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The Last Goodbye
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[0:04]: dreamlandiasims Presents
[0:08]: a PLA Short Film
[0:12]: The Last Goodbye
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[1:31]: Boss said we can't afford any disruptions. Shut it down.
[1:48]: They must've cut our fucking power.
[2:06]: ... Screw it.
[2:08]: LISTEN UP STRANGERS!
[2:03]: Our fearless leaders are trying to ruin tonight's event.
[2:07]: So I say... why don't we bring the party to them?
[2:11]: Who's with me?
[2:13]: I said...
[2:15]: WHO'S WITH ME??
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[2:50]: to be continued...
[2:54]: Song Credits: ODESZA - The Last Goodbye
[2:58]: thanks for watching :)
[If anyone is having trouble getting the video to load or play for any reason lmk! I might end up hosting it elsewhere because idk if I trust tumblr lol]
#it's heeeere#finally!!#i know videos are not everyones thing but pls watch this đ„ș#it took SO much more work than i thought it would#mad respect for people that make machinimas consistently!!#i feel a little over-dramatic calling it a short film lol#but i didn't know how else to describe it and i really liked the idea of having opening credits#ok also hear me out#i KNOW i am using the term rave loosely here#but the whole vision was shaped around the song i couldn't not use it#ALSO also i know i have no like formal rights to the song lol#so i'm really hoping this doesn't get taken down#the other sound effects/background noises are fair use though!#ok whew!#sims 4#sims 4 story#ts4#ts4 story#pla#frankie mitchell#erwin pries#jill smith#george cahill#neal pries#meridith roswell#ted roswell#blair donovan#alana palmer#dylan sigworth#ehh i think that's everyone
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81. âHold still.â Peter & Neal :)
Hold Still
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For the Drabble challenge here. (pre-canon) Peter groaned and pried open his eyes. The feeling of cold metal against his wrists and a throbbing headache blurred his vision as he tried to make out his surroundings. It was so bright, too bright. Shards of light stabbed his corneas as he shifted his weight, attempting to stand, but his hands were cuffed behind his back. âWoah there, Agent Burke,â a smooth voice said as a hand gently pushed him back against the brick wall heâd been leaning against. Peter squeezed his eyes shut, blocking out that light and tried to place the voice. It sounded familiar but⊠âThis will sting a bit, but Iâm almost done,â the voice said again and Peter saw a flash of a smile in the recess of his mind.
Charming grin. Dark hair. Blue eyes that danced with delight. Peter let out another groan as recognition dawned on him. Neal Caffrey. He struggled against the handcuffs again, the fog from his mind beginning to clear. Neal Caffrey had cuffed him, not the other way around. Peter squirmed this way and that, but his still-muddy brain inhibited his movements and he ended up just wiggling back and forth like a worm against the wall. Finally, Neal grasped the sides of Peterâs head, forcing Peter to still, forcing Peter to stare into those blue eyes. âHold still,â Neal said, cocking his head like he was commanding a dog to âsit and stay.â Peter scowled. Nealâs face was still a bit blurry, but his brows were furrowed inâŠ.concern?
"You're a terrible patient, you know that, right?" Neal said lightly under his breath, his fingers nimbly assessing some painful, wet wound on Peter's forehead. âWell youâreâŠâ Peter grunted painfully, âUnder arrest.â Neal laughed, bright and clear and Peterâs head erupted in pain as a result. âAhh Peter,â Neal shook his head, his usually coiffed dark hair falling around his face as he brought his hands up the corner of Peterâs forehead, âIf you can catch me after I am done stitching up this head wound, then Iâll come with you to prison fair and square.â Just then, Peter felt a tiny prick and winced, closing his eyes. A little tug on his head, and then Neal sat back on his knees and observed his work, narrowing his eyes and humming to himself. âJust saved you an emergency room trip and from the mob that we were both running from minutes ago,â Neal said, an edge of cocky pride to his voice. Neal clicked open the cuffs restraining Peter, leaning in so close to Peter that his heart pounded and he could smell Neal's cologne. Peter had never been this close to someone he'd chased and not cuffed them.
It was thrilling. Neal tucked the handcuffs into his own pocket, shrugging. âNever know when these will come in handy.â âHmph,â Peter reached up to find a neat row of three stitches close to his hairline. Neal smiled brightly, eyes dancing as looked at Peter. âYou wonât even have a scar,â he said boastfully, light and energy radiating from him. He patted Peterâs shoulder, âSee you next time, Peter.â âCaffreyâŠ.â Peter bemoaned, trying to stand, but his head was pounding. Neal grinned and bowed politely, âPlease. Call me Neal.â And then he was gone, leaving Peter with a throbbing headache, near-perfect sutures, andâŠa warmth in his chest. Peter smiled, not even angry that Neal had gotten away. Neal had left an aura of sparkling energy, falling to the ground like soft snow and enveloping Peter in light. Since Neal Caffrey got away this time, that meant Peter would see him again. And Peter didnât seem to have a problem with that at all.
#Thank you for the prompt!#We all know I love a good concussion whump scene between these two!!#And I do think Neal would be an excellent surgeon with his artistic abilities#I mean he's practically good at everything đ#except following the law LOL#sorry this is a bit longer than a DRABBLE but whatevssss đ#white collar#white collar fanfic#Neal caffrey#Peter Burke
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Neal and the fever
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Some Tylenol, water and sleep later, Neal had been feeling a little better. El had been most concerned, when she came home to find him asleep in her living room. âYou need to drink a lotâ, she had stated and then made him drink one tea after another. In the late afternoon, he felt a little more human again and managed to eat a big bowl of chicken noodle soup, El had been cooking for him. It was later, when the three of them were sitting in the living room, a sports-game running on TV, when Neal started to feel ⊠strange. He shuffled a little, trying to find a more comfortable position, but lying down only made that strange feeling worse and he carefully sat up again. âAre you alright?â, Peter asked. Neal wagged his head. âI think Iâm starting to feel a little sick.â To his surprise, Peter wordlessly got up from his chair, putting his hand against Nealâs neck. âWell, your fever is spiking I think. How about some more Tylenol.â Neal slowly shook his head. His stomach was feeling really off by now. Hollow and to full at the same time. He swallowed, having suddenly to much saliva in his mouth. âAlright, maybe some ginger tea thenâ, El suggested. Neal again shook his head, frantically this time. His spittle was flooding his mouth and the bathroom was upstairs. âBucket!â, he croaked. Peter seemed to get on a lot faster to the situation then his wife. He quickly grabbed the bin next to the bookshelf, pushing it on Nealâs lap who immediately curled around it, his knuckles white as he latched on its rim. He sat there, panting, his mouth wide open, as extensive saliva dripped on the used tissues at the bottom of the bin. He could feel it, the contents of his stomach, sloshing around. A shiver ran down his spine and cold sweat broke on his skin. He could already taste it. The chicken. The flavours. The bile. It made him shudder. He felt his stomach muscles cramp, felt his breathing stop, his throat contract. And then it shot from his mouth, from his nose and into the bin on his lap. A thick mix of noodles, and vegetables, and chicken, and stomach acid. He barely had time to take a breath before his stomach contracted again, sending a huge gush of more watered down soup up his oesophagus, the more solid contents making him cough and gag, as they passed his throat. He shook his head, spitting, panting. Someone was rubbing his back, up and down. Someone was talking, but his ears were ringing. His nose was clogged. It felt disgusting. âJust get it all up.â Elizabethâs voice made it through the ringing in his head. His whole body was shaking as he sucked in a few quick breaths. The pressure in his lower oesophagus grew again. He knew what would be coming. His breathing became even quicker, and he tightly shut his eyes, while tightening his handle around the bin. A torrent of mostly tea was pushed to his mouth, splashing on his half digested lunch in the bin. And then it was over.
He sat there, panting, his eyes tearing, his nose dripping, not daring to move an inch, still shaking, feeling absolutely spent.
After a few minutes someone carefully pried, the bin from his fingers, handing him a glass of water and some tissues. He rinsed his mouth. He blew his nose, rubbed his eyes, cleaned his face.
They waited. But nothing happened. Finally Elizabeth coaxed him into lying down, his head was resting in her lap, a clean bucket right next to them. Just in case.
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ELVIS PRESLEY : UN GĂNE DĂFECTUEUX L'AURAIT-IL CONDUIT PRĂMATURĂMENT Ă LA TOMBE (et sa fille Lisa-Marie Presley Ă©galement ?)
Il y a environ une semaine, suite Ă une discussion avec mon pĂšre sur notre artiste prĂ©fĂ©rĂ© Ă tous deux, je me fis un devoir de retrouver sur le vaste web, lâarticle que jâavais lu il y a quelques annĂ©es, au moment de sa sortie.  Vous connaissez sans doute, pour ceux qui me connaissent, lâimportance que je mets Ă ne choisir dans mes lectures de culture gĂ©nĂ©ral, que des sources fiables et scientifique â ou du moins, Ă©crites par ceux qui ont une expertise reconnue.  Ici, câest un mĂ©decin, le docteur Forest Tennant, mĂ©decin lĂ©giste qui a eu accĂšs au rapport dâautopsie dâElvis Presley Ă titre dâexpert dans le cadre du procĂšs qui a Ă©tĂ© fait au docteur Nichopoulos â ou « Dr Nick », comme on lâappelle de part et dâautre â suite au dĂ©cĂšs du chanteur.  Rappelons que le rapport dâautopsie dâElvis ne sera disponible au public que dans 4 ans et huit mois, soit le 16 aoĂ»t 2027, lorsque ça fera 50 ans que le King est mort.
En gros, il y est Ă©crit quâun gĂšne dĂ©ficient aurait jouĂ© un rĂŽle majeur dans la mort prĂ©maturĂ© de lâinterprĂšte de « Hound Dog » ou « Suspicious Minds ».  Et il y a encore quelques jours, je vous aurais Ă©crit ici que cela nâa sans doute pas Ă©tĂ© Ă©tranger Ă la mort de sa mĂšre chĂ©rie, Gladys, dĂ©cĂ©dĂ©e au mĂȘme Ăąge que son fils, soit 42 ans, et cela, 20 ans jour pour jour plus tard.
Cependant, aujourdâhui, je dois hĂ©las rajouter aussi que ce gĂšne Ă©tait sans doute dĂ©ficient dans la mort de Lisa Marie Presley, la fille dâElvis et petite-fille de Gladys Smith, sa grand-mĂšre maternelle quâelle nâa pas connu non plus, dĂ©cĂ©dĂ©e le 12 janvier dernier, quatre jours aprĂšs le 88e anniversaire de naissance de son pĂšre.  JâespĂšre que sa mĂšre, Priscilla, exigera que ses petits-enfants soient suivi mĂ©dicalement parlant de trĂšs prĂšs, pour quâil y ait enfin un Presley qui dĂ©passe les 55 ans â ce qui nâest pas arrivĂ© depuis 4 gĂ©nĂ©rations.
VoilĂ donc un Ă©clairage dont on nâa pas â ou peu â entendu parler depuis la mort dâElvis Presley.  Je me suis contentĂ© dâen faire la traduction, car vous lâaurez devinĂ©, lâorigine Ă©tait en anglais.  Jâai fait un peu de recherches sur les termes mĂ©dicaux.  Vous trouverez les explications en fin dâarticle.  Les chiffres un peu en hauteur au milieu des phrases sont des notes de fin de document qui vous rĂ©fĂšrent Ă ces explications, oĂč jâai essayĂ© de vous rendre la chose la plus simple possible, pour des concepts parfois qui ne sont pas Ă©vidents.  Je les ai mis immĂ©diatement aprĂšs ceux de lâauteur, le docteur Forest Tennant, Ă la toute fin.
Avant de vous offrir ce texte, une toute derniĂšre mise au point : en anglais, le terme « drug » signifie autant « mĂ©dicaments » ; « mĂ©dication » que « drogue » au sens oĂč on lâentend en français quand on pense Ă lâhĂ©roĂŻne, Ă la cocaĂŻne, Ă lâacide, au crack, etc.  Or, Elvis nâa jamais pris de telles substances.  Jamais il ne sâest injectĂ© quoi que ce soit qui nâait lĂ©galement Ă©tĂ© prescrit.  Ainsi, jâai eu des scrupules Ă traduire « drug »  par « drogue », pour tout ce que cela vĂ©hicule.  Ainsi, jâai choisi « mĂ©dicaments ».  Cependant, il est tout Ă fait vrai quâElvis en abusait largement, mĂȘme sâils Ă©taient prescrits.  Car aprĂšs tout, quel mĂ©decin aurait pu dire  « Non ! » Ă un tel homme ?  Et pourtant, ils auraient dĂ» !
Bonne lecture !
14 juin 2017
Elvis Presley : traumatisme crùnien, maladie auto-immune, douleurs et mort prématuréd
Par Dr. Forest Tennant, M.D P.hÂ
Au printemps de 1981, je travaillais dans mon bureau de West Coniva lorsque ma secrĂ©taire mâa dit quâun avocat voulait me parler dâun cas. Â
« Dr Tennant, je suis James Neal.  Je suis avocat, et je dĂ©fends le docteur George Nichopoulos (Dr Nick), le mĂ©decin dâElvis Presley.  Incidemment, si mon nom ne vous sonne pas de cloche, je suis lâavocat qui a poursuivi Richard Nixon pour lâaffaire du Watergate ».  Lâappel Ă©tait tout sauf attendu ; quelques mois plus tĂŽt, jâavais reprĂ©sentĂ© le Gouvernement des Ătats-Unis dans le procĂšs contre le mĂ©decin de Howard Hughes.  Dans ces annĂ©es-lĂ , jâĂ©tais le seul mĂ©decin qui avait Ă©tudiĂ© les opioĂŻdes[1] à la fois comme antidouleurs et comme simple addictif, et jâai fait beaucoup de tĂ©moignages juridiques et judiciaires.
Jâai acceptĂ© lâoffre de monsieur Neal de rĂ©viser la cause du docteur Nick, et je me suis retrouvĂ© embarquĂ© dans une Ă©tude concernant les problĂšmes mĂ©dicaux dâElvis et de ses nombreuses addictions.
Ă cette Ă©poque, la controverse Ă©tait centrĂ©e sur lâusage de mĂ©dicaments par Elvis, et sâil Ă©tait mort ou non dâune crise de cĆur ou dâune possible overdose de drogue.  Il y avait peu dâintĂ©rĂȘt pour ses problĂšmes mĂ©dicaux sous-jacents ; de ses douleurs ou pourquoi il Ă©tait dĂ©cĂ©dĂ© Ă lâĂąge relativement jeune de 42 ans.  Docteur Nick sâĂ©tait vu accablĂ© de charges criminelles dâhomicides, parce quâil avait Ă©tĂ© le principal mĂ©decin qui faisait des prescriptions Ă Elvis.
Monsieur Neal et sa firme dâavocats mâont fourni un monceau de documents concernant lâhistoire mĂ©dicale dâElvis, incluant les dossiers mĂ©dicaux en possession du docteur Nick ; les dossiers de ses hospitalisations, ainsi que 161 pages dâenquĂȘte privĂ©e de lâhistoire mĂ©dicale dâElvis [sic] et de ses abus, tous rassemblĂ©s par monsieur Neal et sa firme lĂ©gale.  Jâai donc acceptĂ© dâĂȘtre un tĂ©moin de la dĂ©fense dans le cadre du procĂšs dâoctobre 1981 de Memphis, au Tennessee.
Tableau 1 : Rapport dâautopsie final
1- Cardiomégalie avec hypertrophie du ventricule gauche[2] [3]
2- Arthrosclérose coronarienne de légÚre à modérée[4]
3- ĆdĂšme pulmonaire â de lĂ©gĂšre Ă modĂ©rĂ©e[5]
4- Ponction pulmonaire â lĂ©gĂšre[6]
5- Hépatomégalie, dû en partie à une métamorphose graisseuse du foie[7]
6- Splénomégalie légÚre, principalement congestive[8]
7- ArthrosclĂ©rose des reins, modĂ©rĂ©Â
8- Néphrosclérose, légÚre[9]
9- Sclérose papillaire sur une seule papille, ancienne, du cÎté gauche[10]
10- ArthrosclĂ©rose de lâaorte et des artĂšres cĂ©rĂ©brales â lĂ©gĂšres[11]
11- LividitĂ© cadavĂ©rique prononcĂ©e â moitiĂ© du corps
12-Congestion capillaires et pĂ©tĂ©chiale, moitiĂ© haute du corpsÂ
13- Inflammation et gonflement de la conjonctive, bilatérale et modérée[12]
14- Perforations cardiaques[13] ; récentes
15-Hémorragie gastrique ; récente.  LégÚre.[14]
16-PĂ©ricardite restrictive[15]
17-Cicatrice Ă la paupiĂšre gauche
18-Â Cicatrice au dos de la main droite
19-Cicatrice sur la fesse gauche
20-DĂ©ficience en Alpha-1 Antithrypsine[16]
Le jury sâest mis de mon cĂŽtĂ© et a libĂ©rĂ© le docteur Nick de toute charge criminelle.  Ils ont trouvĂ© que celui-ci Ă©tait un mĂ©decin qui a pris soin dâElvis pendant plus de 10 ans.
Quoique jâai accompli mon devoir, le mystĂšre de la kyrielle de problĂšmes mĂ©dicaux quâavait Elvis et sa mort prĂ©maturĂ©e mâa mystifiĂ© depuis cette Ă©poque. Â
Tout dâabord, il apparaĂźt quâElvis Presley allait bien, approximativement avant les 10 derniĂšres annĂ©es de sa vie.  Dans les 3 derniĂšres annĂ©es de sa vie, Elvis Ă©tait si malade et handicapĂ© quâil nĂ©cessitait une infirmiĂšre 24 heures sur 24.  AprĂšs le procĂšs du docteur Nick, jâai soigneusement entreposĂ© tous mes dossiers en sachant quâun jour, la science aurait la rĂ©ponse quant Ă la comprĂ©hension des problĂšmes mĂ©dicaux et la douleur quâavait Elvis.
Je crois que ce jour est venu.
Les progrĂšs dans la gestion moderne de la douleur nous a finalement fourni suffisamment de connaissances scientifiques concernant les traumatismes crĂąniens, les maladies auto-immunes, et la douleur pour enfin rĂ©vĂ©ler son histoire mĂ©dicale. AprĂšs avoir rassemblĂ© les preuves ; aprĂšs quâil ne me soit apparu clairement que les problĂšmes de santĂ© quâavait Elvis dĂ©coulaient de plusieurs coups Ă la tĂȘte qui lâont conduits Ă une maladie inflammatoire dâorigine auto-immune, avec une douleur centrale subsĂ©quente.  Les Ă©vĂ©nements qui ont prĂ©cipitĂ© sa mort ont Ă©tĂ© de lâarythmie cardiaque, Ă©tayĂ©e par lâabus de mĂ©dicaments, un bagage gĂ©nĂ©tique fatal, et le tout accĂ©lĂ©rĂ© par une diĂšte horrible.  Cet article Ă©tudiera comment jâen suis arrivĂ© Ă cette conclusion.
La controverse concernant la cause de la mort
LorsquâElvis est dĂ©cĂ©dĂ© de façon intempestive le 16 aoĂ»t 1977, une grande controverse sâest abattue sur le public.  Les pathologistes â incluant le Coroner du ComtĂ© de Shelby, au Tennessee â ont dĂ©couvert quâElvis Ă©tait mort dâune crise cardiaque.  Cependant, lâĂ©mission « 20 / 20 » du rĂ©seau ABC, animĂ© par Ted Koppel, croyait que le chanteur Ă©tait plutĂŽt mort dâune overdose de mĂ©dicaments, et elle a dĂ©clarĂ© quâil y avait eu dissimulation concernant ce dĂ©cĂšs.  Les journalistes se sont demandĂ©s pourquoi des charges criminelles nâavaient pas Ă©tĂ© dĂ©posĂ©es Ă lâendroit du docteur Nick par le procureur du ComtĂ© de Shelby.  La popularitĂ© et lâinfluence de cette Ă©mission ont eu un impact.  Le Conseil pour la protection des malades du Tennessee a Ă©tudiĂ© la question, pour ensuite blanchir le docteur Nick de toute accusation dâavoir agi de façon non professionnelle, sans manifester de lâĂ©thique qui vient normalement avec une telle profession, ou quâil ait commis une faute grave.  NĂ©anmoins, ils lâont accusĂ© dâavoir prescrit une mĂ©dication inappropriĂ©e Ă 10 patients, incluant Elvis Presley ainsi que le chanteur Jerry Lee Lewis (13).  Peu de temps aprĂšs, le Bureau du Procureur gĂ©nĂ©ral du district a arrĂȘtĂ© le docteur Nick, allĂ©guant quâil avait volontairement et dĂ©libĂ©rĂ©ment prescrit des substances contrĂŽlĂ©es Ă ces mĂȘmes 10 patients, pour lequel le Conseil pour la protection des malades lâa trouvĂ© fautif.
Le rapport dâautopsie
Lâautopsie dâElvis Presley a Ă©tĂ© lâobjet de la controverse publique. Â
Comme plusieurs ont pu lire, Elvis a Ă©tĂ© retrouvĂ© mort gisant face Ă terre, sur le plancher de sa salle de bain de sa rĂ©sidence, Graceland, par sa petite amie, Ginger Alden.  Depuis combien de temps Ă©tait-il mort lorsquâelle lâa dĂ©couvert reste inconnu, et le restera sans doute, mais les tentatives pour le ranimer ont Ă©tĂ© infructueux.  Son autopsie a Ă©tĂ© pratiquĂ©e au Baptist Memorial Hospital de Memphis le jour de sa mort.  Le pathologiste en chef Ă©tait le docteur Thomas McChesney, et le consultant sur le cas Ă©tait le docteur Jerry T. Francisco, le Coroner du ComtĂ© de Shelby.  Le diagnostic de pathologie final est Ă©numĂ©rĂ©Â dans le tableau ci-dessus, les items 15 Ă 20 inclusivement.
Lâune des trouvailles majeures Ă©tait lâimportance de la condition cardiaque et cardiovasculaire dâElvis Presley.  MĂȘme sâil Ă©tait sous traitement pour hypertension, le docteur Nick â comme les autres mĂ©decins qui ont vu Elvis quand il a Ă©tĂ© hospitalisĂ© dans les annĂ©es prĂ©cĂ©dentes â ignorait que son cĆur faisait plus du double de sa taille normale (520 g), et quâil avait de lâathĂ©rosclĂ©rose dans ses vaisseaux coronaires, son aorte, et ses artĂšres cĂ©rĂ©brales.
