#no you dont understand im feral
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not to be insane about her on main but you know I never stopped thinking about jessica right. you know I never stopped thinking about jess lockwood
shes like. she's JESS.
shes haunting the narrative. she's haunting lockwood. shes haunting nothing at all, in the literal sense, which is rather strange. shes in Lucy's face and the way she stands at the door. shes got lockwoods eyes, or maybe hes got hers. she's burned into her bedset. she's burned into her house. she's burned into wood. she's a broken pot. she's a clumsy rapier. she's waiting at the apple tree. shes sleeping under her covers. she likes stickers. she's a kid, she's a guardian, she's not going to take off the baby wallpaper in her bedroom. she's clung to youth. she's forced to grow up. she's younger than her baby brother. she's the world. shes important enough to die for. she's important enough to live because of. she's blue and swollen and on the floor and dead. she's pale and smiling and holding her brother in her lap, immortalized, shoved in a dresser drawer because somebody couldnt handle seeing her face.
she's that important. she's that important.
she's a lockwood, she's a mirror, she's lucy joan carlyle and anthony john lockwood and a reminder and a child and doomed, doomed, doomed in such a way that she could save everyone else.
she's the boxes lockwood couldn't open. she's the right time. she's warm feathers and stitches purposefully undone.
in her childishly wallpapered room, she is sitting, watching, cross legged on her bed.
#she means so much to me she means so much to this whole series you dont fucking understand#oh my word oh my gosh im insane i#SHAKING YOU GOING FERAL GRRRRAGHHHHHHHHH#EXPLODES#Lockwood and co#Jessica Lockwood#Anthony Lockwood#lucy carlyle#Lockwood and co books#lockwood and co spoilers#krash’s personal faves
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Hey guys, where’s the Mike Wazowski x James P. Sullivan agenda?? Hello?? Like these two have been here longer than I am ALIVE, where’s the fanart and fanfiction???
#monsters inc#monsters university#mike wazowski#james p. sullivan#mike and sully#mike and sulley#mike x sulley#mike x sully#mike wazowski x james p. sullivan#JJSKDKDK#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND#IM GOING FERAL OVER THEM#GRRRRRRR
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#WHAT THW FUCKSNENDDNWHAT THE EH WHY PINTEREST PINTEREST WHY PINTEREST WTF PINTEREST MAYBE DONT CHALLENGE#AREYOU SO FR RN? BC IM SO FR AND THIS IS NOT OKAY#YALL DONT UNDERSTAND THE AFFECT THIS HAS ON ME#you with that was you huh? yeah. badly.#i need him bibically#feeling feral!!!!#🐕🐕🐕#jenson button please.#jenson button
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greg and spring bonnie doodle YAY!!!! (I finished this in the middle of the fucking night)
I will be getting a full vanny design to yall soon dw I just need yall to know I’m not dead
I changed my art style a bit and gregs hairstyle to look a LITTTLE more like the canon one but sit still adding my own little touch lolzies :3
#fnaf#fnaf au#fnaf security breach#alternate universe#fnaf gregory#fnaf art#art#artists on tumblr#gregory fnaf#au#security breach retold#you don’t understand how much I love this duo#YOU AHVE NO FUCKITN CLUE YOU DONT GET IT YOU DONT UNDERSYAND#IM GOING FERAL#JXISWNKZKDJSKSKD#EEEAAAAAA#ahem anyway#artwork#digital art#fnaf fanart#writers on tumblr#sbrt#art bomb
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Recognizing Early Signs of Mental Illness
#fe3h#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#thats all it gets tagged as. if you see it then you were meant to see it.#txt post#side note while im in the tags no one looks at#im not too big a fan of the way people call his untreated psychosis as him being feral#its not a ground breaking take with the last 5 years of the game existing but ive only beem into fe3h for a year and its my blog#so I get to talk about it#like yes I understand its because he's likened to a Feral Boar charging ahead with destruction in its path and no brains etc etc#whatever felix said#but the way fans take that and really focus on calling an unhoused man with unresolved childhood ptsd haunting him for life feral?#the way fans take that and call a guy whos psychotic breakdown went untreated for 5 years feral?#REALLY doesnt sit well with me#idk im not the sort to be like “he didnt mean to murder this isnt him 🥺” because he did do that. a lot of that.#But people do things they dont want to do all the time when given the right mental state for it#Do you see people on the streets talking to themselves and shouting at the air and call them feral?#the ones you can smell from 6 feet away? the ones who have a crust on their hands and hair stiff from not having access to a proper shower?#the ones that havent had access to help or medication? Do you call them feral? Do you extend a hand or even look in their direction?#I'm rambling by this point. tldr mental health awareness and be kind to one another#and also to be careful and use your best judgement when helping because I stopped for an older woman asking for help#and she almost stabbed me in an empty parking lot#not my brightest moment
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Can we talk about mitsuham I think we should talk about mitsuham yes I’d like that very much
Imagine Mitsuru her life has been planned out for her by a bunch of men her choices are not hers to make every move is political she is nothing but a tool forced to fight as a child never allowed to burden anyone with her feelings. Her life isn’t hers, it’s never been hers for a second, she exists to further the careers of the men around her. The first two friends she makes are both boys and she was in charge of leading them, using them just to further the Kirijo agenda. Genuine friendship did blossom between them, but things fell apart pretty quickly. Shinjiro can’t control Castor, something is seriously wrong with him, he kills someone, then he leaves and the Kirijos cover it up. Was it to protect him, or to protect themselves? Mitsuru certainly doesn’t know anymore but she’s lost a friend and can’t reach him again, he’s too traumatized by personas and Akihiko is still there but he’s always so stuck on Shinjiro and Mitsuru feels like she failed both of them. Just more men for her to let down by not being good enough
