#no one stays

[sarascamander]

[charm-in-spades]

₦Ø Ø₦Ɇ ₴₮₳Ɏ₴.

“Moebius. Please remove M’shugo Qesh from the entry list of all my security protocols.” The pearl call had been quick, to the point. He was matter-of-fact in his responses. Clinical. He couldn’t allow himself to be any other way. It wouldn’t have changed anything.

“...Are you certain, Administrator? You seem emotionally compromised. I would hate for you to make a decision while grie--”

“Do it, Moebius.” He wasn’t emotionally anything. 

There was nothing. 

                       There was nothing.

                                                 There was nothing. 

If he repeated it enough times like a mantra, he could almost believe it. 

“...very well, Administrator. Should I...purge all images and data of her as well?” 

He didn’t answer right away. He knew he needed to. All he’d do is torture himself with them anyways. “...Yeah. All of it.” 

There was a moment of silence, and then a sound beeped from his terminal announcing the task as complete. “Anything else, Administrator? Should I call anyone? I do not think you should be alone.” 

He rubbed his chest, pressing the heel of his palm against the thudding of the muscle there, feeling the start of an ache. “Yeah, bud...um...Call...Luke. Yeah.” He reached up for the jewelry at his throat and jerked the little handmade souvenir from around it. The necklace snapped without much resistance, and he tossed it aside. “And burn that. You can take everything else that isn’t mine and set it down the hall, in front of the lift. Just...get rid of it.” 

He bent back over, bracing himself against the desk of his terminal and exhaled. If he let himself think, it was going to hurt. He closed his eyes. He’d known. He’d known from the start. He had no one to blame but himself. No one stuck around for a guy like him. Broken people didn’t get that. 

Everyone leaves. No one ever stayed. 

[allthethingsinmyhead]

And when I didn't hear back, that's when I knew, that you are truly gone and I have to accept that that's how we ended all the things between us. A silent and sad goodbye, nevertheless as I expected ~mechumi

[greattideflow]

I need a damn hug and I know I wont get one for a few weeks if that.

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[krysmcscience]

I have some questions about karaoke night, Alex Hirsch. Very Important Questions. Which I will happily scream at a poor hapless baby triangle who can have no answers for me, and possibly also does not have object permanence yet.

Follow-up that is I guess suggestive, but let's be real here, Bill's a fucking triangle:

Dude slipped right into his birthday suit, lmao

this is so stupid :D

Anyway, I don't care what anyone says, this brilliant individual knows what's up - Bill is absolutely way more of a monsterfucker than Ford could or ever will be, full stop.

[xshinina]

*Married life playing in the background

This idea was probably funnier in my head

[ravennowithtea]

Thank you to everyone for your continued support this past year! 💖

I hope you all have a warm holiday season, filled with light and love, and spent with those most precious to you <3

❄️ Happy Longest Night ❄️

[sqrkyclean]

being vulnerable for a second to use my pooltoy furry oc to convey what recovering from contamination ocd has been like while undergoing hrt.

[everchased]

can someone please get these hoes under control i'm BUSY

[puppyeared]

renaissance dogys

characters belong to @canisalbus

[waterme-stories]

Chewing on a headcanon that Wade let Cable walk away... and he wasn't going to make the same mistake with Logan

[queenretcon]

I think I dislike ‘fuck canon fanon rulez’ takes because time after time I see how boring and predictable fanon is and how often it reinforces racism and misogyny etc. in ways canon never did

and I think having to work around canon and with canon to make something new usually ends up pushing people to make something weirder and cooler

[severalowls]

Its absolutely no coincidence that the people being sent baseless sexual assault accusations against predstrogen have, from what I've seen, been young transmascs.

The terfs behind the harassment campaign are so brazenly trying to prey on anybody they reckon might have any transmisogynist tendencies and are trying to use that to sow discord in the trans community. They see transmasculine people as potential avenues for recruitment (and eventual detransition) and it's extremely fucking important that the people being sent these anons do not fall headfirst for the bait. They want you to go 'uh oh, guess trans women are sex pests after all' and that to stick with you and fester, and turn that seed of prejudice into the continued harm of transfem people.

If you want to be a meaningful ally to transfem people right now you have to be vigilant for this shit, and correct it where you see it. If you think being used as an angle of recruitment by bigoted harassment is gross, imagine how it would feel to be the damn focus of the harassment.

[onesidedradiostatic]

stayed gone but you're the sinners watching/listening

(AKA I spend an unnecessary amount of time editing)

[theerurishipper]

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I tried something new

Part 1 -> Part 2

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