On a aussi dĂ©couvert quâil avait une dĂ©ficience en Alpha 1 antithrypsine, ce qui est une condition gĂ©nĂ©tique rare qui cause lâemphysĂšme.  Un examen microscopique de ses poumons rĂ©vĂšle un« infiltrat lymphoide interstitiel inflammatoire rare, en particulier sous lâĂ©pithĂ©lium des bronches ».  Les diagnostiques listĂ©s dans le tableau ci haut sont tirĂ©s du rapport dâautopsie dâElvis. Fait intĂ©ressant, les pathologistes lâont testĂ© pour des dĂ©ficiences immunitaires, et ils ont trouvĂ© quâElvis avait une hypogammaglobulinĂ©mie, un trouble du systĂšme immunitaire, tel quâindiquĂ© par des niveaux rĂ©duits dâimmunoglobulines A (IgA) et IgG.  Les Ă©tudes de formation de rosettes ont rĂ©vĂ©lĂ© une diminution du nombre de cellules T[17] et de cellules B (lymphocytes)[18]
Ma rĂ©vision rĂ©trospective de son autopsie, une fois pairĂ©e avec son histoire mĂ©dicale parsemĂ©e dâanormalitĂ©s multi organes sur une pĂ©riode de 10 ans, rĂ©vĂšle clairement quâElvis souffrait dâune maladie inflammatoire dâorigine auto-immune[19].  Pour aider Ă confirmer la prĂ©sence dâune maladie dâorigine auto-immune, jâai dĂ©couvert que les dossiers du docteur Nick rĂ©vĂ©laient quâavant sa mort, Elvis avait une Ă©osinophilie[20] et une protĂ©ine C-RĂ©active (CRP) Ă©levĂ©e.
Ătude toxicologique
Des Ă©chantillons dâurine et de sang dâElvis, ainsi que des tissus ont Ă©tĂ© prĂ©levĂ©s lors de lâautopsie, puis ont Ă©tĂ© envoyĂ©s aux Laboratoires Bioscience Ă Van Nuys, en Californie, considĂ©rĂ© Ă lâĂ©poque comme lâun des plus prestigieux, professionnels et des plus prĂ©cis aux Ătats-Unis.  Ma copie du rapport dâautopsie a listĂ© 10 mĂ©dicaments diffĂ©rents trouvĂ© dans son sang, incluant le mĂ©tabolite du diazĂ©pam, dont seulement 2 avaient Ă©tĂ© prescrits par le docteur Nick (tableau 2).  Le 17 octobre 1977, le docteur Ronald Oremich et le docteur Norman Weissmann, de chez BioScience expliquent :Â
« La prĂ©sence de diazepam, de mĂ©taqualone, de phĂ©nobarbital, dâĂtchlorvynol et dâethinamate se sont trouvĂ©s ĂȘtre sous leurs niveaux normaux.  Cependant, la codĂ©ine Ă©tait prĂ©sente Ă un niveau dix fois supĂ©rieur Ă la concentration normalement acceptable dans un cadre thĂ©rapeutique.  Compte tenu de la dimension poly pharmaceutique de ce cas, celui-ci doit ĂȘtre considĂ©rĂ© sous lâaspect cumulatif des demi-vies (pĂ©riode oĂč un mĂ©dicament ou une drogue font leur effet sur lâorganisme) de cette mĂ©dication et de leurs interactions respectives identifiĂ© dans le rapport ».
Comme ce rapport semblait contredire la cause cardiaque de la mort, le Baptiste Memorial Hospital a demandĂ© une rĂ©vision des rĂ©sultats au docteur Irving Sunshine, professeur de toxicologie Ă lâUniversitĂ© de lâUtah, mis de lâavant par BioScience.  Il a prĂ©sentĂ© cette opinion dans un rapport Ă©crit le 2 mars 1978.
« (âŠ) Des donnĂ©es pathologiques mâont Ă©tĂ© transmis, ainsi que des rĂ©sultats toxicologiques.  Selon lâhistoire mĂ©dicale du dĂ©funt, il semble que celui-ci ait Ă©tĂ© mobile et fonctionnel au moins 8 heures avant son dĂ©cĂšs.  Ces informations prises ensemble semblent toutes indiquer que peu importe sa tolĂ©rance aux mĂ©dicaments retrouvĂ©s dans son sang, il est indĂ©niable que ceux-ci aient Ă©tĂ© un facteur ayant jouĂ© un grand rĂŽle [dans le dĂ©cĂšs du patient] ».
Le procĂšs du docteur Nick nâavait pas pour objectif de dĂ©finir la cause de la mort, mais de dĂ©terminer si le mĂ©decin avait tĂąchĂ© de soigner Elvis au meilleur de ses connaissances et de son Ă©thique.  ConsĂ©quemment, la controverse concernant la cause de sa mort â la crise cardiaque ou une overdose mĂ©dicamenteuse â fait rage depuis 1994, lorsque lâĂtat du Tennessee a rĂ©ouvert lâautopsie.  LâĂtat avait alors retenu les services de lâex-coroner du ComtĂ© de Dade, Ă Miami, le cĂ©lĂšbre docteur Joseph Davis, qui avait fait des milliers dâautopsies.  Il avait affirmĂ© quâElvis Ă©tait mort dâune crise cardiaque, ce qui a une fois de plus soulevĂ© la controverse publique.  Il en a expliquĂ© ses raisons ici :Â
« Le corps dâElvis Presley Ă©tait dans une position telle quâon aurait dit quâil allait sâasseoir sur la cuvette des toilettes au moment oĂč lâattaque est survenue.  Il penchait vers lâavant sur le tapis, ses fesses Ă lâair vers le haut, et il Ă©tait mort avant mĂȘme de toucher terre.  Si cela avait Ă©tĂ© le fait dâune overdose mĂ©dicamenteuse, Elvis Presley aurait glissĂ© dans un Ă©tat dâendormissement progressif.  Il aurait remontĂ© le bas de son pyjama et il aurait rampĂ© afin de tĂącher de demander de lâaide.  Cela prend des heures de mourir dâune telle façon ».
De plus, le docteur Davis a notĂ© quâElvis Ă©tait trĂšs obĂšse â il pesait alors 350 livres, plus les 50 livres qui avaient Ă©tĂ© gagnĂ©es dans les derniers mois â qui ont mis une grande pression sur son cĆur ; le corps avait au moins deux heures de rigiditĂ© cadavĂ©rique, et il nây avait pas dâĆdĂšme pulmonaire, signe dâune overdose mĂ©dicamenteuse.
Mon avis, que jâai eu Ă donner lors du procĂšs du docteur Nick, Ă©tait que les mĂ©dicaments peuvent avoir dĂ©clenchĂ© et endommager son cĆur, jusquâĂ lâarrĂȘt de celui-ci, mais câĂ©tait hors propos car le docteur Nick avait seulement prescrit 2 des nombreux mĂ©dicaments retrouvĂ©s dans le sang dâElvis.  Ce que personne ne savait Ă ce moment, Ă©tait que quelques mĂ©dicaments, particuliĂšrement les opioĂŻdes, peuvent intervenir dans la conduction de lâimpulsion Ă©lectrique cardiaque et peuvent causer un arrĂȘt soudain Ă partir dâune arythmie cardiaque.  Lâexemple le plus connu est le Syndrome du QT long[21], un dĂ©sordre du systĂšme Ă©lectrique cardiaque qui se produit lorsque des opioĂŻdes et dâautres drogues sont prises ensemble.  Cette rĂ©action toxique surgira davantage chez des patients connus pour des problĂšmes cardiaques.  Je crois maintenant que la mort dâElvis Ă©tait partiellement due Ă la codĂ©ine.  Il en avait obtenu par un dentiste, la veille de sa mort.  Il en avait pris plusieurs comprimĂ©s, et son sang en contenait dix fois la dose thĂ©rapeutique prescrite.
Taux des mĂ©dicaments retrouvĂ© dans le sang. dâElvis Presley suite Ă son autopsie :
1- Codéine - 1,08 ug/mL[22]
2- Morphine - 0,03 ug/mL[23]
3- Methaqualone - 6,0 ug/mL
4-Â Diazepam - 20 ng/mL
5- N-Desmethydiazepam - 30,5 ng/mL
6-Ehtinamate - 10-20 ug/mL
7- Ethchiorvynol - 5-10 ug/mL
8- Pentobarbital - 3,4 ug/mL
9- Phenobarbital - 5,0 ug/mL
10- Butabarbital - 11,0 ug/mL
Je crois quâElvis aurait eu un CYP2D6 dĂ©faillant.  Pour soutenir cette hypothĂšse, il y a des preuves quâElvis aurait mal rĂ©agit Ă la codĂ©ine dans le passĂ©, et son dossier mĂ©dical affirme quâil y Ă©tait allergique.  Elvis avait aussi eu des rĂ©actions violentes Ă lâalcool, ce qui est propre aux personnes ayant des anomalies mĂ©taboliques du cytochrome.
Histoire médicale
Elvis est nĂ© le 8 janvier 1935 Ă Tupelo, au Mississippi.  Son frĂšre jumeau est dĂ©cĂ©dĂ© Ă la naissance.  Entre sa naissance et lâĂąge de 32 ans il nây a aucune preuve de problĂšmes de santĂ© trĂšs significatifs, sauf si ce nâest de son hypertension.  En 1958, lorsquâil a Ă©tĂ© enrĂŽlĂ© par lâArmĂ©e des Ătats-Unis Ă lâĂąge de 23 ans[24]il Ă©tait en bonne santĂ©.  Pendant son service militaire, il Ă©tait excellent Ă faire des push-ups.  AprĂšs lâArmĂ©e, Elvis a fait des arts martiaux et il en est devenu expert.  Il Ă©tait en mesure de casser des planches de ses seules mains.  Il jouait aussi frĂ©quemment au football avec ses employĂ©s, dĂšs quâil en avait lâoccasion.
MalgrĂ© le fait quâil fut en bonne santĂ©, le style de vie dâElvis Ă©tait atroce.  Ayant dĂ©butĂ© tard dans son adolescence, sa diĂšte Ă©tait constituĂ©e principalement de gras, de glucides.  Ses pĂ©riodes de sommeil Ă©taient inadĂ©quates, et cela, sans parler dâun usage multi pharmacologique (amphĂ©tamines, opioĂŻdes, et sĂ©datifs).  Tel que notĂ© ci-haut, lâalcool le faisait entrer dans des rages violentes, alors il buvait peu.  Apparemment, il nâa jamais fumĂ©.
Le docteur Nick a vu Elvis comme patient pour la premiĂšre fois en 1965, et il est devenu son mĂ©decin de famille rĂ©gulier le 27 fĂ©vrier 1967, alors quâil Ă©tait ĂągĂ© de 32 ans[1].  à cette Ă©poque, Elvis se plaignait de vertigo, de mal de dos et dâinsomnies.  On lui a diagnostiquĂ© une labyrinthite.  Lâhypertension (une pression sanguine de 140/96) Ă©tait Ă©vidente Ă ce moment-lĂ .  Les symptĂŽmes de vertigo se sont rĂ©sorbĂ©s aprĂšs environ 1 semaine du dĂ©but de son traitement pour sa labyrinthite.  Cependant, il a dĂ©veloppĂ© une amygdalite peu de temps aprĂšs cet Ă©pisode de labyrinthite.  Le 21 septembre 1970, Elvis a consultĂ© le docteur Nick pour une inflammation ou infection de son Ćil gauche.  Il pesait 163 livres, et sa pression sanguine Ă©tait toujours haute, avec 160/100.  Des tests ont Ă©tĂ© requis pour sa une fonction hĂ©patique, pour son taux de sĂ©dimentation Ă©rythocytes.  On a aussi demandĂ© une analyse dâurine et un test de recherche de MTS (siphilis). Tous les rĂ©sultats sont revenus normaux et nĂ©gatifs, Ă part une hĂ©moglobine lĂ©gĂšrement Ă©levĂ© (16,8 g/L) et un taux dâĂ©osinophilie de 5,5%. Â
Suivi de nouveau en mars 1971, son infection dâĆil sâĂ©tait aggravĂ©e et il a reçu le diagnostic dâune infection de lâiris et dâuvĂ©ites.  Un test de lupus erythematosus Ă©tait normal, mais un test CRP Ă©tait marginalement haut.  LâannĂ©e suivante, en 1972, Presley a dĂ©veloppĂ© 2 ou 3 Ă©pisodes de prostatite.  Il avait des maux de tĂȘte progressifs et des douleurs lombaires entre 1967 et 1977.  Une radiographie montre la sortie dâun disque Ă L4.  Ses maux de tĂȘtes ont dĂ©butĂ© aprĂšs un coup grave portĂ© en 1967, et qui est un peu plus loin ici.
En 1973, sa santĂ© a commencĂ© progressivement Ă prendre une pente descendante.  à cette Ă©poque, il est devenu vraiment malade, et ne pouvait quitter le lit.  AprĂšs quâil soit tombĂ© dans un coma, on lâa ramenĂ© par avion Ă Memphis oĂč il a Ă©tĂ© admis Ă lâhĂŽpital Baptis-Memorial le 15 octobre 1973.  Il est entrĂ© dâurgence avec la jaunisse, un trouble respiratoire sĂ©vĂšre, et une sueur manifeste dans son visage.  Il avait aussi un abdomen distendu et il Ă©tait a moitiĂ© conscient.  Pas moins de 9 mĂ©decins ont travaillĂ© sur son cas. Lors des tests, sa fonction hĂ©patique Ă©tait haute, ce qui indiquait quâune hĂ©patite Ă©tait prĂ©sente. Â
Puis un problĂšme majeur a Ă©tĂ© dĂ©couvert : Elvis avait Ă©tĂ© vu par un mĂ©decin sur la cĂŽte Ouest qui a alors traitĂ© son mal de dos Ă lâaide dâune mixture de Meperidine (DĂ©mĂ©rol) et de Cortisone (probablement de la mĂ©thylprednisolone).  Presley a commencĂ© Ă suer, vu lâexcĂšs de Cortisone (un syndrome de Cushing).  La sueur sur son visage ne sâest jamais tout Ă fait rĂ©sorbĂ©e.  Les tests sanguins ont dĂ©montrĂ© quâil y avait insuffisance dâadrĂ©naline due Ă lâexcĂšs de Cortisol administrĂ©.  Un ulcĂšre gastrique et une hĂ©patite ont Ă©tĂ© mis Ă jour, que ses mĂ©decins mettaient sur le dos dâun excĂšs de cortisol.  Il recevait non seulement de la Meperidine dâun mĂ©decin, mais aussi beaucoup dâautres mĂ©dicaments.  On lui donnait, entre autres, de la Methadone pour palier Ă lâeffet des symptĂŽmes de sevrage des opioĂŻdes.  Avant de quitter lâhĂŽpital, on diagnostiqua du glaucome dans les deux yeux.  Un ophtalmologue lui prescrivit alors des lunettes de soleil spĂ©ciales, et on lui donna des mĂ©dicaments pour la douleur et pour dormir, parmi les autres symptĂŽmes.  Alors quâil Ă©tait hospitalisĂ© dâoctobre Ă novembre 1973, on lui a prescrit des phĂ©nobarbitals, et de la mĂ©thadone pour le sevrage.  Des mĂ©dicaments pour lâĆdĂšme et pour la constipation Ă©taient le Furosemide (lasix), Mylanta, Colace et Dulcolax.  Pour dormir on lui donnait de lâEthinamate (Valmid), hydroxyzine (Vistaril) et Propoxyphene et Meprobamate (Darvotron).  Pendant son hospitalisation il a reçu de la Meperidine pour la douleur, Methaqualone (Quaalude) et lâhydromorphone (Dilaudil)
Hospitalisation IÂ
15 octobre â 1er novembre 1973
ĆdĂšme, secondaire aux injections de cortisones
UlcĂšres gastriques
Hypertension
HĂ©patite toxique
Mal de tĂȘte consĂ©quente Ă un syndrome de Cushing
Hospitalisation II
28 janvier â 13 fĂ©vrier 1975
Volvulus SigmoĂŻde[25]
MĂ©gacĂŽlon toxique[26]
Hypertension
Le foie gras
Hospitalisation III
21 aoĂ»t â 1er septembre 1975
Foie gras
Cholestérol élevé
Hypertension
MPOC (Maladie Pulmonaire Chronique Obstructive)
Mega-colon dĂ» Ă lâabus de laxatif.
Hospitalisation IV[27]
1er au 5 avril 1977
Gastro
Douleur au nerf sciatique
Anémie légÚre.
Elvis sâest remis assez bien, et il a Ă©tĂ© en mesure de retourner faire ses spectacles.  Il a pu fonctionner assez bien pour un moment.  Ses abus de mĂ©dicaments, sa diĂšte et son style de vie ont nĂ©anmoins progressivement pris leur lourd tribut sur sa longĂ©vitĂ© et sa santĂ©.  Malheureusement, au dĂ©but de 1974, la santĂ© dâElvis sâest clairement dĂ©tĂ©riorĂ©e.  Son oncle, Lester Presley a rĂ©sumĂ© ainsi le tout :Â
 « Elvis Ă©tait en forme entre 1957 et 1974.  Mais Ă partir de 1974, il nâallait pas bien.  Vous ne pouviez plus lui parler! ».  à un moment donnĂ© le The Houston Post a Ă©crit « Presley regardait, parlait, marchait et chantait comme un homme trĂšs malade ! ».  Il se plaignait constamment de douleurs sur scĂšne.  On lâentendait dire Ă plusieurs occasions « Oh God !  Jâai mal ! » Â
Il a requis de nouveau une hospitalisation au dĂ©but de 1975.  Il continuait Ă avoir de lâhypertension ; un taux Ă©levĂ© de cholestĂ©rol ; et dâun mĂ©gacĂŽlon.
Le docteur Nick a cru bon dâengager une infirmiĂšre Ă temps plein, Tish Henley, afin de sâoccuper dâElvis, Ă la fois Ă Graceland et en tournĂ©e.  Elle essayait de garder les mĂ©dicaments hors de sa portĂ©e, mais Elvis se dĂ©tĂ©riorait mentalement et physiquement et pouvait difficilement rester seul.  Le docteur Nick a dĂ©cidĂ© de lui faire un programme de mĂ©dications, et de les lui faire administrer par lâinfirmiĂšre.  Ce programme a bien fonctionnĂ© pour un moment.  Mais plus tard cette annĂ©e-lĂ , Elvis sâest Ă©croulĂ© lors dâun spectacle Ă Las Vegas.  Son infirmiĂšre soupçonnait une overdose avec dĂ©tresse respiratoire.  Elle a pris des dispositions pour le faire transfĂ©rer Ă Los Angeles et de lĂ , Ă Memphis, oĂč il a Ă©tĂ© admis au Baptist Memorial le 21 aoĂ»t 1975.  Une nouvelle maladie avait apparu : de lâemphysĂšme, mĂȘme sâil ne fumait pas, et son affection du foie avait progressĂ©, sans parler du mĂ©gacĂŽlon qui Ă©tait aussi prĂ©sent.  à la fin de 1976, il Ă©tait si handicapĂ© quâil passait son temps dans sa chambre Ă ne vouloir voir personne, mangeant des cheeseburgers et acceptant les prescriptions du docteur Nick.  Ces prescriptions contenaient une combinaison dâhydromorphe, dâambarbital, de sodium, de methaqualone, de dextroamphitamine (dexedrine), de Percocet et dâhydrocodone.  Il Ă©coutait la tĂ©lĂ©vision et la radio.  Puis, motivĂ© par sa petite amie Ginger Alden, Elvis a semblĂ© aller mieux en janvier 1977.  Mais cela nâa pas durĂ© longtemps, car quelques semaines avant sa mort, Elvis est redevenu malade lorsquâil Ă©tait en tournĂ©e en Louisiane.  Il avait de la nausĂ©e, et un flu intestinal.  Sans parler de son nerf sciatique et le tendon quâil sâĂ©tait Ă©tirĂ©.  Il est rentrĂ© au Baptist-Memorial pour la quatriĂšme et derniĂšre fois le 1er avril 1977.  Il avait de lâanĂ©mie, ainsi que son hĂ©patite, ses MPOC (Maladie pulmonaire obstructive chronique), son glaucome, son hypertension et son mĂ©gacĂŽlon.
La cause du dĂ©clin dâElvis
Elvis avait clairement une histoire dont les processus avaient affectĂ© une multitude dâorganes â soit le foie, la colonne vertĂ©brale et les yeux â mais Ă ce moment, ses mĂ©decins nâavaient aucune idĂ©e une maladie auto-immune progressive et inflammatoire.  Le concept de « maladie auto-immune » commençait tout juste Ă ĂȘtre Ă©tudiĂ©e.  Ă la dĂ©fense du docteur Nick, celui-ci avait diagnostiquĂ© chez Elvis un syndrome de Cushing et croyait que son mal de tĂȘte Ă©tait inhĂ©rent au trauma crĂąnien que son cĂ©lĂšbre patient avait subi en 1967.  Le docteur Nick me lâavait racontĂ©Â : « Elvis nâa plus Ă©tĂ© le mĂȘme aprĂšs quâil se soit cognĂ© la tĂȘte en 1967 ».
Le trauma crĂąnien
Le facteur le plus sous-estimĂ© dans le dĂ©clin dâElvis Presley et de sa mort prĂ©maturĂ©e a Ă©tĂ© les traumas crĂąniens rĂ©pĂ©titif.  Il est maintenant reconnu que de multiples traumas crĂąniens peut causer une maladie auto-immune inflammatoire, qui peut ensuite attaquer nâimporte quel organe dans lâorganisme.  Les termes contemporains pour qualifier les dĂ©veloppements pathologiques [sic] qui peuvent faire suite Ă un trauma crĂąnien sont des syndromes post-concussions, le TBI et les maux de tĂȘtes chroniques.  Quelques-uns des symptĂŽmes post-traumatiques incluent la perte de mĂ©moire, des traits obsessifs compulsifs, et un comportement irrationnel ou illogique[28].  Elvis a dĂ©montrĂ© plusieurs comportements obsessifs-compulsifs Ă certains moments de sa vie.  Par exemple, il a donnĂ© des cadeaux trĂšs luxueux Ă de purs Ă©trangers ; faisait affrĂ©ter son avion pour traverser le pays sur des coups de tĂȘte ; et il sâĂ©tait persuadĂ© quâil livrait une guerre lĂ©gale et officielle Ă des trafiquants de drogues.  à cette occasion en 1970 [sic][29] il a volĂ© jusquâĂ Washington de façon impulsive, et en a appelĂ© au PrĂ©sident Nixon sans y ĂȘtre invitĂ©.  Il sâest fait faire un lifting en 1975.  Il dĂ©pensait plus de 500 000$ par mois et Ă sa mort, il Ă©tait presque dans la dĂšche Ă cause de ses dĂ©penses folles.
Le premier document oĂč il est fait mention de trauma crĂąnien remonte Ă 1956.  On a rapportĂ© quâElvis poussait sa Lincoln Continentale dans une station dâessence de Memphis et il a demandĂ© au responsable de vĂ©rifier son systĂšme de climatisation.  Lorsque des passants lâont vu, ils ont accourus et lâont entourĂ© en lui demandant un autographe.  Le responsable lui a alors demandĂ© de dĂ©gager, et Elvis lui a rĂ©pondu « Ok mon gars !  Donne-moi juste une minute ! », et il a continuĂ© Ă signer des autographes.  Lâautre sâest alors mis en colĂšre et il a frappĂ© Elvis au visage, envoyant la vedette au sol tĂȘte premiĂšre.  Elvis lui a rendu la politesse et un autre gars est sorti de nulle part pour se joindre Ă la bagarre.  Les trois hommes ont Ă©tĂ© arrĂȘtĂ©s et accusĂ©s dâagression, de mauvaise conduite, et de coups et blessures. Â
Plus tard cette annĂ©e-lĂ , Elvis et ses musiciens Ă©taient assis Ă une longue table dans la salle Shalimar de lâHĂŽtel Perry de Toledo.  Un jeune travailleur de la construction voulait impressionner une fille quâil venait juste de rencontrer au bar.  Il sâest rendu Ă la table dâElvis, et lui a dit brusquement « Ătes-vous Elvis Presley ? ».  Elvis sâest aussitĂŽt levĂ© et souriant lui a tendu la main.  Mais plutĂŽt que de recevoir de lâautre un geste amical, le gars sâest mis Ă tabasser Elvis.  Il en a Ă©tĂ© assez sonnĂ©.
