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- Braves end the first half of the season with a win -
#atlanta braves#chris sale#travis d’arnaud#eddie rosario#matt olson#baseball#nearly didn’t post about it#because braves social media team#has decided to not post pictures anymore?#nerds
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you know the excellent quadruple life fan comic has me thinking about double life again. and MAN. thinking about the soul bonds mechanically. like, before I get into my meta-analysis it’s worth noting that non-diagetically the soulbond mechanic being based on how many hearts someone has is basically the only way I can think to do it in minecraft that’s sensible, but diagetically…
so do you ever think about how the marker of what made people soulmates in double life was pain?
like, soulmates share injuries/pain! that’s the whole premise! like, to the point that day one people were making up elaborate ways to hurt themselves so they could test for their soulmates! you met your (very romantic-coded) partner and confirmed they were the person you were looking for by hitting each other, generally!
being a soulmate in the double life universe isn’t about being compatible, it’s about literally sharing pain, and it’s just… I think about how for some pairs, they share the burden between each other, and it brings them closer. for some pairs, though, the only way they know how to communicate is by hurting one another. and the thing is, this isn’t just a literal thing. like, mechanically, the thing soulmates do is share pain and communicate with pain, but metaphorically, can you say desert duo doesn’t have trouble communicating because half of how they know how to exist is either sharing in pain or causing it for each other? can you say that ranchers’ strength wasn’t a pair of people who understood each other’s pain and desperation to be better than they’ve been before? can you say that divorce quartet isn’t, well—
so pearl wins after scott hurts them one last time don’t you ever think about that,
#trafficblr#double life smp#abuse tw#SO. NOT… REALLY.#although a solid argument can be made about this so I’m including the tag since this is a post all about physically hurting your partner#it’s just that in-universe this isn’t normally framed as abuse.#(which I think counts for a lot here because it is in fact In A Video Game punching is normal mc body language)#but. so I KNOW shared injuries is already a stock soulmate trope and normally a whump one#but the thing is that none of those fics are normally as weird about it as whatever divorce quartet was doing#or impulse and Bdubs for that matter I didn’t put them in this post as to keep it short but#something something. Don’t you think THEIR problem was IGNORING pain until the very end#I am NOT ENOUGH OF A BOAT BOYS PERSON TO ECTEND IT TO THAT#anyway and bigb and ren were willing to surface-level share pain but weren’t either really willing to do it on a deeper level#anyway. it is nearly midnight idk if I am making sense but#sometimes I Think about things
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gen loss dump part 2 :]
i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isn’t that cause charlie’s inferno isn’t on apple music cause they hate me so it’s way more of the song out of spite because they wouldn’t give it to me.
#spotify is prolly better (definitely is for finding playlists i use spotify to find playlists still and then add those songs to my own lmao#but dad pays for a family apple music subscription and free music streaming is infinitely better then paying for my own spotify#also my wound reference i feel like i let him off easy from the seven foot tall wire security monster#but idk this was drawn a year ago idk what i was doing#like i agree w the vest just being REALLLL bad bruising and internal stuff but i feel like he had wayyyy more open area besides that to get#fucked up besides just his arms#but i guess since the wire monster also got turned off by the button since it didn’t immediately go at ranboo next then maybe that’s still#reasonable idk#generation loss#generation loss fanart#ranboo fanart#continuing my not spamming tags trend so even though i bc puls have tagged all three of them im not gonna#still posting this primarily for me and for everyone else second#OH THE OUTFITS ARE FROM MY PIN BOARDS#I MAKE OUTFIT BOARDS FOR EVERYTHING ITS SO FUN#LIKE EVERY FANDOM IVE POSTED HERE HAS ONE#ITS BAD#and then irl i wear sweats and t shirt lmao#i found mouse trap game board earrings#i spend too much time on those finding highly specific bullshit#the jrwi one is especially cringe cause i have a different section for all of the what ifs#and that shit lasted one (1) episode#also the full color drawing i’m so >:| about it#i need to practice coloring sooooo badly but i always get frustrated w it#i need to slow tf down idk#but thats also from nearly a year ago so
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It’s disability pride month, and if you are disabled in the U.S. from Long Covid I want you to know that you’re not alone, and you’re valid in whatever you feel. Whether that’s sorrow at your new problems or rage at society for failing you, you are valid, and it is truly messed up that society is continuing to fail you.
