#next time will be better I’m sure
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70s au
#don’t mind me I just found some time to finish scribbling this up today😭😭#yes I know this au is very niche😆 but I’m having fun…#more cute Eloise coming up next though🫡💓#this is where Sirius ran off to btw when eloise and Lyle were looking for him in my first picture bahahahahahahahaha#omg also I have a painting planned of eloise at her debut ball bc the Yule ball doesn’t exist in my universe#& IM SO EXCITED FOR IT !!!!! she is my angel…#& I’m having a lot of fun planning out the other paintings etc hopefully I find the time to do this week🤭#plus my secret Santa…I love sending the asks & im planning a painting for them too🥰🥰🥰#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sirius black#70s au#yes I’m starting a tag bc I think there will be more#like I don’t even care if nobody else likes this…this blog is just my hobby and I want to draw these four a lot#(plus Ominis soon too🤭)#also it is SO humid where I live rn so nothing was cooperating with me with this drawing😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#like the paper is SO SOFT so I couldn’t get like any good lines with the pencil rip😔🙏#next time will be better I’m sure
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I think the funniest thing about slow horses getting nominated for awards and not winning a damn thing is that much like the characters in the show, it goes stunningly unrecognized for how good it is by the establishment and it only displays a higher level of competence for it
#and like sure I’m not mad that hiroyuki sanada won over gary for shogun (and that like. shogun won a lot bc it was deserved)#but like all the times succession got nominated when it didn’t? fucking absurdity#sorry that whole cast does donuts around the rich bitches no question#anyways hey maybe next year will be their year so we better pray everything else is shit#slow horses
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I bought new toothpaste bc it was on sale and yknow what I really thought she was going to choose the chicken flavoured toothpaste? But no! She wanted the vanilla ginger one!
I’m so glad I finally properly taught some toothbrushing skills man, I used to just brush twice a week bc tbh it was aversive to us both to just get it over with but this way? We’re both excitedly doing it every single day because it’s fun to do!
Kicking myself for not doing it sooner, I know better 🙃
#Yoshi#reels#every time I go to the vet o ask them to double check her teeth#I’m like she’s six how does she not need a dental yet#are you SURE#and every time they’re like#yeah I mean there’s a bit on this back tooth here but it’s really not bad enough to do anything with yet#just brush that tooth better next time#I’m just paranoid bc small crowded dog mouths#prone to dental issues yknow yknow
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just finished thrawn alliances
#spicy speaks#I LOVED it though#even better than the first one tbh#I miss eli#I’m sure he’ll return soon enough#debating if I should start treason now or wait until the next time I’m home#I don’t think I’ll be able to finish it in the next day and a half#and there’s no point in bringing it back to school w me since I don’t have the time to read at school#eli vanto#thrawn#grand admiral thrawn#mitth'raw'nuruodo#thrawn alliances#spicys memes
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Every week I go “Jiji in the anime this week? 🥺👉👈”. And every week I’m disappointed
#NEXT WEEK THO FOR SURE. TRUST#I need anime Jiji so bad he has crippled me these past couple weeks since reading the manga#I need him in the anime to cope <- lying. It would make me worse#I am that stock image of that guy on his knees head in hands every time I think about him#he’s so incredibly everything to me he was made for me#breaking down in the tags my old friend hello#I’m screaming I’m sobbing I’m gripping the sink so hard it breaks#his stupid face is all that’s in my mind#I am not normal about him I will never be normal about him#Dandadan is great guys highly recommend#gonna get even better next week when Jiji’s there because he will be there next week HE WILL BE#manifesting SO HARD 😭😭🙏🙏#Maddiepost
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I went on a JaidenAnimations rabbit hole and
I WANT THAT MAGICAL BLUE PILL SO BAD.
You turn into a GOD???? YOU DON’T HAVE TO TAKE BREAKS FROM DOING WORK THAT EVERYONE ELSE CAN DO EASILY??? I CAN FOCUS??? I CAN R E M E M B E R ?
Y’all
My mental illness isn’t a hindrance
It’s a GATE, it’s a means of holding this beast BACK.
I will have you, aderall, mark my words…
#obv I have a million other things going on in my head that needs a looksy at too but just focusing and getting my shit together would#help me out so much#I’m going to WRESTLE my parents for an adhd appointment#consultation(?) Diagnosis(?)#no spending money on my birthday for a dinner with the fam#fuck those guys/j/j/j (I love my family somewhere in my heart I’m pretty sure)#I WANT TO GO TO A PSYCHOLOGIST#I WILL USE MY CHRISTMAS LUNAR NEW YEAR AND BIRTHDAY MONEY FOR THE DOCTORS.#I NEED IT.#DESPERATELY.#Time’s running out I’m gonna graduate next year#I need to get my shit together NOW#I want to get better NOW#RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!#If I don’t then I guess I’ll just die 👍#jaiden animations
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2 weeks at uni and I’ve already reached peak procrastination. I found masking tape and somehow decided that the best use of my time was to make a tiny Belphemon-sleep.
