#rahh rahh make me go crazy

[budd-ie]

Actually what I love most about hualian is that by the time of "if you don't know what to live for then live for me" they had already had many meetings and moments together, and while that one moment may have solidified his resolve and his purpose, it may have never actually come to that point had xie lian not caught him from the wall, had he not saved him from qi rong, had he not told qi rong off and punished him, had he not stood up for him every time someone spoke against him, had he not held him so warmly, had he not talked to him so gently, had not reassured him so genuinely, had he not protected him time and time again, yknow? Ever since they met they kept meeting by chance and it might have even felt like Xie Lian was looking out for him specifically, even if it was just a coincidence and he would have done it for anyone else. Hong-er is crazy enough to do whatever he wants on a whim, but this wasn't like a split second decision Xie Lian was already like a lifeline to him at this point, and he took his chance and asked his question to a statue in a shrine he may have never cared about had they never met. He may not have really expected an answer and was just asking with a last desperate hope to find any reason to keep going on, but he got an answer from that one and only person in the world who he would ever trust. That trust was built stronger every single time they met and it all led up to that point. If hong-er had asked that question without the pretext of their previous meetings, would he still devote his life? Maybe, but it's not easy to say yes definitely. If it had been anyone else, would they also devote their life? That's also entirely possible, but it wasn't anybody else. It's three parts fate and seven parts courage, and again, Hong-er is crazy enough to do whatever he wants on a whim, so he chose life with the rest of his courage. In short, when we say their story is so specific to them, I really do believe that it could quite literally only happen to them specifically and no one else given their situation. If Xie Lian didn't have such a strong sense of justice and love of all people, if hong-er wasn't so desperate, reactive, or strong-willed, if either of them weren't just so damn stubborn, I honestly think none of these events could play out the same way and/or be as impactful on them. It really couldn't have been just any crown prince and any beggar kid, it could really have only been them.

[yakeisoda]

Hello, just wanna start this off by saying that I love your art. I've decided to ask my favourite artists for art tips as I wanna get into it, but no matter what I do it never looks right. So, any tips?

HELLO TYSM!!! ngl i dont think im the best 4 this question im also kinda in a rut rn where im not really satisfied w my art n craving more progress and improvement but im getting there somewhat but very slowly! (ive been this way for a rly long time naow) this might be long but im gna try n throw in the things ik, sorry if my thoughts r messy im not the best in articulating stuff :')

i think a good way to start off is to find out what skill you lack the most or what you want to improve the most on, say for ex: u wna focus on getting better at composition for illustrations, then a good way to improve them is to learn about the composition rules (ex: rule of 3rds, etc), look for any scenes in films/animation or photographies and storybooks , study them and recreate it! go crazy !! ive done a study on a friend's picture before, and have asked my friends if i can use their photographies as practice!

looking for inspiration will also improve ur visual library, they can help u find what u wna put in ur art ! like perhaps certain color palettes or styles, it's best to look at different mediums of art instead of focusing only on one, sometimes u can find techniques meant 4 u! (ex: of this is my friend who used to be a watercolor artist, ive observed them using watercolor techniques when they were still new to digital art! basically mix n match whatever feels good/convenient 4 u :] )

disciplining urself is also good to have more improvement! i have trouble w this the most ever since bc its hard 2 focus if no one is like there to monitor u (in my experience), if u rly wna make progress u have to squeeze in some art practice time in ur schedule, it can be around 15-30 mins or even 3 hrs, completely up to you! (rmb to take breaks!). you can give urself deadlines if that will help n maybe timers too!

my prof always said "Proper practice makes perfect", so it's also best to practice with a clear goal in mind, take notes on the things u lack and if ur watching any art tutorials/speedpaints, take notes of those too! it's good to have something specific in mind so u wont get lost n u wud know what u wna do! it helps u retain info as well so u can look back on stuff, to avoid overwhelming urself u can just focus on small bits first, ex: in anatomy, u can focus on the head area first, break it down to drawing eyes and noses, etc! then u can move onto the torso area!

USE REFS!!!! make use of pinterest or any other refs u can find, cannot stress this enuf go crazyyy w references, make a moodboard full of referencess n go crazzyy w them!! i used to not like doing this bc i just head straight in to drawing bc thats what i was used to but art college trained me 2 use refs bc they help so very much, theyre like ur guideline for what u wna make so u have a clear goal in mind, also photobashing seems like a great practice too never tried it but yes it can help when ur planning an illustration/concept art!

^above also applies to art styles! go crazy n experiment w them!! i think its so very fun to explore diff art styles n not stick to 1, again this depends on u but having a different range of artworks is rly fun, u can go from very pastel soft colors n style, to smth very vibrant n sharp, to smth like dark n chalky-sketchy kind of vibe if im making sense T__T, basically go wild!! go crazy!! dont let urself sit in 1 box! hop into other boxes !! or wear all of them!! or poke holes in the box n add stuff to the box or wear a circle!! trust me it looks so fun if u put different artworks uve made side by side n go wow i did that!!

also create small thumbnails 4 illustration! its really best to plan ahead art too, as i said i used to just head straight in n not plan but ive learned to absolutely enjoy planning making art! collecting refs n seeing what kind of composition goes n what colors wud work is so very fun actually! it rly helps a lot

theres also this one post i lost the link, but basically it shows how much progress u can make if u make loose sketches vs full on rendered illustrations vs a mix of both, again this depends entirely on u bc things r different for everyone! i think that post is really good for teaching abt art progress (if any1 knows where it is pls do link!), i think focusing on sketches n practice is better tho bc it helps u draw more freely n loosely! i think that speeds up ur process more as well n doesnt make u lose interest immediately compared 2 focusing on finishing 1 big rendered illust (talking from experience) but then again its different for every1 so honestly just experiment n see what feels right for u!

i wna say tho that although it is good to make sure ur drawing looks right its also good to just let yourself draw freely, i think what matters is that u understood the structures of something and as long as ur able to apply that in ur own way i think thats gud! i think drawing freely helps u draw more fluidly? like having more expression is what i mean. ive gotten into the "i have 2 make this look right" hole before n i noticed it made my art look stiff, so highlyy recommend doing gesture drawing n life studies! rmb to have fun when practicing n learning,

dont pressure urself too much! enjoy the experience :] ! messy sketches r good!! not everything has to look good or perfect! my sketchbooks from way back were just doodles, pencil sketches no color mostly, theres an occasional lined one w markers , ballpen, n some highlighters, n my drawings were either smth funny that happened w me n frens with our personas or making ocs for my faves or ocs for me in general!

ur sketchbook doesnt have to look pretty its like ur diary but its art ykno! ur thoughts in visual form for the day! (again all up to u as long as u have fun! its all different 4 everyone!)

anw tysm again!! sorry if this was all over the place HAHSAW i tried my best but these r the tips i keep in mind most of the time or the ones i hold closest to me n that i try to apply as much as i cud! if u need anything else clarified just lmk! not the best w words but hopefully it helps :'')! most of the stuff i mentioned here i also need to take into practice HAHWHAW so mb its gud 4 me to write this down so i can finally push myself to do stuff,

[luvv4j4ybe11]

just a silly little thought but can i request the sully brothers each reacting to the reader having a bush? 👀 i never see this often written!

Tbh…tbh….i had to write this bc it was brewin in my head ever since i saw that you sent this in, nonnie😭

(Also, I’d just like to say that if this makes you uncomfortable just simply unfollow me/keep scrolling/wtv you need to do to not feel like that. What you read is NOT under my control. Just had to say that before I continue☺️💕)

Dividers by: @cafekitsune

Warnings: p in v, reader as a bush (duh), switch dynamics, degradation, praise, aged up! Neteyam, aged up! Lo’ak, cum play, mentions of impregnation, cunnilingus, and I think that’s it. Enjoy, babies<3 (btw this isn’t proofread, so if there’s errors I apologize!)

