#not abt any of my mutuals dw

[apatheticlexicographer]

does anyone else have ppl they Really Strongly Dislike but would absolutely never say a word of it anywhere where they might find out about it or is that just a me thing

[caulfect]

y’know. something that gets overlooked often is kate’s video, and the confirmed implications of it.

whether you believe nathan assaulted kate or not, this doesn’t take away from the fact she was canonically sa’d by multiple boys at the vortex club party. there are no names given, but we know this is undoubtedly true due to the video’s existence as well as everyone talking about the contents within said video. we also know that kate was visibly out of it in the video given max’s remarks when she finds it on victoria’s computer, and that passed out girls are a common sight at vortex club parties given the unresponsive student across hayden at the end-of-the-world bash :

regardless of where you stand on nathan’s involvement, it is undoubtedly obvious that kate is a victim of sexual assault. she was drugged and then mauled by a group of boys who could probably tell something was wrong, but just didn’t care enough to check. after all, as victoria puts it, people get wasted all the time … how are they supposed to protect or care for every which one of them? ( excuses! )

lis:1 in general has always handled sexual assault with nuance so rarely found in media. they do not make harsh lines in the sand about what ‘counts’ or not. they do not make a show of brutalizing the women on our screen via borderline fetish content like most do when discussing themes of rape. instead, there are undertones : max in lis:de, for example, treats the dark room like a sexual assault trauma specifically. she also goes through her own victim blaming by harping on how attractive she found jefferson, how much she wanted to marry him … this occurs in her nightmare as well, where max behaves as though she wanted what happened, what jefferson did to her, when we know she didn’t. obviously, max was not raped. she was not kissed or groped. but there is an underlying sexual gratification jefferson gets from framing her -- there are perverted comments whispered in her ear, she’s being posed with her purity being talked about, and she is being photographed in a vulnerable, helpless state. it just paints a picture. max comes out of it well aware that jefferson was into it, into seeing her that way, and he moved her while she was unconscious and took his sick photos and that’s enough for the trauma to settle in the sexual assault category. most people wouldn’t count it as that, but the game itself does. the dark room has always been a heavy handed look into young girls being abused and preyed on by older men. it is not shocking that it’s one big metaphor for sexual abuse as well, especially sexual abuse that is demeaned and invalidated by others, sexual abuse that isn’t believed. cue jefferson’s whole character. a man who is too perfect and beloved to suspect. a man who told kate to her face that she’s just seeking attention and likely enjoyed what happened to her. a man who got away with such remarks.

the newspapers go out of their way to claim there isn’t any evidence of sexual assault among the victims, and i believe that’s because they weren’t assaulted in the only way the public cares to look, which is penetrative sex. i could also see the article lying, as papers do, but i think it paints a more prominent picture of how weird people are about sexual assault victims and how downright demanding they are about what counts, what doesn’t, and what’s okay for victims to do or say about their own experiences. it is all rather disgusting, honestly! and i’ve always been enamored by the more complicated, unpopular takes lis:1 took with that plot. i feel like to harp on sexual trauma that genuinely isn’t confirmed and to then ignore the girls’ actual sexual assault ( jefferson, the vortex club ) does a rather huge disservice to the game’s more interesting themes. to put it plainly, it’s a major simplifying tale of the story.

[1million]

anon i saw ur msg thank u for letting me know 😭😭 that’s actually fucking crazy

[mr-magoriums-im-sorry-emporium]

i am gonna b real yall dunk on twitter for the "i say i love pancakes and someone goes 'so you hate waffles then?' no bitch thats an entirely new sentence" thing but you guys also do it too. tumblr also does that.

[walnutcookie]

Okokok so your gen2 au for dw has been spinning around inside my head like a microwave for the past week and I have SO many questions (if that's fine ofc ...)

First of all, how do Watson and Paris get along? Ik you mentioned that Watson doesn't like Rodger, but do Watson and Paris have a similar dynamic to Rodger and Glisten, or is it different?

