julia sayre-sullivan. as loved by pisces.come taste the wine, come hear the band. come blow your horn, start celebrating — right this way your table's waiting. what goods permitting some prophet of doom to wipe every smile away? life is a cabaret, old chum, so come to the cabaret.
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“okay, so i’m not,” comes after a bout of silence, sharp, tinged with indignation and laced with an anger that’s been simmering just below the surface — though, not entirely masked in the slightest. it’s an anger borne from an affront, a swelling of frustration that’s been embedded in his chest since touching back down in L. A., uncomfortable yet unable to completely subside or land on its intended target. this is the outcome daniel has wanted … yet, there’s a hollowness to it. as if, with jude leaving so abruptly, something’s slipped just out of grasp. no confrontation, no full-blown row, nothing. the man is gone, likely to never be heard from again. “i’m not particularly in shambles about your engagement, to the man you left me for, falling apart … in fact, my biggest regret right now is not coming over here to bloody his fuckin’ nose.” his tone has elevated, slightly, without meaning to. all this bottled up emotion is attempting to stick its landing on someone … and so he takes a breath, slackens his shoulders, and fidgets with the unopened bottle of water before continuing, “but, that doesn’t seem to matter now. nothing’s changed. we still seem to have this communication problem. you’ve been sitting on this for, what, over a week?”
daniel moves towards the kitchen sink, palms flat on the counter top, his back facing her, and peers out the window into their backyard. sometimes, like now, he thought maybe they should’ve chosen a place a little more deeper into the hills, a little more secluded. the view was remarkable, especially at dusk when the sun let go its hold and the city’s lights glimmered to life just below the canyons. one of the many memories of this place was him and julia lounging on the veranda at night, sharing a bottle of wine and admiring the panoramic view of downtown L.A. they’re memories he wants to continue to have with her and no one else. if they could get to where they once were. “i’m not here to get anything, julia.” he confesses after a few beats of silence and turns to face her once more, arms crossed and tucked tightly against his chest. “your mother called me and said something was going on and that i should come home … she left out a wee bit of details.” he steps slowly back to the center of the room, instinctively stretching a hand towards her, touching her arm. a tender gesture, a promise that he was here if she wanted him. “none of this is dumb, julia … and i don’t think you should be here by yourself. get your mom or joni to spend the night. i can look around, if you’d like me to. check the safes if you haven’t already.”
“nothing’s changed? really?” her words are wounded, hurt, but they tumble out sharply, saturated with breathless challenge. it had all changed for julia, the moment she touched down on american soil and realized the mess she’d created, borne out of heartbreak and festering into a damning virus she couldn’t stomach anymore. “i didn’t — i didn’t leave you for him, daniel. i left because i needed time, i left because i thought . . . i thought we were . . . ugh, fuck.” charlotte and kitty had taught julia how to remain strong and resilient in this industry, and while the actress had always been skilled in navigating emotions on the silver screen, she often struggled with their complexities off screen. she’s hurt and frightened and heartbroken, and she can feel sharp, stinging tears burning her eyes. “i didn’t mind when i lost the others. they’d so often been such clear mistakes, that when it came time to just call it, it didn’t mean very much at all. hell, i even celebrated after michael,” the wretched baseball player, whose engagement party to his twenty - something bride had been something of a first date for daniel and julia. “but with you . . . i couldn’t handle it. i couldn’t face losing you. it felt like you were slipping away like the others, except i couldn’t just shrug it off like them. losing you meant something.” she pauses, figuring that there’s very little to leave on the table. “losing you meant everything. so i left, and you didn’t come after me.” because it’s that easy to fall out of love with julia, isn’t it? on and off like a lightswitch. she takes it all in, recalling herself as the sobbing redhead by the hotel pool, slinking off on her own between reshoots. she laughs, weakly and miserably, “in retrospect, between the constant tears and the bottle of champagne i always kept handy, i was probably the easiest mark in the world for jude.”
