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liwinly · 3 days ago
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ᯓ★ BAD BOY , BAD IDEA
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: ✮ "he was trouble wrapped in leather & you ran straight into the fire."
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── .✦ Memories and memories . Prompt 18
✦ PAIRING ⸻ badboy!ni-ki x goodgirl!fem-reader
✦ GENRE ⸻ high school romance, fluff, angst, drama
✦ WARNINGS ⸻ kissing, skinship, heartbreak, betrayal, cheating
✦ WORD COUNT ⸻ 1k+
౨ৎ SYNOPSIS :
you weren’t the type to fall for bad boys. but then again, ni-ki wasn’t just any bad boy. he was a storm you didn’t see coming, all sharp grins and reckless charm, making you feel like you were the only girl in the world. but the thing about storms? they leave nothing but ruins behind.
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Y/n had a huge crush on Ni-ki since middle school. It wasn’t a normal crush. It was the kind where she would daydream about him in class and then pretend she wasn’t staring when he turned around. The kind where her heart did stupid gymnastics every time he walked by. ─ Read more under the cut!
But the problem?
Ni-ki was Ni-ki.
He was the school’s bad boy. Too cool, too handsome, too untouchable. He skipped class, talked back to teachers, and somehow always smelled really good?? He had a leather jacket, a motorcycle (even though he was probably too young for a license), and an attitude that made girls fall at his feet.
And Y/n? She was just… Y/n.
“Girl, stop,” Minji, her best friend, groaned as Y/n stared at Ni-ki across the cafeteria. “You’ve been crushing on him for years. It’s embarrassing.”
“I can’t help it,” Y/n whispered, watching as Ni-ki leaned back in his chair, spinning a basketball in his hands, totally ignoring the girls giggling around him.
Minji rolled her eyes. “He doesn’t even know you exist.”
But oh, Minji was wrong.
Because that same day, something crazy happened.
Ni-ki walked up to her locker, leaned against it like in a movie, and smirked.
“Hey, princess.”
Y/n almost died on the spot.
Ever since that day, Ni-ki started showing up.
Like, everywhere.
He sat behind her in class. He “accidentally” bumped into her in the hallway. He stole food off her lunch tray like they’d been dating for years.
“You’re so annoying,” Y/n pouted one day as he took another one of her fries.
Ni-ki just grinned. “Nah, you love it.”
Her heart did a backflip.
Minji, of course, was suspicious. “This is weird,” she said one afternoon. “Ni-ki doesn’t just talk to girls. He destroys them.”
Y/n ignored her. Because suddenly, Ni-ki was hers.
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One day after school, Ni-ki was waiting by his motorcycle, licking a cherry lollipop.
“Wanna go for a ride?” he asked, twirling the candy in his mouth.
“I-I don’t know…”
“You scared?” He tilted his head, his smirk making her weak in the knees.
“N-no!” she stuttered.
“Then get on, princess.”
And she did.
And it was the best (and scariest) ride of her life.
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Y/n and Ni-ki got close.
Too close.
He started texting her at night. He’d throw pebbles at her window and laugh when she peeked out. He’d pull her into empty hallways and whisper things that made her blush like crazy.
One night, he snuck her out to the basketball court. It was just them, the cool night air, and the sound of crickets.
Ni-ki spun the ball on his finger. “You’re different,” he muttered.
Y/n blinked. “Different how?”
“You actually look at me like I’m a person.” He flicked the ball away and stepped closer. “Not just some bad boy.”
Her heart pounded.
And then — BOOM— he kissed her.
It was warm. A little rough. A little sweet.
Her brain stopped working.
When he pulled away, he smirked. “Knew you wanted me, princess.”
Y/n smacked his arm. “Shut up.”
But she was smiling like an idiot.
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Everything was perfect right ?
Until it wasn’t.
One day, Y/n walked into school and everything felt off.
Girls were whispering. Some were crying.
Minji looked pale.
“What’s going on?” Y/n asked, her stomach twisting.
Minji swallowed. “Ni-ki… he…”
And then Y/n saw it.
A video was playing on the school TV.
It was Ni-ki and another girl. KISSING.
Y/n’s heart shattered.
She stormed outside and found him leaning against his motorcycle, looking guilty.
“HOW COULD YOU?!” she yelled, voice shaking.
Ni-ki sighed. “It’s not what you think.”
“NOT WHAT I THINK? YOU’RE LITERALLY KISSING SOME RANDOM GIRL ON A BIG SCREEN.”
