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#ngl so nervous about this like#I feel kinda embarrassed lmao#about making it#but#oh well#fuck it we ball if people send asks yay if not oh well#knights drawing challenge#I love doing my own drawing challenge lmfao#I just realised-#hsjksdkjwd#man I’m dumb#uh#knightish draws#collar ask game#rottmnt#digital drawing#fanart#sketch
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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(totk rewritten)
finally, all the arm and spirit abilities- for the first half of the game (rauru) and for the second half with the shiekah arm replacing links arms instead and the spirit abilities gained through ganondorf
(please excuse my handwriting and sometimes repeated info on the first two, i lost motivation/patience at the end and couldnt get myself to basically redo it all from scratch just to make it a bit more cleaner)
note, the camera rune is unconnected to the arm, its the shiekah stone copy link has (zelda carries the one from botw, a copy was attempted to be made for link but it lacks all runes except the camera, the map and its teleportation, and journal/archive)
note for the heal effects of some spirit abilities- im also reworking the healing system, making it more like the older games, so healing isnt as easy and much more restricted, thus making those effects of spirit abilities more valuable ( lil potion icon on the d pad will act a little bit like in skyward sword, opens your limited selection of healing items and if chosen link switches to holding it and letting you consume it with -a- while walking around in real time- to avoid more pausing and mass healing on regular items while in menu)
additional note, the automatic recharging of the magic meter depending on the environment gives you a reliable but less abusable way of using abilities and allows for even more creative dungeon/challenge design by using it effectively- it works by absorbing magic from its surroundings, so if its an area with little magic it recharges slower, if its a very spiritual or healthy place it will recharge faster, it can be used to make things more challenging and also as subtle storytelling (example, theres a graveyard with the magic energy around being off the charts, even if there are no spirits to see, it could hint at the people buried not having died peacefully, no matter what their gravestone says...)
the usage of magic and how much the different abilities cost also allows for a much more dynamic fighting style for players to choose and try out, balancing them all out with their cost instead of a fixed timer, and the recharging beign affected by the environment perhaps forcing players that favor high cost magic abilities to use the lower cost ones for example, or not being able to charge one up bc the enemy is too fast and doesnt give you enough time to charge it
about half of the small overworld dungeons (not shrines) are also locked/inaccessible for the first half and new quests appear as the second half commences- together with the additional changes raurus return brings with it (sonau buildings, enemies being mostly cosntructs that he summoned etc) and whole set of new abilities giving you a fresh new way to play while (hopefully) not making you feel too restricted for the first half
... making these detailed concepts took me longer than id like to admit q-q
#ganondoodles#zelda#ganondoodles rewrites totk#tloz#art#concept art#loz#ok im gonna play some games now#might do future concepts more with clean text#so i dont even get into the situation of having to redo everything jkdfkd#also im not a game designer so if i got any game designers following me id love to hear what you think#THOUGH theres alot of other mechanics missign here#like the weapon repair system- the new healing system in detail- the mini dungeons that arent shrines again- the pockets to find to-#-expand your inventory instead of krog poop- etc etc#ngl so nervous about posting this bc i know its less appealing than the full art pieces#but how am i gonna get mechanics across if not like this#i dont even know what to tackle next lol#everything plays into each reworked system so theres always gonna be soemthing that seems off on its own#but i cant put it all into one post bc that would put the colors of the sky post to shame how long it would be kjbgvkdbngkk
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Hi all! To celebrate 1k followers (fun number!! Woo!!), I decided to put together a fun little dtciys/raffle! Draw either of my little guys, and who knows, I might end up drawing one of yours!
Rules, details, and more under the cut! 👇
Both Stell and Phemus have references, gijinka references, and their own dedicated tag. Feel free to draw what your heart tells you! Stell: Ref / Gijinka / Tag Phemus: Ref / Gijinka / Tag
There is no floor or cap for skill. If you need to know anything about me, it's that I love promoting the arts! If you were thinking about trying but felt intimidated, consider this your encouragement to give it a shot, I would love to see what you make!
Please keep the content PG-13 at maximum.
Should you choose to participate, please @ me or my art blog in your post so that I may see! 👀
You are welcome to draw one or both of the characters, but raffle entries will be limited to 1 per person.
The raffle winner will be able to request either a halfbody or chibi of their character of choice. (Most Kirby OCs/characters will be eligible as well!)
The deadline to enter for the raffle has been extended to June 23. I will draw and contact the winner on June 24th. This gives a whole month!
