#no fucking way simon is dead
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heyyyy do you guys ever think about how baz replays this conversation back in his head when he thinks simon is dead and wishing he told him how much he loves him in wayward son orrr
#OR ARE YOU NORMAL#and then baz immediately rips off braden's JAW#I feel like I sped by it the first time bc I was like#no fucking way simon is dead#but i had to confirm alksdjkfs#but oh my god????#it's chapter 60 of wayward son if ur curious#carry on#wayward son#simon snow trilogy#simon snow#baz pitch#snowbaz
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Can you draw something with Doom Patrol!Edwin and Netflix!Edwin?
Maybe something about Dp!Edwin talking about his feelings for Charles with N!Edwin?
It's just something I've been thinking of, make it a little angsty?<3
Glad you asked
ko-fi
#ask ask ask#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#doom patrol#dead patrol#cw homophobia#i know there are a couple of people who enjoy my rambly tags so these are for u#first of all anon i'm sorry i used your request to continue my story lol#most of my comics are meant to be standalones BUT#the doom patrol and dead girl detectives are all happening in the same universe#and there is indeed series of events here!#this particular one is happening after dp!edwin's feelings were exposed but before they met the girls#with that out of the way#i know this is not as funny as most of my stuff#but dp!edwin's internalized homophobia is an important thign that can't just go away because his charles loves him back#and he does love him back! in this verse#dp!charles is the only one not struggling with his feelings for his partner#dbd!charles and charlotte still have ways to go#also dbd!edwin is in no way an expert in self-acceptance but he has learned some things#i considered having him mention simon but i decided it wasn't his place to out him#(even though he's dead u know)#so yeah what he says here isn't... great#he's still putting himself down and he's still not sure if his feelings for charles are actually a good thing#but he knows HE is glad he feels this way#because fuck it it's not like he'll go to hell for it#and even if he did... he would crawl his way out
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yall ever think about the discussion between ghoap about who takes who’s last name?
cause with ghost there’s the conflict of him literally being the last riley, wondering if keeping his last name would honor the few good people that were in his family or be a constant reminder of who his father was
and soap being proud of his heritage and not wanting to give it up but also not wanting to force ghost to give up his
it doesn’t even really matter all that much because they’re still gonna be sgt mactavish and lt riley regardless of which one they go with
every time they talk about it, they just end up going in circles. and if soap ever argues in favor of taking ghost’s last name, ghost more or less plays devils advocate and argues in favor of taking soap’s and vice versa. it’s a nightmare.
i think they’d end up discussing for so goddamn long that they land on doing a coin toss to decide. and even that was a struggle with which name took heads or tails since an actual coin toss isn’t a true 50/50. leading to them using a digital one, until one of them asks if it’s possible that one is skewed too.
#this is a long winded way of saying that i think theyd be happy with taking either name#they do briefly discuss swapping last names and considered it for far too long for it to have just been a joke#ghost also very much considers ditching riley all together and taking his mother's maiden name just to piss off his dead father#and now im leaning towards him doing that too. fuck.#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#queue#clearing out my drafts
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The racism my beloved Simon had to face….my baby. 🥺💔
Although painful to watch, it felt incredibly validating. It was so annoying watching some people say this show was “only about class” while dismissing the BS that Simon had to go through. The abuse was ten fold because he’s POC and S3 finally exposed that.
That being said, and on a more positive note, it was so incredibly sexy when Simon sang happy birthday to Wille in Spanish (he feels safe with him!) and when Wille admitted to fantasizing about stroking those beautiful curlssss (and then actually did it). 🥹❤️🩹
Wilmon forever. 🤎🤍
#simon the bravest of braves and the sweetest of sweets i love him sooooooo much#and apparently inspo was from irl hate comments omar has received? 🔪#oh HELL no. 🐓🤎#omar brought face heart soul and curls to this season and to this damn show and i love him and simon so much#like it wouldn’t have been that bad if he was fully white and didn’t look the way he did and i stand by that#those online hate comments were disgusting#imported? latin lover? (they were a breath away from flat out calling him a wh*re and i was ready to throw some fucking hands)#even more hurtful because simon was very obviously a virgin when he met wille and didn’t even sleep with that douchebag#who shall not be named on my blog#y’all can try to pry this interracial ship out of my cold dead hands (you won’t)#but we heal and that’s beautiful ❤️🩹#they mean soooo much to me 😭😭😭#and like i said before#no it wouldn’t have been good if simon wasn’t poc I SAID WHAT I SAID WHAT I SAID#young royals#wilmon#simon eriksson#simon my beloved 💜#i love them sooooooooooooooo much.#🤎🤍
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I know he was talking about the fake coma but the quote "being in the dark like that, it was hard not being able to make my own choices. Not being able to be free." is soooo
Like do you think that is how he felt being Esther's familiar? Having to live with the kind of person who has no trouble slicing him up? in a cage?
