I personally think we’re all overreacting actually & this will all be resolved within the first 15 minutes. Mara back home, Chris laughs it off, Buddie canon, Diaz parents came back to apologise, Temu flying off into the distance never to return, Buckley-Han family happy as ever.
Bobby just wakes up and it wasn’t a heart attack, it was just low blood sugar from the shock or whatever. Bathena house is a goner, sure, but it’s ok, all the family photos are on a google drive anyways. Everyone’s fine
Chapters: 8/?
Fandom: Merlin (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Merlin/Arthur Pendragon
Characters: Merlin (Merlin), Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Morgana (Merlin), Uther Pendragon (Merlin), Ygraine de Bois (Merlin), Lancelot (Merlin), Gwaine (Merlin), Percival (Merlin), Leon (Merlin), Gwen (Merlin), Elyan (Merlin), Agravaine (Merlin), Tristan (Merlin), Gaius (Merlin), Isolde (Merlin)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Victorian England, Ygraine Lives, But Victoria's Not the Queen, Shameless Smut, Slow Build, Torture, Child Abuse, Angst and Humor, long chapters, Magic, Consent Issues, But Not Between Arthur and Merlin, Travel, Epic Battles, Coming of Age, Age Difference, Bisexual Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Bisexual Disaster Arthur Pendragon, Protective Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Pining Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Jealous Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Arthur is a butthead while he's growing up, BAMF Merlin (Merlin), Merlin's Magic Loves Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Soft Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Mutual Pining, Merlin Needs a Hug (Merlin), Hurt Merlin (Merlin), Merlin's Magic Revealed (Merlin), Morgana Knows about Merlin's Magic (Merlin), Morgana Needs a Hug (Merlin), BAMF Morgana (Merlin), Ambiguous Attempted Sexual Assault, not between Arthur and Merlin, Mugging, Branding
Summary:
As an eleven year old, Merlin prioritizes himself with keeping his magic in check and staying out of people's way. However when he journeys to the Pendragon Manor to apprentice, his transition is less than seamless when the residential six year old sparks a unique fascination with him, and it's just Merlin's luck that the boy is the heir of the dukedom, Arthur Pendragon.
Merlin just wants to find a place he belongs, but over the years this exploration proves harder than he ever imagined.
Follow Merlin and Arthur into adulthood and where legend and reality clash.
WHY STAR HOLDER SO SMAL? THEY ARE SO FREAKING TINY IN ECLIPSE'S HOLD HELP
Yes I didn't forgot i just slow af lol Anyway, gotta read the new chapter, i swear it's like a drug and you are damn good dealer ^^
HANDS HOLDING HANDS HOLDING HANDS HOLDING HA
I'm calm.
NO I AM NOT REMOTELY CALM LOOK AT THOSE HANDS LOOK HOW GOOD THEY ARE LOOK AT SIZE DIFFERENCE. Blessed size difference.
AAAaaAAAAAAAA TWAY I'M SHAKING IM SCREAMING I'M GRABBING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS And very gently holding this art oh my gosh thank you <3 <3 <3
I hope you enjoy the new chapter, it has a lot going on but also nothing at the same time! And thank you aavhetjyeb SO GLAD you're enjoying the story!!
I'm fine, nobody panic, I just wanna talk out loud for a second.
I am oddly grateful for the way that I experience depression and I am very sure that there are other factors that go into this but this past week I have been passively suicidal and mildly pre occupied with death. And it is a bit worse today. I've almost considered self harm.
But it honestly doesn't around worth it. Because then I have to keep it clean and hidden. And I don't and I get caught then I have to do all the explaining and go through all of that. And it just sounds exhausting. I already want to spontaneously expire. I don't really want to be adding to the work load here.
And it's the same thing for considering suicide. I've honestly thought of several means over the last few days. But if it goes wrong I just created a lot more work for myself and it just doesn't seem worth the risk.
And it's true there are other things that I think about
My internet buddies in general
My puppy won't understand
The general upset for people in my life
I might be petty but I'm not petty enough to traumatize my family that way even though I'm sure they've traumatized the heck out of me
I genuinely do want to be able to move and see if I even have wings to spread
Like, there are other factors here. But also it just sounds more trouble than it's worth, tbh.
And who knows, maybe it's more passive influence from another alter rather than my own desires. But it just sounds like so much work.