#not abt any of my mutuals dw

[apatheticlexicographer]

does anyone else have ppl they Really Strongly Dislike but would absolutely never say a word of it anywhere where they might find out about it or is that just a me thing

[1million]

anon i saw ur msg thank u for letting me know 😭😭 that’s actually fucking crazy

[saudadite]

just going to say it there is a circle of very popular bloggers on here that give me such a bad feeling and I dislike some of their behaviour intensely. but it's like whatever. such is the life of a hater

[mr-magoriums-im-sorry-emporium]

i am gonna b real yall dunk on twitter for the "i say i love pancakes and someone goes 'so you hate waffles then?' no bitch thats an entirely new sentence" thing but you guys also do it too. tumblr also does that.

[punkeropercyjackson]

CW for incest mention incase you're uncomfy with it btw:

Hey I saw one of your reblogs from another blog on a post abt incest and the generalization/desensitisation of it online, looked through your blog on similar topics and I just wanted to say thank you thank you thank you because your posts+reblogs on the topic put into words what I've been feeling for a long time now.

I genuinely hate fandom spaces so much. One of my primary fandoms (not pjo) for an anime I like alot is just an actual nightmare to interact with every time because it's full of proshippers and I feel so helpless bc i want to post my art and media of it on my art account, I want to interact with others who like the show, I want to talk to ppl who like my fav character and hyperfixation!! But you can barely trust anyone in the fandom because it's so normal to ship or tolerate incest that people will genuinely get angry if you even express disdain towards a common incestuous pairing in the fandom, much less state that you don't want to be anywhere near proshippers. Even if I find someone who doesn't support that pairing, they still actively interact with and are mutuals with those who DO. I have like no actual friends and interaction in this fandom because i actively despise incest and proshippers and refuse to interact w people who do

This is actually the last straw for me bc one of my fav mutuals on there and like one of the few ppl I got close to when i started using Tumblr for that fandom, I went thru their blog today and turns out they're a fucking proshipper this whole time and I never knew, they reblogged posts that defend proshippers. I'm so done man, I want to expand my art blog and talk to people but it makes me sick that my art for this fandom could be consumed by people who look at actual incest and think fiction doesn't affect reality when they already dumbed down an incredibly abusive dynamic to uwu twincest. It feels so gross, like I end up feeling like I'm somehow supporting this by staying in the fandom and making art.

I genuinely wonder how you stay in Tumblr fandom spaces without going insane when majority of them on Tumblr (esp what I've experienced from the Pjo fandom too) are full of toxic disgusting people who don't know if they said anything they said online to a normal person irl they'd get decked so fast. /gen

So so sorry if this ask comes off as vent-like, i just ended up rambling since this whole situation is so exhausting. You don't have to respond to this at all if you don't want to, but it would be nice to hear your thoughts too. Ty again :)

Hey Venna!!!!Like i said in my ask to you while on post limit,don't dw,my inbox is always open for fandom vents and i'm so glad i could provide a safe space for you where you wouldn't feel bad for having a backbone and taste!!!

And since you said you wanted to hear my thoughts,i completely agree with you and objectively you're right!!Being grossed out by incest is the behavior of a good person and the normalization of incest and the following pedophillia is a bi-product of terminally online gayness-Incest as a positively potrayed story element is a white supremacy thing as a reflection of it's irl status as also a white supremacy thing,both between white families and forced onto families of color by colonizers!When incest isn't a racist thing,it's either 1.Eugenics specifically('keeping it in the family' is a version of it),2.Ageism via 'punishing kids' or 3.A misogyny thing,see ancient greece since you mentioned Pjo!Pedestary only exists because ancient greek men were so misogynistic they'd rather be pedophiles than be with women,not out of any actual gay attraction,and Percy x gods shippers can look it up if you don't believe me.Note that 'purity culture' as they love to harp on actually means 'normalizing sa as a positive thing for palpability to men and forcing young girls to surpress their sexualities to make it easier for them' and by extension 'puritan' refers to 'highup self-righteous bigot who loves the fabled dark/questionable dynamics/content' so take that as you will,from an afropunk autistic trans person with bptsd

And the way i stay in fandoms is to be with my mutuals who also know this and have the same stances as me on this i.e insta-blocking with zero tolerance for proshitting.If you're interested and want a reason to stay,i can rec you their blogs and they can support your content to encourage your creativity as you deserve as all good people who're artists do and we're all tired of the Pjo proshitter gangs too as we roast them often and we do a lot of positive posting both in our Pjo writings/appreciation and other interests so who knows,you may even become friends with them too!!

