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why am I already stressing about the time I'll have to move out. girl you only just bought a wardrobe. chill
#let me explain my thought process:#I had to repaint a tiny section of a wall. because mould.#> it was a pain because i suck at this sort of things#> started thinking: oh god will I have to repaint everything when I move out. I need to check my contract#> my fixed term contract ends in january. now I'm worried about how much they'll raise my rent#> I go “what if I can't afford it. can I even move anywhere else in town”#> I go check rightmove. there's no single flat within my budget in town anymore lol#> now I'm stressed. thinking if I should buy a flat instead. would it be cheaper than renting#> not really lol. property prices have also gone up!#> and even if I found something I'm in a fixed term contract until 2025#> what if I find a flat I could afford to buy but I'm stuck in a fixed term contract?#> I go on reddit to find some answers#> I do not like the answers I find. I am now more stressed than before#normal 20 minutes in my brain.#also I haven't actually checked my contract#oh god will I have to repaint everything when I move out...
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why do they do this and can they stop it please
#im gonna puke theyre so gross#ewwwwwww ew ew ew#can they fuck off i hate them so much#ship so ass i have to kill myself#hold on guys wait phone call#ok yeah theyre putting me down tommorow#clawing at my own face gnawing on the bars of my enclosure Guys im so OKAY !!!!!!!! im good !!!!!!#the mere sight of them makes me want to retch#its fucked up that they let this happen. why#jello shut up challenge#bill and ted#bad movies awful fucking movies. horrible characters fhe whole things shit#im like actually shaking#coughs up blood hey gusy hey#hi. passes out and hits my head on the corner of a conviniently placed table and dies instantly#i need to go like shake something really hard or something like actually theyve fucked up my brain to a concerning degree#whyd couldnt my autism hyperfixate on learning how to cook what the fuck is this#AAAGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??;;;_!“?$!!$!$!!?#kay im normal now i think#just btw ive spent like 20 minutes writing and deleting tags im. hhwwwhghh#twirling my hair kicking my feet im sooooooooo normal hahahha#ignore the laser pointed at my head. dont look at the sniper on that hill over there im normal im good !!!!!#hm. well i gues s the hyperfixation isnt dying thats good
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I'm making this a new post because unlike some people, I don't like putting relentless bullshit in other people's notifications (I am speaking of the OP, I could not give a fuck less about the replier's notifications, since they clearly don't care about ours). But I'm replying to this:
@ineffably-human said: So first of all, this is not the only show in the world with meaningful lighting and costumes because that is literally the job of lighting and costuming if they try. And those people can try even when the writers do not. (And we only know if something is meant if they tell so.)
Second, a fandom is a community. I hope you understand how hurtful it is to tell people they suck and wish ill on them (however minor and funny 'I hope your bacon burns' is, that's still what it is) and tell them to get out so you can have fun (this is less funny and something I have seen) because they don't agree with whatever opinions are going on in your specific corner of it. And conversely I hope no one has made you feel unwelcomeforliking the finale, and if any of us have, me included, then that's our bad. I get the frustration of seeing something other people aren't. But trust me, we're hurting that a show we loved is gone and we can't even feel satisfied in how it went out. And if we feel betrayed by how we feel the show's queerness should have been handled, that's all the worse. Making us out to be a hate-spewing problem is kind of messed up. This is less just about you and more about an overall trend, so I'm sorry for going off a bit, but I hope you understand why I did.
Literally where did anyone say this was the only show to ever do anything. What. Because OP certainly did not say that.
But yeah I gotta say this is a wild ass thing to read after a solid month of people who share your opinion on the finale being loudly insufferable on finale-enjoyers' posts, not to mention calling people who enjoy the finale delusional, self-hating, homophobic, and worse when at first we were simply saying "hey, I felt represented by this as a queer person. I felt loved and seen by this as a queer person. And maybe it's not cool for y'all to write it off as The Most Horrible Queerbait Ever To Exist and write US off as self-hating and delusional for enjoying it, just because it wasn't specifically representing YOUR queer experience."
But yeah, a harmless wish for your bacon burning is so so so so terrible and harmful, I'm SO sorry, how will you ever recover. /sarcasm
Literally learn to make your own posts you insufferable assholes, I am NO LONGER ASKING. Because yeah, fandom IS supposed to be a community, but none of y'all have been acting like it is one with the way you've been behaving, so don't try to lay that at our feet now. I have zero interest in being in community with people who are not only determined to be miserable themselves but to shit on everyone else who isn't miserable as well. I've been having a great time with the people that DON'T want to be assholes every minute of the day, but the Venn diagram between them and people whining about the finale being queerbait are basically two circles that do not touch.