- Neteyam wouldn’t care at all, if anything he finds it more attractive than when you don’t shave

- will purposely eat you out for hoursss because the feeling of your thighs + the little curly hairs rubbing against his face drives him crazy

- also is soo notorious for insisting to cum inside of you/cum directly onto your pussy, because he just loves the mess it makes. The sight of his and your own cum covering your tired cunt and thighs makes him wanna breed you untill it takes. (RAHH NETEYAM WITH A BREEDING KINK😩)

- loves to cup your pussy in his big ass hand, and he’ll slowly slide a finger inside of you while he shushes and coos a mixture of praises and degradation. Especially if you try to push away from him because of embarrassment of the little patch of hairs you have adorning your precious cunt.

“Awh, babygirl, why are you gettin all shy now? You were too shy when you were begging for me to cum inside of you, like the little slut you are...or when you see begging for me to stretch your tiny pussy out with my cock…you know there’s no need to feel embarrassed around me, babygirl. I love you endlessly.”

- also is so obsessed with how much your natural scent is increased when you don’t shave, so whenever he eats you out he’s always in a trance because of it. He won’t stop untill you physically cannot anymore(but even then he’ll pry another one out of u☺️)

- will purposely fuck you in missionary because he loves watching the strings of the both of your juices sticking to his lower abdomen that connect to your pussy. It’s just more fuel for him to breed you.

- regardless tho, he loves you and your body (+more) unconditionally and will support anything you choose to do with it<3

- now, Lo’ak, is a frl menace when it comes to this (but what else is new😭)

- mf will deadass tell you not to shave bc he finds your bush so attractive

- and if you do he’ll be so pissy about it😭one time you did he didn’t talk to you for 2 days bc he was so mad, (and you made fun of him for it once he finally came back bc he was acting like a child😭)

- whenever you’re feeling insecure about it/your body in general he’ll be stuck to your side all day, never leaving your body untouched and never leaving your mind with a doubt. He’ll be stuck between your legs for hours while telling you how beautiful you are and how pretty your body is.

- also js is such a munch in general, he’ll always beg to taste you before he leaves your side. And when he actually gets to it, babyboy gets so needy and whiney:( poor boy is slurping and sucking at your over sensitive clit while his cock is twitching and drooling with precum, so much that it leaves a little puddle on the floor:(

- and if you tug his hair whenever he hits your sweet spot, the neediest whine will come from him. It startled you at first, but when you looked down at him you were met with the most pathetic little face ever, his ears were pinned to his skull, face completely covered in your slick, lips all puffy, eyes all lust hazed and needy, and let’s not forget how much his tail would be swaying and wrapping around any body part of yours it can grab. He’s like an excited little puppy when it comes to going down on you, he can’t help it:(

- a bonus if you hit him with the hair tug + praise combo(and if you wrap your thighs around his head extra tight☺️) bc he’ll be complete putty in your hands. All kinda of desperate whines and moans will come from him as he makes you cum for the 5th time that night.

- he gets so whiney too, he’ll constantly beg you for “just one more” when you know you’re too overstimulated

“I know you can give me one more, mama. You don’t even have to do anything, I’ll do all the work, ok? Please just gimme one more…please, mama?”

- also will purposely fuck you in mating press/missnonary because he loves how your slick will stick to his v line and connects him back to your cunt

- when you two are done and you’re both ready to go to sleep, he always ends up fucking your thighs lightly, and always makes sure to rub between your folds with his length js so he can tease you and bc of the feeling of the little curly hairs rubbing against his tip makes him dizzy with pleasure

- besides all of that tho, he loves you no matter what, and whatever you choose to do with your body he’ll support ( just give him two days)

A/N~ I almost wasn’t even gonna post this bc I lost the whole fucking thing the first time, but I did it!! Tbh it was nice to write smth that wasn’t the fics I’ve been working on, so ty nonnie for sending this in!! And I hope this is everything you hoped and dreamed for😭 bc I kinda felt like I was talking out my ass the whole time. ANYWAY! stay safe, and stay hydrated, love you babies<3

Duces🫶🏽,

luvv4j4ybe11

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[tubbytarchia]

In my head I'm constantly rotating around the idea of Ranchers and Pearl... This is largely unfounded but I just. can't help it... I just think they'd make such a cute trio and it's what all of them deserve in DL especially. Further thoughts below but please also have this from Pearl's POV

I have never been able to stop thinking about how Pearl was the first person to genuinely help the ranchers when they requested it, and the way she only asks for food in exchange because she's hungry, gets some steak thrown at her and she immediately gobbles it up. Then Pearl watching them try their best to get goat horns, doesn't even judge them for their complete incompetence (does snicker to herself a little but that's just cute), offers to try it herself, gets it immediately followed by Jimmy's unbridled joy and Tango's unbridled praise

Then Jimmy went and broke my heart by shooing Pearl away in session 3 like everyone else </3, but then pearl comes back later offering him a horse and this time she only asks for friendship in exchange <3. But then she HAD conversed with Scott before and Scott basically just said "I've emotionally reduced Jimmy into nothing before and you can too". In the end Jimmy gives her the horn that she got for him in the first place </3 Then Pearl and Martyn steal the horse back but Pearl pretty quickly feels remorseful and returns to Jimmy to once again ask for friendship in exchange for the horse. Jimmy refuses but Pearl gives him the horse anyway and RAHH Jimmy being genuinely surprised like, baby... he just doesn't expect much at all from anyone at this point does he lol. And Pearl all "No, that's not me, I felt too bad" and Jimmy still asking for reassurance "You sure? Are you sure?". Then they kind of established a friendship before parting ways when Pearl admitted she no longer had Jimmy's horn (had given it to Martyn already)

So obviously that didn't amount to much, they didn't interact a lot before Tango and Jimmy died but COME ON THEY'D BE SO CUTE... The ranchers who are most everyone's laughing stock and Pearl who has been largely ostracized for not even doing anything wrong, and completely alone. Except she does have Tilly, she loves her dogs and she also ushers a donkey into her tower all "here you go my little lovely", ALSO housing Oreo, the very horse that'd been traded back and forth and that the ranchers had so desperately wanted. Oreo WAS left there by Scar because he had to make a swift escape from the top but... you know. Anyway point is I think her and the ranchers have a little bit in common in that, I could totally imagine Pearl enjoying taking care of the animals. Also don't forget how she was struggling for food in the beginning just like the ranchers. But they managed to make do because they had each other, unlike Pearl. So the ranchers could give her supportive company!! Can you imagine how delightful they'd be towards her... The same way Jimmy would usher Tango into the ranch as he fled from mobs, scared and starving

That's about it but PLEASE. SURELY I'm not the only one who can see this. Ranchers housing Pearl would be the absolute cutest, they don't judge each other etc... Imagine an AU in which she does score a proper allyship with them, finally finding happiness in some human company only for them to die first and Pearl being left all alone again with all the other Lifers who considered her crazy

[apieceoftoastedbread]

i just finished working boys. holy shit??/pos

mentions of show spoilers under cut

SO. welcome to my ted talk. i just finished working boys. what. the. FUCK. but like in a good way. i loved it! i watched it with my dad kinda and i was giggling the entire time. i love rob as hidgens but if hidgens was anyone else BESIDES jeff i would have honestly not felt the same about it. jeff did great in the whole thing.

also, RUTHH!!.., MY BABY💔💔 SHE DID NO WRONG. IT WAS HER DEBUT☹️ she did great and i loved the few seconds of screentime she had.

the people in the audience were also making my tism alarm go off. if i can recall it was bill, ted, officer bailey, ms mulberry, richie, grace, gerald, linda, and brenda? those are all the people i can remember. seeing richie and grace go to see ruth actually made me go crazy i love them all SO MUCH. i wanna take richie and shake him. Ted was being a little asshole as always/pos. poor bill was abandoned. AND GERALD AND LINDA? oh my god i love them. i have a love-hate relationship with linda except she doesnt know who i am and would spit on me and i love her but also need her to suffer. I wanted to take the scene where him and linda are cuddling and just stay there forever. officer bailey made me laugh but also how is that man a cop. he just handed grace the gun?? ALSO GRACE IS SO BADASS BUT SHES CRAZY?? SUPPORT WOMENS WRONGS!! she started saying sumthing about the lord and i got chills.

the dead workin boys?? that was so sick what??