Esther says in episode one that she loves tobacco, Japanese whiskey, birds, and girls. She consumes tobacco which she smoked it, consumed whiskey by drinking it, and consumes the youth of girls by feeding them to the snake. What does that say about the type of love she has for birds?
#and the way Edwin saying he relates to not being free is IMMEDIATELY followed by Monty asking him out for coffee!??#no fucking wonder he was so upset at the swings. he loves that Edwin is LIKE HIM. (weird that Simon said something similar)#dead boy detectives#dbd netflix#about the dead boys#monty finch#monty the crow
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punk!soap metalhead!ghost brain blast!!!
ghost trying so hard to get soap out of the bad parts of the scene bc he's starting to get pulled in by the shadows, a group of wannabe anarchists that stand for nothing except themselves, but soap loses his shit; laying into ghost for daring to try and "save" him
no one's ever been there for him when he needed them; no one ever offered him support or a soft place to land, why the hell would he want ghost's help when he's perfectly fine on his own? (when he’s always had to be?)
"you think i can't make my own decisions? well fuck you, ghost, who needs a washed up piece o’ shite like you!"
he doesn’t talk to ghost for days, doesn’t let himself acknowledge the hole he’s left behind until he's getting pissed with the shadows one night in an abandoned house and graves starts waving around the gun he snuck through customs and it accidentally goes off, grazing soap's temple
he's never heard anything so loud, even at all the shows he’s attended and there’s so much blood; it's getting in his eyes, running down his neck and soaking into his clothes and he’s frozen. graves and all his shadows bolt after hearing the gunshot, worried about cops finding them and they leave him there; staring at the growing puddle at his feet
soap's panicking; half-blind, blistering pain lighting up his head and he can't think about anything beyond how much he wants ghost
ghost's been sulking at his flat since soap blew him off; pissed at soap for going off on him when he just wants to help but still worried about the punk. he doesn’t want him going down the same road as him; doesn’t want him to repeat his mistakes when he could save himself so much suffering and he almost doesn't answer his phone when it buzzes on the couch
he lets out a ragged sigh as he picks it up; raking a hand over his shaved head when he sees the bubble emoji and contemplates letting it ring out. contemplates answering with a growl; something a younger, crueler version of him would spit. in the end, he decides on silence and puts the phone to his ear just before it can stop ringing
he almost breaks it when he hears soap choke out, "i've been shot."
he's out the door in a heartbeat, running down the stairs because the lift is too slow; trying to get more information out of him but he can't get anything out beyond a repeated, "i've been shot."
he breaks every law there is as he speeds to soap's location; visions of his cold, bloodless corpse staining his mind's eye. the only thing keeping him calm are the strangled breaths from the other end of the line; he's not dead, he can work with not dead, this isn't tommy, soap won't end up like tommy-
ghost screeches to a halt outside a random alley and throws himself from the car when he sees soap collapsed against a garbage bin. he's covered in blood, soaked, just like that night, it's everywhere and he's not moving, he's not moving-
“johnny!”
he skids to his knees and fits his hand under his chin to check his pulse… but his heart beats strong under his fingertips and soap's eyes flutter open; flooded with blood but conscious and alive
the second he registers ghost in front of him, he’s reaching out for him; babbling apologies over and over, "you were right, i'm sorry ghost, i should've listened; i'm sorry, i'm so sorry."
ghost just gently hushes him, cupping his face heedless of the blood. "that doesn't matter now, johnny. we're gonna get you all fixed up, yeah?"
soap’s hands fist in his shirt, clinging to him. "i got shot, ghost," he says again; lost and smaller than he's ever heard from his punk and it's been years since he's felt this kind of rage but he doesn't let a drop of it touch his voice
“i know, lad. i know. gonna let me take a look at it? make it right?"
