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#also you cant say that you would never cry in public because you might some day so if you did how would you want people to react#txt#gekkering#this post was brought to you by someone is crying in this room with me and i dont know if its more polite to just pretend i dont notice#like i would want to be ignored personally but also soemtimes i think about that guy who was liek#(tw suicide) like crying on a bridge about to jump and nobody asked if he was okay so he felt like nobody cared. and i dont think this#person is gonna kill themselves cuz i ddidnt ask if tneyre ok but like woukd it help at all#you know
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Do u follow the Erdtree? No?? Gores you
#literally nobody asked for this but youre getting it anyways#morgicorn#I was simply following my heart and my heart said what if#so now we've got unicorn morgott#but I feel like it actually suits him#had to give him longer ears tho bc he felt a bit naked without all the horns#I also gave him some dapples because why not#decided to make his horn a bit crooked also to match his sword and for more visual interest#oh btw theres a breed of horse called a 'fell pony' im not even joking#so like I kinda had to do morgicorn when I found that one out#tho I do imagine if Morgott was a horse hed be a percheron#big unit of a horse with a proud yet gentle temperment#mohg would be a fresian#obviously#but yeah if Morgott was a unicorn I do not think he would be above stabbing people with his horn#anyways#elden ring#elden ring fanart#morgott the omen king#morgott the grace given#elden ring morgott#margit the fell omen#my art
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I re-blonded my hair and cut my bangs 💛
#tbh this process was a mess#i just wanted to bleach my root#get it all back to blonde#i ended up with two different shades of blonde from top to bottom#its also a little darker than usual#im normally like a honey blonde#day one it was like an ash blonde#also coming out of the salon is felt rly bad#like super dry and fake#went home and washed it immediately to get it soft again and counter the toner a bit#also asked them to trim down my bangs and the tips cauze its all frayed and grown out and they just didnt#cut my bangs myself#tldr im getting a new stylist cuase this went bad#ive paid less for better#nobody mention my trash or plates 🤐#me#mine#selfie#girl#blonde#glasses
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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you've heard of: aroacespec "is this person flirting with me" confusion, now get ready for: Does this person think I'm flirting with them (and also are they flirting "back" with me) because I accidentally bumped into them a lot?
#new jersey girl seems to really like me that makes me happy#nobody's been attracted to me before#but it'll make me sad if she asks me out#because even though I LOVE her i think i'd have to say no just because i really imagine myself#with a boyfriend far more than a girlfriend lately and i don't want to put her into a relationship that might end up feeling like#misgendering...#aro#ace#aroace#aroacespec#aromantic#arospec#greyromantic#greyro#I said this#we've been walking all over campus together and she's um. not a very considerate walker i keep#almost getting pushed off the path so that's whyh i keep bumping into her lol#but also she seems to like standing/sitting near me?#and i said 'i think my face is a little...' because i was thinking it felt like it got too much sun#and she was like 'i think your face is a little too-- wait what did u say?'#and i said i didn't even use an adjective but said burnt/red was what i should have siad#and she just said 'i think your face is a little'#like is that an oblique compliment??#okay the funniest part is yesterday she said some random girl came up to her and said she looked pretty and she wasn't sure if it was#flirting or just a compliment so she doesn't even know what flirting is either lol#also she calls me Data now bc i told her about hwo my uncle said my parents consult me like picard consults data lol#tbh maybe i gave her the wrong signals by moisturizing when she was in my room last night?#(kept sticking my hand under my clothes. my roommate brought her in right after i showered)#i asked my roommated if that was weird and she thought it was fine but she might not be the best metric
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People complain and complain about no new fics and then don’t reblog or comment of interact in the slightest isn’t fics
#people on my 2nd blog madnessreruns keep asking where I went and why I don’t post anymore my brother in Christ I never got any feedback#I felt like I was writing for nobody#.🤍🎩🍰
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Hyperfocus messed with my time perception so bad omg
Have you ever experienced non-linear time? Like half an hour went by in half a minute and then it stopped. Entirely. Logically I know that it's been around 15 minutes, but I can't even say that it felt like forever because it didn't feel like ANYTHING [PT: anything. /End PT]. It's been hours but not the 60 minute kind of hours y'know? It's been a while. Not really
#neurodivergent#adhd#ice speaks#aka keter reads 3001 and spends the rest of the day rambling like scranton#I'm not exaggerating btw. just. completely turned off my time perception and i couldn't ground myself#so i walked in circles and it felt like there was nobody there even though it was more crowded than usual#weird shit#also where the fuck are all my friends. you could tell me they died of old age and I'd almost believe you#feels like i was gone for a while (<- i spent an hour reading)#ask to tag#i fucking guess idk I'm still not grounded ahhh
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jane/jonah moodboard.
