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L'Manberg didn't use to have cages
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was it casual when i touched your face and called you baby in front of everyone at my dad’s birthday party even when none of the canon couples in the show ever called each other baby? was it casual when i pulled you out of a trance like state when you ran off to an island in the middle of the night because you accidentally hurt me and were terrified you might do it again? was it???
#i could keep going#rewatching s1 all is right in the world#why am i so shocked everytime i rewatch over how canon rikma is fr#also according to my memory none of the canon couples ever called each other baby???#or really any pet names#this is what I mean when I say rikki and emma didn’t kiss but they did something gayer#h2o just add water#rikma#rikki chadwick#emma gilbert#h20 just add water
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This isn't a theory or anything, just based on vibes alone. If Bells Hells do happen to seek out other prime deities for guidance or boons, the Moonweaver would be so juicy for Dorian...
#everything he lets people see is by his own design#she is the goddess of illusion#he has gotten romantic vibes from someone since early in the campaign (so far unrequited)#(according to the FIRST 4 sided dive episode ffs)#she is the goddess of hidden love#they both share the chaotic good alignment#he feels as if the hells are drifting#as if his feelings have never really mattered#he knows he's on borrowed time regarding grieving#her commandments include seizing your own destiny and protecting yourself from despair and forging new memories#(also as a purely selfish/ship driven symbolism: we would have big moon/little moon and will telling orym to not live in his shadow)#(cue dorian being blessed by the goddess of Catha(Will)'s light)#anyway i just think it would be neat#but i don't really think they're gonna go hunting for gods to help them VM style nor does dorian NEED a god's help but i digress#dorian storm#critical role spoilers#campaign 3#dorym#ramblings
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kurode please, he can't read yet
#fragaria memories#merold#kurode#fragaria memories merold#fragaria memories kurode#fragmem#dim draws#dim draws fragmem#ik their current appearances are said to be bc of their contract w their lords but like#ALSO not my actual age HC this is just in accordance with the twt that inspired this
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“Even when we’re apart, our hearts are always connected. Don’t forget that.”
Finally fulfilling my years long dream of making a station of awakening for my best boy 🥹❤️
Thank you very much to @catraears for their template!
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#ephemer#khux#station of awakening#dive to the heart#my art#player’s design is based off their appearance in khux’s original app icon#aka what I always use but like. I actually looked at it for reference this time instead of going by memory/headcanons lol#according to my timelapse this took me 13 hrs to complete 👁️👄👁️#out of everything I’m SO proud of how eph looks here!!!! isn’t he handsome? 🥰#my posts#dandy kids#timeless child
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The Hsin-Yao Commune got Nilsened. The one that was in the "Apricot Suzerainty" hmmm
Could be the reason why Dros' brain is"full of holes" because he witnessed things that later got erased - like how the Linoleum Salesman became senile, or how Khan forgot things about the girls, because they got "absolute negated"
#sacred and terrible air#spoilers#like he struggles to remember the song about shooting fascists#but remembers this commune#would he remember how nilsen looked like? or did nilsens non-entity status delete that memory from his brain#according to the wiki hsin-yao exports raw materials for drugs. to martinase too#which makes me think about the lund sisters taking samaran drugs to disappear...
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ok so
the instructions were for Wally, not the whrp/qa/You. which is especially interesting, because I think we all assumed they were instructions from Wally - after all, he's the one telling the whrp that they have work to do, he's sending envelopes (assumedly), he's sort of the driving force behind the whole in-universe project. he calls the shots, in a way. he's the one with the phone.
so who the hell is giving Wally instructions?
is it related to the distorted "extra" voice under Wally's in some of his hidden record audios? is it related to Sally's "monster"? is there someone else in Home?
just... there's a whole 'nother layer underneath Wally that i think is really scary. there's something else there, i feel. i Fear. i wonder if Wally is aware of it, or if he isn't quite as aware as we all - including him - like to think. how aware can a puppet be if they can't see their own strings (so to speak)? it's one thing to know what you are, and another entirely to understand what that entails.
