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Well, here we are! I made some fanart for a very neat submas au blog called @liminal-station ! I just got back into my Pokémon hyperfixation and immediately got taken away by their au, please go check it out if you can!
I love the designs and I've managed to scroll down their blog to understand the main current focus of the story. It's really good! I love how Modcat and the other ppl playing in the story work! Not even to mention how fun their artstyle is!
It reminds me of my old friends lol
Mini comic under the cut!
Oh btw, i put your character in a skirt bc i couldnt find a refrance with their full-body ((I'm sorry)
That's it. I went overboard on this for sure but I had a lot of fun! So it's not that bad. Hopefully now I can work on my own comic lmfao
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#cosmo convos#im being so fr when i say check them out. it may be a long endless scroll to the beginning but even just the last few arcs are all you#need to understand the current point!#i cant wait to see where it goes!
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he’s so fine i don’t know what to do with myself anymore
#currently in a state of shock from all his sexiness#i reached to the bit where i’m so crazy about him to the point that i’m calm because i am speechless.#please tell me you understand#i want him#i need him#he needs me#if he would just give me a chance we’d be so good together i swear#totally not crying rn cuz i cant have him#why couldn’t my gramma give birth to me when she was 12#i would’ve had my chance with him#james hetfield#metallica#james hetfield smut#metallica smut#james hetfield metallica
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more thoughts i have scrolling thru the deadpool tag:
i really need to make a post about cable & deadpool (2004), because so many of y’all would go fully feral for it and it’s SO good and SO homosexual and SO fucked up and sexy and tragic and good. i finally finished it last night and the arc of their relationship over 50 issues (well really 42) is sooooooo satisfying but also has a vast open field of space to build on with fanfic. it’s a slightly tedious task just bc i have to reread from the start and pull the best pages, but that is a sacrifice im willing to make if it gets even one person to write something for them.
(it’s extremely different from movieverse cablepool, which i also adore but is frankly much healthier for everyone involved. comics cablepool is DEEPLY dysfunctional. but also they love each other so much. that’s probably why it’s so dysfunctional tbh.)
#deadpool#cablepool#also i kind of feel like i can’t make a post about that book without being more familiar with their relationship before that point#which im currently at the ‘i know enough to make sense of references to it in fanfic’ level about#but honestly you only really need a sketchy understanding to enjoy c&d 2004
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I wanted to say, regardless whether you are American or not, I know a lot of you are feeling hopeless and frustrated right now, between everything that's going on in the world and this is apparently being past the last straw on the camel's back, but please remember to take care of yourselves
there is a lot of suffering in the world between wars, genocide and famine, and leaders that refuse to do anything about it or even actively encourage it
It's not wrong to want to take a break and find something to smile about, nor does any of it invalidate your own suffering
Help where you are able to, and when you can of course, and remember to reach out to your loved ones when things start to get too much
I know some people feel bad for using resources or for trying to find ways to cheer up because "It's a luxury some people can't afford" but I am telling you they are not luxuries, they are necessities. The tragedy of these events isn't people not being able to access luxuries, it's being denied necessities
so as sort of harsh as this sounds, do not deny yourself your necessities because it helps no one in this situation; it's just one more person suffering in this entire mess. you cannot be expected to help or care for anyone if you're too burned out to do so.
Please take care of yourselves.
#you guys are stuck in a game where everyone is cheating and the odds are stacked very unfairly against you#I mean all of us at this point are but considering current events yeah#I am not saying you need to stop being upset or frustrated or scared#I also understand being stuck choosing between several evils is frustrating#but blaming yourself for something you couldn't have possibly been able to control is unfair to yourself and unhelpful to everyone else
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transfem scott getting lots of support from ramona and kim in the early 2000's when shit's very taboo but they all 3 have a fire forged bond and lord if they aren't going to make sure they're all as happy as they can be because they've come this far and I dunno it just makes me happy all three of them
YES YES YES
It makes me very happy as well,,
Like I've said before. General Trans Scott enthusiast here- I love the idea of their little support network *violent coughing* I (we?) mean polycule *violent coughing* so fucking much.