Ni-ki ran a hand through his hair. “Listen, Y/n—”
“NO! I WAS SO STUPID FOR FALLING FOR YOU!” She turned to leave, but then—
“Wait.” He grabbed her wrist. “I did it to protect you.”
Y/n froze. “What?”
Ni-ki clenched his jaw. “That girl… she’s the principal’s daughter. He found out about us and told me to break up with you. If I didn’t, he’d expel you.”
Y/n’s mouth dropped open.
“So… you fake cheated on me?” she whispered.
Ni-ki looked away. “Yeah.”
Y/n felt like she couldn’t breathe. “You could’ve just told me!”
“Would you have let me do it?”
She didn’t answer.
Ni-ki sighed. “I did it to protect you, princess.”
But Y/n just shook her head, tears in her eyes.
“You broke my heart, Ni-ki.” She took a deep breath. “I don’t need your protection anymore.”
And with that, she walked away.
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Y/n ignored Ni-ki after that.
No more texts. No more motorcycle rides. No more stolen fries.
Ni-ki still watched her from afar, regret in his eyes.
Minji patted Y/n’s back. “You finally got over him, huh?”
Y/n hesitated.
She knew bad boys where bad news. And this time, she wasnt falling for it.
.... Or was she?
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── .✦ @slayyuna @sugarikiz @amoressb @irasvr
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bradleysass · 1 day ago
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Knowledge - @moonchaser-microfic - wc: 499
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Remus prided himself on knowledge. Silently. He'd never start bragging about his good grades outright, but if it would piss James off, he'd do it all the time. It was just too easy—James, the ever-confident, ever-reckless Gryffindor, absolutely hated being second-best at anything. And if Remus could get under his skin with a well-timed remark about his essay marks, well, that was just a bonus.
This time, though, he held back. Mostly because James really did need to study, and if Remus wanted to avoid another incident of James dramatically throwing his Potions textbook across the dormitory, he had to take a different approach. He bit his tongue against any smug remarks and instead tapped his quill against the open Charms textbook in front of them.
"Alright, let’s go over this again," Remus said, trying to keep his voice even. "The Wand-Lighting Charm—"
"Is incredibly dull," James interjected, chin propped on his hand, staring at Remus in a way that had absolutely nothing to do with Charms.
Remus sighed. "Yes, well, some of us actually care about passing our exams."
James hummed noncommittally. He hadn’t turned a page in fifteen minutes. He hadn't even picked up his quill. "D’you know you do this thing with your nose when you're concentrating? Sort of scrunch it up a bit? It’s adorable."
Remus blinked. Heat crept up his neck. "What?"
James grinned lazily, completely unbothered by Remus’s bewilderment. "Your nose," he repeated, gesturing vaguely at Remus’s face. "You scrunch it up like this—" He attempted to demonstrate, which just made him look utterly ridiculous.
Remus groaned, dropping his forehead onto the textbook. "Merlin, help me."
"Nah, I think you’ve got it all wrong, Moony." James leaned in, and Remus could hear the smirk in his voice. "Merlin sent me to help you."
Remus lifted his head just enough to glare at him. "You're insufferable."
"And yet, here we are," James said breezily, still looking at him like he was the most fascinating thing in the world.
Remus could feel his resolve slipping. He hated how easily James could do this—turn a study session into some kind of game, making Remus forget why he was even annoyed in the first place. He hated it even more that he didn’t really mind.
"If you actually studied, I wouldn't have to be here," Remus pointed out, though his voice had lost most of its edge.
James tilted his head. "Oh? So you don't want to be here with me?" He pouted theatrically, but there was something softer underneath it, something that made Remus’s breath catch.
He looked away, feigning exasperation. "I want to finish this session before sunrise, if that counts for anything."
James chuckled, finally—finally—picking up his quill. "Alright, alright. But only if you promise not to get too distracted staring at my beautiful face."
Remus didn’t dignify that with a response. He did, however, let James get away with brushing their knees together under the table. Just this once.
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fandoms-in-law · 2 days ago
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Still Here 3
Reunion with Tommy
Story Summary: There's a lot of people with expectations of Steve and he's reached the point where he'll call out when they're wrong
Chapter Summary: Tommy comes into Family Video and perhaps both he and Steve have changed since high school
This is part 3. When written I will link the rest here: Part 1, 2, 4, 5
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“Is that Harrington?” Steve heard the familiar voice ask just as he was taking the returns to the back so they didn’t have them out while a rush was happening.