Thank you again for all the follows! And I hope you have fun if you decide to give this a shot! ✌
#numbers milestone#dtiys#aseukitalks#ngl am a bit nervous about posting this but hello! I hope this sounds interesting to you all!#(<--has never coordinated anything like this before)#Also thank you all sm for deciding to hit that funny lil button and stick around it means a lot!! Ah! 😭#idk what other tags there are to put this in#so I'll leave it at this for now!#(<-does not really remember what tags are useful for helping things show up the tumblr algorithm is fake word of mouth Only)
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BEGGING the writers to not treat Dev like how they did to Remy...I know one possible route they could go is that "Dev didn't forget bc of his sunglasses. Dev has a weird era to try and get Peri back." like how they had Remy do with his fairy......but I don't want that. BC Remy got treated dirty in the end. :( He became a on-and-off villain and I hate that. I don't want that for Dev.
I am on the hands and knees BEGGING for Dev to not get the Remy treatment. I WILL cry if he does. ;;
#ill also cry if they just. outright forget about him or shove him the sidelines permanently#ik i sound like so entitled#i want season 2 so bad but im ngl im extremely nervous about it too#bc how dev gets treated in it is gonna either enhance or ruin my enjoyment ;;#like ill still love it bc hazeeeel my giiiirl and i love the other chars too#BUT DEV#IM SO EMOTIONALLY INVESTED IN THIS CHILD#ripme#fop#fop anw#fop a new wish#dev dimmadome
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I GOT THE JOB!!!!
I'm gonna be moving!!! I gotta figure out how the heck I'm gonna do that!!! I gotta sort out first months rent for a place! I gotta move my stuff!!! Ahhh!!
But I got the job for the weather stuff!!! I'm so excited!!! Ahhh!!!
So much to do in the next couple weeks, ahhhh!!!
#seriously any advice would be welcome im so excited but ngl a Little overwhelmed#i gotta try and sort maybe $1500ish to be safe somehow for first mo + deposit for some of these places?#once i get my first check ill be good. i think ill be making more than i was at cookie shop ngl bc it'll be consistent.#but still havent had a Ton saved rn so uhhh#i gotta figure that out.#i have ~250 i can pull from once place and i have unemployment this week until whenever#but i might need to sell a few things bc uhhh#sadly my car bill takes about half my bills.#might temporarily cancel like amazon and Disney until i have steady income again#but it would save me maybe $30 lol so idk#but just!!! agh#im so exited! so nervous! but excited!
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Being a woc fan of Bridgerton can be a struggle, especially when it comes to liking the poc characters on the show, especially the woc. Like I remember when s1 came out and the blatant microaggressions and just plain racism coming from this fandom was atrocious. You had people spewing very hateful things about Charlotte, Marina, and Simon and undermining the latter two's pain and trauma at the hands of the white characters---Marina was treated terribly by the Featheringtons and, whether you like Penelope or not, you cannot deny that she also played a part by releasing that letter to the Ton and Simon was violated Daphne no matter how people try to spin the story to offer her some form of sympathy (it still blows my mind that people would want to though).
S2 is just as bad (not even including how they changed the Sharma family's storyline than how it was in the books when that wasn't necessary) and the racist undertones many of the fans have towards Mary and Edwina (as well as Kate but for her it's carries more brown woman needing to be saved by a white man when Anthony is involved because a lot of you all in the fandom are quick to use this trope such as "oh, he's the only one who truly knows her"). The lack of screen time for this family really ends up hurting them to but even with that, whether you like Mary and Edwina or not, it would be a lie to deny the racism a lot in the fandom hold towards them (and how that falls onto the actresses because it was very apparent how many in the fandom couldn't let two Desi women shine without having to bring down the other and Netflix played into that too for drama) and paints every small thing they do as being terrible crimes but in the same breath will not have the same smoke for the Bridgertons, who have their own set of problems (but because they are also the main family, among other things, they are provided more grace without consequences).