Second of all, PLEASEEE don't tell me that vee's gen2 version is just called vee version 2... /silly

Third of all, if the company wants to kill any old dandy's world toons on sight, what do all the toons plan to do about this? Do they have some sort of plan of escape, or are they just going to hide in the new facility/somewhere else indefinitely?

Also, what's false ichor? You mentioned it briefly and I've been wondering how the gen2 toons function if their ichor is less efficient than true ichor. What problems does it bring up for them and all?

There's probs a lot more I could ask but I think this is plenty for now lmao. You don't have to answer them all, or any at all, I just kinda had to get these out of my brain :3 anyways I love your art!! And your au's!!! Ur so awesome and cool please don't get microwaved!!!!

HEHEHEHE THANK U FOR THIS ASKKKK i havent yapped abt gen2 in a while i miss it ... Ask away my friend 🙏 also obligatory @cherryformula mention @cherryformula @cherryformula @che

1) They get along but in the most artificial, forced way possible. its not even that they act chill with each other they Actively choose to spend time with each other and one would think that theyre the best of friends... thats what they try to be, but only because they know that if they dont everything will go to shit LOL. they hate each others guts SOOOO BADDDD and to stop both themselves and each other from getting in trouble theyve come to this mutual agreement without words that theyre gonna be all buddy buddy with each other so they can avoid ripping out each others throats. They fucking hate each other

2) SHES NOT LOLLL Her name is "t" purposefully lowercade because uhmm. Haha funny math reference. t like a variable!!! shes a calculator :3 i actually did make a ref for her but shes in the group of gen2 toons that i never posted... ough

3) OK HERES THE THING. None of them actually know this. they show up at new gardenview with mixed feelings and very messy expectations because theyre not sure if theyll be welcomed with open arms or welcomed with hostility... i think that mainly the group is filled with optimism though, so when the gen2 toons see the gen1ers show ip theyre like DUDE??? FUCK???? WE NEED TO HELP KEEP YOU HIDDEN OR THEYRE GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU ALL !!!!

The gen2 toons arent monitored 24/7 (some more than others) so theyre just trying to help the gen1 toons heal and stay alive ,,, theres nowhere for any of them to go if they were to escape since 3 foot cartoon characters would NOT last walking around fucking LA or something 💀 theyre just. Trying to survive pretty much. they've fought so hard for their lives for decades, and they dont want to give up.

4) Im not sure exactly what false ichor would be made of, its some sort of substance as vague as ichor itself lol. But its basically just Gardenview trying to recreate ichor in a lab

the gen2 toons dont hold together as well as the gen1 toons do. After about a week they start to lose their shape and gradually become more distorted and melty until theyre a puddle of goop on the floor... literally in order to SURVIVE the gen2 toons need to be killed and remade on a regular basis </3 This false ichor is a lot cheaper to make compared to how expensive it was to pump ichor from the ground though and they can reuse it to recreate toons as many times as theyd like

THANK YOU SO MUCH YOURE SO SWEET!!!!<33 i miss youy gen2 au

[mrstellmeafuckingsecret]

Ur intro post said that u ship moody x sirius... bro I need to know abt this bro pls elaborate bro pls I'm desperate I'm on my knees this sound slike such a good ship bro pls bro

bro dw bro ill give you all my thoughts bro ily bro

umum okay so when sirius joins the order he is not used to having absolutely authority so he immediately goes to moody to take on more missions to up his rank (and because he feels an overwhelming amount of guilt for the war and his family's part in it and how he can see his best friends suffering but shh) and moody sees an overconfident kid who thinks he rules the world - only he's actually pretty grand at whatever he does, and though he doesn't go on any dangerous missions immediately (duh) he is very good at his tasks and has an impressive set of skills. they end up talking a lot - they have mutual respect for each other and they're both notoriously hard to please. obviously, sirius' daddy issues are roaring throughout. the guy who's known for being a dick is nice to him ?? yeah he's down BAD. and because he's sirius black, alastor takes a liking to him instantly. he thinks sirius is the coolest little shit.

