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disorganized honest thoughts on angeal and genesis
Read someone's view on crisis core as "a strange game where I only remembered charas from ff7 proper". And I thought to myself. that is an accurate review.
really long ramble-y thoughts from a person who has not kept up with ff7 past crisis core under cut you have been warned
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I have learned to like both of them quite a bit after rolling them around in my head for several years, but on first playthrough I did not like angeal or genesis. and I don't think back in a "what a fool I was" way. I think my original view on the two is actually still valid. I think angeal and genesis are both pretty badly written and have very little substance in game.
I understand the limitations of the psp greatly restricted the amount of story they could cram in. but then you write a different story or change your game system. This is not a valid excuse.
My understanding of how they WANTED to position the characters is Angeal, zacks' heroic ideal, a bar for him to gauge whether he's made it or not. While sephiroth was genesis'?????
because angeal barely spends any time NOT in the opposition, or even coming UP in conversation I really can't tell.
Genesis was positioned to b a foil to zacks. which still rings true in crisis core, but not straight forward enough???
Both Genesis and zacks were fixated on being a hero. I could see it being a clash of ideals. "what is a true hero" type thing. but in that case genesis being a peer of both angeal and sephiroth makes the connection muddy.
This is just a completely biased counter suggestion to the story we got but:
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I feel like we could have gotten more bang for our buck if genesis was actually a peer of zacks, maybe even excelling where zacks was not, but feels threatened by the growth zacks is showing empowered by his sunshine puppy attitude. Both look up to sephiroth.
genesis continues to idolize sephiroth even when sephiroth proves to be not as perfect as advertised, while zacks has his qualms. it's about becoming a hero for zacks while it's about becoming sephiroth for genesis.
Later there is some drama surrounding who gets promoted to class 1st ( only zacks / only genesis / both but genesis causes some trouble and has to leave etc etc)
zacks and genesis eventually have to duke it out one heroic ideal to another. zacks wins -- we still get basically the same conclusion we got at banora in crisis core proper.
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You might have noticed this suggestion is Angeal-less. While Angeal is probs one of my fav of the charas introduced in crisis core he did not need to be there methinks. (save on disc space, leave him on the drawing board) HOWEVER In my haphazard suggestion above, maybe it could have been that zacks idolized angeal while genesis idolized sephiroth -- the two class 1sts. But for whatever reason angeal has an "accident", that way sephiroth can still have his "oh no all my friends are gone" dilemma. and a good reason to start going down a dark path.
Meanwhile Genesis had more of a reason to be there -- it's 2007 and GACKT is RIGHT THERE jk jk -- Zacks needed his own foil. that said this "Angeal maybe didn't need to be there" opinion is a bit colored by how square has handled zacks throughout the years. Positioning sephiroth as his heroic ideal over angeal. However even in game they didn't really paint a clear picture of how Angeal was zacks' mentor.
Everyone knew the PSP has limited resources throwing new characters at the problem was kinda a bad solution.
I say this having actually loved playing the game, and knowing full well if they actually did something like what I wrote above I might have enjoyed it less. who knows, nagging about a story that's already written is something nerds(me) do to fill the void in their hearts.
anyhoo have nowhere to put my thoughts so putting them here.
#feels#if not abundantly obvious I like both of these chars btw#normally i'd draw stuff for this#feels like cheating#but also like I am not communicating clearly#just dumping it out in word form lol#anyhoo#this is just random thoughts#wait actually this is getting embarrassing#what am I doing#might delete#crisis core#zacks fair#I didn't really touch on this in my suggestion#but we could have left genes!s on the drawing board too#like strengthen the story of the pre-existing charas#rather than make a bunch of new charas to not flesh out#you know?#I don't know#to be clear I’ve played reunion too#just meant story wise I dunno anything past ff7 ffac and crisis core
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zisu being cute because i love her
#pokemon#zisu#Captain zisu#security corps zisu#pokemon legends arceus#pokemon legends: arceus#pkmn#WHY DID IT POST it was SCHEDULED#for. not now#I'd changed when it was scheduled and it has posted at Not That Time. wails#the other things i scheduled better be posting at the correct time#(just normal drawings (for the most part) i just like spacing them out)#(don't like posting a bunch kf stuff all at once)
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@vanweek2024 day 1 - freedom
couldn't think of anything good for an actually serious drawing for this prompt so i just did this
#my art#vanweek2024#vanessa fnaf#i made this like 9 days ago bc i knew if i didnt i'd be rushing all the prompts#but now im rushing all the prompts anyway (i've finished like only 1 more drawing since then HFJZJGJ)#i went with a more cutesy anime-like style to pay homage to what i was basing it off of :3 but i dont normally draw vanessa like this#it kills me that despite all the yellow she's still so purple. even when she's escaped she'll never truly be free from it#vanessa sb#<- ignore this im retagging stuff BFJSJG
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swapping between watching etho s7 and bdubs s5 is going to do permanent damage to my brain
nearly forgot! i'm trying to remember to turn on timelapse recording more often, so while it's just a sketch page, there's a timelapse of the first pic if you're interested ^-^ (flashing img warning, but no colors/palette testing so not as bad as usual? probably.)