Then there’s Kotone. Sweet, strong, clumsy, talented Kotone. She’s so bubbly and friendly, but behind those warm smiles is horrible loneliness. Pain. But she’s never ever gonna let anyone see that. She busies herself by taking care of everyone else, listening to their problems and never burdening them with her own feelings. She can just fix everything and make everyone happy if she works herself hard enough. She just has this way about her, so reliable and so kind
And Mitsuru watches Kotone from above. Trusts her to be the leader, or maybe she just wanted to push a burden onto someone else for a change. Someone who’s able to take on burdens with a smile for fucks sake. And Kotone leads, seemingly effortlessly, and is able to recruit several members in a short time and achieve just so much more than Mitsuru could in her entire lifetime. Just, perfectly. Without even possessing any prior knowledge of the dark hour or personas. And she does this while being so emotional, so social, so weird, so fucking cute, it’s absolutely nauseating. This should be fine, right? It’s what Mitsuru’s always wanted, for someone else to ease her burden. And hell, it’s a woman too, a woman who’s perfectly capable of doing it all without a bunch of men helping her. It’s inspiring, isn’t it?
But there’s the pain. The envy. Kotone is perfect and she doesn’t even have to try. Mitsuru on the other hand has been shaving herself down to nothing just to be allowed a place. She makes the perfect grades and wears the beautiful clothes and applies the fucking makeup and is mature for her age and never speaks out or feels anything that could possibly make her be seen as a human, a filthy fucking human. So why does a woman as unashamed as Kotone get to have it all? And why is Mitsuru still here, still acting as the Kirijo tool, still doing whatever she possibly can to hurt herself to make a man feel better? Why isn’t she useful anywhere? It’s not fair
And then when she actually spends the time with Kotone she’s trying so hard to be that wise and mature figure she’s always been, trying so hard to force herself to smile through the pain, but she’s talking to someone who can see right through that shit cuz Kotone Shiomi invented lying through her teeth to make others feel better. It’s annoying really, how Kotone is supposed to be the childish one, yet it’s Mitsuru who can’t get it together and can’t seem to look into those bright eyes without breaking. And Kotone isn’t disgusted by what she sees, even though Mitsuru is being unreasonable and emotional and talking about wanting to run away and how much she hates her life and how she’s not only eating fast food but enjoying it, letting herself enjoy an indulgence that won’t make her pretty anymore. No, Kotone sees this and listens and encourages it and celebrates it, celebrates how utterly human Mitsuru is. She holds her hand and says "let me take on your burden". And it’s horrible, this kindness, Mitsuru hasn’t even broken all her bones to make Kotone happy, so why is she being so fucking nice? And then something breaks, and Kotone defends her. Stands up for her against a man. Lets herself once again take a hit to protect someone else. And it’s just too familiar, too much to fucking bear, and it pisses Mitsuru the fuck off. And she is able to tell a man to go fuck himself, because no one gets to fucking talk to this girl like she isn’t the most amazing person ever to exist. Not after everything she’s done, everything she still does, not after giving her all and never once asking for anything in return. And in standing up for Kotone, Mitsuru is able to stand up for herself for the first time in her life. And she looks at Kotone and says "let’s take on each other’s burdens"
Oh and also they watch a scary movie together and hold hands and ride a motorcycle and Mitsuru calls Kotone adorable I mean that’s pretty gay man
#persona#persona 3#mitsuru kirijo#kotone shiomi#mitsuham#girl is that even the ship name thats how fucking obscure this shit feels lol#but noooo you people dont UNDERSTAND you dont GET ITTTTTT they are everything to me your honor#atlus gimme the rights i can do this shit so much better#basically what im getting at here is that mitsuru kirijo is a lesbian and whenever i see her with a man I actually throw up#dont piss me off like that oooh#ive already decided that if i ever post that shinji fic im doing a mitsuru spinoff#cuz like first off her relationship with shinji is really interesting to me and i wanna explore it further but theres not much time in the#shinji fic its more just setting a foundation and i realized i didnt wanna leave them hanging like that#but i also wanna give her a fic cuz ive uh become a bit feral over her and mitsuham in particular#and basically i want her to maybe just uh. leave the kirijo group 🙊 and live her own life make her own choices#and kiss girls kiss a lot of girls and also she gains weight and stops wearing makeup and cuts her hair#she gets to be loved and she loves in return and i spray atlus with a gun shes mine now 👺
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i am so normal abt canto 5 until i actually think abt it for a second and th
#and then im instantly some sort of feral animal ! you understand.#struck by visions and visions and visions and#piktalk#projmoon#i dont even have anything meaningful to say about anything. i just have to sit here and rattle w enough force to level a country. alas.