Juste avant quâil nâentre dans lâArmĂ©e, en 1958, Elvis a rĂ©servĂ© le rink de patins Ă roulettes Rainbow Rollerdome de Memphis pour 7 nuits en lignes et il a rassemblĂ© une bande de patineur pour jouer Ă un jeu quâil avait inventĂ© de « guerre ».  Au moins une fois Elvis a eu le dessous et sâest retrouvĂ© sous tous les gars empilĂ©s par-dessus lui dans une foire dâempoigne.  Les jeux Ă©taient suffisamment durs pour quâElvis distribue Ă chacun du Percodan.  Il en prenait 4 en une seule fois chaque fois quâil jugeait en avoir besoin.
Cependant, le trauma le plus sĂ©rieux sâest produit Ă Bel Air, Ă Los Angeles en 1967, juste avant que commence le tournage du film Clambake.  Il a trĂ©buchĂ© sur le fil Ă©lectrique dans sa salle de bain, et il est tombĂ© tĂȘte premiĂšre sur le bain en porcelaine.  Il est tombĂ©, assommĂ©, et sans connaissance pendant une longue pĂ©riode â cependant, on ignore exactement combien de temps.Â
Il sâest rĂ©veillĂ© et sâest mis Ă jurer, ce qui a rĂ©veillĂ© Priscilla Presley, quâil allait Ă©pouser quelques semaines plus tard.  Elvis se frottait la tĂȘte et une bosse de la taille dâune balle de golf Ă©tait apparue.  Les mĂ©decins ont Ă©tĂ© appelĂ©s.  Elvis leur a dit « Je crois que je me suis vraiment fait mal ! ».  Le jour suivant, il nâĂ©tait plus lui-mĂȘme et il a dĂ» ĂȘtre ramenĂ© Ă Memphis pour rĂ©cupĂ©rer.  Ses gardes du corps ont dĂ©crit son humeur comme Ă©tant dĂ©primĂ©e et abattue.  Sur le chemin du retour, il voulait arrĂȘter frĂ©quemment dans des cabines tĂ©lĂ©phoniques afin dâappeler un DJ de Memphis pour lui demander de façon rĂ©pĂ©titive quâil fasse jouer la chanson Green Green Grass of Home de Tom Jones.  Une fois arrivĂ© Ă Graceland, il disait voir sa mĂšre dĂ©cĂ©dĂ©e assise sur le lit quâelle occupait lorsquâelle y avait vĂ©cu entre 1956 et 1958.
AprĂšs son traumatisme crĂąnien, le comportement dâElvis est devenu progressivement erratique et irrationnel.  Par exemple, on a rapportĂ© quâen 1975 il refusait de se laver, Ă un point tel quâil avait dĂ©veloppĂ© des plaies sur le corps.  Il avait aussi commandĂ© des comprimĂ©s inconnus de SuĂšde qui selon lui le « laveraient de lâintĂ©rieur ».Â ïżœïżœPendant 2 semaines dâhospitalisation en AoĂ»t-septembre 1975, il sâest plaint 26 fois de maux de tĂȘte ; de 14 insomnies et de douleurs gĂ©nĂ©rales 4 ou 5 fois sur chaque quart de travail des infirmiĂšres.  Ces symptĂŽmes relĂšvent typiquement de traumatismes crĂąniens.
Les patients avec un trauma crĂąniens sont maintenant frĂ©quemment rĂ©fĂ©rĂ©s aux Cliniques de douleurs.  Leurs douleurs sont clairement dâune nature centrale qui a une distribution de fibromyalgie que les patients dĂ©crivent comme «douleurs partout », tel quâElvis se plaignait.  Il en avait dĂ©veloppĂ© de sĂ©rieuses les derniĂšres annĂ©es de sa vie.  Je traite des patients de trauma crĂąniens qui se plaignent dâavoir des douleurs sĂ©vĂšres et constantes, de lâinsomnie, des dĂ©pressions et une variĂ©tĂ© de dĂ©ficiences mentales. Â
Tous ont eu des anormalités de la glande hypophyse et de signes de maladie auto-immunes.
Maladie inflammatoire auto-immune
Une analyse rĂ©trospective des traumas crĂąniens dâElvis montre clairement quâElvis a dĂ©veloppĂ© ou accĂ©lĂ©rĂ© sa maladie auto-immune aprĂšs son trauma crĂąnien le plus sĂ©rieux en 1967.  Ses blessures prĂ©cĂ©dentes ont probablement contribuĂ© Ă sa dĂ©tĂ©rioration, puisque les multiples traumas sont cumulatifs dans leurs effets.  Plus il y en a, et plus les symptĂŽmes sont graves.  Historiquement, on croit que lâauto-immunitĂ© suivant un trauma crĂąnien a toujours Ă©tĂ© considĂ©rĂ©e comme Ă©tant le rĂ©sultat dâun dysfonctionnement hypophysaire.  On croit maintenant quâun TC provoque un relĂąchement du tissu cĂ©rĂ©bral qui « sâĂ©gouttent » dans le systĂšme sanguin.  Mais ces tissus cĂ©rĂ©braux ne sont pas supposĂ©s se retrouver dans la circulation sanguine, parce que pas Ă leur place, ils sont toxiques ou plutĂŽt antigĂšnes[30] au reste de lâorganisme.  Si cela est vraiment arrivĂ©, et je crois que câest le cas, ceux-ci ont agi comme des agents infectieux ou vaccins puisque cela a fait en sorte que des anticorps se sont formĂ©s.  Ces anticorps se sont ensuite attaquĂ©s Ă leur propre organisme.  Il est mĂȘme possible que ces anticorps anormaux ont attaquĂ©s et endommagĂ© encore plus le cerveau.
Les anticorps « retournĂ©s » ont attaquĂ© dâune façon alĂ©atoire.  Un jour ils attaquent les articulations ; le suivant, les yeux ; le cĆur ou le foie.  Presley a clairement souffert dâattaques multi-organes, basĂ©es sur son histoire clinique, et elles ont variĂ©es dans le temps dâune maniĂšre typiquement auto-immune.  Lâun des problĂšmes, avec lâauto-immunitĂ© est que cela produit de lâinflammation et abaisse la rĂ©sistance de lâorganisme face aux agents infectieux.  Lâinflammation des artĂšres du cĆur (coronaire) et du cerveau (cĂ©rĂ©bral) sont maintenant connus pour ĂȘtre le rĂ©sultat final de lâinflammation [sic].  Presley avait de lâhypertension et de lâartĂ©riosclĂ©rose, indĂ©pendamment de sa maladie auto-immune, mais sa maladie auto-immune a indubitablement accĂ©lĂ©rĂ© le processus inflammatoire.  Il est notable quâElvis ne pouvait plus faire ses habituels sparages dans les deux derniĂšres annĂ©es de sa vie, consĂ©quemment Ă la rigiditĂ© et la spasticitĂ© desquelles il Ă©tait atteint.  à certains moments, il devait mĂȘme prendre une canne pour marcher.  La douleur se dĂ©veloppe dans les jointures et les muscles avec traumatisme crĂąniens.  Il est probable que les prises de mĂ©dicaments dâElvis Ă©tait surtout une automĂ©dication.
Abus de médicaments, addiction et overdoses.
Le problĂšme de prise de mĂ©dication dâElvis Presley Ă©tait lĂ©gendaire.  Ce qui nâest pas connu est quâil a fait au moins 4 sĂ©rieuses overdoses qui lâont amenĂ© dans le coma et qui ont nĂ©cessitĂ© une rĂ©animation avant sa mort.  Si quelquâun survit Ă une overdose, le grand risque est un dommage cĂ©rĂ©bral qui est subsĂ©quent, vu le manque dâoxygĂšne.  Les abus de mĂ©dicaments dâElvis a commencĂ© avec les amphĂ©tamines quand il Ă©tait adolescent, et cela a pris de lâampleur lorsquâil est arrivĂ© dans lâArmĂ©e.  Il Ă©tait connu pour soudoyer les pharmaciens allemands pour obtenir de grandes quantitĂ©s dâamphĂ©tamines.  AprĂšs sa dĂ©charge, Presley a passĂ© une pĂ©riode Ă abuser de lâalcool.  Cependant, il ne buvait pas rĂ©guliĂšrement, mais quand il le faisait, il le faisait excessivement.  Quand il buvait, il avait des crises de colĂšre et il se battait physiquement avec des membres de son entourage.  Il lâa fait au moins Ă 2 occasions.  Vers la fin de la vingtaine, dĂ©but trentaine, son alcoolisme Ă©tait accompagnĂ© par une augmentation de lâusage dâamphĂ©tamines et de sĂ©datifs.  Lâutilisation dâune telle mĂ©dication a eu une progression fulgurante aprĂšs sa chute dans la salle de bain en 1967, et il a ajoutĂ© lâutilisation dâopioĂŻdes Ă ses abus.  Malheureusement, Elvis avait un panel de mĂ©decins, de dentistes, et de pharmaciens en Californie, au Nevada et au Tennessee, complaisants, et qui le fournissaient en prescriptions.  Certaines de ses connaissances ont relatĂ© comment il les dupait pour les obtenir.
Le gĂ©rant dâElvis, le Colonel Parker espĂ©rait que son mariage avec Priscilla Ă©tait pour rĂ©duire cette consommation, et il a bien semblĂ© que ce fut le cas pendant quelques temps.  Cependant, lâusage de mĂ©dicaments et ses comportements bizarres Ă©taient devenus si terribles quâelle lâa quittĂ© en 1971.  En janvier 1973, Elvis Presley Ă©tait bookĂ© pour des spectacles Ă Las Vegas.  Les mĂ©decins, au Hilton Hotel lâapprovisionnaient en Dextroamphetamines, en diazepam, en ethinamate, en Hydromorphe et en Meperedine, de façon illimitĂ©e.  Il a aussi commencĂ© Ă sâinjecter les opioĂŻdes.  Le dosage avec des drogues injectables sont difficiles Ă contrĂŽler, et le 23 janvier 1973, Elvis a fait sa premiĂšre overdose avec de lâhydromorphine injectable.  Sa petite amie lâa trouvĂ© comateux dans le lit, ne respirant presque pas.  Heureusement, le mĂ©decin de lâhĂŽtel a apportĂ© de lâoxygĂšne.  AprĂšs cet Ă©pisode, il a continuĂ© Ă abuser de mĂ©dicaments.  Linda Thompson, la petite amie dâElvis, a racontĂ© quâil prenait tellement de mĂ©dication quâil tombait endormi alors quâil Ă©tait en train de manger.  Elle lui a dâailleurs nettoyĂ© le gosier Ă huit reprises pour Ă©viter quâil sâĂ©touffe.  Sa seconde overdose est survenue le 28 juin 1973, et le docteur Nick a dĂ» le ranimer avec des stimulants.
Il y a deux thĂ©ories pour lesquelles quelquâun peut abuser de mĂ©dicaments : la premiĂšre est pour atteindre une certaine euphorie afin de sâĂ©vader dâune vie ennuyante ou dâune vie stressĂ©e.  Lâautre est que certaines personnes sont nĂ©es avec des sentiments Ă©tranges et quâils prennent alors une large variĂ©tĂ© pour se soigner eux-mĂȘmes.  Selon mon expĂ©rience, les patients qui ont eu des traumas crĂąniens prennent plusieurs mĂ©dicaments pour traiter les symptĂŽmes Ă©tranges que cette condition puisse amener.  Elvis semblait prendre cela pour les 2 raisons, Ă un moment ou un autre de sa vie.  Un autre facteur est quâil nâa jamais eu la chance de grandir et de devenir une personne normale.  Avant ses 21 ans, il Ă©tait cĂ©lĂšbre, adorĂ©, pourchassĂ© et riche.  Câest une route commune pour ceux qui nâont jamais eu de vie.
Le docteur Nick a essayĂ© tous les trucs quâun mĂ©decin puisse essayer pour contrĂŽler la prise de mĂ©dication dâElvis.  Il trouvait un mĂ©dicament dans la maison dâElvis ou en tournĂ©e et il les dĂ©truisait.  Il essayait de prescrire les mĂ©dicaments les moins dangereux tout en gardant Elvis fonctionnel.  Il substituait sans cesse des placĂ©bos.  Le docteur Nick, Priscilla, et ses amis essayaient rĂ©pĂ©tivement de le convaincre dâentrer en cure de dĂ©sintoxication, mais il a toujours refusĂ©.  Selon les circonstances, je ne sais pas quels autres trucs a pu essayer son mĂ©decin pour lâaider.  Une chose est claire : son abus de drogue lâa conduit Ă tomber, qui lâa conduit Ă son traumatisme crĂąnien ; puis son trauma crĂąnien Ă des overdoses, qui ont fini par lui ont endommager le cerveau.  Au moment de mourir, il nâĂ©tait plus fonctionnel et requĂ©rait quâune infirmiĂšre sâoccupĂąt de lui constamment.
Sommaire
Cette analyse mĂ©dicale a Ă©tĂ© donnĂ©e en grande partie pour attirer lâattention aux traumatisme crĂąniens.  Je crois quâElvis Presley savait pertinemment que la maladie le conduirait Ă mourir, mais il ignorait pourquoi.  En rĂ©trospective, je crois quâElvis Presley Ă©tait un cas classique de traumatisme crĂąnien cumulatifs, suivi par une maladie auto-immune inflammatoire.  Rien de tout ceci nâĂ©tait connu ou reconnu Ă son Ă©poque.  Je suis confiant quâil serait content de savoir que sa situation difficile peut en avoir aidĂ© dâautres, puisquâil Ă©tait gentil et gĂ©nĂ©reux.
Seulement rĂ©cemment on a compris que les traumatismes crĂąniens peuvent ĂȘtre la source de comportements bizarres tel que la rĂ©clusion, les habitudes obsessives compulsives, la paranoĂŻa[31], lâhostilitĂ©, lâenvie, les habitudes sexuelles, lâhygiĂšne dĂ©faillante et lâutilisation de drogue.  Cela peut aussi causer une dysfonction de la glande hypophyse et ainsi mettre en branle une maladie auto-immune inflammatoire qui peut produire, avec le temps, une multitude de dysfonctions de lâorganisme.  Le syndrome de douleurs central chronique du trauma crĂąnien peut ne pas seulement produire de la douleur sous forme de maux de tĂȘte, mais Ă©galement de la colonne vertĂ©brale, des articulations et des muscles.  Ces patients sont souvent faits mal diagnostiquĂ©s, ou on leur dit quâils ont de la fibromyalgie.  Les traumatismes crĂąniens peuvent ĂȘtre cumulatifs, ce qui veut dire que chaque trauma additionnel ajoute un risque de symptomatologie.  Les overdoses que Presley a eu sont souvent Ă la source de lâanoxie au cerveau et peuvent empirer les problĂšmes de dysfonction cĂ©rĂ©bral.  Et tout au sommet de tout cela se sont trouvĂ© ĂȘtre des problĂšmes gĂ©nĂ©tiques qui incluaient de lâhypertension, un mĂ©gacĂŽlon, des anomalies du cytochrome et une dĂ©ficience de lâantitrypsin.
Par chance, aujourdâhui ces patients qui ont eu des traumas crĂąniens commencent maintenant Ă pratiquer frĂ©quemment la douleur [sic].  Elvis Presley a certainement empirĂ© sa condition avec une diĂšte atroce, lâutilisation de mĂ©dicaments en quantitĂ©s dangereuses, et un style de vie pour le moins douteux.  Cependant, une Ă©tude de lâhistoire mĂ©dicale dâElvis Presley est trĂšs instructive Ă savoir comment un trauma crĂąnien peut conduire Ă des conditions cliniques qui peuvent ĂȘtre prĂ©venu et traitĂ©.
Crédits et sources utilisées
La plupart des sources utilisĂ©es, autre que les informations directement issues des dossier et archives dâElvis Presley sont issus du livre intitulĂ©Â Down The End of a Lonely Street : The Life and Death of Elvis Presley écrit par Peter Harry Brown et Pat Broeske.  Cet ouvrage a Ă©tĂ© Ă©crit en 1997, et contient des informations dĂ©taillĂ©es aprĂšs des annĂ©es dâenquĂȘte de la part de ces deux auteurs.  Jâai contribuĂ© aux faits tel que je les ai connus, mais la connaissance de la condition sous-jacente nâĂ©tait pas connue Ă lâĂ©poque.  En partie suite  à mes encouragements et Ă ceux des autres, le docteur George Nichopoulos a donnĂ© une entrevue Ă Dennis Breo, de lâAmerican Medical Association en 1986, qui contenait plusieurs de ses pensĂ©es mĂ©dicales concernant Elvis.  Le livre I Called Him Babe : Elvis Presleyâs Nurse Remembers, par Marion J. Cocke Ă©tait trĂšs Ă©clairant sur son Ă©tat dĂ©tĂ©riorĂ© et ses soins mĂ©dicaux puisquâelle Ă©tait sa principale infirmiĂšre accrĂ©ditĂ©e Ă Memphis.
Cet article nâaurait pas pu ĂȘtre Ă©crit sans lâaide directe de Carol Shiflett, de Sewick, en Pennsylvanie, auteur de Migraine Brains and Bodies : A comprehensive Guide to Solving the Mystery of Your Migraines and Aikido Exercices for Teaching and Training.  Carol est un vrai journaliste-expert des trauma crĂąniens, et il a Ă©tĂ© en mesure de mâaider et de dĂ©mĂȘler les mystĂšres mĂ©dicaux dâElvis Presley.
Traduction : Kareen Healey
NOTES OF THE AUTHOR
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Notes: This article was originally published June 17, 2013 and most recently updated June 14, 2017.
NOTES, RĂFĂRENCES ET EXPLICATIONS :
[1] Les opioĂŻdes dĂ©signent les mĂ©dicaments issus de la feuille de Coca, et qui tiennent le rĂŽle dâanalgĂ©siques (antidouleurs).  De façon gĂ©nĂ©rale, ils sont prescrits, suite Ă des chirurgies importantes pour enrayer les douleurs aigĂŒes.  Ils peuvent aussi ĂȘtre prescrits pour des douleurs chroniques.  Ces substances, lĂ©gales et banales jusquâĂ la Seconde Guerre mondiale dans les pays occidentaux, elles sont trĂšs contrĂŽlĂ©es de nos jours car elles engendrent une trĂšs grande dĂ©pendance physiologique (manifestations telles quâagitation, augmentation substantielle des battement cardiaques, de la pression artĂ©rielle, douleurs au cĆur, tremblements, sueurs froides, etc.) et dĂ©pendance psychologique.  Il y a aussi des opioĂŻdes synthĂ©tiques, tels que le Fentanyl et la MĂ©thadone, qui sont de loin beaucoup plus puissants que leurs pendants naturels.
[2] La cardiomĂ©galie est une augmentation de la taille du cĆur â que lâon appelait autrefois un « cĆur de bĆuf ». Â
[3] Hypertrophie du ventricule gauche : ou (HGV) est lâĂ©paississement de la cavitĂ© du muscle de la cavitĂ© infĂ©rieur du ventricule gauche qui est la principale cavitĂ© qui pompe le sang.  Elle peut ĂȘtre causĂ©e par une stĂ©nose aortique ou une hypertension artĂ©rielle.
[4]  ArthrosclĂ©rose coronarienne : Maladie coronarienne.  Câest le rĂ©trĂ©cissement dâune artĂšre par le cholestĂ©rol et pour laquelle on fait des pontages.
[5] ĆdĂšme pulmonaire : Câest une insuffisance cardiaque du ventricule gauche aiguĂ« et grave avec hypertension veineuse pulmonaire et inondation alvĂ©olaire.
[6] Ponction pulmonaire : liquide dans les poumons.
[7] HĂ©patomĂ©galie : Augmentation de la taille du foieÂ
[8] Splénomégalie : Augmentation du volume de la rate.
[9] NĂ©phrosclĂ©rose : atteinte rĂ©nale provoquĂ©e par la prĂ©sence d'une hypertension artĂ©rielle.Â
[10] SclĂ©rose papillaire : rĂ©trĂ©cissement dâune papille.
[11] Idem que lâarthrosclĂ©rose.
[12] Inflammation de la conjonctive : Inflammation de lâĆil infectĂ© par un virus, des bactĂ©ries et des champignons
[13] Perforation cardiaque : est une tamponnade cardiaque, soit lâaccumulation de liquide dans lâenveloppe dâun ventricule.
[14] HĂ©patomĂ©galie : Augmentation de la taille du foieÂ
[15] La pĂ©ricardite restrictive est caractĂ©risĂ©e par lâĂ©paississement du pĂ©ricarde (enveloppe qui contient le cĆur) ce qui gĂȘne le remplissage et lâexpansion des cavitĂ©s.  Cela se caractĂ©rise par une insuffisance cardiaque et un ĆdĂšme des membres infĂ©rieurs, une augmentation de la taille du foie (hĂ©patomĂ©galie), une turgescence des jugulaires (gonflement) marquĂ© Ă lâinspiration.
[16] DĂ©ficience en Alpha 1- Il sâagit dâun trouble hĂ©rĂ©ditaire dans lequel lâabsence ou le faible taux en enzymes alpha-1 antitrypsine cause des lĂ©sions aux poumons et au foie.  Les adultes atteints peuvent ainsi dĂ©velopper de lâenphyzĂšme, un sifflement ou de lâessoufflement
[17] Cellules T : Ce sont des types de lymphocytes, que lâon appelle aussi globules blancs qui aident Ă la rĂ©ponse immunitaire Ă reconnaĂźtre les infections et Ă dĂ©truire les cellules anormales.  Elles sont impliquĂ©es dans la rĂ©action auto-immune, on peut deviner ici comment.
[18] Lymphocytes : Ils sont la mĂ©moire du systĂšme immunitaire capable de reconnaĂźtre les antigĂšnes, câest-Ă -dire virus ou tout corps Ă©tranger qui envahit lâorganisme dâune façon ou dâune autre.
[19] Maladie auto-immune : Une dĂ©fectuositĂ© du systĂšme immunitaire oĂč les « petits soldats » (câest-Ă -dire les anticorps) qui normalement sâen prennent Ă un envahisseur Ă©tranger (virus, infection, etc.) Ă lâorganisme afin de le protĂ©ger, finissent plutĂŽt par sâen prendre Ă leur « propre camp », câest-Ă -dire Ă lâorganisme lui-mĂȘme, essayant de le dĂ©truire en partie (comme dans le cas de la sclĂ©rose en plaque ou la Fibrose Kystique)ou en totalitĂ©, comme dans le cas dâune allergie mortelle, par exemple.  Dans le cas dâElvis, il nây avait que des parties de son propre organisme qui Ă©tait touchĂ©, cependant, les consĂ©quences ont fini par ĂȘtre dangereuses pour lui.