#the sequal nobody really asked for but i felt like making it anyways#the magnus archives#tma#tma ships#elias bouchard#jonah magnus#jane prentiss
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Talked about BG3 w my tattooist and he claimed he didn't like Wyll and found him insuffrable and whiny, and internally I was trying so hard not to go on a full long rant, like man lemme stop you right there what are you talking about, oh and also you're wrong, but that's just your stupid opinion and I'm gonna pretend I didn't hear any of that😤
#it really was the whole#wait😔✋️#they don't love you like i love you#wait.#bg3#wyll ravengard#nobody understands him#and it makes me smad#didn't even bother asking him how he felt about Gale#he did seem to like Karlach and Lae'zel tho so that was a plus#like your opinions aren't too cishet man gamerboy for me to not accept
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I just got my first T shot after having my ovaries and uterus removed. Praying to the trans gods I will get double the beard hairs now 🙏🏻 Also, I just took some pictures of me shirtless because my friend wanted nudes (don't ask, we have the weirdest relationship lol) and I look so manly man. With my little beard and my tiddies gone. (Also, my friend said that my surgery results look perfect and that I really made a dream come true, so cute)
#personal posts#at work nobody questions my gender either#it's so nice to finally pass#loooooool#this just made me remember that at work one guy told me 'you have earings. and piercings#and you let your hair grow out'#he then proceeded to stare at me and i felt like edward in that one scene where bella says 'i know what you are'#i was so certain he would ask me if i'm gay but then he just asked 'how do you feel about that' lmao#and i was like i like it or else i wouldn't do it#he then wanted to see my tattoos lol#also also#another guy nearly broke my hand when we greeted each other this morning#like#my hand literally cracked#he made my bones fall back in place#why you so strong man
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since I'm seeing a lot of posts about the necessity of reblogging people's posts vs just liking them...
if I like a post that involves birds, I always reblog (and usually from the OP, though sometimes I'm forgetful). I enjoy so much of what the birblr community creates, but I don't like to spam or dominate people's dashes, so I have a queue that's a million miles long. it often takes a while for a reblog of mine to go through for my followers to see, but it will.
worries about spam aside, I think spacing out reblogs helps avoid the potential issue of people seeing the same art/photo on their dashes several times over the course of 2-3 days before circulation slows or just... stops. I personally love when an old photo of mine sees a surge of activity seemingly out of nowhere! no matter how old your creations are, they deserve to be seen if you want them to be.
in that same vein, I shuffle my queue regularly. I often go on like + queue sprees upon discovering a lovely new artist/photographer, and I prefer to reblog from multiple creators each day.
finally, for my own posts, I now queue 2 photos of mine for each weekday instead of 4 photos every day of the week. this schedule works better for me for multiple reasons but, ultimately, it'll help shorten the queue a bit faster.
#nobody asked but I felt like sharing my “process”#I've also been curious if there's a better way to go about reblogging#maybe I'll get other ideas from other similar posts#this blog has never been just about my photos and never will be#birblr#birdlr#birdblr
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hi
#life update nobody asked for lol#I missed you guys my pookie wookie dookies#I deleted all my social media and life is so great wow#still a lot of mental health problems but I'm finally learning to deal with my emotions and not hate life (wow)#is it bad for me to say I'm so glad I left blr#I will probably never come back here lol but I think (?) today is txt's debut anniversary and since I am the self proclaimed empress of moa#downgrading to a flip phone actually#I unstanned txt and all the kpop peoples too (SHOCKER)#I do feel really nostalgic and sad when I think about them but I think it was the thing I needed most#delulu is infact not the solulu#daydreaming about beomgyu being the new student at my school and being soobin's bestie was never the greatest idea hey#it's so freeing to not care about them and focus on what's infront of me#if you need a sign to start growing out of kpop and start worrying about your own life here it is babe 😭 don't let anybody give you shit#Not to say kpop is bad or anything I just think for me it was getting a bit out of hand#As much as we all make fun of the delulus it's so easy to fall down that spiral when these idols constantly tell you they love you#The parasocial relationship was REAL istg these people felt like my friends#Hueningkai does not give a FUCK about me and he is so real for that#Thinking about deleting this blog but I'm logging off after this so I very well may forget it exists again#But I just wanted to share what's been going on#And I miss you guys a lot#I may have outgrown kpop and tumblr but you all still have a special place in my heart#I miss the good old days 😭 when discord let's me back in I might visit wme#Not much has changed with me but mentally I feel like a whole new person#But I hope you all are doing GREAT#Living your best lives and doing things that make you happy#You owe it to yourself more than you owe these celebrities anything#xoxo savie 😝🤟🤟🔥🔥🔥
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hi mags! big big fan of your work 🥹 i just wanted to ask a lil about how you went about starting to write fanfic n self ship stuff? i’ve been wanting to for a while now but the thought of actually posting it out of nowhere seems pretty daunting to me 😭
dearest anon... I understand how you feel...... but listen... the very first time you start posting fics and silly stuff, you'll probably feel nervous at first, but then it's super fun and freeing... when I first started posting fanfic, it was one of the most fun and happy times in my whole life. once I got over that initial fear of what people would think, and realized I could just be myself, I truly enjoyed every aspect of my silly postings. and I'll always look at that time fondly, even if my writing has improved since then!
