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I just realised how perfect it is that it's Autism Acceptance Month and I'm currently watching my Poirot collection, with plans to re-watch Daria next!! ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
#i love them /|\ ^._.^ /|\#they're so relatable and deffs have the 'tism -- makes me feel so seen <3#otpcutie talks#nd feels
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yk how some ppl have high pain tolerance or low pain tolerance? yeah well i have low pain tolerance but everyone around me thinks i have a high pain tolerance because i forced myself to mask it since i was a kid because being visibly in pain is embarrassing
(pls tell me i'm not the only one)
#thoughts#rambles#ramblings#actually autistic#autism#asd#autism spectrum disorder#nd feels#actually neurodivergent#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#neurospicy#neurodiverse stuff#pain#pain tolerance#low pain tolerance#high pain tolerance
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Couple low quality Darrell gifs I made for funsies :3
#tactical breach wizards#gif#these are gifs of a video game called tactical breach wizards#feel lile i gotta spell that out cos so many people keep tagging these as art#which sure video games are art nd whatever#but i get the vibe that people are mistaking these as like animations I did when that's not the case at all
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staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?
🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%
🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%
grace image os i get to look at her
#edit: edited the og post to what i want but to set the record straight i edited to the post to be mathematically correct right after the#first person pointed it out which was like ten mins after i posted the og post. now fuck offf !!!!! the rest of the tags r from the og post#for some reason i feel very immature making your mom jokes about tumblr staff. which i shldnt !!#bc they suck nd they still havent given me polls. but i ig i feel imature bc it a your mom joke 😭 but still i tihnk its kinda funny#EDIT: edited the post to what i want bc yall were getting annoying . but to set the record straight i edited to post to be mathematically#also its *mum* not mom okay i am NOT !! an american . but if i say mum everyone will j be like 'omg british' like i dont know i am#anyway. i want polls please. give me the rigght to force my mutuals chose between the most inane things#also i tihnk it wld b cool for the cs weekly blog. like w each episode#i cld do a poll of like. out of five stars what do u think of this ep#and it wld b a cool thing of which eps r ppls faves#also i cld have like. whose ur fave in team red whos ur fave in acme etc#id prob just have to go with vile faculty bc theres more than 10 ppl in vile. and ppl wld kill me if i didnt include nel the ell or whoever#it wld b fun !!!#oh btw csweekly thats i thing i want to start. prob on uhhh the 11th of feb ill post abt it more but its basically#a tag/blog for watching cs one ep a time watching one ep every saturday#ya !! :3#flappy rambles#inaccessible#ask to tag#(<- idk. just in case)
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more meme dialogue doodles cuz they were fun, wanted to get back to my bb charmac roots w these ones
#iasip#always sunny#charmac#charlie kelly#mac mcdonald#mrs mac#fanart#mine#off to go practice th charlie 1-2#random note i thnk mrs mac is fond of charlie#charlie goes nonverbal nd shes like ‘yea’ nd he nevr bothrs her like mac (</3) nd she thinks hes funny#(thinking of wen he said he took a crap n bonnies food nd she laughs fr literally th first nd only time n th show if u ignore christmas ep)#i think she actually smiles @ bonnie 1 time too wen they first start getting along....and laughs wen bonnie splashes dee in th face......#ok shes just fond of the kellys#n e ways i think ill keep doing these as i come across posts tht feel like them lol#1k
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It's been really hard, but you can do it! Even if it's by crying, screaming, sweating, and secretly working with the ice demon man of your dreams
#svsss#shang qinghua#sqh#implied Moshang#scum villian self saving system#scum villain#scum villains self saving system#scum villain's self saving system#I was just having fun with him and ive been feeling very down so!#QINGHUA IS ENCOURAGING YOU!!!#IF HE CAN DO IT SCREAMINGA ND KICKING THEN SO WILL I#iF HE CAN GET THE BIG BUFF MAN OF HIS DREAMS THEN SO CAN I!!!!!#wE CAN DO THIS!!!#nibbelraz#my art
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another hlvrai thought i can't really word right: tommy always portrayed as emotionally intelligent and emotional but i think he's 100% the opposite. I think he's kinda disconnected from his emotions and doesn't know how to express them. you can see this really clearly in "do you... want a soda?" bc gordon's freaking out super bad but tommy doesn't know what to do to make him feel better- he knows he wants to make gordon feel better, so offers him something he knows makes himself and others happy but in terms of comforting gordon... he mostly stays silent. probably dissociating. he's quiet for a lot of the series, actually! it's weird to look back on.