#disability#trauma#chronic illness#long COVID#COVID#Tbh I’m not sure if I have long covid or not but I keep swinging between despair and fury#The brain fog SUCKS#I might have always had it but it feels especially bad now?#And I have all kinds of respiratory problems that got exacerbated#And possibly chronic fatigue but it’s unclear#And I’m one of the lucky ones!!!#I can still exercise without needing three days of bed rest after!#I was so RELIEVED when it turned out I could do that#I did like. Three weeks of breathing rehab to make sure#Not sure if it helped but now I’m not getting post-exertional backlash nearly as much anymore#And I didn’t lose my sense of smell or get my taste messed up#And I don’t need a respirator just an inhaler and some allergy meds and to take frequent breaks#And like. I know so many people have it worse#And that suuuuucks#But EVEN THIS makes me want to scream and rail half the time#Update as of Sept 2024 — this is no longer true#Got Covid again and now I can’t exercise without being too tired to move for three days#🙃#Probably will die mad about this actually#I had SUCH a good time working out one night#But then the next morning#Nope#head-to-toe muscle pain#couldn’t do any chores#Couldn’t even feed myself
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Fatz is in fact the most underrated character in the Rae and I desperately need more people to talk about him
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#ok this one is making me break my silence in the tags#i know the submitter didn’t ask for commentary but i was literally talking about this to a degree earlier to friends#fatz is such a charming character and i think so many people skip over him because they think the other characters are more relatable#i know people that love fatz but he doenst get posted nearly as much as like. beach bear or rolfe#if a character like klunk can get a dedicated blog i wanna see a fatz blog. i wanna see dedication#sorry i know im supposed to be the silent moderator but damn it i needed to show fatz appreciation#animatronic confessions#rockafire explosion#rock afire explosion#fatz geronimo#animatronics
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TW: eye strain, blood, no visible gore but eye injury implied (also rambling in the tags)
Early work in progress painting of v,,,, the final piece won’t look anything like this (…..maybe) but I was messing with layer settings and hard mix is serving ,,,,,
tbh I’m starting 2 understand V h8ters now,,, mf needs 2 get the FUCK outta my head before I do something crazy 🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣 (((draw him more****
#hes just too fucking fascinating to me…..#him and Rika need to stop stealing the show#actually debating playing Saeran ae just to obsessively call V the whole time#cheritz was absolutely cooking when they put the most unhealthy#codependent and traumatized#and weird couple#into a FUCKING OTOME GAME AAAAA#it gives me such brainrot like#jaehee route ending with mc and jaehee opening up a cafe#and being adorable lesbians#MEANWHILE v has (presumably) fuckin died at the hands of Rika#as a sacrifice 2 keep the rfa safe#and jumin is just having to sit there sipping coffee in his former secretary’s cute cafe#acting like he didn’t pregame the event with a bottle of merlot#it’s crazy#it’s a cute dating game with cute characters#and also a fuckin Shakespearean tragedy#not apologizing for the tags ITS MY SHOW!!!#(ps. always devastating that jumin becomes a major alcoholic in nearly all the endings)#i wanna ramble about it on a nother’ post#but I’m seepy now nighty night#honk shoo🥱🥱🥱honk shoo😪😪😪honk shoo#cephy talks#jihyun kim#fanart
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Wolfstan i love u and ur fuck ass bob
#I’m a little tipsy from a work event and I’m standing in a Tim’s to post this#i cant believe Hope and I nearly didn’t watch this#but u know what he’s sexy even with the fuck ass bob#he snaps someone’s neck in this movie and every time I watch that scene I just.#listen.#black death (2010)#john lynch#wolfstan#wolfstan black death#i am about to be INSUFFERABLE in this movie’s tags#crumpled dark#black death 2010
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Rebels has been a comfort show for me longer than I’ve actually cared about star wars (my grade 6 self loved watching Disney XD on tv what can I say��🏻♀️)
And the main reason is because of how much the ghost crew loved each other..they were a family and I loved that about them
Anyways, I haven’t felt that same comfort until The Bad Batch and I just love it so much
I’m gonna feel super empty when this season ends :(
