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ghosts-lot · 3 months

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i am glad im alive im glad i can feel things and even if i dont completely like not being able to recognize my own emotions because they feel too big and too strong and like theyre blurring together and fighting each other as they mutate and flash through me i am glad i dont feel empty all the time

#kismet.txt #vent ig #ill say for a while i thought “feeling empty” was a hyperbole or something like that #(i cant think of a better word right now)#not in a way i couldnt understand it #but in a way where it just felt foreign #and i think now ive felt it in a more personal way instead of just a general feeling #but theres always something #something making me feel something #to the point where it numbs my mind #i cant really think #i can only feel #and i hate it #edit: i used “love” instead of “glad” when i typed this the first time and #haha no

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synthsays · 29 days

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Monster Falls girlies how we feeling about this one.

Happy Fiddleford Friday Y'all

(Bonus art under cut)

And one for the fiddauthor peeps

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decolonize-the-everything · 10 days

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Walked around the book store and took pics of the ones I wanna find on Libby, if y'all wanna see what I read

#i aquired Go Tell It On The Mountain #like i couldnt NOT #im sure Baldwin would understand the way i walked out with it #On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous is gonna make me cry i know it

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moeblob · 7 months

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What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?

#fe warriors three hopes #mercedes von martritz #miklan anschutz gautier #we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it #i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way #so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault)#did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him #no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF #no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how #he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes #who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ?#like that npc stuck with me a while ok #just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now #i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo

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charmac · 1 year

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#iasip #macdennis #sunny memes #honestly i put it in the middle cos it kinda applies to both of them...#in different ways tho #ifyky #anyway i couldnt decide to attach it to so up to interpretation if you don’t understand both ways...#oc

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birdricks · 10 months

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uncomfortably me

#rick and morty #evil morty #morty smith #THIS IS KINDA QUICK hopefully u understand me. [looking at u w my big wet eyes]#idk how to lay stuff out ever also lol #oooohhh. thinking abt it.#i think they are more alike than either of them really want to admit. and it makes them. UNCOMFORTABLE #this is my explanation for morty acting weird and ooc this ep. <- COPING #like him making a concious effort to differentiate himself from emorty #incouldnt rlly work out a good way to convey this lol HOPEFULLY U GET ME. PLEASEEEE #another idea would be like. them both saying the same thing same time kinda thing. but i couldnt think of dialogue rn lol #anywayyyy. heres my quick treat for tonight #rnm spoilers #rick and morty spoilers

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tasteofyourblood · 2 years

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#this took me a REALLY long time bcuz i couldnt understand why the glitter text wasnt moving and i tried figuring it out on my own #and only after like 2 HOURS did i finally give up and look online to find out it was SUCH A SIMPLE SOLUTION OH MY FUCKING GOD #but hey now ik how to layer gifs ontop of each other (still dont exactly know how to make gifs tho)#but yeah long way of me saying FOUNDATIONS OF DECAY GET UP COWARD YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS #mcr #my chemical romance

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extravagav · 4 months

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AND WE JUST DONT TALK ABOUT THIS?!?!?!!????

#THIS IS LITERALLY LITERAAALLLYYY THE BIGGEST FORM OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT SUGISHITA COULD HAVE #NOT ONLY IS HE DOING WHATS BEST FOR UMEMIYA BUT HES PUTTING HIS TRUST IN SAKURA TO HELP HIM #AND OH IM SO UNWELL #HIS BODY IS PHYSICALLY REACTING TO HIM MAKING THIS DECISION IM JUST #IM SO PROUD #and then sakura acknowledging all of this too i just love them sm #they really have one of the best dynamics 😭😭😭#wind breaker #kyotaro sugishita #sakura haruka #wind breaker spoilers #wind breaker manga spoilers #ok nvm im still talking bc the second image literally gets me everytime i look at it #first off the way they drew sakura in that scene in the first place is just so beautiful thats the only word i can think for it rn 😭😭😭😭#second seeing this scene from sugishitas perspective and then learning later that the reason he has this reaction was because he thought-#-sakura looked cool and hes never thought that about anyone before just really gives us so much more for their relationship #specially how sugishita acts towards him 😭😭#add that onto what umemiya says to him (which i couldnt include in this post </3) about how hes never really shown emotion to anyone-#-till sakura showed up then it gives us an even BETTER understanding of why sugishita acts the way he does around sakura #my brain is so frazzled by the sun today and words are not coming to me easily so apologies if none of this makes any sense 😭😭😭#ill revisit it another time anyway #also the way they describe all of this really makes it sound like he has a lil crush and its so sweet 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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tomatoart · 2 years