Ramona I think has a bit of a more gentle hand with reassuring Scott with gender issues, but sometimes she just can't help herself from some pointed banter or teasing- how could you with someone so dense? (Said w affection)
And then Kim I think is more blunt. But like, in a good way mostly, you know? The kinda blunt that makes you snap to attention and go "Oh. Yeah that was silly of me." And if Ramona's started some sort of banter? Kim is SO piling on. Maybe sometimes she's a bit TOO blunt with it- but it's only because she's so firm in her support. She wants Scott to Get It Together- and be happier for it. So if some ribbing now and again is in order, then goddamnit she will do so! Anything to crack that shell.
And ohhh can you imagine how they would react to some transphobic bullshit?? Unholy terror would be driven into the offender before they walk off with an absurd amount of coins between them. I can feel it in my bones. Scott doesn't even have to lift a finger (if the transphobe is even noticed/processed at all, bc I honestly can see Scott just. Not realizing someone's being transphobic.) Kim giving someone a lashing with her tongue as distraction and then Ramona coming in with the hammer- BAM! Free Money! Paying literally with your life for your transphobia. A Better And Just World.
And of course (transfem Scott more specifically, here,) the way Scott would start to flourish under their support... cagey and maybe a little (perhaps a lot-) resistant to start- but Kim's blunt affirmations and no nonsense attitude for bullshit (which is what Scott insisting on "being cis" would be, c'mon now,) and Ramona's also low bullshit tolerance but less Stabby (bc I won't lie, that's probably how Kim's comments would feel,) assurances? Ough... My Heart... Be Still-
I would Kill for them, Your Honor-
(Ran out of tags so putting this in the body of the post- I am SO tired someone pls sound off if this isn't as coherent as I am hoping this is. I WAS trying to nap and get the extra sleep I desperately needed but the writing bug... it Bit Me.... only a little but enough to stop that process-)
#for my trans masc scott hcs I am actually so seriously and deeply fond of Kim having been SO supportive of Scott in HS. It's so important +#+to me. it also makes their whole relationship sting a little more but ohhh man. I can just see Kim hyping him up and helping him get more+#+comfortable in his skin. Lisa would definitely help there too imo but just. ahhhhhgshcksjdhg#i need to put some transmasc scott hs stuff on my fic docket. but I have so many wips rn x~x pray for me chat#(literally stopped writing something to answer this dhdjshdjdgw I Am Part Of The Problem-)#as always to people looking for transfem scott stuff I point you towards Scott Pilgrim's Precious Little Egg on AO3- as well as Amy +#+Pilgrim's Precious Little Life (also AO3)#the second has 2 chapters out currently but I believe the 3rd is definitely underway! and then the first has 22 chapters out currently and#+I believe part 3 has just kicked off w that latest one#you've seen some of the authors here before I'm like 99% certain- even if you may not have realized it lol#headcanons#scott pilgrim headcanons#sp comic#spto#spvtw#ramona flowers#kim pine#scott pilgrim#sckimona#(not putting it into ship stuff but like. Definitely what was on the mind)#trans headcanon#trans scott pilgrim#ooc#asks#anon#gmorning all btw. i am still So Tired. I'm gonna try and maybe make more icons today if anyone has any requests? or otherwise I do have +#+some shippy stuff I need to get done. ninjastar edits. vague lukim thing potentially. kinda wanna draw more furry kimona--#i could do furry sckimona..... h m m m m.....#we'll see what happens! admittedly i do also have some Gaming Plans later today and I am helpless but to allow the monopolization of my tim#(fellow lesbians out there will Understand /hj) (if the person i would prefer to have not read that read that Politely Ignore pls-)
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honestly real talk tho the longer and longer i have been really deeply involved with cluster b pd stuff the more i really do believe that the entire catagory needs to be dissolved, reevaluated, and remade. we need to radically change how we view and speak about these symptoms
i used to criticize the dsm6's decision to do just that, and dont get me wrong i still do think the new model needs work, but the current one we have is fundimentally broken and useless. getting diagnosed (or diagnosing urself) with a current cluster b pd is at this point actively harmful to ur own mental health and thats just unnacceptable.