Soon enough he was leant back behind the counter nodding at Tommy. “Yup, don’t expect applause for recognising me.”
“You’re still here? Dude, I could have sworn you’d be out.” Tommy tried to tease as he had done when they were friends.
“Still here and you’re still the same.” Steve raised his eyebrows, expecting something more to be said.
Tommy shook his head laughing instead of getting annoyed, “Nah, college changes you, man. We should hang out while I’m back. Catch up, have some drinks.”
“Don’t think I’ve got an evening free. And hey, when you manage to stay at college long enough to change you really should let me know. It’d be interesting to see.” Steve almost wanted to antagonise Tommy, see if the anger that he’d been so quick to lash out with really had been calmed, but didn’t want to be too much of a dick.
“Too bad, man, it would’ve been cool to recreate some of our best times.” He chuckled again, seeming unconcerned by one of the few implications that did wind Steve up still, being called unchanging all the time got exhausting.
Steve pulled a face, “Like what? Shot-gunning beers beside my pool? Dodging the cops when escaping a party? I’ve done enough other things that those aren’t the best by far.”
For a moment Tommy just watched him, before a soft smile Steve would never have imagined seeing grew, “No one found the answer yet. You’re still waiting for people to hear the question, aren’t you?”
“You made that harder for them.” Steve countered, remembering a joke they’d had in middle school, about neither of their parents knowing what they actually wanted. Tommy had wanted independence and the chance to make his own mistakes and he’d forced them into that through high school but Steve’s wishes were harder to define. “But I’ve got people who mostly know the question now.”
“Talking ‘bout me Dingus?” Robin nudged him with her hip while moving past him behind the counter. “Get Hagan to move on so you can actually help with these customers.”
Hagan glanced back at her, raising an eyebrow at Steve, not saying anything.
“Robin Buckley. She’s in band and not a girlfriend, just a moment that’s real.” Steve answered happily.
Tommy nodded as if that made perfect sense. “Look at us, two men, still here no matter what Hawkins or the World threw at us. If you want to catch up more, I’m staying at home for a bit.”
“See you around, Tommy.” Steve went to call the next customer but Tommy paused, smirking and tapping a video he hadn’t noticed on the counter.
“Thanks for not entirely wasting the time to catch up, now get out of here.” Steve laughed, putting the video through quickly.
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crescentdream3r · 6 months ago
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Yeah I think buying sun and moon merch was pretty worth it, Noon
(my wallet quivers in fear)
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hana-bobo-finch · 1 month ago
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erm…..posting about an OC via a rushed shitpost was not on my 2025 bingo card!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂get it??? 😂😂😂because his name is bingo??(GETS SHOT)
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these are all things he has done or has attempted to do so consider this the full intro post for that freak for now. he’s still too undercooked to fully introduce but damn I love him
#pdbc#I love him. he’s the sole descendant of a royal family and. if you’ll pardon the pun. is royally fucking things up for himself#he could do so much in life and instead decides to be the next Gordon Ramsay……..such wasted potential#did. did I ever mention that part of him. his clan is called the Ramsay clan after all#he wants to be Gordon Ramsay sooooo fucking bad…….#big theater kid gone wrong energy from him#so many of my posts this year have been pdbc related. it Will happen again.#< (in my defense I’m working on other non-pdbc stuff !! but pdbc stuff is easy to make because I don’t have to think about it)#once I’m not so burnt out I’m really excited to design bingo….not even going to attempt to rn#I hate designing outfits but I’m actually looking forward to his bc he has a horrid mix of royal garments and astereotypical butcher outfit#speaking of butchers. butcher vanity? great song absolutely fits him. cannot stop listening to it#surprisingly him being like. a literal cannibal isn’t even all he does. that’s just a…little quirk of his#like ya’d think him eating people would be more important but nah. he’s a POET and a MAGICIAN 😤😤#I’d say he’s one of the most evil characters but…..kinda all of my characters are#sure bingo tries to eat people and bomb people’s homes but there are side characters who put acid in the water supply and aren’t punished#so bingo’s just par for the course honestly#the best thing he’s ever done is install an air conditioning unit. there wasn’t one before bc Mole (his mom) didn’t like them—#—which resulted in people keeling over from heat exhaustion a lot so. good job for fixing that bingo#it’s the bare minimum but that’s pretty good for him so he can have a round of applause for that#I think I might have mentioned Gerbombs in passing but I love them sm#they’re gerbils genetically engineered to blow up when pressure is placed on them#they’re adorable. thankfully they have no concept of death so they’re just chilling with no worries in the world#before you get sad. Sushi rescued most of the Gerbombs and now cares for them so happy ending#no Gerbombs shall die under her watch. I don’t think I could deal with it if too many Gerbombs died#although they’re called Gerbombs they’re actually more physically close to jerboas#they’re so cute. I should draw a Gerbomb sometime#(I should also probably rename them jerbombs considering they’re not gerbils but ehhhhhhhhhhhhh)
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goldentigerfestival · 4 months ago
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yuri lowell versus gacha games
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(*Rays translations in these screenshots belong to me and have been inputted into my own game. full scene hasn't been posted yet)
ability to use his arm and thus fight with that arm lost temporarily in Link before being beat the absolute fuck up by a guy who nearly captured him, threw him in a dungeon and left him barely alive;
brainwashed/memory wiped and given altered memories temporarily in Asteria;
a transgressor from apparently (game shut down before we got a backstory - or frankly anything else at all) being caught committing a crime and put on Vision Central and thus condemned by the majority of the viewers as guilty in Crestoria;
Yuri doing just fine in Rays except Flynn's body is being used by another guy and he does not fucking like it and has a glorious meltdown and is no longer doing just fine upon finding out.
