#not consciously probably but yeah

[girlitfeelsgood]

the fact that there's currently a debate in swedish media about swiftie dads "invading" their daughters' lives by liking taylor... and this discourse was started by an adult man 😭 like no young women had actually complained about this, this guy just decided that he felt uncomfortable on their behalf

[seafoam-taide]

on my second playthrough of in stars and time that i just started. i swore i saw something during the loop >> tutorial. and it was nagging at me that i wasnt sure if i actually saw it or not. so. i started ANOTHER save file jjust for the sake of recording that interaction and.

SIGH. AUGH. AUGH. AUGH. THANKS. IM DYING

[tempestmothstorm]

Ok since Monika still has her admin powers in the side stories you think she could just discover them accidentally or use them without realizing

Anyways au where Monika and friends discover her admin powers but dont know about the wider context of what it means. So they just go around thinking Monika has magic and try practicing with a bunch of silly fun shenanigans because they figure it’s some chosen one bloodline stuff and not like. A product of their reality being a constricted digital science experiment.

This au will not end well

[introspectivememories]

we talk a lot about characters who even at the end of their personal tragedies/stories will be like "put me back in it. i'd do it again. i'd go through the horrors if it means i can come back to where i am today." and rightfully so. but on the other side of that mentality is bernard dowd. do Not put bernard back in. do Not make him repeat the horrors. in fact, not only would he not do it again, he could not do it again. if he has to watch darla die again, if he has to live through tim leaving again, if he has to spend all those years under the cult's thumb again, he is going to find the nearest gun and do something unspeakable. do you understand? do not put bernard back in it. his ass could not do it again.

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

and happy pride to these assholes. it's still june so i can technially still make that joke right

[alfhildr-the-word-weaver]

When I think about it, I think one of my favorite things about the Curse of DarKastle lore is how it presents an almost comical inversion of the classic Beauty and the Beast story. Instead of being rude to and angering a witch who curses him to be trapped in a beastly form until true love can break his curse, Prince Ludwig gets startled by a witch and howls, to which she responds by bestowing werewolf powers upon him--I don't think the ride specifies, but it seems like he can turn at will? Or it may have been more emotionally linked. But in any case, it's not presented as a curse (in spite of the ride's name -- I think that comes later when everyone gets trapped as ghosts, at least in my interpretation) but rather as a gift in service of his "dark destiny". She prophetically tells him that he's going to become the "wicked ruler of a corrupt kingdom" and then turns into a wolf herself and actively guides him in overthrowing his parents and ruling the kingdom with an iron fist. It's like the same setup as the witch in Beauty and the Beast, only instead of trying to teach him a moral lesson, the witch in Curse of DarKastle looked at this awful little prince and went "I can make him worse" and then enabled and encouraged his many subsequent murders. It's such a wild story setup for a ride and I kind of love how bonkers it is.

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

"yes im so fine"

*researches whether i can get my hands on ipecac*

[flockrest]

sometimes i think about dineli and his council deciding official political ties with hyrule would not be all that actually, and where a front of total neutrality would lead re: what hebra and peaks among the ripples would look like by the time pre-botw rolls around. the idea never goes anywhere concrete but sometimes. it is thought about

[stardustdiiving]

Suddenly cursed with the desire to write out detailed paragraphs about my dozen aro and/or ace headcanons for genshin characters

[unproduciblesmackdown]

another day another "applying the concept 'disposability' to 'someone withdraws from a personal relationship, & that wasn't signed off on by the other'" kill me

[seafoam-taide]

hmmm winning... guys who win and are so happy they won its a good type of guy. i love fan aus where a guy gets exactly what they wanted what they wanted so so so bad they wanted it so bad and theyre ! well. they won. they got what they wanted. so theyre... ! winning.

[shima-draws]

I finished watching RTTE and I am. Emotional

[thethingything]

finally processing that we're probably gonna have to have these teeth removed with either sedation or general anaesthetic and unfortunately I have a phobia of both of these to the point where just thinking about it gives us panic attacks and I genuinely don't know what to do because I absolutely want to avoid this at all costs but we also might not have any other option

[abyssalpriest]

thinking about this art of Ahi again.

[yinyangbuns]

sometimes i forget that wwx was like. canonically eaten alive by corpses. like. that’s a thing that actually happened. why do we never talk about this. wh

[autisticlee]

trying to stream on twitch when you are an autistic person who struggles to talk is so hard. you can't make it on there at all if you don't talk constantly, if you don't talk enough or say the right things, if you can't multitasking and converse well with your chat, cant hold conversation with your viewers, etc. normies hate "awkward silences" and will leave your stream if you are quiet for more than a few seconds.

i try to talk but mostly repeat the same scripted things like "oh no" "oops" "don't touch me" "ouch" while playing games. or I do a kind of disjointed narration of what i'm doing like "jump!" "swimming" "aim and shoot"

when people say hi in chat I say the typical scripted "hi how are you" and then struggle to respond to anything else after that, which makes people leave as quickly as they came. I can't improvise talk about things or tell stories like other streamers. I can't have a conversation with chatters.

if I did try to talk about a thing I prescripted (I'll write down things I want to say/talk about and then read them) I have to stop playing my game to talk. people also don't like that. and it takes me like 10 tries to tell the thing even if I read what I wrote down because I mess it up and have to repeat myself.

I prefer to do co-op games in discord calls so other people can talk for me and be entertaining and talk to my chat. but struggling to talk means no one will invite me to play games or accept my invites 😭

then a while back I saw this:

twitch is apparently going to be inconsiderate to disabled streamers. we can't be "consistent" because of bad health days or even months. some of us can't "engage" enough because words and talking hard. ever since I saw this, I haven't streamed. I don't know know if they actually implemented this or are going to but 😬

I might try to stream again when I have time/stop feeling sick. I was streaming genshin impact weekly and daily stuff which might not be most people's interest. I want to stream some art and 3d printed figure painting. I can't talk while doing art stuff so I can play some nice music. but it'll be boring streams 😭 I don't know how to be entertaining and make myself talk a lot 😭