no one knows what they're talking about, no one understands the criteria, no one can agree on the criteria, or understands the history of it, the cultural misinformation is too widespread and great to be properly divorced from it at this point and is infact leeching into practice to do irreparable harm to people, people treat them like hogwarts house identities, theyre not helpful for understanding core underlying disordered thought processes or unpacking where they come from, all 4 catagories are steeped in huge amounts of ableism, sanism, racism, and misogyny, new studies and meta data and long term case studies show most of our understanding is misguided, its really and truly just a mess and its doing more harm than good at this point
and like yea, some of that is because people are stupid and ignorant and dont want to learn and so it'll always be an issue, but when its at *this* scale its a foundational problem. because at the end of the day these diagnosis only exist to help people articulate their experience so they can be heard and get the help and support they need, and so if they arent doing that and the catagories are only making it HARDER for people to be properly understood then they're functionally useless
like at some point i think we gotta conceed that the problem isnt that absolutely everyone is just stupid and that if people are constantly disagreeing about basic criteria and tenants of a disorder, then the problem is the foundational understanding and it should be reevaluated. because peoples lived experiences and their emotions and their distress is whats actually tangibly real and its the catagories we use to explain that experience that is socially constructed and therefore should change
#jack.speaks#aspd#bpd#npd#hpd#cluster b#cluster b pd#cluster b personality disorder#npd safe#actually antisocial#im entering my abolishment era#if the current criteria cannot be understood and properly utalized to help ppl on a large scale it is useless and must go#and yall in this tag prove every god damn day that no one knows what the fuck theyre talking about#so clearly we need to restructure and redefine how we understand this#and i think the only way to do that at this point is to completely start over
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You're so right about Steven Moffat. Favorite Doctor Who era, for sure!
Thank you, it is something I completely stand by! Glad to speak for others! This fuckass website just doesn’t get it sometimes.
#not Derry girls#Steven Moffat#Doctor who#Moffat Era is my favorite era but more than that Moffat understands the Doctor#and the Companions#better than both Chibnall and Rusty (I’ve grown soft on RTD in my old age but still)#and that’s not to say neither did anything of value but for my money#if you put them on a scale#you’d have to put RTD and Chibnall together to even sort of tip the scale toward equal#and Moffat would still be a heavyweight on quality#and I’m going further to say Moffat is actively feminist#he’s just also a straight white man who’s had to grow and change with the times#and has misstepped and been a part of a culture that needed to change (still does)#but you don’t just write Lynda Day as your first female lead and Madeline Crow as your current one and not be inherently invested in#telling women’s stories#to say nothing of Amy Pond and Clara Oswald and Bill Potts and River Song#at this point if you still believe Moffat is some misogynist goblin#I take that as shorthand for ‘I watched Sherlock and Doctor Who in 2011-2012 and that’s it#‘and I got all my feminist fandom talking points from Tumblr in those same years and never went further’#it’s 2024 just admit you (tumblr as a whole) got it wrong#like it’s not a crime to get it wrong lol#just be grown about it