#bridgerton#edwina sharma#kate sharma#mary sharma#marina thompson#queen charlotte#simon basset#like fandoms can be a very hostile place especially toward poc#and don't even get me started on some fans acting like they care about the poc characters but only still fall into the tropes i presented#im nervous for how this post will be received bc ngl when people call out the racist antics in bridgerton people love to downplay it#and that's just not right (for any fandom)#and this impacts actors too bc there should be no reason that charithra can hardly be excited about her role in the show#or how ruby had received so much hate that (probably) as a result had two breakdowns#on top of still being asked by polin and pen fans to denounce marina to uplift their white faves#dni if you can't have a calm conversation here#also seeing the creator of the show say for s3 kathony that there won't be as much angst#more happy couple scenes irks me in a way bc that amount of angst didn't have to flood s2 if they weren't so concerned with pointless drama#like the books themselves gave enough angst without the engaged to your sister plotline and such#also would have made anthony seem like less of a prick and actually respect a woman's honor but nope#don't even get me started on how it seems more common for the poc characters to have to gripe and struggle#(especially with things that....they should not be blamed for) at the hands of or as result of white characters#when in the same breath that courtesy isn't extended to said white characters#(e.g. marina having to push colin in pen's direction even though both failed her#to simon begin assaulted and then blamed for it by daphne and the narrative#to kate having to move mountains to grow (even though for most part she wasn't wrong) but don't even see anthony apologize for his actions)#all the actors especially the woc experience racism (and other forms of discrimination) from this fandom#i haven't even gotten into the shitshow from some fans towards simone and the actor who plays simon#as well as the racism the actresses for queen charlotte faced#a lot of yall need to do better
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summer olympics football tomorrow why am i excited
#argentina vs morocco i’m a lil nervous ngl#but morocco will wipe the floor w argentina#trust#kind of excited about france vs usa too actually#AND IRAQ!!!!#rooting for them tomorrow#((untill they face off morocco))#i always pretend like i hate sports#but thats just bc i love football (and f1) so much#summer olympics
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the new akayona chapter.. WHAT DID I SAY WHAT DID I SAAAYYYYYY
#i love being right about everything all the time <3#(<- definitely not right about everything all the time. but i was right about this!!!!!)#it’s not over until it’s Over babyyyyy#the last few panels with zeno are making me nervous ngl. but i’m feeling very good about my predictions so that’s helping#‘jana were u refreshing mangadex like a madman all day the chapter’s Just been posted’ no actually. i just got charged for the new issue#and decided to check since there’s nothing for me to do at work now anyway#akayona
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Just went to eden on sunday with a friend for the first time, it didn’t seem too hard
I’m ready to get fucking obliterated when I go there on my own this saturday (i hath collected all my wongs back)
Is eden hard by your standards
Also how the fuck do I get new cosmetics i look like a moth people keep trying to uber me around I CAN FLY ON MY OWN LEAVE ME ALONE
oh lil guy, your next step is teasing krill and flying through eden to skip 99% of the path... to then get lost oobs and very confused if you're half-awake doing it
Eden is stupid easy, but it has gained more difficulty due to the fact you now crawl... so it's far more difficult to get all the statues.(of which I do, I nearly always get still the last statue unless I'm fucking around.)
the more difficult part of eden is when you've done it so offen it feels like a chore to recollect all that winged light. that's the real horrors of eden.
but uh anyways, bud you're still a moth. You're just very independent for one. Moths are simply new players- you're going to be one for a while (until you are oddly skilled at a good portion of the sky mechanics imo, but also doing eden first time alone is a major milestone).
#pop rocked sky children#ymir sketches#skyblr#eye of eden#I should note: I outflew krills on purpose before for fun. I am a long time player who loves doing crazy shit.#I hate recollecting all the winged light and I've played a lot less.. like maybe once in a blue moon because of it ngl.#I used to be very nervous about eden as a moth as we had next to nothing (spells were not around yet) and krills did not forget your flying#over them... as they now seem to do... so sad about that... my krill dodging :(#asks
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anyway had a lovely call with my agent this morning that has left me absolutely buzzing. it feels so good? to have someone love my books as much as they do??? like goddamn
#id kinda given up on the book that’s on sub ngl#they very much have not#and they have good reason to not give up? like damn the shit they told me about how editors respond to it—?#the fact editors are still asking to read it??#and sure we also have a massive edit coming for my romantasy#but even that im not dreading as much as i feared#like idk man!! maybe it could sell!!#we’ve been out with it almost a year but tbh that’s the norm these days#(im dead serious. i can think of at least three authors i personally know who were on sub something like a year before selling#if you go on sub just. expect a very long wait time.)#and yet. my agent has reason to hope#when im on sub i tend to 1) do everything i can to forget not only the book but the fact im on sub#and 2) let other people be hopeful for me. it just makes it a lot easier to stomach.#and i genuinely love my agents approach to sub#(happy to elaborate on that more should anyone wanna send an ask about it! ive seen some sketchy approaches that make me so nervous)#so idk man. this is a ramble but god i do feel pretty good.
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my next edit is probably gonna take 10 years so i am posting this in the meantime :-)
#b and a#i'm actually being dramatic#i did the hard part already#i just have to do the actual editing now#but that will probably take me a good few days so......... yea#it's an edit i've had planned for MONTHS#i was gonna do it in june but decided to wait for dhes' birthday since it's literally entirely about dhes#it's turning out really cute so far!#ngl i am a lil nervous about it since it's not really like. the kind of thing i usually make but#i'm making it anyway bc#i want to#& bc i love dhes & he deserves a post all about him for once#kelly who????#yea
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All my female sims are either trashy fake plastic glam or dirty sewer rat grunge and there’s no in between???