LIKE?? JON ILY YOU SCARE ME SO MUCH/pos. THIS WAS A JUMPSCARE BUT A GOOD ONE.

I LOVE THIS TOO? I FOR THE LIFE OF ME CANNOT TELL WHO THIS IS BUT THEY LOOK SO SCARY AND SICK I LOVE IT

RAHH I LOVE THIS LOOK. I LOVE HOW THEY ARE ALL COMING OUT OF THE MOST UNNATURAL PLACES.

OH MARK YOU SCARE ME SO MUCH MY UNSETTLING LITTLE BABY❤️ PLEASE NEVER SHOW UP AGAIN

THIS IS SUCH A BAD ANGLE BUT ITS STILL SO GOOD?? THEY ALL LOOK SO AWESOME

IDK IF ITS ALL MAKEUP OR CGI OR A MIX BUT WHOEVER DID IT DID GREAT.

THE MUSIC WAS AMAZING. LIKE IDK IF THIS IS ON SPOTIFY OR NOT OR IF I GOTTA UPLOAD WHAT I CAN FIND PRIVATELY FOR MYSELF. STARKID I LOVE YOU.

ALSO THE UNCANNYNESS OF PROFESSOR HIDGENS LAST WORDS BEING “i cant wait to get home to my boys..” WHILE BEING SHOT AT BY GRACE. HE JUST WANTED TO IMPRESS HIS BOYFRIENDS ☹️

uhm uhm im gonna shut up now because my brain is being overwhelmed by over analyzing this but please please please talk to me about this

[pepsiboyy]

beyond the contract - part 4

P1 P2 P3 P4 P5 P6 P7 P8

pairing: matt sturniolo x reader summary: where the sturniolo triplets are part of an organization known as the eclipse alliance, matt has constantly failed to pull through with pulling the trigger on a target. fed up, their boss gives matt one last chance, where he is sent to northside high school to get some answers out of a girl. warnings: cursing, mentions of drugs and a lot of mafia shit??, some smooches rahh author's note: HI FRIENDS!!! lots of important context in this chapter, i hope it's a good one <3 back to reader pov next chapter!! some fun sibling banter too yayyy also yes i Did delete this chapter on accident after LITERALLY FINISHING IT. :D WC: 2024 (lol xd) lowercase intentional !!

i couldn't help but allow my gaze to linger across matt's features as he kept his eyes on the road, a hand on the wheel and the other on his own leg.

matt seemed to pick up on this as he turned to face me, his eyebrows furrowed. "what's your deal?" he smiled.

"where are you taking me?" i questioned.

matt and i were having our first date today. it had been about a week since he asked me that night at the pond.

"uhh, well.." matt trailed off. "i don't like crazy stuff, i could only think of more chill stuff, so…" he trailed off.

"soo..?" i continued for him and smiled as he shot me a joking death glare.

"we're going to an art museum?" he stated, but it was more of a question as he turned to me for half a second and back at the road.

i gasped and clasped my hands together. "i've never really been to one!" i chuckled as i looked out the window at the trees passing by.

matt just smiled softly to himself as he continued to drive. he really hadn't been to one either, but he knew that wherever you two went, it would be a fun time.

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"where's matt?" chris called to nick from the kitchen.

nick was laying against their couch, his eyes glued to his phone. while they had a lot to do, he needed the break more than anything. he scrolled through his phone as he let out a deep sigh. "i don't know, chris, he's probably out getting tutored. or his dick sucked or something."

"ew, nick," chris muttered as he opened the fridge and grabbed a pepsi, moving to take a seat on the couch as well. "gross."

they sat in silence for a few moments before chris cleared his throat and turned to nick. "i talked with the coordinator the other day," he breathed, and nick immediately dropped his phone and gave chris his full attention. he nodded his head at him with wide eyes as if to say, 'go on.' chris let out a deep sigh as he messed with his hair. "it.. didn't really go well. we need to break the news to matt soon. or else.." he trailed off.

"or else what?" nick muttered, before he sat up from his previous laying down position to look at chris. "what, chris?" he repeated, shifting to be directly in front of the younger's face.

chris immediately shoved him out from in front of him. "no need to be so close, god," he muttered before he shrugged. "he said he'd complete the mission himself." he stated.

nick blinked a few times before he let out a deep sigh. he leaned back against the couch as they both stared at the ceiling.

"nick… how did we get into this situation?" he questioned, almost as a whisper as he turned to the oldest triplet. "to be completely honest, i don't really know why we're doing this all. i just want to be with my brothers. but it doesn't make sense to me. why are we killing people, why are we kicking up dirt on people and.. why are we getting each other involved so severely? we both know matt wants nothing to do with it, and i'm not entirely sure i want to be involved either." he trailed off, and nick simply listened to him.

"it's… a long story." he stated softly, but his eyes closed.

"i have time." chris stated firmly, sitting up to listen to nick.

"okay well, are you gonna interrupt me every five seconds? that'll make this five hours longer than it needs to be." nick spat, but chris only cracked a smile.

"no, just get to it kid," he responded as he took a sip of his pepsi.

nick took a deep breath before starting. "well, as you know, the eclipse alliance prioritizes discipline, order within ranks, and most of all, loyalty. the alliance was established decades ago amongst a few teenagers who seeked power, wealth and control. they got this tightly knit group and developed a hierarchy structure. with their goal to expand their influence, the alliance grew rapidly. this caused them to expand to various legal enterprises including smuggling, extortion, drug trafficking, and money laundering-"

"nick, stop with the big words, bro. i understood maybe half of what you just said." chris stated blankly, but he was clearly interested in the topic.

nick rolled his eyes and took a deep breath before continuing. "anyways. we got involved with eclipse alliance because.. well.. we had financial struggles growing up," nick stated bluntly, shrugging as he stared into space in front of him. considering they lived from ten onward without parents, nick took initiative at a young age to try and keep him and his brothers stable. "since around when i had joined eclipse alliance, black veil operations emerged as a challenger to us. their logo is a silhouette of a woman with a veil and a growing flame behind it." nick stopped to take a soft breath before continuing. "they were fueled by the desire to trial their dominance and establish themselves as a rival power." nick took a deep breath as he looked at chris, who was listening closely. "while eclipse alli-"

brrr.

nick cringed at chris, who let out probably the most disgusting burp known to man. "can you fucking listen?" he spat, and chris immediately threw his hands up and pointed at his pepsi. after a few moments, nick continued. "while eclipse alliance prioritizes hierarchy, order and loyalty, black veil operations takes a more decentralized approach to their operations. they're known for their cunning tactics, flexibility, and willingness to exploit weakness within their rivals, which is us." chris nodded along. "they're determined to undermine the eclipse alliance's power and expand their own influence by using any means necessary."

chris stared at nick and slowly nodded before blinking a few times. "i see. i guess." he thought for a few moments before he shrugged. "i don't know, i think people need to let go of grudges."

nick chuckled and stood up. "what i'm saying. but i did what i could to get us to where we are today. even if it means risking my life, or.. ours, now." he shrugged.

chris nodded and smiled. "thanks for explaining to me, nick."

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no pov.

the sun had began to set, and matt was now driving home with y/n in his car. when he pulled up in front of your house and noticed the empty driveway, he cocked an eyebrow. "business trip?"

you smiled and nodded to him, shrugging as you began to get out of the car.

matt quickly followed and got out with you.

your first date was great. matt felt like he had an amazing time with you. he loved the way your hand felt in his, like they perfectly molded together. but now it was time for matt's plan to end the night. he smiled at you as he bit his lip, expression clearly nervous.

you seemed to quickly pick up on this and spoke up, "you okay? what's got you so nervous?" she questioned, and matt internally cursed at himself.

