#not hxh actually

[cepheusgalaxy]

When the ship is "I'd die for you" vs "Live for me" 🥰🥰🥰

[amandasmurfee]

Birth of a Spider 🕸️🕷️📕

[coconutcoconutcoconut]

i'm doing a bunch of drawings of the main 4 (sometimes also alluka) camping in lukso province like slightly post-canon.... these are the ones that didn't really require much emotional sincerity to make lol (the other ones are hopefully gonna get finished later)

[awhdeee]

sleepover 😴

[airborneknuckle]

killua telling nanika she can't come out anymore is killua running away. that's what he means when he says illumi was in his head. killua may have pulled out the needle, but he still grew up in an abusive environment, illumi's influence still affects him. he runs instead of asking gon what he meant, when even the narrator said all killua had to do was ask. killua never gets an answer bc he runs from the question. over and over. every opportunity passes without a word. killua's coping mechanisms were taught to him by ppl who wanted to control him. it wasn't abt his happiness. he was never taught anything different. so when he's scared and alone and powerless he falls back on them. even tho they don't help anyone. but alluka wasn't taught these things, so she puts her foot down and she doesn't let killua run.

[turtledotjpeg]

much art has been made of kurapika leaning/napping on melody and i love all of that art. so much. but i also wanted him to return the favor :)

he is doing his best to be a comforting presence in his own way (◡‿◡)

[captainhoook]

Low budget Shizuku cosplay🙏

[paper-cities]

[bifrutas-tropical]

two redrawn memes for the prize of one can you believe it

[sharknark]

killua koala parallels || how i imagine their getting to know eachother convo went

[heliianth]

more of these guys

[masakuterarr]

Recent Uvogin Doodles

I don't have a lot of time atm but have some doodle I managed to do 🕷️🤍

[mayxo-hxh]

[past-the-comfortzone]

"Think I'm getting butterflies but it's really

something telling me to run away"

Still frames below the cut ❁

thought I'd give bright neon colors a try. It was fun but I think I'll be sticking to pastels

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

This entire scene emotionally destroyed me but there's one part in particular that was like taking a knife to an already open wound.

So, Gon shuts down after the reveal that Kite was dead all along and his stunned and racing mind is disjointed and contradictory. Most of his statements fit into roughly three categories of desperate thoughts:

Vehement inability to process that Kite is dead. From the statement being repeated multiple times to the amount of "no"s everywhere on these pages.

Taking the blame for Kite's death, in a frankly horrifying show of self-hatred (especially given the context of what comes next).

Blaming Pitou and proclaiming that he "didn't do it" in an attempt to absolve the weight of his guilt.

Heartbreaking. But there's one thought here that's a bit different.

Throughout all of this, Gon has been adamant that Kite, and by extension the situation, can be "fixed" - after all, most every issue that's come up before on his adventures could be resolved nicely. But now, suddenly, it can't. Gon can't stand feeling powerless or helpless, and now he finds himself more helpless than he's ever been. And we get this.

"Somebody help me."

Gon is independent. Gon has a burning need to prove his worth through his own strength. Gon has a bad habit of equating "taking responsibility" with fixing things all by himself and rejecting help from others.

Gon has never pleaded for someone to save him before.

And it's just. Holy shit. Holy shit - he's a kid. He's just a kid. And in just a few pages, he's going to make a despair-fueled decision to throw away his life just to regain any semblance of power over a situation that was doomed to be unfixable from the start. He says, "Let it end. I don't care what happens to me now.", because this is the only way he can think of to make his pain and his guilt and Pitou all just stop, by losing himself to all of his power instead of his grief.

[turtledotjpeg]

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