[spiritually-damaged-heavy]

"Welcome, I guess. Engineer set this up for me and told me to have fun with it. I'm not sure how much fun it is for strangers to send you questions but I'll roll with it."

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Welcome to the ask blog!! This MOD or @donethatbeforelong talking, I hope you enjoy your stay.

This blog is purely for fun and because I don't see a lot of BLU team members around, I decided to create one myself.

This is, like, my BLU Heavy OC so I'll lend you more info when you interact with him.

Got some mutuals on this blog as well: @darkcloudsatnight @pootimedes @the-technition-red @scoutbot-asks @fantasytf2-au @cupofsharks @arcamedestf2 @black-scout @gremlinick

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Tags for easier search:

For Heavy:

Answering questions: #Heavy's chatting

Anyone else answering: #Heavy let teammate answer

Answering with Heavy: #Heavy and team

Talking in general: #Heavy needs company

For the MOD:

Answering questions: #MOD is here!

Talking in general: #MOD wants some company

Updates and announcements: #Posters and radio broadcasts

Additional tags:

When you mention any type of ship: #Heavy's take on love

When you mention something about his work: #Heavy's work contract

When you crush all over him: #Heavy is confused

When you feed him: #Heavy smell food

When Delta is here: #Heavy and Delta

When @redmedicfemale is here: #my darling my love

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Things that are needed to keep in mind:

Since TF2 Is set in the late 1960's and early 1970's, cellphones have yet to be created so all of the asks that comes through is via letters and mails. Unless you add your name or how to address yourself, Heavy will call you "Anon"

I don't have a good grip on TF2 lore on neither team, so everything I say and do hear will be like my own little AU

I advise minors to not interact because there might be profanities and mention of gore and suicide. If you're comfortable with that, stay at your own will (you can stay dw abt it, this had changed since two months ago but I forgot to update)

Any type of asks is allowed. Don't expect the inappropriate ones to be answered immediately

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For face claim (made in Picrew, credits to @ogami_mgn)

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With that out of the way, please enjoy writing precious letters to this Heavy. Any team members are free to join if you address them in your ask. Heavy would love to hear what you have to ask!

!BUILDERS LEAGUE UNITED IS GRATEFUL TO HAVE YOU HERE!

[lycankeyy]

HIII I hope i'm not too late for this hjdfhg but 10 from 🤝, 9 from 🎲 and 15 from 🌤️ for Pico and any other characters you want !!

Dw it's never too late and it's never a bad time to ask me abt funkycule. I considered re-reblogging the meme twirling my hair and saying I didn't mind people doubling up on asks I love answering character questions LMAO

🤝 10. Is there a habit your character has that they learned from someone else?

TOUGH ONE HONESTLY I need to flesh out these losers' body language more. I think the only reason this one is hard to answer is because the NG Trio are in this bizarre state of mutualism that they're all picking shit up from each other and none of them know who started it. I think it would be funny if growing up Pico avoided words like "god" and "jesus" as expletives bc Nene did (and still does LOL)

🎲 9. What is a topic your character would be excited to talk about? 

OLD WEB PRESERVATION. Or just old web stuff in general. He's soooo passionate about "the good ol days" of the internet. You want to learn the entire history of flash games he Will tell you and he will Not shut up or let you leave until he's done and is convinced you care about it half as much as he does

🌤 15. Is there a creature that scares your character?

So this is like. Interesting actually. Because I feel like people are going to expect me to say aliens. Fc!Pico does not dislike aliens. To him, it's stupid and ignorant to treat any sentient group of people as "wholly bad". Years of going over the events at his school led him to that belief; Cassandra was evil, but she was also a child soldier. That wasn't a sign that all penilians are like that, it was a sign that the penilian government is fucked up and clearly feeding bullshit to their children. He's never going to assume things based off someone's race or species, even if it's another penilian.