"i uhh. got you something? but don't be weird about it." he breathed as he watched you stare blankly at him. fuck, he felt so shy. this was the worst moment to start kicking himself in the ass. "can you uhh.. turn around?" he chuckled nervously when you looked at him confused before you obeyed and turned around, moving your hands over your eyes.

matt bit his lip as he pulled a few things out from his car.

"y- you can turn around now," he stammered.

you did just that, and upon turning around, your jaw dropped.

matt had a small posterboard with "PROM?" written on it, and a bouquet of flowers in one hand that held the sign while his other just held it tightly.

"you're such a dork," you whispered as you smiled and stepped towards him, carefully taking the bouquet of flowers to relieve him of awkwardly holding them with the poster.

"i know you really wanted to go to prom, and… i don't, but. if it'll make you happy," he trailed off, and tried to bite back a smile as he watched you smile in awe at him.

"i'd love to." you responded.

matt smiled warmly at you. his heart was racing. to get answers out of this girl, did he need to ask her to prom? no. but did he really, genuinely care about this girl and what she truly wanted? yes.

they stared at each other for a few moments as matt put his arms down, letting the sign sit at his feet. he hadn't even realized how close together you guys were now, standing between his car and the curb.

you both smiled at each other, you faces both a shade of pink.

how could this girl have any ties with black veil operations, matt thought to himself. she was an innocent girl, a beautiful innocent girl. a sweetheart. his internal dialogue rambled, but it immediately came to a halt when he felt your lips press against his.

his eyes widened for a moment before they fluttered shut and he felt his hands subconsciously move to your waist.

when you pulled away, matt stared at you for a few moments, his eyes wide, and yours were just as wide.

just as you were about to apologize for the action, matt gently squeezed your hand.

"wanna come inside for a bit?" you asked, and matt felt his stomach turn.

-

chris groaned as he turned to the clock beside him. matt was supposed to be home an hour ago. he sighed as he set his headset down and carefully picked up his phone, pulling up matt's contact and shooting him a text.

chris:

hey wya??

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matt allowed a soft groan to leave him upon feeling a hand of yours run up his side and gently along his back.

'wanna come inside for a bit' led to you both against your living room couch with matt on top of you.

matt gently ran a hand down your side and tucked it under the hem of your shirt, his cheeks burning pink as he stopped.

the way you smiled against his lips and parted your own softly gave him enough permission to gently tuck his fingers under the hem.

matt couldn't help but glance down at the now exposed skin under your shirt before an inked spot on your skin caught his eye. he immediately halted and turned to the decorated skin, his entire expression falling.

"what's wrong..?" you questioned, sitting up slightly.

"what is this?" matt was pale. he looked up at you, his entire demeanor changing.

you smiled nervously as you looked away. "ahh, i don't know.. i've had it since i was like twelve." you chuckled, but your smile faltered when you looked up at matt.

matt let in a deep breath as he stood up and checked his phone. 12:37am.

"fuck, i promised chris i'd play fortnite with him." matt chuckled as he shoved his phone in his pocket.

"are you okay?" you questioned, scrambling to your feet and straightening out your disheveled clothes and hair.

matt smiled reassuringly at you and nodded, walking to the door. after walking outside, he pressed a gentle kiss to your lips that lasted for a few seconds before he pulled away and hugged you tightly. "thank you for today, i had an amazing time." he whispered against your ear.

you nodded softly and hugged him back.

as matt began to walk to his car, he smiled brightly at you and waved. he got in his car and started it, driving away once you re-entered your house. he drove down the street before he pulled over and buried his face in his hands. the only thing he could think of what the inked skin just above your pelvis.

a silhouette of a woman with a veil and a growing flame behind it.

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[dottcre]

RAAHH YOU DO?! -transmasc anon

okay so..what about dottore being pussydrunk on us and he just can't stop fucking into his boyfriend, but meanwhile said boyfriend is just reading a book while dottore goes crazy trying to get a reaction out of him, he wants to know he's doing good, he wants to hear that he's doing good, he needs the praise or else he'll keep whining and fucking into you for your attention...

sub dottore who wants to please his dom in anyway🤤🤤

OFC I DO ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 trans community forever RAHH

contains : transmasc!reader, afab!reader, sub!dottore, praise kink, cockwarming, pliant dottore because he’s soft from the pleasure, kind of a sudden ending bc i dont know how to end fics 😭

dottore’s trying everything to get your attention but you eyes remained fixed on your book, and by the looks of it you weren’t going to be done anytime soon. he knew that you told him to be patient, but it was much easier said than done when your pussy was so warm, spongy walls clenching around his helpless dick.

he called out your name, hips bucking up toward you for the nth time that night as he struggled to keep his voice level. his eyes lit up ever so slightly when he heard you click your tongue in annoyance, not expecting you to actually respond this time. you marked the page of the book you were on before shutting it, the crisp and loud sound another sign of your irritation toward the man beneath you.

“what is it this time, dottore?” he pouted at your usage of his fatui-assigned name, but quickly hid it after remembering that you weren’t too ecstatic about any type of disobedience.

“…please, talk to me?” he was uncharacteristically flustered, the skin hidden under his clothes burning from embarrassment. “…need your voice.”

he was cute today, absolutely pussydrunk and reduced to nothing but jelly. there’s no way you wouldn’t take advantage of that.

“oh, you want to hear me?” you teased, cupping his cheek gently to make him look into your eyes. “you wanna hear how good your cock’s making me feel?” a “yes” fell from his lips with shocking enthusiasm, making you laugh a little.

“do you really think you deserve it even when you’ve been such an impatient brat?” dottore hesitated, red eyes widening as his hands kneaded at your thighs, probably to attempt to keep you in place if you chose to move away. you wanted to mess around with him a bit more, seeing how wrecked he was. his scarily dilated pupils and the sweat coating his skin was a clear indication that he was close to his limit. perhaps you’ll play your game another day.

you faked a disappointed sigh, slapping the side of his face softly, condescendingly. “however, since i, your dear boyfriend, am feeling generous today, will let it slide.” with a grin. “do you want to make me feel good, dottore?” you got a response from him in the form of a deep whine and a twitch from his throbbing cock.

“yes? i do, i do,” he was begging, arms holding you against him as he attempted to hump against you like a dog in heat. “want to fuck you and make you feel, hngh, so good. be used by you like a toy.” he was blabbering in absolute joy, desperation, and the book you were reading completely thrown to the back of your head.

he would do anything for your pleasure and attention, that you were now absolutely certain of.

[misc-obeyme]

RAHHHH AKWKWJDJF I DID IT, I FINALLY BEAT OG !!!! WITH LESS THAN AN HOUR TO SPARE BEFORE NEW LESSONS

except hard lessons

PRACTICALLY A YEAR AND HALF OF CONSISTENTLY PLAYING (AND LIKE FOUR YEARS SINCE I FIRST DOWNLOADED THE GAME), IT'S DONE !!!! IT'S OVER !!!!

and i feel strangely bittersweet. man, not to get sappy but like. i never would've expected to be where i am now. I've made so many cool friends ?! I'm back into drawing and I started writing ?! I'VE GOTTEN OVER MY FEAR OF COMMISSIONING PEOPLE, AND HERE'S ONE I LITERALLY GOT TODAY !! (FROM VINYXZZZ ON TWITTER)

like as crazy as life feels, obey me has been a constant the past while and has a chokehold on me, and my favorites have tumbled around on the list. But Mammon has been there since day one. I will be old and gray and his photo will be faded in my wallet. but maybe I won't have a wallet anymore so it'll be in a picture frame instead.

