#not everyone is willing to wait for you
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I know some people don't like the pacing or the fact that Wandee and Yoryak take so long to confess and voice their feelings, but I actually love it so much.
I understand that this is a show and it follows a storyline, but I kind of see in the characters' confusion a reflection of how everything works in reality; we don't follow a storyline or an order where we meet, fall in love, get confused, understand our feelings and confess to each other.
These feelings are confusing and messy and some people can start where other people might end and vice versa, but I love the fact that Yak and Dee, despite everything, choose to be together anyway and are willing to wait for each other.
And that's because they love each other, regardless of whether they've voiced it or not.
#wandee goodday#i just think these characters are so lovely#and they're allowed to take their sweet time after everything they've been through#it's gonna pay off#in my humble opinion#one of the best ways to do these things#is take your time to make sure#not everyone is willing to wait for you#that just shows how loved and treasured you are#so#yeah
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Paradox, baby. Can I call you Mr. Darcy? I'll call you Fitzgerald. Fitzy, are you sure you want Deadpool in the main timeline? Really? Has the mothers and fuckers of this honorable jury forgotten what happens to every other fish when you put a lionfish in their midst?
The lionfish eats them all.
#wade is the lionfish of the sacred timeline#there is now a 2 hour length movie showing how wade would be willing and eager to destroy the rest of the world to keep his loved ones safe#wade will eat everyone alive#starting with logan but he'd probably enjoy that. oh wait he does.#paradox darling it's safer for everyone if you keep wade wilson far FAR away lmao#or don't. entertain us undiagnosed adhd havers.#what if the avengers would want wade back but his mindset is already not interested? now there's an idea#would logan be proud? would logan insist for wade to accept the offer?#i'm suggesting logan is staying in the picture? yes. Yes. that senior citizen moved in with him. they are Partners now.#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#deadpool 3#deadpool 2024#deadclaws#mr paradox#matthew macfadyen#matthew macfadyen mcu#gatekeep deadpool not for his own safety. for the main timeline's safety.#bet the only way you could convince wade to cross multiverses is if you tell him he WILL get hurt there
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Delusional man meets the prettiest boy in the world and then stops at nothing to make him Wife™
#that's it#that's the only summary you need of#meet you at the blossom#it's perfect#I haven't even finished the first episode#and I'm already willing to call it the best cdrama there is#I can't wait for it to make me cry#I'm convinced everyone needs to watch it
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hello Ilsalanna nation <3
I’ve seen ppl redrawing this tweet as their favourite sapphic ships and I had to make one too 🤍 (under the cut)
#ilsalanna#mission impossible#ilsa faust#alanna mitsopolis#ilsa x alanna#mission: impossible#vanessa kirby#floweroflaurelin art#sapphic#artists on tumblr#‘wait doesn’t the couch face the either way’ yes but the light wall is so fun and easy to draw !!#maybe they’re in a private area of the lounge you don’t know#Alanna just wants everyone to be her friend after all. let’s see what she’s willing to do to earn that from Ilsa~
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Sometimes I try to write down thoughts about this campaign but I admittedly have not been paying enough attention to feel confident in my character analysis so I write an incoherent text post and then delete it because I don't know if I'm actually making the correct judgments.
#cr spoilers#in the tags#so i'm going to rant in here instead if you keep reading past this you can't get mad at me#anyway i want to talk about ashton#and how they would have been absolutely intolerable in c1 or c2#where every character was invested in saving the world#for one reason or another#and c3 is just like#orym is the only one talking sense and everyone else is just like 'well maybe?'#but matt also said something about being ready for exandria to shift drastically based on their chocie#and if matt weren't ready for exandria to change ashton would be harder to watch than they are now#idk taliesin does quite often play around with hypocrisy with his characters so i'm not really surprised#by ashton claiming to stand up for the little person and then going and being willing to blow up their entire world#like they're not actually thinking about the 'little person'#they're thinking about themselves and that's really it#but yeah i do keep waiting for someone to say something that gives ashton that realization#that they can't use their trauma as an excuse to blow up everyone else's lives#idk i'm running out of steam#it's interesting to watch taliesin play around with this#but i've got to say that if they don't make a fucking choice about what they're actually going to do#idk i'm just ready for them ALL to stop waffling#okay now i'm done#i still have a lot of thoughts but i'd have to rewatch the whole campaign to feel confident in my talking points#and that's not going to happen lol
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Last Push for Immigration
We're slated to leave at the end of November, and for everything we've managed to save, it's all going to travel expenses. We need help putting a down payment on somewhere to stay!