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#feeling controversial today i guess#but like#i am at the point where i actively do not get the hype around tommy#like he’s just some guy#most of what people seem to like AND hate about him seems to be just based on headcanons not anything he's actually done in canon#he's had exactly zero development outside of moving buck's character forward since showing up again#like sure maybe there's potential but it hasn't actually been used at this point he's just kind of there#i do not understand having particularly strong opinions on him in eithet direction#like fanon opinions sure he's fun in fic#but like. the way people seem to be mapping their fanon versions of him onto canon to fit either a blind adoration or a blind hatred for hi#is super weird to me#like he’s just som guy y'all why is half the fandom falling out over this dude while the other half has gone underground??#he's just not that interesting#i will never understand how hard this fandom goes for side characters#who have had next to no development of their own#i didn't get it with lucy#i don't get it with tommy#like to each their own#but damn the power y'all give these random characters who frankly just aren't that interesting in their current states is#a lot#like enjoy have fun no judgment there#but can we maybe stop actively attacking each other over this guy he's just some dude come on y'all#*either *him *some#i really need to proofread my tags#*also i think i mean more controversy rather than hype in that third tag. it's not really that i don't understand why people like him#but more that i don't understand how he inspires such extreme opinions#anti tommy kinard#just in case#this isn't meant to be anti really i'm just like. very neutral about him#911 discourse
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"Golden retriever boy Jayce" this "puppy eyes Jayce" that WHERE ARE MY VIKTOR DOG METAPHORS
LET HIM BE THE FORMER STRAY WHO FOUND HOME CURLED AT JAYCE'S FEET
LET HIM BE THE HUNTING HOUND SNARLING AT JAYCE'S HEELS
LET HIM BE THE WOLF IN THE NIGHT LEARNING TO APPROACH JAYCE'S FIRE
WHERE IS MY "THE ONLY HAND VIKTOR WILL NOT BITE IS JAYCE'S"
#am i insufficiently kinglike?#yes these are both from current wips#i cannot guarantee that more Viktor dog metaphors won't crop up in future#*points to hunter by paris paloma* THEM#Viktor is resourceful and careful and brilliant and cautious and loyal and loving and the only hand he doesn't bite is Jayce's FUCK#that man is ascerbic and brutal when he wants to be#i need shitty coping mechanisms viktor painstakingly dismantling the idea that kindness must have a hidden cost that there's always an angl#because gods growing up in a place like zaun and then ending up in Piltover a cutthroat environment that hides its cruelty behind a smile#and then. meeting Jayce Talis.#how long did it take him to stop snapping or thinking there had to be an angle when it was just. jayce#Viktor Arcane 🤝🏽 Simon Riley#i KNOW I'm onto something here i KNOW IT#we all talk about Jayce's love and loyalty but WHAT ABOUT 'JAYCE WILL UNDERSTAND'
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brought a new pc with 2 terabytes of storage and the power of a small space station last night <3 for solas <3
#IM SO HAPPY U DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND#the way veilguard isnt even hard to run but i need to be able to play the game in 9k . i NEED to see my rook's every individual pore#or what is actually the point. lol#anyway for the australian girlies id def recommend nebulapc if ur thinking of buying. esp w coupons i saved like 1k lol insanity#i only bought one harddrive so later on i could potentially buy another and have 4 tb LOL 🤪 but like girl i think 2tb is enough for now#like my current pc has literally 250gb of space. KJHDFGJKHFGKDJ#also i think i'm going to give cyberpunk another try on pc this time. it would be crazy if it STILL ran like shit after all this jgkfjgkfjg#ANYWAY. CANT WAIT TO FEEL LIKE A HUMAN AGAIN now that im not saving every single dollar or feeling guilty for any purchases that werent Thi#now i can go back to my true nature while i wait for my build to ship :) financial incompetence <3
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the one piece clickbait channels make me go insane when they do this shit
#one piece#coby one piece#koby one piece#i genuinely do not understand why they feel the need to make him so manly#what was the point????#this isn’t a timeskip or anything#this is supposed to be current day koby?!?