soap finally nods, his stuttering apologies coming to a halt and ghost runs back to his car to get a towel. he presses it to soap's skin, trying to soak up as much as he can so he can get a proper look; cooing assurances as soap absently hisses in pain the closer he gets to it
it's only a graze and something in his chest unravels; old fears and grief settling as the shallow wound continues to gush into the towel
ghost slumps, pressing his forehead into the top of soap's head and takes a second to just breathe. “‘s’alright, johnny; it’s not even that bad, not even that bad,” he promises, low; spoken more to himself than soap
his hand starts to grow damp and he forces himself to his feet, gathering up soap and getting him into his car. he puts the towel in his hand and presses it against the wound, trying to coax him through his shock to put pressure on it so he can drive
soap curls up in the passenger seat; eyes distant, seeing nothing and ghost has to tighten his grip on the steering wheel so he doesn't turn around
soap is the priority
he has to get him home; has to get him cleaned up and safe
then he can go hunting for the gutless shadow that hurt his punk
#this was just me wanting to give soap his post mw3 head scar ngl#tw implied past suicide#god if soap gets real mean with it. 'you dont give a shite about me! this is just you trying to save your stupid brother!#well guess what ghost?! hes fucking dead and smothering me aint gonna bring him back!’#and its the only thing he couldve said that would make ghost let him walk out the door#ghosts been here before. he knows how impossible it is to help someone that doesnt want to be helped but he cant let soap go#he cant go down that road again. cant let it be just to walk into soaps flat one day and find him in a bloodsoaked bathtub#when soap comes out of his shock he finds ghost slowly and methodically cleaning his leather jacket#hes trying hard to remain calm and clearheaded#trying not to fall back into old habits#but theres a reason hes called ghost#bc the second he stops looking after soap is the second he storms out to find graves and wring his neck#soap pushes back so hard against ghost trying to help him bc in his head being ‘saved’ or ‘better’ means being changed#bc the only help hes ever experienced has been conditional. ‘we will help you if you go to college. if you stop art.#if you change your entire being’#he cant process that ghost wants him the exact way that he is bc no one ever has#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#soap cod#john soap mactavish#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#save post
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DAY 6&7: books/blood
Theres something about their dynamic thats just so intresting and vampiric to me...
(this is such a 180 from my day 5 drawing good lord)
#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbd#dead boy detective fanart#fanart#edwin payne#simon mould#Edwin x Simon#In like a morbid fucked up trauma#Bonding way#Even though they are the cause#Of each others trauma#Also#vampires#verianal
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cringe brainrot cod thought but Alien!au Simon Riley where he's a retired veteran who takes on a job of being freelance security which means accompanying a collection of scientists led but some capitalist billionaire onto an non-domesticated planet where they all inevitably get picked off one by one until he's the only one left to find their murderer is an alien gal who wants to be left the FUCK alone on her planet. Builds a little hut deep in the forest and learns if he leaves her alone she'll leave his alone on separate sides of the world- eventually they fuck idk what to tell you.
#slowburn vibes#retired marine with old aching bones and a bad bitch with a tail all black eyes predator vision and teeth that could tear his jugular out#something something he catches her in a trap and as shes screaming and thrashing he sees the wounds left by his team. maybe has some moment#realizing this is her home and he shouldn't be here but has no way of returning#brandishing a knife he tells her if he sees her again he'll slit her throat#completely unknowing if she understands english#but he knows the threat is the same for himself#he cuts the net and she vanishing into the night#he builds a small hut in the forest#tries to harvest but whatever he picked promptly made him empty his stomach for eight hours#is resigned to a plan of ending his own life until he finds a dead animal of some sort outside of his hut with a collection of fruit#that upon eating actually tastes good#sees it as a sort of olive branch that he accepts#months pass by and he's given up on sos signals#sometimes he'll see rustling in the tall grass as he's slowly learning the flora of the planet but never says anything#until he's sitting at a fire alone (smoking the last cigarette in his pack) and says 'you can quit fucking skittering around. come on out'#and she slowly creeps out to sit near the fire#sees all the scars and realizes his team must not have been the first to try and claim this planet#and then. they fuck nasty <3#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#anywhoo
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The real question the series leaves us with is not will Simon find peace and happiness in this new future but will Simon ever have to face justice for murdering Choose Goose.