$455 / $3000
Kofi • Commissions • $ruckusthekid
I'm more than happy to work for it, and any help is appreciated. We're applying for asylum (where might be changing, Portugal resources are getting really slim), & our goal is to help other trans kids out of the country once we've figured out the process.
Thank you so so much for the support we've already received, and I'm honestly really excited to show y'all how it all goes down.
See ya soon!
More information about us, if you want it:
As a trans couple, my husband and I are really feeling the pressure to get out of the United States. We thought we could skim by where we are until we could leave, but he's been goaded by local police as they humiliated and condescended him in a back room for being trans, and I had my ID confiscated for saying male, and upon trying to get it reissued as female, I was kept after hours in the state trooper's office and surrounded by all residing cops left in the station as it was processed. We don't feel safe, if you can believe it.
We've flown by the seat of our pants a lot. We've been kicked out, homeless, manipulated and hurt by a lot of fucking people over the last five years, and we've always managed to make it work. I assume the same can be said for this; even if we don't get the money we need before we leave, we'll figure something out when we get there.
It's not ideal, having to do things like this, but we're in the middle of nowhere, in a food desert, and I have a highly restrictive diet that's really difficult to afford as it is. We've been trying to save for over a year now and only scraped up $2k with help. It's on par, if not over $1k each for us to fly, with our baggage & cats.
I'm doing my fuckin best and I'm willing to work for anything we make here, I'm just floundering to support us and get this together too with how absolutely shithole rancid the economy is.
No one owes us anything, there's no pressure to donate or commission me, but it would be an enormous pressure off of us to get this put together before we leave. Please.
#be mindful of what you tag this tumblr likes to kill dono posts#its so. embarrassing to have to do this but were disabled what else can we do#wait until the fake fictional fantasy time period where we suddenly have all of the money spoons and resources to move abroad?#i want to get a job as soon as were there and acclimated like im willing to do it but theres nowhere to work where we are right now#were in the middle of nowhere and everyone is already broke and trying to find work
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Hamiltons Wait For It can be so personal for an aroace individual
#“im not falling behind or running late”#LIKE OKAY LIN#didnt know you got possessed by a teenager who wasnt aware they were aroace yet and felt like they were ruining their teen years by#not having had any partners at that stags#or watching everyone getting their first kisses while you sat there wondering what was wrong with you#“im willing to wait for it” <- “youll find the right person someday#i saw hamiton live yesterday and it healed 13 year old me#hamilton#hamilton musical#lin manuel miranda#aroace#asexual#aromantic#ace#aro
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Actually what I love most about hualian is that by the time of "if you don't know what to live for then live for me" they had already had many meetings and moments together, and while that one moment may have solidified his resolve and his purpose, it may have never actually come to that point had xie lian not caught him from the wall, had he not saved him from qi rong, had he not told qi rong off and punished him, had he not stood up for him every time someone spoke against him, had he not held him so warmly, had he not talked to him so gently, had not reassured him so genuinely, had he not protected him time and time again, yknow? Ever since they met they kept meeting by chance and it might have even felt like Xie Lian was looking out for him specifically, even if it was just a coincidence and he would have done it for anyone else. Hong-er is crazy enough to do whatever he wants on a whim, but this wasn't like a split second decision Xie Lian was already like a lifeline to him at this point, and he took his chance and asked his question to a statue in a shrine he may have never cared about had they never met. He may not have really expected an answer and was just asking with a last desperate hope to find any reason to keep going on, but he got an answer from that one and only person in the world who he would ever trust. That trust was built stronger every single time they met and it all led up to that point. If hong-er had asked that question without the pretext of their previous meetings, would he still devote his life? Maybe, but it's not easy to say yes definitely. If it had been anyone else, would they also devote their life? That's also entirely possible, but it wasn't anybody else. It's three parts fate and seven parts courage, and again, Hong-er is crazy enough to do whatever he wants on a whim, so he chose life with the rest of his courage. In short, when we say their story is so specific to them, I really do believe that it could quite literally only happen to them specifically and no one else given their situation. If Xie Lian didn't have such a strong sense of justice and love of all people, if hong-er wasn't so desperate, reactive, or strong-willed, if either of them weren't just so damn stubborn, I honestly think none of these events could play out the same way and/or be as impactful on them. It really couldn't have been just any crown prince and any beggar kid, it could really have only been them.