that, uh, does not include the fact that he was seen by Glastein in Rays arc 4 who has a deep obsession with dark hair officially he says black hair but yuri's is purple i'll die on that hill and he also likes lukius' hair too which is clearly brown so uh I'M saying dark hair and commented very very creepily on the length and shine of Yuri's hair and how he wanted to take it home with him.
so yeah! uh! Yuri's gacha life, everyone!
#GTF Yuri Things#they trick you by giving out ample alts of him and making him front and center in all the games#(crestoria was about to so i give them that at least)#and making him all important in the stories... and then they beat him up physically or emotionally#like man Link arc 2 was NOT kind to him LMAO man was physically knocked around so bad#GACHA GAMES DO NOT TREAT YURI VERY KINDLY DO NOT BE FOOLED BY ALL HIS ALTS LMAO#nah i love you claw just. you know. you're still technically. brainfucked yuri. but. i love you bby.#i just wanted to make a shitpost abt the fact that yuri's gacha life sucks LMAOOOO#(reason i left out the glastein scene is bc i don't have that scene properly translated yet so it's not even in my game yet#i usually wait to put translated files into my game until i have the full scene done#so no creepy ass fuckin' glastein screenshots yet)#NOT TO SAY THE GACHA GAMES' STORIES ARE NOT AMAZING BC THEY ARE#just. yuri uh. well. he uh. he gets knocked around. he is not given the happiest storylines.#and no I'm not joking about the Yuri having a meltdown over Flynn thing#and I'm VERY strict about my own translations LOL#so no nobody can pull the ''weh weh she's just a shipper'' actually no i just tl what's in front of me and work with char tone#covering that base before someone tries to crawl up my ass bc god i know they're out there somewhere#whatever the original says i translate to the best of my ability without bias#i might like the content but i never alter content bc god knows i blow a fuse over loc yuri on the daily LMAO
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unproduciblesmackdown · 6 months ago
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(genderly) chill as hell if i was only ever glimpsed / detected like this
#Shrouded In A Rectangle neither sleeves nor an open front to be besieged with? yes#just doing whatever else like doesn't matter. tee cargo shorts which is my best guess rn of my ideal outfit. + sandals Absolutely#unfortunately my hair could never do that. somehow neither am i yet like forties fifties? have i not been at this for eons?#i Can be like uh let's just nobody talk to me i'm busy pensively perceiving truths that you don't ever actually wanna hear about#just the other day it was like hey....a [way Having To Talk could be a difficulty / problem] was under my nose in this lifelong pattern#certainly noticing the Verbal Exchange Demand heaped upon burnout as like [delay delay delay struggle weariness stress]#but also who knows like spent plenty of time just probably indeed Not having to have such exchanges while burned out. not noting them#anyway like this isn't even [dysphoric Ideal Outfit until i could [whatever supposed even more ideal than that gender euphoria]]#though shoutout to that but like nah get shrouded anyway. the only [how do i look] im motivated to consider is: when it's a costume#when it's just me it's like. i guess whatever pants and a comfortable enough tee. need glasses. hair's w/e so cut quite short ig#might accessorize w/things that are fun to me like hey yeah yknow i might want a calculator watch#[yea as a kid it was like :( im actively appreciating the animals supposedly Gross or Bad] if i had hated little friends Sure yaay#if i had disorienting light effects like a pelagic creature. but you don't even need that. like hey i'm nd in real life. i got it#chat i'm in the walls too bestie lmao. if only my bigfoot pose reference Step was this good#tl;dr long rephrasing of my being like; now the gender slay....#& nodding & Noting when [worksheet exercise: what's your gender euphoria look?] is like shrug idk. but this is serving maximally to me; so#going Chat how can i up my uncanny stats. looking up ''isn't it like Uncanny knowledge e.g. so like why not....canny''#but i think the un canny is the Uncanniness Accuser's perspective. not of My ken. your literal weird one maybe#so again apt to be like jk i'm just autistic & shit; i got it....horror shit challenge impossible: Don't have sm typical mundane#[disability moment] as like Unsettling danger/malice cues. challenge impossible; again#subverted here like as [horror holding hands touching foreheads w/comedy] w/o Rescinding just casual disabled behavior/qualities#just remembered like three witches weird sisters etc macbeth. weird uncanny soothsaying gendering. word#anyway i should be shrouded (made no any connection whenever i put the blanket now over my head & shoulders in place min ago)#perhaps the real Ideal Look insight: i do not have any way i wish to be observed by people. secret passages / removed room anytime