RAHH I'M GETTING EMOTIONAL OKAY I'M SO EXCITED FOR NEW LESSONS TONIGHT

minor spoilers ahead for lesson 80??

also the fact that only solomon remembered Mammon's name like 🤨 why's that mister sorcerer man? because you're in lo- *gets dragged offstage*

also the last chat with all of them, and asmo says "more like significant other" in response to solomon asking if mc is okay, and mammon freaks out "DON'T SAY THAT". thinking about this in my mc's story, and instead I'm like

"mammon the three of us are literally in a poly relationship"

"...the great mammon was just testin' ya! Don't want the two of you forgetting you're both mine just because you're both in the human world!"

DAAWW WAIR WHAT IF GETS SAD AND JEALOUS THAT MC AND SOLOMON STAY TOGETHER IN THE HUMAN WORLD 😭 ANGST!! OR IG HURT COMFORT BC THEY'D TOTALLY REASSURE HIM ONCE HE ADMITS IT!! actually they summon him every night so they can all go to bed together <3

SORRY IT GOT LONG OKAY I'M DONE WHEEE BYEEE

- ✨ anon (only bc I'm attached to my sign off ngl aksjd)

WOOO I'm glad you were able to finish OG!!!

Listen, when I think too much about all that Obey Me has brought into my life, it's like a weird thing that my brain cannot understand. Like I remember first downloading it and being like hm okay we'll see about this demon game, seems kinda ridiculous.

And like YES it is, but it also caused this blog to happen! And I'm a sad lonely person who made a ton of amazing online friends because of this game and I have so many lovely anons talking to me and people reading my writing and !?!?!?

It seems crazy sometimes to think all that came from this silly game! So I totally get you. I'm so glad that the game helped you make friends and start to draw and write again!! I think it's so great to have that thing that inspires us, no matter what it is!! And I love how we can all just talk about this game and connect with each other, no matter who we are. IT'S SPECIAL 😭

AH that commission is SO CUTE.

LOL I love when parts of the story feed our own headcanons and story ideas laksdjf.

I love the idea that Solomon and MC just summon Mammon to the human world every night, what a bunch of cuties!

How would your MC and Solomon deal with this when it comes to the NB storyline? I mean, do they just keep the secret from past!Mammon? Does he end up getting really attached to them without really understand why? I think it'd be hard for MC to have one partner who knows everything and the other one who has no idea...

[godslino]

Hey thereee

So girl who decided to intricately tell you what she thinks about your writing is back RAHHH IT'S EVEN BETTER THIS TIME!?

what the hell was piece by piece.

I had an exam like a couple of hours ago (😧 changed the trajectory of my life fr) and after I finished studying for it yesterday, I wanted to take some time off and relax, decided to go through your work and god am I happy that I did so.

I asked you this the last time as well, but I'll ask you again.

How.

Do.

You.

Write.

So.

Well.

Like Minho Stan or not, this was such a giggly, leg kicking, blushing little story that has been presented so freaking well. Every one has been written so well like the way you decided to do the little 'dude is that the good pizza from down the street' like RAHH THE WAY I STARTED CACKLING.

You presented the characters so well, their relationships so well and what I love love LOVEEEE are the little details authors add to stories. Some that I noticed in piece by piece:

"No fornicating on the furniture" LIKE A HSVSHSHHAHSAHA STOP.

"princess" 😋😋🫶

"A man after my heart" I'm GIGGLING HEHEHE

Word like 'saccharine' and 'rabbiting' like mwahh your vocab is so sexy dude.

The way Minho is so shyyyyy like this is the first little fic I think I've seen in which Minho gets THIS SHY. (I'm whipped for shy Minho stfu)

And now the drumroll please *🥁🥁*

THE STORY.

😋😋😋

Me throughout the plotline:

I wanna eat this shit up, like this fic is so me, so what I want to read after lots of stress, so I just fried my brain up but this makes it a hundred times better, so BEAUTIFUL.

So all over, I just wanna say a BIG thankyou for bringing a smile to my face even when I was sitting in the exam hall, still thinking about this sweet baby of a story.

MWAHH THANKYOU LOOVEEE

would you think i was crazy if i said this review made me cry?? BECAUSE IT DID.

first, i’m honored that you chose to read my work as a reward for studying like oh my god. that’s one of the most rewarding things FOR ME as a writer it gives me all the warm fuzzies in my little author heart.

second, i LOOOOVE piece by piece. there is a very soft spot that i have for shy boy minho, mostly because i don’t really see him written that way. if you ask me, i think he’s the most shy out of all the skz members when it comes to anything related to dating. soft, gentle, etc. so please expect him to be written like that 9/10 times when you read my stuff bc i’m one of his biggest advocators.

and third, one of my favorite parts about writing is making it personal not only to the reader but also to the characters. i LOVE adding bits and pieces that serve as some sort of a call-back to something that happened earlier on or just better portray their humanity because i find that it’s easier to create a connection with the story and have it create a lasting effect. and i’m SO HAPPY that was the case here.

i seriously can’t thank you enough for your feedback, it helps me be not only a better writer but a better person. you are an amazing human and i bet you ROCKED that exam. i remember how much i dreaded tests in college so this is me sending you all the good vibes for a kick ass score 🫶

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUU FOR EVERYTHING!!

all the love, ina 🤍

[elfdyke]

i love your blog so much. thank you for talking about misogyny genuinely you always have the best posts about it sometimes i feel insane online at the stuff i see and your posts make me go okay i am right to feel this way actually. also thank you for posting about roe and pewter i am genuinely so obsessed with their dynamic. and a final thank you for always finding the best women to post about always like every time i get into something new that you're also into i come to your blog and here you are. posting about the best character from it. you get it like nobody else has ever gotten it before. and also your art rules

i was talking with my friend about this as well it really does make you feel like youre going crazy 😭 its definitely a real thing and it sucks and its frustrating! i think its worth discussing and pointing out and being frustrated about <3

HEHE I SMILED SO BIG.. that makes me so happy <3 i love roe and pewter and their story sooo much.. the complex female centric media that the world needs. iiin my opinion ^_^ <3

also RAHH <3 well i love complex female characters so dearly so i will always be indulging in a little analyzing them and having fun with them ^_^ im actually just rewatching arcane and jinx is doing just terrible things to my brain KJDFNKGD EMBRACING YOU SO MUCH !! thank you for the sweet ask i truly appreciate it !!<3

[the-ragingenby]

erasermic is eating my brain :,)

(Also still taking requests/prompts for fanfics, by the way. I’m totally not running out of ideas or anything…that’d be crazy…)

Edit: AO3 Crosspost

SHIT I FORGOT

MY HERO ACADEMIA ANIME SPOILERS (SEASON 6) RAHH

You Worry Me

Hizashi bit back a laugh as Nemuri and Sekijiro started going at each other again. It’s become a somewhat regular occurrence in the teacher’s lounge, with Sekijiro being snappy and Nemuri returning his quips with even more enthusiasm. “Is there really a need for you guys to do this every day?” Toshinori sighed, though even he had a ghost of a smile on his face. 

“What can I say? He’s a bum. Totally deserves it.” Nemuri snickered, dodging gracefully when Sekijiro made to give her a playful smack. 

Hazashi pressed his hands to his mouth, trying to stifle his giggles. Although things were looking bleak a few weeks ago, I can always count on these guys to make me laugh. It still hurts…but I think it’s manageable now.

Everyone froze when the teacher’s lounge door swung open suddenly, revealing an exhausted Aizawa. He barely spared anyone a glance, purposefully turning his back to them and making himself a cup of coffee. After a few more moments of tense silence, Toshinori, the ever helpful, spoke. “Good afternoon, Aizawa.” His cheeriness sounded forced, even to Hizashi, but the older man pressed on regardless. “How have classes been going?” 

