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oddly-casual · 4 days ago

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Born for girlhood. Forced to be stupid guy.

#osomatsu san #ososan #fandom #I am not the only one who knows what Totty was made for #the only one who takes consistent pleasure in dressing up in cute little dresses #wrote in his diary abt wanting to talk about boys with OTHER GIRLS #Hes so repressed #but at the same time it’s very interesting.#like he is very much the most feminine but the way he uses that to claw his way up #he gets a part time just to be invited to a mixer #he makes himself cute and trendy and fashionable for approval and acceptance #Totty was built for girlhood he would’ve clawed his way out to survive #but at the same time he’s a guy who is lame and a loser #and to him wanting to be cute is a facade but it also isn’t because he takes pride in his cuteness #but he also takes massive hits to his masculinity constantly more than the others #like does Totty even know what Totty wants????#and don’t get me started on his weird love hate relationship with Atsushi #not even gone touch it yet

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svtskneecaps · 10 months ago

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ok among my favorite parts of qsmp is the fact that charlie slimecicle can only hold the act of being mad at mariana when mariana isn't in the room. like he successfully rp'd being mad at his deadbeat puta esposa for months while mariana wasn't logging on, like he complained about mariana at the wedding, during the election, in subsequent appearances, and then he's messaging mariana in the chat during purgatory and he's still holding it

and then they're both at spawn like as close to face to face as they get. and bro CANNOT hold the act it drops so fast lmfao he was like "yea cellbit i'm gonna kill mariana" and instead they have a genuinely heartfelt conversation and then rp sexo in the fountain

and i know i'm brainrotting purgatory rn but i'm actually thinking about this bc i saw a clip of mariana and slime talking during the awards show and literally. slime's face goes from 😡🤬 MARIANA'S HERE, SAY SOMETHING PUTA ESPOSA to 😄😁 the second mariana shows up on the screen

like he's still pretending to be mad but dude is grinning like absolute crazy and i love that

#qsmp #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp mariana #shut up vic #block game brainrot #their dynamic is among the best things to have come out of this #and genuinely it was the thing that got me into qsmp in the first place #((even tho i only dove in for real after flippa was gone LMFAO))#also shoutout to cellbit losing his shit when slime says me-WH*RE?#oh and for absolute clarity that ain't my tiktok lmao #probably obvious but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it's 3:30 am i like to be Certain #i missed this live because LITERALLY I WAS WALKING IN THE DOOR FROM A SHOPPING TRIP EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED #i am being so serious like i looked over my sibling's shoulder like 'so how are awards?' and there's FUCKING MARIANA #AND THE FUNNIEST PART IS THIS HAPPENED DURING THEIR PURGATORY INTERACTION TOO #I WALKED IN FROM BEING OUT RIGHT AS FUCKING SLIME AND MARIANA WERE GOING TO SPAWN TO MEET #SO I CAUGHT PART OF IT BUT NOT ALL OF IT #basically what i'm taking from this is i need to go out more often bc they have a tendency to exist together when i touch grass for reasons #that are not 'going to my job'#long tags #i'm not at the mariana convo in my rewatch yet so i may or may not have more to say when i hit that #but yea was thinking about it #this is the qsmp at its finest >:D its most base form #sillies being sillies together who might never have met otherwise >:D

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sainz100 · 16 days ago

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2024 Hungarian GP | x (edited)

#daniel ricciardo #autumn posts #the (edited) is quite unnecessary as it is most readily apparent lol but!!#I tried to rotate it 45 degrees ish and my lack of photo editing skills leaves much to be desired #anyways arm 😵‍💫❤️✨#I fear I'll be in a perpetual state of missing him #but I'll be savoring memories of him like light from a star still reaching earth years after its gone out 🌠#also that's overly dramatic hehe a new journey awaits!!! and I will be excited if he wants to share it with us!!!#until then I'll be blogging like its 2017 at times hehe #omg I was looking up top 2017 tracks and man there were some bangers that year 👏😎#okay nostalgia trip over I've been meaning to write but tbh I got myself all needlessly stressed!!#2025 is the year of not adding so much undue stress on myself - it's keeping me from flying!!!#also 2025 goals include drinking more water and less coffee 😒 sigh hehe #hope everyone has a very wonderful last day of the year!!!!#enjoying time with friends or fam or favorite hobbies ❤️#off to another chapter!! I hope good things are in store!!! 🎁🎉✨❤️#also if you read this far then hello and also my silliest yearning is Dan comes in to replace Liam in the summer #even tho RBR does Not deserve him and the stress of the sport with travel and media scrutiny are so much #retiring at 35? a dream!! but I do wonder what the vibe will be like after DTS drops #it feels like a proper goodbye had yet to come...idk #I'm still excited for Carlos and Max and Lewis and new faves too but #ahh I'm not saying anything that hasn't been said before #and he himself said he's done!!! so! c'est la vie #not goodbye but see ya later (in supercars or as a globetrotting dashing sponsor or just kickin it on the farm)#I'm at peace with all for the most part!!! but I'll be missing what could've been all the same #anyways I should go touch some grass! I'll be back soon!!#thank you everyone for all the kind tags my heart is like 💖💞💓💗💕!!!!#I appreciate this space and y'all so much ❤️❤️❤️ onto another year together!!#many more memories to make!!!