#is there a puppetmaster? something or someone lurking underneath the surface?#i know there's not like... a Big Bad if i remember correctly#but im really suspicious that there is something Extra fucking with wally#like i really hope wally is acting of his own accord#but then again - what if its a mix of him acting on his own AND something else pushing him forward#is there something trying to get Out of home?#i think now of the 'im going to get it out' sentence from the about us page#i feel like wally is trying to stay In. i feel like he just wants to revive the show but he wants to Stay#so what the hell is trying get Out. to Leave#that sentence could just be talking about the show / memories of it#but now. im just. im thinking#homebogging#and i cant remember exactly but something about wally closing the guestbook bc it wasnt 'fun' anymore for some reason#i doubt the extra secret Something is home themself#because home seems to be Suffering to an extent from wally's attempts to connect with the 'outside' world#SO WHAT IS IT? HUH#i swear to fuck its connected to sally's so-called monster. the distortion. the spiral/eye pit. something looking through wally#which - no too many thoughts about that to say in tags#AND WHY IS WALLY DOING WHAT WHATEVER IT IS SAYS#is it automatic? like a 'oh. instructions. ill follow them' or does he Know who's talking to him or or or#i feel like an entire layer of the story was just revealed to us in one small simple marvelous update#who the hell is telling wally darling what to do...
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@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.
#my art#this is how I think theyd present themselves either in person or in headspace. the slouchers <3#sifs outfit is simple; the boots i always give them (but with star laces for funsies); loose sweater; simple pants#the pants are Meant to be jeans but isat doesnt Specifically Have Jeans so. theyre just Pants.#the sweater is slightly looser bc sif doesnt seem like a Form Fitting Clothes kinda guy to me but hes Trying to be more open#on particularly good days theyll roll the sleeves up or wear a sleeveless one methinks#even if everyone Knows abt the self-harm scars its hard to Look at them.#i also associate them being more open with them not wearing an eyepatch. esp bc hes the only one of the three to go without it#for mal (or 'ami' as i like to call it) i wanted smth reminiscent of a mourning outfit bc mal du pays means homesickness#and i picked 'ami' as a nickname bc ami means friend :] at least according to my basic translator. i dont speak french <3#ami's outfit being dark is also reminiscent of the inversion thing its got going on in canon.#ik the veil is starred in the original but i think ami would want the fewest reminders of home. on account of The Issues#(actually if i can come back to sifs laces sif also has issues with reminders of it bc of the memory loss but the shoelaces are His Choice—#—which gives them a form of control over it and they can keep it subtle or undo it if he wants. which makes it easier)#anyway. i put amis hair in an updo and smoothed the hat bc i think ami wants to be Unremarkable. Unknown. so it keeps its silhouette Simple#(it still keeps the pins. theres smth comforting abt them. they shine like stars and theyre not stars and theyre not Home. but theyre You.)#and i kept the long hair i gave loop. dont ask me why its so long when the canon hair is short. maybe their hair kept growing over the loop#OH and i drew ami in a side profile bc Silhouette and also bc i think itd make an effort to keep people away from its blind spot#andddd i think thats about it? plus i actually managed to keep this one within a reasonable timeframe.#if their hair changes lengths/the proportions change between drawings. no they dont 💛 peace and love and body craft#OH AND YOU FINALLY GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN ABT SIFS BOOTS BC THESE ARE THE BOOTS I GAVE THEM ON MY REGULAR DESIGN ARENT THEY NEAT#i did actually try to give sif a different font but nothing Works for them like the pixel font. i cant explain it.#i think 'ami' would be a nickname that mira gives it. bc. shes Fantasy French. and its a sort of 'youre more than your yearning/loss' thing#me every time i think abt sifstem: yeah they just rotate in my head. nothing major#me every time i talk abt sifstem: oh hey im almost at tag limit again#au Good what can i say
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this guy
#*according to my heart and muscle memory. he may not look like this#> mine#doodles/drawings#tatin.succ
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Jack tricking Dave into going to the vet to finally get all the shots he missed as a kid since he was homeless, the vet themselves barely escaped being mauled due to Dave's intense trauma related fear of medical settings and doctors.
Mika went willingly and was perfectly behaved the entire time compared to Dave.
