#nat you crazy
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Shauna and the baby were probably both going to die. depending on your interpretation of the dream realm, maybe for a time Shauna did die. something brought her back, or kept her from staying there. but it wasn't Mari's "wilderness, I hope Shauna doesn't die" or Travis' well intended but useless blood magic (recall Lottie "can't this just be enough? please?" it was never enough) or even the baby's death covering the symbol on the blanket in blood. those are futile hopes and bargains. the baby was already doomed. and the wilderness doesn't trade, we know this. it chooses. someone has to die. it took Crystal and spared Shauna. Shauna thinks she's been snubbed by the group and by extension the wilderness when it takes Javi and Nat is crowned, but what she fails to see is that she was chosen first. she keeps being chosen! not to die, to live. Coach Martinez dying to put her oxygen mask on. Jackie dying to later feed her. the wilderness taking Crystal (where is her body? it belongs to the wilderness now) to get Shauna through a dangerous labor. Nat dying in her place as the queen of hearts twenty-five years later. maybe it always did like Nat best, but it killed for Shauna first. and it kept killing for her. for girls like Shauna (and for girls like the Wilderness) isn't that just the shape love makes? a knife wound.
#shauna: i just want to be seen and loved and worshiped for the crazy bitch i am#the wilderness: i see and love and worship you for the crazy bitch you are#shauna: not like that i miss jackie#i think there's a solid argument that it killed nat's dad for her first but since it's pre-crash timeline i am going to respectfully exclud#that from my analysis lololol#for nat the shape of love is a bullet hole in this essay I will#shauna shipman#yellowjackets#lottie matthews#travis martinez#coach martinez#crystal yellowjackets#natalie scatorccio#mari yellowjackets
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yellowjackets has the widest selection of individually insane female characters i’ve ever seen. deeply compelling television
#finishing s1 rewatch before i do s2 for the first time#there is something so wrong with literally everyone in slightly different directions.#they are all so crazy. like what show has misty AND tai AND nat AND shauna with their disastrous adult lives. who is doing it like this#also the two timelines like. you’re watching like how are they gonna live with this? and then you see exactly how they’re living with it#yellowjackets
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How I sleep knowing I'll never trust anyone that hates Sydney but worships Richie:
#the bear#the bear fx#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#richie jerimovich#jk kind of#well on days I don't see or think about Sydney haters#under every damn comment section in this fandom is someone saying Sydney didn't take accountability#like I know we all have our biases but yall are really shameless about it#Sydney scored A LOT of Ws for The Beef AND The Bear#but one time she makes a mistake and justifiably walks away from a toxic work environment she's the devil#Richie worked at The Beef for years and Sydney did more for it in what less than four months than he did#on top of being a prick to Sydney in particular because she was changing things he wanted to keep the same#to the detriment of the restaurant but also everyone#and overall being unpleasant to Carmy#Nat and anyone that didn't find him funny or interesting or like his bs#pre-Forks Richie reminds me of those types of people that only listen to people that like them#and I love that because it's realistic to some ppl#I do like Richie#it just leaves a bitter taste in my mouth knowing there are people that hate Sydney#ignore her accomplishments only to raise up Richie#in the same breath when the actual show is showing you what's up#like you'd think there were different versions of the show with how these two are perceived#I get this weird need to defend Sydney when people shit on her because I wonder how often said people treat the Sydneys of the world#but that aside#In Fishes Richie mentions something about wasting potential at the beef#In Ceres it's implied he called the popo on the dealers after Sydney deescalated a situation Richie previously dealt with#in an unorthodox manner#he recognised he needed to change but still was an arsehole to the one person who was facilitating that change effectively Sydney#this show is great but people denying what they're seeing on their own screens is crazy
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2.08 IT CHOOSES | 1.03 THE DOLLHOUSE
#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#mistynat#mistynatedit#otp: you should be thanking me#otp#parallel*#i love parallels#inverseparallel*#mine#edit#*#tag meta#meta#wordles#HI HELLO I AM HAVING FEEEEEEELINGS ABOUT THIS TODAY#~#feeling particularly crazy about 1) the fact that misty stays more hands-off in the dollhouse; it's like she's learned more about how#she needs to handle nat - that forcing her is necessary to an extent but that it made a seed of resentment when they were kids#so misty knows better now to give nat a little bit of space and guide her instead of tackle her#(i am once again Thinking about misty treating nat like a bird!!!)#so instead of holding nat back in gif two - where misty runs toward her in 97 - misty lets her go and just watches after her#and 2) NAT PUSHING MISTY AWAY HURTS SO MUCH MORE NOW#because she didn't in 97 - when they were kids nat let misty hold her back let misty justify why she needed to let javi go and then focused#her anger about that inward at herself. but in the dollhouse nat pushes misty away!! she's turning inward again but she's letting her anger#out a little at misty! and misty takes it!! misty is her knight and it is her job to protect her queen and she tried to do that#until the very end
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i’m so obsessed with crimson (not a cringe name at all!) and logan!!!