So, what would scare Pico? Zombies. The idea of someone's brain rotting away until they're no longer a person, but are still "alive"? Freaks him the fuck out. Absolutely hates the things, both in fiction and the more than likely real encounters he's had with them because weird shit happens in Philly LMAO

[ask meme in question]

[9i9i-etc]

EDIT: just leave a like on my pinned ill follow back from there! i dont want to clog my feed with people i dont interact with + i'll unfollow after two weeks of inactivity!

just followed back a bunch of y'all, so hi new moots!!

i love seeing and interacting with mutuals on my feed, esp posts abt their personal lives, how they're feeling today etc., so im soon gonna unfollow accs that aren't active, don't post abt eds, or i just don't like what i see from you on my feed lol, dw its never personal!! plus some of y'all are sus n aren't on edblr at all lmao

you can always drop a comment on my pinned if you want to be moots, it makes it easier and quicker for me to follow back (i love interactive moots too <33)

anyways im glad to have y'all, stay safe n rmbr any progress is better than nothing :)

[c0rpsedemon]

ok not to be insane i mean neurodivergent but back in 2020/2021 when i was like 15 i was so deeply lonely that it was overriding parts of my personality and my sole goal in life was to get strangers on the internet to love and care about me (i didn't succeed once but i unintentionally came close the first few cyberstalking incidents bc ppl felt bad for me but i fucked it by being like 'lol dw i'm fine this is funny to me' and by the time it actually was having a mental toll everyone else who was following along stopped giving a shit) . and you see, way back when it was fairly common for ppl to have personal '[x] don't look' trigger tags they'd ask the mutuals to use if they weren't going to otherwise tag smthing (something which has fallen out of practice bc of the fact that it's an objectively Bad Idea to put lists of things that are upsetting to you in your bio + it's impractical when you could just as easily put 'incest tw' 'gore tw' 'abuse tw' on all that tcoaal fanart you totally definitely rb (or expect this hypothetical person to have all variants of the tcoaal tag blocked already) and help out your non-moots who mights not want to see it either) but anyways . this was a common practoce and i'd see these tags around and be like 'wow . ppl are mentioning this person by name! wouldn't that be wonderful!' bc i was, once again, extremely desperate. like grizabella the glamour cat andrew lloyd webber memory 10 hr loop desperate for any sort of acknowledgement and so much as being namedropped was the high point of my average month bc i was otherwise so alone and miserable. so i was like 'i want to be cared for too' and decided that having ppl use a 'romeo don't look' tag was the most efficient way to do that w/o actually dming ppl (i started 1 conversation in this era, it led to nothing, and i had convinced myself that i was being an unwanted burden and if anyone did want to hear from me they'd contact me first . + i was so far gone at this point that any dm i'd send first would probably have been so unsettling that i'd do more harm than good so in rhetrospect it was probs for the best that i didn't) since making public posts desperately begging for companionship didn't even yield pity likes from those i was trying to impress . the part of this plan that was flawed though is that i now had to think of things that'd realistically be upsetting to me but also wasn't self aware at all so i went w like . bugs and unsanitary things bc those were icky . and a specific transphobic phrase that used to make me rlly sad. which is ridiculous bc like . toughen up . also re:self awareness I LITERALLY HAD AN EATING DISORDER AT THE TIME . IF THERE WAS ANY POSTS I SHOULDN'T BE LOOKING AT THEY WERE ONES ABT FOOD OR WEIGHT IN ANY CONTEXT. BUT THAT WOULD REQUIRE COMMON SENSE AND SELF PRESERVATION SKILLS AND NOT 'IRONICALLY' OPENING THE THINSPO TAG WHICH ARE SKILLS I SO DESPERATELY I LACKED . anyways my scheme, as w all others from this era, didn't work, either bc the things i listed were uncommon or bc no one gave a shit . who's to say.