she takes in his revelation quietly, steadying herself with a few deep breaths. “i wasn’t trying to keep this from you exactly. i barely wanted my mother to know, and zarah only knows that i had to reschedule some meetings with her because i wasn’t feeling great. which isn’t exactly a lie, because i feel like absolute shit.” julia wipes away the stray tears that had slithered down her cheek, ultimately relenting, “i’m sorry i didn’t say anything sooner. it’s just . . . after that night, i wanted the next time we spoke to be better, to have a clear head about everything we shared. to tell you that i ended things with him because i couldn’t pretend anymore. it didn’t feel fair to call you up just to say hi, hope your head’s doing alright, by the way the brit stole everything.” she relents into his touch, stepping closer, hesitating only briefly before allowing herself the small luxury of curling herself into his chest. julia needed something to ground her, and no presence had ever been more grounding or serene than daniel’s, especially in her frequently unreliable world. “i hate this,” she confesses, eyes falling shut as she finally allows more tears to fall freely, her face shielded in his chest. “i hate that he’s taken a home full of our memories, me and you, and now it just feels scary and unsafe and just . . . just fucking miserable.” it’s the first time she’s allowed herself to come undone, even in the slightest, with fingertips curling at the fabric of his shirt, “trust me, you’re not the only one who wants to beat his ass. but i — i don’t know, i’m probably gonna find a suite for a few nights ‘til we can take inventory of everything. it feels cold here.”
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“that bad, huh?” zarah’s brows remained lifted, tilting her head in gentle curiosity. she had her inklings and guesses about what was going on between the estranged couple. and by ‘going on’ she meant she had a strong feeling in her gut that their marriage was far from over. perhaps they just needed someone to give their heads a little knock together? slight encouragement was what she called it. although it probably wasn’t her place to be doing that. the sound that managed to escape from zarah when julia spoke her truth was probably high enough for dogs to hear, and she quickly covered her mouth to avoid making an absolute spectacle. “i knew it! i knew it! oh jules!” she couldn’t and wouldn’t wipe the smile from her face, “what happens is you let me play cupid and pull some strings here and there - i’m kidding obviously - unless you want me to? and then i can be not kidding. i can parent trap you both like that.” she snapped her fingers. zarah had to admit that the idea of both working on this project with julia and daniel and potentially witnessing the rekindling of their relationship really got to the romantic in her. and she hadn’t be genuinely this excited about something for years. it was fresh and new and everything people didn’t expect of her - a real surprise. “honestly? i feel like i can’t hold in how thrilled i am. you slog through so much stuff in this industry that you don’t wanna do, and when you find something like this it sort of feels like you’ve struck gold or won the lottery of jobs.” she exhaled a slow sigh as she lowered herself into the warm jacuzzi water. “real talk here too, thank you for taking a chance on me, it means the world honestly.” a rare moment of serious, raw honesty from zarah, and she meant every word.
“parent trap us?” julia can’t bite back the eruption of fond laughter that shakes through her, and it once again provokes a sense of comfort in zarah’s company — she had found that so many of her friendships in this industry seemed purely transactional or, worse, for the sake of keeping a good public face. from the first moment she’d been the spirited woman, julia had a keen sense that they shared something special. yes, julia was actively supporting zarah’s career, but it didn’t come from obligation or duty; she genuinely believes in her friend and all the talent she holds in a single fingertip, and she just wants the world to know how brilliant she is, too. “i don’t know, z, i - i don’t even know if he’s open to . . . that.” it goes without saying that julia would give anything to be back in daniel’s arms, but is that what he wants? they’d edged the topic, teased some understanding from each other, but it still feels incredibly risky. “and besides,” she squares her shoulders, grin blossoming across coral lips, “from what i’ve been hearing, my love life isn’t the only one that’s gone a little topsy-turvy. will we find a gorgeous miss ivy lau in the audition rooms for us?” it seemed farcical, a writer, a director, and the two actresses, all tangled up in each other’s web. “god, we’re about to be the fleetwood mac of the film industry, aren’t we?” it’s all in jest, she knows they’re all dedicated professionals, but even julia can’t resist laughing at the scandal of it all. with zarah submerged in the bubbling waters, julia allows herself to grow sincere, open, “listen, i’m just doing what some fucking idiot missed out on. you have an incredible gift, and now the world is going to see what you’re made of. this is only the beginning,” she insists, smile softening though her eyes remain alert with possibility. “so i hope you have your oscar speech prepared and you start making room on your shelves. i’m serious! those little suckers are much heavier than people let on.”