but like the fun starts like in the war. sirius hates seeing alastor disappear and get hurt and grow more and more paranoid, he sees how alastor shuts him out and won't tell him shit which !! bothers him !! a lot !! for once he can't protect the person he loves because he's completely helpless , and same for alastor !! sirius does (very quickly!) starts going on all thse dangerous missions and it's scary because moody knows theres a very real possibility he may not come back in one piece, if at all.

and like ughh these two emotionally constipated assholes falling for each other and they have problems with intimacy and pride and trust and um everything and they work through it, somewhat, but it's so hard sometimes it doesn't even seem worth it and it hurts them both but they love each other smm !!

and then !! sirius gets arrested and alastor hates him !! sirius is begging for anyone to listen to him and he hopes alastor comes because he's the only one sirius could possibly confide in now that james is gone, but alastor doesn't fight to give him a trial or ever visit - and sirius is just !! left alone with another person he hurt on his head !! and alastor worked so hard to open up to him and he just shuts down forever and he's so angry and he hates himself for letting a traitor get to him and when sirius escapes azkaban alastor works so so hard to catch him and sirius is so scared because he knows moody and he knows how brilliant he is and that's why he's barely not padfoot !

and then its revealed sirius was innocent and moody hates himself all over again, because he's lost the easy going prideful bastard he fell in love with forever! sirius is broken and repressed and quiet and moody and alastor is just. in pain. because he knew sirius before this. he still remembers all their inside jokes and their petty arguments and he knows they'll never have that again because sirius keeps himself so distant and alastor never learned how to get close to someone - it was always sirius making the effort.

and then sirius dies :(

[wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee28374728]

Hello! Hope your day's going alright!

Here's some stuff, don't feel like you have to answer all! Just throwing my thoughts here ^^

For DBD:

- What are / would be the fav sweets/snacks of your fav Killers? (And survivors)

- Any HCs / fav or unusual ones or just ones you like that you didn't get the chance to share before?

- How did your fav Killers react the first time they learned Survivors come back after death?

For RE:

- Any S.T.A.R.S. plots? (I'm a found family type of S.T.A.R.S. fan, so preferably nothing romantic)

- What do you think about the idea of Wesker training the dogs that are later seen outside the mansion in RE1? He did work in the security sector for Umbrella for a while

- Any HCs for Wesker's and Sergei's relationship? (NOT romantic, mainly thinking about Sergei being Wesker's mentor / trainer during the project / his time in the special executive training school)

- The snacks/sweets asks applies here too for your fav charas

- Thoughts / HCs for the more underrated / less appreciated characters? Who are they in your opinion?

- Thoughts about the herbs in RE games and how they work? How do the characters feel about them? (There's a herb pie recipe btw)

(Herb pie?????)

DBD

(Not gonna talk abt Wesker here bcs even though he's my fav I will have a chance to talk abt him down in the RE section)

-I think Danny likes stuff like skittles and gummy candies. Fruit stuff he can eat while he writes, or stick in his pocket while he's stalking

-I'd imagine Herman is one of those people like you see in movies when a mortician or coroner is just eating while he works. I can imagine him with a lollipop or some hard candy while he works, and I also think he likes chewy stuff like caramel and taffy

-the whole legion literally eat nothing but engery drinks and chips, and you can fight me

-I've already posted most of my HCs for DBD, or have them in a draft waiting to finish

- I think it pisses Danny off that he can never fully have no witnesses. Even if he can't go to jail now, it's like an OCD itch for him

-Herman probably loves it. He's a sadistic mf and probably loves the dread survivors have when they realize they'll have to face him over and over and go insane again and again

-I think that Frank and Julie don't really care. They just want to get the zoomies and stab. Joey and Susie would probably have some pity, or at least self reflection about how it might be on the other side, but it ultimately won't bother them too much

RE

OMG I love S.T.A.R.S. shenanigans. I hate when people write STARS Wesker like no one trusts him and he acts weird, because the dynamic works so much better if they did trust him and they had a good relationship. Maybe he was a strict or uptight boss, but not an unloved one. And I love to think that part of him didn't want that time to end.