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OMG CAPITANO STEP ON MY FUCKING FACE PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS
#𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐒... ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁#sorry im a little#feral#rn#BUT PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#you dont understand how badly i need it#i have been down bad for this man since he first made an appearance#time to binge read capitano fics HAHAH
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Yall know that one scene in the og Trigun anime where Vash is ass up when fighting Dominique the Cyclops? Yall know how they toned it down A LOT compared to the manga where he just man whore the whole pose?
Ya know what I just spent too much money on?
#im going fucking feral over here#trigun manga#trigun badlands rumble#trigun stampede#trigun: stampede#trigun#vash the stampede#spent way to much damn money on animation cels#animation cels#im so fucking excited#you dont understand how much im crying about actually owning this#im gonna cry hskwksksmw
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not to out myself on main but Katsuki Bakugo continues to make me fucking insane
#there is a REASON he's in my list of top five fav characters#that boy makes me RABID-#literally hes the only reason ive kept up with the manga. that and ive stuck with it for so long i wanna see how it ends#anyway just finished pacing and ranting and Decimating an apple bc. be cause.#i saw someone go 'wait bakugo is save to win?'#YES! YES! HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN SAVE TO WIN HIS ENTIRE CHARACTER IS SAVE TO WIN#HIS ACTUAL BATTLES HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FOCUSED ON SAVING#I HAVE BEEN SCREECHING THIS AT MY CEILING FOR YEARS HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN SAVE TO WIN!!!!#marking him as Win To Save is a fundamental misunderstanding of his character IM SORRY IT IS. IT IS#he has ALWAYS focused more on saving while izuku goes straight for the enemies' jugular#god. hes just. FINALLY BAKUGO GETS TO SHINE and Everyone gets to see who he really is im feral#the moment i saw him i was fascinated and over the years his character has aged like a FINE fuckin wine#its so rare to find a character with such stellar development. like damn. fuck. hes catnip to me#he started my love of analyzing the fuck out of characters and striving to understand them the best i can#punching a wall and wailing YOU DONT KNOW HIM LIKE I DO#honestly if i ever did a video essay it would be on him. and why he's such a good fucking character#say what you will about bnha but god damn he's phenomenal. horikoshi really went tf off with him#BAKUGO BBY IM SO GLAD YOU'RE BACK ITS BEEN SO LONG <3#absolutely unprompted#i literally. i literally got a bkdk charm keychain#both bc yeah theyre iconic but also i could not resist the bakugo on it. hes too cute#i finally feel excited for the manga and the story again bc MY BOY IS BACK IN THE GAME LETS GOOOOOO#cant wait to see him absolutely slay serve Steal The Spotlight#stg hes gonna save all might AND take down afo while broccoli boy handles McCrusty#lets go bakugoooo LETS FUCKING GOOOOO#WE ARE SO FUCKIGN BACK BABEYYYYYYY#bakugo? no. bakuback!!!#BC HES NO LONGER DEAD ON THE GROUND YEEHAW HAWYEE
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LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY FUCKING MIND
#Happy Fourth of July#Yall#IM GOING INSANE#I FUCKING LOVE THEM#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND#I JUST#I CANT#EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM IS PERFECT#UGHHHHH#DYING#SCREAMING CRYING PUNCHING THE WALLS#JUST JUST JUST JUST JUST#JUST LOOK AT THEM#MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM#Sometimes family is an autistic mentally unstable middle-aged divorced father figure with depression#And a feral half demon seven year old girl#just trying to survive the apocalypse together#This is what happens when you watch a children’s tv show as a neurodivergent artist#The Cheers theme song hits different now#adventure time fanart#Adventure time#Simon petrikov#ice king#marceline#fanart#marceline the vampire queen#Simon and Marcy#my art#digital art#iArtbook
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like at my first artfight i went "im never filling one a these things out, if they're every year then why would i" but erm. well this year i had to because of team stardust. you understand. reblog
anyway my artfight's at /~Ria_Starstruck