we all have to start somewhere!! just do what you love, it's such a nice feeling. and I promise soon you won't be alone, you'll find others who love the same things..........
#I believe in you!!!!#the reason why I started posting my fanfic#is because I was super obsessed with aki and wanted to talk about him#even if it was to no one lol#I wrote a fic because I thought there weren't enough fics for him#and I expected nobody to care#but then it got a few comments and kudos on ao3#and I was like!! dang!!!!!#I felt so proud of myself#I promise whatever you write someone out there will appreciate it#and as long as you're having fun that's what matters!!#love u anon#ask mags
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Sorry but I have a random vent.
Am I the only one that hates that everyone makes Seungmin and Minho mean doms? Calling the reader sl*t and wh*re, and whatever degrading stuff they make them do.
Remember how Seungmin said that he thinks he’s the least liked? Well I can’t hardly pay attention to him and his fics when it’s all degrading stuff I don’t enjoy. I’m very much soft and sensitive, so it sucks that those two are ALWAYS perceived that way in fics, so I have to avoid their fics basically all the time.
I know of only two Seungmin fics where he’s not a mean dom. At least authors have some leeway with Minho, but still, the majority is degrading and intense stuff that I would feel unloved experiencing and reading in a fic. Should I feel bad for having to avoid them since I can’t enjoy mean doms?
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No I get where ur coming from! I think it’s neat when it pertains to certain kinks or to fulfill a specific part of a story but I truly never view any of the members as only ONE type of sexual partner. Like yeah I can see why people would put them in one scenario or another, but for me it doesn’t mean they’re not also soft and passionate lovers or also caring and attentive to their partners’ needs.
I think it makes sex very….. one dimensional? If that makes sense? For example a lot of people love the subby Jisung or subby Felix agenda which is cool and all! but to me only boxing one member into one stereotypical sexual role is boring and unrealistic. It also feels sometimes like people conclude “quiet and stoic = mean in bed” or “has inherently ‘femininely perceived traits’ and is nice = sub” which is so….. wrong. lmao
Sex is so multi-faceted the same way people are, and I personally prefer the tender and passionate moments that attribute to a person’s character while they’re having sex rather than to just slap a label on someone and perceive them like that forever. I think it also leads people to think that everybody in a sexual relationship is either dom/sub, top/bottom, nice/degrading which is the most unrealistic thing. And if we’re being so binary in the method, I think both Seungmin and Minho would be very passionate, kind, gentle lovers the same way they come across on screen. You don’t have to feel bad if mean doms aren’t your thing, the same way no one should feel bad if it IS their thing! I just don’t think anybody is limited to one trait or sexual characteristic.
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#🍋 anon#ask#I have felt like this for so long#lmao#like nobody is one thing every time they have sex#that’s the beauty in it
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Dealer's choice for Ockham, if you'd like? <3
[I've put some notes on this one! The tags would've been a mile long otherwise.]
23. a kiss influenced by alcohol/other substances (the substance in question being neathbow fuckery)
It wasn't the worst party Emory had ever been dragged to; they didn't even mind that Lenora had wandered off partway through the evening. Nocturnal artists often wanted to hear hunting stories, though he was sure they wished he'd speak of it a bit more poetically. When they tired of it, they were happy to leave him to stand near the wall with a glass of wine. The decor, however, was a bit of an issue - not something they would normally care much about, but the skeleton someone had set up as a centerpiece made no fucking sense. It was made up of three, no, four different zee-beasts cobbled together into a completely implausible monstrosity. He glared at the place where a fin didn't even attempt to connect properly to the frame. Artistic liberty was one thing, but they thought it should at least look like the creator had given a damn.
