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showing off the commission i got from @ruporas for my fic, In the Next Life!
i'm still so incredibly excited about this. it's been some months since the story event that caused these scars, but i wanted SO BADLY to be able to see what they'd actually Look like... & Here They Are.
ruporas rendered the scars So Well, i just cant stop Looking at them... there's a Fresh & a Healed version, which ruporas was kind enough to give me without additional charge (Thank U Again😭😭) so i get to see what it looks like at different stages.
Lichtenberg Figures. in terms of actual scarring, lightning strikes that people survive don't tend to leave permanent scars, but the lichtenberg figures that they (usually temporarily) leave behind are just So Cool... Now, what happens when you get someone who can survive an amount of electricity/lightning that would be Frankly Lethal to any normal human person?
This :]
#speculation nation#trigun#vash the stampede#vash#in the next life#itnl shit#itnl art#there's a certain amount of Suspension Of Disbelief surrounding this whole injury#do i think it's necessarily realistic? not really. but the fun thing about fiction (especially for a nonhuman character like vash) is#I Do What I Want.#and so i DID shoot him with (what shouldve been) a lethal amount of lightning and it DID leave him with (what wouldve been) 4th degree burn#but his healing ability is fucking insane so it really only put him out of commission for a week or so#functionally. he's still dealing with pain from it though (not that he's gonna admit That to anyone) but yeah#im so in love with how ruporas drew the scars overlapping. he mentioned he did research for it and MAN it really paid off#and. man. vash really does look Chewed the Fuck Up huh#ultimately tho just one more scar for the collection! it just happens to be.. the most extensive single scar lol#but he'll be fiiine he's totally fiiine (pay no attention to the world-weary look in his eyes)(he's totally fine guys everything is Fine)#alternate caption for this commission piece: Chewing on him Chewing on him Chewing on him#god ruporas's art is so fuckin good. best money ive ever spent
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#a rather Regal angle for a rather Regal bird..!#articuno#hey y'all i'm posting this on the same day as the game freak teraleak and hooooooly shit guys?? holy shit??#i'm not gonna talk about any of it here because some folks don't like hearing about leaks or hearing about spoilers or w/e but#holy shit. i heard from a random post on here that all this was spurred because some random game freak employee#fell for a phishing scam in their email. but i find that. very hard to believe?? that folks are just sending phishing scams to gamefreak#so they can leak information about. pokémon#and that game freak employees are stupid enough to fall for them#like i can say “they're programmers they should know this” but i am also a programmer and i also fell for one once#when i was in college. because i just wasn't paying attention. so#y'know. it can happen to anybody. i've been much more diligent about it since but it sucks that often i have to experience#consequences for an action in order to be proactive about it in the future#oh also um a bonus under the cut because the poll tied LOL!
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Doing some research for a wttt Vermont centric fanfiction, and the way this is worded is so funny to me for no reason…
peak middle child behaviour
#wttt#welcome to the table#welcome to the statehouse#wttt vermont#“what are ya gonna do? stop me???” - vermont circa 1777#not surprised vt was created due to no one paying attention lol#vt really said yeah leave me to my own devices and went on a statehood sidequest
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the thing about ADHD is it really isn't the forgetting stuff disorder. We remember everything extremely well we just get distracted and don't look at the memories. Like, if my partner asks me to look out for a package in the morning but neither of us sticks a note where I'll see it, there's like a greater than 90% chance I will not do that. But when something comes about to remind me of it (usually too late, such as partner getting up and checking for the package, shameful!), I will remember that conversation where I agreed to watch for the package in excruciating detail. this is true of any thing that I later "forget". when the reminder comes I can remember where I was sitting, what I was wearing, the precise wording of the conversation in question, or the reason for why I put the thing where I put the thing, etc. Memory's great I just didn't access the memory because I was distracted by the bees in my brain. The things are there they just aren't getting the attention because the attention can only go so many places and I don't control where it goes. This is why it is the attention deficit disorder.
Well what about the times when you do forget every single word of a conversation you had, you ask? Like, someone can say they remember me saying something in response to them and I 100% do not remember saying those words? well. wasn't paying attention to the conversation happening at the time I was having it. Sorry. Not your fault you probably weren't boring. There were bees in my brain while we were talking and so when I look back there's just buzzing. Hope that helps.