#rahh rahh make me go crazy#now hong-er was definitely already in 10-year-old crush territory when he fell and he is crazy. so anything could happen with that setup#this is ALL before the war too which solidifies his resolve even more because of how everyone turned on him#it all happens in stages#where little hong-er couldnt have been the soldier without the resolve to live for him#the little soldier couldn't have been the strong-willed ghost fire without the resolve of I will never forget you#the little ghost fire couldn't have been wuming without the resolve to be strong enough to obliterate everything that stands in their way#wuming couldn't have been hua cheng...maybe without the resolve of time#I think time was what allowed him to really go through his own character development and build himself up to where he wanted to be#and it was almost like a test that proved how long he was truly willing to wait for him (and he passed of course)#im love him so dearly#...hua cheng couldn't be san lang without xie lian's resolve to love his everything right back.......#tgcf#xie lian#hua cheng#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hong er#san lang
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okay so just finished reading dark heir and let me tell you THEORY TIME:
-okay so my guess is that anharion was actually being magically controlled by the sun king when the lady betrayed sarcean thats why he walked away like it was nothing
-sarcean managed to free him from it and thats why he was able to switch sides in the battle/ follow the desire he feels for sarcean and go against those in the sun kings court and the 'light'
-despite popular belief the collar doesnt actually control him, thats why james didnt feel any compulsion when it was put on again. it was devised by sarcean to ensure anharion has control of his own mind forever and nobody else can ever compel him if he gets magically drained (whilst also being a show of ownership because hes a possessive bastard)
-i also think that how james/anharion was acting once the collar was on wasnt even about being forced to do what will says. it could honestly just be that he understands him so well that he knows the exact right things to say to reassure him? and will was just too afraid at seeing the collar on his throat to look beyond it and consider the possibility of james/anharion actually not being under his control. which could explain that weird moment where he realised james/anharion was mirroring sarceans desires and not actually his own. like those last few moments to me seem like james/anharion trying to talk to sarcean- not will.
-because like maybe they were just genuinely lovers in the past?? Esp if the collar doesnt work how everyone assumes that it does.
-but all the rumours etc surrounding anharion and sarcean and anharions sudden switching of sides could only have been understood as by force because ppl always viewed sarcean and his magic as different and evil?? and anharion being so pure and of 'light' that they could only see it as being corrupted by sarcean and anharion not following him willingly
idk i just feel like theres so much of the story that we havent heard from either anharion or sarcean themselves and these books are about how bad perceptions of people can lead them to ruin and fuel a story rather than the reality of their actions. so anyway im so down for the next book in the hopes that we can learn more about their history!!
#dark heir spoilers#theory time#i just feel like there so much more to this narrative to play with and i really cant wait to find out where the story goes in book 3#not to say that i dont think sarcean is a dick and that you cant write non con stuff but this would seem like such an interesting twist#like everyone blaming sarcean and hating him for stuff that he didnt actually do would so tie into wills current story too#where he is actually trying to be a good person and is constantly being punished by others perception of him
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And a sort of alternate version for the last Fuuta/cry prompt, from a normal au that lives in my brain -- some hurt/comfort with Mappi :')
Mahiru hummed as she stirred. The apartment was filled with the wonderful aroma of her cooking. A door around the corner clicked. Perfect timing, she thought with a smile.
