#not even i know who i am (silas‘ headcanons)

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Headcanons

Silas' prosthetic arm (not his cybernetic one) has some small marks and knicks that resemble teeth - canine teeth to be exact. Silas sometimes uses his fake arm to play fetch with his pooch, Buddy - it's one of Buddy's favorite 'toys'.

One time, Buddy accidentally scared a couple at the dog park when he passed by them returning the prosthetic to his owner. Silas had to awkwardly explain that his dog had not grabbed a random person's fake limb and was using it as a chew toy - it didn't settle the nerves of the couple. One would think Silas would learn not to let Buddy play with his arm at the park...

Silas doesn't learn lessons well.

[randomkposts]

I remember the starfish

I love Fire Emblem Fates. My favorite is Awakening, but Fates has a special place in my heart for all of its flaws, and plotholes I love to poke at. No malice meant, if I didn't care, I'd probably just leave it alone. Instead it takes up so much brainspace.

So I think I might want to write something a bit more themed another time, but for now I want to write some scattered thoughts.

First, If I were going to change just one thing, I would give Azura ,Kaze as a retainer. And Shura.

Why? It bugs me that she didn't have any retainers, and Corrin has 3 household staff, their teacher, a childhood best friend, and a Ninja, most of whom are willing to follow them even if they defect. That's pretty excessive, that they just have a small- personally loyal fighting force. And Kaze's just hanging around, a trained retainer not assinged to anyone. And really Mikoto, Azura is your niece, you can give her one retainer at least.

Kaze defecting to Nohr to protect his charge makes arguably more sense then his reasons for defecting to Nohr on Corrins behalf.

Azura recruiting Shura as a retainer, fits with the older of the Nohrian sibilings having a criminal retainer. They also have a personal history between them that would be intresting to explore in a support. A support with Ryoma would also be intresting, as Shura states his family used to serve the royal family until his principality was taken over by Mokushu, so learning more about that would be neat.

Speaking of retainers, Despite three Nobrian Siblings havinging a criminal as a retainer, the person with the weirdest retainers is Hinoka, for having the least retainer-like retainers in the game. And Ryoma has 2 ninjas as retainers, which perhaps says some odd things about his diplomatic choices.

Hinoka does her own chores, protects her retainers, and seems to barely know anything about Azama beforehand. Until we learn from her support with Niles in Revelations that Hinoka hired Setsuna for her skill in archery, I was almost convinced she was hired to annoy Takumi.

And yet they are the last retainers sticking around the Hoshidan royals when they are recruited in Revelations.

Hillarious. Baffling. Lends a diffrent weight to Hinokas support with Saizo in this route, not that it wasn't already weird, but there was more cause for suspicion.

Speaking of supports, Sakura takes Corrin's amnesia as a sign that Silas is cursed. Meanwhile, in Birthright Takumi gets mindwhammied and dragon posessed, and Sakura does nothing to try to help. Which to be fair, nither instance lasted long. Who knows if she could have done anything effective, but in the Conquest one she doesn't seem to take note of his dirastically changed attitude as something to worry about, yet was far quicker to diagnose Silas as "something was off. Maybe its cause Silas a stranger, and she doesn't want to see anything wrong with her closest brother, but I wonder what got her attention in the first place to draw that conclusion.

I haven't played Engage, but even without that I am pretty sure Corrin is the most watched avatar we have ever played. Their big sister Camilia and her retainers makes it 3 in a lifetime, as said by Selena/Severa.

"Selena: Lady Camilla! Sorry we got ahead of you. But you should have heard the horrible things Lord/Lady Corrin said to us. Even though we used to watch over them, they don't remember us at all. Sure, we always stuck to the shadows and never introduced ourselves... but still! I could cry right now. Really! I really could!

Beruka: All that time hovering... caring... watching... it was all for naught. They has no heart.

Camilla: Now, now, you two. I'm sure they didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I'm certain they would remember, given more time. You simply must forgive them."

No wonder Corrin is so chill with Ryoma's Ninjas and other people following them around.

A headcanon, Odin/Owain can use dragon Veins. Anankos can hide his brand, but he can't undo that he is decended from the Exalted line of Ylisse, a heritige who also formed a pact which presumably involved drinking dragons blood. (That does seem to be a series consistant for how one gets a stats edge, with consent of the dragon being pretty important in how well they control it. )

He uses it once by accident. Leo did see it, but never confronts him on it. Maybe they might be siblings, but if this is what kept him alive and he's happy with living his life, then Leo isn't going to be the one to tell anyone. One of them may as well be happy.

If I were going to change something about the Fates Kids, I would mess with Shiro. Ryoma never told him until recruitment that he was royalty. So what if Shiro, figuring Ryoma is impotant, but not connecting the dots (as in cannon) comes to the (incorrect) conclusion that he is the next Saizo. And so comes with the Ninja class, alomg with some family drama, lol.

I would also tone down Soleil's supports, and add some depths to the other kids, but ninja Shiro creating some family drama with the retainers is a concept that amuzes me

I'll end it here for now. Might write a second at some point.

[samantha-and-her-chaotic-desires]

Due to your recent post:

🖊+ Lacrimosa Ambrose (what a woman <3)

P.S.: Have a nice day! :3

SDFGHJKLJHGFDFGHJKKJH I love you I love you I love you and you ALSO have a nice day!!! <333

HOOOOOOOO BOY I'M GONNA DUMP A L O T OF STUFF :D I'M GONNA GET LENGTHY BUT HHHHHHHH PLEASE BARE WITH ME

DISCLAIMER: Lackadaisy belongs to @lackadaisycats and it is a beautiful animation and web comic, I HIGHLY recommend.

Below The Surface is my 2023 Lackadaisy fic. It will be linked below <3

Lacrimosa Ambrose - The Siren:

FIRST IDEAS:

At first, I wanted to make a villain for Lackadaisy. I was doing this purely for the sake of my Murder Mystery fic Below the Surface (posted here and currently being worked on here!) and I wanted someone who was a REALLY big threat. And so, I created a new mafia-like group: The Rose Brigade. But who would be the leader? I wanted a powerful---and also a plus sized woman in official art I'm making!---who is no-nonsense and irredeemable.

I wanted to originally make her a Bombay cat, but as I looked through more cat options, I decided to settle on a Chartreux cat! They're so pretty!!! Below is an image I wanted to reference, yet alter at the same time.

Her voice claim is very much Lady Dimitrescu from Resident Evil. She has that badass, sultry tone to her that makes me fold over for this queen that can very much kill me.

She was originally going to be redeemed, but I decided "hell no she deserves a whole villain arc that DOESN'T give her a chance to turn good" and I am very much happy with that outcome.

I didn't know WHAT she would be job-wise? I originally wanted to make her an actor, though when I designed and wrote for Silas Tueuse (another Lacka-OC whom I love dearly), I wanted to mix things up, and wanted diversity. So Miss Jazz-Singing-Sensation was born! Her color palette and drawing her dress KILLED ME.

Choosing her name wise, I wanted to allude to Tracy's work, and allude to a villain. So when I was scrolling through the website, I noticed the Lacrimosa poem, and BOOM. Her name was chosen. Last name means 'immortal' in Greek, plus it's a play on the dish ambrosia. :)

FACTS/HEADCANONS:

She owns a jazz lounge, and is a famous jazz singer! The name is TBD, but she gets a LOT of traction there.

