#never been to that country tho
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#this is one of them pics#i dont gotta check#where it was taken#uk#it just looks like its named something like#dudley#lol#never been to that country tho#west midlands#cts#house#suburb#road#Dudley#suburbcore#british suburb#english suburb#suburban gothic#ukcore
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i think you guys are onto smth..
i unironically got invested in this HELP
#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭#kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔#dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd#anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!!#takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve#both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year#newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :(#before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work#he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba#so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit#kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it#when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai#he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg#when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration#they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back#dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES)#and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed#ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again#this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws#bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain
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I hope everyone whos walked behind me today has acknowledged the fact ive just been staring at rivals magneto for the past hour
#snap chats#new title at school ‘guy with the kirby geadphones and nice outfits and looks at pictures of magneto and professor x all day’#a friend invaded my Magneto Staring timr and assaulted my ears she was SO MEAN TO ME TODAY#she always mean to me tbh ….. she thinks im a weirdo for being an introvert like girl i cannot physically make you understand my brain#i asked the universe to be nice to me today and instead i get called an unlovable cat that’ll get returned to the shelter after a day OK#ALSO I TOLD HER I WAS 23 NEXT MONTH AND SHE SAID TWINK DEATH?????#THATS NOT. i was so appalled. what is she talking about im not ……. ok……….#had to delicately remind her she’ll be 23 soon too like Girl 💀💀💀💀💀#and then i told her i wad filipino and she was like ‘oh are you onea those whove never been to your home country’#ok well Miss Ma’am i regret to inform you the us of a IS my home country#its so lame tho cause all my sibs got to go to the philippines before i was born 😭😭😭😭 this family HATES ME#‘like idk just the way you talk….’ we TALK THE SAME. YOU AND I ARE ON THE EAST COAST /WHAT/#‘snap was this just an excuse to rant’ NO. i jus wanted to say i wanna play rivals ……. also eriks very handsome in that game….#but like we know that i can only repeat myself so many times …#anyway ima finish this fuckass lunch so i can actually finish my shit so i can MAYBE. look at magneto in-game BYE
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#kirby#hoshi no kirby#kirby right back at ya#art#kirby art#kirby oc#kirby of the stars#kirby au#digital artist#kirby wolfbell au#wolfbell#kirby oc tournament#well#I don’t think that’s supposed to be like that#as if Hiraeth would actually report someone to the government#they’re probably on multiple countries’ most wanted list#I’m sure none of this is a concern tho#it’s fine#when has it never not been fine?
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english punditry is so lazy and full of bad takes it makes me hate this country even more
#their narratives about trent when we haven’t even played a flipping game yet have been absurd#walker and trippier who’ve made plenty more mistakes this season are perfect players tho!!!#even tho walker was no where to be seen for the iceland goal last week#and then england looked so awful until trent came on the pitch. but ok#this is why this country will never be successful. u have former players ripping into the team and highlighting their weaknesses#before they every kick a ball? yet there’s no questioning the manager and his tactics no let’s just scapegoat the one player#who can create from anywhere on the pitch and who completed club football as a RB in his#early 20s#i could go on bc this is so fucking stupid like even the ITV interview they said with him last season where they were basically being like#‘do you think you can defend bc we all basically see u as a massive weakness lol’ and he just had to sit there!!!#no other player got that treatment ie rashford or trippier or reece james or anyone else it’s just trent they focus on#this country will never prosper and i will laugh bc if they can’t fit a player into a box of what they think they should do#they automatically shun them and say there’s no place for them. and then wonder why we’re so unsuccessful#anyways. defending trent isn’t enough i need a gun#england nt
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hey nat! i’m pretty sure you have answered this before But why did you pick brazil as a location for james’ dream house in ahb?
hello! it's definitely somewhere in the depths of this blog but i will answer again anyway!
i think brazil is the perfect mix of james and regulus. São Paulo is one of the art capitals of the world and for good reason. also i know regulus would love the Brazilian Symphony Orchestra and drag james there every chance he got. but it's also got the outdoor adventurous activities for james. with both extremes of the mountains and the oceans for him to explore. and it's got the most beautiful sunshine there and everyone i've ever met from brazil has been just The Most lovely and kind and welcoming. and i just wanted a soft and kind landing for james. after everything. somewhere warm where the birds sing. and to me, that was brazil.
brazil was always james' dream first, independent of regulus. but then it quickly expanded to include regulus, and that was fine because brazil was a good fit for both of them!
#art heist baby!#asks#also not that anyone asked for this but when i was traveling over the summer i was staying in a hostel with two girls from brazil#and it was a bad trip for 23855 reasons but they were the nicest sweetest people i've ever met in my life and they made me feel welcomed#instantly. mind u they were also in a foreign country#we're still friends xx#in conclusion. i love brazil. so james loves brazil. even tho i've never been. it's on my list!!