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here it was, jutting off the hillside, discreetly concealed by dense foliage, palm trees, and well-kept shrubbery. it sat just above the sunset strip, edging along a landscape studded with mansions and estate homes. if you curved up these tangles of streets with a little too much lead on the gas, you’d just miss the iron gate … which had been one of its selling points. it’s peaceful here. calm. serene. and on any other occasion, this nook they’d carved out for themselves would be a welcomed sight. a sweet breath of relief after a tumultuous few weeks. instead, daniel is halted mid-stride between the entryway and veranda, caught slightly off-guard by pauline’s sudden emergence, briefcase in hand and flustered enough to only afford him a casual greeting and an over the shoulder departing wave. there’s a feeling as though he’s imposed upon something, as if he’s stumbled into something he shouldn’t have and whatever pauline was cramming into that bag of hers, as she descended the driveway, would be another special delivery courtesy of express mail. his mood takes a nosedive off the canyon and, if it weren’t for charlotte’s insistence that he should get home right away, daniel would’ve turned right back around towards malibu. nonetheless, after a few beats and the removal of his ring, he unceremoniously rounds the kitchen corner.
it’s not lost on him that this is the first time they’ve been here, together, since he’d pleaded with her not to go. so, he idles, sweeps a gaze over the papers strewn across the kitchen island and jams his hands deep in his pockets. “oh, well i wasn’t really thinking anything,” a lie. “i, uh, — i only came to get a few things from my office … i guess i should’ve called beforehand to see if you were busy.” he clears his throat, shifts his weight, allows a moment for that news to sink in and just stifles the grin threatening to bloom. “he left?” another quick sweep goes over the room, into the dining area, as daniel meanders in a little further, as though whatever was nicked is suddenly going to jump out and establish itself. “sorry to hear the engagement’s been called off, but what exactly did he take?”
julia doesn’t know why it stings, sharp as a slap to the face, that daniel isn’t here for her — of course he isn’t, what does he owe her after this entire debacle? this is his home, too . . . at least she hopes it is, though the thought of him carrying out his belongings, piece by piece, is enough to have tears threaten to swell in her eyes. god, this is exhausting. she’s drained, but she can’t fall apart in front of daniel, this isn’t his mess to clean up. “no, you’re not,” she remarks softly, though it comes with a soft, breathy laugh, the first moment of relief she’s allowed herself in days. she’s been tied up in knots, strung taut, and as always, it’s daniel that alleviates the tension, easing her frayed nerves. “neither am i for that matter. it was never — he was never . . . ” she was never going to marry jude, he was never going to be her husband. this is a plaintive fact for many reasons, though the most glaring reason of all is the man she’s looking at right now. she smiles weakly and pulls freckled shoulders into a hopeless shrug, “it always felt like a grift, i shouldn’t be surprised that it ended like one.”
his second question is a weightier one she doesn’t have all the answers for, slowly rising from her perch at the breakfast nook and traipsing towards the fridge. “we’re still trying to gauge that, but right now, it’s looking like a lot. i, um, i’m scared to even go through the jewelry inventory.” things are things to julia, there’s not much that jude could’ve snatched in the night that would’ve made an impact, but there are necklaces from her grandmother, inherited rings from the sullivans, and god, what if he took daniel’s engagement ring? he knew where she kept it, always at her bedside, and she hadn’t been brave enough to see if he really did go for the jugular. she winces, pulling out two water bottles and proffering one towards daniel as she steps closer, just the slightest. “guess he saw his opportunity the night i spent with you.” a night of many revelations, ones she wished she could’ve talked with daniel about on much happier terms. she steps back slowly, folding her arms across her chest, “sorry, this is all . . . it’s very dumb, and i know you wanted to get your things from the office.” she cants her head, shielding her visage from the heartbreak etched in her features. “i don’t want to hold you up, danny.”
#unscripteds.#♡ ⸻ 𝑱𝑼𝑳𝑰𝑨. ╱ conversations.#did i actually manage to keep this from becoming too long?? miracles happen!