once again i forget to start recording until i've already started but nevermind that not super interesting given it's a sketch page but i know some of yall just think the process is neat :)
#beef design! yay! prob gonna go through infinite tweaks as time goes on but#that's just how i do it lmao#normally i'd fill in beef's hair black but i was worried it'd ruin the beard shape i worked so hard for kdsfgbjk#beards hard. i'm gettin there tho#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#vintagebeef#hermitcraft season 7#hermitcraft season 5#<- gonna start tagging seasons when i'm drawing stuff directly related to eps ^-^#or try to remember at least lmao#hermitcraft#hermitcrap#mcyt#art#fanart#nho bdubs good because. because. ar. armss. arms out <3#timelapse
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Look at these stickers my brain is literally so huge. God. I love them so much.
I hadn't tried to do a sticker sheet at home before because I knew it would be difficult, and I was right! Getting the cut lines to line up with the print was super hard and there were many failed attempts, but it was so worth it I'm so happy with them!!!
This sticker sheet is for my patrons this month ^^
#like seriously I wasted like 10 entire sheets#normally when I do stickers I get to arrange them on a 'print and cut' sheet#which basically has these black marks in the corners that the machine can scan so it can cut based off of where those marks were#so it gets to line up muuuch easier#but with this I didnt want to have just like 2 sticker sheets a page... I wanted to have 4 for an 8.5x11 piece of paper?#cause of obvious reasons I feel#cause the print and cut takes an inch all around#I'm not sure it would be replicable either tbh? like if I were to design another sheet I would have to waste a bunch of papers again#cause for some reason the individual cut lines werent like... it wasnt like it was just entirely offset or entirely scaled 1:1#it was like some parts had to scoot up some spots had to scoot over some down whatever#so I think I would have to print cut and test again#but. also I did all that and realized. I could have been testing this on normal pieces of paper... I didnt have to use sticker paper#its fine! just makes me feel less bad about trying to do this again in the future#the sticker paper isnt that expensive this wasnt terrible#anyways. might do more in the future! I only have one other idea right now for a sticker sheet bt I wanna do it eventually#not like I wont ever have other ideas. obviously.#I just generally try to only make stuff that i'd actually wanna have so i'm not trying to make a ton of designs or whatever#this is actually also why i'm often sort of... late? on the patreon designs#not late like i send them out as soon as payments get processed for that month the design was for#but ideally id be making them ahead of time enough that people could sign up or sign off if theyre interested or not...#but I just dont wanna make a design that feels procedural... I CAN but I wanna make things that are creative and worth paying for!#so. I often will spend multiple days mulling over ideas for that months designs. so I'm not very ahead at all haha#anyways. yeah these are for october and then I've also gotta draw a halloween themed drawing for this year in general that will be the prin#i lov halloween#anyways.#patreon#merch#my bf didnt get it the gravestone box. its like a nerds box shaped like a gravestone...#and the nerds are. ghosts... its good. its good okay you agree
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11 fish
#art#traditional art#watercolour#inspired by the fact that in my studio classes recently - i and every other student who does watercolor or ink based work#always inevitable has viewers more drawn to our swatch test pages instead of our actual work LOL#i dont mind it too much i get it but it is funny so i thought yknow i have this tiny pad of watercolour paper that i dont feel like using#for normal drawings (too small) so i drew a shitty fish on each page and used it as a tester page whenever i was doing my#for-fun cartoon drawings <3 not looking at it at all just putting down the colour to check the consistency of paint#i think its kinda fun. its an interesting conundrum because that pure spontaneous quality u get from my test swatches Cannot be emulated on#purpose. i can get close and loosen up. but inevitably unless i make all my normal drawings test swatches while colouring in other stuff#my normal drawings will never truly have this quality. which i dont mind! but i thought itd be funny to find a way to still make something#with this intangible test swatch quality since people like it a lot! and it does look neat#also each one was a specific painting session. some were smaller sessions with only a few colours used#and some were really long sessions! and of course u can see how much brown and black and beige i use#and u can spot the traces of rosie in the green and pink HJKSDAHJKDSl hes always here#very interesting thing to play around with! i'd like to do something like this again i think
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Had a weird Hollow Knight-related dream a couple days ago, so I decided to draw a major scene I remembered from it dgsgshf
More context will be in the tags, for those interested!
