#no clue what woke me up
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mostbrilliantidiot Ā· 1 year ago
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Well I've been awake since 2:00am
And out of bed since 3:45
It's now close to 5:00
Today is sure gonna be Something
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fidgetspringer Ā· 2 years ago
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Okay but the house ghost was totally fucking with me last night.
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fallenoftheromaempire Ā· 5 months ago
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22 giugno 2024
I dreamt of being in a small rural village and at some point the rumor of an abbandonate house full of random stuff but as well as coins is spread. I go and the place feels strangely familiar, i do roomage around, but instead of coins i find two sheets of stickers (i have been wanting stikers for a while) but then i start walking towards the actual house. Is yellow and small the type of house I'm familiar with by growing up in rural areas. I go in and is full of people rummaging through stuff. The house feels familiar and i feel they shouldn't be there. I get on a desk and i yell "DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE?" and they look at me confused "Is this because of the Smarciassa (An ogress idk how i know that)? But she left so long ago?"
And i yel back "This is more than an ogress house."
"A witch house?"
"More powerful." i say and they all look very scared suddenly.
And then i don't know why but suddenly i scream a name. Or more like, I'm calling him there. As if i know for sure he will answer. "APOLLO!!!!"
AND SUDDENLY THE ROOM BUST WITH LIGHT
Immediately after I'm walking down the village again, away from the house, and everyone is there astonished or cheering and clapping, but not at me, someone behind me. And i see this very Australian guy in a bandana, shorts and a hoodie, dancing around (a bit goofy) basking in the cheering, he surpasses me. I don't know why but is as if i expect him to see me. That doesn't happen. He passes me and takes off his hoodie and bandana, under he has a red tank top and he joins some nymphs (women and male) to have fun with.
In that moment i feel like i have to go but i smile and say "Bye Apollo!" and i don't expect him to notice me, but he does and he stares at me shocked, like if i was the last person he ever experienced to meet there, his eye are so blue and his hair so blonde and he has the slightest blonde stubble. And then i see a group of children with clear mischievous intentions getting too close so i shoo them but the nymphs start playfully chasing them, and i feel like i need to move away, the story is supposed to be over and i shouldn't be there anymore. But i suddenly bump against a chest, and i feel arms wrapping around me and lips kiss the top of my head and i know he is crying before i can see his face and he says "Please come back." and i look up and Apollo is looking down at me crying . "Please be part of my world again."
And i woke up with this intense emotions in my chest, first happiness, then calm, then just as if i have met a very dear long lost friend after so long and i start crying, like not tearing up, i mean full on sobbing. It wasn't romantic, it was just a reunion.
I never worshipped Apollo, but i remember this exact man showing up in my dreams before when i was like, in high school, i don't remember what the dreams were about but i remember this guy would show up and just hang out in my dreams, i didn't know who he was or why he was there but he just showed up and hanged out.
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just-slightly-chayotic Ā· 2 years ago
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if a random person on here messaged me telling me they're jeff satur, i'd just believe them. i'm that convinced of the fact that he has a tumblr
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m1zisua Ā· 3 months ago
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just drank half a bottle of lemonade mmmmmmmmmm
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rainswept Ā· 6 months ago
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those praying on my downfall youā€™re winning šŸ˜žšŸ™
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rosicheeks Ā· 6 months ago
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missmagooglie Ā· 8 months ago
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Just woke up with my heart pounding because my brain decided it needed to do an active shooter drill while I was asleep. :-/
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pebblezone Ā· 2 years ago
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this Tylenol ainā€™t shit w
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#talkingcore#emotions. man.#thereā€™s so much music that I just havenā€™t listened to in a bit and itā€™s making me feel things itā€™s not even like sad things Iā€™m like damn#how long has it been since Iā€™ve listened to beautiful stranger by Madonna as featured in Austin powers international man of mystery#but also something in my brain feels like it needs to cry like I donā€™t feel like I physically can but something needs to be released#so do I go pet sounds? smile? falsettos? I feel like I need to be in a sleeping bag and Contemplate#fun fact! Kendra Morris has an absolutely stunning cover of donā€™t talk (put your head on my shoulders)#Iā€™m pretty neutral on beach boys covers tbh Iā€™m never crazy about them since like they really never measure up#how many mid covers of god only knows can I take? not many. but like she & him have their little Brian Wilson tribute I like that.#the covers are a lot better when they donā€™t try to perfectly replicate whatever the fuck Brian Wilson was doing they arenā€™t him#brain wants to go melancholy mode but Iā€™ve no clue over what. girl just tell me what Iā€™m supposed to be sad over Iā€™ll commit to the bit#need to keep listening to new stuff but also need old stuff Maybe thatā€™s it maybe I just need old stuff again? like routine?? shit idk#also like at 5 am I woke up and remembered how in choir people kept comparing me to the director they had the year before me#and the thing is she had the same name as someone else in choir that was student teaching my first semester so I kept thinking they were#referring to her Id be in my choir fit my silly suit my proud butch uniform and theyā€™d be like oh this is so ā€˜insert nameā€™!#and it kept throwing me off because the student teacher was like. not like me at all so I was like fuck#what kind of girl core energies am I accidentally emitting this is Bad. so anyway 5 am Iā€™m like fuck it I need to research this person#I search. find her. sheā€™s butch. Iā€™m blessed. they werenā€™t lying like man we do such a good job at being generic! yay!#butch And in choir! love to see it! keep thinking how I am destined to be like in my 40s doing mundane tasks#Iā€™m gonna be soooooo good at watering plants and putting salt on the sidewalk before it snows and cleaning drains#need to be a dad mom so fucking bad you donā€™t get it I need to drive carpool and take off work for dentist trips and watch hgtv#AHHHH i think that got rid of some of the sad lfgšŸ’„šŸ’„šŸ’„šŸ’„this must be super long god damn sorry