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#liquid snake #psycho mantis #tretij rebenok #eli mgsv #metal gear solid #mgs #mgsv #queue are lovely #only just got to the part where they turn everone on mother base to a transgender btw. this game is insane #but yayy im a very big fan of liquid now ^_^ i liked him enough b4 but seeing him more now has me rlly appreciating him. AND mantis i think #i understand mantis like no one else. aka i just rlly enjoy him and he reminds me of myself in ways #liquid too but only bc he has boy autism specifically #okiee sorry for rambling i just wanted to let everyone knoe im an eli and mantis supa fan *backs up truck into telephone poll* erm what the #blood #sorry for the drain caption btw i couldnt come up w anything. do u still love me #trans guy and his resident nonbinary..#also im stil trying to learn how to draw mantis so im not too happy w tht but we rockin

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synthshenanigans · 3 months

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the Identity lacking knowledge of its identity

[fun alt repeating thing above & neat alt versions below]

#“understand whats going on behind my eyes” but different kinda #this is kinda shitty on purpose ?? kinda #idk im slapping soul with my own crisis he can deal with it/silly #bright lights #bright colors #i dont have a favorite guy™ but soul hits different yk #soul and its ideas of itself & his views on being whole need to be talked about more i swear #put that bitch under a microscope & study him cos lord knows he knows itself less than you would #also soul he/it my beloved. youre so close to being counted as canon in a way #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj soul #-atlas art-#also if you cant tell [which you probably cant for all of it] the lyrics to Dream(OfC). NMtK & part of TSE are in there #also the necklace loose like the red noose from slys art #fun lil fact about my designs for HMSW:#Heart & Mind each have one of the drumsticks from the necklace. Both on opposites hands as a bracelet #gives a more them being halves vibes to me #soul has the left over chain that looks normal turning like as i said before over the course of Cacophony #lack of the drumsticks gives him the “if im not the main part then what am i?” yk #im not the “point” of the necklace so what is my purpose if any or smth #if that makes sense #but of course you couldnt wear the drumsticks as a necklace WITHOUT the necklace. a happier realization toward the end of Cacophony #And Whole has the whole thing together [ha whole]. “all good things come in threes” nd all #ty if you read all this btw & hi :D #ily/p

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deoidesign · 1 year

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Finally I have allowed myself to love that which I had denied myself so long

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oifaaa · 1 year

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What is your preferred explanation for Bruce’s no kill rule?

Personally a combo of Bruce was severely traumatised as a child watching his two parents be murdered in front of him to the point he literally can not watch someone die in front of him without it triggering him and he knows himself well enough to know that if he can justify killing one person then he can justify killing another and he's sure he will not have the self control to stop once he gets started

#ask #plotbunny-bundle #this is why i personally dont like when writers try to get around Bruce's no kill rule #by having him be like #oh im not killing you but im not gonna save you #bc it feels more like the writers trying to find their own loop hole around bruces no kill rule #bc like so many writers dont really understand bruces no kill rule #so like most comic characters who have had multiple writers #you have conflicting narratives #and people can say well bruce was will to let kgbeast die why couldnt he just let joker die #well bc 2 different people wrote those stories #this is were you kinda have to pick your canon or say bruce is a hypocrite #which like bc of the way comics are written #gonna have a lot of characters like that

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cubedmango · 1 year

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「30歳の童貞に片想いすると魔法使いになれるらしい」 (from cherry magic volume 11 special edition) — english translation

#cherry magic #my translation #finally. after months i got to read this at last !!!!!!! i can be at peace now #also gonna do a little t/n in the tags bc i wanna clarify one little bit #the term '苦手' comes up a bunch here and it can mean either 'not being good at smth' or 'disliking/hating smth'#and from my understanding when used for people it can mean either 'not knowing how to get along with someone' or 'disliking/hating someone'#so on page 1 kurosawa uses 苦手 to say that the other guy doesnt like him #and on page 4 adachi uses 苦手 too which kurosawa misinterprets bc he doesnt have all the context #bc adachi means that he doesnt really know how to interact with guys like kurosawa but kurosawa hears it as 'i dont like his type of ppl'#(which gets cleared up later anyway thank god . tho it did give us a funnie panel)#i couldnt find any word in english that worked with the same sort of double meaning as 苦手 so i tried phrasing it in a way-#-that would have that same sort of 'this can be easily misinterpreted' vibe . dunno if it worked but i tried kjfkds

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beaulesbian · 2 years

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I don’t have the luxury of being afraid to make tough decisions. I have to choose. In order to protect the things that are dear to me.