Aizawa didn’t reply for a while, taking a long sip from his coffee. “Fine.” He answered flatly. His usual sass was nowhere to be found. Nemuri frowned, looking just as worried as Hizashi felt. It’s been over a week now, and Aizawa hasn’t spoken so much as a word to him. Now how the hell is that possible when we’re roommates? He was frustrated, but he really didn’t know what to do. He’s even been purposely timing his arrival home so he doesn’t have to see me. It hurts…just a little.

Toshinori nervously cleared his throat. “Oh. Well, that’s good.” He smiled at Aizawa, who finally turned and met it with the dead expression that seemed like it was permanently etched onto his face. Aizawa gave him a halfhearted glare before slipping from the room, mug still clutched in his hand. 

“What the hell was that?” Nemuri growled, whipping around to point accusingly at Hizashi. “I bet you pissed him off or something.”

“Hey, I’ve got nothing to do with that! He hasn’t even spoken to me for at least a week now.” Hizashi was quick to defend himself. “I’ve tried asking, but he won’t tell me what’s wrong.” 

“If he’s not talking to Mic, something’s definitely up.” Sekijiro huffed out. “Honestly, he looks like death.” 

“Thanks for the keen observations, Vlad.” Nemuri rolled her eyes. She made her way over to Hizashi, whispering in his ear. “My best advice, corner him when you guys get home. If he’s not talking to you here, there’s no way he can avoid you at home. Use the cat for leverage.” 

“You think that’ll work?” Hizashi asked blandly, already doubtful. Using our own cat against him. It’s so evil that I almost wish I’d thought of it first. 

“Have you really got a choice right now?” Fair point. With a sigh, Hizashi nodded. 

“Alright, alright. But if things get worse, I’m blaming you.” At that, Nemuri smiled. 

“Yeah, yeah, whatever. Thank me later.” 

“Do I smell secrets?” Snipe eyed the pair from the other side of the room. “How amusing.” 

“It’s like they think we won’t find out.” Sekijiro sniffed, turning away. “Not that I’m curious or anything.” 

“Right. And you don’t have overgrown chompers either.” Nemuri teased, leaving Hizashi to mess with the Blood Hero again. 

“You dissing my teeth, Midnight?” Sekijiro growled, curling his lip in mock anger. Nemuri just stuck out her tongue at him, darting away when he began to chase her. 

Toshinori shook his head. “Those two…” 

~

Back at home, Hizashi waited patiently for Aizawa to arrive. Okay, so maybe patiently was a bit of a stretch. Being perfectly honest, he was anxious. He didn’t want to feel this way, he practically never feels this way, but with Aizawa, things are different.

He had long since changed out of his hero costume, and was now comfortable in his loungewear. Hizashi also made the executive decision to let his hair down, since he didn’t intend to go out again for the rest of the day.

With a sigh, Hizashi leaned back against the couch, allowing Mochi to clamber into his lap, purring loudly. “I know, Mochi. Aizawa’s been in a crummy mood. But you’re gonna help me cheer him up, right?” Mochi blinked up at him, her green eyes wide. After a moment, she let out a soft mrow of acknowledgement. “I knew you’d understand.”

It had been less than an hour, and Hizashi found himself lightly dozing when Aizawa returned, leaving his boots and capture weapon by the door. Mochi flicked Hizashi with her tail, startling him out of his gentle slumber. “Mochi, you jerk, I know you did that on purpose.” Hizashi paused, looking up at Aizawa. 

The long-haired man looked a little worse for wear and more exhausted than usual. Mochi twitched her ears, eyeing him before turning back to Hizashi. “Uh…welcome back.” Hizashi murmured, suddenly feeling very unsure of himself. 

Aizawa hesitated, fixing his gaze on Mochi’s black-and-white form in Hizashi’s lap. “You’re a real traitor, cat.” He huffed out, his voice holding just the slightest hint of a rasp. Hizashi lifted Mochi gently, waving her little paws in the air. 

“She said she’ll cuddle you if you talk to me.” He chided. Aizawa finally met his eyes, just for a brief moment, before turning away. “Come onnnn. Please? How can you say no to this sweet little angel?”

“Are you talking about yourself or the cat?” Aizawa finally gritted out, a hint of his usual self shining through his suddenly, and quite unnecessarily, rough exterior. Hizashi couldn’t help but smile. 

“You wanna come over here for a bit?” Hizashi patted the empty cushion beside him, staring hopefully at Aizawa. Aizawa looked conflicted, eyes darting to focus on everything except Hizashi. He frowned as Aizawa started inching away towards his bedroom. “Aizawa. We’re going to talk, whether you like it or not.” 

“I’m good.” 

“Shouta.” Hizashi said firmly. He almost surprises himself with just how serious he can sound sometimes. Aizawa froze. Hizashi almost never uses his serious voice on him and he very rarely calls him Shouta. After a moment of deliberation, Aizawa reluctantly sits down on the couch, close enough to steal Mochi away but still keeping a respectful distance. 

“Happy now, cat?” Aizawa sighed, letting her butt her head against his hand. She shook her head, purring ceasing as she glanced over at Hizashi. “You’re so expressive that sometimes I forget you’re a cat.” With a shake of his head, he meets Hizashi’s eyes once more. “So what is it you want?”

Hizashi frowned. “What’s been going on, Aizawa? Seriously. I’ve hardly seen you eat a thing and you don’t want to talk to me.” Hizashi drew in a shaky breath. “Did I do something wrong? Because if I did, I’m sorry. You know I’d never want to hurt you on purpose. I don’t want to hurt you at all.” 

Aizawa stayed quiet, gently stroking the cat that perched precariously in his lap. “No.” He cleared his throat a little. “It’s my fault. I just–” Aizawa bowed his head, hiding his eyes with his shaggy hair. “After everything that’s happened, I just feel so useless. And I’ve been taking you for granted. I was just afraid that I’d lose you too. Everyone I get close to ends up dead and I–”

Aizawa cut himself off with a quiet sob. Hizashi pulled Aizawa into a tight hug, careful not to squish Mochi in the process. “Shouta, I didn’t know…” Hizashi murmured, carefully running his fingers through Aizawa’s hair to try and comfort him. “But I’m not going anywhere. Promised that a long time ago.”

Aizawa nodded, still hiding his tears from Hizashi the best he could. “...Okay.” He whispered after a long moment. Hizashi smiled, planting a sneaky kiss on Aizawa’s head. Aizawa let out an annoyed huff, but he didn’t move away. “I’m sorry.” 

“Nothing to be sorry for, Shouta. We’ll work through it, together. Alright?” Aizawa bobbed his head in another nod, pressing himself against Hizashi and making himself more comfortable. Mochi splayed herself out across their laps, thoroughly pleased. 

~

Hizashhi glared at Dr. Kyudai Garaki through his now cracked sunglasses, keeping him firmly by his side. The bastard had revived Shigaraki and now Hizashi had to stop him from doing anything else that might cost the Pros this battle. 

Aizawa had run off to support the others by canceling the multiple quirks those Nomu had. Hizashi felt a swirling feeling in his gut that he could only describe as anxiousness. Explosions and shouts surrounded him, and he almost wished he could go and help Aizawa and the others, but he had a job to do. 

“Present Mic, over here!” Hizashi looked up, sagging with relief as the police arrived to take the doctor into custody. Grabbing the doctor with both arms, he hauled him over to their armored vehicle, pointedly ignoring all the nonsense spewing from the guy’s mouth.

He spent what felt like eons giving them a statement before dropping the doctor off in their capable hands. Now that that’s done, I gotta go help everyone else. Hizashi raced away, heading towards where the explosions were now dying down. 

When he arrived at the battlefield, Shigaraki was nowhere to be found. “Manual!” Hizashi called out, heading over to the hero. “What’s happening?” Upon seeing Hizashi, Masaki winced. 

“Well, Shigaraki got away. There was only so much we could do.” He explained, looking away. “Eraser and Endeavor did their best, but…”

“Where’s Eraser…?” Hizashi asked after a moment. Masaki shook his head. 

