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brass and lapis silken necklace I made a while ago, still one of my favorite pieces!
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it���ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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Petunia literally abused Harry bro 💀 and pointing that out doesn’t mean we’re downplaying her grief or bc she’s a woman
yall are gonna freak out when you realise that abusers are also human
#’she literally ABUSED—’ yes ? and i still find her captivating and interesting#abusers are almost never just evil monsters#they’re human beings who chose to do that to you#they actively chose to treat you that way Knowing Better#and just putting the label ’abuser’ on a fictional character is so boring omg what about character studies#some people can be unredeemable ! and i can still sympathize#ive said it before. im never going to forgive my abuser and would probably punch you if you asked me to#<- but some people love my abuser and my abuser have real and good relationships in her life#shes not Evil and Monstrous all the time#but she was that way with me#people aren’t one dimensional ! life isn’t that black and white !#and its frankly quite childish and downright strange if you dont have the capacity to understand that#i literally talked about how my narcissa had good intentions but unredeemable in an ask like. the other day#nuance is interesting i fear :/#some people dont break the cycle of abuse and some people dont grow up to be good people#doesnt mean thats all there is to them i fear#anyway!#asks#also who said anything about her being a woman. that was all you king#also. sy’s post had nothing to do with petunias relationship with harry ? yall are just pointing that out because you hate women#<- now i said it!#like sy was making an interesting point about petunias grief about losing a sister she barely knew anymore but grew up with#and yall have to come in and be like WAAAAHHH SHES AN ABUSER THO DID U KNOW DID YOUUUUU#grow up
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hanging out w ppl is great (I’m constantly nauseous)
#I don’t even like feel scared ??? Or wtv ??? The worry thoughts aren’t there I’m just like about to vomit.#yknow? I’m going to throw up.#And then when I think about being around ppl I’m like haha that would be fun (sick to my stomach)#Kind of insane. Alas. Such is life. (no I don’t think that’s it.)#though they have pointed out I literally don’t breath unless I’m thinking about it so that might be part of it.#hm. Anyway the diaries of guy who had no friends and thought that uni maybe he’d meet some nerd group#and instead is friends with the group who did so much shit constantly and are much more socially comfortable than he could ever be#I feel I may be punching above my weight. Yknow? like maybe they shouldnt think I’m cool ? Why do they think I’m cool?#I also haven’t been sleeping proper bros still 3 hours ahead I need to get on east coast time#there’s many reasons to be nauseous actually.
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omg moot.. UM ANYWAYS I GOT LIKE HALFWAY THRU THE FIRST CHAPTER AND UR WRITING IS SO MESMERISING LIKE. I COULD SEE THEY WERE KIDS. THE DIALOGUE? CHEFS KISS. OH MY GOKDDDDD
oh hi again! <3
any time someone says my writing is good, i levitate a little 😳 (you’re so nice ugh tysm 🥹)
“i could see they were kids” “the dialogue? chefs kiss”
girlypop, i was having a stroke writing the dialogue ‘cause y/n took at least three paragraphs to finish off one sentence. i get an aneurism any time i go over to read it again bcz hurry up and make your point you chatterbox-child 😭
but it’s nice to know that someone else enjoys that 🙂↕️💓
#i swear i want to punch a wall when i reread kindergarten#like i have to restrain myself#i would NOT be able to sit through her story times#no idea how those other kids did#in fact#they wanted MORE stories 😭#and SHE had the AUDACITY to be annoyed at THEM#like? aren’t you the same girl that spent probably up to 2k of the words in the first chapter trying to get your SINGULAR point across?#😀#idk why i’m bullying her like i didn’t write that out LMAOOOA#laughingfcx made me do this#it’s all her fault#(i love herrrr)#liar liar asks!
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idgaf if I’m bias nishiki is so fucking annoying in the gourmet fight like literally been bodied thrice and then interrupted my beautiful wife’s meal to tell his dumb stupid backstory for a whole episode/chapter like alright ginger snap I’d pack it in if i were you
#How is he ginger and has a tragic past and visually challenged like a pick a struggle#He’s straight too like the read the room specky ur kind aren’t welcome here atm#literally appropriating catholicism and contemplating gastronomy in a house of god and ofc a str8 man starts pissing and shitting abt it#Typical. Smh.#My girl was trying to eat and fucking fire crotch keeps trying to interfere like will you just tap out already#Bro is a few punches from being slurry but he still thinks the world’s his podcast huh#gunk#tokyoghoulcore#Gunkbaby being venomous and angry abt ginger tg character (again)#Urgh#tg gunk
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My cold is finally going away so I’ll be able to get back into editing! Currently I’m editing Lucifer’s new ur+ card and am half way done editing his bloomed icon
I should be able to post that and his wallpaper later today
#I gotta get back into editing#especially since the other HDD nightmare cards#aren’t out yet#so I need to beat them to the punch#sob I love HDD but I hate it too
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thinkign about percy again
#anzu says shit#my ocs#She sees shit. she sees and hears shit#this girl is just BARELY holding it together!!!!!#id say therapy could fix her but at this point i dont think it will#id say yuri could fix her but i think that would Also Make Her Worse#scenario where shes washing her hands in her apartment bathroom and a twisted version of reflection begins talking to her….#specifically a version of her with green eyes bc yknow#and the reflection is taunting her. mocking her.#“You just aren’t cut out for the fixer life / but we could fix that for you. Just let him in.”#“One single step to turn your life around Percy. Just let him in.”#and she ends up punching the mirror so hard it shatters#THE WORLD IS DOING COCOMELON SHIT (ship of theseus) TO HERRRRRRRRRR AND SHE IS NOT HERE FOR IT NO SIR#in the end shes still perseus. just like she always has been and always will be.#usgjwkwiajhskdkdhdjksj percy why must you throttle my brain so. leave some room for rain world and pmoon in general will ya….