#simon petrikov#fionna and cake#adventure time#he kidnapped him then held him captive in a tiny ass bird cage#then cooked that bird with electricity in an unhinged magic ritual#DEFIBRILLATED him to bring him back and did it again until he was dead#sorry tumblr youre scrunkly wet cat meow meow guy wife commited onscreen murder#Finn and Jake used to beat him up for princess kidnapping#is... fuck is murder even like punishable crime in Ooo?#or is that just fucking something that happens every now and again and people just look the other way#either way it was incredibly fucked up of Simon and it was immediately glossed over for his doomed yuri madoka magica romance
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I know how it sounds at first, but I really gotta feel bad for the boys that sacrificed edwin; I mean even the term “sacrificed edwin” paints them in a more sinister light than they really deserve– considering that wasn’t really, actually their intention.
they were bullies, they were homophobic (and/or were self loathing gay boys themselves taking it out on edwin, or were equally likely peer pressured into acting a certain way), they planned something stupid and mean to do to an innocent, anxious boy with the goal of scaring the shit out of him, all because he was effeminate and an easy target. but they didn’t know or expect any of the ritual stuff to be real. they were all laughing and joking during the ritual because it was just that to them– a joke. a cruel joke, but a joke.
teenagers can be mean and stupid and they usually regret it as adults and grow out of it / grow from it. they were stifled the chance to grow out of it, at least while alive. none of those boys deserved to be instakilled and sent to hell; they’re really not that much less deserving than edwin himself. they were all just kids, after all.
#random thought but. yeah……#I mean think about if crystal happened to be killed somehow pre-demonic intervention#she would’ve been deemed deserving of hell by the standards we’ve seen. no doubt about it. if the dragon guys were pulled to hell then yeah.#she would be as well. simply put- she was a bully#she was also a teenager. not a fully developed person. a very damaged and neglected teenager at that#it’s kinda like the criminal justice system right. it’s like. hey you really think sending them to be tormented is the most humane and#efficient way to heal these kids of what makes them act out and allow them to grow and improve?#Crystal’s such a good case to look at because she’s. well. to compare to The Good Place which you can probably already tell I’ve watched 800#times and adore with all my heart. she’s kinda the michael of the group#no one knows it at first but she’s actually kind of a terror to people most of the time. but she’s put in a situation where she#suddenly has a support system- people who care about her and want the best for her- she’s given a purpose and realizes how much better it is#to use her powers to help rather than hurt (well. sometimes helping can involve hurting but you get it)#and by the time she’s regained her memories and has a place in the agency it’s much easier to reflect on her life and be like huh!#this system kinda fucking sucks!#not that edwin wasn’t an example unto himself but he was a ‘clerical error’ not a ‘rightfully’ condemned person#with his situation someone could argue that the problem isn’t with the system being wack as a whole- it should just be maintained better so#these ‘errors’ don’t happen and all the good kids go to their afterlives and the Bad Evil Kids go to hell.#yes yes I know they’re not in hell forever (hopefully) but uhh Simon was still there for over a century and for fucking What?#gay self-loathing and catholic guilt? his intentions were clearly not Truly Evil and more than anything he seems to have been punished using#how much he hated himself for being gay and how guilty he felt for it all. like shit aren’t those feelings enough of a punishment? if he had#lived through that ritual and edwin hadn’t– do you think he would’ve been Okay? I think it would’ve crushed him. chronically#man. anyway#this was an especially long ramble huh#rambling#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives
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Sentences or Sketches or Something... Sunday
Hello strangers! It's been a long time since I last did a progress post of any kind - thank you everyone who's continued to tag me so I don't get left behind! And thanks to @noblecorgi, @alexalexinii, @you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @blackberrysummerblog, @thewholelemon, @mooncello, @monbons, @prettygoododds, @shrekgogurt, and @youarenevertooold for tagging me, today. (I feel so loved! <3) I'm looking forward to seeing what everyone's up to.
It's still Sunday in my neck of the woods, though just barely. And yes, I've used my "sentences" banner, but... It's a bit more chaotic than that. Honestly, I wasn't sure about doing a post today because I'm a bit all over the place, but then I figured... eh, why not? I am all over the place LOL.
So here's your snippet from the collective efforts of Jo's creativity, lately, under the cut. (Because I ramble...)
On the Haunting of Simon Snow... I haven't forgotten about it! Nor is it abandoned. As I keep telling anyone who will listen, I have a rough draft, which basically amounts to an outline, meaning I have way too much figured out to just let the story fade away. XD I attempted to work on Chapter 2 earlier this month, and ran into some roadblocks - of the architectural variety.
So I've started to research manor houses and English estates like mad. I'm going to do the thing. I'm going to figure out Pitch Manor. Why? Because my brain won't let me gloss over paltry details such as the location of Simon in the grand scheme of the house, or how and where the roof attaches and where that tree is going to be. It's annoying, but I figure... This is a fun puzzle, too. One I hope to be able to share with the fandom at large once it's complete.