“He sustained some terrible wounds, but he still fought hard to protect the work study students. Those kids are lucky.” Masaki frowned. “I did my best. But they took him to the hospital. Last I saw him, he was unconscious.”

Hizashi froze, growing tense. “Do you know where they took him?” He asked. Masaki nodded. 

“The hospital in the next town over. You can’t miss it. I think it’s the biggest one in town.” Hisashi nodded, thanking him before moving to figure out how to get to him as fast as possible, all without breaking too many laws.

~

Hizashi burst into the hospital, eyes wide with worry. “I need to see Aizawa Shouta.” He said as he approached the front desk. A lady looked up at him through her glasses, looking thoroughly unimpressed. 

“Are you his husband? Only family members are allowed to see him right now.” She sighed. 

“Yeah, yeah, I am.” Hizashi was quick to agree. Although it wasn’t true, per say, he just had to see Aizawa, damn it. She sighed again and gave him to room number, belatedly reminding him not to run in the halls as he darted off.

When he came to Aizawa’s room, he let out a quiet gasp at the sight. Aizawa was laid on the hospital bed, head bandaged and his leg was…missing? “What…happened to you, Shouta?” Hizashi breathed, pulling a small chair closer to the bed. 

He carefully took Aizawa’s uninjured hand into his own, holding it like he may never see the man again. Hizashi let out a soft breath, pressing his forward against Aizawa’s hand. “Damn it, Shouta.” Hizashi gritted out. “You…worry me.”

[miraakulous-cloud-district]

WIP WYGTYA (because it's very much *not* Wednesday)

I've been tagged by @mareenavee @dirty-bosmer and also, @thelavenderelf tagged me a few Wednesdays ago. Tha knyou so much, my dears 💖💖

This is a little snippet from chapter 14 of WYGTYA (you guys, so much is happening in this one,, I am EXCITED). I decided to add this one in this challenge because I'm in my Hjaldir feels.

~

Frozen ash is slowly falling on the ground. The lantern in the market is still burning, as if it’s alive and determined to keep the village safe and embraced in light. It’s beautiful: how they never put the light in the middle of the village out, as if it’s the soul of everything. The buildings still have wounds from the dragon battle. Some burnt wood here, some bent trees there and benches which stay not-exactly-where-they’ve-been-before. But everything in the Skaal Village is still standing, just like its people. She takes a deep breath and closes her eyes. She remembers the tune. That gods-damned tune that Hjaldir kept singing to her to fall asleep. She vaguely remembers the feeling of drifting to sleep to the sound of his voice, feeling content, as if he sang directly to her soul. She starts humming.

          Slow down, you crazy child

          You're so ambitious for a juvenile

          But then if you're so smart

          Tell me why are you still so afraid, mmm?

She remembers the wonder only a kid could have about these lyrics, looking to find their meaning, even though she knew well enough that she was going to relate to them some day, after growing up and living more. 

          Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?

          You'd better cool it off before you burn it out

          You've got so much to do

          And only so many hours in a day, ay

She smiles to herself, thinking that Hjaldir might have accidentally found the perfect song to awaken the nostalgia in her when she got older. She wonders if he knew she would seek this song from the depths of her memories to soothe her later on in life. Probably. He knew a lot of things about her, even before she knew them herself.

“It’s beautiful.” Fenrik says from behind, making her wonder just for how long he’d been standing there. 

“I used to go to sleep to songs like this.” she smiles, not yet turning to face him, but savouring the moment, the memory and hanging onto it a bit more. 

“The perks of having a bard around while growing up, no?” he leans on the railing beside her. 

“I miss him, Fenrik. I really do. I-” but the knot in her throat doesn’t let her go on. She feels terrible for leaving him like that and never returning. She was to go back to him as soon as she ended the Dark Brotherhood, but dragons came back in the meantime, and Akatosh chose her to be the Dragonborn, of all people. After a few silent moments, she says: “I really hope he is okay.” 

“I’m sure he is. He’s a pirate, is he not? Pirates are a different breed. Stronger and more resilient. Just look at Deathbrand.” 

“Even Deathbrand died. And now we’re looking for his big secret treasure.” 

“Yes, but take a look at his life. He should have died many times, but didn’t! He fought four Thalmor ships with only his brig and his crew. A brig! That is epic and legendary and I bet Hjaldir has stories like that, too.”

She smiles and bows her head, looking at the ground, focusing on the snow and ash. “He does. You’d like him.” 

“I’m sure I would. I hope I get that chance someday.”

“I hope so, too.” she nods, thinking of the possibilities. Her heart aches at the thought of them meeting and getting along. 

Tagging @bougainvillea-and-saltwater @kiir-do-faal-rahhe @nerevar-quote-and-star @sheirukitriesfandom and anyone else who wishes to participate! Also, for those tagged, no pressure to actually do it, as always <3

[cogmented]

hiiii i saw ur tags on my post!! i know nothing about breaking mc but i understand ur excitement completely!! i have no idea what they did but im so excited to find out!! this team is so cool they have cool abilities AND cool lore AND cool dynamics AND a cool aesthetic!! thwy make me INSANE. hope u dont mind me dropping this in ur ask box i just need to ramble about them somewhere

YOU R SO OKAY !!!! i loveeee what is going on rn

ermmm spoilers and wht not!

like WHAT !?!!? there is so much more of a crazy element to breaking da game than im used to, especially when used in the context of a pvp heavy turned lore (more so circumstance and event) based server like it ACTUALLY COMES INTO CONFLICT RAHH we r usually just a bunch of gamers sitting around in little test servers (i was more so an in-game code guy rather than an exploit guy, im basing all my inner technical knowledge on what my friends r thinking from the context ive shown them)

im SOOO interested in how the characters play out here, like with the tyrant groupchat and some of the key players in there (pangi, reddoons, planet, SPEPTICLE !?) and how THEY were the ones supposedly getting big power

i think planet knows a lot more about what's going on than what vitalasy thinks (i have a theory that planet's trust barrier was given by spoke, maybe it couldve been given by vitalasy to more so keep him quiet? but ive been brain rotting over a planet and spoke team up so im mad biased) and spoke is much more of a leaker than i thought! he is definitely one of the least secretive members about all dis and whatnot, but his ideals are geared towards fun fun for every1 (himself)

also vi is showing phase 2 rn this is going to be FUCKING INSANE ! im soo sosoooososososo exited omhgg kicking my legs laying on my stomach twirling my hair and drawing hearts and stars around the word exploit in glitter gel pen and giggling

this has been SUCH an interesting season im still stunned by stream viewers who say s3 was the best but maybe im a nerd whatavar whatavar ....

i am going to rant and you are going to listen to me >_( hahahahaha muahhahaha but s4 has been so new and interesting from the START. those two main groups forming at the village and the outpost and their outliers was the domino effect of extremes. im on red's side here when he said that that was the main catalyst for WHY duality duo went to the lengths they did, and how THAT, the moment subz stepped into the end to see the main island completely wiped was SUCH a crucial moment to the rest of s4 development

that was the known start. that's what, to everyone else, was the beginning of consequence

but now, there's the added factor of the plan before s4, but these extremes were needed to make a reason to use these exploits in an interesting way. yeah okay, leviathan is not a threat anymore. TO US THOUGH!!!! ONLY TO US!!! because we know everything, we know what's going on and leviathan has NO IDEA what they're in for, but what does terrain, leo, ANYONE ELSE think about them? Are they scared? probably !

but seeing this as a viewer.... a watcher haha of everything we KNOW a FRACTION of how much danger everyone is in. we dont know to WHAT EXTENT !!!!! HOLY MYSTERY !!!!! im so so so excited to see how they use this

we saw how jepex and mapic and spoke used it in jepex's latest video, but they have MORE INFORMATION SINCE THEN !!! AND INFORMATION THEY DIDNT REVEAL !!!! vitalasy is SO FUCKIGN AWESOME. SOOO COOL.

it has gotten so intertwined and complicated and layered i shouldve taken notes because im sure my memory has been warped and whatavar but WOW. RAHHHH. it's not JUST exploits. it's been zam's paranoia and terrain's frog plotline and anguish and medusa and the prison and and and no end and then no end^2 and all the teams and the betrayal and hate and the flowers and dandelions and the sun moon and stars and chaos and destruction and meaning and trust and love and care and and and

i go crazy on a friday evening i dont know i love lifesteal lots and lots

[zxombii]

ticci toby writing about him x yr oc

💉🫀🦴 ︵ " Bloody Couple. "

( ♡,, › ｏ‹ ,, ) — ❝ HI AUBZI<3 HAPPY TO DO THIS REQUEST!!! ranting beware😈 sry 4 late response tho rahh.. ❞ mimi says.