While she was from Boston, Massachusetts, she is Latin! She often refers to people as mei deliciae (translated to my darling), and one of her favorite foods is ceviche! It consists of either shrimp or fish, as well as lime, lemon, onion, chili pepper, and cilantro! From my understanding of it, you can dip chips into it and eat it like that. Sometimes you can even avocado in it, if that's your fancy! Below is a photo example.

She is a horrible driver. Horrible. Picture Cruella De Vil but drunk. Sooo yeah, 100x worse.

She has a daughter, but she's distant from her, and she rarely---if never---checks in on her.

She is incredibly narcissistic, but does NOT have Narcissistic Personality Disorder: she does have empathy, though it's hard to tell if she's being genuine or not.

Prefers suits over dresses, but will wear dresses for performances to keep up her professional image. For casual meetings, she wears a dark indigo and dark blue suit with a fedora and a rose pin on her jacket lapel. The outfit accentuates her curves nicely, and I will draw her more in a suit in the future <3

She has a Colt M1911 Revolver that her husband gifted her before he passed. She uses it constantly.

ROLE/PURPOSE/OTHER STUFF!:

She's the main antagonist, and she is the leader of the Rose Brigade. She tries to hide behind a sweet, motherly facade, but she is emotionally and physically abusive to certain people. She is also a bit overconfident in certain abilities.

She had ties with Atlas May, though so far I have yet to confirm or deny if she killed him. So with her relation to Atlas, she slithered her way into trying to manipulate Mordecai, seemingly present as a mother figure towards him while in St. Louis. Ivy gushes over Lacrimosa's singing skills and performances, so her meeting her in person, she's just all giggly. Nonetheless, Lacrimosa is a softie for praise, and can't help but feel slightly more appreciated.

Lacrimosa might be manipulative and a full blown awful person, but she has been taught common courtesy. She knows to be respectful, she believes everyone is equal, and will not discriminate against those who are in the LGBTQ community. However, this does NOT excuse her awful behavior. She is MEANT to be an awful person.

She will ALSO absolutely break anyone who tries to tamper with her. She CAN and WILL call you out on your bullshit.

Her song (if it were 2023) would be Medusa by Kaia Jette!

HHHHHH THIS WAS SO MUCH???? AND THAT'S NOT EVEN IT????? FGHJKHGFDXFGHJ I might add on later

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Unofficial Sleep Token Headcanon/Lore

A guide to AruEternity's Vessels

Hello lovies, I am taking inspo from one of my friends here. Everyone has their own versions of the vessels and their own ocs, I just would like to share mine with yall! So everything you read here is ALL HEADCANONS!! Please keep that in mind during this. I will be using names that I hope and pray aren’t the actual vessels' names, (I will cry if it is and most likely change them.) But again this is just how I see my boys; none of this is solid or finished yet. Little lore overview, none of the vessels are human anymore due to their past and their meeting with Sleep. Sleep in this version is a rouge god who typically follows the idea of having angels under him/to help him. He can change people and remake them similarly to how he is doing with the vessels. If Sleep were to go without a vessel or a connection to a vessel for a long period of time he becomes weak and slowly dies. It is the idea that for a god to live, they need followers. All the vessels change in their own ways and are molded by Sleep to fit what he wants out of them. He can reset the timeline if he deems the vessels to be defective/not up to standard. The timeline so far has been reset roughly 100 times, the only ones with active memory of this is Sleep and his angels.

TW: Sexual themes, SA, Drug-use, Major character death, OD, Depression, Minor character death, suicidal ideation, if I've missed any please let me know!

Vessel

Name - Elliot Burns

Age - 28

Height - 6’2

Personality -

Spreactic and almost loving aggressive. His devotion to Sleep distracts him often so he is normally seen as quiet and or loving to the others. While he doesn’t like being alone he is okay with it sometimes… Other times it brings up the anxious part of himself. Super affectionate and loving but in a “please don’t notice” way. Becomes slightly violent when things are no longer in his control/he cannot understand them/

Connection to Sleep -

Sleep’s main vessel, the one who he always turns to. Elliot was the first real worshipper of Sleep gaining him a strong connection to the deity. Their relationship is a toxic “I cannot live without you” type. 

Transformation -

3 total sets of eyes are similarly placed where his mask is, all glowing with soft white light. The bottom half of his face is skinned leaving his teeth exposed. As for his teeth, his K9s go down past his bottom lip and are extremely sharp. Emits a gentle black smoke from his mouth and body. Giant split down the middle of his chest, breastbone to belly button, this is where a closed human eye sits and never opens.

Mini backstory - Very short 

Elliot was an obsessive lover, going out of his way to make anything come true for his girlfriend of the time. They had been together for a while before she started to pull away slowly. This caused an extreme fight with them and a car crash that injured his lover. Shortly after they ended up breaking up due to her blaming him for everything and finally coming clean she didn’t love him for him. Elliot in a fit of anger began to search for ways to get her back and to make her love him. Unfortunately, nothing worked, not even the magic research he did. That was until one-night Sleep came to him in a dream and guided him to someone who could guide him to him.

II

Name - Silas Palmer 

Age - 24

Height - 5’6

Personality 

The calmest out of all the vessels. Seems always to be sitting alone trying to draw and or get high. He doesn’t personally care for the drama but is the one everyone comes to when there is something going wrong. Very “wise” and helps guide others. Silas does have a Playboy vibe and will act on it on rare occasions. 

Connection to Sleep -

Sleep’s second most trusted vessel. However, their relationship is strained due to the forcefulness of Silas’ connecting/bonding with Sleep. Silas has forgiven Sleep after years of struggling with the aftermath, seeing the pack as the only ones he needs due to their willingness to accept his gender identity. 

Transformation -

Skinned mouth starting from just behind his teeth. Stretch marks from the stress of the mouth going closer into/near his eyes. A sewed shut-eye in the middle of his forehead that softly glows and moves behind the lid. Smaller cuts/scars scattering his body where eyes would grow if needed. Many of the scars are from fights with the other vessels. 

Mini backstory -

Growing up in the incorrect body had caused him many issues with friends and family. Many did not understand or chose to understand how Silas was feeling. It was a constant struggle throughout high school and college. Eventually, he was able to save up enough money by working himself exhausted to get top surgery. While being the happiest moment in his life so far, he was no longer in contact with his old friends or family. Silas was disowned for finally achieving his dream. Slowly he turned to alcohol to ease the pain of being alone. Eventually, he was able to meet someone who he thought would love him for him. Unfortunately, the relationship turned abusive after Silas was unable to quit drinking. His girlfriend pushed him away after hitting him many times over again.

III

Name - (Finn)egan Ridge

Age - 23

Height - 6’4

Personality -

The fun-loving chaos-causing type of person. He loves to play jokes and is always hyper no matter what. He does have moments when he is calm but most of the time he isn’t. Loves to do things he thinks others will laugh at.

Connection to Sleep -

Sleep’s third vessel. Sleep sees him as an entertaining person who gains the attention of many people. While this can be fun at times, he does also punish him often when he is “annoying.” Believes III needs to be safe but also wants to hurt him by influencing the others. 

Transformation -

Asides from the deep ashy black that covers most of his chest and back, he is etched with the language of Sleep. His body being covered by some stories told by Sleep. The language mostly covers his arms and legs, while he does also have thick lettering wrapping around his wrist. At the base of his neck/collarbone and his lower back, there is a small area where a possible eye could form.