#I’m a simple little guy#I don’t keep up with the k***ashians#so I get my fix of rich people drama via the sims#and Nancy Landgrabb is the biggest bitch in the country club#if you dress nicer than her she’ll probably kill you#the landgrabbs are the most dysfunctional sims in game ngl#so says me#I have the calientes trying to steal their spotlight rn#and the goths are like ‘we have more money than you’#and are just very happy together#morticia and gomez style#Cassandra goth (young adult) is Vincent Straud’s best friend I just decided#Alexander goth is uhhhhhh#idk I usually forget about him#child gameplay SUCKS#omg do you think we’ll get the doe family in the new pack#Olive Specter is suspected and Nervous Subject is Confirmed#but like what if Doe Family#I should make a Jane Doe sim but like from ride the cyclone#creepy doll core kinda slaps ngl#I might and a third Caliente sister tbh#and she might be the emo edgelord outcast#because I love that shit#me when I project my traumas onto my sims#OMG WAIT#I could totally give them a brother who is totally not one of my overly traumatized ocs#that I totally don’t project my own insecurities on#that I totally won’t play out my own relationship traumas with#twink speaks#not cc
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yoooooo do you know what happened to callm3senpaii ?!?!?!???? i was a huge fan of their banger works and when i try to find them now their account is deactivated I am devastated 😭
chiiileee 😭 long story short they got mad they traded away gojo on mudae, blocked everyone and deleted their blog.
i wish i was lyin'.
#ೃ༝💌⁀➷ 𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉мαιℓ#ೃ💌⁀➷𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉αησηѕ#lmfao usually i wouldnt spill tea on the TL like this but its been like 9 months and idgaf any more im tired of being fake about it#im not sparring you hoes when y'all spaz over dumb shit jhfskdhfkdsjf#i literally spoke to this girl for 3 days on discord telling her she didnt have to do it and it was just a game and no one cared that hard#she acted weird for a week being passive aggressive and the next thing u know we blocked and her blog deleted without a word#and apparently we (black) microagressed her (white) when we never said anything bad about her ever#like that was my bestie on this app for MONTHS and we spoke every damn day she was the person i was closest to on the server even!?#we made the server together?! and invited ppl#see this is also why i hated gojo for so long and didnt write him until this summer#cause some of y'all hoes aint right in the head over this man and i was traumatized im ngl#like i didnt even have toji atp and didn't act like this and y'all know thats my nigga daddy who i would spill blood for 😭😭😭#mudae shows u who ppl really are istg jhdfkjshfjksd#the most ironic thing is i DM'd her on the side saying i had a fun game but was nervous to add it cause i didnt want ppl to fight#and she said “omg its just pixels who would do that?” HOE U APPARENTLY!!!! KFHSDLKFJHDKJ#someone say im lyin cause i have receipts kfjhdkjfhdkhjs#mudae war stories jkdhajhda#tw discourse
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Late as hecky night post to announce that the countdown of weeks left for the training to be over is starting at 3 and that I got a job interview at a pharmacy this Wednesday. If that goes well and I have the luck to be employed as soon as the training ends at the end of this month, that would be the best news I could get besides the coming of Dain looming even closer.
#I'm quite nervous ngl#but I'm also excited#because the employed must know that I don't have experience#job-wise at the pharmacy yet#and still she's willing to get to meet me#and I say this because I'm aware that most of the people#want to have others with experience#the good thing is that I think that I'm doing a great job#to the point that they had to nerf the things I did at the pharmacy#probably because it'd be like working without payment#and I have the support of the employers at the pharmacy I'm currently at doing the training#to tell anyone that wants to know more about my progress about how I fare there#one of them told me this morning that he wouldn't have suggested it if I didn't do a good job#so I'm really proud of myself— as hard as sometimes it can be#because of my self-demanding ass#anyway ramble in the tags is over#this should've been the post instead lol#I hope you peeps are doing well ♥︎
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#saying this a week later but JDJDJDJD i started talking about it here n i guess i should update#but yeah we're meeting in a few weeks#by OURSELVES FHRIDZIKZZKKZKZKZ GOD#i told him im not seein the other ppl (except 1) anymore and he said he isnt either. so i guess its just me n him now LOL#if i wanna see him i gotta ask n not just rely on him being at a dinner JJDJDJSJSJSNSN#it was going no where tho. like they were so dramatic. esp the last time. and so mean to him. it really pissed me off#and then its like. id go mostly to talk to him but we'd always get interrupted or something n couldnt even talk much !!!!!#so this is a lot better.... or i guess i hope it is idk JDJDJDJJDNX#ive been alone with him b4 but never for long bc either 1. someone interrupts us or 2. we get to our cars n leave#n e way. im really nervous ngl. and so many things have gotten in our way and so if something else happens i really wont be surprised idk 😭#personal
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