This little snippet is from an early design I've since scrapped (but you never know what might come around, again.)
"That's great, Jo, but how about some sentences?"
Okay. Ahem. Here's... some Simon sentences... that have just been scribbled out. *cough*
I sit there and listen to the man on the other side as he blathers on about extra fees associated with estate deliveries due to distance and blah blah bloody fucking blah. I wish he’d just say it. Just say 'this is the Pitch Manor tax.' No one ever does. But everyone charges it.
I HAVE WRITTEN SEE THERE'S PROOF.
Okay, moving on...
The other thing I'm working on is illustrations for @mooncello's beautiful fanfic, "Lost Boys." I just posted art from Chapter 1 here, and I'm working on art for Chapter 2, now. The story is stuffed to the gills with absolutely gorgeous imagery, so choosing what to illustrate is a challenge. Hopefully it all works out, and in the meantime, here are a couple doodles.
(I was telling Heath last night... this morning...? about how all illustrations start out as baby sketches XD These are the little babes in the creative nursery, basically. Also I have never posted baby sketches before and I'm kinda nervous about it. But. Well. >.> )
THERE YOU HAVE IT. A couple of my reasons for being so entirely absent from all other aspects of the fandom. (Also I got hit with the flu super hard, but doing better now!)
Tags for future wipsdays/hello's! @leithillustration, @artsyunderstudy (thank you for listening to me ramble about Pitch Manor), @erzbethluna, @nightimedreamersworld, @cutestkilla (thank you for also listening to me ramble about Pitch Manor sorry I'm reworking it again XD), @angelsfalling16, @fatalfangirl, @hushed-chorus (thank you for being my secret-garden-enabler XD), @rimeswithpurple, @best--dress, @whatevertheweather, @ileadacharmedlife, @scribble-tier, @imagineacoolusername, @brilla-brilla-estrellita, @alleycat0306, @ivelovedhimthroughworse, @tender-ministrations, @katmiscellanious, @anxious-m3ss, @bubble-gumhead, @ebbpettier, @facewithoutheart, @bazzybelle, @theimpossibledemon, @aristocratic-otter, @ic3-que3n, @palimpsessed, @raenestee
#six sentence sunday#sketch sunday#snowbaz#snowbaz fanfic#snowbaz fanart#back from the dead#no really it kind of feels like that#I like being busy can you tell?#but also this fandom is just so cool there are always about a million things I want to be working on at any given time#And I have COBB waiting in the wings too >.>#Am I insane?#Don't answer that#the point is#I actually don't know what my point is#I'll just have to...#CARRY ON#(any way the wind blows)#Me writing “blah blah bloody fucking blah” is probably a bit too on the nose for how I feel about my writing right now#CARRY ON SIMON#okay i'm done
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[ ID: A tumblr post by @/fox-guardian reading "he's a sweetheart he's a bitch he's just a little guy he's so very powerful he's the kindest of souls he's SO rude he means everything to me". Below it there is a transparent png of bmo adventure time with multiple red arrows pointing at them. End ID ]
#EVERYTHING on that post fits him acthsually.#idk if most people r aware of this but to elaborate on the ''he's so very powerful'' bit:#he knows the brown note#owns a gun#killed that one guy by drowning him into burning gold#Guardians Of Sunshine#that time he casually murdered his own brother and it was never brought up again#by: the way she often raises her fist when trying to scare off people- i bet she could just. beat ur ass with her bare hands if she wanted.#important to note: everyone actually backs away whenever she does this. implying she has actually beat up someone before.#no wait hold on. she HAS done that on canon before. she beat up neptr like two separate times.#for some reason; in the future she owns a guillotine. (and also an axe next to a ''trust no one :-)'' sticky note-#-but that's another conversation. worried for you bud)#i didn't expect this list to actually be that long. what is wrong with her /affectionate.#ALSO she kind of. defeated golb that one time. yes it wasn't on purpose but the others didn't do shit. it was all her.#if she hadn't started singing everyone would be cooked. at least finn and simon would be dead for sure.#everyone say thanks to bmo rigth fucking now.#mine#bmo adventure time#from:::#5 january 2024#anywaya#im going to do the IDs like this from now on
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fionna and cake having a really underwhelming ending (glob knows if we get a season 2) was NOT on my expectations list at all like genuinely i was ready to be emotionally devastated and screaming endlessly for the next week but.. hm,,..