[20] Ăosinophilie : Augmentation dâune substance prĂ©sente dans le sang, lâĂosinophile, et lorsquâelle dĂ©passe 1500, comme dans le cas dâElvis, cela peut provoquer une leucĂ©mie, la maladie de Crohn ou de Whipple.
[21] Le QT long : le cĆur prend plus de temps quâil le devrait pour se recharger entre deux battements cardiaques.  Cela peut ĂȘtre dĂ» Ă la prise dâopioĂŻdes, mais cela peut Ă©galement ĂȘtre le fait dâun problĂšme hypophysaire comme le Cushing ou de thyroĂŻde.
[22] Le tableau 2 note que la codĂ©ine avait un ratio de morphine de 36 pour 1.  Aujourdâhui, nous savons que la codĂ©ine doit ĂȘtre convertie en morphine comme antidouleur.  La codĂ©ine est mĂ©tabolisĂ©e par les enzymes cytochrome P450-2D6 (CYP2D6) du foie.  Si cette enzyme fait dĂ©faut, la conversion ne se fait pas, ce qui fait en sorte que la codĂ©ine sâaccumule Ă des niveaux toxiques dans le sang qui peuvent causer des arythmies cardiaques, particuliĂšrement si dâautres drogues sont prĂ©sentes dans le sang et si le cĆur est dĂ©jĂ endommagĂ©.  Si Elvis avait un mĂ©tabolisme rĂ©nal normal, la prĂ©sence de codĂ©ine dans son sang aurait Ă©tĂ© beaucoup plus basse dans son sang et le niveau de morphine aurait Ă©tĂ© beaucoup plus haute sur le rapport toxicologique.
[23] Le tableau 2 note que la codĂ©ine avait un ratio de morphine de 36 pour 1.  Aujourdâhui, nous savons que la codĂ©ine doit ĂȘtre convertie en morphine comme antidouleur.  La codĂ©ine est mĂ©tabolisĂ©e par les enzymes cytochrome P450-2D6 (CYP2D6) du foie.  Si cette enzyme fait dĂ©faut, la conversion ne se fait pas, ce qui fait en sorte que la codĂ©ine sâaccumule Ă des niveaux toxiques dans le sang qui peuvent causer des arythmies cardiaques, particuliĂšrement si dâautres drogues sont prĂ©sentes dans le sang et si le cĆur est dĂ©jĂ endommagĂ©.  Si Elvis avait un mĂ©tabolisme rĂ©nal normal, la prĂ©sence de codĂ©ine dans son sang aurait Ă©tĂ© beaucoup plus basse dans son sang et le niveau de morphine aurait Ă©tĂ© beaucoup plus haute sur le rapport toxicologique.
[24] Elvis a Ă©tĂ© appelĂ© sous les drapeaux pour ses 22 ans, soit en 1957.  Cependant, comme il Ă©tait alors en train de tourner le film King Creole, le Colonel â et Hall Walis directeur de la MGM â ont demandĂ© aux Forces ArmĂ©es si Elvis ne pourrait pas avoir quelques mois de libre avant de se prĂ©senter au bureau de conscription de Memphis, Ă©tant donnĂ© que beaucoup dâargent serait perdu si le film devait ĂȘtre laissĂ© en plan jusquâĂ son retour, trois ans plus tard.  Reprendre alors le tournage aurait Ă©tĂ© impossible, Ă©tant donnĂ© quâElvis nâaurait plus tout Ă fait la mĂȘme apparence, et cela se verrait au grand Ă©cran.  De bonne grĂące, lâArmĂ©e a acceptĂ© de diffĂ©rer son enrĂŽlement, qui sâest alors faite en mars 1958 jusquâen 1960.
[25] Retournement dâune partie du tube digestif (colon, trĂšs souvent) sur lui-mĂȘme.  Il y a mortalitĂ© environ dans 20% des cas, la plupart du temps par gangrĂšne.
[26] Complication potentiellement fatale dâune affection intestinale.  Il est caractĂ©risĂ© par un cĂŽlon trĂšs dilatĂ© qui peuvent provoquer de la fiĂšvre, des douleurs abdominales, ou dâun Ă©tat de choc.  Cela peut ĂȘtre causĂ© par une maladie chronique inflammatoire de lâintestin (comme la maladie de Crohn) ou une constipation chronique.
[27]Â Hospitalisation 1960Â : Fracture dâun doigt et hospitalisation 1975Â : Infection suite Ă un lifting
[28] Le dĂ©lire religieux quâavait Elvis Ă partir de 1968 qui alla crescendo jusquâĂ sa mort en faisait probablement partie.
[29] En fait, câĂ©tait plus justement en 1972 oĂč Elvis sâĂ©tait levĂ© aux petites heures du matin pour dĂ©ployer son Boeing 707 et aller Ă Washington pour demander une rencontre personnelle avec le PrĂ©sident des Ătats-Unis Richard Nixon.  Celui-ci le reçut, et Ă la demande dâElvis, lui donna une plaque de la DEA (Drug Enforcement Administration).  Elvis retourna chez lui quelques heures plus tard, se disant devenu agent effectif et sous couverture de cette agence amĂ©ricaine.  Cependant, une lettre accompagnait la plaque quâElvis a toujours cachĂ© au public, par lequel la direction de lâagence fĂ©dĂ©rale stipulant bien quâil ne sâagissait que dâun « trophĂ©e » ; dâune « parure » , mais en aucun cas dâune plaque lui octroyant quelle que droit que ce soit dâarrestation ou de punition.  Câest dâailleurs Ă partir de lĂ que les rumeurs ont dĂ©butĂ© aprĂšs son dĂ©cĂšs, affirmant quâElvis avait dĂ» ĂȘtre mis sur le programme de protection des tĂ©moins et faire croire Ă sa mort.  Dâautres auraient mĂȘme vu les hĂ©licoptĂšres sur la pelouse de Graceland dans lâaprĂšs-midi du 16 aoĂ»t 1977, date Ă laquelle Elvis est dĂ©cĂ©dĂ©.
[30] Les antigĂšnes sont des protĂ©ines Ă©trangĂšres Ă lâorganisme.  Les virus sont des antigĂšnes.  Ils dĂ©clenchent la multiplication des lymphocytes B qui se transforment en plasmocytes qui sĂ©crĂštent les anticorps qui eux, sont les « petits soldats » qui sont chargĂ©s de dĂ©truire les antigĂšnes.  Les lymphocytes T sont la « mĂ©moire » capables de reconnaĂźtre les antigĂšnes.  Câest leur reproduction que visent les vaccins.  Le Covid est un antigĂšne, et sa prĂ©sence dĂ©clenche la multiplication des Lymphocytes B qui deviennent des plasmocytes en mesure de sĂ©crĂ©ter les anticorps.  Lorsquâon est vaccinĂ©s, on reçoit des Lymphocytes T qui est la mĂ©moire du systĂšme immunitaire et qui le reconnaĂźtra si celui-ci se manifeste de nouveau.  Pour Elvis, ce sont les morceaux de son propre tissu cĂ©rĂ©bral qui dĂ©clenchait toute cette rĂ©ponse immunitaire.
[31] Dans les annĂ©es 70, il a fait une obsession que les fans, venus le voir Ă ses spectacles, puisent lui voler les Ă©normes bagues quâil portait.
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For about half the walk Neal was sweltering, sweat pasting his shirt to his back. Then like a switch flipped he was freezing again, trembling to his core and resisting the urge to wrap his arms around himself.
Amid all this his head was swimming, he could barely focus on not running into anyone, and it finally occurred to him that this really wasnât going to work.
He was in no shape to go undercover. He just had to tell Peter. Even though every aching bone in his body told him to keep hiding it, never betray any weakness, get the job done, thatâs what he had always known. But he tried to fight the instinct, Peter wasnât like that, this job wasnât like that.
The van came into view, parked a little ways up from the cafe. Neal braced himself and climbed inside.
It was just Peter in there, focused intensely on a screen of security footage. He glanced up at Nealâs arrival.
âHey, Neal. Thanks for coming in on a weekend. I just saw the suspect enter the building about two minutes ago. Sit down, Iâll get your wire.â
Neal opened his mouth, willing himself to get the words out. He was sick, too sick to do this. With a fever and aches and- and- he couldnât make himself do it. Everything was getting hot again, his head spun and he sank down into a chair without saying anything.
Peter wheeled over to him, wire in hand. He looked like he was about to say something, but stopped when he actually got a good look at his CI. Various shades of suspicion and concern colored Peterâs features before soft realization won out.
âYouâre sick.â It wasnât a question.
Nealâs eyes flitted back and forth before meeting Peterâs. âYes.â He sighed, eliciting a couple crackling coughs.
Peter didnât say anything, just reached out a hand and pressed it against Nealâs forehead. It was soothingly cool against his hot skin, and Neal almost whimpered when Peter pulled away.
âJesus, Neal, youâre on fire. Whyâd you even come out here?â
âI wanted to solve the case. And you asked. I thought I could handle it, butâŠâ
âBut youâre sick as a dog,â Peter finished for him. The agent sat back, contemplating, before he spoke again.
âOkay, hereâs the plan. Donât worry about this guy, weâll get him soon enough. Iâll drop you off at home, and return the van. Get my car, then come pick you up.â
Neal squinted at him. âPick me up? For what?â
âTo take you to my place. I just⊠want to keep an eye on you.â
âYou can just check my ankl-â
âThatâs not what I meant,â Peter interrupted, his expression serious. âThat fever is no joke, Neal, and I doubt you even own a thermometer.â His eyes lightened slightly. âPlus, El makes the best chicken soup youâll ever have.â
Even through his fevered daze, Neal could sense the genuine care and worry in Peterâs words, it made a strange feeling in his heart.
ââŠ.You donât have to drop me off, I can walk,â Neal finally responded.
Peter let out half a chuckle. âRight. If you can make it to the other side of the van on your own, Iâll let you walk.â
Neal gave an indignant look, but as soon as he stood, black spots crowded his vision. He lilted forward, and Peter rose to catch him by the shoulders, letting the CIâs weight fall limp against him. It was only a second before Neal stirred, barely lifting his head to mumble, âFine.â
Peter just hummed affirmative, setting Neal down in a seat before heading to the driverâs.
After Peter dropped him off, Neal did manage to get into the house on his own. Unable to convince himself to climb the stairs to his apartment, though, he landed in Juneâs sitting room instead.
Reclined on a small sofa, Neal hadnât even realized heâd fallen asleep until he woke up to the feeling of another hand on his forehead. It was smaller and softer than Peterâs, and Neal pried his eyes open to see Juneâs worried face hovering over him.
Neal immediately slid back on the couch, trying to distance himself from her. He jerked a hand up to his face as a burning itch overwhelmed his nose.
âhhHâKSHhuh! huh! hhHâPPSCHhuh!â
âOh Neal, bless you, sweetie.â
âMmmh, June,â Neal croaked, âyou should really stay away."
âYouâre just like Byron, not letting anyone fuss,â she tutted, though at the sound of the doorbell she did move away, letting Peter in with a soft hello.
Neal felt sleep pulling at him again while he listened to them talk.
âYes, I found him asleep right there, I donât think heâs been upstairs.â
âMhm. Thanks, June.â
Peter was crouching in front of him now, and Neal tried his best to keep his eyes open.
âNeal, hey, do you want anything from your apartment?â
Thinking felt out of reach, so Neal just shook his head.
âOkay. Letâs go.â
Peter stood, offering a hand which Neal limply grabbed, letting himself be pulled to standing. A wave of dizziness overcame him, but once everything straightened, he was able to follow Peter out the door, waving a weak goodbye to June as he passed her.
Neal was barely aware through the ride to Peterâs house, though the familiar interior of the agentâs car was comforting. Peter was silent, and Neal tried to sleep again, but every bump in the road rattled his aching brain.
âPeter?â he rasped.
âYeah?â
âAre Jones and Diana this sick?â
âUh, no. Youâre just special,â Peter replied lightheartedly, but Neal could see the concern overhanging his gaze.
Once they arrived, Neal took as deep a breath as he could manage before pulling himself up and out of the car, pleased when he didnât black out. He followed Peter inside and couldnât help but smile a little when he heard Elizabethâs voice from the kitchen.
âPeter? I wasnât sure if youâd be home, so I didnât make you any lunch. I can- oh, Neal!â She had wandered over while talking, and stopped at the sight of Nealâs disheveled form.
âHey, hon,â Peter greeted, stepping forward to give her a kiss. âIâm sorry I didnât tell you, but heâs really sick, and I wanted to keep an eye.â
âOh! Yeah, I mean, of course.â She approached Neal with purpose, reaching up to cup his cheek and frowning at the heat she found.
âWell thatâs no good. Neal, sweetie, do you think you could eat something?â
Neal just shook his head.
âOkay. Hon, will you help him upstairs? I need to gather some supplies.â
Peter had to grin at his wifeâs endless compassion. âOf course.â
Neal made it up the stairs on his own, but it sapped the very last of any energy he had left. He breathed hard at the top, devolving into a coughing fit that tore at his already wrecked throat. Peter rubbed his back through it, and kept a hand there to lead him to the master bedroom.
Once there, Peter deposited him on the bed and turned to dig in the dresser beside it. He faced Neal again, a pair of flannel pajama pants and a well-worn FBI sweatshirt in hand.
âI know itâs not your usual fancy digs, but these are the comfiest clothes Iâve got.â
If he were feeling slightly more like himself, Neal would have scoffed at the idea of wearing Peterâs cozy pajamas. As it was, though, he just wanted desperately to take his suit off and go the hell to sleep, so he held out his hands.
Peter handed him the clothes with a satisfied grin.
âIâll leave you to it. Try not to pass out again, huh?â
Neal made an indistinct noise in response, already tugging off his tie.
By the time Peter knocked on the door, he received a hoarse âcome inâ and entered to see Neal stood in front of the mirror, absolutely swimming in Peterâs oversized crewneck. Elizabeth followed him in with an armful of supplies.
âNeal, sweetie, please sit down! Make yourself comfortable.â
Neal looked at them in bleary confusion. âThis is your bed. I- I can stay on the couch.â
Elizabeth clicked her tongue. âOh please Neal, I insist. You need some quality rest, and for that you need to sleep in a bed.â
Neal blinked at her but complied, sinking down onto the edge of the bed while El set down everything she had brought. Peter just watched, unsure of what to do now that El had gone full mother hen.
Neal watched her with glazed over eyes, sniffling lightly. Elizabeth pulled a thermometer from her pile and gently placed it in Nealâs mouth.
He had the fuzzy thought that if he were more with it heâd probably feel incredibly awkward, sat in El and Peterâs bed while they hovered over him. As it was, he only felt exhausted. He sat quietly until the thermometer beeped, letting El take it back and watching her expression darken at the readout.
â103, Neal? Lie down, now please. Hon, will you get a wet washcloth?â
Peter nodded and disappeared into the ensuite. El offered a hand and helped Neal stand so she could pull back the covers, gesturing for Neal to get in. He did so, his body feeling so heavy he basically just fell in, letting his eyes close while Elizabeth adjusted the blankets around him.
Peter returned, handing off the washcloth for El to place it gently across his CIâs burning forehead. Neal groaned quietly, but didnât open his eyes, and his breathing seemed to slow and relax. Peter and El shared a look before creeping out of the room, closing the door most of the way.
âOh, shit,â El said in a low voice, âI didnât give him any fever reducers.â
âItâs okay, letâs just let him sleep,â Peter responded, âIf it hasnât gone down in a couple hours, then we drug him.â
El gave an amused smile, though worry still dominated her soft features.
âOkay,â she sighed, then stretched up to kiss her husband. âCome on, letâs have some lunch.â
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sooo iâve had this 90% written for like two years at this point, and iâm finally satisfied enough to post it. this is part 1, more will come almost immediately i just wanted to break it up a bit. enjoy!!
Thursday
Peterâs team was a tight knit group, almost a family. It was honestly one of the things Neal loved most about his job, even if their closeness sometimes led to less than stellar situations.
When Diana had sneezed once in the elevator down to the van, she quickly brushed it off as nothing.
It was more than nothing now, if the sudden blessings from Peter ringing in his earpiece were any indication.
âGesundheit.â A long pause. Neal was barely paying attention to the store he was meant to be casing, straining to hear the conversation going on in the van.
âYeah, we can handle this. Go home.â
Looking out the window across the street, Neal smirked as he watched Diana hop out the back of the van. She got a few steps away before clearly bending with the force of a sneeze caught into her cupped hands.
As he watched her sneeze again before walking away, he felt a brief sympathetic itch in his nose. He gave it a firm rub, taking a deep breath and getting back into character as George Price.
The rest of the day was uneventful, though after dinner there was a scratchiness lingering in his throat that several cups of water didnât wash away. He went to bed early, hoping to stomp any buds of illness before they took root.
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Friday
Neal woke up feeling like he hadnât slept at all. His head and throat ached, and when he tried to draw a breath it whistled stuffily through his nostrils, sending a tickle cascading through them.
âHihâkSSH!â He caught the quiet sneeze in his folded fingers with practiced precision, then pinched his nose against the lingering irritation.
Standing felt like a monumental task, but once he was up Neal was pleasantly surprised to see he didnât look half as bad as he felt, maybe a touch pale.
Getting dressed actually made him feel somewhat better, more alert at least, even though his collar and tie felt slightly suffocating against his sore throat. He downed a glass of water, not finding any appetite for breakfast, and headed to the office.
Stepping off the elevator, Neal noted Diana was nowhere in sight, still out for the count then. He tried to sniff inconspicuously, fighting with the growing itch in his nose. His cause wasnât helped when he saw Jones turn away from his desk and into his elbow, mostly muffling a violent sneeze.
âHWRRFSSSH!â
âNot you too,â Neal offered as he approached with a sympathetic smirk, willing his own nose not to betray him.
Jones brushed him off with a flick of his hand. âIâll be alright, we need the manpower on this case. I told Peter Iâd go home if I needed to.â
Neal just nodded, turning back to go to his own desk, scrubbing briefly at his nose.
By the time Jones went home a few hours later, coughing often enough to agree he was distracting more than helping, Neal was barely holding on to his veneer of health.
An uncomfortable, itchy fullness consumed his nose, and his whole body was starting to ache. His head was swimming, and he wondered if he wasnât getting feverish. He still wasnât looking too bad, from his brief assessments in the bathroom mirror when he hid there to blow his nose. He pointedly avoided Peter anyway, determined to stay undetected and on the case after theyâd lost two agents already.
He made it through the day apparently without raising Peterâs suspicion. He was immensely grateful it had been a stay in the office, pore over paperwork kind of day, as he had zero energy for fieldwork and suspected his voice would give him away before long. With that in mind he kept his goodbye to Peter as short as possible, turning down a ride home and leaving as fast as he could still make seem casual.
His nose started to drip and itch in the stuffy elevator, and he cursed the fact there were other people riding with him, or he would have let himself sneeze. As it was he held it back, pressing his tongue to the roof of his mouth and taking shallow, careful breaths. When the doors finally opened, he rushed to get out of the building, where the cold sting of fresh air and the holding back combined to overwhelm him. His face fell into his steepled hands as a mess of overdue sneezes forced their way out.
âhehâTSsh! huhâtTCH! hHâPSSch! -tSSch! -kSSChh! hHâESCHSschuh!â
Thoroughly disgusted and embarrassed, Neal reluctantly tugged his silk pocket square from its place, wiping his moistened hands and upper lip before shoving it in his back pocket and striding away. Luckily, it seemed like all the FBI agents streaming out the doors were far more interested in getting home than paying any mind to Nealâs display.
***
Getting home took any remaining wind out of Nealâs sails, and finally walking through Juneâs door was an enormous relief. He hurried upstairs, not inclined to share his burgeoning illness with his sweet landlady.
Once in his apartment, Neal took off his shoes and tie as fast as he could as he beelined for his bed. As he disrobed the rest of the way, a glance in the mirror told him he was definitely looking worse for wear now. He pointedly averted his gaze and collapsed into bed, not caring that it wasnât even 6pm.
Sleep came quickly with the promising thought that he had nothing to do for the weekend, he could just sleep this sickness away.
***
Saturday
It was especially upsetting, then, when Neal woke with a start to the shrill tone of his phone ringing. Grabbing at it, he blearily made out Peterâs name and the time: 9:13am. He groaned and answered it.
âHm?â His voice was strained and hoarse, he fought the urge to cough.
By contrast, Peterâs voice sounded strong and clear. âNeal. Sorry if I woke you, but itâs important. I just got word that our suspect is attending a brunch downtown. If we catch him there, we just might be able to close this case early. But weâd have to send you in. Are you game?â
Neal rubbed at his eyes with his free hand, weighing his options. He felt much worse than he had yesterday, head heavy and nose completely blocked, almost definitely feverish. But the idea of finishing the case early and the subtle trill of excitement in Peterâs voice made him push it all aside.
He covered the mic on the phone for a second, clearing his throat forcefully.
âIâm game.â
âGreat.â Neal could hear the smile in Peterâs voice and couldnât help but smirk himself. âItâs not too far from you, Cafe Lune, meet me there at 10.â
âOk.â Neal hung up without another word, suddenly unable to hold back a couplet of itchy sneezes.
âhihâTSSChh! -kâtSSCH! UhhâŠâ
Reluctantly he slid out of bed and immediately found himself freezing. He shivered his way to the shower, and though the hot water felt amazing at first, after just a couple minutes he started to get lightheaded. Even after getting out and drying off, the dizzy, overheated feeling followed him, and he started to sweat as he buttoned his shirt and pulled on his slacks.
After getting dressed and forcing down a slice of toast, Neal felt⊠just as awful as before. The shower had cleared his breathing somewhat, but outwardly he looked a mess. Shadows hung under his eyes, his cheeks were flushed, and despite all his effort, he just couldnât hold himself with the same casual confidence that was usually second nature to him.
A brief look at his watch had Neal sighing, tightening his tie, and setting out for the cafe.
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shielding
prompt: human shield
whumpee: neal caffrey
fandom: white collar
here you go anon! sorry it took me a hot minute but iâm finally on break and free to write :) this fic is set around s2 or 3 probably. hope you enjoy!