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cuteniaarts · 3 months ago

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The weight of the world is a heavy burden

Especially for a child

(Or, in slightly less dramatic terms – I imagine that the first of her past lives that Avatar Suiren [who is the Avatar after Aang instead of Korra in my AU, and also Ghazan and Ming-Hua’s daughter] gets to talk to is Yangchen, because she is too plagued by memories not her own [including Jetsun’s death, fun fact]. And Yangchen wouldn’t want another child to go through what she did on their own)

(Or maybe someone just needed an excuse to draw @katkastrofa’s latest obsession in a context that interests them as well, just in time to maybe cheer her up a little? You can’t prove anything)

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #Avatar Suiren AU #Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness #yangchen #original character #sotrl suiren #if you’re wondering what the context is. Suiren is around 8 or 9 here. already having revealed herself as the Avatar to her parents #and it has been Hard. because as much as they try to maintain a sense of normalcy for her. it’s clear that things have changed #they never accounted for their daughter turning out to be the Avatar. they hoped Aang dying on the night she was born to be a coincidence #all of their plans now have to be rethought and put on hold because her safety is more important than anything else #she is never blamed for anything. she is still just as loved. yet there’s now a heaviness in their gazes whenever they look at her #the Avatar as a concept should not exist. it is too much power and responsibility for one being who is ultimately human #that’s what Suiren was taught. so what do those teachings mean if she’s the Avatar?#basically.. a whole lot of cognitive dissonance and she hasn’t even been alive for a decade yet #and all her life her head was filled by strange memories and dreams. fragments of lives not her own. sometimes nightmares #and usually her mama would comfort her through it but tonight… she just wants to be alone #so she wanders off. not too far. but enough that she wouldn’t be heard. and just softly cries #because it’s too much. because she doesn’t want to be the Avatar. why her? why not anyone else?#and as she whispers that she wishes she wasn’t the Avatar. her mind is assaulted by memories of previous Avatars saying the same thing #it really is a never ending cycle of too much burden being placed on a single person. but that realisation is anything but comforting #she begs for it to stop because that grief of life over life spent pushing a boulder uphill is just Too Much #and before she knows it. it ceases. only to be replaced by a blue glow visible even through closed eyelids #and a feather light touch of hands on her face. it doesn’t feel exactly like human hands by virtue of belonging to a spirit #that helps her relax a little. reminding her of mama’s touch. she looks at the person who appeared before her. her mind supplies the name #‘Avatar Yangchen?’. she whispers. but the woman is nowhere near as stoic and peaceful as she’s shown to be in every depiction of her #she looks.. sad. concerned. as burdened by grief as Suiren herself is. she’s not just a legendary figure from a time long gone #not yet another past life Suiren would never measure up to. she’s… human. capable of human emotion. just like Suiren is #I’m not sure how their conversation goes and have no inspiration to come up with anything. but I just wanted to draw them interacting

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deus-ex-mona · 6 months ago

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such is the tale of a ✨chronically online hypocrite✨

