cannot even begin to describe how suicidal i was in june-oct 2020 tho fr fr it was like full body electric bone melting disease 24 hours a day 7 days a week for 7 months 🫡
friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
We have not spent nearly enough time talking about how Nicola Coughlan is the most beautiful kisser in the world.
And this kiss should have immediately ended the “it’s rushed” debate. Because if a woman kissed me like that, 100% I’m marrying her. Are you fucking kidding me? Colin’s subsequent unhinged behavior is completely justified.
sos month day 16: like fire / like water
wanted to redraw something from 2015 and remembered how badly i wanted to replay the game this is based on. tldr battle ninja island everyone is alive and cant die for some reason.
platonic extremely jaded old man sewercidal sasori x zero nerve no respect for male authority figures teenage brat sakura is too good to pass up. dial that shit up to 200%. basically the worst month ever for the both of them
[Video Description: short animatic of a future version of ROTTMNT Raph, using the "I am the monster rah rah rah" audio by Jay Herrans. The first image reads "sorry in advance lol". Bouncy piano music underlays the song as the next image shows a bust shot of Adult Raph grinning with his eyes closed. He has a large patch of acid burn scarring on the left side of his face, and a deep x shaped scar on his plastron. The audio goes "I am the monster rah rah rah." The image switches to a frontal view of Raph, moving his arms up and down with the beat of the song. His right arm is missing its hand. He smiles with sparkles around his head and his eyes open, the left eye unable to open fully. The line "I am the monster rah rah rah" repeats. Next the audio switches so line "i am the monster" is repeated twice, more drawn out than before. Raph is shown to be in an arena fighting an opponent. Both are armed with knives. The shot narrows, the opponent slashing at Raph's throat. In return Raph slashes downwards in an animated motion. A closeup of his face is shown as blood splatter lands on his cheek. For this whole arena sequence, his left eye and mouth are undrawn. Next, "I am a monster rah rah rah" is repeated again, with a small version of Raph hitting a pause button over the frame of his blood stained face and smiling awkwardly as he waves his stump in a circle. The screen goes white as the backing piano ends. One last chord plays, and Raph is drawn sitting on the ground with his arms out to the sides, sticking his tongue out, a sweat drop by his forehead. End I.D.]
i make something for IMNDY and its whatever this is lmao
this is plainly embarrassing but i was craving some fresh hurt/comfort fic just to feel something and i didn’t care where it came from, so i remembered the cool art i kept seeing for dragon age and cracked open ao3 and ended up with some kind of condition. a couple months of wiki-haunting, tag-lurking derangement later, and after buying world of thedas vol 1, in my late night fuelled desperate measures i discovered to my astonishment that dao would actually run on the laptop i’d bought for uni. i had never played a video game before, except failing to use my brother’s xbox to successfully make a character walk in a straight line, so this was genuinely quite an alarming development to me. but i endeavoured to succeed nonetheless (by which i mean running around on easy difficulty with my corpsesque prototype surana) and the rest is history
i do not recommend this. none of the above behaviours. cannot express that enough.