Oh I definitely think he at least helped to train the dogs. They're all named after famous scientists and philosophers.

Tbh I haven't ever played umbrella chronicles bcs I don't have a Wii. But I've watched all the cutscenes from Wesker's sections bcs as I mentioned, I love the fucker. I think that Sergei was probably the one who combat trained him, the same time he was going through classes and college and stuff. So Sergei was probably really familiar with how he fights. I think there was a mutual understanding and respect for most of Wesker's work with umbrella. I think when it came down to the final fight, Sergei would have been overconfident that he could win, thinking that being Wesker's superior prior would give him an advantage. (Dw I don't ship them either)

-Jill likes spicy chips. And like, extreme sour candy. Everyone watches her do it too. It's scary and impressive, and I'm pretty sure she thinks other stuff is bland

-Wesker has a secret sweet tooth. He's embarrassed about it, he doesn't even let William see him eating like that. But his childhood was so full of adult things that I think he still likes really sweet candy and chocolates with fillings and stuff

-Krauser also wants everyone to believe he's better than a junk food diet. But he's not. He likes cola a lot. And like, root beer and cream sodas, but not fruit sodas. I think he also likes stuff like snack cakes and pies and stuff

-Rebecca likes trail mix and nuts and little crackers. She saves really unhealthy food for her crazy coffee concoctions

Omg where are my Billy and Annette stans. Like, they aren't my favs, but I still see like nothing for them. And we need more adorable ship art of Jake and Sherry.

Herbs are rlly weird. I think they eat them, because in re3r with the bugs, the note Jill finds discribes the power plant worker eating the herb to make the bugs leave him. So I think you're supposed to eat them. My favorite herb HC that I saw in a post a while ago is that they don't actually cure the viruses if you've been bitten, they just stop the mutation, which explains how all the main characters manage all the crazy physical feats that they can. (Chris and that damned boulder)

[sakiyaki-sashimi]

Erm! Guess who! Yeah it's long anon sigh, who would ever be able to guess thatttt...

For your guess.. I've, of course, dodged again and you haven't pinpointed me.. I rub my hands together evilly..

Okay now, back to responding to last ask and extra notes..

YES. IF YOU BAT SIGNAL ME I WILL SHOW UP THE SAME DAY. Whenever you mention me I feel like LEGALLY.. I should make an appearance.. and I also I do enjoy just sending in my anons so it gives me an excuse to do so :3

BSD!! I actually never managed to get FULLY into it unfortunately.. I really liked Atsushi and Kunikida though, If I'm remembering correctly! They were my babies, I cradle them in my arms lovingly..

AND ILY2!! AND OF COURSE YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH COMPANY?!?!? I've absolutely adored your responses! And feel free to hold onto me, I don't exactly plan on skedaddling any time soon.. It's very nice and warm inside your ask box :33

I have one friend that's the same height as me, but as you said for your own friend, they feel a lot bigger than they actually are to me?? They're just like.. super extroverted and always doing stuff and I'm the direct opposite so it's sort of like.. their presence fills up more space so it feels like they do to?? Am I making sense??

I JUST THINK THE LONG INTRO IS SILLY!! I have zero issue scrolling it, I just find it funny every time it gets longer.. plus it's like daily updates on each re-blog.. AND MY NAME IS ON YOUR MUTUAL LIST!! I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST GOT ADDED AND I JUMPED WITH JOYYYY :DD

I DO I DO HAVE A SPOTIFY PLAYLIST! Doesn't have that many songs right now.. (Gotta get back on that grind..) but two songs I've got on there are Out of My League and Bubble Tea :3 Both just make sense in my headdd.. AND IF YOU MADE ONE TO BE SO HONORED.. Course you don't HAVE to but I'd make sure to treasure it if you did :3

OKAY SO WHY I WAS SCARED.. First off, I don't talk to that many people in the first place so already, was anxious because of that but also like.. You were sort of like an idol to me??? In the sense that it felt lowkey illegal to even being sending you anything.. You're super duper nice, you have been to me when I'm off and on anon which is literally the reason why I felt comfortable enough to send my first ask :D AND THANK YOU THANK YOU WAAAHHH...