#(please forgive this old folk’s rambling for a hot min bc i need to get this off my chest somehow and in some way)#tl;dr: come and get into the hw idol series!!! we have ship discourse; more ship discourse; even more ship discourse #(yes ik people should be free to ship what they do b u t claiming a noncanon ship as canon and forcing it on everyone else is. not cool.)#yes yes friday’s mv was visually cute and ino.rin’s singing was peak b u t i feel like it has caused more harm than good in some way???#i cant b e l i e v e the jp hwtwt beef over friday’s mv is still going on mannnnnnnnn #no less than 3 separate people have made posts along the lines of #‘p l s stop using [official tags] to post about *[unnamed] non-official ships* p l s there’s a time and place for everything’#and n o n e of them even remotely run in the same circles yet they’re all banded together against a *certain* group lmfao never change hwtwt #lhy (esp yhy) shippers are always at the scene of the crime mannnnnnn #i cant see anything on their end of the naval battle (has every single lhy tag+account that i could think of blocked)#b u t it’s still really funny to witness on my twtdash against my will. i think i need to touch grass #‘kyhn isn’t canon either so why do you like it while being such a hater towards lhy—‘#great question!!!!!! it’s bc (disregarding the movie) they actually interact really well together~~~ like the honeypre event y k—#and also bc yukki treats hina really nicely all the time (even when she was being tsun and literally running from her feelings for him)#a n d hina loved him for who he truly was; even before his image change arc. and she also does her best to appeal to him and such~~~~~~~#but lhy. uh. they just bully hiyo 95% of the time and while they do look out for her bc they’re pals #they’re just pals. guys. and lxl have gone ‘uwu it must be u uwu’ to each other one too many times so shoehorning hiyo between them would.#be pretty weird ngl? esp since the ‘widely accepted’ portrayal of lhy as a trio is p much just hiyo x 2 dudes who dont even like each other #and. like. a branch of such portrayals usually seem to have aizo waft away from the ‘r/s triad’ to date mona instead which is. very weird.#some people just pick and choose aizo and mona interactions dont they. all they see is the umbrella scene and go ‘ah yes. canon’#they dont even read further to see how mona doesn’t even use the umbrella after aizo leaves (clear rejection)#a n d how aizo doesn’t even remember giving the umbrella to mona + mona’s entire existence in general after that #and that’s not even counting the grudge mona refuses to let go of even after what looks to be literal months #so for certain shippers to just casually shoo aizo out of the hiyoharem and into mona’s unwilling arms for the sake of yhy is. weird.#and like. shouldn’t he and yujiro have a say in this?? they’re more interested in each other than hiyo so just how are they being commonly #portrayed as hiyosimps in fanon? im so confused… like. wouldn’t they be equally obsessed with each other (as w/ hiyo) if they were a rstrio?#aaaaaa get this off my twtdash plsssssssss pls see this post twtapp pls let this affect your dumb algorithm im tired of the ship discourseee #as funny as the ‘lhy vs the world’ naval warfare is it’s getting. um. very annoying!!!! and now im missing nagisa more than ever s o b s #plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls influence the algorithm ragepost; ik big brother is 👀watching👀 so do your thing—#(pls feel free to duke it out with me too if y’all read this i need my birdsite algorithm to le a r n that i dont wanna see stuff like this)

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lexa-griffins · 1 year ago

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Farm Lexa has this hand bound book she made back when she was around sixteen. She made it to keep her pressed flowers. The very first page has pressed daisies and a date below them followed by a happy scribble, "Clarke asked me on a date."

The dandelion Clarke put in her hair after their first kiss. A black eyed susan they picked after their first time as they walked around the run down farm.

The petals of the deep red roses Clarke gifted Lexa the day they decided to get engaged.

One of each of the flowers Lexa walked down the aisle with. One of each of the flowers from Clarke's bouquet.

The english primrose that popped up in Lexa's garden not long after little Madi laughed for the first time.

The Lilly of the Valley a baby Saige found fascinating because fairies lived in them.

The poppies the twins ended up ripping from her garden because it matched their hair.

The small piece of baby's breath that showed up around the tree where they buried their baby soon after Lexa stepped out of her grief.

The sunflower petals that remind her of Clarke and their little sunshine boy Aden.

Every wild flower the kids offered her. At least one petal from the bouquets Clarke got her. Her favorite flowers from her garden. The ones she found on walks. All dated, all with a note on why they made her smile.

#ignoreme.jpg #farm clexa #it is 5 am i have not slept and i am thinking of Lexa in her greenhouse #its such a small thing in the middle of the farm #barely big enough for more than one person to be inside #but it has a table for Lexa to make bouquets to sell #and a little table where she dries and presses her flowers #its a quiet place in a house so full of babies #and yet it is all windows and she can always see what is happening #they find her little notebook when she passes #sitting in the cramp living room her children and her grandchildren and maybe even her great grandchildren #she is gone but lived a good life #and now here are all the people she loved looking at the little keepsakes she kept of their love for her #Clarke's wrinkling hand shaking with age and the pain of losing her wife touching the daisy #shed been so nervous holding the flowers in her hand after buying them at the market to go and ask lexa out #so excited to go on a date with her #it was a lifetime ago #they dated they married they had chilsren they built a life #oh and what a life #:') bye

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ostensiblyfunctional · 15 days ago

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Sometimes I think about how the only God Slayers seen in Fairy Tail are ones that are direct parallels to Dragon Slayers. How God Slayers have practically the only form of a Dragon Slayer's element that actively hurts them to eat. And it starts making headcanons spawn like bunnies in my brain.