#I actually can’t wait till student finance have processed my dsa#maybe next year or something I should look for an adhd diagnosis? if I’m having this much trouble focussing and a cup of coffee doesn’t work#anymore as a way for me to focus maybe I should see if meds would help?#(when I got my autism diagnosis i was also told its possible that I have adhd. I’d privately suspected adhd before I considered autism)#like. some days I can focus. it feels like I’m balancing on a knife-edge and it’s very stressful#and I can’t do it on command or anything#but sure#seeing one piece of fanart with Boy from tts#and my whole day goes down the drain because I can’t drag myself away from the series#and listening to video game soundtrack helps but then if I do that too much I start feeling lonely but I can’t listen to a podcast because#then I focus on that above the work I’m meant ti be doing#and even then I might look up other stuff about the video game I’m listening to#and the worst times are when I become self aware and that really breaks my focus but I know I’ve got to keep going#and then at the end of the day I feel awful because I’ve done about 1-2 hours actual work in 6 hours#time I could have spend doing other work or#heaven forbid#enjoying myself#that was more of a rant than I expected#I’m doing ok I think#I hope#i know I’m not meant to compare myself with others#but I’ve done more work than my flatmates#and that at least makes me feel a little better#I’m going to get myself a coffee now#hopefully that’ll help me today#my goal is at least 200 words#then I can stop#actually autistic#autism#personal rant
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Back on my meds, making a damn decent paycheck despite how many days I had to take off this month, my mom’s feeling better now that she’s home and we’ve figured everything out, our neighbor’s gonna build us a wheelchair ramp for cheap, and my dad miiiiiiiiight be buying a new car as we speak 🤞 (my mom just can’t get into the truck anymore, and she hasn’t wanted to drive her two seater for a while now, so we’re trading it for something practical). Things are finally going fairly well, all things considered ❤️
#she speaks#after the absolute hell we’ve been in all October I think we deserve a fucking break#hopefully this post doesn’t jinx the car lol#we’re keeping the truck obv cuz like we got livestock#but the lil beamer has got to go unfortunately#sad it’s a fun lil car#but it hasn’t been getting the love it deserves and it’s time for something more suited to our needs as a family#kinda exciting really I hope we get it#we all fucking hate spending money so both my parents have been waffling on it for a couple of days#but like I told them mama you got a doctor’s appointment next week for your g tube#and then a hospital follow up with our pcp the week after that#and you’re gonna have to see a gi and a nutritionist pretty regularly#and there’s gonna be more surgeon follow ups I’m sure#and eventually we’re gonna need to take you to outpatient pt cuz we can’t have a home health pt forever#cuz insurance only pays for it for like six weeks#so either we’re gonna have to rent a car every time you go to the doctor#or we gotta buy one#and like this isnt going away you’ll have to go to the doctor often#cuz you’re missing like half of your small intestine#so getting a rental all the time is gonna suck#it would be better to have a car you can get in and out of easily just on hand#not to mention eventually you’re gonna wanna get out of this house just for the hell of it#and it’s not like we can wake up one morning and decide hey let’s go on a day trip#and then waste two hours driving back and forth from the nearest enterprise#which is on an extremely busy two lane highway and is FUCKING terrifying to get to lmfao#so with any luck my dad will keep that in mind and not back out at the dealership lol
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Tired: Wren outliving everyone, including Teldryn aw man
Wired: He and Teldryn extend his lifespan using magic
Inspired: Teldryn ALSO has corprus that he survived because he’s cool like that with a similar treatment (that I do not know how he got, owed a favor maybe idk) which stopped or slowed down his aging too, and he’s just never brought it up so he’s just kind of curious to see how long it takes for Wren to notice he’s ALSO not getting any older, Wren, it’s been like 30 years how have you not noticed Wren, Wren pls
#vena vents#not art#teldwren#I’m sure there’s someone out there in the teldryn tag who doesn’t want to hear about him w my nerevarine so there you go blacklist that tag#Granted I do like the idea that Teldryn was going to be picked as the next potential nerevarine but Wren got the job done#so he very well might have been doing similar stuff on the sidelines in his own way but the rando who has 10#thousand health would do better at this thsn him#logic for Teldryn being powerful enough to handle corprus: just cool like thst#The last time Wren saw him it was the Red Year so even without aging life in general still aged you yknow
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emma stone bending the rules of the strike so she can campaign just to lose to lily gladstone
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Brave anon asking the big questions and winning the best prizes T^T
Thank you for the extra snippet!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
In regards to this post
YES! Thank you anon who asked!! (And anon if you’re reading this, genuinely it meant a lot to hear you wanted to see more of my stuff. Thank you ;w;)
And thank you friend!!!!! So happy you enjoyed it!! I really have a lot that I want to post that I hope people will enjoy haha, just gotta get over the hill that is this 20k+ multi-chapter fic. I did not intend for it to get this big, or stuff it this full of important events!!