#adhd things#it's not 'I forgot' it's 'I wasn't paying attention' and 'I wasn't thinking about it' which are different. and sound worse.#but the moralizing on that is kinda unfair lol it's no one's fault.#but you're gonna say you forgot over you weren't paying attention because it sounds more forgivable#I think#idk#I could absolutely put this in better brain words but I'm not gonna#it's aptly named as the not paying attention disorder it really is
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i know it came out a few years too late for tough and sweet, but i'm currently thinking about john and gale fucking in gale's truck with sex on fire playing on the radio 👍🏻 some quiet country road, windows rolled down because it's too hot to deal with them fogging up, muggy summer air, clothes half–off, hands sliding on sweat–slick skin, etc
#tough and sweet fic#oh god or with crawl or i want you playing on the radio. yeah that would be hot. or just that whole album playing on cd tbh#i'm probs the only one paying attention to when music released when i'm including songs but. i'm having fun making it accurate#i love that i can canonically make KoL one of john's fave bands tho. good ol' early 2000s <3 projecting my fave bands onto him#i think john's faves are KoL and the killers. curt's are green day and fob and mcr yk he's an emo kid at heart still.#and i think gale rly digs 80s music obvs and folksy stuff but he also loves KoL and john's thrilled they can bond over that#gale taking john to a festival that they're playing at and hoisting john up onto his shoulders during his fave song <33#also i'm literally gonna make playlists for each character atp i wanna sus out what their fave playlists would look like lol#sry i just opened my eyes. anyway back into the ch4 doc i'm almost doneee YIPPIE
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when oh when will my spoons return from the war.
#i think i have picked up one or two now.#let's see if i can keep hold of them.#but the next few weeks are gonna be torment so i'm skeptical#thank u for your patience with me ppl#anyone actually paying attention that is lol
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you know what I’ve realized lately? that’s really helped? the axiom: it just doesn’t really make that much of a difference. Or at least it doesn’t when you’re talking about good things and not, like, doing good vs. doing evil. Big choices, little choices, decisions, decisions —it’s not just that they don’t matter in the grand scheme of things—because they do! —but just. It won’t make that big of a difference. Life will continue to be wonderful AND difficult, fascinating AND hopelessly mundane, full of roses AND thorns and all the other cliches whether you walk down one road or another. And you’ll get used to the joys and sick of the sorrows whatever they are, and you’ll be ungrateful and bored and dissatisfied in some measure some of the time and you’ll have to work on all the things you have to work on anyways and just. Yeah! It doesn’t make that big of a difference! Even the biggest things!
#as Maria once said to me iconically: marry the guy don’t marry the guy#life is hard and it sucks and it’s also great and little treats exist#and we have to practice patience and virtue and penance regardless of any other circumstances#and God loves us no matter the path we take#like I just. I am reflecting#you know what also made this click for me recently? the limits that can be reached with doing little things to improve your life#like YES. I need to get some exercise and eat some food that is not totally terrible for me and clean my space#but you know the fuck WHAT#(I’m so sorry for swearing)#it doesn’t !!! actually !!!!! dramatically alter my life if I do one thing or another or in a certain order#I could become a fanatical hiker (for some reason I have been seized by the vision of this lately)#and it’s just like. well. yes you could. and you know what it would keep raining sometimes and my anxiety would still exist#and people would still be irritating and laughter would still be real!#anyway I don’t mean to be dismissive over the ways choices can deeply affect our lives#but when the choices are good and the options are good it just doesn’t matter that much#I also realized this with makeup lol. like I reached the point where I was like I could spend more time and effort and money#to achieve a higher level quality of appearance and literally for WHAT#people would still not pay attention to me in the grocery store (lol)#and they don’t need to!!!!! and it’s fine they don’t!!!!!!!#but I just. that voice in my head that’s like if you do X you will experience happiness you have never known#and things will all work out and everyone will be in love you#to that voice I say: well no.#wow this is long but you know what I mean????? it all just sort of matters less in the sense that nothing WE do is going to really#change our lives? I know that’s insane#because people are so insistent that the opposite is true. but like. actually no the most life changing opportunities usually happen#without our control or our scheming or our planning#so of the stuff within our control it’s not that big of a deal!! do good avoid evil enjoy your lunch call your mom!!! but that’s all gonna#keep being the same on the other side of so many many different choices we can make#so yeah