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why am i so interested in south american cultures and history. and why do i keep stopping myself from learning about them
#no cuz i have a fucking interest in it and its unexplainable idk where it came form#i literally live on a whole other continent way away from south america#i never been to anywhere in south america#i do not have a drop of latinx blood on me i have absolutely no connections to the damn place#but yet i am so interested in whatever the fuck incas aztecs and mayans were doin#about past history and current history#and current countries NOT TO MENTION THEYRE SOOOOO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL GOD#i saw a vlog about brazil and never wanted to visit a country more in my life like holy shit#also i was obsessed with sottr mainly cuz of the focus on the latino civilizations#but from little research ive done it was quite stereotypical and blending the civilisation even tho theyre very different#but okay anyway#i HAVE the interest and yet i dont go let myself research ???? like i literally tell myself no????? no ill do that later ?????????#i have very poor memory retention okay so ig that makes me demotivated but STILLWOUWHABFJ#i remember watching some vids on the topics and trying to learn the damn differences BUT I REMEMBER FUCKING NOTHINGGGGGG#i can barely remember what i have learned in math last (4 weeks ago) like jesus cmon...................#i want to learn but i can barely remember anything FFLOR FUCKS SAKEEEKSGXVAJ#but still I dint think that's a reason for me denying myself and self sabotaging myself here ?????#i guess cuz im not taking it as much of a priority compared to the subjects im doing it + art + art history#which i also fucking suck at btw i am constantly trying to learn sm for art history and i remember. barely anything !!!#i remember i had to relearn the events and everything of ww2 like around 6-7 times and im not joking here#cuz i would not remember anything and now i remmeber it vaguely enough to be able to know some basic facts but no dates or smaller events#ok god my memory retention is shit i think i actually gotta be concerned about that shit#anyway i just wanted to rant except i have absolutely no information or facts to offer whatsoever#rumaiq rambles#writing this whislt listening to a Argentina 70s top playlist and there is absolutely no bad song. i love them all. and that is very rare#especially for me i am picky as fuck with my playlists and music#idk what the conclusion of this is i dont think there is one
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Planning our first little holiday 🥹 lil man and I might go to Sweden next month for a few days😍 my mom and dad are going for a running event so we might join🥰
#been thinking of going somewhere#didn’t necessarily have to leave the country#just wanted to go and stay at a hotel somewhere#with my small human#maybe some friends#idk#but now we’re going with my parents hahga#we will have our own room tho#and i will be paying for us#never payed for holidays before#my parents did lol#this is exciting#expensive but exciting#bells be speaking to herself
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Checked my old med records re: transition dates bc today's Pl/Pa appt is probably going to be a fucking doozy where I anticipate being quizzed on my transition thus far and future goals for it
And double checked the year to find out A. my memory is shit and I was off a year but also B:
Next year will be my 5 year anniversary on T!!
#text post#getting ready ahead of time for the appt rn and am just a bit stoned to make sure the anxiety doesn't annihilate me lmao#I'm so glad Housemate is coming with to help me out as needed during the appt#like. if they drop me as a patient after this at least I'll have a witness to how they've been acting/the results of it#bc I've never once been believed at the start abt issues I have w/medical providers#only after it's gotten worse#and I'll have someone to help me navigate both hitting the grocery store after the appt w/out breaking down & also in plans#to call the new office and explain what happened (if it does tho i'm hoping they'll just wait it out w/me until Oct for my new clinic appt)#and hope they can help keep me on T and my lamotrigine until my first visit w/them (tho I'm already on their waitlist too)#I still have so much admiration for PlPa but my god. this has been a fucking nightmare in the end for me#and has heightened parts of my dysphoria and made me more anxious and frustrated at being misgendered#which still happens unfortunately often but like. no one is gonna apologise so I just roll with it#and I really didn't need that on top of adjusting to a move across the country#but it's whatever bc i'll get thru this appt see the new doc eventually and things will be more stable w/my care#and in the meantime I can think abt anniversary celebration ideas for next year
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People are really out here standing hobie brown and refusing to say faggot in american idiot with the same breath
#vio.txt#f slur#the lyric hits so hard tho#its saying queer people exist in your america!!!!#not only queer people but anyone that would've been called a fag#like socialists and punks and other “deviants”#we have just as big of a claim (if not bigger) on this country as rich conservatives#14 year olds on twitter would never survive a queer punk friend group irl#or alt in general#because ik a lot of my friends qouldnt consider thenselves punk
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being homesick and changing as a person so much the place you grew up in isn't your home anymore is such a core part of ati and upon further inspection i think i was projecting a little
#like yea that is a very common basic thing that happens to a lot if not most adults#but also i think i get homesick a bit too easy#when i moved away from home i moved to the closest big city that's only an hour away and i was already deeply familiar with it#but i was so sad despite knowing i personally could never thrive in my hometown#i wanted to experience the big city but it was so scary and it still is and i miss the comforts of my hometown but it's not just me that#has changed#dont get me wrong i wouldnt move back bc i have hobbies and friends and a job and most likely a career in the city i live in#and this truly is a place i don't think i could ever move away from. unless it is to a neighboring city#it's so hard for me to imagine there are people who move not just across the country but a completely different country and they just. adap#i could never. i was visiting my hometown every week for like the first year i lived here#i eventually want to move to a bigger apartment and ive been looking at places already even tho i need to graduate before doing that#and i'm. getting homesick just thinking about moving to a different part of the city.#i like the area i live in. i like the cornerstore and the distance to the closest grocery stores and parks#i like how my grandma used to live in this area when she was around my age#i'm not good with change and i know it but there are several things about moving that make me miserable#like yeah obviously i will move out from my single bedroom apartment when i can and i'll be so happy and it'll be good for me#but despite having lived here for only a bit more than 4 years i'll miss this apartment. i have so many good memories from here and i'll#never be able to visit it again and have it feel the same#but that's the least sad thing imo. i dread being in a different area more lmao#but it's fine i know i'll adapt as long as i don't have to move to a different city ever again gfsahgak#idk ive had a long day and im feeling a bit melancholic#i'll sleep in tomorrow >:3c#leevi talks
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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before#is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things#the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the#weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad#not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a#prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country#my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for#treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad#as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain#shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing#to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird#when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk#i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach#out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home#somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long#term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting#whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot#i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors#i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival#unrelated
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White people be like: oh no I don't speak Spanish and I grew up in California but my great great great grandfather's uncle was from Mexico so I'm totally latinx! I love Taco bell! Oulah amimgous!