#hollow knight#little ghost#hk ghost#the knight#hk hornet#hornet#alright. as of writing these tags it's been a week since the original dream so! let's see what i remember dgsgsgf#i was playing a game. which was a sequel to hollow knight ((Not silksong though))#there was some new sort of divine infection in hallownest and hornet had asked ghost to investigate it. they ended the last one after all!#the red glowy spike gate thingy is what you jumped into to enter the 'infected' areas#though it actually led directly to a hub world type of place. which was kinda like an expanded base for the grimm troupe?#more like an entire lair instead of a camp. also some greek gods were there for some reason lmao. they had their own special rooms too#so sidenote but- new headcanon that there are grimm troupe members named ares athena artemis &... venus lmao. not aphrodite for some reason#also monomon was there?? i think??? except she was cooking????? she had a sidequest to deliver something to someone though i dunno hdgfhdgh#i remember going back to the grimm troupe lair a couple times throughout my 'playthrough'#anyway. the 'infection' this time around was more of a glitchy physical corruption thing? rather than a mind corruption.#though there were still aggressive enemies to fight. but i remember getting a map from cornifer early on and he was. probably infected#i think part of his body was covered in electricity or something? so he wasn't fully visible? but he was still acting normally#there was also a moth who was the seer but then later wasn't the seer (but was still the same moth) dghgdhf. i delivered stuff to her#that glowing white wall thing in the drawing was like a one-way gate. you could only cross it from the other side and ghost came from there#i guess things looped back up somehow i dunno ghdgfhgf#anyway. ghost's red eyes. those are significant! those happened while i was walking through a corridor. it had pools of shallow water#(shallow enough to just walk through) and also creatures that were lightseeds but red.the implication was that they were full of Blood lmao#and as i went along killing them--as one does--as i walked through the hall. they started turning the water red too#there was also narration about this as it was happening ashdgsf. specifically the narrator said the water turned red before it actually did#ghost's eyes slowly turned red too. but aside from that they were fine! since. they're the player character and the player is perfectly fin#BUT. when they encountered hornet again. she thought they were infected. and that she lost the only family she had left </3#she didn't attack though. instead she just jumped into the red spike gate without a word. decided to try to fix everything herself#but eventually you'd encounter her again down below and she'd fight you. didn't actually get to that in the dream though#aand i'm out of tags </3 i wanted to talk about what i'd do to make this make more sense as an au or something now that i'm awake but. :c
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I never showed y'all Clover, did I..
I should probably change that
#gotta post more oc art.#let alone uh... yumeship is like selfship stuff right? that too#is it worth makin' a sideblog ?#🎭 | og posts#🧵 | oc tag#i also gotta finish a drawing i had abt my own hcs for foxians with Clover. maybe. theyre just naked and the hcs are heavy inspired by#another artist. i also dunno how well I'd stick to it#fun tho bc i gave her smthn like my own body type for once so ??? yay???#also had a few wip 2p ones based on / slightly traced over pinterest bases#2p clover my sick lil bitch /aff#normal clover my wet dog. my schrodinger's self insert /j#🪡 | clover
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Random headcanon
Sonic as werehog suffers from back pain and is generally more comfortable moving on all fours instead of walking on two legs because the transformation is more suited for quadrupedal movement and not bipedal
That's why he looks like he's slouching all the time he physically cannot stand up fully straight without being constantly uncomfortable
#ramblings#this by extention means ruby has chronic back pain from forcing themself to stand up straight to look more normal#even though it's far more confortable to walk and run on all fours#puts a lot of pressure on their back#... i wonder if this could also apply to furry characters#especially those with digitigrade legs#hm#anyways back to sonic#everyone tells him his posture sucks but he can't help it#if anything it's better for his body to not stand up straight so he doesn't put as much strain on his spine#he could probably use a massage#or a back brace maybe? but those are designed for humans so that might not work well for him#maybe tails could design one specifically for him#knowing him he wouldn't wear it much tho#with his distaste for wearing clothes and all#well he mostly just doesn't like wearing pants so he might still wear it#hm now i'm thinking of maybe designing one for him#maybe i'll doodle him wearing one in between the other stuff i said i'd draw