I'm just so incredibly unbelievably COMPLETELY done with this bullshit because it IS a trend. A trend of half this fandom being so loud and obnoxious and needlessly mean about the finale to the point that the tag is basically unusable, so when you act like you haven't seen it in your reply, I simply do not believe you. At this point I've blocked more accounts than I ever followed in the WWDITS fandom in the first place, explicitly because they keep showing up in my notes and on my posts and on my friends' posts with their whining about how much they hated the finale. So for someone to come in a month later like "omg why would you be mean" is just. Fucking LAUGHABLE. God.
#i'm not putting this in any tags and I'm giving that person like 20 minutes to see it before blocking them#i'm fucking TIRED y'all#if I were in a community with you people IRL I would fucking move to a new neighborhood entirely#i'd live in my damn car to get away from you#and I say that as someone who has fully experienced living in my car#but given the way you behave on here you'd follow me around yelling through my fucking windows#normalize shutting the fuck up#brought to you by the galaxy brained side of the fandom that said bury your gays would be better than this with their whole chest
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Do any of y'all have adhd and bipolar or know of any good accounts of what having both is like? I've noticed that I've been having some seriously abnormal moods recently, and the more I look into it, the more I think that it looks a lot like bipolar, but I'm not sure how it would interact with my adhd, or even if there's anything other than my adhd going on at all. Feel free to DM me if you don't want to talk about it publicly
#personal#adhd#bipolar#(?)#as an example of the mood swings: last night i worked on a project that isnt for a grade from 6pm to 1am with a 20 minute dinner at 9#and now im 10 minutes into my first class of the day. and im sitting on my bed in my robe not even dressed from the shower#(yes the class is in-person)#and i know i need to get up and move but its just not happening#and this isnt super weird for me w the adhd but ive been having really long stretches of unsteerable hyperfocus for a few days#when normally being medicated means i can control the general direction of the hyperfocus#and since monday ive felt like i need less sleep and have been even more nocturnal than usual which i think is making mornings harder#and ive been feeling like im on top of the world#like being late to class doesn't matter and i can spend my time doing what i want to even if i have other shit to do.#ive been super late to classes recently bc of executive dysfunction in the morning#and hyperfocus in between classes.#idk it feels like im losing it a bit and im really frustrated by my dumbass brain rn.#n e way. that was a long ass rant. pls lmk if youve got any experience w this or any resources that talk ab it. thx!❤️
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okay the girlies were right. sometimes the secret to being happy is to actually take a 2 hour long nap, watch a quick episode (or even part of an episode) of something, eat dinner, get dressed, and then maybe you'll feel like a real person.
#caroline talks#me earlier today: :( why can't i study. why am i so sad that i can't study.#the rational side of my brain: maybe because you're sort of sleep-deprived and also processing a lot of different things#me: :(#me: okay. nap time.#i took a shower. got into my comfy clothes. slept for 2 hours instead of 20 minutes#got up. my hdmi cord came in today so i finally could watch something on the projector.#i watched the first 20 minutes of the final episode of the good bad mother.#made dinner. chatted with my roomies. now i feel normal
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the way the stream began with him being the cutest little sleepy ouppy ever and then he showed drake’s penis on youtube like 4 times
#literally insane#pyrocynical#he did drop the workout routine which is like crack to my brain rn so. GUESS WHO WILL BE RUNNING 4.5K IN 20 MINUTES EVERYDAY!!!!#completely fucked my leg up running earlier today tho so who knows#not even normal exercising runninf i was just running to class which makes it even stupider#like at least be during the one-ish time a week i manage to drag myself to the gym OMFG#if reinjuring my leg was a sport id be an olympic gold medalist#im going to be so fucked when i reach like 25 genuinely
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WHY ANTHONY WHY I AM A FOOL
#dungeons and daddies#Dndads season 2#I was not prepared for this I said and I quote “wow I really hope nothing wild happens in the last 10 minutes of todays episode” I am a foo#Between the hero and normal convo and everything that hero had to do#And just like Terry jr in general#All of that happening in the last like 20 minutes has like broken my brain
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For my birthday, my Mum asked what I wanted out of the upcoming year.
I told her, “Calm. I don’t want anything to happen. I want boring and calm and nothing.”