...If this was what they were focused on, they needed to make this their last drink. Gods forbid he start trying to fix the thing. Before they could give it any further consideration, though, they were interrupted by Lenora's sudden return. She was accompanied by a redhead in a deep green dress and...a wave of flirtatious joy?
"Je vais vous présenter - " whatever that meant, it was directed solely to the person beside her - "Emory, dear, this is Ockham; I fear I've essentially been holding her captive for language practise instead of making introductions to anyone else." She gestured to them, and they noted her gaze was far less sharp than usual. "This is my friend, Captain Emory Hayes."
"Nice to meet you." Ockham held out her (Emory would have guessed something neutral, but who were they to argue?) hand. He felt a hint of curiosity and wondered what Lenora had been saying about him.
This wasn't a state of mind that should have been possible without physical contact or conscious will. The only exception they had ever encountered was Parabolan influence of some kind. Yet Ockham's own eyes seemed normal, and she bore no other obvious signs of possession; just the opposite, in fact. There were flickers of reptilian instinct, now that he could pick up on such things, but they felt buried in the way a person's thoughts normally would when they weren't in full control of themselves.
Was there a polite way to ask are you from a different realm, and if so, how the fuck did you get here? Probably not. Between the nearly palpable emotional aura and the apocyanic haze encroaching on his vision, Emory could barely even think of a normal introduction.
And so, before his mind could catch up with his actions, he brought Ockham's hand up for a kiss rather than the handshake he had planned. They felt the shallow, fleeting memories skin held; the touches of others, the brush of fabric. Lenora raised an eyebrow, and he knew he was never going to hear the end of her teasing once they were alone. Somehow they doubted an explanation would help. Teratomancy made me do it? Technically, this is your fault? No, it would only encourage her.
"...It's nice to meet you, too." he said, resigning himself to his fate.
- I wanted to explore what viric would do to Emory. What I decided is that it brings on a version of the "half-dreaming" mental state he enters for teratomancy, thus making him more emotionally perceptive/receptive. They were able to catch themselves before slipping into an actual trance, though, especially since there wasn't a completely overwhelming amount of input.
- They can, in fact, tell what Ockham should look like! Sort of, anyway. It's not the same as what you'd see through cosmogone lenses. Rather than a vivid, current appearance, they're getting an impression from hishertheir own memories. Since Ockham's been in stasis for so long, though, there's probably not a lot of discernible difference. Maybe some of the details are hazy or slightly off, since you can't really conjure up a perfect image of yourself without looking? If someone else who knew was nearby, it would probably help. I'm also not sure exactly what he would remember once he'd left hishertheir presence and the effect was no longer there.
- I don't see any reason why he shouldn't be able to pick up some memories from skin - it is an organ, after all. I think it probably doesn't hold information for quite as long, though. Also, most of it is just things like "this area was touched by someone recently and this is how they felt about it" or "the pain of getting a scrape that has since healed."
- Nora knows multiple languages. I don't, unfortunately, otherwise I would have given them more dialogue together instead of having her switch back halfway through a sentence so she could include Emory. She was thrilled to have an excuse to practice, though. Also, Ockham could probably get a two for one deal here if heshethey tried; she's pretty easy to get kisses from.
#ask#my writing#Emory Hayes#Lenora V. Kenward#sorry this took forever! I rewrote it so many times before I felt satisfied. I hope it turned out well#anyway Emory don't worry! Nora might forget that you acted like a proper gentleman towards a stranger#also featuring the first bone market skeleton I ever threw together. so awful nobody but the colourful phantasist wanted it
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the friendliest evil drow you'll ever meet bc he's full of shit vs moments of sheer unfiltered insanity that remind u he is in fact lolth's chaos baby
#he can act so normal for so long#and then i rmr oh thats right he did push his friend off a cliff once just Because.#don't ask him what the reason was he has no explanation beyond he rly felt like doing it#and if thats not the entirety of his moral compass idk what is#this man will also literally eat and lick everything he finds on his path is2g#why ???? Nobody Knows#˚₊𓆩༺🕷༻𓆪₊˚ ooc — lenny.#tbd.
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