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Me holding on to the last threads of my asexual identity so I don't lose the one constant part of how I've identified for as long as I've known I'm queer
#like.. ok.#i don't think atp i can define myself as asexual anymore#and i know you're probably like. but Cian! You run a spicy blog! of course u aren't ace!!#But I need you tp understand that I've identified as asexual for nearly eight years at this point#was fully convinced of it. could never imagine myself in any intimate situations ever.#And a lot of it was for sure just general insecurity and being depressed throughout my teens#But even outside of that I didn't feel attraction!#I also thought i was aromantic for a while#i think some of it is my autism. and my emotions and feelings being foreign to me.#I also have adhd so I always brushed any crush I had off saying it was just a fixation#which sometimes they were#but then I got a crush on my current gf. and every identity I had tried on and swore by was questioned#we got together and i just. got horny?#like I'm someone who just in general madturbates a lot lol that's nothing new but actually being attracted to someone?#baffling to me!#and idk. i don't wanna leave behind the only concrete part of my identity#i switch my labels constantly#nonbinary. agender. genderqueer. transgender. ftm. genderfluid#lesbian. biromantic. panromantic. aromantic. grey aro. demiromantic#but asexual was my one constant. I swore by it.#and now that's... not correct.#I'm just kinda bummed i guess haha
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Seeing what presents my baby sister gets and realising I really drew the short straw by being the firstborn
#Demon Spawn#+Extras#tell me why this three year old got a pet budgie for her birthday? she cant even spell yet#none of my siblings have ever had personal pets i wasnt allowed a hamster when i was 12 and neither was anyone else but the 3 year old??#she got her own heat pool for her birthday as well and a barbie dream house taller than her for Christmas#and what did i get childhood trauma perfectionism a fear of failure and anxiety#my mum always goes over the top with the youngest girl it happened with my middle sister in that 5 year gap before my mum got pregnant again#i didnt even make it 2 before my mum was pregnant so i never really got to reap the rewards of being the youngest#the lil ones get spoiled to hell and they get a mum with a fully developed frontal lobe and chiller parents#being the oldest sucks there are no benefits to it only responsibilities#btw im not mad at my sister or whatever its nice for her that she gets to have these things#but what do you mean i got the shtty childhood parents and i still have to argue to be allowed to bare minimal at 23 when the 3 year old#gets special treatment that the rest of us wouldnt even bother asking for cus we dont have all the things that came before that point#my issue is that the preferential treatment she gets is useless to her. she didnt ask for a barbie dreamhouse and she cant even play with it#because shes too short whe doesnt need her own pool because she cant even swim yet she doesnt need her own tablet she cant read yet#she shouldnt have her own pet when she cant understand what it means to own a living creature#especially when we dont currently have any other pets in the house#my issue is that the spoiling doesnt even make sense for her age she cant enjoy it cus it doesnt make sense yet doesnt mean anything to her#my mum wants to spoil her cus shes her littlest girl but shes had 7 kids before this she knows whats age appropriate and this isnt
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reading the light of the jedi while playing jedi survivor had the unexpected side-effect of me going
when a certain group of people was mentioned once i got to tanalorr lmao
#personal#VERY timely considering i just got to the point in the book where the name appears for the first time#when i got to tanalorr i was like ''HEY I KNOW THAT NAME''#but what's crucial about it is that that's all it was. it was just a namedrop. zero knowledge about the high republic/books was needed to#understand the story. i think if your story has hours of required reading to understand it then it's not a very good story at all#ANYWAYS BEEF WITH THE CURRENT STATE OF SW MEDIA ASIDE i love jedi survivor
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help someone please make me be an adult cus i really just don't want to.
#hghhhhhhhhhh i really need to actually go get a fucking car. but. im scarsd <3#i want to call my dad and see if he'd be willing to talk to me about it cus im. a mess.#and 1. my mom is currently dealing with shit of her own and i dont wanna bother her and#2. she would be hard to talk to about this anyway bc shes still against me doing financing. though at least she explained her reasoning.#but i want to talk to my dad cus hes done shit like this before ;;; at least on SOME level ;;;;;#i don't actually know how many cars he's bought from like. a dealership. but still.#he HAS bought cars before#and he understands jargon and shit better than me and im anxious#and i just want to get this one thing done so i can stop worrying about my car giving up the ghost on me at any point in time#ough#i meant to call my insurance company earlier to see if i could get a ballpark number for full coverage but didnt#bc the Anxiety. you understand. s#shh ac
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do you think my application to ccrp tech would be fast tracked if i wrote in my resume that i receive visions from god?
#nobody but me is gonna understand what this fucking means sdvdfbfd#recap: i made a post a while back that i dont care about the risks that come from a ccrp job id take it for multiple reasons#i have been wanting to quit my current job for a while now. i received a vision this morning that i need to quit my job#im on indeed rn and i wouldnt say no to an office job at this point. ccrp if youre out there-
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