They got kebabs and wings after as a treat, and so Dave wouldn't be as angry with Jack.
And no professional doctor is trying all the work to find out how the hell to treat a giant cryptid, not knowing how he'd react to medicines and that, and dave being extremely difficult around unknown doctors, he just ended up bribing a decent performing vet to make it easier.
Oh boyo, this took way too long to draw. And I'll keep making stuff that takes too long to draw, because I never learn /silly
#dsaf#day shift at freddy's#dayshift at freddy's#art#digital art#dsaf dave#dsaf jack#davesport#dsaf mika#me evilly remembering the cannon fact that dave keeps bibs for when he eats wings so tge sauce doesnt get on him.#According to my memory of flipside dialogue anyway
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I love looking through the TBOB tag but at the same time I’m so dang annoyed at how much filtered content is on there (b*//ford) like, why do people do this??? I’m still particularly new to the fandom and had no idea the shipping culture here was like this (I mean, I have heard of b*//dip but I just assumed that people were over that)
Anyways, just a little anon ramble to get my thoughts out—
can i be insane i actually ublocked the entire gravity falls tag so i would stop looking at it and making myself mad lmao. yeah i dont even know the popularity of it kind of feels like a recent thing too? like dont get me wrong i definitely remember seeing people posting about it when the show was airing but it feels so weirdly inescapable now. very strange
#like even before the book dropped idk ever since i started this blog it was always the number 1 thing i was blocking people for#which is interesting bc basically everything else in my dni was a bigger issue years prior iirc#idk thats according to memory though and my memory fucking sucks so dont quote me
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Armand using his powers to sway Daniel towards accepting death only for Louis to do the opposite so Daniel will not only survive, but LIVE…..curious to see if this ends up reversed at the end of the season.
#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#i don’t have any special knowledge but this show does love reversing its relationship dynamics#and with daniel feeling better about and closer to louis only to receive the warning about him…#yeah i’m curious to see how this all pans out for this little fucked up trio#i think daniel’s gonna get too comfortable with the strength of the alliance#because even though louis and daniel have actually reached an accord and a kind of friendship#the volatile power of the memories to come is like a nuclear reactor about to blow#and daniel is right in the blast radius#i don’t WANT to believe louis would abandon or manipulate daniel against armand#because i am very invested in their friendship#but i’m not ruling anything out#louis de pointe du lac#daniel molloy#armand
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I got.... my official adhd diagnosis....🥺🥺🥺🥺
Had my appointment where she went thru all the different parts of the testing and what they found by it. All sorts of things that I didn't even Realize what it was testing. And they pointed to combined type adhd!!!!!
There was also an iq test involved, specifically to test working memory in comparison to other categories, bc that's smth that adhd people tend to score low on. And I did too!!!! Compared to my other scores, at least. It was still average overall, but I scored "high average" on verbal comprehension and "superior" on perceptual reasoning and processing speed. WHICH MEANS!!!! Working memory was my low thing!!! Another thing pointing to it!!!!
Also the weird X test I took was the CPT-3 test and apparently it was geared Specifically towards adhd stuff. Which bc of my "atypically fast" reaction speed + "very elevated" commissions rate (which in this context means incorrectly hit space bar, aka I clicked when I wasn't supposed to) it showed a strong indication of impulsivity & some indication of inattentiveness and vigilance. That impulsivity is the big one here tho.
I'm just really excited now. I have a long report talking about all my brain stuffs that says I Do have adhd and that it would benefit me to take stimulants. AND!!!!! That I DONT have depression or anxiety!!!! That's a fuckin big one!!!!!! Bc they've avoided giving me stimulants in the past bc of the "anxiety" except I don't got it!!!! The examiner said exactly what I thought about it, which is that the prior disgnoses of depression and anxiety probably stemmed from effects of the untreated adhd. Aka I had Feels Bad Disorder. Ykno? Except not actually a disorder bc it was just a byproduct.
SO! Hopefully that can help me to get proper meds as soon as possible. Gonna be contacting my doctor to set up an appointment... soon!!!!!