Mini backstory -

Was the miracle baby that his family had always wanted. Ended up doing everything for them and tried his best. After going into college he learned it wasn’t for him so his grades started to slip and he fell into using heavy drugs. Slowly he turned into the college drug dealer which got him kicked out. His family had still sent him money because he never told them. Eventually after becoming very popular in his dealings, he was able to gain a lot of money. With this money, he bought and used drugs alongside buying prostitutes for himself. After hiring the wrong person, they forced him to attempt to OD, he was turned into a prostitute himself after “saving his life” Here he met someone he deemed ‘‘Sugar” and enjoyed the buyer's company. Sadly the pimp he worked for did not like this and killed Finn in front of Sugar.

IV 

Name - Felix Payne 

Age - 27

Height - 6’0

Personality -

He is seen as aggressive and quiet. Felix is mostly angry at himself rather than others, making him quiet and always anxious. He fears that one day he’ll up and leave like his father did again. Felix is anxiously attached to everyone but refuses to let them in. Though he can be loving at times he holds those close for the fear of losing the moment. 

Connection to Sleep -

Sleep’s 4th vessel. He sees him similarly as Elliot, with a strong connection even though he is not the strongest vessel. Sleep pities the boy so he picks him to use whenever he is feeling especially angry. Which in turn has turned Felix into an even more angry person. 

Transformation -

Has gold and red bands inked into his body that circles his wrist, fingers, ankles, thighs, and neck. They are technically not tattoos just an add-on to the already deep ashy black that they are all changing to. While he doesn’t have eyes on his body, he does have a moon shape (the moon logo) under his chin/jaw area. As a punishment or if Sleep is feeling it, the golden bands on his neck slowly turn into a thorn crown that rests on his eyes. It rarely happens since he tries not to upset Sleep. 

Mini backstory -

Had a mostly good life besides having to deal with a dad who left and came back 24/7. He was forced into playing the perfect family, this later turned into his own form of trauma and learning. Once he was older he got a good-paying job that had long hours and split an apartment with a college student. Didn’t mind paying for everything. He ends up lashing out at all of his friends and is diagnosed with severe anxiety, depression, and some anger issues, all similar to his father. Eventually, one day he decides to leave after he can no longer handle the stress of himself, this is where he meets Vessel after wandering for hours.

V 

Name - Kieran Wiggs

Age - 26

Height - 5’11

Personality -

A goofy unhinged boy. He is extremely loving in all the wrong ways. Kieran is passionate but loses motivation extremely quickly. He relies on the others to help him during his rough moments. If he were to become too angry he relapses into a rage episode and attempts to harm or kill the other vessels. Unhinged but loveable in moments. 

Connection to Sleep -

Sleep’s 5th vessel, sees him as just another one of the people he can use. Kieran doesn’t really mind him at all and sometimes is extremely thankful for him. He does wish he could get his memories back but Sleep refuses and says he will not have a defective vessel. 

Transformation -

Has the band’s moon-type symbol on his forehead, the darkening to ashy black stops just under his chin before it spikes into a deep black across his face. 

Mini backstory -

Had a very happy and popular childhood/teen years. Kieran was known for his musical abilities and later made a band called Dreamer’s Archive with a few friends. Their band became popular but died out after the disappearance of their lead singer Kieran. Turns out his girlfriend of 3 months had dragged him away and turned abusive. Forcing him to take more drugs and numb him. She slowly began to turn him into basically a slave for money. Letting people do whatever they wanted to him as long as they paid. Kieran couldn’t do anything to stop it due to the constant drugs in his system. He had a final straw moment and ran away while trying to OD.

VII

Name - Cole Lindsey 

Age - 25

Height - 6’5

Personality - 

Spitfire aggressive vessel. Cole often times tries to start fights with anyone he does not deem in his “circle” and or is not trustworthy. He always attempts to gain his old life back so he can feel the same freedom. Can be very flirty at times but if he is not growling/hiss or flirting, he is extremely quiet. Brooding almost but just does not have a lot to say.

Connection to Sleep -

Very unsure of him, 7 being a holy number his bond/connection is nearly as strong as Vessel’s. He is weary of him and chooses to act as though he does not exist sometimes. Cole oftentimes is forced into a trance due to acting against Sleep.

Transformation -

He is covered in scars, everything from his past life. Due to his scars being so many and some so wide, they are slowly turning into open eyes. They move independently to one another and blink/glare. The larger of his scars are opened into fanged mouths with long tongues. Dark black fingertips that slowly fade up to his elbow. His body is cold to the touch. His real/nature eyes are clouded over as though he is blind. 

Mini backstory -

He didn’t have the best home life so he picked to do anything to make money. In his part of the world he was able to join many underground and illegal organizations such as underground boxing, motorcycle and drift car racing. Had dated the girlfriend of the revival ground and ended up killing her after he forced herself onto his life during a race. They slid and she (Maddy) had hit a wall and broke her neck and split open her chest. Come tried to save her but ended up accidentally pushing her ribs into her heart. He was later killed by her boyfriend and his body was tossed into a river to decompose.

Angel(s)

Name - Velika (Ragnar)

Age - Unkown

Height - 5’1

Personality -

Soft and bubbly in moments, very playful. She is known to crawl things and be very independent. Hard-headed and refuses to take no for an answer. 

Stubborn independence bubble. She is known to want to do things her own way and will not stop till the task is complete. She does not care for help since she grew up believing in fighting for one's self. A dominant personality that often times climbs counters to get a laugh out of her friends/lovers.

Connection to Sleep - 

The ex-wife of Sleep, is technically still married but they are not together. That way anymore

First angel known to Sleep after getting kicked out of the god system…

Helper who always guides the first vessel (Elliot) to sleep

Transformation - 

Black wings, soft black around fingertips and toes, fangs, normal looking or the most part

Mini backstory - 

Grew up with her father teaching her warrior-like skills in private away from her mother. Mother was the village cook and was well-loved. Father ends up dying in war so Vel joins the fight at age 22. (Takes on her father's name) meets a wounded soldier and it turns out to be Sleep’s very first vessel. She helps him and they end up falling in love. They get married and have 2 kids. Second birth brings her to the brink of death. Sleep turns her into an angel for him hoping to save her. Vel is extremely upset and slowly begins to resent sleep. Is forced into following him through timelines and watches her children die. 

[dirtyoldmanhole]

your gunter brainrot is oddly inspiring, it is honestly nice to see someone so passionate about a character. i am curious, is there any other gunter ships you are interested in or want to explore? any dynamics that stick out to you?

awww shucks, thank you!!! I don't know if I'd call it passionate as it was a straight up possession lmao, but you're very kind. :> It's been fun!

Gunter/Corrin is still my ride or die OTP to end all OTP's buuut there are some other ideas through these playthroughs ~

Gunter/Flora is still nibbling at my mind, whether it's a platonic scene or if something romantic naturally develops out of those DLC holiday supports. contrary to the translator's comments i don't see Flora's offer to take care of him being familial-related at all. :p a lot of Flora's lines in general across the routes are dedicated to Jakob being somebody she pines for, so imagine the meat you'd get when she gets to know who trained Jakob and was essentially his dad (lol). delicious semi-sweet, semi-skeevy potential there! (doubly so if you take the more morbid interpretation and have flora projecting her jakob feelings on him and then gunter projecting his corrin feelings on her.) they're both quite shy about their feelings so I don't know if either one of them would actually work up the courage for anything more than an unusual amount of chemistry, but I could see low key not-really-serious flirting that they secretly enjoy.

For very complicated grief-related reasons (possibly a meta post after this fic?) I can't really see Gunter sticking around long post-game if he doesn't have a romantic anchor to be a reason for existence, but I can see Flora genuinely being a notable exception.

haven't even touched on the fact that both of them betray Corrin in at least one if not more routes (and still love and care for her anyways), so there's that emotional coldness/pragmatism to also play with.