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out of your peers, whose career do you admire the most?
"oh, don't ask me that! literally all of them do such profound work that i'm continually in awe of." it sounds like a cheap answer, but julia's in no position to dissect anybody's career. "i've been lucky to work with some of the greatest writers, directors, actors, all around creators — even better, i've been lucky enough to call some of them my friends. hell, some people have done such incredible work and they're still just getting started. how amazing is that?"
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what did you think the first time you met daniel?
"i thought charlotte strikes again." it's sort of an inside joke, but no one can deny the way she lights up when daniel's mentioned, wide smile and absolutely aglow. "she set us up, brazenly so. pulled a fast one on me. told us both to meet her for lunch, and then the woman's nowhere to be found. the whole thing was incredibly transparent, even daniel knew something was up, and i'll be honest — for awhile there, i was a little bit jaded about love. many failed marriages will do that to you. and then i'm talking to this guy, this incredibly handsome, incredibly funny guy with this dreamy accent and absolutely no pretense or bullshit, and i just . . . yeah, i was smitten from the start. i was definitely not ready to admit it, but i think i sort of knew from the moment we met. and yes, i know it sounds cliche, but screw it, i love cliches. we talked for hours, had way too much wine, and it just felt like i've known him forever. so yeah, charlotte strikes again — but thank god she did." @unscripteds
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“ thought it’d sound nicer than the site of my rotting corpse. i like to think i’m a patient man, but after the twentieth minute i start to feel my life force draining out of my eyeballs. but you don’t have to worry about that, we’re still on minute fourteen. ” he should’ve brought something other than just his fucking phone, it is a mistake he will not make again. he shifts in his seat, he’s been on it for awhile. “ do you practise that one in front of the mirror with different names, or am i just special ? it’s tequila. one of those blanco, sipping varieties. why don’tchu sit down sayre-sullivan, i’m a gentleman, i can rustle up a minion or two for you — ” the ‘gentleman’, rolls past her toward the door with a smooth kick and a swing of his legs, popping his head out to spot that mousey face that had ‘new’ , ‘terrified’ and ‘ardent fan’ stamped all over it earlier, who he’ll request for one more. when he returns, his relaxed position renews. “ so you are here to see nellie then ? doesn’t seem to be taking to this new promotion very well. what did you end up doing after that party ? you were still there when i left, i think. ”
“sipping varieties? that sounds like sacrilege, wilder.” for all the pomp and circumstance that defined her upbringing, the sayres had always lacked all pretense when it came to liquor — kitty had desperately tried to get her granddaughter into finer champagne, which julia enjoys on a surface level, but it had been charlotte who insisted that any alcohol worth a damn was dirt cheap and meant to be thrown down your gullet with haste. now that was one rule from her mother that julia always happily obliged. her visage twists into apologetically pained at the thought of some intern having to fetch her drink, always anxious with power plays. “so, i’ve got six minutes left before your flesh rots right in front of me? or five? just want to make sure i’ve got my popcorn ready, sounds like quite the spectacle.” she cracks a smirk, eyes sweeping over the room before falling back on louis with only slight hesitance. “i don’t think nellie’s eager to see anybody right now, so i’ll spare her. you can tolerate me a little longer, right?” ah, the party. she wonders if he’s pulling her leg, given the tabloid coverage daniel’s little scuffle garnered — but she also reckons that louis wilder isn’t exactly the sort to spend his eyes poring through glossy rags, even in the depths of boredom. “i was still there, which means that i most definitely wasn’t sober. which might explain why the whole night was more tolerable than expected.” the man ended up leaving with might’ve had a lot to do with that as well. “what had you leavin’ the ball so early, huh? thought you might pull a reverse fairy tale and turn into a proper prince charming at midnight.” the mousy new face returns with a fresh drink for julia, which she accepts with a warm smile and soft thank you, honey. it’s a warmth that turns decidedly more impish when she’s alone with the director again, “you missed out, y’know, they were doing body shots off meryl streep.”