Honestly, he doesnât even think about it. Their suspect lunges at Peter with a knife in his hand and every molecule in Nealâs body jolts into action at once and heâs moving before he even reaches the conscious decision to move. He jumps in front of Peter, pushing him aside with enough force to send him to the floor, nearly falling over himself. Thereâs a piercing hot pain in his shoulder, but it really doesnât hurt that much, heâs fine, which is a shock, to be honest, but -
Oh. Thereâs the pain.Â
He drops to his knees, reaching up to grab onto the knife still protruding from his body and pull it out, because thatâll help, right? He needs to make this stop hurting. Itâs an overwhelming pain, red and hot and too much, and he needs to focus because Peter is still here and so is the suspect, surely, and that means Peterâs still in danger but he canât do anything about any of that because of how much this hurts, so he has to make it stop. His fist closes around the handle of the knife and he shuts his eyes, preparing to pull it out.Â
And then another hand wraps around his and pries his fingers away from the handle, jostling the knife a bit in the process. He cries out and his body instinctively tries to curl up around his injury, but instead he finds himself being guided down to lie flat on the ground, which is nice and cool in contrast to the burning hot pain.Â
âNeal? Can you open your eyes, please?â
Peter - thatâs Peterâs voice. He opens his eyes and his mouth, says, âwhereâs -â and then has to stop talking because that is taking up way too much energy.Â
Somehow Peter understands what he means anyway, because he replies, âhe ran. Iâve notified the FBI. Weâll have him by the end of the day.â
âChaseâŠhim?â Neal asks, feeling that his question is somewhat lacking in substance.Â
âI couldnât,â Peter replies, removing his jacket and crumpling it up. âI had just been knocked to the ground and, much more importantly, he stabbed you.â
Neal canât quite work out what Peter means by that particular statement - why should him getting stabbed mean that Peter canât chase after the bad guy? - but he isnât given any time to think about this. Peter presses his jacket carefully around the knife, pushing down firmly, and the pain spikes so intensely that Nealâs vision turns white. He screams - though itâs entirely possible heâs only screaming in his head, he really doesnât know - but the pain doesnât go away, it builds and builds and he knows he canât make it stop but it needs to stop, it hurts and he thinks he might pass out and he knows that canât be good but on the other hand if he passes out he wonât be in pain anymore but -Â
His hand. Thereâs something touching his hand - holding his hand, so tightly itâs almost painful, tightly enough to ground him to the Earth. The pain in his shoulder recedes by the smallest amount, the whiteness retreats to the edges of his vision, and he returns the grip that Peter has on his hand, fingers digging in so tightly that it must hurt. Sure enough, he hears Peter take in a sharp breath, but despite this he lets Neal keep holding on.Â
âDonât you ever do this again,â Peter says, after a beat of silence, and it takes Neal a very long time to work out what he means. âIâm the FBI agent here, not you. Iâm the one thatâs supposed to protect you, not the other way around.â
Neal would ask if Peterâs jealous that he got to do Peterâs job this time, but he doubts he can actually form the sentence, and anyway, Peterâs tone suggests that joking is probably not the way to go at the moment. He settles for a nod, short and jerky against the hard concrete beneath him.Â
âNot that I donât appreciate you risking your life for me, but that is not your job and I cannot ask for it to be.â
You donât have to ask, Neal thinks, but since he canât actually say anything, Peter continues talking. âSo do not do anything like this again. I canât - Iâm not going to lose you because you took a hit that was meant for me, you understand?â
Neal manages another nod, which he hopes doesnât look as fake as it feels. Because heâs not just going to sit back and let Peter - let alone anyone, for that matter, but Peter especially - get hurt while he is able to do something about it. He just canât do that, not now, not anymore.Â
Heâs about to try and say something to this effect when an especially bad spike of pain radiates through his shoulder, and he must black out for a second because when he opens his eyes heâs moving and there are other people around and he canât see Peter, which freaks him out for a second, but then he stops moving - heâs pretty sure heâs in an ambulance now - and Peterâs right there. Their eyes meet and Peter smiles, stressed and anxious but genuine. âYouâre going to be fine,â he says, and the statement is so simple but Peter sounds so certain that Neal believes him completely. âBut donât think weâre done talking aboutâŠthis.â
Neal nods yet again, in response to both of Peterâs statements - he knows heâs going to be okay, and he also knows that thereâs no way Peter will let him off easy for this. He can feel himself starting to drift off, courtesy of whatever drugs the EMTs have given him, and he uses his last bit of remaining energy to finally actually say something before he falls asleep. âI know youâre upset. ButâŠfor the record, Iâm glad I did it.âÂ
Heâs asleep before he can hear Peterâs response.
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Fictober 2021, #20
Prompt: Thatâs What Iâm Known For
Fandom: White Collar
Pairings: Gen
Warnings: N/A
Deep down, Neal had known that this was dangerous. No, wrong word â if course he had known this was dangerous; any work like theirs was, with so much money involved.
Still, it had seemed easy enough in the beginning â just another arms dealer who had decided that it was much easier and seemingly legal to be paid in paintings, and there was that Turner had been rumoured to make the roundsâŠ
Of course they had to check this out.
In this case, Peter had decided that he would play the part of Thomas Cushing, investment banker with a history of wrongdoings, while Neal was his âart guyâ as he had put it, the one who could verify originals at a glance.
To be fair, it was far from incorrect, and so he had agreed.
And even so, he had had a bad feeling. There was something about the bad guy of the week â Tobias Kent â that had reminded him of Keller from the start, and if that wasnât a sign that something might go wrong, he didnât know what was.
But there was the anklet on his leg, and he had his duties, and furthermore, he was most definitely not allowing Peter to go there alone.
And so here they were. Kent was busy inspecting the hand grenade that the FBI had handed them, since the contraband they were stoking was still enough to make any conman want to weep.
âAnd you say you have about five hundred of these?â
âAnd all in best condition, of courseâ he said simply. âNow, what about your end of the bargain?â
âI assume this is your expert?â He studied Neal and raised an eyebrow. âSince I highly doubt heâs your body guard.â
âI can look after myselfâ Peter said smoothly.
âI donât doubt it. Now, here it isâŠâ
Neal immediately saw that it was real. This brush work⊠no one else could have done this, no one could have imitated it. Not even Neal himself. Not that he went in for forgery, these days. Too risky, especially since Peter would have suspected him immediately.
But he had to put on a show, so he did just that, tilting his hat to the side and leaning over the painting.
âLooks goodâ Peter supplied, playing ignorant even though Neal could tell he, too, had figured out that it was real. âWat do you say, Nick?â
Kent threw them a glance and Neal resisted the urge to roll his eyes. With Peter having his back at all times, this latest crook was far from the first to assume that there was more between them. Well, let him speculate â it could only be good for them if he was distracted.
And so, he made a bit of a show of it, muttering nonsense to himself that sounded real enough and eventually stood up straight. âItâs real.â
âI do hope you didnât suspect me of foul play.â
âJust making sure, Mr. Kentâ Peter said simply.
âOh. You mean like with your little friends listening in from the van outside?â
Nealâs blood ran cold.
âI donât know what you ââ
âOh, I think you do, Agent Burke. Or should we remind him, Mr. Caffrey?â He grinned at them. âRather strong of you to assume that you wouldnât be known by now.â
Neal met Peterâs eyes as three guns were pointed at them. That was the problem â such criminals always had more than one goon with them while they were on their own. Yes, Diana and Jones were in the van, but they couldnât risk doing anything if they didnât want them to get hurt.
Well, it seemed like he would have to distract them.
And so, he blinked, once, twice, in rapid succession and snatched the painting. âIn that case, you better catch me.â
And he darted out of the room.
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Five minutes later, him having chased two of the goons around the building, he heard Peter, âNeal? You can come out now!â
Heâd actually found refuge in an elevator shaft and quickly pried the doors back open.
âThere you areâ.
âYepâ he handed him the painting. âCareful with that ââ
Peter shook his head. âTold them you hadnât legged it.â
Until now, it hadnât occurred to Neal that he actually would have tried to do so. But that would have meant leaving Peter behind. And that was unthinkable.
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âWell, it could have gone better, but we got him alrightâ Peter summarized their day with his usual sang-froid that evening, turning off the lamp on his desk.
âThanks for trusting meâ Neal said, without really meaning to, but he couldnât help it â it would have been so easy to assume that he was actually trying to get away with the painting. Most agents would have thought so, he was sure.
âOf course, Nealâ Peter shrugged, getting up, âThatâs what Iâm know for around here, after all.â
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Part One - Frankie
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Lori: You're awake.
Frankie: Hm.
Lori: I think weâre almost there, I can see a town up ahead.
Frankie: Hm.
Lori: Look, youâre mad at me, I get it. But can we please justâ
[BANG]
Frankie: Did we hit something?
Lori: Iâm not sure, but something doesn't feel right.
Lori: ⊠Crap.
Frankie: So⊠what do we do now?
Lori: Um, Iâm not sure. But we could probably walk to town from here.
Frankie: What, seriously?
Lori: Come on. Itâs not that far.
âŠ
Lori: What I was trying to say earlier is that Iâm sorry. I know this feels unfair, and you donât understand why we leftâ
Frankie: Can we please not talk about this right now?
Lori: Fine, I give up.
Frankie: Thank you!
âŠ
Lori: Oh thank God, someoneâs coming. Maybe they can help us.
Neal: Strange place to be out for a stroll.
Lori: Weâre trying to get to Oasis Springs, but our car broke down. Any chance you could give us a ride?
Neal: Well, the bad news is that you're nowhere near Oasis Springs. Up there is a town called Strangerville. But the good news is that I happen to be their only mechanic.
Neal: Tell you what. Iâll give you a ride into town to get your bearings and whatnot, then Iâll come bring your car in later. How does that sound?
Frankie: Momâ
Lori: That would be great, thank you!
Lori: Come on, Frankie. Whereâs your sense of adventure?
#hello first post is here#sorry it is SO long it took me forever to put together#i will not be doing that again#sims 4#sims 4 story#ts4#ts4 story#sims story#pla#frankie mitchell#lori mitchell#neal pries
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                         LES 3 COOPER
    DERNIERS FEUX
Gary rentra enfin chez lui au printemps 1954. En juillet, Rocky et Maria prenaient le mĂȘme chemin. Maria avait dix-sept ans. CâĂ©tait une jeune fille Ă la beautĂ© exceptionnelle qui avait pris Ă chacun de ses parents ce quâils avaient de mieux. Elle Ă©tait vive, intelligente et dĂ©jĂ trĂšs raffinĂ©e dans son maintien mais sans affectation. On comprend que son pĂšre en ressente une immense fiertĂ©. Les Cooper firent construire une nouvelle maison dans un des plus beaux endroits de lâouest rĂ©sidentiel de Los Angeles, Holmby Hills. AprĂšs quâils y emmĂ©nagĂšrent, Gary et Rocky redevinrent heureux, plus heureux encore quâavant. Pour son entourage, il ne fait aucun doute que mĂȘme aux heures les plus intenses de sa liaison avec Patricia Neal, Gary ne cessa jamais de considĂ©rer son Ă©pouse et sa fille comme les deux piliers rassurants et stables de son existence, les deux seules femmes rĂ©ellement essentielles Ă sa vie.
Câest James Stewart incontestablement le meilleur ami de Gary, qui a souvent dit que ses derniĂšres annĂ©es avaient Ă©tĂ© ses meilleures : « Parce que câest Ă ce moment-lĂ quâil sâest rendu compte combien il aimait Rocky. Tout au dĂ©but de leur mariage, ils en arrivaient Ă se neutraliser mutuellement. Ce qui les a sauvĂ©s, câest leur sĂ©paration qui leur a permis de se rĂ©orienter, de se remettre les idĂ©es en place. Ă partir du moment oĂč ils sont revenus ensemble, Gary et Rocky ont pleinement apprĂ©ciĂ© tout ce qui les rapprochait. Gary avait toujours adorĂ© Maria bien plus que Rocky. Ă la fin, il aimait Rocky autant, sinon davantage ».Â
#gary cooper#gloria stewart#james stewart#rocky cooper#maria cooper#anthony perkins#coop#gary#cooper#gary-cooper
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Chapter 27: Murder in Storybrooke, Pt 1
Snow awoke to her alarm that morning and groaned, as she smacked the device to make it stop. She heard him chuckle and rolled over, finding him buttoning his shirt and getting ready for work.
"I slept hard...did last night really happen?" she asked. He smiled.
"Which part?" he teased, as he leaned down and kissed her tenderly.
"And yes...we made love again and slept really hard. And yes, Emma is sleeping upstairs," he said. She beamed a smile at that and tugged him down by the collar to kiss him again.
"Early patrol?" she asked.
"YesâŠEmma wants no part of mornings. Good thing I'm a morning person," he replied.
"Mmm...yes you are. More than me, but I better get up and get ready for my shift at the hospital and a mind numbing day of filing," she said.
"Hey...you'll find something else soon that you'll love. I did," he replied.
"Thanks baby, but I love teaching and as long as Regina is in charge, I will not be teaching any classes," he said, as he put his arms around her.
"Then I guess we'll just have to oust her from power again and things are already changing. Pretty soon, people will stop being afraid of her and then she'll lose control. That's when you'll get to go back to doing what you love," he reasoned.
"I hope you're right," she said, as he kissed her again and watched him grab his holster and put it on. She bit her bottom lip.
"What? You like the holster?" he asked, as he clipped his badge onto his belt.
"I do...would you be opposed to wearing it tonight?" she asked playfully. He grinned.
"Sounds kinky," he teased.
"Oh, it's going to be," she replied, as he put his coat on and kissed her again.
"Have a good day," he said.
"You too," she replied, as Wilby came down the stairs after him and went with him. Snow sighed dreamily, before making her way to the shower.
~*~
Wilby trotted alongside David, as he did patrol. As they rounded the corner onto Main Street, he couldn't help but notice the crop of pink poppies in front of the dress shop, so when Wilby whined and then barked, he wondered what was wrong. But he soon found out, as a woman screamed and the owner came running out.
"Deputy...deputy!" she cried, as she surprised him by throwing her arms around him. He quickly pushed her back and held her at arm's length.
"Ms. Blake...what's going on?" he asked.
"There's so much blood!" she cried, as she clung to his arm.
"Blood?" David asked, as worry filled him. She nodded.
"My back room...oh it's so horrible, Deputy!" she cried, as she threw her arms around him again and cried. He sighed and gently pried her away again, before taking his gun out and slowly going into her shop. He approached the back room and peered in. That's when he saw the bloodied body of a young woman on the floor. He holstered his firearm and approached, recognizing her as Tamara, Neal's former fiancé. The knife in her chest was clear and the broken mirror glass alluded to a violent death. He immediately dialed a number and put his phone to his ear.
"Hello?" Emma answered in a groggy voice.
"Sorry to wake you...but we have a body," he said.
"Wha...a body?" she asked, trying to get her bearings.
"Yeah...definitely a homicide," he replied.
"Where are you?" she asked.
"The dress shop...backroom. Ms. Blake came running out of her shop this morning screaming," he explained.
"I'll be right there," she said.
"And Emma...the dead person is Tamara," he revealed. There was silence on the other end for a beat.
"Wow...okay, I'll be right there," she said, as he hung up and proceeded to call the Medical Examiner's office.
After, he did things as he had been trained to, by the book and put up the crime scene tape, which he ran and got from the police cruiser. He then began filling out the report, just as Emma and the Medical Examiner arrived.
"Holy hellâŠ" she uttered.
"Yeah...that was pretty much my reaction," David said, as he recognized the Coroner as Doc.
"We need the knife to dust it for prints," Emma said. Doc nodded and with gloves, he extracted the knife from the body and they bagged it for evidence.
"Who would want to kill Tamara?" Emma asked.
"I don't know...as far as we know, Neal was the only one she really knew in town," David replied.
"Neal didn't do this," Emma insisted.
"I know...but you better tell him before it gets out," David said, as he gestured his head to Sidney Glass, who was at the door taking photos.
"Cover the body," Emma said, as he and Doc put a sheet over her. She glared at Sidney, while she called Neal.
"HeyâŠ" he answered.
"Are you sitting down?" she asked.
"No...should I be?" he asked, with a chuckle.
"Probably," Emma replied.
"Emma...what's going on?" Neal asked.
"It's Tamara...she's dead," Emma revealed. There was dead silence on the other end of the line.
"What?" he asked.
"Yeah...we just found the body in the back room of the dress shop. No details yet...but she was murdered," Emma replied.
"That's insane...who would kill her?" he asked.
"We don't know...but there's a knife. Hopefully, we can pull some prints off it," Emma replied.
"ListenâŠI know you had nothing to do with it, but as her former fianceâŠ" she said, trailing off.
"You need to question me...I get it. I'll meet you at the station," Neal said, as she hung up.
"Do you think you can question Neal? Due to our history, it's probably best if I don't do it," Emma said. David nodded.
"Meanwhile, I'll take this to the lab at the hospital and put a rush on it," Emma replied. He nodded, as the coroner's assistants loaded the body into his van and it left for the hospital.
"Ms. Blake...do you have cameras in the back room?" David asked.
"NoâŠI'm afraid not. Just in the front of the store," she replied.
"OkayâŠI'll still need you to release that footage from yesterday through now so we can review it," David said.
"Of course...I can get that for you right away," she replied, as her hands shook and she pretended to stumble. David caught her, before she could fall and she looked at him.
"Oh...thank you deputy. I guess I'm just a little shaky from earlier," she replied.
"That's understandable. Here...why don't you sit down and see if you can get me that footage and I'll get you some water. Then I need to take your statement," David said, as he helped her sit down at her desk. She watched him, before she turned on her computer. She would give him what he needed and then pretend to faint, hoping he would ask if he could drive her home. She watched him and then opened her pocket book, eyeing the capped syringe in her purse. Then, one little prick of this needle and he would be at her mercy. But her mood was doused when she saw Snow come into the shop.
"We're closedâŠ" she said sharply.
"OhâŠI'm so sorry. I'm just looking for Deputy Nolan," Snow said.
"Well...he's helping me and working a case. This is a crime scene," Narcissa snapped.
"It's okay, Ms. Blake," David said, as he approached the raven haired beauty and both completely missed her murderous stare, as he gently pulled her aside.
"Hey...is everything okay?" he asked. She nodded.
"I just heard about the murder," she replied.
"Wow...news travels fast," he said.
"Sidney went straight to the television station after this and made the report on air," Snow replied.
"No doubt at Regina's insistence. It's just like her to fuel the fear with this," he said.
"You're right...Sidney already suggested we may have a murderer at large," she said, as she clung to him.
"Great...thanks for telling me," he said, as he pecked her on the lips.
"I could have called...but I decided to come in person. I guess I just needed to see you for myself," Snow said. He smiled and gave her another kiss, this one longer and tender.
"I'm fine...but I like that you worry about me," he said, smiling at her.
"You're my world...you and Emma. Where is she?" Snow asked curiously.
"She went to the hospital to take the knife to the lab. She wants it dusted for prints and a rush put on it," he replied.
"Do we have any idea who would want to kill Tamara?" Snow asked.
"No idea. Neal is the only one that really knew her...and we know he didn't do this. He seemed actually relieved that they were over," David replied. Snow smirked.
"That's because Neal still has feelings for our daughter," she said.
"YeahâŠI'd rather not talk about that," he muttered. She smirked again.
"Mmm...but it's true," she said, as he hugged her against his side.
"Deputy...I have that footage you asked for," Narcissa interrupted. He nodded and took the flash drive from her and she made sure her hand brushed his. Her plan was not going to work with her meddlesome niece here though. Oh how she hated her. But her plan was still in motion and soon, Snow White's nightmare would begin when her daughter's fingerprints came back as the ones on that knife.
"Thank you, Ms. Blake. I can take your statement now, if you're ready," he said. She nodded.
"I'd rather not do so with an audience. You understand," she said shortly, as she looked at Snow. The other woman nodded and she glared at them, as they shared another kiss.
"I have to get to work anyway...I'll see you at home later," she said. He smiled.
"I love you," he said, making her smile.
"I love you too," she replied, as she left the shop and he turned his attention back to Narcissa, who's scowl was immediately replaced with a fake smile.
"You certainly seem smitten with that little pixie," she mentioned. David smiled.
"She's the love of my life," he said, as he proceeded to take her statement and Narcissa answered his questions, all while thinking about the moment her life was ruined by her perfect niece.
~*~
Many Years Ago
Narcissa screamed in horror, as she materialized in her new prison. It was a barren land, filled with thousands of mirrors. She walked around and learned that she could see any number of scenes through her mirror. She snarled, as she saw her sister, the woman that had put her here, and the reason in her arms.
"How could you, Eva? How could you do this to me!?" Narcissa screamed.
"It is not surprising...you tried to kill her child, after all," a familiar voice said.
"YouâŠ" she uttered, as she stared at the floating, gray faced entity that had appeared to her for years in her mirror.
"What are you? Why are you here?" she demanded to know.
"This is the mirror realm...my realm. A mirror to every world and realm, beyond your imagination. I see everything...and can do nothing but watch," he said.
"There must be a way out!" she insisted.
"Oh no...there is no way out, unless someone breaks your mirror," he said.
"Then I will make someone find it and break it!" she insisted. He chuckled.
"No...only I can speak to those I choose. You can only look upon the world now and watch it go by without you," he said.
"Fear not though, your niece is the fairest in all the lands and will grow into a beautiful, young woman. She will be a hero to many and a champion of all that is good and just," he continued.
"She is the reason I am here!" Narcissa hissed.
"She will find true love...you could have been a part of her great life, but you chose this instead. Pity," he said, clearly mocking her.
"Oh, I will find a way out of here and when I do...I will make her pay!" Narcissa promised.
#Snowing#SnowxCharming#Charming family#AU#Emma Swan#Neal Cassidy#Regina Mills#Henry Mills#Rumplestiltskin#OC villain#romance#adventure#drama#family#Clarity#A 7:15 AM AU
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CS ff:Â âWalking the Tightropeâ (Chapter 8/10) (au)
Summary: Killianâs daily routines are a matter of habit. When he wakes up late one morning, his routines all change for the better. Emma doesnât care about routines, but she does care about Killian, no matter how reluctant she is to admit it to herself.
Rating: E (the content warnings matter this time!)
Content Warnings:Â Please be aware that this chapter discusses professor/student relations in the past, non-consensual pictures in the past, and some present, consensual, loving, and happy sexual relations. Gotta find a balance somehow. (This chapter also nicknamed "The One where Sarah calls out a shitty storyline from FRIENDS.)
A Special Thank You: My continued gratitude to my lovely friends, @captainstudmuffin and @phiralovesloki. And a heap of love to @captainswanbigbang for putting this together and helping me accomplish this.
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Chapter 8: Unearthed
It takes time, but they both manage to get out some of the difficult parts of their pasts. Emma tells Killian snippets of her former relationships, including why she ran from Henry the first time she saw him. Grahamâs story is kept brief, Walsh is brushed off as a bad experience. Killian is patient about it, holding her hand and listening closely. She can see the questions forming behind his eyes, but he never pushes for more info than sheâs willing to share.Â
Heâs hiding bits of his own past, too. Heâs very open about the accident that took his hand, how he grew up in Liamâs shadow but preferred it that way, and his strong passions for fiction and poetry. But when it comes to information about his time in university, she sees the way his shoulders tense. Thereâs a lack of enthusiasm when he speaks of his masterâs studies. Sheâs seen the picture of him at graduation that sits in his office. She knows thereâs more to the story.Â
Theyâre watching television one night, background noise as he works on some edits. With the money they got for upgrades, Emma purchased a shiny new laptop, one specifically loaded with the software to digitize the townâs records, and so they work on their own stuff together.Â
Something on the screen that neither of them are glued to must catch his attention, however. Itâs a rerun, something that used to be popular but has now reached syndication and thus plays on every channel when thereâs downtime. Itâs something Emmaâs seen enough times that she knows the general storyline without really even paying attention. Itâs the one where a professor starts a relationship with a student.Â
While sheâs mostly tuning it out, it seems Killian is finally tuning in, and she looks up as he lurches for her television remote and hits the power button. His breathing is visibly quicker than it should be. Even when the screen goes dark, thereâs a tension around his eyes she has never seen before.Â
âYou okay?â she asks, mostly because sheâs not sure he remembers sheâs there right now.