#how did that joke go....u understand...reblog...no that wasnt it#whatever . u understand. (i look at you pointedly)#artfight#artfight 2024#stardust#artfight team stardust#artfight card#<- is that what this is#oh i put options on feral but i forgor the shapeshifting fellas i made dragon designs for but that counts as monster right#they Can shapeshift tho. so like . they Can be drawn as animal animals. just strange looking ones#....so. monsters. uhhhhhhhhhh. anyyywayyyyy#i was GONNA go off abt how i have no motivation but maybe i do have little a motivation. we'll see#i am NOT doing the same quality of attacks as i was doing last year tho. maybe i'll go n do a buncha sketchies n such#there is One mass attack im hoping to do...fits the theme parfectly...etc...but we shall see. but outside of like one mmmaybe two things#that will b the Only thing im full finishing this artfight probably#also the thumbnail is Like That for the outer wilds ocs in question cause i . idk man idk who would be looking up outer wilds ocs if they#dont already know. guh whatever
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I love that everyone loves my son, so here is my son by my other son.
Kitty and Bronco.
#I FUCKING LOVE HOW SMOL HE IS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.#AND HS FUCKIGN EYES ARE- AHAGAUAVCAG#im going feral over my own son kitty.#crochet
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🔥 + louis/lestat/armand!!
🔥 ASKS
asksjdhd you have to be more specific i feel like i talk about them so much my tag for them is insane
but have a teeny tiny drabble i wrote for them a while ago:
"Your pocket is moving," Armand dully arched an eyebrow in his direction.
"Perhaps I'm happy to see you, mon frère, ever think of that?"
"That would be a first."
"Why must you-"
Lestat's hand instinctively came to flatten down over his soaked trench coat, tiny hummingbird heartbeat strumming against his palm.
"Surely not a rat, is it?" This is how one captures Louis's attention, it seems.
"Mon Dieu, you would like that, wouldn't you!"
Old insecurities, a young maker's failings, readily dredged to the surface centuries later at a moment's notice.
"No," Lestat forced his tone to soften, easing his hand around the fragile creature: matted dark fur, harsh angles, nails clawing in desperation at his marble skin. I know, ma petite. He pulled the kitten free, holding it out like a child's prize won at a county fair before abruptly depositing it onto Louis's lap.
"Another orphan," Armand ran a finger over her forehead, smiling when she hissed. "Look at you, little one... Eyes, talons, not much else, and still you boast such a tenacious spirit."
Lestat shrugged. He wanted to say: It reminded me of you once, both of you. His throat constricted around the words, altering them altogether. "Yes, isn't she the most darling little creature?"
that's when i first got the idea that lestat would absolutely show up to trinity gate looking like snow white with all the animals btw 🥹
#truly the ot3 of all time#you dont understand how much i think the three of them complete each other in canonverse or au verse im always thinking about them im feral#armand/lestat/louis#vc#you ask and hekate answers#the vampire chronicles
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That feeling when @toh-tagteam-au breaks into your house and holds your entire brain captive. Again. (We've all been there, right?)
Anyway, I am thoroughly Unwell so take this quick Tag Team!Grom sketch before I completely lose my mind :D
#furthering my hunter w piercings agenda by having luz lend him some earrings#unsure whether she or amity did his nails. or maybe even eda#someone bullied him into it tho#i did this fast so if i messed something up no i didnt#one day ill make actual good tag team fanart and then its all over for you nerds#the owl house#toh#fanart#kay's art#hunter the golden guard#eda the owl mom#tag team au fanart#toh tag team au#you dont UNDERSTAND his comfort phrase was like my fav lil detail of this au#AND HE ACTUALLY SAID IT. HE SAID THE THNG#IM CRYING IM SCREAMING IM CELEBRATING I AM FERAL#someone talk to me abt this au im begging T-T
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sorry i need to make an entire separate post just for this little dialogue between lakrissa and alfira because i can't stop thinking about it
#lakrissa and alfira my BELOVEDS#you simply dont understand#this is#everything to me#this is life changing#im so feral#lakrissa bg3#alfira bg3#bg3 act 3 spoilers#i cant shut up about this#nor will i shut up about it#john baldur#nuclear.7z#bg3
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