#speculation nation#also i dont believe in iq being a good measure of overall intelligence bc there are many kinds of intelligence#.... that being said. it Does feel good to get a good score on it.#my overall iq according to this test is 122. which is pretty good!!93rd percentile. 'superior' as it states in the classification.#verbal comprehension had a 116 aka 'high average'. perceptual reasoning had 125 aka 'superior'#working memory had 108 aka 'average'. and processing speed had 120 aka 'superior'#ultimately it told me what i figured out during the assessment. that my visual based intelligence is high. but auditory is not.#since the working memory deals in short term memory. attention. concentration. and ability to manipulate attention heard.#which that all's why it's a good indicator of adhd when it's low. and it was Definitely my worst skill during the test.#she recommended that i come back in a year to get a followup exam. to see how well medication is helping me.#according to her there was a woman who went 11 years thinking she was functioning Wonderfully on her meds#only to find it was only helping One aspect of her adhd when she went in for re-evaluation.#so if i do go back. i wonder if she'd do the iq test again. and i wonder if id score better when on meds 🤔🤔🤔#i really. reaaaaaally want to get on meds so i can fix my brain. for the love of fucking god Please.#also the only diagnosis i got was for adhd. no mention of autism. which i dont know if she was even testing for it at all#i didnt mention it in the initial thing bc i didnt want to get it diagnosed. bc i dont think a diagnosis for that would help me.#so this is a good thing. especially the lack of depression or anxiety. it's exactly what i was thinking i had.#diagnosis... i got my diagnosis...!!! wahoo!!!!!!
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Dave and Steven's relationship is so fucking mental literally THE toxicest of yaois 💥
#luly talks#like literally everything about them is insane. fact that dave says steven is of the few people who treated him like a human yet is willing#to just fuck him over and like basically kill him#fact that steven refuses to give purps to the authorities even when he knows he's the criminal and that he WILL keep killing#like its so funny bc usually its dave the one who refuses to leave a situation but this time its phoney whom has him leashed#and its mental cuz WHY I DONT GET IT#and he even lets him do fuck all too remember my post pointing out how this is the only place where dave steals from the prize corner?#when i replay dsaf 1 and the good ending from 3 imma write my essay on steven and their relationship#(<- empty promise bc im a lazy ass)#but seriously steven is such a speciment he's as toxic as it gets in every way possible#not even outright evil just. he's all fucked up man#like he had so many chances to do things right but he only did wrong again and again#also do you guys think dave knows he's steven?#i dont actually remember if there's mention of this on the flipside#and. do you guys think steven REMEMBERS dave?#he's a gen 2 according to himself i guess so he probably has some vague memory#i like to think that's why he's so... favorable to him#LIKE THAT'S THE THING EVEN IN THAT WAY HE'S SO MEAN TO HIM#but not as mean as he is to jack whom he regurlarly kills over nothing#jack and all thef ucking other employees he literally implies bad employees dont last
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If the writers of Friends (1994) weren’t cowards Chandler Bing would’ve been bisexual and there would’ve been at least one gag where Joey thought it was specifically because he was the genetic offspring of a straight woman and a gay man, and that’s how all bisexual people are created.
#he is cringe and sits in chairs strangely and those two things are like 90% of what being bisexual entails#my benny gecko hyperfixation has driven me to actually watch a few episodes of this show of my own accord#don’t ask me I don’t know why#I can only watch one or two episodes per week though or else that fucking laugh track will rot my brain#I’ve technically seen it before but before this I’d never seen an entire episode at once#its the type of show that’s playing in your hospital room or at a friends house#also I was born in 2002 so by the time I started forming memories my parents sitcom of choice was how I met your mother#anna talking about stuff#friends 1994
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internet connection at da maroon palace, what will they do
#suzerain#petr vectern#lucian galade#the rise of YEAH! on twitter now that likes are private and of course i had to do it#RIP petr you would have loved thirst following ig baddies#RIP lucian you would have loved going through someone's phone#this is because i was drawing and photoshop started getting annoying with that MEMORY FULL bullshit. so silly meme it is.#i was so close to making actual miis of them for the pics and then i was like. wait. i dont care that much lmao.#i did this instead of going to the market AUGH bye#according to jules
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