Do we talked a lot uhmmm.. I guess in my head we do?? I feel like at least once a week we do.. But also my perception of time is WACK and most of those interaction might've just been through likes..

AND. REGARDING YOUR MOST RECENT POST (Or most recent when I'm writing this). I WOULD SAY I'M THROUGHLY OBSESSED IN THE MOST NON-CREEPY WAY I CAN!! I'd say it makes sense since I blog stalk and made the whole playlist for you plus I TECHNICALLY have a blog dedicated towards blogging about how cool you are to me.. I think that classifies as obsessed right? Was this weird of me to say? Perhaps? Just maybe? And I explode myself? I've thought about making a whole new side blog for the only reason of interacting with you on it but idk.. would I still use it when you find me out? Who knows, tell me how you feel about that and I'll go through with it if you find the idea appealing..

OKAY. I'VE SPOKEN MY STUFF. TIME FOR THE HINT. I use them he pronouns (Whether it's just he exclusively or not, I will not tell you because I'm so very evil muhahaha..). But I feel like that cuts down some people though...

OKAY ENOUGH, THIS TIME I EXPLODE INTO A CONFETTO, THAT'S RIGHT. ONLY A SINGLE CONFETTI BEFORE I BLOW OF INTO THE WIND..

Hiiii longie <33 I missed uuu!!! I think abt u so much that whenever ur not around it feels like it’s been a million years of friend-yearning XD

Gah, again??? Mannnnnn I thought I was getting closer? Who could u be??? lowcaltrashkitty? manibows? Ur so evil!!! XD Or maybe ur just a phantom thief persona style LOLLL

Teeheeee I’m happy u like sending me things as much as I like receiving them! Expect a bunch of returned asks when I finally guess you!

LOLLL dw abt not being fully into BSD, I catch up on it thru spoilers alone XD it’s like my fav thing but I’ve only seen like 2 episodes and none of the manga 😭🙏 Atsushi and Kunikida were ur favs??? They weren’t my favs but I can see why u liked them! I’m partial to Kenji, Fyodor, and Chuuya myself >:3 tho I’m a Dazai kin 😭😭😭🙏🙏 btw ur so funny!! I read ur posts visually and I’m now imagining a ferret cuddling the chibi WAN versions of them XD

Speaking of kinning! I’m back into JJK, HxH, and Voltron again so if u ever wanna rp with me as Gojo, Killua, or Keith in the future we def can!!! If u know those fandoms anyway XD

YAYYYYY STAYYYY I’ll make my ask box a comfy enclosure for u <333 lots of blankets and pillows and air holes to breathe, and a little leaf to munch onnnn (sorry im so self-effacing btw, just the jirai in me to hate myself but ik that negativity can get a bit grating after a littleee so I’ll try to believe what u tell me!)

Yeah!! Ur friend thing makes total sense! My friend takes up space through pure chaos and fear (and intelligence, she has the braincell most days) but extrovertedness can do that too!! Sometimes people’s energy exceed themselves, and they just feel bigger! Like imagine a balloon, and you have to fill it with air! Thats their height :3 but imagine a pump full of spirit air that you pump around the balloon, and it somehow still gets bigger, that’s how that feels to me!

1) YAY GOOD GLAD UR ON THERE! I got a secret hint out of u >:3 a listical of all ur possible identities >:333333 and 2) that shit is so long now it’s like a leech that keeps sucking my blogs blood (then again, I’m almost at 300 followers so maybe all of my followers subscribe to bloodletting, hmmmm)

OMG YYAYYY I LOVE OUT OF MY LEAGUE!!!!!! THATS SO SWEET WAHHHH!!!! Imma make an hr long playlist for u don’t worry pookie >:3 XD wahhhh im so happy!!! Jirai mutual obsession lets GOOOOO chat mayhaps I don’t have to yearn anymore… mayhaps all that does not glitter is gold….. (I said the quote wrong on purpose u wouldn’t catch a classic lit glazer doing it wrong unknowingly)