Gunter&Azura - last playthrough of Rev really made me realize just how many parallels they have. :o both perceived as/are traitors, both keep really tragic secrets about their families for decades, both don't come anywhere to showing their whole "self" even if married or in just one route.

there's also that bit how Azura was stolen away from Nohr as a child and how Gunter blames himself a little bit for that. like. what's up with that, how would Azura take that? Would she forgive him for his particular betrayal against her post-Revelation?

also think a support conversation between Gunter&Silas would be super cool because I strongly headcanon he was the one to nearly execute the poor boy after getting in trouble for sneaking Corrin out. Silas keeps mentioning in all routes how the guards nearly had him killed, and Gunter's kind of the de-facto castle commander (or so the routes imply). Would Silas be nervy about meeting him again? Would Gunter be able to genuinely apologize (would he feel the need to?) Would they be able to move on and reminisce about Corrin?

In a similar way, Gunter&Jakob's got underutilized potential but I haven't quite cracked that nut there. there is one amazing as hell porn fic with them that i know about though :D

( also special shout out to @lululeighsworld and their summoner with him. :D from one selfshipper from another game to another, it is suchhhh a delight to see the kinds of exploration you can't get with base game stories. gotta shake those old man characters like a bag of marbles to get the juicy bits out!! )

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ABOUT THE MUSE:

♡ GENERAL ♡

NAME: Silas Christer Drake NICKNAMES: Si, Soldier 326 GENDER:  Male AGE:  41 BIRTHDAY:  December 12 OCCUPATION:  Mechanic, formerly a soldier in the US Army

♡ APPEARANCE ♡

EYE COLOR:  Green HAIR COLOR:  Dirty blond-ish brown HEIGHT:  6′2″ SCARS:  Several small scars (such as lacerations and bullet wounds) across his torso, one bullet wound on his left upper thigh. A scar across the bridge of his nose, a scar across his right eye brow. When his prosthetic arm is off, there’s a visible scar around the stump at his elbow. OVERWEIGHT:  No UNDERWEIGHT: No

♡ FAVORITE ♡

COLOR:  Camo green, brown, gray, beige ANIMAL/S:  Dogs MOVIE/S:  Thrillers and mystery TV SHOW/S:  Thrillers and suspense FOOD:  Cereal, oatmeal, chicken DRINK: Coffee, vodka, 7-Up soda BOOKS:  Mystery and suspense

♡ HAVE THEY ♡

PASSED UNIVERSITY:  Yes HAD SEX:  Yes HAD SEX IN PUBLIC:  Yes GOTTEN PREGNANT:  No KISSED A BOY:  Yes KISSED A GIRL: Yes GOTTEN TATTOOS:  Yes HAD A BROKEN HEART:  Yes BEEN IN LOVE: Yes STAYED UP FOR MORE THAN 24 HOURS: Yes

♡ ARE THEY ♡

A VIRGIN: No A KISSER:  Yes SCARED EASILY:  At one time, no. Now of days, it depends. JEALOUS EASILY: Sometimes TRUSTWORTHY: Yes IN LOVE: Not at the moment [verse dependent] SINGLE: Yes [verse dependent]

♡ RANDOM QUESTIONS ♡

HAVE THEY HARMED THEMSELVES:  Yes THOUGHT OF SUICIDE: Yes ATTEMPTED SUICIDE: Yes WANTED TO KILL SOMEONE:  Yes DROVE A CAR: Yes HAVE/HAD A JOB:  Yes HAVE ANY FEARS:  Yes

♡ FAMILY ♡

PARENTS:  Mother: Klara Lundström (deceased ; 1996) ; Father: Christian Drake (estranged) SIBLINGS: Monica Drake (younger sister ; estranged), Erica Drake (younger sister ; deceased 2005) CHILDREN:  None [verse/ship dependent] OTHER RELATIVES: Kaylie Drake nee Barnes (ex-wife ; deceased, 2005), Bridgette Barnes (sister-in-law ; deceased, 2005), Al and Edna Barnes (ex-parents-in-law ; estranged) PETS:  An American Staffordshire Terrier named Max

TAGGED BY: took it from my archived blog TAGGING: Whomever wants it

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Headcanons: Silas Drake

Part of the deal Silas made with Frank Borash (the name the man gave Silas when he first met him ; Silas hasn’t yet found out that this is an alias) and the organization he worked with didn’t just include his cybernetic prosthetic arm, the surgeons also manipulated Silas’ DNA, which include enhancements such as

- enhanced strength - enhanced reflexes - enhanced agility - heightened sense of awareness - and an implemented regenerative healing factor that is a capable of healing such injuries like broken bones, gunshot and stab wounds to a certain certain extent much quicker.

These enhancements have made Silas a better fighter and a better marksman - but most importantly to the organization, their perfect yet expendable killer.

His artificial arm is also equipped with a build in hidden blade as well as a makeshift taser.  He controls his arm (which is attached from just below his elbow) with special sensors that detect tiny naturally generated electric signals in his muscles and nerves, allowing him to generate movement similar to his real arm. 

[melsworldofmuses-moved]

Headcanons: Silas Drake

Silas’ cybernetic arm was equipped with a hidden, extendable and retractable blade, an implement to his prosthetic that he primarily used to dispatch his targets in a quiet manner while he was being mind controlled. When he was ‘awake’, he did not know of the blade thus he wouldn’t figure out how to activate it - unlike in his brainwashed state. After regaining his consciousness, the mind control chip in his brain destroyed by a traumatic head injury he suffered in prison, Silas was told by doctors of his secret attachment, which they could not figure out how to remove without destroying his cybernetic arm. 

Silas not only kept his cybernetic arm after he was released from his sentence, but would go on to use the blade to his advantage - if he was going to hunt for the truth against the people that ruined his life, why not use their own creation against them?

Additionally, after being released from prison, Silas found a way for his cyber arm to be detachable, replacing it with a normal prosthetic for him to use while he’s working on cars and greeting customers. The decision was influenced not only by the trauma he suffered from his wife’s murder, whether he actually committed it or not, but also the general hesitation and apprehension of others he’s experienced prior to his prison sentence. 

[asshlyyyy]

You Get Bit (Hacketter Headcanons)

While this is not what I wanted to originally have posted today, it still turned out well. It is something for everyone who wants to read about their favorite counselor. My personal favorite for this headcanon is Jacob. 

A little spoiler... I am currently writing a Jacob one shot which will be out in a couple days time for all my people who love Jacob.

Masterlist

warnings: swearing

Abigail:

"I- oh my- I- Can you walk?"

"I can try-"

"You know what- um- I will go get help"

She would then run off to get help

She would be by your side the entire time

Well, that is until you turned

She wouldn't be able to believe her eyes

Her beloved Y/n, once human, now turned into a monster

She would try to keep herself calm by drawing you

Kaitlyn:

Immediate mom mode would come out

She would tend to your wound, but in the end, it wasn't enough... and clearly did nothing

She would try her best to keep you distracted so that you, and mostly her, wouldn't think about what's to come

Would raise her voice at anyone who would come close to her or yourself

Would cry when you forced her to leave

Ulltimetly would complain to Dylan the whole way to the scrapyard

Dylan found it cute how much Kaitlyn was worried about you

When they returned and saw you were still there... but only in a different form

Her heart would break

Nick:

Nick is an absolute wreck

He's pacing around the room

"Do you need anything, love?"

"Do you feel any better?"