#well I've never actually been to Taco Bell because I don't think we have it in my country#but still#also yes VivziePop inspired this#it's not just about her tho#this is a much bigger issue than her#vivziepop critical#I don't wanna say anti but i think you can see how annoyed i am by this#me being bred born and raised in Colombia#but what if I'm not latino enough#white as rice people#I'm latino and you're being racist by calling me a gringo#racism#colombia#colombian irl#long story short admit you're white and move on#pinches gringos oye
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she’s training me on how to reply 🙂↕️
#she says the most out of pocket things like what do i even say to that#but >< its so nice to have someone asking if i ate 🥺🥺#our personalities are so different but we’re So in sync yk… its crazy#also lol i haven’t been that active here lately so i don’t think ive mentioned her before but >< i have a new close friend now..#she introduced me to her friends too (im not that close to them tho) but its really fun to have a multinational group of friends 10/10#its crazy how all my friends have different nationalities and the only kuwaiti friend i made turned out to be my cousin 😭#thats what happens when the country is too small and my family is too big#its so crazy we’re literally cousins and ive never met her before uni 😭#and yk saying im kuwaiti on here Feels like im doxxing myself bc ?? we probably all know each other 💀#thats a little scary if you know me please look away
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whenever i hear beach house by daydreamers, i can only think about the rin and yuzuru's beach house😭😭 the song is just so so AAAAAA
i can't believe dtd is alr over🥹 it feels like yesterday when i saw dtd's mc was oikawa i think?? i'm so sad its over :(( i'll miss dtd tuesdays very much. i love this series sm!!
just curious, but will you be making another series or will you stick to oneshots? not to pressure you or anything. take care of yourself suki!!!
i just listened to that song and the lyrics !! i’m not okay because it goes like: I’ll tell a joke like, "Do you come here often?" // And you'll break a smile and say // "I've never forgotten the taste of your lips and the way that you touch me" // Baby, be honest now, do you still love me? // ITS SOOOO RIN and it is perfect for the beach house arc 😭💔 and aaah thank you so much for being with me on the dtd tuesdays, i missed those updates and hearing everyone’s thoughts 🥺 and hmm there’s honestly a lot of things i want to write - both serieses and one shots but i currently am only working on a commission for a friend because i’m too busy w real life to actually get some writing juices :( i miss MISS writing tho!! and thank you so muvh nonnie, i hope you’re taking care of yourself too MWAH 💓
#asks with naoya's trophy wife#series: dusk till dawn#THE SONG THO I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT#i have a deleted scene in one of the epilogues i wrote but will never post (one of the alternate routes basically) where#years later we go back to the beach house and a lil shocked that it was never sold after not being used for a long time#and we find out that rin had been working so hard to maintain that house 🥲 in that ending he was just hiding in the country </3
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I love languages but they can be so isolating too sometimes
#need to vent a bit I just received a bank letter from the last country I lived in#and it kinda hit me how even when learning that language for 6 years I wasn't good enough to speak it fluently#I would never be good enough#and every time I had to start by saying “sorry my language might not be good”#and I think in the end it kind of broke something in me#in past +10 years I lived in multiple countries and I put a lot of effort to speak the language as fast as I could#and I loved learning them and I'm glad I had a chance to live in those places#but damn was it lonely too#one of the things about being from a small insignificant country is that you're always the one who needs to adapt and change#sometimes people would be patient with me and speak slowly or offer to speak in english and I would be so grateful for that#most of the times it was just me sitting in a group at school/at work/at a friend gathering trying to catch the native language#and feeling extremely left out#it did push me to learn the language much quicker tho#and I've been feeling guilty too because those were amazing oportunities and other people have it worse#but maybe two things can be true at the same time#anyway I wrote back a reply to the bank after doublechecking 15 times the grammar I think it should be okay
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