I’m very glad you appreciated it!! ^^ <3
#wayward’s asks#I really have a lot to post. but I’m not sure what happened after my last year at uni#it’s like I really revved up a dead engine too much and it got directionless#so I made like. SO MUCH content but out of order#and it’s messy so I’m spending a lot of time going back and cleaning up what I wrote a few months ago when I had half a brain working haha#BUT I do work on writing every day#almost there!!!!#and a lot of what I have is like my current favorite writing#because I’ve been scrutinizing it so much#I think it’s my best work yet and I’m happy with it#AND I’ve been revising all the published chapters of HFBE#fixing problems that I had in the first chapter before I had a beta reader#and the second one too#and generally rewording things to flow better and fit the current vibe#I’ll be updating all the AO3 chapters with the updated versions when I post the next chapter for it ^^
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Don’t believe the American lies. I just tried airheads and hersheys and they’re absolutely vile with the worst after taste. About to try poptarts next, pray for me 🙏
#I thought oh fun a foreign candy shop I’ll go see what all the fuss is about with these American snacks#turns out it’s entirely un-fuss-worthy#y’all can NOT have been serious hyping these up to the point where I had name brand recognition with positive connotations#despite never even having seen them irl before today#was this the plan? big ole joke to play on curious Europeans?#bro I was so excited for a tasty snack#I had the cherry airheads and I was like ew ok kinda gross with weird sand texture aftertaste but surely the hersheys will be better#and then I broke a piece off and thought oh this is kind of like koetjes reep! which is delicious if a bit too sweet for my taste!#it was NOT like koetjes reep. I had to scrub my tongue bro I had to swish mouth wash to get rid of that taste asap#y’all better not have been lying about the poptarts TT I saved them for last cause I’m most excited about trying those#and even had plans to go back for twinkies next time. but if the poptarts also suck that’s strike three#that will convince me that Americans just have the worst palates in the world
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This may be a good and normal thing but I have absolutely zero regrets about having purchased the laptop last night. Like all day yesterday and even as I was buying I was going oh god should I should I not but now I’m not even having second thoughts about the huge display lmao
#SO FUCKING GLAD that I actually did some extra research rather than just going meh the one I looked at before is probably better#I think it was a SIGN that I got paid a little early for the month’s work and then like the day after the laptop I bought went on sale#(Didn’t actually pay immediately so I didn’t USE any of that money but that is besides the point)#Only with the reservation of man… it’s big… and heavy… and REALLY huge and that’s bad…#I HAD deep down been going ‘man if only there was a bigger laptop with the same specs as the one I wanna buy’#And then!!! This baby pops up!! With a big display and BETTER specs!!!!!!!!#Cannot begin to express my excitement at playing Real People Games like that hasn’t even been a POSSIBILITY#Stray is at the top of my list right next to ranch of rivershine#And also probably Elden Ring that shit looks NEAT#(Also yes there is a catch and a reason this one is cheaper even though it’s better! The one I was planning on getting had an OLED display#This one’s just a normal good old LCD display. But in all honesty that is ABSOLUTELY a sacrifice I’m willing to make lol)#z talks#not horse game#Also the fact it’s not currently in stock so I’ll be waiting almost 3 weeks for it also very much feels like a good thing#Like. I have a Date on which I can expect to Receive It. And that means I have a very set time frame for the stuff I want to do to prepare#(mainly organise my cloud storage to make sure everything’s where it should be)#(but that’s a bigger problem than it might sound like because I have a LOT of files)
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That’s it. I’m quitting architecture.
I was somewhat interested, but studying it at college made me realize that it’s not for me.
What a shame really. So much time and money wasted for nothing.
Oh well…
#i’m not okay#architecture#it’s cool and everything but I’m a lazy bastard and there’s no point in keep going with this#college student#college#life in your 20s#I’m pretty sure some of my teachers knew that I’d quit#im a living disappointment#professional at being mediocre#what a shame#welp#better luck next time#anyway#no one cares about this post but I’ll post it anyway cause it’s my blog and I’m the boss of it#I wish I cared more
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I’ll brb - narrowly made it to my weekend and I can barely keep my eyes open, so I’m going to pause the queue so I can sort it when I don’t have scrambled eggs for brains.
#Sorry the semi-hiatus became longer by 5 days - that was NOT intentional#Work kinda ran me ragged the past couple weeks#BUT! I’m finally off! On a proper weekend! And I’m sure I’ll still be overwhelmed & recharging the next few days-#- but I finally have time for that#I have a lot I need to do after what felt like 15 continuous work days (there were a couple days off in there but I sure didn’t feel them)-#- but some of those things are fun. Like getting back to the cosplays now that the weather is getting better for outdoor crafting! & hiking#But right now I’m gonna go collapse in bed & sleep like a rock. G’night all.
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today’s little fencing in club tournament award: not last
#i had like two or three fights though that i almost won so i am actually happy with my progress#and one zero. could have been zero zeros but still good#next time will be even better i’m sure of it#fencing#so it’s 1 win out of 8
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