Wait random thing abt classic lit I love like ALL of it except Fahrenheit 451!!! Do u like that shit?? I didn’t! Ray Bradbury writes so clinically, no emotion is felt no matter the situation, it’s crazy shit LOLL

But ye imma make a playlist and post it so u can see it! I’m SakiyakiSashimi on Spotify if u wanna check out my playlists >:3

Ohhhhhh anxiety I totally get!!! Also an idol??? In what sense? I know people at my school who don’t rly have tumblr have seen me on their main dash (somehow???) so was it jsut that XD? Well regardless, I’m glad u got the courage, bc u mean so much to me!! And ofc I’m gonna treat u good on and off anon, u deserve it! Also I don’t rly like treating people differently, you know? I try to be an honest person after being a compulsive liar for so many years, because I wanna be the kind of person people aspire to be! I wanna be a goal, a “what you see is what you get” girl, a genki! Does that make sense? Wahhhh I’m silly posting rn X333 I’ll be kind to you no matter what!

Hehe any interaction is good interaction, so I’ll take it! I’m a bit time blind myself, so dw! :3

Ur obsessed? 0//0 teeeheeeeeee im honored!!!!! LEMME SEE THAT SIDEBLOGGG (if ur comfy ofc!) also id love to interact with u more in whatever way possible (besides DM! DM is an off-limits thing for me sorry!) ANYTHING U DO IS APPEALING TO MEEEE like the playlist is such a happy thing for me!!!!!! EEEEEE YAYYYYYYY I’ve achieved tumblr peak i fearrrrrrr <333333 Also dont explode w/o meeeeeee wait for meeeee XD

Oooo ur a He user,?? I’ve been mentally misgendering u like CRAZY my bad 😭🙏 but hey we love men/other ppl besides girls in this house too!!! Esp if it’s u X3 makes me thing ur piko-chan tho… IS THAT U DID I GET IT THIS TIME?? It doesn’t rly make sense for u to be piko-chan but maybeeeezzz!

So evil of uuuuu XD

OMG GOODBYEEEE picture an anime girl trying to grasp a cherry blossom that’s already blown into the sunset that’s me rnnn

(Btw sorry for my text style getting increasingly more insane as this goes on!!! My janurary depression is finally fading into joy IM HAPPY!!! YAYYYY!!!)

[spiritually-damaged-heavy]

"Welcome, I guess. Engineer set this up for me and told me to have fun with it. I'm not sure how much fun it is for strangers to send you questions but I'll roll with it."

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Welcome to the ask blog!! This MOD or @donethatbeforelong talking, I hope you enjoy your stay.

This blog is purely for fun and because I don't see a lot of BLU team members around, I decided to create one myself.

This is, like, my BLU Heavy OC so I'll lend you more info when you interact with him.

Got some mutuals on this blog as well: @darkcloudsatnight @pootimedes @the-technition-red @scoutbot-asks @fantasytf2-au @cupofsharks @arcamedestf2 @black-scout @gremlinick

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Tags for easier search:

For Heavy:

Answering questions: #Heavy's chatting

Anyone else answering: #Heavy let teammate answer

Answering with Heavy: #Heavy and team

Talking in general: #Heavy needs company

For the MOD:

Answering questions: #MOD is here!

Talking in general: #MOD wants some company

Updates and announcements: #Posters and radio broadcasts

Additional tags:

When you mention any type of ship: #Heavy's take on love

When you mention something about his work: #Heavy's work contract

When you crush all over him: #Heavy is confused

When you feed him: #Heavy smell food

When Delta is here: #Heavy and Delta

When @redmedicfemale is here: #my darling my love

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Things that are needed to keep in mind:

Since TF2 Is set in the late 1960's and early 1970's, cellphones have yet to be created so all of the asks that comes through is via letters and mails. Unless you add your name or how to address yourself, Heavy will call you "Anon"

I don't have a good grip on TF2 lore on neither team, so everything I say and do hear will be like my own little AU

I advise minors to not interact because there might be profanities and mention of gore and suicide. If you're comfortable with that, stay at your own will (you can stay dw abt it, this had changed since two months ago but I forgot to update)

Any type of asks is allowed. Don't expect the inappropriate ones to be answered immediately

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For face claim (made in Picrew, credits to @ogami_mgn)

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With that out of the way, please enjoy writing precious letters to this Heavy. Any team members are free to join if you address them in your ask. Heavy would love to hear what you have to ask!