#star wars found family is everything to me#Star Wars has always excelled at the found family trope in a way I’ve never really seen before#Like I’ve been a marvel fan my whole life and I’ll admit the mcu has really only succeeded in found family with the GOTG#(you know…the movies that are heavily influenced by star wars)#But like I really feel like if I didn’t care about the relationships between star wars characters#I wouldn’t care about star wars nearly as much#even in the OT it took a while for me to care as much about that group because in that trilogy alone#we don’t actually see the relationships grow on screen aside from leia and han#so it was hard for me to get invested#watching the prequels is what got me to care about the OT characters#and watching TCW got me to care about the prequels#anyways what I’m saying is I love tbb and swr because I love watching characters become a family#yeah idk where i’m going with this#just felt like acknowledging it#star wars#sw rebels#tbb#the bad batch#swr#the clone wars#star wars original trilogy#star wars prequels#marvel#guardians of the galaxy#kate's post
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i’m sorry to anyone who has no idea what all me unhinged octoposting is about. i’m like fixated on it to an insane degree again. no end in sight i think lmao it’s taking up so much brainspace
#i need to fuxking talk about this game i need to aghthshejdjjg *bites wood*#erm no one understands my twisted mind. or whatever l#i hope at least those of you who’ve played ot2 are liking my return to these#when i first played ot2 i didn’t make nearly the volume of posts as i did for ot1#i guess i’m like. rectifying that#and if you haven’t played ot1 or 2#well if you like jrpgs you should do thst#i’ve been listening the soundtrack a lot too…#cuz it’s instrumental and i can read while having it on#i may be too far gone
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like i do for my own purposes (affair au) headcanon some homophobia in ishgard due to the importance of heirs to the nobility but it would not then follow that there are no gay ppl ahdjdkskdk
#the affair au relation is that it would be fun if the corishtola affair flew under the radar mostly bc ppl didn’t think it could happen#i’m undecided on how i think they are about gender but i can see the nobility being like#assigning cori and treating cori like a woman. so corichefant makes sense to them#and cori and shtola to them are like ‘wow they’re such good friends’ as they nearly catch them embracing in a room#EXCEPT the servants who know what’s happening but they like cori so they don’t tell#anyway all of this to say i would not try to impose this on a group but especially not by being like#homophobia exists so you can’t be gay!!#i need a text post tag#ftr this is just for me…love to add a lil homophobia as flavoring. for me#no one else has to agree!!! as with all things 😌
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save me low quality recording of lisa frankenstein, save me
#listen i just had a fucking bomb dropped on me of bad news and having a panic attack about it#i’d go to the theatre and use my amc pass but it’s too late/dog sitting/have to be up early for work#and it’s too late to watch my other comfort movies of choice: carol or eeaao#either way these three films WILL make me sob for various reasons and *nicole kidman voice* i need that right now#also probably not an original text post because iirc i saw someone else post this same sentiment#however i didn’t want to just dump all of this into their tags on their post when i rb’d it#anyways lisa frankenstein (my beloved) thank you for being a comfort movie for me that won’t completly break me emotionally#i’m lying#it will break me emotionally but not nearly as bad as carol or eeaao#but maybe i need that….but that’s friday me’s problem when i work my half day#meaghan rambles
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I’ve seen like three stories of people talking to military recruiters on my dash today so I wanted to share mine lol
They called the house phone which my mom answered, and she yelled upstairs to me asking if I wanted to take it and I said “…sure.” And she was like “Really????” And I was like “idk why not” because when you’re 17 strangers are just talking to you about your future constantly so like what’s one more.
Anyway. I pick up on the call and it’s some guy telling me about the army and what I’d do and I’m just listening because OBVIOUSLY I’m not joining the military. And he asks me some questions about my schooling and my interests and he tries to spin them in favor of the military.
But then at one point we’re talking about the like, physical requirements? And he’s like “how much do you weigh?” And I answer honestly by saying “about 220 pounds.”
And this dude gets real quiet.
The line is silent.
He says “well, we’ll, uh, definitely have to take care of that before you join.”
And that’s all I remember lol it was predictable and stupid but it was an interesting way to spend 5 minutes of my 17 year old life. So anyway! If you don’t want to talk to recruiters on the phone just tell them you’re fat and they’ll end the call really quickly lol
Oh and my mom was so suspicious of me after I came downstairs, she was like “WHY did you take that.” And I answered honestly with a “I was just curious as to what he was going to say.”