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17 hours this took. 17 DAMNED HOURS OF MY LIFE but its so worth it tbh
#no kidding this took almost an entire day#this is what i do instead of paying attention in school#ayana's took the longest considering this was all on the same canvas 😔#also hers was the only one with actual inspiration behind it#ill probably get to that eventually if anyone's curious?? idk#also.. peep tagoti w the matching bracelets#i love them i had to#yk me and my tagoti hyperfix i just had to#AND ALDRYX W THE PATCHES OF EVERYONE'S SIGNATURE ITEMS ON HIS JEANS#MWHEHEEHHEHE#i could info dump ab the designs but im really tired and its 2 am#i prolly aint gonna sleep tho lol#fnf#fnf aldryx#fnf tabi#fnf ayana#fnf dalia#fnf agoti#🦇 off the rails!! — band au#my art#digital artwork#character design
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i wonder how many people would stop bitching about the writing for this show if they could've binged it all and had at least one scene per episode where someone stated everything explicitly like that one scene w/ satan in futurama
#pay no attention to the man behind the curtain / ooc.#i aim to never be petty on main but i'm letting myself have this one season 2 finale day. i'm sorry but i'm a firm hotd enjoyer.#i see so many dogshit and like willfully uncharitable takes across the web it's WILD#like the way people will bitch about it not being verbatim from a FAKE MEDIEVAL TEXTBOOK#or claim something is 'bad writing' bc they don't like it. or it's 'filler' bc it's slow.#is a pacing in this show just ???? yeah kinda lol but jfc.... get your head out of your ass#'why is alicent camping? that's so stupid' idk man she just lost all control of her life for the SECOND time#and they're ALREADY TALKING ABOUT WHORING HER OUT AGAIN. WHY WOULD SHE STAY? THEY DID A REFERENCE TO THE FAMOUS DROWNED OPHELIA PAINTING#WHAT TO DO YOU THINK SHE MIGHT'VE BEEN CONSIDERING????#'daemon would never betray rhaenyra!!!' YOU'RE TAKING DAEMON TARGARYEN AT HIS WORD?? WHILE THE GHOSTS OF CHRISTMAS ARE READING HIM TO FILTH#daemon has CLAIMED he wanted things like the crown/total authority but REALLY he wanted his brother. he wanted acceptance.#WE'VE SEEN HOW SHIT HE IS AT RULING. HE HATES DOING THAT SHIT!!! HE DOES NOT WANT THE CROWN!!!! IT'S A SYMBOL!!!#'why is alys giving him these dreams?' SHE'S NOT !!! SHE LITERALLY SAID HIS FUCKING BED IS MADE OF WEIRWOOD DID YOU FUCKING MISS THAT?????#okay okay i'm gonna stop i'm stopping.....#i just think that people are still bitter about how got ended or have lost the media literacy for a weekly show#bc i genuinely see more dogshit takes about why the show is bad then i do like.... legit criticism which like... DOES EXIST KLJFDGSLK#negative cw
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refreshing myself on the exact real prices for the kind of work that goes into these graphics was a mistake now i'm remembering why i didn't do it for years lol
#pay no attention to the man behind the curtain / ooc.#for those who aren't aware of freelance artist pricing: i've spent a whole day on a single graphic before#and the suggested base rate for a beginner graphic designer is $20-25ish an hour (i didn't see much about a flat rate for a single product)#and i also looked at illustration prices since that's adjacent#and i know it can be more project based in it's pricing and for just a small black and white spot illustration (like a chapter topper)#was on this one association's pricing guide over $250 dollars#and then i see the prices in the rp comm for gorgeous things i know are multiple hours of work going for $2-30-ish dollars#and it's just so galling. getting paid as a freelance artist is already very fraught this just feels like a kick in the teeth#even if someone's doing commissions as a hobby for pocket money i believe they deserve fair compensation for their hours of labor and skill#but i don't think the pricing in this market is ever gonna change so i just gotta get used to it or stay out lol
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finished dressrosa on my lunch break......shrek 2 ass arc.....waauahg !