pls tell us more about crimson and her backstory! and her mutation! thanks baby!!!
wtf oh em gee anon ofc i’d love to chat about her!
for her mutation, she’s basically a blood bender, but with some extra stuff cause i thought just blood bending was a little boring lmao. i'm not the best at explaining things, so hopefully this isn’t all over the place.
in my head, she can manipulate blood that's both inside and outside of the body. she can sort of "possess" peoples bodies by either ingesting their blood or by blood-to-blood contact. if it has a blood stream, she can take it over. it’s not only limited to just the living either, corpses that still have blood in their bodies are easiest for her to manipulate.
she refrains from ever ingesting blood in fear of looking too scary, she only learned and honed the blood-to-blood contact method working with charles and hank. she can also use her own blood (other peoples as well but once again, she doesn't really want to come off as scary) as a weapon by manipulating it into sharp objects once it's spilled.
she hardly possesses living people because it takes a huge toll on her physically and it's still a little too hard for her to execute safely.
i even toyed with the idea of her being able to like...ingest a mutants ability. not forever, but if she takes enough blood from them she can retain a watered down, weaker version of whatever ability they may have for a short period of time, but i'm not so sure about making it 'canon' in my own little universe.
one cause it’s a super similar trait to rogue and two cause i obviously want her abilities to be interesting and powerful in a way, but i don't want to make her too op or a sort of mary sue type character. it's so icky reading ocs that are written to be the strongest mutant ever that body jean and magneto and everyone else under the sun. i don't ever want to give that vibe with this lol please let me know if i do don't spare my feelings like is this cool or is it too extra...
okay so what i have in my head in terms of a backstory is very chaotic and not really fully fledged in any way shape or form! the main idea i have for her is that, as a child, she was sold to a mutant testing lab by her abusive mother. her father left right after her abilities developed, refusing to raise a mutant daughter.
i know i very ominously mentioned the “scientists” and the “experiments” in afilav sort of in passing, but just know she was a mutant before she was tested on! the experiments only affected her mutation. that’s why she reacts more aggressively or viscerally to the sight and smell of blood. however, her enhanced strength and healing are a result of her time in the lab.
anyway long story short she finally broke out of the lab when she was older and started to “work” as like a free agent for a couple years.
killed whoever wherever for whoever for lots of money. she never stayed in one place long. she liked being off the grid, mostly drifting from state to state sleeping in shelters, on park benches, in abandoned cars, but only until she was found by charles xavier.
that's really it! i'm trying to think out some more aspects of her that are only half-baked ideas so i won't bother writing them down lol thanks for the question anon! i had so much fun actually sitting down and writing this.
fyi: i'll be tagging all my content about this au and character with the tags 'to the bone au' and 'file: crimson' from this point on :)
love you!