!BUILDERS LEAGUE UNITED IS GRATEFUL TO HAVE YOU HERE!

[gh0st-king-nic0]

Omg hi, you’re okay. Yu don’t rlly know me and I just started following you, but whatever. I’m glad you’re okay, I truly am, even if we’ve never talked. Sorry for spamming you. I didn’t know you would see them all icl, but I hoped you would.

I’ve seen my other mutuals interact w you sometimes but never thought to follow you, tbh. Still im glad you’re here and maybe I’ll learn more abt you? Idk if you’re up for interaction that much rn, I know the shit you’re going through sucks fucking ass. But regardless if you’re up to it one of these days. I didn’t see you answered those when you did it didn’t give me any notifications so sorry I just kinda left on that. That’s it for now, just wanted to say that. Hope yu get better, support yu all the way. We can talk if you’re wanting too btw /nf

see ya ig?

your cool dw about spamming me idm when people do (I use the website so I don't get bombarded lol) and thank you

[fujoshitomale]

i don't want any wiki mutuals to worry that my inability and fear of setting boundaries means they're crossing any they don't know abt or making me uncomfortable. i will tell you guys dw !!!!!! fear does not stop me usually !!!!!!

[lycankeyy]

HIII I hope i'm not too late for this hjdfhg but 10 from 🤝, 9 from 🎲 and 15 from 🌤️ for Pico and any other characters you want !!

Dw it's never too late and it's never a bad time to ask me abt funkycule. I considered re-reblogging the meme twirling my hair and saying I didn't mind people doubling up on asks I love answering character questions LMAO

🤝 10. Is there a habit your character has that they learned from someone else?

TOUGH ONE HONESTLY I need to flesh out these losers' body language more. I think the only reason this one is hard to answer is because the NG Trio are in this bizarre state of mutualism that they're all picking shit up from each other and none of them know who started it. I think it would be funny if growing up Pico avoided words like "god" and "jesus" as expletives bc Nene did (and still does LOL)

🎲 9. What is a topic your character would be excited to talk about? 

OLD WEB PRESERVATION. Or just old web stuff in general. He's soooo passionate about "the good ol days" of the internet. You want to learn the entire history of flash games he Will tell you and he will Not shut up or let you leave until he's done and is convinced you care about it half as much as he does

🌤 15. Is there a creature that scares your character?

So this is like. Interesting actually. Because I feel like people are going to expect me to say aliens. Fc!Pico does not dislike aliens. To him, it's stupid and ignorant to treat any sentient group of people as "wholly bad". Years of going over the events at his school led him to that belief; Cassandra was evil, but she was also a child soldier. That wasn't a sign that all penilians are like that, it was a sign that the penilian government is fucked up and clearly feeding bullshit to their children. He's never going to assume things based off someone's race or species, even if it's another penilian.

So, what would scare Pico? Zombies. The idea of someone's brain rotting away until they're no longer a person, but are still "alive"? Freaks him the fuck out. Absolutely hates the things, both in fiction and the more than likely real encounters he's had with them because weird shit happens in Philly LMAO

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[9i9i-etc]

EDIT: just leave a like on my pinned ill follow back from there! i dont want to clog my feed with people i dont interact with + i'll unfollow after two weeks of inactivity!

just followed back a bunch of y'all, so hi new moots!!