#for example: dragons can reign over territory and things (hoards) and physical stuff. what element they use is just what they are #a fire dragon is a dragon that uses fire or is made of it. they don't reign over the concept of fire SPECIFICALLY #a GOD reigns over concepts. they hold metaphysical dominion over an aspect of the world #they can use fire or even are made of it because they rule over it #also if the only god slayers we've seen directly parallel dragon slayers n ALL their first appearances were in opposition to dragon slayers #well. makes a person think #also it seems like gods are just as gone as dragons? the only appearance we see is technically dimaria's god soul takeover #which (based on the strauss siblings) implies she defeated a god and ate its soul for power #where's all the other gods? who wrote the book that taught sherria sky god slayer magic? what about zancrow? orga?#because the gods being Inds. Not Appearing implies to me that what got rid of the dragons also got rid of the gods #or at least it inspired them to skeddadle #also because the only gods slayers that showed up are direct parallels to dragon slayers #it feel to me that the ONLY god slayers (and thus gods) that can show up are elements that are already present #which is yeah cool i'd want to see what a poison god or iron god could do but also like is there a god counterpart for acnologia??#like if his element is magic or ether (aka ethernano) is there a god of magic/ether too?#because it would be really intriguing if there's a god/god slayer out there that's capable of punching in acno's weight class #also none of this has even touched on devil slayers #devil slayers seem to not be bound to the same elements as dragon/god slayers (there's no ice god or ice dragon)#and they don't have to be created from a devil of the same element (keyes has no relation to ice but silver? is an ice devil slayer?)#also they seem to be in direct response to etherious (a relatively new species) yet somehow have the same specifications #as these other forms of relatively older slayer magics #it's all! so interesting!! and it makes my brain start churning its gears!!#fairy tail #dragon slayers #god slayers #fairy tail headcanon

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the-ultimate-wifeform · 21 days ago

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#that urge to delete everything and disappear is hitting again.#sometimes it feels like having an online presence is more harmful than it is good.#if im going onto a website or a platform and getting upset more times than im not whats the purpose in using the site.#cant just up and cut everyone and thing out of my life though #that would hurt so many good people #no running. not again.#and yet i cant help but feel responsible for it all. i cant help but get upset about everything thats happened this year.#i cant help but feel like im fundamentally broken. that i cant heal or be better.#i dont know that i deserve to sometimes but i keep trying and trying #i feel like i owe it to others in a similar postion #how would everyone ive known feel if i was just. gone one day?#what if i died tomorrow.#what would happen to the people i care about #my pet cat #do i even really know what it means to care about others anymore?#do i do it right or do i ruin everything i touch.#maybe it would be better if i stopped trying. gave in. just once. im so tired.#just stopped trying. after all ive always been told i was never any good.#screaming into the void. doing all i can not to give into these harmful urges against myself all the time.#i want to be loved and cared for. i just think sometimes i dont know what that is.#maybe i cant learn. maybe i cant heal.#then again maybe i can. i guess maybe thats why im still here.#i hope someday i can believe that im truly cared for and that i won't be abandoned again.#losing people makes you feel jaded and hurt. although i understand why what happened #happened.

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twobellsilence · 2 months ago

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not gonna lie guys i think I'm starting to like Jimmy

#AS A CHARACTER NOT A PERSON #I hate his ass and wish he would've killed himself sooner obviously but like.#he's so pathetic and self-serving and has All the signs of a textbook narcissist and he drags down everything he touches #and yet he has *SOME* form of guilt. but he is so far gone and his view on reality is so distorted even this notion is incredibly flawed #and it isn't a 'yeah I want to make people suffer' thing he has going on he a) Simply Doesn't Care (anya)#or b) GENUINELY WHOLEHEARTEDLY believes he's making things better with his actions (curly)#because he's sooo well adjusted and competent in his eyes that his decisions are all the right ones. and when he does make a mistake #it's because some external factor forced his hand. not because he actively took that horrible decision himself #and aAAAAAAAAAAAAGH #GOD i want to strap him to a table and prod at his brain #Luke rants #yes this is mouthwash no im not tagging

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lovinglin · 1 year ago

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My best bet in lore posting is if I just don't think abt it too much