He shakes himself a little bit, brushing off the moment for all she can tell, before he turns to her. âHate this show,â he responds.Â
âItâs been on for the last hour.â
As he focuses on her face, she can see the moment he sheds whatever was trying to creep up on him. âI was pretty deep in my work. I do apologize, love.â Heâs lying, but sheâs willing to let it go if itâs something from his past that he doesnât want to talk about.Â
âHey, no worries.â She reaches out, squeezing his bicep once for comfort. âYou want coffee? Tea?â
âIâll get it. What would you like?â
âSurprise me,â she says, knowing that heâll bring back the hot chocolate he knows she loves.Â
By the time he returns, the tightness on his face has eased up a bit, but itâs replaced with something she would call contemplation. âSwan, I want to tell you a little piece of my past, but I hope you wonât judge me too hard or let it change the way you feel about me.â
âA little ominous, but okay. Go for it.â
âBack in university, I was involved with one of my professors.â
Emma takes a moment to let it absorb, trying not to flinch or let her facial expressions change at all. Itâs his past, and she knows just as well that those moments shouldnât define the current moment.Â
âTell me about it?â
âAs you know, Liam convinced me to enroll in university as a way to pull me out of my slump after I lost my hand. He helped find out if I could take my classes online since I wasnât ready to go out into the world.â
Emma reaches over, closing her fingers over the hook attachment he has on today. Itâs become second nature, but sometimes she wants to tell him without words that she accepts him for who he is and this is one of those moments.
âEventually, I was comfortable going to classes on campus. I was engrossed in all things to do with writing and literature and editing, and knew thatâs the direction I wanted to take. And then I met Milah, one of the professors for a professional writing class. And she was just that for a while, and then when I entered into my masterâs studies, we sort ofâŠcrossed the boundaries when she was helping me with a project.â
âMilah was married, is married, though they are separated. Her husband, some wealthy bastard, agreed that if she was discreet that they could see other people. He wasnât anticipating that she would take up with a student, former or otherwise.
âWhat did he do?â
âThreatened to expose the affair to the university. Milah wouldâve been fired. I wouldâve likely been expelled. He said he would divorce her and cut her off from his wealth. He only agreed to back off when Milah and I split and I filed to finish my masterâs online, much as I began the whole journey.â
âWas the money that important to her?â Itâs the question that hits; she can tell immediately.
He grimaces before answering. âShe liked to pretend it wasnât. Painted herself as a free spirit that didnât need wealth. But it didnât stop her from walking away from me like it meant nothing.â
Without even prodding, Emma can see that the story isnât done. She adjusts her grip on him and waits for him to continue.
âI almost didnât finish my degree after that. I started drinking heavily every chance I got. Took Liam a couple weeks to figure out what was going on, pried out what had happened, and then intervened. Heâs the only reason I still completed my coursework.â
âHe sounds like a good brother.â
âRight pain in the arse, but yes, he is.âÂ
âYou really loved her?â
âAye. Sheâs the only person outside my own family that I ever professed my love for.â Heâs quiet for a moment before meeting her eyes once more. âHave you ever been in love, Swan?â
âMaybe I thought I was, once,â she admits. Mostly, she realizes that the feelings she thought she had for Neal and the ones she told Walsh she had were nothing compared to the way Killian makes her feel. âThanks for sharing all of this with me.â
âI figured you should know,â he tells her, simple as that.Â
When Friday rolls around, sheâs all set to join her boyfriend and friends in public. Normally, Emma would be one of the first to ditch out on work and get to their usual spot in the bar, but tonight sheâs working with Belle to relabel and organize their filing system. Previously, their idea of âorderlyâ bordered on chaos, and they had trouble keeping track of just about everything. Along with the digital system, they decided to reconfigure the physical records as well.Â
Theyâre in the process of fixing the system when Emmaâs email account dings, and she glances at it briefly to make sure itâs nothing important before they get back to work.
What she finds, instead, is a message with a link to a website. Normally, she would write this off as a spam account, but thereâs no fill-in-the-blank recipient. Thereâs no lead-up to the message at all. Just the words written below a link: Youâll have to trust me. Type in code 92574. Check Maine.
With a heavy amount of trepidation, Emma clicks the link and follows the instructions. Her brows furrow as she tries to process what sheâs looking at, but it appears to be some kind of personal page, with links to the fifty states. Finding Maine in the list, she clicks it, and almost immediately drops her phone as if burned.
âOh my fucking god,â she mutters, her vision blurring around the edges.
âEmma is - oh! Oh my goodness!â Belle immediately backs away from the glance sheâs just stolen at Emmaâs unlocked phone on her desk, looking back at Emma with horror and surprise in her eyes. âWhatâŠ. What is all that?â
âSomething I was told was destroyed a long time ago,â Emma says, her voice shaking and her body feeling heavy and weak all at once. âCan you drive stick?â Her phone finally goes dark and auto-locks, and sheâs honestly not sure if she can feel her face right now.
âIâll text Will and let him know weâre on our way.â
-x- December 13: Friday
The last few weeks since Thanksgiving have been some of the best in Killianâs life. While the project of Henryâs novella is speeding up in momentum and racing towards the end, he and Emma have been taking things at their own pace and enjoying every moment together that they can.
Itâs getting easier for them to talk about their pasts. From their shared lack of parentage to finally breaking the barrier of previous relationships, he knows theyâve both made great strides. Being able to tell her about Milah and not have her go running for the hills was admittedly a huge relief, and he only hopes that sheâll trust him to open up about anything sheâs still holding out.
Normally, when they go out on Fridays, Emma is right by his side when he enters the bar. While Emma is working with Belle, he and Will have gone to the bar early to have their own catch-up until everyone else arrives.Â
They each spend a fair amount of time grousing about work, about late nights and tired eyes and how much they love their jobs despite their words. And they also spend just as much time talking about the women in their lives. Heâs happy to see Will as content as he is. He also knows that, despite the strange and often passive-aggressive friendship between the two of them, Will is happy to see Killian with Emma.
About an hour after they sit down, Will gets a text from Belle saying that the two women are on their way. They each share a look, automatically noticing that something feels off, but unable to tell what. That sensation is amplified by the look on Belleâs face when she arrives with Emma not far behind.
Thereâs a tightness around her eyes that Killian has never seen the soft-spoken woman have before. Emma is just behind her, with her arms crossed over her chest and a look that he would best describe as being a cross between solemn and murderous. Only his girlfriend could manage that combination of expressions.Â
âAll right, Swan?â
âNo. Not all right. Can uh, can we go back to my place?â
âSure. Let me just -â
âIâve got the tab. Go on,â Will says, his thick eyebrows drawn together.Â
The Bug is waiting for them when they get out, still running. Clearly, she hadnât intended on spending long inside whether he was coming with her or not.
Theyâre silent on the drive back to her place, and even while they make the trek up to her loft. Sheâs quiet as she unwraps her scarf and kicks off her boots, all with deliberate and jerky movements.Â
âI have to kind of process through something,â she says, her voice thick with a myriad of emotions. âI donât wanna talk. I donât really want to do anything at all. But will you stay with me?â
âIâm here as long as youâll have me. Whatever you need,â he tells her, making sure to catch her eyes so she knows heâs being honest.Â
Wordlessly, she locks the door before she leads him upstairs.Â
While Killian is normally the one with the carefully crafted routines - which, admittedly, have taken a backseat to finally relaxing and enjoying his time here in Storybrooke - there are certain things that Emma does every morning and every night as far as her own rituals command. He has never seen her go straight to her room without carefully scrubbing her face and teeth and removing her contacts.Â
Usually, she also takes that time to braid her hair to keep it from tangling too much while she sleeps, but tonight she leaves it hanging free, and heâs surprised when she only shucks off her clothes and pulls on a t-shirt before climbing into her bed.Â
Following suit, Killian removes his clothes and quickly folds them, leaving them on the cedar chest by the bottom of her bed as he usually does when he stays over before he climbs under the covers. Immediately, Emma is shifting until sheâs pressed against him, her ear over his heart and her arm wrapped tightly around his midsection.Â
âYou wonât leave?â
âOnly if you tell me to,â he admits, hoping that itâs what she needs to hear. Her grip only tightens, and he decides to stay awake as long as he can to make sure sheâs all right.Â
He must doze off because he wakes again to Emmaâs lips pressed against his, her hand sliding into his boxers to stroke him awake. As soon as heâs aware of it, heâs kissing her back, helping her push down his boxers before she hastily rips off her own underwear and finds a condom. This is not how they usually have sex - he recognizes it immediately - but even as he hesitates, he hears her whispers.
âPlease - I know, please, I just needâŠâ
He responds by pulling her closer, kissing her as hard as she was kissing him to let her know heâs on board. She slides on top of him, gripping his hand like a lifeline and rocking against him as if itâs her one salvation. He can feel the panic and anger with each move of her hips above him and he just holds on, hopes she can feel the reassurance radiating from him, hopes she feels that heâs an anchor she can trust - that heâll be with her no matter what this all means.
When theyâre both sated, she collapses onto his chest, and to his surprise he feels the quiet sobs wracking through her body a few heartbeats later. She only really cries when sheâs angry - she admitted as much to him some time ago when they were trying to decipher the use of pathos in commercials. He wraps his arms around her, running his hand soothingly over the small of her back and whispering anything he thinks may bring her back to him.
âIâm sorry,â she finally says, her voice hoarse. âIâm sorry that wasnât⊠I basically just used you to fuck away my anger and thatâs notâŠâ
âSwan,â he says quietly, releasing his hold on her so he can coax her to look at him. âNo apologies necessary, love.âÂ
With hasty swipes, she dries her face. âIâm just so mad right now.â
âWill you tell me what about?â
âJust⊠give me a couple more minutes,â she says, sliding off of him and climbing off the bed. He hears her footsteps retreating down the stairs and the door to the lavatory close.Â
He takes a deep breath, pushing himself to sit up, turning on the light beside her bed and grabbing a couple tissues to clean himself up. He slips his boxers back up while heâs at it before sliding between the sheets again.Â
When she returns to her bedroom, her hair is tied up and her robe is wrapped around her like body armor. She mustâve used the time to scrub the last of her makeup off, as well, and his heart stutters a beat to see her looking so down but still so beautiful. She climbs up, sitting next to him at the head of the bed with her legs crossed at the ankles.Â
Heâs watching her carefully, trying to not pressure her to talk but wishing she would say anything at this point, as the silence is slowly pressing in around them.Â
âMy last ex was the absolute worst,â she finally starts, fingers fiddling with the ties on her robe. âWorse than Neal, obviously. And worse than I ever thought he was when I found him cheating on me the day that Ruth died.â
Heâs quiet, understanding that now is not the time for empty condolences for either incident. Instead, he reaches out and places his hand on her knee.
âHe was a shitty antiques dealer down in Boston, never wanted to come up here to visit, never wanted to be seen with me, it seemed like. And unfortunately, he kept a lot of mementos from our time together.â
âHow so?â
âYou know how I told you I burned my uniform a couple years ago?â
He nods in response, tilting his head and wondering just where this could be going. Sheâd told him the beige monster was uncomfortable and unflattering, saying that any photographic evidence of the uniform in question was destroyed along with it.
âWell, I left a tiny part out,â she admits, looking over at him briefly.
âNothing you tell me is going to run me off, Swan. I promise.â
With a bracing breath, she nods, focusing back on her hands in her lap. âI used to wear a uniform. Took it down to Boston with me because I was supposed to go straight to work the day I left his place. And he wanted to see it on. We were joking around and having fun.â She stops, grimacing and visibly willing her face to relax a moment later. âI let him take pictures. He had this fancy photo printer so he had physical copies and deleted them after they were done. At least, thatâs what he swore he did. Just like everything else, it turns out that was a lie.Â
âEmma?â
âHe has a website. A fucking website with all of us.â
âAll of who?â
âEvery girl he fucked in the year that he and I were together, according to the site description. He proposed to me, you know, right before we ended things. I was going to say yes but told him to give me some time. Ruth passed away about a week after he asked me and I drove all the way to Boston because I wanted⊠needed the person that claimed to love me. And he was in the middle of fucking another woman when I walked in the door. I told him to give me the photos before I left while this redhead sat naked on his bed and watched me gather my stuff.â
âAnd you got the physical ones from him?â
âYeah, no surprise he lied about those being the only copies. He kept them in the top drawer of his dresser, so now I have to wonder where the rest are kept. The day after Ruthâs funeral, I burned the uniform - with Davidâs permission and minimal questions asked - and the photos.â
She goes quiet after saying that, not really keen on making eye contact for the moment. Killian takes the opportunity to gather the words he wants to say, trying to find the best order of questions and statements.Â
âYou know that none of this is your fault, right? Nor do I blame you or feel any differently towards you because of your past.â
Emma sniffs at that, a half-hearted attempt at acknowledgement, so Killian leans closer and turns her face to his so he can plant a kiss on her lips.Â
âI mean it, Emma. This is on that wanker, not you at all.âÂ
Her lips thin out for a second, but ultimately she nods and leans forward to give him another kiss.Â
âNow, will you tell me about how you found this all out?â
âI got an email while Belle and I were working on our little project. I figured it was spam at first but it just had this link to a website called âBanging U.S.A.â and some instructions for a passcode and a state. When I clicked, there was a whole lot more of me than I expected to see. He mustâve been taking pictures through the whole thing, since not all of them were ones he printed and showed me later.â
âSo some taken without your knowledge or consent? How much worse can this guy get?â
âOh, it still gets worse. I tried not to click on anything else, but I ended up on the newly launched world edition,â she says with quotes around the words. âWithout really thinking, I clicked on this little British flag and there was the woman I found him with. She was clearly far more into the photography thing than I was.â
âBad, but how is that worse?â
âIn the first three pictures, you can see one of my t-shirts on the dresser. In the others, itâs gone. Which means he went right back to fucking her as soon as I left his place with my stuff.â
âDefinitely worse,â Killain mutters, drawing his hand over his face in disbelief.Â
âAnd we all had subtitles. Hers was the Wicked Witch of the West⊠and my South Pole.â
âOuch.â
âMine was Officer Tie-Me-Down and Fuck-Me-Up.â
âBloody hell, Swan, how much villainy can one man possess?â
âApparently, his cup runneth over.â
âClearly.â They fall silent for a moment, until Emmaâs head tilts over to rest on his shoulder. âAny idea what youâll do about it?â he asks after letting her mull for a moment.
âNo fucking clue.â
He shifts in order to kiss the top of her head, pulling her closer when she pushes her way under his arm. Itâs still hours more before either of them fall asleep again.
-x- December 14: Saturday
When Killian wakes up again, itâs to the sound of Emmaâs voice floating up from down below.
âI know, and Iâm sorry for bailing without letting you know,â she says. âI had something come up.â
With much effort, Killian hauls himself out of the bed, pulling on his undershirt before making his way downstairs.Â
âNo, itâs kind of why I was calling, though. Do you still have that phone number for James?â
Whatever response David must have for that is lengthy and aggravating, judging by the look on Emmaâs face when Killian makes it to the main floor. She looks up and gives him a wan smile, pulling the phone away from her ear long enough to lean up and give him a kiss on the cheek. Daveâs voice is, indeed, squawking out quite the storm from the earpiece, and Killian does nothing more than raise an eyebrow in question before giving her a kiss of his own and moving towards the coffee pot.Â
âWell, when you calm down about that, give me a call back. I need his number and youâll agree with me when I tell you why.â
Her phone clatters to the table but sheâs already moving towards where Killian is standing against the kitchen counter.Â
âGood morning,â she says, leaning up and pulling him down to give him a much warmer, much more thorough kiss.Â
âSame to you. Feeling a little better?â
âMore like a fireâs been lit under my ass and I have a plan. I have to swing by my brotherâs place to harass him about our other asshole brother. Want me to drop you at home?â
âIf it wouldnât be too much trouble, I need to head to the office to finish up the last of the preparations and my notes for the party on Friday.â
âNo trouble at all. Wanna get breakfast along the way?â
âFood and time with my girlfriend? Only a fool would refuse such blessings.âÂ
When they part ways, heâs amazed at the clear change in mindset sheâs gone through in less than twelve hours. Even as she kisses him goodbye, thereâs determination burning in her eyes.Â
-x-
It takes roughly forty minutes of needling David before he finally caves and gives her the phone number James had called from once, on accident, a couple years ago. Sheâs plugging it into her phone and hitting âcallâ before sheâs even halfway out of Davidâs workshop, taking the steps two at a time to get to the first floor.Â
âDonât hang up,â Emma says as soon as James answers.
âEmma?â
âYou mean you actually have my number saved in your phone?â
âIâm sure thatâs surprising but yeah, makes it easier to call you if I need to ask for money.â
âAh, you havenât changed a bit,â Emma responds, rolling her eyes at his words.Â
David reaches for the phone when he gets to the kitchen but Emma bats his hand away.Â
âIâm guessing youâre the one that needs something if youâre calling me.â
âYouâre still in Boston, right?â
âAnd what if I am?â
âYou still have that fancy talent at hacking computers and websites?â
âListen, I havenât done anything wrong. I stopped doing all that ages ago.â
âI donât care if youâre a law-abiding citizen,â Emma snaps. âI need someone who doesnât care about the law.â
âSo the wonder twins need my help because I donât follow the rules?â
âPretty much. I have an ex that needs to be taught a lesson.â
âFine. Come down here next Friday and Iâll see what I can do. If youâll do something for me,â he adds at the very end.
âLike what?â
âWeâll discuss my terms on Friday.â
âI have a partyâŠâ
âOh? You have a party?â His tone is mocking, and Emma swallows back the retort she wants to spit at him.
âFine. Fine. Iâll be there. David is coming with me. You do the job, Iâll repay you however you want me to, and then I never have to see you again.â
âSounds good to me,â James singsongs. âIâll text you the address. See you Friday, little sis.â
âThat guyâs the worst,â Emma snaps when the call ends. âHow is he your fucking twin?â
David just shrugs. âAnd this is why I didnât want you to call him. Are you going to tell me whatâs going on now?â
âYou have to promise you arenât going to have a coronary or something, okay?â
âGo for it. I will⊠do my best.â
She takes a deep breath before she urges him to sit down while she starts to tell him what sheâs just found out.
To give him some credit, he doesnât completely lose it. But he does turn an interesting shade of purple at the news that thereâs a website that has pornographic photographs of his sister. Trying to get around those words is possibly the most mortifying thing sheâs ever been through, until David opens his mouth when sheâs done speaking.
âHas Killian seen this site?â
âGod, David. No. And he wonât if I have anything to do with it. Iâm not going to show my boyfriend pictures of me fucking another guy,â she screeches, standing and stomping over to their coffeemaker to indulge in more caffeine.Â
She doesnât really want to tell James the same news. She doesnât want to tell him more than she absolutely has to, but she also needs the skillset he picked up from being a generally bad person in order to get this chapter of her life wiped from existence.Â
Unfortunately, itâs going to mean missing the one thing she was looking forward to since Killian first told her about it.Â
She stops by his office to see him next, admiring the way he looks when heâs deeply concentrating. She can also see just how much heâs put into decorating his office in the time theyâve been together. She remembers stark walls and an empty desk. Now, his degrees are hanging, along with a few artistic prints of book covers. His desk is similarly fuller, with picture frames and small knick knacks beyond the single one that used to be there.
With one more bracing breath, she prepares to go in. Heâs going to understand, because he already knows whatâs going on, but she hates to disappoint him.
âSwan?â
Sheâs knocked from her idle watching by him softly saying her name.
âEverything all right?â
âYeah,â she says, walking in and shutting the door. She moves around to lean on the edge of his desk right in front of him. âBut I have some bad news. I canât come to the debut on Friday. Thatâs when my creep-o brother can help me out. Iâll have to be in Boston.â
His face falls, the disappointment clear, but his hand reaches out and brushes along hers. âAs much as Iâm sad you wonât be with me, I know itâs for a bigger purpose. Is this evil twin in law? Law enforcement?â
Emmaâs face freezes, realizing that she never shared with him how she planned on having James help her.Â
âOkay, long story short? James is really good at being a bad guy.â
To his credit, Killian listens with full attention as she launches into her plan and doesnât even call her crazy.
âBarring any legal repercussions from this Walsh, I find no fault in this plan.â
âIâm pretty sure with Jamesâ help, I wonât have to worry about him trying to come back at us.â At her reassurances, Killian nods in what she hopes is approval. âShould I let you get back to work?â
Slowly, he eases her off the desk and into his lap. âMaybe in a moment or two?â
Itâs a question, leaving the answer in her court.Â
âIâd be happy if it goes a little longer than a moment,â Emma responds, settling herself fully into his lap and chuckling at the look in his eyes. She pulls her shirt over her head, reaching behind her to unhook her bra.Â
âI like to think weâre making up for all those times weâve been interrupted,â Killian says before sucking a nipple into his mouth.
Straight to the point. Sheâs glad she locked the door when she closed it.
-x-
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Sparking the Pavement :: CS Moto GP AU :: E :: Ch 4
Title: Sparking the Pavement by @artistic-writer Rating: E (itâs time!) Summary: Killian Jones has everything he has ever dreamed of. Â He likes fast bikes and even faster women, that is until almost losing his brother makes him rethink his life choices. Â And then a chance encounter with a blonde bombshell on the race track gives him the chance to change and find love, but as usual, team politics get in the way and for the first time in his life, Killian canât just get what he wants. Â Moto GP racing AU.
AO3 - FF - Ko-Fi
A/N: Ch 4! SMUT TIME! Ahem. Contain your thirst, ladies. Wait, no, donât. This chapter is going to make you realise that you have a new fetish. Just saying ;) Many thanks to @hollyethecurious who agreed to beta this, and to @doodlelolly0910 who regularly listens to me ranting about wanting to write when my fingers donât want to work. And @darkcolinodonorgasm who understands how relevant real-life race rules are :D
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It was odd. When she had agreed to dinner, she was imagining something that had reflected his pay grade, maybe with a candle burning between them and a security guard at the door. She had known what it was like to date a racer and she was sure that they all thrived on the attention they got from fans. Killian Jones was not like Neal, she could tell that as soon as he had opened his mouth, but the picture the media had painted of him was flawed at best. There were women hanging off his arm in every photo, and she expected him to be a bit more confident.
What she didnât expect was for Killian Jones to be a gentleman, in every sense of the word.
He had picked her up, just like he had promised too, on time and with a dashing smile that made her stomach flip into knots. All coherent thought had left her, and the only thing she could focus on was how blue Killianâs eyes were and how warm his hands were on the small of her back as he had led her to his car. He had opened the door for her, kept the conversation light and cheery, and totally ignored the look of confusion on her face when he had driven them to the race track where she has beat him not five hours earlier.
âMay I show you to your table?â Killian offered her his hand after he had opened the passenger door of his car.
âYou may,â Emma nodded, wrapping her fingers around his and allowing him to pull her out of the car. She frowned, looking around the deserted pit lane before turning to Killian once more. âAre we here for a reason? At the track. The track I beat you at.â She gave his hand a playful tug, stopping him from leading her down the pitlane anymore.