︶︶ . ˚ ticci toby X brain terrorizer ranting ⑅

— oc gender is male (he/him). warnings of obsessive/unhealthy loving, violence, killing mentioned, weapons/sharp objects, mentions of god.

— contains ticci toby (tt), brain terrorizer (bt).

really unhealthy relationship at the start but it works out in the end so its ok maybe :3

bt often feels like he is Needed to be near toby. think of toby and being all obsessive but worse. bt is just a worse version of toby when it comes to (romantic) relationships/love– it doesnt really affect toby as he is kinda used to him, himself, being really weird (toby is aware of his weird actions when it comes to romantic relationships, same as bt but he is kinda dumb so☠️)

absolute idiots together. dumb and dumber.

bt bites toby as affection💥💥 really struggles with love in general so bro just shows affection with violence.. but loving violence!!

^^ toby will just be in a conversation and bt comes behind him and absolutely CHOMPS his shoulder or arm then walks away like nothing happened. toby cant feel pain so its ok!!! (bt is kinda like a cat but not at the same time)

bt is tobys biggest hater but in a silly way. has shirts that literally say “toby = 👎”

”toby is god. god is toby.” (bt might be brainwashed /j) (worships toby the loser)

^^ kinda ironic i write that right after saying bt is his 'biggest hater'

both r absolute loser boys. neither have been in a genuine relationship (toby was with clockwork but he doesnt like mentioning it. says he never has dated anyone when he has).

bt is dumber then toby. likes listening to toby yap about mythology and stuff :3

dumb nicknames like pookie and alpha (bt is brainrotted to no return) (i hate him sm /pos)

listen to (blast) music together (share playlists) when they go killing. share weapons together and r really silly. loses each others weapons on purpose.

both r victims of bad parents and bad treatment. rant/vent to eachother at night as they stare up at the starry night time sky, enjoying the silence that would happen every now and then.

steal food from the others and then coop up in either of there rooms and absolutely ravage the food (they r big backs but big backs inlove)

body positivity🔥 scar positivity🔥 childhood trauma positivity🔥 everything positivity🔥

bt is strong-willed. but also not at the same time. inbetween. toby is the same.

mentally crazy x mentally crazy

bt struggles a lot with speaking cause of a speech impediment. toby is patient with only him.

^^ toby struggles a lot with speaking cause of tics. bt is patient with only him.

chocolate lover x vanilla lover

bt shuts ppl up when they speak over toby (shushes them). like who do u think u r.. anyways pls continue speaking pookie bear toby

"i want our relationship to be secretive" and everyone finds out

^^ everyone knows. Everyone. bad at hiding the loving gazes they share across the room, the silly smile that comes upon both their faces when the other talks. love-driven IDIOTS!!! /pos

breathtaking x ugly

^^ "what do u see in that man?" "he makes me laugh"

— i do not allow my work to be translated, stolen, or anything similar. everything i write is made by me and only me unless i say differently on that post. credits to zxombii on tumblr. i have no side blogs.

[moonjxsung]

HELLAUR POOKIE I MISSED YOU RAHHHH it has been a serious hot minute since ive been back here hello everyone hello star hello every single 85 anons (woah thats a lot) RAHHH first of all i reread all of your anon asks and your personal updates on your blog and im really upset to hear that youre taking down all of your small drabbles and requests (rip my favorite minho biker story <//3) but honestly i totally do understand where you stand on this and i respect your opinion im just glad youre still here and staying with us !!! (im chaining up your ankles and keeping you here forever who's in who's basement now huh !! yeah thats what i thought !!! [we have conjoined basements])

I MISSED YOU STAR RAHHH i was going through yet another week of "oh shit i think my mental health is depleting but im going to pretend that its not at a critical level right now and immerse myself in studies and hope it goes away" but in fact it did not go away and i dont know how i feel right not BUT ITS OKAY because im rewatching komi cant communicate and i made my 84th spotify playlist on my fifth spotify account and i used to use 4 spotify accounts during 2022-2023 so this is probably like my 600th smth playlist but yk!!! (i made a total of like 30+ this year so far im goign crazy star help me)

speaking of i shoudl send you my new playlist on discord ALSO i saw you and an anon talking about 505 RAHHHHH ARCTIC MONKEYS <333333 i used to be a huge arctic monkeys fan but now im getting back into them i literally have a 505 phase RIGHT NOW ive been listenign to it on loop !!! idk why im so energetic right now rahh i missed you lots oh yeah also !!! my $50 temu package arrived and i like freaked out about it for like a solid 15 minutes then proceeded to lose my ring and brand new keychain in like the next 2 hours (im so upset) its okay though cs they were like 50 cents each i can rebuy it !!! (im still upset) star im not kidding im serious when i say ive spent over 90 bucks on temu during hte past like 3-4 months please help me star im going insane my friends keep saying that im such a loyal temu customer that atp the company is going to start recruiting me to be one of their asian workers in china and ill be enslaved earning two pennies a day for the rest of my life

did you knwo peppermint candy is good

~《☘️》

HIIIIIIIII POOOOKIEEEEE RAHHHHHH I MISSED YOU SO MUCH HOW ARE YOU HOW’S IT GOINGNTHTJFJDKDKDJ I will gladly remain shackled to the confines that are tumblr. I love it here (mostly) I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH RAHHH‼️‼️‼️‼️

I’m SOOOO sad about my shorter drabbles (biker!minho story was literally my fav one by FAR oh my god) but hopefully they can pick up again in the future 💔💔 fuck you wattpad thieves. We all booed !

ANYWAYS I MISSED YOU TOOOO I was also having a shitty mental health week and I’ve just been insanely busy like I haven’t had a single second this week to just sit down and take a fucking breather!!!! But we made it to the weekend and I’m alive RAHHHH star lives to see another weekend of interacting w her beloved anons and consuming kpop content 💯💯 I hope you’re doing better though my sweet angel!!!! April has been so shitty but I know we’re gonna make it out of it alive somehow 🫶 ALSO YES SEND ME ALL THE SPOTIFY PLAYLISTS I NEED SO MUCH NEW MUSIC TO LISTEN TO ‼️‼️ I’ve been listening to the arctic monkeys nonstop again bc I was talking about them on here I LOVEEEE HOW WE’RE BOTH BACK IN 505 PHASE SOOOO REAL

PLELWKAKSLDKSKEKDKR RHE TEMU PART 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 CRYINGNTJTNGNFMEMEJ THAT’S me at the fucking kpop store near my HOUSEEEMEKEKE I SPENT $200 THERE TODAY AND IM GOING BQDK TOMORROW BC THEY GOT THE NEW JHOPE KEYCHAINS AND BEANIES IN STOCK I NEED RHEM SOOOO BAD. YOU AND ME RETAIL THERAPY TOGETHER ERA WHEN 😍😍😍😍🫶

Also peppermint candy is good but not as good as you I love you so much RAHHHHH I MISSED YOU SO BADDDJEKSKSKSKS

[kawaaistaken]

Omg my first acc isn’t letting me make post I’m gonna go crazy rahh