#it was interesting lol#telling this story does make me think about how the house phone is nearly obsolete now lol#if was nearly obsolete back then as well 😔#my post#btw just so we’re clear. I would not have sought out this phone call#MAN I was trying to remember why this guy wouldn’t have called my cell phone and then I remembered I didn’t even have a smartphone back then
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You Will Never Understand My Pain
Unglitched versions
#my art#mh oc#marble hornets oc#oc:debbie olelander#oc: debbie#I haven’t posted her on the internet in nearly two years#all though I didn’t talk about her backstory that much#I might a full post going in depth about her backstory#but I’ll give you the simplified version for now#debbie was the host for the operator before tim was#and didn’t have a really good childhood or teen years as a result#which caused her to cope in not great ways#marble hornets#oc art#my ocs
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it was so heartbreaking to watch the melody videos from the other night where patrick absolutely broke down with in grief over the passing of his friend. but i think what broke me most about the video i saw was you could hear the crowd belting along to spotlight as he fought his way through. and how just last summer he played it and said beforehand, “only about ten of you will know this,” and finished with, “that’s a lot of lights” because of the amount of people that DID know it. the amount of people that did want to hear it and sang along, word for word. i imagine through all the heartache he could feel the love from everyone in the room, all directed at him. and i don’t know. it’s all just so sweet and i hope he’s having a better day, because i cannot imagine the pain, vulnerability, and raw emotion he went through in honoring someone that important, that special to him in such a public way.
#i didn’t want to watch the videos based off the comments because i wasn’t in a weepy mood#but i did and it absolutely tore me up. i wasn’t crying for him i was crying with him#as i imagine nearly everyone in the building was as well#babble post#fall out boy#2ourdust#and it doesn’t help knowing backstory of the song because isn’t spotlight the one he wrote to honor his uncle who passed or something?#so it was already emotionally charged for him to start with#but i could be mistaken. i dont remember everything about every song i read about :x
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having completely normal thoughts (gortash wotr au)
#yeah. it’s bad. not thinking about inserting zeke but GORTASH#he’d start out as aeon for sure#his opinions on companions are so fucking awful#not nearly as awful as the kingmaker au ofc. he’d call reg a sick dog that needs to be put down because his incompetent owner failed him#anyways. this is a deranged wotr post.#of course there’s no one among the companions fit to be his/equal status#but i’d say he’d have the most positive opinions of regill and greybor. as positive as a guy thinking of them as his tools can get.#towards greybor it’s like. ok you don’t see yourself as more than a weapon and neither do i. you do your job as long you get paid i can wor#with that.#meanwhile regill he’d love to have as a knight devoted to him instead of him being a hell knight#this of course never fucking works gortash’s weird manipulation would not pull through with regill in this matter#no romance of course. except for manipulative sex with wenduag probably.#he really wants that mongrel army! will pop a fantasy viagra if wenduag needs to be ‘roughly subdued to calm down.’#he’d be a little more into it than usual because he doesn’t need to hold back with her but it’s still not a true subjugation in the end.#until later he’s like ok. i lied i don’t like sex get on the vivisection table#(aro + fucked version of grayace gortash truther if you didn’t know)#tries to refine her and the poison#he’d be awful to her in general. sees a weapon to be refined. she recognizes him as master now but her loyalty is fickle.#he’d earn all the respect flags#but still would punish her greatly for the first sign of betrayal in the abyss#oh and before this gets too long: one more for cam obviously.#sadly i don’t see a world in which he doesn’t immediately see through the mireya story and kill her in act 3#but if he didn’t. it’d be so juicy. him in act 5 learning the full story. how her father talks about her.#just stands there frozen for 10 seconds with a thousand yard stare#<- to then go no i don’t think you should kill him you should [REDACTED GRUESOME TORTURE METHOD THAT KEEPS ONE ALIVE & AWAKETHE ENTIRE TIME#in the end he’d execute her anyways but. hm. he’d get triggered for sure#i have more thoughts but i’m gonna shut up now lmao
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Incoherent sputtering noises. Silver the hedgehog wasaaaghdhsjsjksnsjshsbs
#brainrot. help#I am nearly done with GOTF and I’m gonna make a post about how hilarious similar my fic is to it#because it was not inspired like at all. I didn’t even know GOTF existed until like March and by then chapter one was done#but. waaaaghhhhh#resisting the urge to torture him again /hj#it would be physically this time. enough psychological torment let’s just fucking. set him on fire#/JJJJ#for being a silver kinnie I sure do like hurting him#I’m sure this isn’t a reflection of my own pain and a way to process my own hurt#I’m sure it’s unrelated#also WHTS content coming soon……..#ever wondered what silvers parents are like#me too.
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