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i love when i post a vent drawing and one of the reblogs just has to be a "haha pk kill kids" joke. this is exactly why i never post any angsty stuff with fpk. people will use it as an opportunity to dunk on him, and i'm just not in the mental space to deal with this stuff, not with how much he and the au mean to me. and not with how awful i've been doing recently
#i finally had a nice evening and i think this just killed my mood#normally i'd try to ignore this kind of stuff#and i know that with pk it's inevitable that people will make those jokes#but it just had to be under a vent drawing of all things#ugh#gekko.txt
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#this is supposed 2 be august im figuring out how he'd look as a person Not just in the more stylized way i draw him#i think i made him look too young here . n also too similar to omori Unintentionally#cos he does Not when i draw him my normal way#but maybe he could just be babyfaced#could pull a dorian gray with him#that would actually be so funny LMAO#cos he doesn't age either#but nah im gonna explore it some more#he's supposed 2 be all gangly and i want 2 find a good face that would match it#idk why i think of the other father when he started 2 turn into a pumpkin but it does kinda fit it#loooong face#ocs#august#ik how mindy would look#exactly like all the posters and stuff of chubby little chinese girls with red cheeks n hair buns#that i'd see everywhere growing up#i tried to google n find some of the ones i remember but nothing came up v-v
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Not going the best (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#Cure#Vent#The start of it anyhow#Draw to take the mind off things - or to approach the hurt without touching it directly#Gift-giving season 2024 was just - bad lol#Birthday was sad and Christmas was sad just toss it plsthx#I mean there were good things! I got a couple plushies for Christmas which I like - I got a Bulbasaur ♥#But there were also a lot of bad things......hghh....#If I turn to Bar it's only fair Charm turns to [Coffee] for comfort#He really needs a name maybe this year will finally be the year I buckle down and make a naming convention#Bit of Cure as well - we're both chibi'd the heck out but ehhh approximate size maybe#She's probably a little big here actually but I dunno maybe she kept her proportions lol - maybe I'm just super chibi'd#Normally I wouldn't turn to her but I needed some cutes and she is definitely that#I watched an anime recently that kinda reminded me of her too hmmm - she won't get any signifiers from it I don't think but maybe new toys#She does enjoy things to play with lol (read: mess with other people with)#Napping without glasses is something that pops up a surprising amount for me huh - I mean yeah that's how I sleep but as an art subject hm#Graphite version of TVAU Charm from the silhouette/ink set! With a better grasp on the expression I was going for#I don't think I Quite got it - it's harder with simple dot eyes to imply directionality#Tiny aside into a brief bit of levity - before things broke bad again lol - I tried a little sample size of moonshine eggnog#Shit's lit honestly it was really tasty and decently high proof so even for such a small amount I got a bit dizzy! Nice#I was gifted the same brand's coffee moonshine and it was neither as tasty or effective but I appreciate the gesture all the same#First night my PC was out - obviously I was worried for her :( I'd only backed up a handful of files not including my Ghostkinz stuff#So I was very worried they'd be affected.... They weren't but boy was that a gamble!#The other stuff... I mean first of all thank goodness I /had/ backed up that handful because a few corrupted while she was out#That last scribble in particular was after the confirmation that my diary was lost And she had bluescreened#We were out and about seeing if we could pass the time until her permissions got transferred over and had just called it that No we couldn't#So we called it and went home and I got to start trying to parse those feelings while still trying to Secret Santa hahaa... Hgh just toss it
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y'all i promise i was GOING to brainrot about moth but then genshin dropped the teaser for the Arlecchino animated short and now my head is full of nothing but Father
#hush n shush wifi#not brainrot#I'M GOING. INSANE#I SWEAR THIS IS STILL A FOUL LEGACY BLOG#BUT GOOD LORD ARLECCHINO IS SO SO SO#MY GOD.#I CAN HAVE TWO FAVORITE CHARACTERS RIGHT#i'm going mad waiting for her jesus christ#i'm so impatient#i really should be focusing because i have important things next week monday and tuesday that i am scared for#but you know what father will be my reward#uh ask questions about arlecchino and my oc i came up with more stuff#listen i write oc stories in a constant state of revision#anywayf ataehfneafhn fATHER#arlecchino brain syndrome is when there is brain and there is only arlecchino#and it's only going to get WORSE...#FATHER!!!!!! FATHER FATHER FATHER FATHER#if i could draw i'd totally make an arlecchino/marine askblog#not that literally anyone would care but still#AGHHHHHHHHH#okay normal again (lie)#arlecchinoposting