#the ending is so good aaugh#something i have been paying attention to is that these big final fights are always framed like. from the perspective of the people who#actually live in whatever land or country theyre in like its not about the straw hats its about the people who actually spent decades#suffering lol. i really liked it about wano specifically. like EVERYTHING was about the kozukis and the samurai#but i didnt notice they did it here as well by making the gladiator announcer narrate the final fight#like hes not mugiwara luffy to them he's gladiator champion lucy and THATS who is gonna save them#and its nice when the people/citizens get involved :))#you can make a case for alabasta too#one piece lb#anyway now i get to eat a crunchwrap supreme ty my roommate meg
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why do my sims playthroughs always turn kinda fucked up :'D
#i made a girl who is really outdoorsy and wants to have a great ranch#i made a horse for her and moved them to the world that was included with the horse pack#she immediately got to training her horsie‚ gardening and stuff#but then her first bill came and it was astronomical because the lot is big#so she got a job as a gardener#but what she was making wasn't enough to sustain the ranch#some time later some rando called her telling that she might get a distant relative's inheritance if she marries within 7 days#ofc she wasn't planning to do that but then one of her neighbours asked to crush at her place for a few days#they had great chemistry so she decided to marry him platonically for the inheritance money and a helping hand at the ranch#he moved in and so did his horse lol#also aside from the inheritance money he also contributed 20k simoleons#however the same night they got married he froze to death while playing with the horses outside (i wasn't paying attention to him lmao :'D)#she didn't really love him but she still was heartbroken#she got on a drunken bender for a while and decided she's going to grow weed for sale now (i got the basemental mod at that point ajdnbfbb)#since she had like 50k simoleons on her now she hired a ranch hand who would help her with that while she focuses on training the horses#so i think next she's going to get closer with the ranch hand and maybe date her too if they have any chemistry#and they're gonna grow weed and look after horses together ahdbbxzbbz
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#one final left 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#i am procrastinating studying#my motivation to study is nonexistent atp lmfao#which is bad that this class is last#bc idk anything in this class#😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀#and the slides aren't great and there's not a great straightforward way to study in my brain rn#i need to write down some stuff i can do#i i have like a lil les than 14 hours 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀#why was this class so bad for me it wasn't even like that bad like the prof wasn't horrible#just not for me ig 💀💀💀 i just could not pay attention to him everything he said went right in and out thru my ears no comprehension#hm so how do i reread all the chapters or something in like < 10 hours or smth lmfao#also what do i even mean reread as if i read them all the first time slkjnfgdfigbpiurghpqireughdjfhsglfgjhaldkjfh#my last two finals were ok like ........ on par for what i expect lmfao and i think i did as well as i was gonna do on them#but this one#it's fucking unfortunate timing that it's last and day after another final bc i would rly appreciate a lot more time to study for this one#and i cant manage time so i haven't rly started studying for it lmfao why would i study before the day before 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩#anyway whatever#my chinese song playlist hitting hard rn it's so good and so nice to listen to while studying bc i dont get too distracted lol#and the songs are so GOOD i've been bonding more w my roommate over it XD#i think it's kinda funny how my music this week is gonna be so different than normal lol on airbuds since it does weekly music stats#out of nowhere just only lindsey stirIing and chinese songs lol#and then mxmt/oon in btwn there bc she also chiller music#jeanne talks
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where the fuck have you been im going to to unfollow you
He had no idea he has followers?? He doesn't pay attention to his social media...
#[ LOL nnoitra + social media is so funny to me fjfjfj ]#[ SO YEAH he's not paying attention ]#[ and if this is for me - i've been on holiday with my mother and aunt :D ]#[ every year we go to our family's lil summer house in Lofoten ]#[ SO beautiful t-t one of my favorite places to spend time ]#[ and there is no internet there sO -- no online action for me t-t ]#[ but i got LOTS of drafts done offline ]#[ so gonna post them when they are edited! :D ]#[ hope you also had a wonderful summer anon! ]#[ and if you want to unfollow me that's all good ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.#talking shit. ╱ answers.
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making progress
#slowly but surely#he only looks like this for one frame#every other frame#simplified lol#wip wip wip#wip it good wip it wip it...sorry#obey me lucifer#i pay this man too much attention#i dont have a lot of comic ideas with the other characters yet unfortunately#btw his collar is a pain for me to draw#i get so confused#so its gonna be awkward this time#next time ill hopefully get it
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studio trigger chose to direct and edit these earlier episodes in such a way that laios and marcille's relationship stands out from the others right from the get go which is A Choice because I thought it was pretty awesome how imperceptibly and organically that happened in the manga. it progresses both from specific key events as well as from sheer exposure to one another in a very natural way, once again some good ass writing on the part of kui
#like in the manga you can tell the one element holding those two together is falin but as time progresses thats no longer true.#not that falin stops being their common goal but their exchanges become much richer and more charged with a mutualunderstanding of their ow#and again it happens without you noticing if you dont pay attention. which is THE dunmeshi experience basically#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi manga#dungeon meshi spoilers#i guess. though if youre anime only you already know those two are gonna become as thick as thieves thats the point of the post lol
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