[cupids-sledgehammer]

Intro ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂☆

★ my name is louie

★ this is a blog for shitposts and thought dumps

★ Im also romanticising girlhood in my own head (But that probably wont be very obvious on here so dw)

★ I really want this corner of tumblr (this corner being my blog) to come off as a safe and soft-spoken place <3

★ Asks are always appreciated and mutuals to talk to would be awesome!!

★ i use she/they pronouns

★ im lesbian and asexual

★ I have ADHD ⋆.˚⟡ ࣪ ˖

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˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊

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♡ Favourite bands / artists: Melanie Martinez, Mitski, Destroy boys, Weezer, Pinkshift, Beetlebug, Penelope Scott, Jack Stauber, Girl in red, Rio Romeo, Dazey and the scouts, Yaelokre, Sir Chloe, Bo Burnham, Mother Mother, Marina, Omori, TV girl, Sacristuff, Chappel Roan, Radiohead, Suki Waterhouse, Tally Hall, Will Wood, Lemon Demon, Junie & The Hut Friends

♡ Hobbies: netball, ice Skating, horse riding, reading, piano, prolly more idr

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Other things abt me <3

⟡ I like to collect crystals and pretty stones for my own pleasure!!

⟡ My favourite animals are deer (specifically fawns)

⟡ My favourite flowers are lily of The Valley

⟡ I also like dandelions, but for different reasons

⟡ My favourite birds are crows (nothing about me is consistent i know)

⟡ my favourite book is the diary of Anne Frank

⟡ I’ll add more if I think of any!

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[jaegerisim]

heyy sorry if this is crossing any boundaries you don't have to answer me AT ALL if you don't want to but i'm new to your blog and i have to ask, why are ppl blocking/unfollowing you like crazy???

Hi! This isn't crossing any boundaries, dw!! <3

ppl began to block me after i had "beef" with a fairly big blog inside the byler fandom... then a mutual blocked me for being annoying aka reblogging too much of their content and after that over 8 blogs blocked me one after the other. at the time I barely reached 500 followers. now I reached 900+ and I talked abt this and ppl like idk said I was right and a lot of these blogs unblocked me or even followed me but now I am the one who has them blocked. also ppl say I'm like a "mean ass bitch"

now ppl are unfollowing me for rebranding. 12 hours ago I was at 949 followers. rn I am currently at 933. not that I care cuz as long as my mutuals stay with me I'm happy 🩷

[nogodsnomorales]

hey im a man of many names but im gaz my pronouns are he/him, and im a guy with autism + ADHD. its like spidey sense but i am just autistic 👍

basic dni, proship/racist/bigot/pedo aka tiny dicked people fuck off. never interact w me. terfs and homophobics/lgbt-phobics dni, your opinion is forever irrelevant and insignificant. life is too short to "worry" about gay and trans people who are trying to exist. to others out there, you are loved.

dms are off but if u want to talk about anything or interests or etc you can reply to this post if u want ! im not super active here

-> if you have any questions or inquiries, then you may reply to this post. i can take time to respond, but i am never ignoring as that is not usually the case. it either depends on my energy (i have constant low energy), or not having gone on tumblr yet as i am inactive.

i am NOT active, i have a lot of issues irl. i will not make more content until further notice, i'm afraid!

also: if u noticed i unfollowed you, dw abt it bc its nothing personal /srs /gen. i get really frustrated with not seeing the kind of stuff that i want to see on my fyp and not the same posts that i've seen for the 100th time. i have unfollowed everyone that i was following to fix this issue so sooner or later i'll just refollow when i feel like it. obviously if we were mutuals on here then most likely u already have my discord and stuff, so if u do then don't take offense, seriously 🙏

my usernames were: godunforgiving, and riotspider.

do not re-post my art to a different site/platform/app. if sharing art posts through discord/etc, just directly linkback to the post.