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We talk a lot about there being zero content for a niche thing you're into but ohhhh my god. Oh my GODDD WHY IS IT SO TORTUOUS. OH MY GOD WHY. KILL ME. PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY LIKE OLD YELLER. OH MY GOD WHY
#ramblings of a lunatic#you mean to tell me... if i want content of nightwing!damian...i can't just scroll through the tags for hours...i have to MAKE IT???#blasphemous. insulting and disturbing. no thank you#i can barely draw regular style dick OR damian now you're telling me i have to come up w a design for future damian?#and then proceed to draw it consistently? in scenarios? I'd rather be turned into paste#seriously though I'm at a loss as to how there's so little content of nightwing!damian that isn't reverse robins#did you guys not read nightwing (2016) issues 16 to 20???#did u not read the part where dick sees a vision of himself as a twisted corrupted nightwing (called deathwing. hehehe stupid)-#-who is brought back to the side of good and the light by an adult damian going by nightwing??? did u not read that and be reborn?????#wild. crazy even. we could not be living more different lives (@the hypothetical audience I'm tyrannically rambling at)#anyway. I'm normal (i have such a backlog of dc art i have no reason not to post other than. irrational fear)#(there's some cute stuff? i did an alright doodle of damian dick and the harpers that i really liked. have a comic i wanna redo (again)-#-i have some redesign drafts sitting in my folders??? maybe i should just take requests. maybe that'd be easier)
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new oc!!!!! again
#my doodles#oc tag#does not have a name yet. sorry#does anybody care about my ocs and the stories behind them. please say yes#this one is friends with my other oc rue (who i've posted a few times in the past) but doesn't have any relation to the ocs i normally post#(ocs i normally post about are like.... vin and stuff)#however#even though the human version of her doesn't hold relation to those ocs. THE ANIMAL VERSION OF HER DOES!!!! MWAHAHAHHAHA#and theres plot relevence to this but .bleh#when i learn how to draw i'd like to make a comic about my ocs#also i said this oc is friends with rue but shes also friends with another oc of mine (rini)#but i haven't ever posted the human version of rini before. i've only posted the bunny version of them#i'd like to make this new ocs name begin with R as well. i've had her place in the story sorta decided on for a while but#i'm only really properly inventing her now#does anybody read this? my oc story is very messy sorr y. but hey maybe someday it'll be better and more consistent#and maybe someday somebody else will be able to liek. know what the hell is going on in it#anyways i'll design her animal version at a later date. i made her human design while i was on break in school#so i'll probably try to think of an animal version .....also during a break in school#anyways bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#paige tag
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Casually flirting with the idea of fucking around and getting a master's degree. The time will pass anyway, right?
#lynx thinks#oh nooooooooooooooooo#nooooo i can feel the urge to be crazy and act on my hubris#ive just been talking to the grad students in the theater program and theyre taking like 9 credits a semester#and its all stuff that seems interesting or fun or at the very least useful unlike my undergrad degree#and im like... i can already sew as well as if not better than these grad students. i can for sure draw better for any designs i come up w#heck i can draw better than the current head costume designer faculty member for the university#so the little overcommitting gremlin in my brain is like ''yoi could totally do it. do it.''#and the other part of me is like ''im already so tired just from working again after needing to recover from burnout. how would i even?#so I'm sitting here Thinking about it...#a masters degree in theater might be better for finding work at a pre-existing institution than just a bachelors in art#and it might be better than a masters in art too#I'd have to stop taking commissions completely probably if i did it for the sake if time#but if i somehow got an assistantship position? then maybe?? i could do it?#oooooooh i hrm so hard y'all#its only been a week since moving and ao much is still in boxes. im only working part time but I'm tired now so much#idk if its just because my stamina levels have atrophied or what but im so. tired. these days#and by these days i mean in the last week.#maybe a week isn't long enough of a sample to work from.#im hoping my energy levels will even out a bit but with the time zone change and the fact that I'm almost 30 I'm not sure if it will?#so thats worrying#i actually kind of see why people seem to drink coffee every day now#I've definitely been eating a lot more normally since i started. both in timing and quantity#i still have projects of my own to work on i cant afford to be so eepy orz
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