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theres-whump-in-that-nebula Ā· 1 year ago
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Uh-oh. This is bad
#For some reason I always end up predicting my life events through the fiction I write or read with scary accuracy#especially if everything Iā€™m writing/consuming ā€œfeels rightā€ and like Iā€™m being pulled into it#I was just pulled into The Metamorphosis and woke up in the middle of the night to finish reading it#I think I know who that book applies to#And now this bookā€¦ hm#Donā€™t like that#unreality#magical thinking#tagging as that just in case but itā€™s happened before multiple times#Theyā€™re not necessarily actual premonitions; theyā€™re me subconsciously piecing together a puzzle of clues#that all lead to me figuring out the most likely series of events to follow#Maybe Iā€™ve heard in-depth information about these books before; but only remember it in the back of my mind#so that the front of my mind cannot recall; and have only been guided by what Iā€™ve heard whispered back there#a subconscious switch gets thrown at the critical point and Iā€™m drawn to it#I knew what happened and what was going to happen in 2018 back in 2017 from my sketchbooks and story outlines#I read Crime and Punishment and like clockwork events very similar to what had happened in the book started happening to me#It worked backwards for awhile from 2019ā€“2021 after I got caught#Every time I happened to glance at a clock; there was either a 4 or a 20 or a 24 on the display. Always. No exceptions.#This went on for months. Those numbers were part of a spell I wrote and recited over and over again; I wonā€™t say the words#because Iā€™m not sure if itā€™s so much a spell as it is a curse ā€” it is a self-deprecating spell#I only started seeing this number pattern AFTER I had been caught as an apostate; not before#before Iā€™d look at the clock and it would say 5:33 or 9:15 or 12:45; after it was 4:04 or 2:24 or 12:20 ON THE DOT#Call me crazy but if every time you looked at a clock for MONTHS it always read a specific set of numbers youā€™d go a little nutty too#THEN in 2021 I read 1984 and it described my life up until that point PERFECTLY (WITH the number 4 plastered all over it)#Something happened back then and itā€™s still fucking happening because I was caught at the end of 2019#Just a little over four years away from the year 2024 and I was driven to set my exit date at 4/24/2024 before reading 1984#1984 is set in April 4 1984; April 4 is 20 days away from 4/24ā€¦ SEE WHAT I MEAN?! Iā€™m a raving lunatic but Iā€™m right
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isa-ah Ā· 2 years ago
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been having some creepy stuff happen lately and who knows if it's paranormal or PTSD related ĀÆā \ā _ā (ā ćƒ„ā )ā _ā /ā ĀÆ
#while i was showering a few weeks back i glanced up and saw someones head peeking over the curtain like 7ft up#no face just hair. long and tawny#that night when we laid down to sleep we said our goodnights and a moment later i heard from the head of the bed#'i love you.'#but it sounded way yoo feminine and young yo be my husband so i asked what he just said and he was like ??? literally nothing#he didnt hear it at all even though it was perfectly audible to me#a few nights ago i woke up paralyzed by the absolute self assured KNOWLEDGE that a girl was standing in our bathroom doorway#except her feet were on the ceiling instead of the floor#i was 100% too scared to look bc out of a dead sleep i was so so so sure#i pushed my face into my husbands back and staid there bc i was ckncinced if i rolled back her hair would tickle my face#which yeah ok ive gotten paranoid delusions and hallucinations before bc my ptsd is. severe lol#but not like this really#this morning my dream was interrupted much how it is when an alarm starts going off and you hear it in your dream#its dismebodied and you can consciously recognize it was real life without necessarily realizing youre dreaming#i had that except whispering? moving around our bedroom coming towards me#and the more i focused on it the more i could hear the cricket ambience i was playing irl while we slept#and i had the thought thats weird. whos walking around my room whispering?#til it happened pressed right up against my ear and i JUMPED out of my skin instantly wide awake in bed#i have no clue if its real!!!! but man. what the fuck lol
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izzy-b-hands Ā· 1 year ago
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hello i accidentally slept in until 2 pm and am somehow both incredibly excited to write fic and rewatch new eps while also being the most fragile already repaired many times with visible cracks in it teacup abt some of the irl things i mentioned in my last posts tags
What are the chances i get anything useful done today lmao
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treecakes Ā· 2 years ago
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hm. i donā€™t like that.
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godgavemenoname Ā· 1 year ago
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iā€™m so fucking normal right now
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chryzuree Ā· 1 year ago
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bad day for girls that have arachnophobia and a fucked up car.
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pokecraftking Ā· 2 years ago
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British people will say shit like "well this really gif gafs my splunchle" and act like you're the weird one for not know what in the actual fuck they're talking about.
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