And I think that sums up my life this year
#not relevant#i needed to get this out of my brain#brain dumb#brain dump#dyslexic#can I vent for a minute#20s are a bitch#one normal summer is all I ask
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it's so crazy how internet has brainwashed us into thinking that the secret to perfect skin is buying a fuckton of expensive makeup products and a 15 step makeup routine and not like. eating healthy food drinking water exercising
#im breaking out like crazy and i know it's because of pms because on the chin is always hormonal#and like. i know it's because of food because in the 3 months i lived with my dad i never broke out so badly#and i remember that when i used fo live here at home this happened monthly and i even went to the dermatologist flr it#and im still using the facewash and everything but it didn't really heal those like they still came every month and I didn't understand why#but well now i get it😭#but ughhh what ks this am i supposed to not eat junk food all my life????#like the gynac who said i have pcod said that outside food has a lot of salt and tons of preservatives in sugar#and i know that's what i need to stop eating#but it's hard :( food js practically my top 5 reasons of happiness#i think if i lose a lot of weight and this pcod business clears up then i will be able to eat it because#I didn't used to have this bad breakout when i weighed less#fuck man i am 20 kgs more than my normal routine weight how did i let this happen 🥲#and how will this go away#man halsey was so right when she sang i wanna hold my skin between my fingers and cut off some parts with scissors#like ughh i know that's so dark but it would be so easy i wish it worked like that#but anyway makeup is insane wow i was jjst thinking taht oh no i have to go out tonight maybe i should buy concealer#and there are soooo many shades and it's so expensive so i was watching yt videos and they were#all talking about how to conceal your under eyes and im like wait woahhh I didn't even think about that is this something#people do everyday wtf???? like the video was titled 'get rid of grey skin under your eyes' and like wow I didn't even realise#that that was something that needs to be done like who is even noticing these things????#so that broke my crazy makeup want lol im like ok this is insane you're just trying to make me waste money#and ykw i will use my money but on other things like buying vegetables and fruits#i really REALLY need to start walking btw.but problem is that even if i listen to music while walking#my brain is an overactive mess that hates to see me happy like i hate being alone with my thoughts it's always thinking horrible things if#i let it rest for even a minute like why do u think it's so hard for me to study. it's!! not!! captivating!! enough!!#maybe i should listen to podcasts? i wish i could listen to my lectures while walking#but there's so much to write and highlight and underline in every subject it's impossible#aaah idk
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im hungry but i know dinner is being cooked so i cant leave my room until dinner is done or horrible horrible terrible things will happen to me (unsubstantiated) so im just sitting here hungry
#amd every minute i wait is like Even more i cant get up bc its vloser to dinner being done so i just need to wait for dinner being done and#what if i go out to get a little snack and like While im getting my little snack dinner is finished and then im a stupid idiot and#egerybody thinks im ungrateful and evil#and normally its fine bc dinner isnt rly Announced some nights they cook dinner and other nights its fend for yourself but i have been asked#dinner questions 2 times (were having chicken alfredo and mavis came in to ask if alfredo was okay with me (it is) and then a while later my#dad came in to ask if it was okay for the noodles to be mixed with the sauce (it is) but that was like 20 minutes ago and im not Mad that#they asked me questions but it means that dinner is a whole thing that i have to structurey noght around#and i know itd be insanely normal for literally anybody else to just go and ask how dinner is going or even covertly peek at it to assuage#progress themself and This rly does make it sound like i just hate my family and dont want to talk to them NOT SO#i just have a stupid idiot brain thats like Oh well if you ask abt it then itll just oh foods ready. okay crisis averted bye guys im gonna#go eat. this is so dumb#but isnt it good that i didnt get up 2 minutes ago and had an entirely neutral non noteworthy experience.
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#shawn listening party for his unreleased album today#i dont have my dyson air wrap here#so i just soent the last hour and 20 minutes#using a normal phon and my solar cream bottle#to curl my hair a bit#i used 100% of my brain for this hair hack tbh#im satisfied with the results#fair enough lol
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#i rilly love this fucking . damage my period does to my brain#feeling shakey and weak and tired in a weird way but like thats normal#its so disruptive#this thing is due in 20 minutes and ive done the worst job ever and its also not finished#but i cant think and like. idk how to get an extension this late
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ever since sophomore year came to a close (idk words??) i've been thinking "it dosnt need a third season, they're probably gonna leave it where it is" and "but night yorb" i've been making peace with no more of them but holy shit they're back
junior year got announced while im in my junior year and life is beautiful
Me when I’ve been saying that junior year wasn’t needed if the cast didn’t feel like playing teens any more but the announcement of said season has had me more active than I’ve been in months
#junior year was announced and i made the noise of a kettle for a solid 3 minutes#they both simultaneously existed in my mind#then junior year was announced and the only thing i've been thinking about is holy shit will fantasy high get an adventuring party#fantasy high adventuring party would be the coolest thing in the world please#i love them so much#it's 2am and i'm up this late because i needed to make the fantasy high family chart#fig loves matchmaking her parents with her friends parents#fantasyhigh#dimension 20#d20 fantasy high#i'm gonna be so normal about it when it comes out yep yep#i'm worried for myself actually i might become obsessed and it might take over my brain completely
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what is. time.
#that felt like hours but it was only about 20-30 minutes HUH#someone force my brain to be normal please it's really fucking with me right now
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You groaned to yourself after reading that text message. This meant you had to go about your day caged and with her pink satin panties on under your clothes.