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JESSICA CHASTAIN at ABC’s The View in New York City (February 02, 2023)
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Red Desert 1964 dir. Michelangelo Antonioni
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What happened in Cabo? 👀
"it's important to clarify that we were supposed to be in santorini, but my assistant, god bless her, got a little . . . mixed up." the problem being that her assistant gets mixed up a lot. "not a problem, though. i mean, god, how obnoxious would that be, right? boo hoo, i had to go to cabo," she waves her hand with a playful roll of her eyes. "daniel and i said screw it, we're here, it's beautiful - let's not make a fuss about it. so we indulged in a lot of margaritas, on top of everything we drank during our flight, which lead to skinny dipping in the pool and all that silly vacation stuff. i thought it'd be a bright idea to sprawl out in the afternoon sun and tan, too tipsy to remember my sunscreen, but i completely knocked out. i woke up in agony." she can still remember the sight, lobster red and stinging from head to toe. "daniel was such a sweetheart, he rubbed aloe all over me and kept me hydrated. only laughed at how completely red i was once, which is a real feat for that jokester. so please, always remember to wear your sunscreen. and don't run around cabo naked." @unscripteds
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What was your first marriage like?
"stupid." perhaps not the most graceful answer, but frankly, it's the most succinct. she erupts into laughter, shoulders pulling into a hopeless shrug, "what can i say? it was! i was very, very young and very, very stupid. i was trying to rebel against a rebellious family. i barely knew him, he just owned a lot of the venues my dad was playing at back then. he was having a mid - life crisis, i was being a twerp, it was . . . yeah, stupid. very stupid. i think we both decided long ago to forget about the whole thing."
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would you ever work with daniel again?
"i mean, who says there's not something cooking right now?" her impish smile softens the swelling in her chest whenever daniel's named is mentioned, eyes alight and endlessly fond, "of course. my personal connection to him aside, daniel riley is one of the greatest and most thought - provoking writers of our generation. his work is intelligent and enthralling. he's a genius, through and through. kenmare was one of the most challenging projects i've ever done, because i wanted to do right by his vision so badly, and yet he was so wonderful in helping us both craft a fresh take on eve. i don't think i've ever had so much fun with such intense subject matter. i was practically skipping to set everyday, silly as it sounds. he's just incredible." @unscripteds
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did you really leave your husband for a much younger man?
"—— tabloid bullshit, what's new?"
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Did Julia ever miss out on a role or turn one down and later regret it?
"ugh, how much time do we have?" probably not remotely enough to cover this topic, but julia catches herself smirking regardless. "of course! i'm wildly thankful for my career, and there's very little i would change about it, but yeah, definitely passed on some solid roles. then again, every time i think about it, i wonder if i'm actually in awe of the role itself or am i in awe of the actress playing it? typically the latter, so in reality, it was probably meant for them. i'm always going to kick myself for not having the time for sharp objects, though."
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is it true your husband has a huge hog? the people have a right to know!
"nobody has the right to know!" cheeks as scarlet as her tresses, julia feels her chest grow hot and finds herself briefly trapped in a fit of giggles. "i'm not sharing that, his mother could be watching — my mother could be watching, and she'll call in to demand the truth! just know that i'm personally and deeply satisfied. that's all i'll say." @unscripteds
#♡ ⸻ 𝑱𝑼𝑳𝑰𝑨. ╱ answered.#this editor remains my enemy!!#also wonder whomst sent this!!!#honesty hour.
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is it true that you and ava castro got so into character on the set of carol that your relationship heated up off screen?
"well, that sounds like a lot of wishful thinking from a very vocal part of the internet," julia exhales through breathy laughter, always caught between setting the record straight and, well, letting the kids have their fun. "i will say that it's not at all difficult to love ava, onscreen and off, and even if it's not quite as racy as people would like to believe, she's still a darling in my life. i'm very, very thankful that i was able to work with someone so warm and collaborative." she pauses, then indulges just the slightest bit, "i mean, maybe a few scenes were improvised." @avangelines
#framing some of these as talk show interviews bc why not#also i hate this new editor thanks !!!#♡ ⸻ 𝑱𝑼𝑳𝑰𝑨. ╱ answered.#honesty hour.
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JESSICA CHASTAIN Why Now – A DOLL’S HOUSE on Broadway
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