iambicstrays

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anyway these are the only two songs that exist in the world now

wanted to make a playlist but then the first and only 2 songs i could immediately think to put on it coincidentally both had blues in the title and for some reason i didnt like that and it made me give up on everything

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wanted to make a playlist but then the first and only 2 songs i could immediately think to put on it coincidentally both had blues in the title and for some reason i didnt like that and it made me give up on everything

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hhh hhh hhh hhh hhhhhh hhh hhhhhh hhhhhhh hhh hhhhhh hhh hhhh hh h hhhh h h hhh hh hhhhh hhhh hhh hhhhh hhh hh h h hhh hh h hhhh hh h h hh h. hh. hh hh h h. hh h. die die die die

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proof that i know how to have fun and can in fact get a little ' crazy '

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im in such a bad mood

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weird haircut but its okay because of the pretentious asshole in my head who thinks of everything i do as performance art

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boiling pasta while sick and also using it as a humidifier

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i had a dream where i ate some horrible horrible horrible evil disgusting boiled eggs and i could actually taste it and i feel like i can still remember the taste and its making me want to vomit

it was boiled eggs but the texture was all wrong like the whites were like 70% salt or smth so they just tasted like salt and had a horrible gritty texture and then the yolk was all hard and rubbery and like it was solid in some places i cant stop thinking about how gross it was

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i was like im going to play portal for the first time i sure do hope this doesnt awaken anything in me

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i like machine girl and all nothing against them but ive never actually gotten all the way thru an album of theirs

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today my psychiatrist was asking how ive been doing this semester and was like "how about friends?" and i said "mmmmm. no."

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i will take 2 excedrin and then lie in the dark for half an hour and for some reason that puts me in the state of mind where i write this

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the weathers getting colder and im listening to xiu xiu every single day, that means its bug girl season again 🪰🪰🪰

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only 2 states of being. its either "i deserve to die" or "my playlist is so fucking good"

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xiu xiu was incredible one of the best nights of my life