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dayurno · 5 months

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i just saw what you reposted about kevin being the problem child of doomed homoerotic relationships and nora saying that’s something kevin would do we already have solid proof of jean and basically all of aftg to prove he’s a siren to troubled men do u have any hc about how that happened? especially with kandrew i love them sm they’re truly one of my favorite aftg pairs but like in the question i always assumed it was andrew but now ik it’s kevin it almost makes it better idk?!? like a desperately devoted andrew plus being hopelessly in love with kevin and he obviously was doing it to andrew and neil but imagine if on a smaller scale it was also the rest of the foxes?? but also i can’t tell if he truly was the problem child or just extremely sheltered from and didn’t know how to interact with people so when he’s direct and earnest they fall in love on the spot

I REALLY DONT KNOW AT ALL................... i think part of it is kevin being earnest and open about it in a way someone who hasnt been raised in a cult Wouldn't be but it's just really also. the kind of people he's doing it to.... i mean jean at the point he met kevin he'd been homeschooled with violent parents his only friend was his sister and then again jean was literally raising her on his 13 year old shoulders. and then kevin looks at him, and smiles at him, and asks to learn french, and says "i don't want to lose you". has anyone told jean that before???????? has there been anyone, ever, to say you are something worth keeping? you are something i can't lose? YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND. it's not just that kevin is a problem child it's that he chooses to say these things when you have literally no way to defend yourself

and the same for andrew are you crazy........ you're worth it. DO YOU UNDERSTAND...... has anyone ever told andrew that before? you're worth the trouble? i won't give up? i'll stay right here even if you fumble and kick and scream and refuse to play with me? I MEAN IT'S SERIOUSLY SICK. it's sick. it's horrible. he's so earnest. why is he like this. no wonder andrew was fighting wars and pulling knives this is the first time someone looked him in the eye and said no matter what you do i'm Not going to give up on you. and then he didn't even when andrew was a real fucking cunt about it. should we all just explode.

#i couldnt be normal #i wouldnt be #andrew and jean were not #no one was really but. you understand.#WHY IS HE THIS WAY #KEVINNNNNNNNNNNNN #he does these things and he doesnt even want you like he just says this stuff because hes like this #its not even on purpose #im so fucking sick to my stomach.#also yeah it could happen to the other foxes 100%#this is how it can happen to matt. and allison. and renee #asks #kevin #kandrew #kevjean

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karamazovanon · 11 months

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controversial opinion maybe but it BEWILDERS me when people (mostly americans ime) genuinely seriously with their whole chest complain about how impossibly hard russian names are. like. do a single google search. i don't see how you can comprehend that charles = chuck and margaret = peggy but can't fathom that rodion = rodya. how is this such a huge barrier of entry for people

#and this doesnt apply to ESL ppl or any other ppl who have actual reasons like dyslexia or something #im talking about other americans who go yeah i had to stop reading bc i couldnt understand the names #how are you seeing different cultural naming conventions as an unsurpassable barrier that forces you to quit and give up on ever reading it #instead of an opportunity to learn and expand your narrow worldview?????? and over something SO SIMPLE??????????#like i know damn well yall know a katherine that goes by katie or a john that goes by jack #and those make even less sense than something like aleksey -> alyosha!#there are general rules and patterns unlike english! like the progression from aleksey -> alyosha -> alyoshka -> alyoshechka is so easy to #comprehend i dont understand how its SUCH a common complaint #i definitely understand the struggle of keeping characters straight when they have the same first name #like katerina ivanovna and katerina ospovna in t/bk etc #and of course the names in general are something you have to adjust to if youve never encountered it before! it takes a bit of thought #but its NOT FUCKING ROCKET SCIENCE and its asinine to shrug your shoulders and say welp guess im incapable of ever reading any ruslit!#like ohhh my goddd it grinds my gears so bad #bare minimum effort #anontalks #sorry for rant but i keep fucking seeing this shit and it rubs me the wrong way every time #like yeah its funny that dunya = avdotya and grushenka = agrafena #but richard = dick and elizabeth = betty so who fucking cares read the damn book

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