You found it cute how your cinnamon roll cared so much about you

Even in the face of danger, he wanted to make sure you were okay

Would lose his absolute shit when you change

He would be that person to believe that you wouldn't hurt him in that form

Boy was he wrong because you attacked him

While he ended up fine, he was more worried about you

Emma:

Wouldn't know it happened until Kaitlyn and Dylan told her

Would blame herself for leaving you alone

Would definitely try to go get you

She would cry in the shelter when it was just her and Abi

Abi would reassure Emma that you were okay

Of course, she wasn't going to believe it until she saw you herself

And she did... and not in the form she was used to

Her scream was loud, she couldn't believe what you turned into

Would definitely yell at you for scaring her when you turned back

Ryan:

After what happened with Nick he wouldn't know what to do

When you got bit he was frozen in his spot

"It's- it's um... it's going to be okay."

On one end he would want to stay with you

On the other hand, he would want to go with Laura to put an end to your suffering

Would ask Kaitlyn to find a place to keep you safe

Would have no trouble shooting Chris

After Silas dies he would rush Travis to get them back to the lodge

Dylan:

"Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck, fuck fuck fuck fuck-"

"Dyl, stop freaking the fuck out,"

"We have to cut it off,"

"Cut off my fucking head??"

Due to the bite into your neck, you couldn't... cut... off... the... limb

"I don't know! I'm freaking the fuck out! What if you turn??"

"Just... stay away from me..."

Your eyes would start to water

He would be full-on crying, but would still try to put on a tough act just for you

"I'm not leaving you,"

"I don't want to hurt you Dyl... p-please"

Would stay with you till the last possible moment

Jacob:

"Oh my god! Y/n!"

"I'm okay-"

"The fuck you are, look at your leg!"

Jacob wouldn't know what to do

He would most likely blame himself for you getting hurt

Just like Dylan, he would be freaking out more than you

Would one hundred percent think you're dying

Would also be full-on crying

"Jacob, please- just- you need to get me to the lodge"

"I-I-I-I-"

"Jacob, honey, I need you to take a breath."

Would carry you to the lodge

"Emma! Kaitlyn! Ryan! HELP!"

He would be close to having a full-blown panic attack

Once morning comes he would pull you into a hug and never let go

Laura:

When she saw you at the pool house, she froze

She expected you to be well and not bitten

After what happened with Max, and herself, she knew that no matter what she had to find Chris

She was indeed running out of time, and she didn't want you to suffer

She would play a tough act when she was around you

Would definitely have a small cry when she wasn't near you

You were her reasoning for wanting to do those ungodly things no teenager should have to

She knew that she didn't have to kill Silas in theory

You were saved

She was saved

Why bother?

Though, she went to do it knowing that you would've wanted her to

Max:

He wouldn't know what to do

He would try his best to try and save you but would have no idea how to

He would clean you up, but in the end, he wouldn't know what's to come

When you transformed, he couldn't believe his eyes

He didn't even know what you turned into

How would he be able to help when he didn't know what you were?

He would be more freaked out than you would've been

Would speak none stop about how worried he was about you

[the-timeless-founder]

Devyn and Saeclus' Children

I am sooo excited for this one, you don't even know. Me and @secretarykang have talked about this a few times and I can't help but share these headcanons with you

They have three children. Two sons and one daughter.

Originally, they wanted to have two, but Devyn's second pregnancy turned out to be twins.

Their first son, Silas, was born two years before the twins. He has Devyn's soft blonde hair, and otherwise, looks exactly like Saeclus. Sharp eyes and delicate features.

His name was chosen by Saeclus, and it's the shorter form of the name Silvanus, who is the "Roman god of the forests". Though it could also be the Greek version of the name Saul, meaning "asked for" or "prayed for".

Silas also acts like Saeclus, and he was the calmest and happiest baby. So well-behaved and quiet and lively that Devyn and Saeclus were convinced parenting is always that easy.

And then along came the twins, a daughter and a son, to change that whole thought process.

Funnily enough, neither Devyn nor Saeclus had any idea that she was pregnant with twins, so it came as quite the surprise in the delivery stage. Though, neither of them minded much.

The daughter is named Aurora and the son Dante. They both have Saeclus' hair color, Aurora looks the most like Devyn out of all the siblings, while Dante is a perfect mix of Saeclus and Devyn's features.

Aurora means "the dawn" in Latin and was the "Roman goddess of the morning". And Dante is the shortened form of Italian Durante which means "enduring".

Aurora and Dante are absolute chaos children, completely unlike the calm and non-troublesome Silas, and they raise all hell for Devyn and Saeclus even as toddlers.

As stated before, the three kids have distinctly different personalities.

Silas is the most like their father. He's calm, compassionate, and artistic. He is trained in combat and educated in many subjects.

As the eldest son of the joint Sanguine and Kang families, he has a lot of expectations to meet - not just from his parents but also from the rest of his peers - and this has made him the most hardworking and responsible of three children.

However, Devyn and Saeclus do not repeat the Sanguine family's mistake of suffocating Silas with his responsibilities, work and education. Silas is allowed to freely explore his hobbies, and they both encourage his love for art and literature.

Now, Aurora is most like Devyn in both looks and personality. She's confident, strong-willed and academic.

She loves to explore the world of science aside from her usual studies. And who better to teach her than Karlheinz, Devyn's best friend. She's super intelligent and has neverending curiosity. While she is a constant reminder to Karl that he could never have Devyn, he can't help but love her for how much she acts like the woman he loves.

Saeclus is definitely a lot less disciplinary with Aurora, because he's never had a daughter before and has no experience on how to deal with them. He's had some experience with sons with Carla and Shin and some other children before. So most of the disciplining for Aurora is left to Devyn.

And in the end, we have Dante. The perfect blend between Devyn and Saeclus. Dante is charming, well-spoken and easy-going.

He's probably very similar to what young Dong Hwa Kang and Nocsis Sanguine were like. Dante is super attractive and he's also polite and playful, inheriting Saeclus' effortless air of regality and mystique, and Devyn's charisma and skill with words. He'll probably keep playing around until he really falls in love with someone.

Saeclus and Devyn probably have to scold and chide Dante a lot for some of his behavior, but they love him just as much as Aurora and Silas. He also probably reminds his grandfather the most of himself when he was younger.

Silas has to babysit Aurora and Dante all the time, so he's quite fed up with these two troublemakers. That being said, Silas doesn't tolerate it if someone outside of family tries to tell Aurora or Dante off.

Aurora and Dante are absolute partners in crime, and one of their biggest missions in life is getting a rise out of their older brother at least once a week. They would have tried on their father, only he gave them the most intense look of silent disapproval and they just guiltily walked away.

I love this little family, expect to hear more from them soon ❤️

[stxriesfromasharchive]

Headcanons

Silas learned to cook at a young age, his mother wanting him to have that skill so he hopefully wouldn't be as lazy or as bad as his father in the kitchen. His mother mainly focused on German, Swedish, and Hungarian cuisines but always encouraged him to dabble in other types of food from different cultures and countries.

Silas' favorite dish to make is Kroppkakor (Kropp-ka-kor according to the internet), a traditional Swedish boiled potato dumpling, most commonly filled with onions and meat. Potatoes, wheat flour, onion, salt and minced meat/pork are common ingredients and served with butter (melted), lingonberry jam or heavy cream. It is his comfort food.

[bngbby-aa]

-* Why Thirst is a horrifying episode that haunts my thoughts

The following contains; me being mean to Starscream and me having KO/any large mech brainrot.