#aka lemme just ramble without thought. don't mind how messy my thoughts might get here #♥️ we're going overdrive!#< it's abt them. anyway #do u think he'd feel guilty the first few months of them being together?#bc there's a part of him that's happy and thankful for being with someone so wonderful yet he can't help but feel guilt over subjecting her #-into his problems? like the restless/sleepless nights and the nightmares and the breakdowns and the accidents where he hurts her?#he knows he's not perfect. not every relationship is perfect at all. but sometimes he feels like he's too far gone to be “fixed” anymore #that this is how he's grown to survive and it'll always stay that way. there's so much learning and unlearning to do #he's probably really thankful she's so patient though. even through everything. she always keeps saying they'll make things work #his tendencies and problems are a lot more visible- they show more easily through his actions and his words. and she works and adjust to-#-that in whatever way she can. but then what about her? when you turn to her- it almost looks like she doesn't have problems at all #but she does. and maybe her silence in itself is a problem #maybe her hurt is more quiet. more discreet. more subtle and less obvious. but that doesn't mean it's not there #maybe it's the distant stares or her lack of input. or the inconsistent meals or how tired she can get #she does get nightmares too. but maybe it's more of how she's already crying and hesitating to wake him up because she knows he doesn't get #-enough sleep as it is and she doesn't wanna pile onto him with her problems #maybe it's the self-isolation of locking herself in the bathroom and wanting to claw at her skin because of how uncomfortable she feels #the phantom pains on her back and the times she doesn't want to be touched because it's a level of discomfort that she can't describe #and it hurts just as badly for him because he Doesn't Know what to do. other than stay at a distance and use his words #hm. I dunno. these two just has me thinking a lot

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powderrblue · 11 months ago

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cleaning my room for my mental health or whatever /silly but. its like by the way at what point over the past four years did my ass start hoarding shit

#aimee stfu #i've half filled a trash bag and shoved so many old papers in my entire familys recycle bin #ive given things away #i have not even touched the floor mess yet #said floor is to all appearances gone #at least my bookshelf setup looks a lot prettier now

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deanpinterester · 7 months ago

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well of COURSE my microcontrollor had to die on me Right when i wanted to test it with the rest of the project even though it was working perfectly the day before 🤡

here's a preview if anyone's interested

#uhhhh me #i am so out of my depth. programming the led lights already took all my brainpower #and now i gotta TROUBLESHOOT??#well i guess this is my own fault for accidentally buying a fake arduino #it was so incompatible with the software and apps i wanted to use and it took so much roundabout work to make it...work #like i had to track down a specific usb port app and then use a super old version of the arduino software #and even then it still wouldn't cooperate with some of the other programs #and now it's just like pooping out #and i can't even be sure if it's the board that's dying or the leds #bc there Was an incident where i plugged it in backwards by accident and something flashed red and i panicked and unplugged it #don't know if that was some kind of warning light #anyway. if there are any techy ppl here.#the power light is on when i plug the board in. but when i plug in the ground wire and 5v wire the light dims so much it's basically gone #if only ONE of those wires is plugged in then it's fine #but the moment the other touches the pin then it dims #and needless to say the leds don't turn on at all #i tried using a different outlet #i tried a different usb port #i haven't tried it on my computer yet #is this where i snap and just purchase an actual arduino for real

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polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup · 1 year ago

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i have such a huge friend crush on you!! So quick question about sea glass gardens:

since the reveal of gojo having adopted kids, the fact is kind of just accepted by the students and reinforced by the adults. But how do gojo’s kids view him? I may not have translated it properly but it seems tsumiki may either reject this notion entirely or is at the very least on the fence and sees gojo less as dad and more like… imposed guardian? How does megumi view gojo in the sea-glass-verse?

latest chapter is *chef’s kiss* btw and i wish i could meet you and pull a shoko and pick your brain apart. Idk how you come up with this, not to mention all of the fucking LORE behind it. While juggling adulthood? Like wtf? I cant even chew gum and walk at the same time.

we can be friends, beautiful internet stranger

devastatingly I cannot answer your question, but only because you’ve locked into something that’s going to be super explicitly discussed in the fic soon. If I include/explain something in an answer, it’s because the fic is not going to be any more explicit on the matter than it already is. If you’re interested in a broader/directors cut answer after it is addressed in the fic, I’d be super down to answer then.

#I’m honestly touched y’all think I’m successfully juggling adulthood #the only part of adulthood I have succeeded at is developing back pain #I’m straight up 24 I don’t even think you’re supposed to have back pain yet #I need a small meteorite to strike me in the left shoulder so I can crack my damn back #everything else has long gone to shit I am sorry to report #what’s that tumblr post that’s like I am deficient in so many minerals and about to do something I��ll regret? me #btw the all sorcerers are insane thing applies to Shoko so deeply #she heard Yuuta did something that should be borderline impossible from a sorcerery perspective and wanted to perform SUCH unethical surgery #on his brain #she doesn’t even suspect his emotional state to be clear she just has mad scientist instincts barely kept at bay

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navramanan · 1 year ago

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I feel so horrible