[dnangelic]

TSUN! I HAVE SOME CHOICE WORDS TO SAY TO YOU!!!!

you are such an absolute delight to see on the dash and interact with, and that is no exaggeration! I adore all of your muses and even if i don’t know any of their respective medias, i learn about them through your writing and your metas and you talking about them and thats so fun to do!!! ITS ACTUALLY MY FAVORITE THING EVER! I appreciate you giving my dazai a chance despite not knowing bsd aswell as p much any of my other muses sknsksns you’ve been so sweet to me since we first became mutuals and i genuinely love seeing you around so much 😭 i see you on the dash and my day gets atleast 10% better without fail every single time. i hope u talk about your boys forever and ever . ITS SO FUN TO BUILD DYNAMICS WITH YOU!!! anyone is lucky to write with / plot with / interact with you i wont even lie and i genuinely believe that nsjsksnsjssn i appreciate that you show interest in so many of my muses it makes my heart so so so warm . I HOPE WE CAN CONTINUE WRITING NOVELS TOGETHER FOREVERRRRR even though i know im the one who owes you like 2829922 things ksnsksns DW AB THAT . I ALSO WANNA SAY about you writing dark and daisuke specifically i think its so good how much care you put into a series thats really old and like Ive genuinely put the manga on my reading list BECAUSE of the interest garnered from your writing !! SOLELY BECAUSE OF YOU ! u are an absolute angel ( … hehehehensnensn … bejbwnw … get it bc … bc …!2&2!/@/!/82 s hehehehe ) AND YOU ARE ALWAYS SO KIND TO ME and always so interactive and i can’t even beginnnnnnnnnnnnnn to properly articulate how much of a joy you are 2 interact with !!! wishing you and daisuke and dark and yan qing and all ur muses the best day ever . 🙌

OH MY GOOOOOOSH and to think i was sitting here at ur post like 'should i ask permission for nine asking for permission. what if nine doesn't wanna say anything. i hate feeling like im ever panhandling for a compliment. nine should be pouring soup into my lap and slapping dark + calling him a bitch so i can finally apologize but youuuuUUU YOUUUUU ALL THESE FEELINGS R SO MUTUAL!!! I LOVE SEEING U TALK!!! IT BRINGS ME SM JOY TO SEE U POST!!! even the most random stuff. doesn't matter if its long or short. literally dont even worry abt owing me stuff ur presence alone is also a DELIGHT ur fr like such a funny mut and person BUT UR ALSO SO GOOD AT UR MUSES TOO??? LIKE i could go on forever abt how much i respect ur dazai alone and how even if i don't know bsd canon that's probably for the best, bc ur now ur dazai is The canon dazai to me, but u also have like nine... billion... (hehehesbhgbssnsjkdj x2) MUSES ON UR MULTI THAT U ALSO FLAWLESSLY INVEST URSELF IN AND!! WOWWWW WHAT A MUN!!! genuinely im so glad i found u even in this hellsite and that i can just toddle around following u like this everywhere 🐥 every like i leave on ur post is me picking at it for crumbs like a pigeon in a city being tossed bread. keep tossing that bread for me please please. IM CRYING. IM WAILING!!!! BUT SINCE U BROUGHT UP READING DNANGEL LET ME ACTUALLY HELP U OUT TOO??

scans are like absolutely everywhere and most places have the godawful quality fan translations. u can and frankly probably should read the official eng which is available here. dnangel had a weird run where the eng was only licensed and translated up to book 13. 14 and 15 (and beyond) are fan translations, but there's exactly one chapter that's ALWAYS broken on any website you go to except this one. this site doesn't complete the series though so the last link you'd have to hop to is this one. but the entire series is only 20 volumes in total. you could speedread through it in like a day. it's short and sweet and i love it even with its flaws. why else would i b here writing dark n dai. anyways. point is. tysm. im holding u and all ur muses tight. i wont leave u!!!! im so glad i met u!!! uve done sm for me already and i wont forget it!!! MY SO TALENTED FRIEND!!!

[macbethz]

1, 10, and 15 for the choose violence ask game :)

THIS IS A LONG ONE SORRY. I guess I had violence in my heart.

1. The character everyone gets wrong

Ok im aware this is like the most predictable answer for me but its true. CLARA!!! People don't get her at all and it absolutely infuriates me, because she's pretty much the only companion in nuwho who is hated to this extent (ie, people saying mean shit about her on my posts ABOUT HER) Oh does she annoy you by having the exact same traits as the doctor? Do you not like her egotistical and controlling behavior? I wonder why. Perhaps there is a point there.