The opening scene to this episode has so much, and I have so much to say about it. We open with Starscream whining to KnockOut, presumably in the medbay. KnockOut during the conversation is clearly shown dividing his attention between Starscream and watching something in front of him. Optics going back and forth between Starscream and whatever is in front of him. It is revealed to us that this is in fact Silas, in Breakdown’s corpse. Starscream is very unsurprised by KnockOut’s behavior here, asking him to keep his labrat quiet and even showing amusement at KnockOut’s torture of Silas.

Referencing his first appearance, we can conclude KnockOut as being a high ranking officer. One that Starscream and Megatron would personally be aware of. So it’s likely that he and Starscream have some history before the show, or at the very least Starscream is aware of the reputation KnockOut would hold. (Once again being why he was specifically called to the Nemesis.)

I am led to believe by this interaction that KnockOut has a history of torture, and using other living mechs for experiments possibly against their will. It would also appear he has a history of enjoying such actions. Not only does he laugh at Starscream’s question upon asking what he’s been doing, he’s ready to show Starscream exactly what he’s been doing.

Now Starscream does show some hesitation about the fact Breakdown’s corpse is apart of this, and being used to torture Silas. Showing a clear knowledge of KnockOut’s attachment and care for his deceased partner (conjux). KnockOut however replies that he thinks Breakdown would be pleased to be taking part, something he previously mentioned when Megatron gives KnockOut the greenlight to do whatever he wishes with Silas.

Now Breakdown, the overgrown puppy he is, has been shown to take joy in hurting the wreckers. He also is shown being kind to, and being friends with the Vehicons unlike KnockOut who treats them as “less than human” for lack of a better term. I believe Breakdown’s sadism is more connected to his emotions, he wants to hurt those who have hurt him. Of course he is also KnockOut’s assistant, and while KnockOut takes the lead I’m sure he would encourage KnockOut’s sadism as he can see it makes KnockOut happy.

So torture dates. The two have almost certainly been grossly in love while doing unspeakable things to a living mech.

I’ll go more into this on another post as it’s more headcanon based, but this is clearly an example of KnockOut including Breakdown in his revenge on Silas… because he knows Breakdown would want to hurt Silas too.

I would like to take a quick second to go over one specific line spoken by KnockOut. “The monstrosity formerly known as Breakdown.” The language used here shows clear disgust, but as we just saw he clearly has some care for Breakdown in his own way. So he’s not disgusted with Breakdown, he’s disgusted with what has been done to him. What has done to Breakdown is something even he finds monstrous.

Continuing on with Starscream being the absolute worst to KnockOut. Starscream brings in dark energon. KnockOut very visibly, and vocally, reacts to this. Pulling away and calling Starscream a fool. KnockOut knows they should not be messing with this stuff. He seems more afraid of the energon itself than Megatron’s protectiveness of it.

Very quickly we see KnockOut attempt to use Shockwave as a way to escape doing this, mentioning he reports to Shockwave. KnockOut is typically seen staying in his lane. He clearly lacks respect for authority, but does not go out of his way as blatantly as Starscream does to go against Authority. I do also believe KnockOut has clear respect for Shockwave, and mentions at least twice during this episode that Shockwave should have been involved in this project.

KnockOut is shown to understand his own limitations, and where he stands in the hierarchy. Starscream uses this against him, claiming that super soldiers fall under his jurisdiction. Meaning KnockOut would report directly to him on this matter. This puts KnockOut in a tough position where he clearly does not want to do this, but feels he cannot talk his way out of this. Knowing Starscream well enough to understand that once his mind is set on something he will tunnel in on that.  Likely KnockOut feared that if he put his foot down on the matter, Starscream would take matter into his own hands. Take Breakdown’s body into his own hands, and away from Knockout.

KnockOut has a lot to lose in this situation. I find it more likely he complies not out of respect for Starscream and his position, but more because he would rather be present for the experiment than to have Starscream go behind his back and do it himself.

I’d like to go over the moment after the synthetic dark energon is injected into Breakdown’s body. We know from earlier episodes, specifically what it has done to Cliffjumper, that dark energon revived the dead. Breakdown is dead, with a living Silas puppeting him. I do believe this dark energon brings Breakdown back from the dead. We can’t be sure how much awareness he would have of the situation. However we do see him break his cuffs. First on the side of KnockOut, then the one beside Starscream where he makes a second move to attack Starscream. Throwing the seeker across the room. He has ample opportunity to do the same to KnockOut, but doesn’t.

We see Breakdown free himself, then falls to the ground. There is a clear voice change in this moment as Silas struggles, and Breakdown’s zombified body takes back over. When Silas later thanks Airachnid for killing them, I don’t think it’s simply because he is free of KnockOut’s torture. Silas has at this point become the one without control, Breakdown having taken back his body.

When attacking for energon, we see him also go after Starscream again despite KnockOut actually being closer. He does not attack KnockOut in this scene at all, not even after KnockOut has used his staff on him. Breakdown snaps the staff in half.

So after attempting to leave KnockOut for dead (and the glorious scene of him riding on Starscream’s back), we get a scene of Starscream gaslighting KnockOut. Here he wants to do the right thing, sound the alarm. This of course would bring Shockwave into the matter, something KnockOut would have to be aware of. KnockOut also admits to them both being at blame here, and seems very distressed about that fact. Starscream turns this on him. Claiming that KnockOut is the most responsible for the situation.

Again we see KnockOut being disturbed by dark energon, referring to Breakdown’s corpse as “his infected body.” This is where they find the first vehicon victim. Turning on Starscream in anger as he is once again faced with how dire this situation has become. In response to this Starscream once again gaslights KnockOut, taking the blame off himself and placing it on KnockOut. When from the beginning this was Starscream’s idea.

This episode is a good deal after the one where we originally see what has become of Breakdown. Time has passed, likely a lot of time. All time in which KnockOut had the situation perfectly under control. It’s likely nothing in the situation would have changed without the introduction of Starscream wanting to show up Shockwave. With the reluctance KnockOut showed to participate in the dark energon experiment, and continued to show in keeping it secret, the blame lands solely on Starscream.

We get an almost touching scene between the two after this, where they believe they’re likely to die soon. Despite how awkward the two are in the moment, an actual affection between the two is shown. While the words don’t exactly match, it gives off this feeling that we’ve just watched the two of them confess love for the other.

Any warm happy feelings over this is immediately wiped away by the fact Starscream throws KnockOut under the bus the very next second. Telling Megatron that KnockOut is the one who’s at fault. Despite the fact KnockOut continues to follow Starscream’s lead, even though he’s shown multiple times he doesn’t think Starscream is handling this the right way.

While there are a few more interactions between Starscream and KnockOut I could cover showing how toxic their relationship is, I’d actually like to go over the ending now.

Megatron is seen telling KnockOut the repercussions of the actions he’s done, and KnockOut readily accepts this. He does not argue, and continues to show respect to Megatron. We know KnockOut is as ready to turn on his leader as Starscream. However the difference between the two is shown so well here.

KnockOut values his survival, his place in the hierarchy. He wishes to climb, but also knows his place. Where he accepts the consequences, bows his head and is left licking his wounds to try another day. Starscream immediately attempts to argue, and Megatron unleashes his rage on his second-in-command.

There’s a lot to be said about the abuse between Starscream and Megatron, we can’t say for certain that if Starscream followed KnockOut’s lead he would have been spared. However, Starscream also has a history of doing exactly as he does here which should also be taken into consideration when viewing this moment.

The notes I took watching this episode for your reading pleasure, as they are incredibly chaotic.