#nat answers!#— anons ♡#to the bone au#file: crimson#thank you sm anon#i loved yapping about them#she's literally all i think about#it's dead crazy#and a little alarming#and annoying probably#to my poor roomate#who has to listen#to me nonstop talk about this LMAO#HAHAHA#anyway
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sillay razz animation ive had in the works based on the art for paku by asmi. been enamored w the idea for nearly 2 yrs and finally hahaa haha yes sicko voice
+stills bc they looked better in color before gif crunch
#ocs#nat#razzposting#gif warning#animation#no it is not synced to the song this is bc im bad at animating#it is however synced well to You S02 by speedy ortiz. so play that if u feel crazy
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your thing about fanon lottienat kinda validated my theory that fanon lottienat is just jackienat but worse
OGH yeah honestly….
like. jackienat is right there. they have a shitton of parallels that are exactly what makes lottienat cool as well, just without some of it but in place you get like. actual punk and popular but also actually nuanced. because it’s an actual big part of the characters!! like the opposites factor!! idk i think jackienat should be more popular it would be cool
#but whateverrrrrr do whatever you want obligatory disclaimer#so nobody tells me i’m psychotic again :) among other things#askbox went crazy lmao#like also people who are like “well jackienat has no intersections”#as someone who rlly likes lottienat the amount of directly positive interactions is not that high either compared to stuff like taivan#which isn’t nearly as popular yk#to the point of being ignored bc people complain about there being#“no actual lesbians in yj”#THEYRE RIGHT THERE!!!#not even a huge jackienat guy but like#they’re also so interesting!!!#like. the scene where nat leaves jackie’s bones in the plane ughhhh#and the parallelssssss#idk idk#sheps asks#shep talks yj
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nat when travis points the gun at her during the shooting challenge:
#cytherea.txt#yellowjackets lb#she's so crazy i love her#idc if you hate travis you have to admit they match each other's freak to a literally terminal degree#nat scatorccio#travis martinez
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🔥 feel free to do this for anything but everytime I see one of your posts about jrwi I become more intrigued and nosy than anyone has ever been before
[ask game: send a 🔥 for an unpopular opinion]
i don't know how unpopular this is because i choose to not keep up with the fandom at large for my health. but! i think we gotta stop giving them credit for writing "queer narratives." i think we gotta stop calling jrwi the gay podcast. it's like. it's not. going on a stream, or a tweet, or a now-deleted discord questions channel and going "yeah sure they're gay" and then that not being reflected in the way the character is played or shown outside of a "wow isn't men kissing funny" or "hehe isn't women being attracted to each other hot" is like. incredibly hollow imo.
#mail time!#i could be way meaner about this. hey nat. if you're still in naddcord i've gone fucking crazy in the more ttrpg shows channel.#if you want a more comprehensive story of my descent into madness
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super super super proud of @englishgradinrepair for getting into their TOP CHOICE PHD PROGRAM!!!
#nat talks#been following you for so long this is crazy#can't wait to keep following along your journey (as much as you want to share ofc)!!!
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surely not. are you implying that during date plan natsume was struggling with coming up with an idea and not only went to tsumugi, a completely irrelevant third-party with probably ZERO dating experience for advice, but then used tsumugis OWN IDEAL FIRST DATE as a base to work off of rather than, oh, i dont know, GOING WITH YOUR IDEAL DATE????? WHY ARE U BASING UR DATE PLAN ON TSUMUGIS IDEAL DATE AND NOT UR OWN ARE U STUPID. ARE U GAY. my eyes must be deceiving me bc aint no way
#WHAT ARE YOU DOING#ARE TOU CRAZY#whatever.#WHAYEVER#THIS IS SO DUMB SOMEONE LOCK HIM UP#nat rambles#nats enst posting#no bc i feel so ill bc if we're going by my delusion then natsumes idea is such a cute and romantic twist on tsumugis initial idea#bc its kinda like. Showing u those starry skies in a natural environment rather than going to a planetarium#(which is arguably more convenient if u wanna guarantee a gorgeous view)#but natsumes idea makes it sound like No we should be experiencing the real deal out under the night time sky#But this is me being crazy. ignore me.#NATSUMES OWN IDEAL FIRST DATE IS SO CUTE TOO HE LITERALLY COULDVE JUST GONE WITH THAT#WHATS WRONG WITH HIM#THE DATE PLAN ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO SIMILAR
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the mcu still deserves to go to hell for pushing stevep*ggy like… the worst ship w the worst chemistry. the crazy thing is there ARE good het ships in the mcu, peggy and steve were just never it
#peggynat#listen ghey got to me#if they so wanted him w a carter how abt SHARON? HIS MAIN LOVE INTEREST#IN THE COMICS#it’s also pathetic to see nat head over heels for peggy#and peggy’s stuck on the memory of a man she knew for so lottle time it’s crazy#like peggy love you might want to acknowledge that you have something going on w your bestie
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when joanna newsom said i have sown untidy furrows across my soul but i am still a coward content to see my garden grow so sweet and full of someone else's flowers. me and n.h. sewell felt that
#sometimes i can almost feel the power!!!!! sometimes i am so in love with you!!!! < bonus ava/nat moment if you're crazy#i am already using a lyric from this song as the title for my main verse name for them teehee
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what are your thoughts on those (what are they called again?) nurtural shadow pokemon? And what happened to them? Nobody’s said anything about them for a few months from what I have seen at least?