Sidenote - it annoys me when people will call her a mary sue and simultaneously get mad at her being an asshole and yk, having character flaws, as if those terms aren't mutually exclusive & her hyper-competence that gets read as "mary sue" isn't an intentional choice by the narrative and a result of her being DEEPLY unwell in other aspects of her life.

I feel like a lot of people judge her based on the second half of s7 which, to be fair, is awful and I don't think they knew what they were doing with her yet. But in the context of her whole run she is genuinely one of the most evocative characters to come out of doctor who for me, especially in the way she serves as a kind of commentary and subversion of companions as a whole. I genuinely could talk about clara forever but yeah I do feel like a lot of the hate comes from the fact that people Don't Get Her.

And then among fans who do there's always a risk that they see her as this blank slate twee girl to self-project onto which again, to be fair, is how she was written in season 7. But so many things from supposed fans of her as well that I'll read and be like she would not fucking say that. she does not have the emotional awareness to say that. and/or she is not like a uwu quirky shy girl she would fucking speak her mind about that. She is deranged and I love her. I have to shut up abt clara or this will be the whole post.

10. Worst part of fanon

I honestly cant get TOO annoyed with doctor who fanon because i am a comics fan AND a danny phantom fan and its surprisingly common practice for people in both those fandoms to be a "fan" of something they have not consumed the media for in any form, resulting in this horrible mess of fanon with no connection to what makes the original compelling. + doctor who is such a mess of canon anyway basically everything has been canon at some point even if its shit.

But I think in the end the worst part of DW fanon is, like all fanon, the flattening of really compelling characters to fit trope archetypes. I see this especially with tenrose, where they're just turned into this kind of generic ship that you can plug n play into any situation with little connection to the interesting ways they actually behave in canon.

As a kind of interesting reversal, though, fanon will often expand out dw's most generic characters (ie most chibnal companions. sorry), but only for the purposes of shipping and not in ways I myself find particularly interesting. Like imo Yaz is probably the least developed chibnal companion but pretty much the only one I see expanded on in this way because of the shipping potential.

15. that one thing you see in fanart all the time

im probably gonna get slaughtered for this but i think maybe weve had enough crowley in doctor who outfits or 10 meeting crowley fanart. maybe im bitter because i dont really care about the GO show and I feel like it fills up the dw tag to the brim these days

[aroacesigma]

corks is cool dw shes like my best friend dskjghds vi's also super nice and a silly goofy little dude so don't be too stressed abt talking to them <3 tell them vani sent you !! and then they will curse my name /j

but seriously !! the enstars fandom is pretty chill on tumblr :3 and when people are being asshats the rest of us just kinda go 🤨 so <3 don't feel bad abt talking to like. anyone :3 if you wanna know abt any characters lmk i have a mutual for most characters. or multiple even >:3

seriously tysm just had a very enlightening answer to my ask . honestly these days i just assume tumblr fandoms are chill . so relaxing not sure if my perception is skewed from my tumblr > twitter > back to tumblr migration but its very nice lmfao

[tiny-1karus]

NOOOO URE SO SWEET WTH u sound like a nice and adorable person 😭😭😭🤧🤧 also!! I read their stuff from time to time when I see them on the tags and I'm always waiting for the next one! I milked batfam x reader tag dry so ıts nice to see something new lol. Also pls don't rush things and do it whenever/however u feel like it, don't want to make u feel burned out so fast so take it slow,maybe? Im willing to patiently wait for the next chapter/part, so dw abt anything else:))

AHHHH STOP PLEASE, I IMPLORE YOU— BESEECH YOU EVEN, I'm literally melting hrrm. I legit couldn't process after reading this so I can't thank you enough!! You're such a lovely mutual and reader to have, I'm honored!

And same! I've been lurking in that tag before and somehow ended up adding my little thing there. And it really does warm me and make me smile for your concern, but I'm totally having fun writing for this fandom! And please don't be shy to request anything or to suggest any ideas or prompts, I'll be sure to tag you if you do!

So please bear with me since I'm still a newbie but I'll try my best!