She hadn’t been sure Fuuta would wake up in time for dinner. He’d been out cold ever since she picked him up from his dorm room. Well, he’d probably recount it as kidnapping, since he was in no state to actually agree to come along. But that was the very reason she’d dragged his weak form out of there – no one at the school had noticed that calls stopped going through to him, or that his social media pages all vanished overnight, or that he’d stopped attending classes. When Mahiru finally made her way to his dark, trash-piled room, she discovered him with a 39 degree fever and rambling frantically about death. She needed to take matters into her own hands.
And that’s exactly what she did. Fuuta could hardly keep food down, after his diet of instant meals, energy drinks, and painkillers (if the discarded containers around his room were any clue), so she replaced them with homemade soups and teas. She traded his rumpled bed for her own, which was sweet-scented and well-lit. Mikoto had even helped with a change of pajamas for him.
Mahiru had taken the liberty of calling Fuuta’s sister to let her know the situation, though it was difficult to find her information without Fuuta’s phone. She couldn’t find it anywhere in his dorm. She’d also given Shidou a call, and he’d stopped by the first day to check in. He said Fuuta should be more coherent by day three, at least.
Mahiru could always count on him for reliable information. Sure enough, soft steps approached from behind.
“Good to see you, sleepyhead~” She smiled over her shoulder. Though in a better state than when she found him, Fuuta was still a bit of a mess. He looked pale and thin in Mikoto’s clothes, which were already big on him. His eyes were bleary. Strands of bright hair stuck out at all angles. His expression was dull, taking in the cozy apartment.
“Mahiru made your favorite for dinner! I bet you’re hungry.”
“I… don’t want it… ” His expression was uncharacteristically blank.
Mahiru giggled; he must be really tired to be denying food. “Oh, of course you do!”
“No, you… you don’t understand…”
“Come take a seat, it’s ready now.”
He took a step forward. “Mahiru…”
“You should be more careful, Fuuta-kun! Next time you come down with something, you should really let somebody know. It’s a miracle I came and found you in time, hm?”
She spun to set things on the table. The pride in her masterpiece faded away as his expression twisted up. His hands drifted up shakily to his face, and he started to sob.
“Fuuta-kun!”
Mahiru hurried to him. His knees gave out as she wrapped her arms around him. He leaned down into her, his breath hitching and hiccupping as he tried to tell her something. “You shouldn’t… if you knew what I… I…”
“Shhh, hey. Shhh...”
After a moment of broken phrases and body-wracking sobs, he regained his balance and pulled away from her. There was a look in his eyes Mahiru had seen in the last few days, when he was trying to talk through his delirium. She’d chalked it up to feverishness, but she now saw that this raw, revolted horror was something real.
“I fucked up.”
The simple sentence sent him into a fresh wave of panic. He tried to step backwards and hide his face away, but she tugged his sleeve backward. Normally she wouldn’t be able to forcibly move him anywhere, but for the second time, he was too weak to stop her.
“Just breathe,” she said. “You can tell me.”
Mahiru had known Fuuta for long enough to hear the range of his voice – the excited chatter, the snarky muttering, the grating yelling. In all that time, she’d never once heard him sound like this. His words cracked and wobbled. Sometimes it was so hushed that Mahiru had to press her ear closer just to understand.
And by the time he finished, she understood why.
“I didn’t know,” he kept repeating. “I’d never h-have done it if… if…”
“It’s okay,” was all Mahiru could repeat in turn, through her own tears. It wasn’t quite the truth, but it wasn’t a lie, either. It was what Fuuta needed to hear, and that’s all that mattered.
“I just want to take it back… but there’s no way… What am I – what am I supposed to do?”
“We’ll figure it out, alright? It’ll be okay.” She guided him around. “Let’s get you back to bed, okay? I’ll bring the food in to you.”
He paused. His teary eyes studied her in bewilderment. “W-why?”
“Eh? Well how else are you supposed to eat from there…?”