anyway uuhh idk how to word it but take this:
#he shows he cares in actions more than words#this is not to say he doesnt feel. he does! its just hard to figure out what hes feeling#aka hes nd hehe#hlvrai#tommy coolatta
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A lot of us with ADHD are familiar with the concept of time blindness, but for anyone who isn't: it's a neurological inability to have a consistent sense of the passage of time. If you put me in an empty room, gave me a button and told me to press it when I think it's been 15 minutes, I might press it after..... idk, anywhere between 3 minutes and 2 hours? And if we repeated it the next day the result would probably be wildly different!
But something I've only seen mentioned in one (1) Reddit post, which took some extensive digging to find, is the same effect extending to ALL things measured in numbers. Distance, weight, length, height, amount, space, volume, percentage... For me, small numbers are a bit easier, I could approximate a centimetre probably, but a metre would be much harder and 10 or 100 would likely miss the mark by a lot. Also, anything that can't be easily measured with a ruler or a measuring tape (like weight or volume) is even harder since I don't encounter reference points (like a 1kg hand weight) for those as frequently as I see visual representations of specific lengths.
It's not dyscalculia or anything like that, I'm decent at math (and the OP of the Reddit post was a math major) and I have no other difficulties with numbers, it's just a disconnect in translating real life experiences like sensory input into numbers (and possibly also inconsistent processing of sensory input? Like how the same sound volume is okay one day but hurts my ears the next?), which I think is basically the same thing as what happens with time blindness. For now I've been calling it "measurement blindness" since I've never seen a name for it anywhere, but maybe "quantity blindness" could also work?
I've talked to other people with time blindness to see if they experience this too, but so far none of them have known what I'm talking about. I'd really like to know how many of us are out there and if anyone knows literally anything actually scientific about this very inconvenient phenomenon!
Tl;dr: bc I am wordy:
It's like time blindness but for all things measured in numbers
Not dyscalculia or caused by it
Pretty much never seen it talked about anywhere
Please tell me if it sounds familiar and/or you know something about it, thank
#adhd#time blindness#let me tell you it gets real fucking awkward every time someone asks for my estimate on anything numbers based#like 'hey kuura how far would you say the store is? like a km maybe one and a half?'#and i'm like buddy you'd get a better answer from a toddler than me#and even if i took a precisely 1km walk every day#it would feel like a different distance every fucking time#especially if the route was always different#nd things
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The Ryoko Kui interview's reception is such a disaster over a pretty normal (yet still flawed) interview between a non-Japanese fan and Japanese artistic. This is discourse for discourse's sake, and it's no surprise that almost every Twitter user I've looked at who's using this interview to parade Kui around as a goated mangaka standing strong against Western ideology is anti-trans.
Like, I do think the interview was kinda wonky with its focus on fandom culture, which Kui clearly didn't have much interest in. But sometimes that happens. Sometimes interactions between two people, especially a fan and a creator, two people who view and interact with a piece of media in completely opposite perspectives, don't click. Does this really need to get blown up into a "West vs. East culture war" issue.
Anyways, Kui saying "I don't consider my audience's interpretations when writing. I leave it to their imaginations, but I have my own read on things too" is the healthiest, most normal thing an artist/writer who wants a non-parasocial audience could say. Artists and writers use this line all the time. If Kui didn't enjoy autistic Laius or Farcille headcanons, she would have probably voiced/signalled her discomfort, like she did on the topic of Senshi fanservice. Overall, Kui handled the interview really well. Props to her to sticking to her guns and keeping a healthy disconnect from the fandom. While I think the interviewer could've/should've been more tactful and restrained, the flaws in their questions is not a symptom of the woke mind virus trying to wriggle its way into the pure Japanese psyche. It's the sign of an over-eager fan who sees a piece of fiction differently than its creator.