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I got some new paint pens that I been meaning to test out - so if anyone had any suggestions for me to draw now would be pretty good time to send some in! :D
#not art#never played with paint pens before so I apologize if they aren’t the best :p#anyways#time to tag some fandoms I’m in#punch out#tf2#street fighter#darkstalkers
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Just so we’re clear, the ranking of Paramore’s acoustic songs goes like this:
1) misguided ghosts
2) 26
3) in the mourning
4) the only exception
5) liar
6) hate to see your heart break
Honorable mention to the three amazing interludes
#paramore#pe#shout out to the b sides/demos throwing punches#and covers like love’s not a competition#not counting acoustic versions of their songs that aren’t originally acoustic
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guys remind me later i’m gonna post my rock haul from the ren fair
#melusina minerals#rockblr#geology#the reject pile of a rock store where they’re selling discount rocks#because they’re not common collector’s minerals or the crystals aren’t particularly large#is the BEST part of the rock store#i’m really sad though because i talked to the store owner#(i was looking to see if he was still selling stibnite because i wanted to get some for a friend)#and he told me they’re phasing out selling specimen quality minerals#because most collectors don’t want those#and it’s like. well fuck dude#i’ve never been a fan of how the crystal industry operates#but that was a gut punch for sure#still got some really cool stuff from the reject pile though including some#BEAUTIFUL acicular malachite crystals
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Thinking about the fact that in E-93742 Mason is Batman instead of Spider-Man which means he doesn’t have Juno which means he doesn’t have EITHER of his siblings
@johnnycagesleftnut lore, brother. Of my spidersona and this character I have based on you with the names you have selected
#what do you MEAN no evil scientist ever makes a clone of him and designs them to be evil and a weapon to kill the spider-man but said clone#has no evil in their heart much less for the boy they were made a clone of so they break out of the lab and run through the streets and#track him down and try and warn him of said evil scientists attempted plan but they have a chip in their neck and then the scientist#activates it so the two fight while the clone is partly conscious of what they’re doing but cannot stop themselves because they aren’t in#control of their body while spider man is pulling all of his punches even more than he usually does and rips the chip out and takes a look#at said clone and decides this is not some CLONE this is his twin brother#what do you MEAN he doesn’t take a look at his clone and face his biggest fear of all which is letting people in because after Somebody#went missing he isolated himself and the first time he trusted someone after his sister’s disappearance it was Skip Westcott. and then he#doesn’t let anyone in again for the longest time but he looks at his clone and decides to let them in and be friends and protect each other#like no one protected him#like no one protected Somebody#what do you MEAN in E-93742 the only person he actually let in after his sister’s disappearance made him a VICTIM.#I’M GONNA BE SICK
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I don’t remember much of these except I was talking about smooching Don without his toupé to a friend who proceeded to call him a hairless cat.
Bonus a Joe cause I think he’s neat
#my art#punch out#punch out wii#don flamenco#glass joe#I like drawing pathetic looking men#I just think they’re neat#I need to draw men who aren’t Don or Joe
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You have to love trans women more than you hate TERFs.
#it’s fun and it’s easy to post about wanting to punch TERFs#but you need to love trans people#you have to love the cringe ones and the weird ones#the ones with gender identities and expressions you don’t understand#the ones who are annoying but harmless#you have to love the ones you aren’t attracted to#you have to love the ones who are still figuring themselves out#you have to love the ones with weird pronouns that you don’t entirely like#because TERFs and transphobes will use that mild dislike to drag you into their circles#and you can’t allow that
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Hey wait a minute speaking of WTBNATOOK. I have a question.
The next real comic after The EX Files is in the Niagara Brawls episode, so there’s a three episode gap between comics. I have notes about those episodes that build up to the events of the Niagara Brawls episode. Do you see my dilema.
I am NOT drawing a digital comic for each episode, so I’m polling the audience to see how I proceed:
#I haven’t thought about songs for those episodes for. obvious reasons so debatable if I give them songs at all#but it’s been eating away at me. I lost control and drafted EVERY EPISODE POST GREECES PIECES#the events between ex files and Niagara aren’t *that* important but#the episodes between Niagara and Hawaiian Punch?? oh my god#anyway. I have a feeling how this is gonna turn out but I’m POLLING THE AUDIENCE ANYWAYS#total drama#world tour but noco are the only ones kissing#Starry speaks
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While I have no doubt there is a problem with revisionist history and shit, when a lot of people say “nazis aren’t punk” or the like, it’s not a statement of “there’s never been any troubling or historically racist or antisemitic behaviour in punk music or culture”
It’s a current statement that says “you’ll find no shelter here” it’s about creating no safe harbour for nazi posers. If the culture once gave them home, fuck them we’re going to change it. There is no home for nazis in my punk.
And *I* get to decide what *I* stand for. That’s one of the fundamental core concepts of punk as I understand it, and I stand for No Safe Harbour For Nazi Scumbags.
#most of us have no money and no power anyway#that’s half how you become punk I think#No money no power no fucks#thirty billion safety pins#anarchy is by its very nature disorganized and hard to put a label on#but if you’re not someone who can safely go out and punch nazis#you can go ‘you aren’t welcome here’#I can feel medication kick in#my brain doesn’t work anymore
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