“No, I mean,” he swallowed hard. “Why would you do that? You… you don’t hate me…?”
“Oh, Fuuta-kun.”
She wrapped her arms around him again. This time, he willingly returned the gesture. He grabbed onto her for dear life, and Mahiru was suddenly struck with just how much of a miracle it really had been, that she’d found him in the state he was.
She held him close, one palm spread on his back, the other twisted through his hair.
“Not at all. Now, let me feed you something, okay?”
“... Okay.”
#milgram#mahiru shiina#fuuta kajiyama#its a mix of her traditional caretaking methods: the home cooking the clean comfy home the sweet reassuring voice#shes like an angel to someone so deep in fever omg#also miss i-let-others-do-what-they-believe would take a long time before discussing crime details#her first instinct is just To Care which -- while not entirely healthy lol -- separates her from some of the others#the others would ask a lot of questions just to get a grip on the situation but shed wait until he was ready to tell her details#its not inherently shippy since ive pictured similar interactions with everyone#but you can definitely take it romanticly#hes a bit more willing to admit his guilt/open up in this one than my other one because of the situation --#being in a comfy home and still being half-feverish makes him a bit more talkative#the one detail not featured here is that (platonic or romantic) mahiru would say 'i love you' and repeat how much she cares#and by this time in their relationship fuuta knows this isnt some grand confession of love -- its just how mappi is#i think if mahirus crime had happened by now shed react a little different#plus i like the thought of her going to fuuta first with the news because they were able to share this moment#drabbles
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Can u hurry up and do my request that I asked for with Wolffe? I literally requested it two weeks ago and it should be done by now? Thanks
Well done in having your request not only pushed further back but deleted 😊
#like I get that I’m not quickest at doing requests but god#I put a lot of effort into 2k word one shots for people and if you demand stuff in life then you won’t get it#rude anon#patience is key#thanks to everyone who has sent me requests and are willing to wait! I am doing them all!#commander Wolffe#the bad batch#star wars#clone wars#tbb
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next chapter?
Short answer, I don't know
Long answer, I haven't had any time to write in over a week unfortunately. I have a full time job and a part time job and on top of it all it’s summer so in that little free time I have left I’m usually out with friends or family.
It is frustrating me as well that I don’t have time for it because writing has become such a fun hobby for me these past months. I started writing this fic for my own (and a friend of mine’s) entertainment so the fact that I’m posting it is just a bonus really.
But I know I don’t have to explain myself so let's call this an update instead. Once summer is over I think I'll be able to get back into a more regular posting schedule but we’ll see.
I do feel bad that I left it off on a pretty angsty note tho so I'll do my best to update as soon as I can. That's all I can promise❤️
#thank you for everyone who is willing to wait!!!#i do hope you guys will still be here :")))#lucky bastard#fanfiction
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putting on mtt offical themes and fanmade theme songs and group songs when i sleep all so when i fall asleep and dream i can see them and see what theyll be like and then i wont have to think of them 24/7 through my day when i can just think of them during night. this possibility could either end up in me getting killed by them so gruesomely that i wake up traumatized or i wake up happy and satisfied from a restful night of trio dream time
#least deranged murder time trio fan#everyday i whisper to the world. make the murder time trio real please#it would absolutely be terrible for me. it would be bad for EVERYONE#but i just NEED to see them#i NEED to see what they would look like. sound like. interact with eachother#i unironically do this like every other night accidentally. bc i listen to their themes a lot#so when i put on loop and then get eepy i dont have energy to turn loop off. and its lowkey relaxing#you wouldnt expect someone to fall asleep to fucking red megalovania but I DO. I DO.