#personal#delete later#this isn't even worth talking about in depth#but it's crazy that we're rehashing the “artist intent vs fan interpretation” crap again.#read stuart hall's encoding/decoding.#is it so terrible that laius reads to nd people as autistic even though the writer wasn't thinking about it#is that really something to criticize#also you may think the last sentence is me exaggerating but that's literally what the twt discourse is about#anyways i feel bad for the interviewer who's getting harassed over this#i'm seeing every side of discourse be super uncharitable toward them because it's funnier to make them sound outta touch and confrontationa#like. i'm seeing posts from cool people making the interviewer look like they asked “why did you make laius autistic??”#when the actual text of the interview goes “a lot of nd people interpreted laius as autistic. did you have that in mind when writing him?”#and obviously i think a lot of fandom people upset about this are weird too. joking that kui. a real person. is probably autistic is weird#but who am i more willing to criticize. the overeager parasocial fans taking things a too far and making things kinda weird#or the “kill the woke mind virus” weeabo/otaku terfs who still use the r-slur against queer/nd teen anime fans
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Crossing North Dakota in the dark
Taken August 2024
#north dakota#full moon#gas stations#signs#billboards#i feel like i had an anti abortion sign tag? maybe? but i have forgotten it#anyway this blog does not condone nd highway billboards 🫡#wildflowers#lonely roads#my photos#my places#tteoov
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johnny zest but he goes by john landgraab and hasn't dropped out of college and been disowned yet and is also arranged to be married to dina caliente
#he;s an angel no one can tell me otherwise#ts4 gameplay#the sims 4#simblr#s4mm#ts4#s#sims 4#nothing brings me more joy than working on my personal save like it feels so fun and rewarding reimagining the premades and-#placing all my favorite lots and just playing whatever household whenver i feel like it?? it;s so fun!!!#the engagement to dina came to me in a brain blast idk i just liked the idea the more i thought abt its prob not lore accurate tho? wtv#i imagine they grew up together nd are childhood friends so theyre not marrying for live EXCEPT dina has a huge crush on john AAAAA-#so shes def more into this arrangement than he is!!
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There is nothing more joyous in life than things that bring out my happy stim :3
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'art donaldson talks you through it'
no no no, i talk him thru it
#he’d ask so many questions nd be so nervous#'um you like it like this?'#'...is it better when i do it like that?'#'does that feel good?'#u literally have to just kiss his worries away#he’s all tender and sweet and nervous to disappoint and then he’d go and break the bedframe#like whoops! did i do that..?#art donaldson#art donaldson x you
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Persona 4 Golden Update but... Something's off. (Read ID: Important)
Expect to see more soon!
#persona 4#yosuke hanamura#yu narukami#p4#p4g#persona 4 golden#fanart#doodle#p4 au#souyo#shuhana#he will do anything to be your partner#even if it means changing the dialogue#or the game's content#why is the waterfall cutscene completely bugged?#hmm.#dunno.#:)))))#this all started wity yosukes unused file#nd i thought damn how would yosuke feel if he was supposed to have a romance route#and bam#hit me like an incoming truck drive#special interest ready on thevgo 😭
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Stimming…
The Autistic Teacher
#autism#actually autistic#autism awareness month#autism acceptence month#stimming#stimming explained#both ND & NT individuals stim#examples of stimming#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#actually neurodivergent#feel free to share/reblog#The Autistic Teacher (Facebook)
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it’s been 6 years exactly nd i apologize for everything about this
[tw: implied csa]
#i did not work on this fr 6 yrs obvio i jst hated what i did originally nd dropped it forever#bt like last month i thought abt it again nd realized that 6 year promise was coming up….so i debased myself#i still hate this so much :) but i forced myself to do it#rip to the 100 odd ppl who were xcited abt this when i originally posted the sneak peek#i rly wanted to try making something long but i think i shdnt do that n e more lmfaoo#thers a significant quality drop on lots of pages i never quite got around to finalizing n time. sorry. sorry sorry sorryyy#iasip#always sunny#charlie kelly#dennis reynolds#mac mcdonald#mac macdonald#charden#chardennis#trash trio#charmacden#deetress if u squint#fanart#mine#i want to xplore the chardeetress part of their hs more i rly lov that trio#also also i totally lied in the original post talking abt ‘these 3 suffering’ it was always focused on the charden trauma connection#sorry mac girlies#i hav complex feelings regarding mac's involvement n th uncle jack side of charlie's childhood#but they r not on display here#gnna hav to draw some cute bb charmac to repent and to self sooth aftr this
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