#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#mostly in the tags#idk just... hm.. i mean yeah objectively the simon betty closure scene was lovely#but it felt. so fast as well#like theyre just telling us how to feel#which is odd bc AT is usually so good at just letting things speak for themself#letting your brain interpret things in your own way#ALSO WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARE JAY AND DESTINY SO COOL WITH JUST ABANDONING THEIR OLD WORLD? IS FW FINN DEAD OR NOT? WHAT THE FUCK?????#HIS OWN SON AINT GONNA SAY ANUTHING ABOUT THAT? WE CANT SEE IF HES OK? WHAT#HWHATGHHHHG;DFJGFG#I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THAT DECISION#i was happy to see baby finn bc thank god hes safe BUT THEN ITS JUST LIKE#OH JAY AND DESTINY? HI?#IS YOUR DAD OK JAY? ARE YOUR SIBLINGS SAFE??#FJGKDFLGDFJ#?????
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so just a quick continuity roundup considering a lot of info was dropped these past two weeks:
people who are dead in the main show are clearly able to be alive and well in the new reality (tho with possible severe personality changes because i would not have clocked that this gerry and og gerry were the same gerry if i hadn't read the cast list)
celia absolutely knows a lot more about the main show's reality than she's letting on between her interest in alternate dimensions and her mentions last episodes of some of the main fears and tape recorders (tho whether georgie, who she apparently works for here, is as aware as her is up in the air)
the government agency whose acronym i've forgotten has similar properties to the institute except it uses all available electronics as its spy materials rather than the tape recorders
jon and martin are absolutely trapped in the computer because even without the voices the "john" who sent sam the email about the magnus institute last episode was definitely our jon
and there's absolutely a connection between gwen and elias even beyond the same last name because lena said that gwen's family has money and the bouchards original elias belonged to were also wealthy.
mostly, if dead people can now be alive again, i want the evil old man squad back, i miss them and they were some of the best characters in tma.
#personal#the magnus protocol#the magnus protocol spoilers#if people who were dead can be alive again where the FUCK are the lukases! where's peter!#he's my favorite character bring him fucking back#and yeah throw in simon and rayner too#(i'm not asking for elias because i already know we're getting him in some form)#(there's absolutely no way we're not)#(even from a doylist perspective i'd be very surprised if they didn't capitalize on the popularity of ben's performance and bring him back)
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i think part of my reasoning is that "does simon snow get his magic back" doesn't immediately register in my brain as "simon snow's power is restored to him and he can cast spells again like any other magician" in my brain, he still has magic. magic is everywhere. he just can't use magic on a personal level. and as a guy surrounded by videos without closed captions at work i jus
#del/lat#THIS IS JUST A SILLY THOUGHT SORRY FOR BOUNCING OFF YOUR POST MESSOFTHEJESS#I JUST THINK ABOUT IT A LOT#simon when he lost his magic reminds me a lot of me when i first started really feeling the CursesTM#i too completely fucking caved in on myself for a very long time and thought that my life was over#turns out the time will pass anyway#IT WAS SO FRUSTRATING TO READ BUT LIKE. only because i felt called out so hard. like having an infection excised#there are elements that will always suck (i have repeatedly been told i am Stupid as if that's something i can?? do anything about???)#(buddy if i can't understand you then i can't understand you. sorry let me just flip the lever and Regain Essential Brain Function)#it sucks! and it will keep sucking. such is the way of being able to have thoughts and feelings.#but like. the sun still came up. i'm still on the right side of the dirt. if god wants me dead hes gonna have to come down here himself#watch me delete this in an hour cause i'm shy about being vulnerable on the internet#these are really good useful books for me and i felt very seen
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FIONNA AND CAKE IS SO FUCKING BALLER?????a
#it's so good!#they made adventure time for adults and it's just as good as regular adventure time was#do u know how seldomly a show is expanded on in a way that grows with the fanbase SUCCESSFULLY#this show is gonna be doing hamster wheel runs in my head long after it's over i can tell#fionna and cake#simon as a main character!! finn as a vv fucked up adult! regular world gumlee! happy honeymoon bubbline!!#they all have fucked up morals#brian david gilbert was an au simon. the songs all hit. REBECCA SUGAR SANG IN EPISODE 2#VAMP WORLD MARCELINE AND BONNIE FALLING TO THEIR DEATHS TOGETHER WHILE GUMLEE RISES IN AN ELEVATOR. OK.#SIMON AND BETTY BACKSTORY ALSO. IT HAS EVERYTHING#JERRY WAS SUCH A FUCKED UP EPISODE BMO DEAD ALONG WITH EVERYONE ELSE#THAT ENDING...
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