hook. âSorry about the mix-up.â
Hook crossed his arms, glaring at the guards. âWay to go, Prince. You invite me, then forget to tell your people Iâm coming. Real nice lad, arenât you?â
Charming gave him a sheepish look, stepping forward and placing a hand on Hookâs shoulderâmore of a placating gesture than anything. âI said I was sorry.â
Hook immediately shrugged off his hand, the familiar click of his hook against Charming's wrist. âEasy on the coat. You and your lot have already helped it deteriorate faster than it should.â
âShall we?â he said, gesturing toward the table.
Hook huffed in response but said nothing, striding past the prince and into the dining area. His eyes scanned the lavish room, taking in the gleaming chandeliers, the velvet-lined chairs, and the royal setup. For a moment, Charming saw a flicker of appreciation cross his faceâjust for a secondâbefore Hookâs usual facade of nonchalance slipped back into place.
âNice place youâve got here,â Hook said, though the casual tone didnât quite match the look in his eyes. âBit excessive for a meal, donât you think?â
Charming smirked, crossing his arms as he followed Hook inside. He could see through the pirateâs act. âIf it hadnât been for that food fight with Ariel and your friend during freshman year, none of this wouldâve happened.â
âYeah, well, she was pretty awesome for that.â
Charming rolled his eyes, though a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. âRight. Letâs just sit and eat before you start a revolution in here too.â
They settled into their seats, a tense silence hanging between them. Charming could feel the weight of Hookâs gaze, sharp and calculating. This wasnât some casual dinner. Both of them knew it, even if neither wanted to admit it.
The dinner had been silent for too long. Hook, never one to let tension sit without poking at it, decided to break it âSo, what are your intentions, Your Highness? Youâre a popular bloke around here. Getting lonely?â
Charmingâs fork paused mid-air before he set it down, carefully. âI have friends.â His mind flickered to Aladdin and Jasmine, who often joined him for meals, bringing stories of their magic carpets adventures.
Then there were Ella and Bridget, after the two got together they always found time to drop by with baked treatsâoften enchanted with strange, unpredictable side effects, like turning his hair fully blue or making him float for a few minutes.Â
Zelly, ever the life of the party, would bring her chameleon Pascal, and theyâd all end up doing karaoke. After all, the royal dining area inexplicably had a karaoke machine tucked in the corner.
âSo itâs not loneliness or complete boredom, why have me here?â Hook pressed.
Charming hesitated, trying to maintain a mysterious air. He knew Hook was too clever to show his cards too early. âI have something to ask,â was all he said, keeping his tone casual.
Hook leaned back, a smirk playing on his lips as he lounged in the velvet chair, clearly amused by the princeâs attempt at suspense. âWhatâs this all about, then? A royal invitation for little old me? You're not planning on throwing me in the dungeons after dessert, are you?â
Charming chuckled, though there was a hint of nervousness behind it. âNo dungeons. Just⊠an arrangement.â He felt Hookâs guard go up instantly, the pirateâs smirk hardening into something more defensive.
âArrangement?â Hookâs brow arched in mock curiosity, though there was no mistaking the sharpness in his tone. âWhat sort of arrangement would a prince want from moi ?â
âI need you to be my date,â Charming said, the words slipping out before he could fully gather his nerve. He paused, seeing Hookâs expression shift, and hurried to clarify, âNot in the traditional sense.â
Hookâs face didnât change much. He leaned in slightly, his gaze sharp, like he was toying with a fish on a hook. âYou went to so much trouble to impress me,â Hook said with snobbish amusement, âIâm flattered, but youâre not my type.â
Charming felt his face flush but pushed on. âMy parents are throwing me this stupid ball, and I hate it. Itâs all about me, and I justââ He suddenly found himself unraveling, words tumbling out in a rush. âI blurted out that I had a date, thinking it would stop them from pressuring me, but now itâs just worse, and I donât know how toââ
âWhoa, whoa, whoa, hold your horses, Prince,â Hook interrupted with a bemused smirk, holding up his hand. âThatâs a lot of whining for me.â
Charming blinked, startled by Hookâs bluntness. Somehow, those few words snapped him out of his spiraling rant. He let out an embarrassed laugh, the tension easing from his shoulders. For a second, he found himself thinking Hook looked oddlyâŠkinda hot.Â
The pirate, for all his snark, had an air of control about him that made Charmingâs stomach twist in a way he didnât quite understand.
But Hook was getting up, clearly looking like he was about to leave. He couldnât let him just walk out, not after coming this far. Desperation flickered in his chest, and he scrambled for a last-ditch effort.
âWait!â Charming stood quickly, his hand brushing against Hookâs arm as he reached out. âI havenât told you the benefits yet.â
Hook paused, turning halfway with a knowing gleam in his eyes. âAlright. Iâm listening.â
Charming exhaled, thinking quickly. âYouâll get lots of opportunities being seen with me. The ball is in two days. You wonât have to pretend for long. Youâll get to live lavishly, and you donât have to worry about me telling anyone about your⊠thieving incident.â
Hookâs eyes flickered, but instead of biting, he turned fully away, stepping toward the door. Charming felt his heart sink. He'd blown it. This was going to be harder than he thoughtâtime for Plan B, whatever that was.
Then, Hook stopped, glancing over his shoulder with a smirk that made Charmingâs pulse quicken. âIâll do it.â
âWhat?âÂ
âI said Iâll do it,â Hook repeated, turning fully now, his expression unreadable. âIâll be your boyfriend. For rent, of course.â
Charming bristled slightly. âThat doesnât sound very nice.â
âWell, thatâs the reality, babe,â Hook teased, the last word slipping off his tongue like a taunt. The prince stiffened at the word. He didnât like the way it sounded coming from Hookâs mouth. Or maybe he liked it too much, and that was the problem.
âFine, weâll talk tomorrow, lay down the ground rules. We can discuss everything over breakfast.â
âBlah, blah, so boring. You donât need so many pleasantries to fake-date me, you know. Weâre not writing a treaty.â
Charming stepped closer, his face inching into Hookâs space. âIâll pick you up in the morning. Weâll discuss the plan then.â
Hook gave him a mocking grin, eyes flicking down between them before meeting Charmingâs gaze again. âYou just love a good scheme and a meal, donât you? Thatâs patheticâand kinda cute, actually.â
Something inside Charming snapped at that last line. âWho are you calling pathetic?â he growled, stepping even closer until they were face to face.
Hookâs eyes danced with amusement, but there was something else beneath the surface, something unreadable. For a brief moment, they stood there in awkward silence, close enough to feel each otherâs breaths, their hands grazing.
The bell rang suddenly, cutting through the moment and pulling them back to reality. Charming took a step back, clearing his throat. âIâll see you tomorrow?â He asked, his princely demeanor slipping back into place, though his voice was quieter than before.
Hook smirked, already slipping toward the door. âYou know where to find me, Your Highness .â
Charming was still screwed how was he going to pull this sham? But he did make some progress he just hoped the pirate didnât cause too much trouble.
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