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theflyingfeeling · 9 months ago
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yes it's just me whining about the same thing for the billionth time, pls just scroll past nothing new to see here 👋
#i just want to enjoy the summer but i feel like i don't deserve to if i'm not constantly trying to become employed again 😭#''apply for jobs then? problem solved'' uh-huh yes but!! i also hate applying for jobs#job seeking can be so incredibly humiliating#first i have to send them a letter BEGGING to be invited to an interview#and then i have to try and convince them that i am actually competent and good at my job even though you have my cv right there#and then afterwards they call me to tell me they found someone who they liked better than me#(or rather someone who was more competent than me judging by their work history etc.)#it's like ''yes we are hiring but not YOU specifically lol''#like. at school if you take a test you get the grade you deserve based on how you did in the exam.#it's something you can actually directly affect yourself#but if someone who's applying for the same job with me has more work experience or whatever they will get hired over me no matter what i do#(at least that's how it usually works on my field)#in which case it doesn't matter if i do well in the interview or nah. bc the other person was always going to be picked for the job anyway#and yes one could say i can then be satisfied if i did my best but it's little consolation when i'm still unemployed!!#and so every time i apply for a job and get rejected it feels like a personal failure#and to avoid that feeling of failure i want to avoid applying for jobs altogether#so yeah. being active in job seeking is more likely to relieve me from this misery but job seeking is ALSO misery. so 🤷‍♀️#that on top of the fact i don't even _want_ to apply for all the open positions on my field#but i feel obliged to because it's what i have a degree on. and when i'm unemployed i don't have the luxury to choose which ones i apply fo#i can't afford to be picky#I DON'T DREAM OF LABOUR I JUST NEED MONEY TO LIVE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO DO JUST ANY JOB! I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THAT!#i don't want to come home crying from work every day because i hate every single aspect of my life INCLUDING my job 😭#when this semester i actually HAD a job i didn't mind waking up to every morning 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair#to conclude i don't deserve to enjoy myself in the summer because i'm not doing enough to fix my unemployement situation#(just like i don't deserve to feel sad about being lonely because i don't work hard enough to maintain deep friendships#but that's a crisis for another day! stay tuned ✌️)
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lesbiansanemi · 1 month ago
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This bitch cannot take a hint oh my FUCKING god how many times do I have to tell her I don’t like going to bars before she stops fucking asking
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fluffomatic · 2 years ago
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Can I
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may I
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I just
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man he is just
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HNNNG YES
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my baby
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Ooo my baby
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He crusha the appy jooce
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hajihiko · 2 years ago
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you read homestuck?? u seem like the type to have Opinions on dirk and/or dave /lh
Dirk was done fucking dirty by the narrative post-epilogue and I'm never gonna stop being angry about it
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jamandjazz · 7 months ago
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Wish I knew the difference between romantic love and platonic love.