Oh uh. The Natural Shadow Pokemon?… I don’t know ANYTHING ABOUT THEM! Any that I happen to own are by PURE COINCIDENCE. Or maybe ACCIDENT.
Maybe someone ELSE will make some kind of SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT about them someday. WHO KNOWS.
#ooc: Hai anon I’m making ‘field journal’ pages on the NAT’s soon#ooc: they’ll be posted to my art blog and ooc rb’d by Vic. they’ll have all the info you need on the NATS if you want your character to#find one :] or even own one! go crazy.#anon#ask#Natural Shadow Pokémon
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Local girltwink in her boydyke era
Closeups under cut
#butcher? more butch?? butchlier???? idfk man#RIP Jackie Taylor you would've made such a handsome butch 😔#also I just realized that the little guy kinda looks like Nat. it's not. it's supposed to be me#but you can choose to interpret it as Nat lowkey swooning over Jax if you want to lol#this's part of my au wherein Jackie almost freezes but is brought inside by Nat n Travis#(a lot fewer people die than in canon. it's (relatively) happy)#(they don't hunt each other. a couple of the girls (gn) die from various causes. but not murder. this includes Coach Ben)#she loses several fingers and an ear to frostbite#and Shauna still cuts a chunk outta her arm lol#because let's be real that bitch is crazy (affectionate)#these are of ~19-20 year old Jackie#she moved outta Wiskayok the first chance she got#(to either California or New York. I'm undecided. some major city)#she holds a pretty major grudge against the rest of the survivors for uh. fairly obvious reasons#she's roommates with Nat and Travis (who's relationship is a lot healthier than canon because Javi didn't die)#but she hasn't spoken to any of the others since they were all rescued#it has JackieNat bestie-ism. and maybe more. who knows#(me. I know)#wow this's just turned into me rambling about my au#my art#Yellowjackets tag#Jackie tag
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Playing d&d today. My character sees an old woman struggling with a cart and helps her home. Lady is clearly a witch from the contents of her house (cauldron, potions, bones, frog jar). DM asks to roll perception. Roll an 8. “You don’t notice much.” I help unload her stuff. Since I see more room, asked to roll again. Roll perception of 8. DM sweating. Old lady asks me to get her a trunk from her dark back room. Character unsuspecting while player dying inside. Enter new room, invited to roll perception. Roll an 8. Get the trunk. Pick it up. Offered a final chance to roll as I’m going back out. Roll perception. It’s an 8.
The odds of this are 1 in 160,000, or 0.0006%. I am
Anyway she was a Babayaga
#dungeons and dragons#d&d#she didn’t eat me though bc I was so polite so be kind to your elders. I was like ‘this is insane’ DM decided after that my nat 20 was an 8#for the rest of the session and you’ll never guess what I rolled on wild magic later#the screams in the chat so real#I asked and the DM said ‘well despite all odds Nayla was so polite thinking she’s some nice old lady that you just never gave her a reason#so yeah she eats people but made an exception bc I am very polite#and that’s 8 on a d100 for the wild magic something going on today fr#that was just crazy
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