#it hasnt worked yet to my disarray. i dream almost every night and not once has the mtt appeared in my sleep#CMON NIGHTMARE PUT THEM IN MY WILLING MIND. IDC IF YOU MAKE THE DREAM NEGATIVE#lowkey questionnaire is genuinely so peaceful to sleep to. its nice and quiet so you get the comfort of horror sans but also can sleep#makes me feel like im right there man.... dressed in a ragged purple dress and a missing arm..... looking at the axe about to kill me#anyways UGH i say this every othe week but i need the mtt to kill me. i know theyd do it quickly too#they wouldnt care enough about me to put me through torture and suffering thankfully. so they could be the angels i already praise them as#also if i have one wish in life its to see the trio bickering and laughing over my dead body as i bleed out#or is that my death wish. either one man i just really like them a tad#my friend and i have watched up to 0.3 pt 2 of underverse ‼️‼️‼️ shes about to get to 0.4#i cant WAIT to see her reaction when ink betrays everyone. she really likes ink so far. shes an ink fan#it KILLS me (haha PUN) to try and hold back on spoilers but i must#anyways soon shell get to see killer's first appearance in underverse im gonna hype him up so much#she also hates nightmare. probably because i told her once that i wrote him killing a cat. but also she just thinks hes an ass#i was like hes serving his purpose thats exactly what he wants. he WANTS you to hate him..... youre just feeding him your negative energy#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#eepy.... feel eepy...... its late. spent time outside today surprisingly
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Thank y'all for getting me halfway to 12k even though I haven't posted anything in a while. Thank you for being patient and waiting for more fics to start coming out again 💕💕🥹🥹
#ive been struggling a lot mentally and taking the time I need knowing that you guys are willing to wait means to much to me thank you once#again it means to much#I was so scared of everyone leaving if I couldn't put out fix and while there have been several that did thank you to the ones who stayed
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CONSIDER
The boys finding out their daughter has a crush
I WANT TO WRITE THIS!!!!
SOMEONE REQUEST IT WHEN THEY'RE OPEN PLEASE!! XD
Man I can see some of them being overprotective already. Some of them will also be the awkward supports that mean well but also end up embarrassing her- then there's the one's who'll be cool with it.
I can see it already. Man! DX I still have prompts I have to get through -.-
(Warrior is an overprotective dad for sure. Four is the cool one. Hyrule tries to help her and only makes worse XD)
#pinky replies#i mean like..... obviously my commissions are always open- but I don't think this it's warranted#you know? ^.^*#I mean- I'm willing to wait for it- I just assume so would everyone else lol
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Maybe someone asked this before but have you ever thought of doing drawing commissions?, I myself would be glad to pay ya for some drawings that I think it would look good on yer style!
Oh man, thank you!
And yes, I've put a lot of thought into it over the years, and every time folks ask about it I am like so unbelievably fucking flattered!!
But unfortunately, if I ever do open commissions, it will probably not be any time soon. Basically as much as extra money would be nice, I just find that I don't really have the mental bandwidth for commission work. I have a regular 9-5 day job and it takes a lot of my energy, which is already limited due to chronic illness stuff.
So I prefer to use my limited drawing energy on fun and silly things that I personally enjoy! Plus, I don't know if this is everyone's experience, but for me, doing art as a job takes waaaay more energy than doing art as a hobby, even if it's literally the same activity. I think it's because if I'm taking money for it, I put a lot of pressure on myself to make the art ABSOLUTELY PERFECT because oh my god somebody is being incredibly generous and giving me real actual money for this, I don't want to rip them off by doing bad art it basically has to be my magnum opus oh god- etc.
And well. Ironically that level of anxiety ITSELF makes the art come out worse a lot of the time. This is a personal problem obviously, everybody who has actually offered to commission me has been so fucking sweet and would never hold me to that kind of standard, realistically. But I would, you know?
So uhh yeah tl;dr no plans currently to open commissions, but if I ever do I will ABSOLUTELY let you all know!!
#ask#not dailies#not art#BUT THANK YOU AGAIN FOR EVEN OFFERING it literally blows me away that anybody is willing to like. pay me for this shit#when usually all i do is draw silly memes about homestuck characters lol#to everyone who has ever offered to commission me i am bowing to you so graciously as if i am a medieval knight and you are my liege#there are tears in my eyes but you cant see it because of my big ol helmet#ACTUALLY WAIT you probably can because i would remove my helmet as a display of respect obviously. jesus what am i some kind of HEATHEN?
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