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loismagic · 2 years ago
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on tonight’s demily discourse, this would have been a perfect moment for a kiss :)))))
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squuote · 1 year ago
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realizing that maybe I am just some crow who does not like labels. or at least using too many
#crow thoughts#sorry this is about queer stuff tehe ^___^#but fr I’ve kinda decided that queer is enough for me. like I’m comfy with aro and enby as defining terms#but in terms of my overall sexuality queer is enough for me :-)#honestly while this is about queer stuff I think this also can be used for an sort of identity label for myself#I think I’ve just come to the conclusion that I hate being put inside a defining box for others to assume of me#aside from the ones I actually want to be in#finding out I was aro was kind like one of the best things for me in terms of identity#cause I’ve never rlly given a shit about my sexuality. if I think someone’s cute I think they’re cute#if I don’t think they’re cute then I don’t think they’re cute! simple easy and flows just right for me#in the end it doesn’t matter because to me that aspect of myself is tiny like it doesn’t rlly define me that much#I’m glad to have any identity that allows me to push away the forceful nature of heteronormativity#same with being nonbinary! tho that one was an easy fit hehe#but I’ve also been thinking about other identity stuff as of late too. not just gender n sexuality#like religion and the whatnot. you know the deal#and like yknow what? nah you don’t get a defining term on that personal shit#you don’t get to know why I like calling myself a crow or my religion or whatever other personal shit I got going on#I’m just me. just foster. I’m not one defining characteristic I’m just me#I’m more comfortable with myself than I’ve ever been in my life. I know myself and I will continue to learn more#but I’m comfy not telling anyone until I wanna mention it :-)
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jackass-jones · 11 months ago
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Teehee I got hugged today 🥰
#the klock keeps ticking#it was literally like 2 seconds but idk im like WOOOOO#like it wasnt long enough for me to be all satisfied touch wise nah im so starved itd take all night and day man#and also this particular person is uh. very special ahem. and it was like#i wrapped my arms around them best I could and i could just feel their hips and like their body squish under my hands#cuz theyre so squishy and sturdy at the same time it felt safe and its like. thats really scary actually#ive never ever felt safe hugging anyone this kinda thing is brand new to me#touch in general is new to me. at least consensual touch that i wanted and initiated#and i just felt really nervous cuz like i really love this person but sometimes its hard cuz like ‘guys’ dont hug each other often#or at least not in a case like this where we’re friends but theres this sorta avoidance around anything romantic#cuz we’re both very awkward and also uh. trying not to cross certain boundaries just yet we need time#but unfortunately im so aaaaa rn and touch starved and i was like im just gonna bite the bullet and ask if we can hug LIKE A DAMN GAY ASS#its like fuck i may as well propose marriage and get on all fours while im at it aaghhhhh why am i like this#but it was fine they werent weirded out or anything. not visibly anyway. and they hugged me!!!#me! of all people! im like so happy we got to hug but im also really pissed cuz it was really brief and i didnt get to memorize how they#felt and now im just like grrrrr. fucking tease why must i be so tortured i get the smallest taste and then poof its gone#i just wanna cuddle and hug them for hours and pull their hair and feel their body all over and uhhhhhhhhh#ahem. i may be getting too gay here huh. damn itttt. fuck me. how do you ask your mate if you can explore bodies#in a way that definitely isnt platonic without making things weird
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floral-hex · 2 years ago
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I just want to get blasted, either out of my mind or into the sun, I’m not picky
#not me looking into the shitty guidelines for getting approved for medical marijuana in arkansas#yeeeaaaah looks like the process is ridiculously convoluted and pricey so nah#but missouri is just a few hours away so who knows#I hate weed for real. I mean it’s cool but I’ve had some bad experiences#but my anxiety is getting pretty rough and it would just be nice if I could turn my brains to mush every once in awhile#whenever my hearing gets bad I start freaking out and panicking and feeling sick. it suuuuuuucks.#anyway I have about 10 ‘emergency’ klonopin left which I don’t like taking bc I’m a hoarder and hate wasting stuff#like in video games when you stockpile potions but never use them#plus that shit can be addictive and I’m not a fan of that idea#tbh tho I diiiid take one earlier and I’ve been feeling preeeetty mellow#I ate two bowls of ice cream and I’m feeling good#I thought I had a drs appt coming soon to talk about anxiety meds but turns out it’s actually next month 🙄 so gonna reschedule that#anyway this was supposed to be a post about wanting to get blazed but I kinda whined all over these tags#whoops#uhhh…. how are you doing?#have you drank enough water today? for real#god I love ice water with a little lemon juice. I drink so much of that a day. it’s the best.#this isn’t important#if you read all of this then I love you#or at least like you. a little. a little bit. you’re good. I appreciate you.#ok I’m gonna go make coffee now#you can ignore this#text
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