- Starscream is completely unbothered and even amused by KnockOut’s torturing of Silas. He seems to even expect as much of KnockOut. Though he does seem a little weirded out by the fact he’s so fine with the fact Breakdown’s body is involved. - KO mentions Breakdown would be “pleased to be apart” something he said previously as well when he was given permission by megatron to use Silas. - The language KnockOut specifically used when speaking about Breakdown’s body shows his disgust with what silas has done to it. - KnockOut is very against the dark energon, he also talks a lot when nervous. - Starscream is fucking dumb and doesn’t understand scale. - KnockOut very quickly defers to Shockwave to try and weasel out of this. - KnockOut’s frankenstein excitement is adorable. Zombie husband. - There is something to say about the fact Terrordown has full chance to wack KnockOut when freeing himself, but only does so to starscream. - There is a clear struggle between silas and the now revived breakdown. - KO riding on starscream. - KO is really the smarter of the two. He really wants to run to shockwave to help him. - Starscream gaslighting KO. - KO loves horror films. Still love it. - KO is still the smarter of the two. - KO’s running animation is dumb as hell and I love it. - “More than either of us ever imagined.” No starscream, more than you imagined. KO wanted to run to big daddy shockwave from the start fuck you. - KO’s dying confession is to tell Starscream he’s hot. Despite this whole mess, they really just casually had a love confession because they thought they were gonna die. Gay. - Starscream immediately throws KnockOut under the bus like a fucking asshole. - KO continues to be the more intelligent of the two. - Really gives Starfucker the “I can’t fucking believe you dragged me into this” look as megatron yells at them. - KO really doesn’t want to be here. - I’m gay and airachnid is hot. - Soundwave once again proves why he is my favorite cryptid. God I fucking love him so much. - Kicked puppy KnockOut continues to be the more intelligent between him and starscream. He did nothing wrong.

.... I just want, after all the pain and exhaustion of this episode, for KnockOut to find some comfort in being beside Shockwave in the lab. Knowing that even though all his work is now under Shockwave’s control there is some comfort and safety there. Starscream can’t do anything to him here, because Megatron has specifically placed him back in Shockwave’s care.

[kkoraki]

#although i love silas i am not going to do him unless someone asks for him specifically because he's overrated #(to me. i overrate him.) now i need to know about silas!🏳️‍🌈

send me a 🏳️‍🌈 and a character name and ill share my gender/sexuality headcanon for them

gender virgin sexuality virgin assigned virgin at birth 

done, next

OK sexuality, he's one of those clueless blissfully unaware closeted gay kids who doesn't realize they themselves are gay despite being 100% driven by way OTT subconscious gay thoughts and impulses 24/7/365. However he is (by the point of canon) about halfway through the process of transforming into ye olde self hating gay adult in conscious denial. I don't want him to fully reach that latter point even in AUs because at his core Silas is, to me, a funny character, and if he got all the way there it would be hard to make it feel funny enough to be him. Yes at his core he also is a tragic character but going too hard on the Consciously Self Hating Gay thing would lean too much on the tragic and not enough on the funny for me. I would accept it in small sexy doses like a depressing PWP. 

My thoughts on silas gender are large, they contain multitudes. Um... it's hard for me to say headcanon because canonically it feels to me like everyone in TLT was written as binary cisgender. I do have thoughts about that but I've gone off about it on the TLT subreddit before and I'm not going to do it again here, it's not germane to the topic. Anyway whenever I'm talking about some TLT character's gender as far as the character being trans and/or nb it's not so much a headcanon as in "I think this is what's really going on," because I have very little doubt in my mind that was not intended for any of these characters, it's more "I think it would be neat if this was going on". I say all that as like a disclaimer before getting to the actual point which is that I really enjoy the idea of nonbinary transfem Silas and while I can't realistically see that being a thing during canon timeline if someone were writing like a long mostly-happy everyone-lives post-canon AU or something that's where I would want to see the character eventually end up. If that makes sense. I will happily admit that a lot of personal projection goes into this. I definitely don't think it's OOC to write him as a 100% cis guy forever, I can buy that too, it just isn't my first preference.

There are several TLT characters (like Harrow and sometimes Gideon!) where what I would want to be going on with them gender- and/or sexuality-wise in a modern/high school/college setting AU -- something I think about a lot because they're all so freakin young -- differs pretty drastically from what I want to be going on with them in canon and Silas is one of these. In a total reversal of everything that I would like to see with him in an extended canon timeline situation, in that kind of setting AU I usually imagine him as being a mostly binary identified trans guy. Partly because I like it and it makes more sense to me for how his character would develop to a recognizable point in the setting or whatever, but partly because a while back I was spitballing what the fuck could be some kind of outside-the-norm thing he and Colum could possibly share in such a normal setting and landed on oh hey wait what if they were both having complex similar yet different gender journeys in their fundamentalist family and ended up in a unique and close relationship because of that. So that reinforced it for me.

My point is he could be written with any gender and I would nod along like great, makes sense 

[lostinthemazecalledmyhead]

Hi beautiful! I have a request for a oneshot or headcanon if that’s ok. Where the reader & Silas have a similar relationship as Klause and Caroline have. Ty sm 💕

"Knock knock" Silas repeats with a grin on his face. He is driving the car with Damon, Jeremy and you in it. "Who's there." He continues his joke when no one else will. "The mayor." You squeeze his shoulder hoping that he will take your sign and stop, but Silas will always be Silas. "Mayor who?" Silas looks at Damon as if he is trying to force him to play along with his little game. "Well who?" Damon asks through gritted teeth. You and Jeremy share a concerned look. "No one!" Silas exclaims to your utter horror. Such a distasteful joke. "That's the joke. No one is there because I killed the mayor." With a sigh you shake your head. "Is that really something you are so proud of, Silas?" He makes eye contact with you via the mirror. "Nah, won't even remember her in a few months. It was nothing." Disgusted you shake your head. "You are so arrogant and glib, you disgust me." "Damon killed two of your best friends, yet he is your best friend." Silas thinks it over for a bit. "Maybe that means I need to kill Jeremy so I can be your boyfriend." Silas smiles at Jeremy. "You see because Damon earned the best friend spot by killing your best friends."

"Shut up Silas." Damon growls. Jeremy grabs your hand and squeezes it. You give him a quick smile that Silas happens to catch. "Every good romance needs one thing that keeps getting in the way." He gives Jeremy a awfully nice smile. "You do know I can read your thoughts, right?"

2 days later…

"Hey little witch." Silas greets you without even turning around. He was standing in front of the little lake a few miles away from the cabin you are staying at. "What are you doing here Silas?" You ask him, crossing your arms over your chest. "I could ask you the same thing, Sabrina, are you running from me?" He turns around with a huge grin on his face. "Why would I run from you Silas?" You ask a bit irritated. "You are dead to me." "Harsh." He twirls your hair around his finger while you give him a death stare. "But not true. At least not when you need something from me." You push away his hand from your hair. "I don't need anything from you, Silas." "tu-tu-tu-tu-tu." He waves his finger in front of you. "Sabrina isn't really a teenage witch without her powers. Now is she?" You turn around and walk away from Silas. "Stop calling me Sabrina!" Silas follows you while you walk back to the cabin. "Stop deflecting." Silas tells you. "I know you want your powers back." Angry you stop in your track almost making Silas bump into you. For a fraction of a second he looked caught off guard, but quick he regained his posture. "You read my mind?" Silas knew that he just fucked up, but being the man he is, he keeps smiling at you instead of looking resentful. "You keep acting like you are interested in me. You know making those remarks like the other day in the car about wanting to be my boyfriend. But you are forgetting one very imortant thing! I will never be with a guy like you." You rant angrily. "Reading my mind Silas? Really? If this is you trying, then stop. Because I like my thoughts to be private." "But your head is such an amazing place to be." His grin grows. You scoff and continue storming off. "I'm not a little project, Silas." Silas catches your hand. "No, you're right. You are more than that." Caught a little off guard you look at him trying to find out what he is up to. His mood just seemed to have shifted. "I know you lost your powers, y/n. Let me help you get them back." You frown at him. This is the first time he has ever called you by your name. It had always been Sabrina or little witch. "Why would you wanna help me?" "Consider it as me trying." He shrugs. You shake your head. "Whatever, I can't get them back anyway." "Well I am here to tell you that you are wrong."