i love seeing and interacting with mutuals on my feed, esp posts abt their personal lives, how they're feeling today etc., so im soon gonna unfollow accs that aren't active, don't post abt eds, or i just don't like what i see from you on my feed lol, dw its never personal!! plus some of y'all are sus n aren't on edblr at all lmao

you can always drop a comment on my pinned if you want to be moots, it makes it easier and quicker for me to follow back (i love interactive moots too <33)

anyways im glad to have y'all, stay safe n rmbr any progress is better than nothing :)

[c0rpsedemon]

ok not to be insane i mean neurodivergent but back in 2020/2021 when i was like 15 i was so deeply lonely that it was overriding parts of my personality and my sole goal in life was to get strangers on the internet to love and care about me (i didn't succeed once but i unintentionally came close the first few cyberstalking incidents bc ppl felt bad for me but i fucked it by being like 'lol dw i'm fine this is funny to me' and by the time it actually was having a mental toll everyone else who was following along stopped giving a shit) . and you see, way back when it was fairly common for ppl to have personal '[x] don't look' trigger tags they'd ask the mutuals to use if they weren't going to otherwise tag smthing (something which has fallen out of practice bc of the fact that it's an objectively Bad Idea to put lists of things that are upsetting to you in your bio + it's impractical when you could just as easily put 'incest tw' 'gore tw' 'abuse tw' on all that tcoaal fanart you totally definitely rb (or expect this hypothetical person to have all variants of the tcoaal tag blocked already) and help out your non-moots who mights not want to see it either) but anyways . this was a common practoce and i'd see these tags around and be like 'wow . ppl are mentioning this person by name! wouldn't that be wonderful!' bc i was, once again, extremely desperate. like grizabella the glamour cat andrew lloyd webber memory 10 hr loop desperate for any sort of acknowledgement and so much as being namedropped was the high point of my average month bc i was otherwise so alone and miserable. so i was like 'i want to be cared for too' and decided that having ppl use a 'romeo don't look' tag was the most efficient way to do that w/o actually dming ppl (i started 1 conversation in this era, it led to nothing, and i had convinced myself that i was being an unwanted burden and if anyone did want to hear from me they'd contact me first . + i was so far gone at this point that any dm i'd send first would probably have been so unsettling that i'd do more harm than good so in rhetrospect it was probs for the best that i didn't) since making public posts desperately begging for companionship didn't even yield pity likes from those i was trying to impress . the part of this plan that was flawed though is that i now had to think of things that'd realistically be upsetting to me but also wasn't self aware at all so i went w like . bugs and unsanitary things bc those were icky . and a specific transphobic phrase that used to make me rlly sad. which is ridiculous bc like . toughen up . also re:self awareness I LITERALLY HAD AN EATING DISORDER AT THE TIME . IF THERE WAS ANY POSTS I SHOULDN'T BE LOOKING AT THEY WERE ONES ABT FOOD OR WEIGHT IN ANY CONTEXT. BUT THAT WOULD REQUIRE COMMON SENSE AND SELF PRESERVATION SKILLS AND NOT 'IRONICALLY' OPENING THE THINSPO TAG WHICH ARE SKILLS I SO DESPERATELY I LACKED . anyways my scheme, as w all others from this era, didn't work, either bc the things i listed were uncommon or bc no one gave a shit . who's to say.

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[jaegerisim]

heyy sorry if this is crossing any boundaries you don't have to answer me AT ALL if you don't want to but i'm new to your blog and i have to ask, why are ppl blocking/unfollowing you like crazy???

Hi! This isn't crossing any boundaries, dw!! <3

ppl began to block me after i had "beef" with a fairly big blog inside the byler fandom... then a mutual blocked me for being annoying aka reblogging too much of their content and after that over 8 blogs blocked me one after the other. at the time I barely reached 500 followers. now I reached 900+ and I talked abt this and ppl like idk said I was right and a lot of these blogs unblocked me or even followed me but now I am the one who has them blocked. also ppl say I'm like a "mean ass bitch"

now ppl are unfollowing me for rebranding. 12 hours ago I was at 949 followers. rn I am currently at 933. not that I care cuz as long as my mutuals stay with me I'm happy 🩷