âVery funny,â Killian told her with a shake of his head. He turned, the tips of his ears that slight pink hue that Emma had noticed earlier and already enjoyed seeing.
âI can imagine itâs very painful,â Emma teased. âThe memory of her, I mean.â
âAh,â Killian rolled his eyes and tightened his grip on her hand. âAre you enjoying your new bike?â
âSheâs not as fast, but sheâs pretty to look at,â Emma stifled her laugh, letting him lead her further down the pit lane.
It was after dark and Emma felt the flutter of butterflies reappear in her stomach. Killianâs silence made her nervous, but when he turned to give her a quick, rakish grin, she relaxed a little. She was excited, more than she ever had been before, the smell of his aftershave wafting down wind and enticing her after him as he rounded the small corner that led out onto the track.
Killian stopped, turning to face her and blocking her view of the start line behind him. He let go of her hand, something Emma missed instantly, and dipped his head to catch her eye. He smiled, warm and inviting but laced with something Emma had never associated with the man stood before her. Killian Jones was nervous, all of his bravado gone, and she watched the bob of his Adamâs apple as he swallowed.
âYour table,â Killian announced, stepping aside and motioning to what was behind him.
It took Emmaâs breath. Lit by the floodlights over the start line was a small table, draped with a pristine white tablecloth and with two chairs placed opposite each other. There were two huge glass vases each with a deep red candle inside, both lit and casting a soft shadow over the table with their gently flickering flame. Two wine glasses accompanied the cutlery set out beside each plate and a huge bottle of what looked like champagne was chilling in a bucket of ice.
âKillian Jones, this is-,â Emma began, dumbfounded by the effort he had gone to.
âItâs nothing,â Killian assured her with a gentle grip on her bare elbow.
âI-,â Emma stuttered as she advanced on the table before her. It was more than she had ever dreamed of, from anyone, so small and intimate yet with such a personal touch, she almost forgot they were both standing at the start line of the raceway.
âWhy donât you sit down,â Killian offered softly, darting around her to pull out the chair for her.
Emma took his offered hand once more, letting him guide her to the dining table with a smile. She sat, all of the hairs on her arm standing on end when Killian lightly brushed his fingers over her shoulders and brought her back to reality.
âAre you alright, lass?â Killian asked, noticing the way her body shivered under his touch. âAre you cold?â Without waiting for her answer he pulled out a blanket that was hanging over the back of her chair, holding it by the edge and letting it unfold under its own weight. He gave it a shake before wrapping it around her, making sure to tuck it in down her back.
âI never expected this,â Emma said suddenly as she smoothed out a small wrinkle in the table cloth. The material was silky smooth under her fingertips and her eyes darted around, taking in everything set out before her.
âWhat did you expect?â Killian took his place in the seat opposite her and leaned forward until his elbows rested on the table.
âI donât know,â Emma laughed, blinking in disbelief. âI thought-â
âThat I was exactly the man portrayed by the media?â Killian surmised, reaching for the bottle of champagne and giving her a smile. âThat I couldnât win the heart of a pretty lady?â
Emma blushed, her lips ticking up at the corners. âWell, not to bring it up again, but you couldnât win a race, so you know.â Emma licked her lips, her waterproof lipstick staying exactly where it was when she pouted her lips and rolled her eyes sideways.
Killian narrowed his eyes at her playful remark, loving the way her nose wrinkled just a little when she was smiling. He wrapped his hand around the neck of the bottle, ignoring the ice cold glass against his palm, before he pushed the cork with his thumb. It popped, making Emma jump. âI didnât let you win, you know,â he assured her, leaning forward to pour her some champagne. âThat really was all you.â
âI know,â Emma smirked, watching the bubbles in her glass dance up and down. âIâm a great rider.â
âAnd yet, Iâve never heard of you,â Killian teased, lifting his gaze away from his own glass momentarily as he poured.
âHow do you know?â Emma shrugged, reaching for her glass and lifting it to her lips. Her blanket slipped from her shoulders and she saw Killianâs eyes dart to her exposed skin before she took a sip of the alcohol and the tiny bubbles fizzled on her tongue. âYouâve raced Moto2,â she shrugged. âMaybe we crossed paths once.â
âNo,â Killian said vehemently, shaking his head and swallowing the champagne in his mouth. âI would have remembered.â
âWell, you donât even know my name,â Emma suggested sweetly. âSo maybe youâre wrong. Maybe Iâm not worth the effort of all this.â
Killian smirked and rested his glass back onto the table in front of him before leaning back in his chair. Emma watched, the impossibly handsome man getting even more good looking as he changed position and nervously licked his bottom lip before tracing the pink flesh with a single fingertip.
âI would have remembered,â Killian reiterated after a moment's thought. âBecause when you see something so beautiful, youâre changed forever.â He stared at her, his eyes the bluest shade of a thousand seas Emma had ever seen, and she felt her throat go dry and her stomach drop. âYour world is altered in an instant, and you canât go back to before, when it was dull and grey, because the light is where you want to be, with whatever took you there.â He paused, holding her gaze so intently Emma thought he might burn a hole right through her. âSo, despite not knowing your name, love, I feel like this,â he stopped again, motioning to his start line dining table, âis worth the effort. You are worth the effort.â
Emma coughed a little, covering her mouth as she cleared the dryness in her throat. âGood line,â she rasped through another coy smirk. âHow many women have fallen for that Killian Jones charm?â
Undeterred by her bristled response, Killian grinned. âNone so far, but there is a first time for everything.â
âAh,â Emma nodded, not believing him.
âWhat, love?â Killian read her instantly. âYou think between races, parties, sponsors, testing, and my family I have time for dating?â
âYou donât?â Emma pried innocently.
âDid you? When you raced I mean?â Killian pried back.
âStop deflecting my questions back at me,â Emma told him sternly, unable to tear her eyes away from his when he simply stared at her and raised his eyebrow to accompany his playful grin.
âWhy donât you want to talk about your race days?â Killian asked, reaching for his glass once more. Condensation covered his fingertips and he gripped it harder so as not to drop it.
âItâs not a first date kind of story,â Emma said with a sigh. âMaybe after a few more,â she said, downing what was left in her glass. âMaybe after some actual food.â She looked around but there didnât seem to be any food of any sort nearby. She couldnât even smell anything but the stench of burnt rubber and oil, so she looked back to Killian with a questioning expression. âIs there going to be any food here tonight?â
Killian smiled, again humoured by her. âThis is a race track, love, not a restaurant.â
âSo, whereâs the food?â Emma asked him, pulling the blanket around her arms a little tighter. The sun had gone down hours ago, and if she had known she would be sitting out on a track she might have worn something a little less revealing.
âOh, thatâs back at my place,â Killian smirked.
Emma tilted her head to the side and gave him a narrow eyed stare. âPresumptuous much?â
âI donât know what you are expecting, lass,â Killian said innocently, pushing himself to his feet and tucking the chair back under the table. The wooden legs scraped on the asphalt underneath them, but they both ignored it. âBut I am a world class motorbike racer who couldnât just invite anyone back to his home. I mean, what if you were some kind of crazed fan.â
âIâm not.â
âOr someone who had broken into this track compound just to see if they could beat me in a race,â he continued as he approached her with a wry grin.
âI didnât and youâre forgetting I did beat you,â Emma reminded him, pushing herself to her feet. She wobbled slightly when the chair snagged on a rough patch of the track, but Killian was there to right her when she threatened to topple sideways.
âIâm sure I will never forget it, what with how many times you mention it,â Killian smiled at her.
âHad I mentioned it?â Emma frowned, pursing her lips. âI donât remember.â
âAlright,â Killian huffed in mock annoyance as he grabbed her hand. âLetâs go, miss?â He prompted with a genuinely honest smile that turned her stomach over again.
âSwan,â Emma said softly as she mirrored his smile. âBut my friends call me Emma.â
âAnd am I a friend yet, miss Swan?â Killian looked up at her, his face a picture of childlike innocence as he gave her his best puppy dog eyes and lifted their joined hands to his lips. The feel of his lips on the back of her hand were like a brand, emblazoning the feel of themselves forever onto her skin.
âYouâre getting there,â she smirked as a ripple of excitement passed through her. âWhen you are, Iâll let you know.â
--
It took less than two hours for Emma to realise that Killian Jones was nothing like what she had heard through the race circuit and media. He had gone out of his way to make her feel special, despite his own reservations. Clearly, something had happened to him before and she understood it completely. There wasnât a rider out there who hadnât come across an over zealous fan, and as a female rider, Emma had encountered her fair share of weirdos and stalkers, and as she polished off her last glass of wine, she was sure she was turning into one herself.
Sat across from her on his huge, L-shaped couch, slouched back against the cushions with a mellow grin on his face, Killian was more appealing than ever. Under the buzz of drunkenness, Emma had begun to appreciate him much more than she had before. Killian was something, a real specimen, highly athletic with muscles that bulged underneath the luxurious material of his clearly expensive shirt and drew her gaze every time he moved.
Two shirt buttons undone was not enough for Emma to fully appreciate it, but the chest hair that she could see was thick, and black, and cried out to be touched, itâs silky texture shimmering in the light of his lounge. More wine, food and some beers had taken their toll on him and he had almost succumbed to the pull of sleep, only snapping himself awake when Emma had moved and plopped herself down on the cushion beside him.
âMiss Swan,â Killian had squeaked in mock surprise, his hand finding her bare thigh almost immediately. âFancy seeing you here.â
âCan you see me though?â Emma cocked her head to one side before flopping it to the opposite. âYou have glassy eyes.â
âThatâs because you made me drink more than I normally do when entertaining a woman,â he laughed.
âOh really?â She leaned into him, her breasts pushing against his shoulder and her hand resting on his chest. âAnd how often do you entertain women?â She teased, her finger slipping beneath where the two sides of his shirt were buttoned together to finally feel his chest hair.
âAs a matter of fact,â Killian began, lifting his hand to point an accusatory finger at her humoured expression.
âYes?â Emma prompted, knowing his words had probably been stolen because her fingertips had brushed over his nipple.
âI havenât,â Killian admitted, blinking his eyes closed. âI mean, I donât-â
âRight,â Emma droned out with a grin.
âNo, really,â Killian nodded, his head a little floppier than usual. He sat himself up as he cleared his throat, his fingers tightening their grip around her thigh. âItâs been a while.â
âHmmm,â Emma hummed, resting her chin on his shoulder. âYouâre telling me that a guy as smokinâ hot as you, hasnât had a woman in a while.â
âYou think Iâm hot?â Killian giggled.
âShut up,â Emma scolded, pulling her hand from his shirt and giving him a playful slap on the chest. âSeriously,â she urged. âWhy no women?â
Killian took a deep breath, puffing out his cheeks as he contemplated her question. Why hadnât he? Race rules, team duties, the loss of his brother? None of those could explain the gaps of time between race seasons when he still chose not to entertain a woman. He liked the attention in front of the cameras when he was Killian Jones, World Champion. But when he was home, and he was just Killian Jones the man, what mattered most to him was finding the right someone to share his time with. Someone who cared about Killian Jones the man more than his title or wealth.
âCome on, tell me,â Emma nudged him with her elbow, shaking him from his reverie.
Killian turned to look at her, really look at the woman beside him. He had known her for less time that a working day, and yet, he felt like he had known her his entire life. She was gorgeous, there was no denying that, and any man would have been lucky to spend time with her. She was intriguing but also funny, witty beyond comprehension and she made his skin come alive with her little touches here and there. His bodyâs reaction to her was obvious and he would be a fool to ignore it.
âHow about a tour first?â Killian suggested with a nudge of his head. âCome on,â he urged, standing up on wobbly bare feet and offering her his hand for the second time that evening. âI have something I think youâre going to really like.â
Emma took his hand, letting him pull her from the couch, their bodies crashing together unexpectedly. She blushed and he gasped a breath at the contact, his fingers gripping tightly at hers by their side like he wasnât sure what to do. Emma looked up at him through her lashes, lips gently parted to help feed her starving lungs since her heart had sped up in her chest, with eyes that had darkened instantly with the desire that Killian fuelled inside of her. Emma could feel his rapid heartbeat against the palm of her hand pressed to his chest and she didnât mistake the darkness in his own eyes when she caught his gaze.
âWhere is it?â She almost whispered, her eyes flicking to his lips.
Words failed him and all Killian could do with his last vestiges of will power was step back, blinking himself back to reality. Emma missed the contact immediately and was reluctant to release her hold on his hand like it was the only thing tethering her to her own reality. Killian gave her a friendly smile, squeezing her fingers and tugging her arm gently until she decided to walk with him.
âThis way, love,â he told her softly. He licked his lips and turned around so he could see where he was going, a relieved sigh escaping his mouth silently as he exhaled a steadying breath. He wasnât lying. It had been a while and he wasnât about to risk his career with a woman who insisted on name formalities. Even drunk he wasnât that much of an idiot.
âWhat is it?â Emma asked excitedly, her bare feet padding across the warmed flooring as she almost skipped after him.
âYouâll see,â Killian smirked, reaching a door at the end of a darkened hallway. There was a lock on the door and before she had time to ask him what he was doing, Killian had released her hand and was going to work unbuttoning his shirt.
âHere?â Emma raised an eyebrow, shifting her weight a little to watch him.
âStop objectifying me, woman,â Killian said with a grin. âI know itâs hard, but please try,â he added as he finished undoing the line of buttons on his shirt and pulled the edges open.
âIâll give it my best shot,â Emma promised weakly, unable to stop her eyes roaming the thatch of glorious, dark chest hair that adorned his torso. Her hands itched to feel it, to trace the shape of his nipple as it pebbled under her touch, but she refrained, instead spying the small, silver blunted key hanging around his neck and giving him a confused look. âYou wanted to show me a key?â
âNo, love,â Killian grinned boyishly as he lifted the thin chain over his head and held the key in his palm. âThis key opens this door,â he motioned behind him. âBehind which is something I think you are going to really appreciate.â
âIs it a sex dungeon?â Emma laughed.
âIâm not that exciting Iâm afraid,â Killian laughed with her, feeling like it was the most natural thing he had ever done. âBut I do want to share it with you.â
âI bet you say that to all the girls,â Emma mocked, swaying her hips a little as she circled him and leaned back against the white panelled door. The wood was cold against her body, the thin material of her skimpy red dress barely enough to keep her warm, but she didn't even notice as soon as Killian shortened the gap between them leaving barely an inch between their bodies.
âTurn around,â he rasped darkly with a coy smirk.
Emma complied without hesitation, rolling her body against the door until she was facing away from him. Her hands spread out beside her head and she pinched her eyes closed, the thrill of what was coming next causing the welcome flutter in her stomach once again. Her chest heaved up and down, the wooden door cold against her bosom, and when Killian stepped forward and pressed his body against hers, she couldnât stop the moan that escaped her lips.
âEasy,â he whispered into the back of her ear, setting every hair on her neck on high alert as a prickle ran over her skin and they stood to attention. Killian slipped his hand between them, poking the key into the lock and twisting it slowly, enjoying the way Emma gasped when his bare chest pushed against the patches of skin her barely there dress revealed. âReady?â Emma nodded, unable to form words. âGood.â Killian nuzzled his nose into the patch of skin behind her ear, inhaling her scent and letting the fog of his breath affect her even more. âClose your eyes.â
Emma couldnât stop the giggle of excitement that tumbled from her mouth when she heard the door latch click open and then felt Killianâs hands covering her eyes. Her hands found his forearms, gripping on for dear life as he walked her into a room that she could tell was huge just by the way the sound of her laughter echoed off the walls. It smelled clean but not antiseptic, not a single chemical smell to be found but instead the familiar, metallic smell of engine cleaner and lubrication spray mechanics often used to clean parts with. Her enthusiasm heightened, Emma shuffled her feet forward on Killianâs tender instruction until he stopped her and she felt him smile against her neck.
âAlright,â he announced, pulling his hands away from her eyes and sliding them down her body until they rested on her hips. He let go of one briefly to flick a switch but it returned to the warmth of her body quickly. âOpen your eyes.â
Emma peeled her eyes open, ignoring the blinding whiteness of the room and blinking to adjust her focus. It was nothing like what she had imagined would be behind such a mundane looking door and all she could do was gasp, her heart stopping dead in her chest.
âWow,â she breathed, stepping from his embrace in shock.
The room was filled with motorcycles, each on its own dedicated display stand like they were in some sort of museum. The more Emma looked around, the more variety she saw, from some of the rarest antique classics to some of the most sleek looking modern constructions, her heart was a flutter with each and every one. But there was one, sitting alone in the middle of the collection like a giant black and yellow wasp, that caught her attention and well and truly held it.
Emma gave Killian a quick glance over her shoulder before stumbling forward on legs that were shaky from a combination of alcohol and disbelief. The centre piece to Killianâs collection was none other than one of the rarest motorcycles to ever exist, requiring even the most professional of riders to complete a two week course before even being able to own one. Killian followed her with a proud smile, simply watching her appreciate the bike like he knew she would.
âIs this?â Emma gasped in shock.
âAye, love, it is,â Killian confirmed. He loved the way she reacted, a girlish giggle falling from her mouth as she reached out and hovered her hand over the cold, matt black and yellow finish of the bodywork.
âKillian,â she paused, wide eyed when she turned to look at him. âThis is an Ecosse Spirit ES1.â
âAye, I know,â Killian grinned in boyish glee.
âOne of the best handling, lightest, most powerful F1 inspired motorcycles to ever exist.â Her rambling was cute and Killian took another step towards her with a nod.
âAye,â he agreed with amusement.
âDonât these cost like $3 Million?â Emma frowned, turning back to the bike one more time to make sure it was really there.
â$3.6 Million, actually,â Killian clarified, finally reaching her and grabbing her hand. Emma tried to resist but he pushed her, coaxing her that final step forward until her fingertips brushed over the yellow and black paintwork. Killian laid his hand over hers, flattening her palm to the machineâs huge fuel tank, watching her features turn from shock to satisfaction. âThere are only ten in the world,â he told her, moving her hand over the curve of the tank and along the supple leather of the riderâs seat. âAnd only one in this colour.â
Emma was stunned to silence. The Ecosse ES1 was unattainable to most people, its huge price tag and strict purchase requirements putting most people off of anything more than photos. Emma had admired the concept since its inception, intrigued by the combination of a superbike and an F1 car in one package, something that would most likely never be affordable to many teams, let alone one person.
âWow,â Emma repeated, moving around the bike deliberately, putting the machine between the two of them. âCan I see you on it?â She looked up to meet his gaze, the shock in her eyes evident but laced with something else Killian hadnât noticed before.
âIs that a turn on for you?â Killian smirked, lifting his leg over the back of the bike and settling into the softness of the seat. His toes stretched out instinctively towards the floor, but the bike was firmly fixed in position on its stand and would not topple over.
Emma bit her bottom lip at the sight, her fingertips caressing the taught fabric over Killianâs thigh. âYou know,â Emma began salaciously. âIâve always wanted to fuck on a bike.â
âI donât believe you havenât,â Killian told her, patting his lap, unable to take his eyes off of her as she hitched up the skin tight dress she was wearing. When she was done, she set one foot on the peg of the footrest and lifted herself up and over the bike until she was sitting astride Killianâs lap, facing him.
Emma slid down the fuel tank, her open thighs on display to his hungry gaze as Killian smoothed his hands up them in an attempt to steady her. Her skin was soft under his roughened finger tips and he sucked in a steadying breath through his grin. When she was settled they were almost eye to eye, his breathing catching in his throat when she raked her nails over the definition of his chest and abs that were hidden under his chest hair.
âNever,â Emma rasped, her arms coming up and resting on his shoulders. She buried her fingers in his raven locks, cupping the back of his skull in her hands, her lips millimeters from his as she looked up at him through her eyelashes. âIâd like to,â she told him and felt his fingernails dig into the skin of her thighs in restraint.
âLove,â Killian said huskily, resting his forehead on hers. âI donât even know if we are friends yet.â He let his lips skim over hers so softly they were almost not there, his attention focused more on searing the imprint of them into the beating pulse point of her neck. He wrapped his arms around her much smaller frame, hugging her to him as he ravaged her neck, following a path down the perfect column until he stopped, fogging the swell of her heaving breasts with his words. âAre we friends yet, Emma Swan?â
Emma felt her nipples harden at his words, her name on his breath laced with sweetness and a darkness that made her skin hum. She laughed, clutching his head harder so he couldnât leave her skin alone for a second, torn between letting him continue his assault that was clearly heading south, or finally tasting his lips on hers. The latter won out and she pulled his head up, crashing her lips into his with a force that knocked him backwards for a second, his own feverish return delayed until he heard her moan down deep in her throat and his resolve snapped.
âYes,â Emma panted between kisses, the feel of his lips on hers like a ray of sunshine in a rainstorm. They were soft and even though his kisses were forceful, they were like a caress on the exact right side of painful that made her flood her panties with a sudden wetness that she hadnât felt for a long time. âSay my name,â she insisted through her haze, tearing her lips from his so that he could focus on her instruction.
âEmma,â Killian rasped in a gravelly voice, chasing her lips. âGods, itâs Emma,â he sighed, almost wrenching his shoulders out of their sockets as he aided her in pushing his shirt from his back. âSuch a beautiful name.â
His lips were back on hers in an instant, the hunger behind his kiss evidently taking its toll on his body. Emma smirked against his lips when she felt him harden, the already minute space between their bodies disappearing as his erection pressed up into the apex of her thighs and he rolled his hips, eager to feel her pressing down on him even more. Emma shifted forward, rolling her own hips forward and downward, letting his length press up into her folds even more, an action that had him growling out loud in frustration.
Without even asking, Emma knew exactly what he wanted. She reached down between their bodies, working on the button of his pants, fighting with the material that had been pulled taut by his erection. When the button finally popped open, Killian let out a sigh of relief, tearing his lips from hers and moving his mouth to her shoulder, nibbling at the flesh there as his hand tore the thin strap of her dress aside. He grazed his teeth over the joint, fingernails scraping down her upper arm in his attempt to get as close to her as possible, his lips finally finding the swell of a breast and peppering her chest with more aggressive kisses.
He held her as she involuntarily arched backwards, his hands splayed out over the expanse of her back as he rested her against the curve of the fuel tank. His lips never left her skin, hands tugging down the material of her dress to expose his prize and a satisfied groan escaping his throat when Emmaâs nipples hardened even more as soon as the air hit them. She palmed them, grabbing the flesh roughly and sliding even further down the bike until she was sure Killian could feel the dampness between her thighs against his rock hard length.
âI donât have-,â Killian began hoarsely, sliding his hands to his groin and finally freeing his hardness despite his mindâs protest. He pumped himself a few times to relieve the ache in his balls, the skin shifting over his sensitive head and making him hiss. âWe should stop,â he ground out, his body fighting his own words.
âWhat? Why?â Emma asked in a daze, grabbing the sides of his scruffy face and lifting his chin so she could look in his eyes.
âWe canât be careful here,â Killian said, unable to stop himself from leaning forward and tasting her skin. He pushed out of her hold and latched onto one of her nipples, pulling the bud between his lips and humming against her flesh in content. He clawed down the side of her body, gently scraping his nails over her ribs and leaving her nipples for a second so he could kiss the sensitive skin underneath the swell, the faint lines of her bra still lingering on her skin.