Is this kinda what you were looking for? I could make a part 2 if you want to

[melsworldofmusesarchived]

Headcanons: Silas Drake

Trigger Warning in Effect: Trauma, Murder and Death mentioned

In 2002, Silas was medically discharged from the military after he lost his arm in an explosive attack. He was only 21. 

In 2003, he was approached by a man with a decorative military background; he promised to change his life for the better, and it was because of the man’s background that he managed to convince Silas to accept his offer. He had a cybernetic prosthetic arm made to replace the appendage Silas lost. After this, Silas became an agent for man’s organization, where Silas would be a secret government-approved assassin - taking out targets that were (apparently) threats to the public. During the surgery to attach his new arm, a microchip was secretly planted into Silas’ brain. Silas would go on to commit murders and other crimes while brainwashed due to this microchip. He wouldn’t remember anything he did during this time when the microchip was turned off. 

In 2005, Silas is arrested for the brutal murders of his younger sister Erica, his wife Kaylie, and Kaylie’s sister Bridgette - who were found stabbed and shot to death in Silas’ home by Silas’ father Christian. Evidence clearly pointed to Silas as being the murderer - Silas could not remember committing the killings, thus his defense tried to argue the insanity plea due to his struggling issues with PTSD from short service in the military. The jury nor judge did not accept his plea and he was sentenced to life in prison.

In 2008, while serving his prison sentence, Silas was involved in a fight with several other inmates; during the brawl, he sustained a head injury that required him to be admitted to the hospital for treatment. While there, doctors discovered the shards of the now broken microchip that had been implanted in his three years prior. When Wyatt Burch, a childhood friend of Silas’ who remained at his side while Silas’ loved ones and other friends turned away from him, heard about this finding he reached out to his father - a defense attorney - to help Silas get a retrial. The murder case of Silas’ sister, ex-wife, and sister-in-law was reopened and Hal Burch proved to a new jury that - while Silas did commit the murders - he was, in fact, being brainwashed. Silas’ sentenced was greatly reduced and he now had the chance of being set free within a few years on parole if he remains on good behavior for the remainder of the sentence set.

In 2016, Silas was released from prison, after serving 11 years in total. Now 35 years old and a free man, Silas went back to his hometown, with the hopes of reconciling with his elderly father and remaining younger sister. However, despite the evidence of Silas’ brainwashing, neither his father Christian or his sister Monica still wanted anything to do with him - in their eyes, Silas still took away his youngest sister’s life, no matter the circumstances. After this rejection, Silas left his hometown, moving away to reside in a place where no one recognized his face and knew of his history (which was difficult given the media attention the trials had gotten). When he finally settled, he took a job as a mechanic, got a dog to keep him company, and began his search for the truth about what really happened to him. Unfortunately, to Silas’ confusion and anger, he could find nothing about the man that ‘helped’ him years before - nor the organization that Silas had killed many for. But he’s not giving up his search - not until his last, dying breath. 

[lovelyisadora]

OH sorry to be spamming you w asks but do u have any hcs for marcia and jenna? Or marcia and silas,, idk,,, lots of marcia

1) you are not spamming me with asks, I am loving every second of this, and 2) somehow, I knew you were gonna ask for marcia + jenna headcanons and I had them prepared <3 <3 <3

· jenna isn’t very good at braiding her own hair because her mum always does it for her, but her mum isn’t at zelda’s with them. marcia watches silas struggle and fail to fix her hair, and wordlessly steps in and takes over. it isn’t how mum braids her hair, but it’ll do

· at some point jenna asks marcia about her parents and at first she says, “well your father and I have hated each other since we were children,” but those aren’t the parents jenna is talking about. she wants to know about her biological parents, and marcia is silent for a moment before she tells her that everyone who knew her mother fell in love with her. “and my father,” jenna asks. this time marcia doesn’t say anything at all.

· jenna doesn’t think marcia has any right to tell her what to do because she is, after all, crown princess, which frustrates marcia because until her coronation, she very much does get to tell her what to do.

· for all her talk of thinking marcia crazy, jenna does trust her. which is why it crushes her when she sees marcia embrace the man who’s been following her. it’s worse when it’s revealed the man is her father, because she thinks this means that marcia knew her father was alive this entire time and didn’t tell her.

· after the double assassination marcia places far too many protection spells on her as infant, and for the first few years of her life eyes slide right over her (after those first few years, silas figures it out, and with alther’s help unthreads marcia’s magyk and distributes it between all his children. it works, but by the time jenna is ten, the spells are so threadbare that she’s found).

· even with the protection spells, silas and sarah still instruct their children never to look anyone in the eyes. at zelda’s, marcia tells jenna no one can take who she is away from her, and that when this is all over, she is to hold her head high.

· there is a power of speech that all the queens have (not necessarily magyk; no one else can do it) and the first time jenna really uses it is in an argument over policy and marcia has to sit down

· after disposing of the ring wizards jenna whirls around and embraces marcia so hard she nearly knocks her off her feet. she’s laughing wildly—“I did it! marcia did you see? I did it!”—and marcia is exhausted and near tears because holding the wizards back is easily one of the hardest things she’s ever done, and she holds onto her just as tight. it’s also the first time jenna has ever hugged her

· as jenna gets older, she and marcia co-govern very well because they actually have a lot in common. for example, when marcia complains that septimus wouldn’t let her push jillie djinn down the stairs, jenna is offended on her behalf.

· it doesn’t make sense that marcia would have cerys’s circlet (when did she have time to grab it off her corpse I mean really), so when jenna asks if she gets a crown because she is a princess, marcia takes one of her own rings and transforms it into a simple circlet to place on her head, because she doesn’t see why not. “there,” she says. “that will do for now.”

· until she’s coronated jenna disagrees with everything marcia says just because she can. marcia can say the sky is blue and jenna will argue otherwise

· after milo’s death years and years and years later, marcia ends up moving into the palace with jenna and her family because septimus doesn’t want her living alone with ghosts, but she cannot live with him because his kids and grandkids are far too loud. jenna also has kids and grandkids, but as she points out, the palace is so large marcia can easily go days and days without seeing anyone if she wanted to.

· jenna eventually wants to learn more about milo and his culture, language, and family but she doesn’t want to ask him because he’d make it a thing and she doesn’t want to deal with that, so she asks marcia since she knows they’re from the same country

· milo’s extended family visits some months after he and marcia elope, not only to see him, but also to meet his daughter. but milo’s family is every bit as ostentatious as he is, and jenna and marcia end up hiding from his extended family together (in the bathroom, with the wine marcia’s decided his brothers have had enough of). “I never want to see another banda ever again in my life,” jenna complains, and marcia agrees, and they bitch about their relatives together and drink the rest of the bottle. (milo isn’t very amused when he finds them)

· if there’s anything jenna can’t tell her mum, dad, brothers, or milo, she goes to marcia because marcia is contractually bound to keep her secrets