But naïve and hopeful enough to finally get unlocked, you sent pictures of yourself every hour on the dot showing off your entire body caged with the her panties on. Sometimes she asked for your face to be in it just to tease you and other times she would ask for different poses.
You check the clock and notice that she should have been home 20 minutes ago. Surely she's just stuck in traffic right?
Three more hours go by and you've been restlessly pacing at the front door waiting for her to get home. She wouldn't reply to any of your texts except either to make you do a new pose or to reply to the picture you sent her every hour.
You swing your head towards the front door the moment you hear it open and see your girlfriend smiling while holding a few bags in her hands. "Sorry honey, I had to stop by the mall to get a few things on the way back home. I hope I didn't make you wait too long?~" She teases you, knowing you were in agony the entire time.
You rush up to her no longer caring about how long you waited because now you can get unlocked and finally be able to cum again.
"Hold on honey, before I unlock you can you do something else for me? I know I've made you do something embarrassing but it just made me so wet at work all day that I couldn't get anything done!" You don't notice the malice in her words as you nod your head to this unknown task.
"Here, I want you to put this on to match your panties, I spent so long to find something that would look perfect on you!"
She hands you a bag as you take out the clothing to put on. You see that its a matching pink bra and a pink long sleeve tutu style dress, all in the same shade of pink as the panties that she made you wear all day.
You can't wear such a thing! You tell her.
But she changes your mind soon after, "I want to be fucked so badly while you wear all this babe! I'll tease you like I did last night, but only for a few minutes," she reassures you with a lie, "and then I'll unlock the cage and let you pound me until you've released your entire load in all of my holes!~ Seeing you in my panties all day made so unimaginably horny this would just make me go over the top! I'm sure that would make up for the entire day and a half of being unable to cum right?~" She gives you a pouty look, knowing she put you through pleasurable torture, you normally cum at least once everyday so not being able to has made your brain fuzzy this entire time.
You finally relent and change into the entire outfit, your girlfriend helping you put on everything the entire time. After hearing that you will be able to fuck her relentlessly you've gotten so horny that you begin leaking into the pink panties again.
She lead you to the bedroom and tied you up on the bed once again. This time it was a little different, instead of just having your arms tied behind your back and your ankles tied together, she went the extra step and began tying every inch of your body in a way that seemed to accentuate the pink outfit and the cage.
"There we go! All done! And I just got to say wow. I can't believe you actually let me do all of this to you!" She says cheerfully while looking at you hungrily.
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She snaps a picture of you all tied up, “Who would have thought that it would be this easy to feminize you this far so quickly?! I guess my friends were right when they said that the hardest thing was to get you in a chastity cage but then the rest would be easy!” She laughs to herself. "I mean getting you caged wasn't even that hard either."
She pats your pink caged clitty and no longer needing to hide her true intentions behind an innocent face, she can't stop smiling at your predicament.
"You know babe... I didn't just buy these clothes, I'm sure you saw the dozen other bags I brought home right? Those will be your new clothes! I made sure to only shop in the lingerie sections and sex stores of the countless malls I stopped by after work to give you an even higher quality of clothes compared to my own wardrobe!" She says proudly.
Suddenly she moves close to your ear and in a low but demanding voice whispers, "And if you ever... want a chance of getting out of that cage, you'll have to do everything I say from now on, or I'm going to send these dozens of photos of you in my panties as well as you all tied up like this to your friends and family through your own phone! I'm sure you especially remember the photos with your face in them! Wouldn't that be such a relationship crusher? She teases.
"Now be a good sissy doll and let me see you leak into your pathetic little clitty in this new outfit! I want to record every new milestone you achieve in this new relationship we'll be sharing together honey~"
Hope you enjoyed this super long story made by @pinkfemgurl!
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what they dont tell you is how bad it is to battle the short term gratification of one interest in order to save up for the long term gratification of another
#yes this is abt the fucking butler show and the plastic horse models#brain wants no stimulation unless its something we enjoyed when we were 12 and i cant even fuckin be mad#I WANT TO COSPLAY UNDERTAKER SO BAD I KNOW ALL I NEED TO GET THE BALL RUNNING IS THE WIG AND CONTACTS BC OUR STYLES ARE SO SIMILAR BUT#BUT THE 5.99 TINY HORSES IN THE UNDER 20 DOLLARS GIFT SECTION AT TRACTOR SUPPLYS IS FIVE MINUTES FROM THE WORK PLACE#i am normally so good at budgeting bc i get into the groove of spending no money ever#but then i let loose for one pre planned weekend (no regerts) and all my budgeting goes to shit#suddenly that credit card limit is SOOOOO far away and manageable#jackal speaks
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