âWhere?â Emma barely managed, her eyes rolling back in her head.
Killian let her go with a growl, ignoring the mutter of protest as he lifted her off his lap and sat her back on the very top of the smooth, yellow fuel tank. She giggled as he grabbed her thighs, pawing the flesh in protest of his own idea, swinging his leg back and dismounting the bike all the while mindful of his raging erection rubbing against the fabric of his underwear as he moved. Emma watched him intently, worried for a second that he might leave her, before he moved to the side of the bike and hauled her up into his arms.
Her lips were on his before a second had passed, the urgency of her need for his return clear by the way she grabbed at his shoulders and her legs wrapped around his waist. His muscles rippled under her fingers as he moved in long, determined strides to somewhere else in the house that Emma had yet to see. Teeth clashed and tongues duelled, hot, sloppy kisses giving each of them a renewed sense of passion as they headed to Killianâs bedroom and he kicked open the door.
Emma giggled, squealing in joy as Killian reached his huge bed and as soon as his knees touched the frame, tossed her onto the mattress. Emma hit the comforter with a bounce, righting her half naked body just in time to brush her hair away from her face and feel Killian tugging on her ankle. She flopped back, hair fanning out around her head as Killian lifted her leg to his face and kissed her ankle, caressing her heel in both hands like it was a delicate egg. The scruff on his chin, with its small, ginger hairs glinting in his bedroom lamplight, tickled her skin and she yanked her foot from his grasp with a chuckle.
âIâm sorry,â Emma snorted a laugh, watching his dejected expression. âThat tickles!â
âOh,â Killian sang, kneeling between her legs as he climbed half way onto the bed and reached for her dress. The material was bunched up around her waist now, having been pulled down then upwards, but it was easily maneuvered back down over her hips with a forceful tug. âYou shouldnât have told me that,â he growled with glee, shedding the remains of his clothes at the bedside before diving naked onto the bed and rubbing his scruff over the silky smooth skin of her stomach.
âKillian!â Emma cried out, pulling her knees to her chest and trapping him against her body.
His name on her lips was enough for him to take pity on her, and as his teasing turned into kissing, he felt her body relax once more as she stretched out like a cat beneath him. Emmaâs body felt heavy as she let all her limbs fall to the plush, cotton covered comforter and cast a quick glance down her body to where a very talented Mr. Jones was currently worshipping every inch of her naked body. Every kiss made her wetter, every brush of his fingers over the jut of her hip bone made her squirm and finally, as he dipped his tongue into her navel, Emma could take no more.
Hooking a crooked finger under his chin, she dragged his head upwards until he paused over her cleavage and their eyes met. His made her gasp, the previously bluebell spark almost totally gone and replaced by a stormy, lustful grey that made her nipples harden even more on each of her breasts. Emma pulled his head and he had no choice but to follow, climbing over her body like a tiger stalking prey and seizing her lips once more. Emmaâs body reacted without a beat, her back arching up and off the bed until their bodies were pressed together, and her legs wrapped around his waist.
Killian broke the kiss to catch his breath, pushing himself up by his arms and looking down at the petite blonde beneath him. She was a marvel, curved in all of the right places and skin so soft to the touch it felt wrong to caress her with such race roughened hands. Not that Emma minded at all. She was loving the feel of him, any part of him, and he had come to realise, in this short extra curricular activity, that he would never be away from her for too long before she was changing things in her favour.
Emma, true to form, rolled them over in a move so smooth, it almost felt choreographed. Truth was, it wasnât. They were just two people who fit well together, in any position they found themselves in, one always teasing the other, in the bedroom as well as the race track. Like right now, as Emma repositioned herself into a straddle and ground her wetness down onto Killianâs bare length in an attempt to really drive him insane.
âEmma, Gods,â Killian ground out through gritted teeth. He slammed his head into the mattress, the chorded muscles in his neck straining and his fingernails digging into her thighs spread eagled over his length.
Emma simply smirked at the pleading nature of her name on his lips, bracing her hands on his chest and sliding herself up and down, coating his cock with her essence. âThis is what you did to me, Killian,â she rasped accusingly through a coy smile. She leaned forward until her lips were level with his ear, smirking against the shell of the pointed flesh. âYou made me so wet,â she sang into his ear like a siren and Killian thought he was going to come there and then.
âYou feel amazing,â he growled, kneading the flesh over her hip with a forceful grab.
Emma sat up a little, setting her weight down on his length, pinning it to his stomach. She could feel the throb of blood rushing to his erection and with a sly smirk, clenched her inner muscles knowing full well he would feel her. âJust wait until you feel the inside,â she added darkly.
Killian sat upright suddenly, hands holding her to him as he kissed her again. It was more ferocious than before, more needy, a silent plea for Emma to end his torment and fuck him until he saw stars. His hands buried themselves in her hair, cradling the curve of her skull and holding her mouth to his as his tongue explored. Emma moaned, the sound nothing more than a whimper that sent a fresh surge of blood to Killianâs erection and made it bob against the hardness of her clit between them.
It was too much, her grinding alone almost getting her off. Emma felt her arms tingle, her legs beginning to shake before she pushed her weight forward and Killian held her as they both fell back on the bed behind him. âGet it,â Emma commanded, sitting back upright and clawing lines into Killianâs chest. âGet it now.â
Killian didnât need to be told again, half rolling himself sideways until he could reach the bedside table. There were three drawers but he went to the middle one, rummaging around behind his socks until he pulled out a small foil wrapper that Emma snatched from his grasp as soon as he rolled back into position underneath her. With a salacious grin she shuffled down over his thighs, trapping him in place and, for the first time, taking in the size of his member as it bobbed against his stomach.
âDonât worry, love,â Killian smiled slyly, one eyebrow rising on his head. âIt wonât hurt.â
âPfft, please,â Emma dismissed, tearing open the wrapper and making sure the condom was fitted in the right way. She pinched the tip, seating it on the velvety smooth head of him before taking him in her grasp and rolling the latex slowly and deliberately down over his shaft. âYou think this is the biggest thing Iâve ridden in my career?â
Killian couldnât take her teasing any longer and grabbed her behind the knees, yanking her entire body up until she was seated back across his groin. She let out a small squeal of shock, before relaxing and letting him position his length at her entrance, just the tip of him enough to give her that burning stretch she hadnât felt for so long. A gasp and a furrowed brow told Killian he had hit the right spot, inching into her a little further with a gentle pull down of her hips. When Emma was fully relaxed, his entire length inside of her, he bent his knees up behind her and let her recline against his thighs, content that her smug remark had been thoroughly seen to.
âNo,â Killian ground out as Emma began to cant her hips, swiveling them forward and back, rocking on the hardness inside of her with a soft whimper. âBut itâs going to be the best thing youâve ever ridden, period.â
âFuck, yeah,â Emma sighed with a nod of her head and a bite of her bottom lip. She changed her rhythm, rising up and then sinking back down onto him with a force that bumped her clit just right. She repeated it, only this time Killian met her half way, thrusting up into her and expelling all of the air from her lungs.
âYeah, thatâs it, Emma,â Killian grunted. âRide me, thereâs a good girl.â
She was so wet, slickness easing each of his thrusts, and Emma wasnât sure she could even make any more lubrication until Killian had said those words. She felt the warmth pool in her stomach and the tingle inside of her walls that signalled her imminent orgasm. Normally she would have taken much longer to reach euphoria, but Killian was perfect, in all the right places, and she chased down her pleasure intending to firmly grasp a hold of it and never let go.
Again she switched it up, falling forward until her hair framed both of their faces and they were breathing in each others air. Emma clawed at his cheeks, the bristles of his beard soft under her fingertips as she began panting in a new rhythm of breaths that made Killian even harder inside of her. She was close. He could tell because of the muscles inside of her, contracting as she ground her clit against his pubic bone over and over, a thin sheen of sweat covering her entire body.
She let out a squeak, smashing her lips into his despite their need to breathe, and her movements became staggered, her hips moving erratically suddenly because she was about to come. The angle was right, the pressure on her clit was just perfect, and when Killian felt the muscles in her thighs tense up, her took it upon himself to extend Emmaâs pleasure. She let out no protest when he wrapped his arms around her body and plowed himself into her core, the spongy walls there tightening with every thrust that prolonged her orgasm. She was numb, unable to do anything but cry out in ecstasy, her wails on the verge of crying because of the sensitivity following her release.
It wasnât long after she had gone completely stiff on top of him and Killian slowed his movements to shorter, more forceful thrust, that he came, spilling his seed into the latex barrier between them. He kept thrusting, even as he began to soften, content to feel the pull of her inner muscles as ripples of euphoria still made her core flutter with activity. Finally, he let her go, softening his hold on her and brushing her hair aside so he could kiss her shoulder, his lips pecking tenderly at the sweaty flesh like a soothing balm on a burn.
âOh yeah,â Emma panted, weakened but still able to lift herself to meet his gaze. Killian smiled expectantly, one hand drawing lazy circles over the base of her spine whilst the other divested himself of the spent condom, mindful not to let anything spill out as he discarded it on the nightstand.
âYeah, what, love?â Killian pried, repositioning so that he had one arm behind his head and could take in the beauty of her straddled across his body.
Emma shook her hair away from her face, tucking some strands behind her ear before pressing her lips to Killianâs with a content hum. âNow weâre friends,â she chuckled, grabbing his face between her hands and pulling his smile to hers once more.
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Daryn a tout pour plaire: l'athlĂ©tisme, l'intelligence, un Range Rover, une maison gigantesque, un morceau tout sauf garanti Ă Harvard et, parce qu'il est jouĂ© par Jaden Smith, il est devenu fou de talent en tant que rappeur. Il a Ă©galement un pĂšre (Gooding) qui entretient son succĂšs avec une main de fer et une pince Ă Ă©piler. Je veux dire, cela ne me surprendrait pas s'il planifie les selles de son fils et le flagelle verbalement quand il a 30 secondes de retard pour un rendez-vous avec le bol en porcelaine. GrĂące Ă une petite impulsion douce de sa maman (Nia Long), le chef de projet permet au garçon de faire une pause aprĂšs avoir ciselĂ© Ă la main sa candidature universitaire dans le marbre pour aller Ă un concert avec ses copains fringants (JT Neal et Stony Blyden), et Ă travers une sĂ©rie d'Ă©vĂ©nements trĂšs stupides, il rencontre Isabelle (Delevingne), puis renoue avec elle Ă travers le magasin de crĂšme glacĂ©e oĂč elle travaille, qui est l'un de ces endroits oĂč le personnel surdimensionnĂ© d'une petite entreprise interprĂšte un numĂ©ro musical minutieusement chorĂ©graphiĂ© chaque fois qu'un client en laisse tomber un quart dans le pot de pointe. Alors bien sĂ»r, Daryn continue de placer des piĂšces dans ce putain de truc.
Maintenant les gens, Ă ce stade, nous sommes environ 15 minutes et 25 scĂšnes embarrassantes dans le film, alors attachez-vous, car il devient vraiment rance. Isabelle est de l'Autre CĂŽtĂ© des Pistes. Elle ne va pas Ă l'Ă©cole, elle vit seule dans un petit appartement dans un quartier fragile, est la meilleure amie d'une drag queen GASP (Chris D'Elia) et elle sera damnĂ©e si elle s'intĂ©resse Ă un Richie Rich dans un 379 $ cardigan. Elle le surnomme Square, parce quâil est carrĂ© en tant quâastronaute des annĂ©es 50; câest une insulte au dĂ©but, mais devient vite un terme dâaffection, car il la charme, et sâil ne lâa pas fait, elle mourrait seule et ce serait un film vraiment dĂ©primant. DĂ©solĂ©e, j'ai pris une longueur d'avance lĂ -bas - avant qu'elle ne rĂ©vĂšle la vĂ©ritĂ© sur son cancer en phase terminale par des cris mĂ©lodramatiques hystĂ©riques, elle lui fait renoncer aux rĂ©servations au restaurant chic pour un burrito dans un camion, et il rĂ©pond avec la confusion et le dĂ©goĂ»t de la reine quand elle est obligĂ©e de manier de l'argenterie en plastique.
Alors, bon, de toute façon, elle est en train de mourir et, au grand dam de son pĂšre au cul sombre, Daryn s'engage Ă la remplir l'annĂ©e derniĂšre sur notre avion mortel avec toutes les choses de toute une vie - vous savez, acheter un animal de compagnie, acheter une maison, fĂȘtant chaque anniversaire Ă la fois avec un gĂąteau parsemĂ© de dizaines de bougies, tout ça. En rĂ©ponse, elle organise une session avec son ami producteur de musique (RZA) pour qu'il puisse couper un morceau de hip-hop chaud et l'encourager Ă suivre ses rĂȘves et sa passion au lieu de tomber dans la carriĂšre inflexible de Fascist Dad au succĂšs superficiel. Rien de tout cela ne se passe bien avec papa fasciste, et il y a des hauts et des bas, des confrontations et des chutes d'amour, des retombĂ©es et des scĂšnes dans le service de chimio et tout cela semble si dramatiquement prĂ©caire. Alors, quand arrivons-nous aux mourants? Oh je comprends. Je meurs juste en regardant ça. De quels films vous rappellera-t-il?: C'est mon septiĂšme snotrag-filler YA de 2020 - voir aussi: Chemical Hearts, Babyteeth, All Together Now, All the Bright Places, Spontaneous and Clouds. La vie en un an est de loin la moindre d'entre elles. C'est tellement sous-The Fault in Our Stars.
Des performances Ă surveiller: veuillez ne pas demander. Une avalanche de clichĂ©s par cĆur ne laisse aucun membre de la distribution sans sĂ©pulture.
Dialogue mémorable: à la fin de chaque rendez-vous, Daryn demande toujours: «Un de plus?» et Isabelle dit: «Encore un.» Jusqu'à ce que ce soit elle qui commence à demander. KEWWT!
Sex and Skin: Je pense que Daryn et Isabelle le font inévitablement hors écran, mais ce film a été monté avec une agrafeuse électrique, donc on ne peut que supposer.
Notre prise: la vie dans un an pose une Ă©nigme philosophique piquante si-un-arbre-tombe-dans-la-forĂȘt: si un pleureur ne parvient pas Ă nous faire pleurer, existe-t-il rĂ©ellement? C'est le type de film qui veut si dĂ©sespĂ©rĂ©ment que nous pleurions, il sortirait de nos tĂ©lĂ©viseurs et presserait nos conduits lacrymaux s'il le pouvait - mais mĂȘme dans ce cas, il nous frapperait le genou et le coccyx parce qu'il n'a pas idĂ©e de ce qu'il fait. C'est le type de film qui comprend une ligne de dialogue qui est Ă peu prĂšs "Je vais (INSĂRER LE CONCEPT DE FILM ICI) vous!" C'est le type de film qui rĂ©pond Ă l'idĂ©e de ce que les cinĂ©astes pensent que les films devraient ĂȘtre. C'est un mauvais film.
Oh, mais Life in a Year pense qu'il a tout pour plaire: drame familial, comĂ©die, tragĂ©die, romance, dĂźner gĂȘnant avec les parents, grosses blagues visant le personnage qui Ă©tait gros mais qui ressemble maintenant Ă un modĂšle de vĂȘtements dans une cible ad, scĂšnes quasi-poĂ©tiques sur manĂšges, montages mignons, manigances de mĂšres Ă©loignĂ©es, scĂšnes dans le service de chimio, un camĂ©e Big Sean, aspirations interdites d'ĂȘtre musicien, vĂ©ritĂ©s impulsives, le spectre menaçant inĂ©vitable de la mort, l'inĂ©vitable spectre menaçant de Harvard (un personnage une fois dans l'histoire du film ne pouvait-il pas viser Dartmouth?), un pĂšre qui Ă©tait le concierge et maintenant «il possĂšde la sociĂ©té» (c'est la scĂšne la plus drĂŽle) , des reprĂ©sentations stĂ©rĂ©otypĂ©es insultantes de personnes trans et la seule chose que chaque film.
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The Nanny -Â âQuarantined at Nottinghamâ
A/N: I thought I would also give a glimpse at how the quarantine is affecting Outlaw Queen in some of my AU verses and knew you would all want to see The Nanny. It also seemed like a good place to start because this version of OQ has a large house, a lot of property and doesn't really need to worry about money. So what parts of quarantine are affecting them?
Thanks to Eva (glindalovesshoes) for looking this over for me!
Warning â some slight spoilers for the main Nanny verse.
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"How are you?" Dr. Espenson asked before sipping her coffee.
"Well, that's a loaded question," Regina replied, settling back against her chair. "Can we start with something easier?"
Dr. Espenson raised an eyebrow. "No."
Regina sighed before rubbing her forehead. "I guess not."
"So, I'll ask again. How are you?" Dr. Espenson asked, studying Regina now.
"Stressed with a touch of cabin fever," Regina answered, leaning forward to rest her arms on the desk. She watched her therapist on her tablet screen as she added: "But I assume everyone feels that way right now."
Dr. Espenson nodded. "Even me."
Regina sighed, running her fingers through her hair. "But I feel bad about it as well."
"Why?" her therapist asked, frowning in confusion.
"Because there are other people stuck in way smaller houses or apartments and I'm quarantined in a mansion set on a sprawling estate comprised of several acres, including forests," she replied.
Dr. Espenson jotted down some notes. "So you feel guilty that you have it better than some people?"
"Yes," Regina replied.
"And you feel that means you can't complain?"
Nodding, Regina said: "Pretty much."
"Okay, let me give you the highly technical term for what that is," Dr. Espenson said. She set her pad down and cleared her throat before looking directly into the camera. "Bullshit."
That caught Regina by surprise and she let out a little laugh. "What?"
"It's bullshit. Do you and Robin have some advantages others don't? Yes. But in many ways, this is a great equalizer. Everyone is dealing with stress and cabin fever, no matter what. You're allowed your feelings. Own them. And then we can deal with them," Dr. Espenson told her.
Regina blinked a couple times before relaxing, feelings her shoulders slump. "Thanks. I needed to hear that."
"And that's why you pay me." Dr. Espenson picked up her notepad. "So, where do you want to start?"
"I don't even know. You pick," Regina told her.
Her therapist nodded before asking: "Your bereavement group. Have you still been meeting or�"
Regina took a deep breath as a wave of sadness washed over her. "We've switched to virtual meetings. And it's helped. I can't imagine having to be isolated from people while grieving."
"I'm glad to hear it's helping," Dr. Espenson said. "And that you've all managed to find a way to stay togetherâŠeven if you're all apart."
She nodded. "And it helps talking with all of them. For a while, I felt guilty that I was glad that Daddy was not here for this pandemic but then nearly everyone else said the same thing."
"And I'm sure Meg assured you all that it didn't mean you missed them less because of that, right?"
"Yes," Regina assured her. "And that just because we all thought it would be more stress during this time, it didn't mean we saw our loved one as a burden. And that they would want to be one less thing we worried about. Knowing my father, I know that is true. I would be worrying about him so much, especially with his lung cancer."
Dr. Espenson nodded. "So it's understandable to be relieved that he wouldn't have to be subjected to this virus."
"Right. I just worry about everyone else now. Especially Emma," Regina said, thinking of her best friend on the front lines. Emma had volunteered to help out at the hospital once the outbreak started and had been working long hours since then.
"Have you spoken with her recently?" Dr. Espenson asked.
Regina nodded. "She tries to Facetime with us whenever she's off duty. It's heartbreaking to see how tired she is and the bruises left by her PPE but she's doing her best to keep her spirits up."
"And have you touched base with Robin's parents?"
"We have," Regina confirmed. "We still call them once a week. They are quarantining and doing their best to stay safe. Robin's offered to have food and supplies delivered to their house but they keep refusing. I think they enjoy the time they can spend out of the house."
Dr. Espenson chuckled. "I can understand. I've never looked forward to grocery shopping the way I do now."
"Will still does the grocery shopping for us. I've offered to go but he absolutely refuses," Regina said, thinking of their faithful butler who was back in his old rooms with his wife in tow to ride out the quarantine.
"You think he's escaping as well?" Dr. Espenson asked.
Regina laughed. "Oh, yeah. There are nine of us here. Nottingham is big but that's still a lot of people."
"Agreed," Dr. Espenson said. "Are you finding ways to get some time to yourself?"
"I am," she replied. "I go to either a quiet room or to the hammock outside and I put on some music and I just decompress. Take time for myself."
Dr. Espenson nodded. "Good. I'm glad to hear that. And you know I'm always a phone call away, right?"
"I do. Thank you," Regina said.
Checking her watch, Dr. Espenson gave her an apologetic smile. "I'm afraid our time is up. I'll talk to you and Robin in a couple days."
Regina thanked her before ending the video session. She then powered down her tablet before leaning back in her office chair, closing her eyes for a few moments as she relished the silence in her home office.
It was bliss.
After taking a few moments to clear her mind, she stood and left her office. She headed downstairs, ready to face whatever chaos had engulfed Nottingham that day.
To her surprise, she found it was relatively quiet. She heard some noise coming from the living room and she entered there, finding Mary Margaret singing a nursery rhyme to her son. Neal caught sight of Regina and his eyes lit up. He held out his arms to her. "Up! Up!" he said.
"Hi, sweetheart," she said, picking up her godson. "How are you?"
He laughed as he grabbed at her face. Regina chuckled as she gently pried his hands away, kissing them. "I guess that means you're doing good," she said.
"He's probably handling this the best," Mary Margaret replied, standing from the couch. She tried to smile but it didn't quite reach her eyes.
Regina shifted Neal so the boy rested on her hip and she stepped closer to his mother. "Are you okay?"
Mary Margaret sighed as she shrugged. "We just spoke with David and I really, really miss him."
The sadness and weariness in her voice broke Regina's heart. Mary Margaret was the most positive person she knew, even more positive than Robin, but this seemed to be beating her down. She did have it harder, spending the quarantine away from her husband. Like other police departments around the country, the Avalon police department had been hit hard by the virus. David hadn't gotten it but he was worried about bringing it home to his wife and child, so he and Mary Margaret agreed it was best they stay away for the time being. He was originally going to find some place to stay and so the Locksleys had offered to let him stay with them. Instead, they asked if Mary Margaret and Neal could stay at Nottingham â David felt better knowing she would be with family and knew how safe Robin ensured their compound was. They readily agreed.
While it was the right decision for their family, Regina knew it was difficult for her friend. She didn't know how she would manage if Robin was separated from her and their children indefinitely and their only communication with him was video calls. And though crime was down in the city, David was still on the front lines and putting himself in danger every day. Regina stayed up worrying about her family and they were all safe in Nottingham. She couldn't imagine the thoughts that went through Mary Margaret's mind at all hours of the day.
Regina wanted to hug her but knew she couldn't, even if they had been cooped up in the house for weeks. Instead, she could only give her a small smile as she said: "I wish I could just make this all go away."
"I think we all wish we had that power," Mary Margaret replied with a sigh. "Do you mind watching him? I think I need a little time to myself."
"Go do whatever you need to do for yourself. We've got him," Regina assured her. Mary Margaret thanked her before heading out of the room.
Regina looked at Neal, bouncing him slightly. "Let's go see where everyone else is," she told him.
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