#nah I’m vibing
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one of the nuisances with having an androgynous body and face is that l'm able to pass off as both genders, which is great and all, but not all that nice when people perceive me as a woman.
Not that I rather be a man ofcourse, I hate gender overall when it comes to me, but if i were to be refered to as one or the other I must rather it be sir/him and not maam/her. Such a feminine incident happened and caused me to devastatingly despise wearing short shirts, giving me a bad sense of dysphoria although not too significant.
But I can not tell you how nice it was to wear a crop top one of those thin vest like shirts) in this heat shhdhdjsjixkdbkdb Honestly, I haven't felt the wind on my shoulders for somewhat less than a decade. It was incredible.
l'm a long sleeve or button up shirt wearer till my old man days but heat that's able to knock me out cold warm, that's when I risk it for the biscuit and wear something in my eyes deemed as "girly". Aaaaahhh
ALSO GOT COMPLIMENTED BY MY FAVOURITE CASHIER??!? Well, I say compliment, she just say hi to me as usual and we talked about the heat and she noted how I dressed for the occasion. Compliment in my eyes.
#vent#personal vent#i guess?#kinda#transgender#i think lol#nonbinary#agender#gendervoid#unlabeled#silly#crop tops for guys#Aaahhhh#its so warm#im melting#ufudhhshsj#I got some cheesecake#That’s wonderful#I’m so happy#Oh wait rhis was ment to be like#Sad#uhm#nah I’m vibing#I want to go inside of a refrigerator tho
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still no cure for the addicted to dark haired men disease
#was not sad but idk. frustrated? abt a certain dark haired man#but distracted myself by having a laugh w another dark haired man at the work do. …#also the bar tender where we went is legit my fave I’m sooooo making it my regular hang out spot#also cos it’s so chill it doesn’t feel like a pub? cos it’s not#it feels like a place to hang out where u can have alcohol or not#as opposed to most bar type places have such a have to intoxicate vibe#nah this one is so laid back. second time I’ve been now#anyway I’m in a good mood#I have the most beautiful view rn#there’s cats around#I’m warm ! I can have a BATH tomorrow if I like!#I feel like I’m on holiday but I’m gonna get paid
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Episode 29 and we got through an argument with no ridiculously personal insults or death threats now that’s what I call progress!!!💛
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#john doe#my art#does this need to be tagged as spoilers?? nah probably not#anyway Arthur’s face is like that because he doesn’t know what he’s holding#and he has a bad case of resting melancholy face change my mind#the mustache…the way that changed the entirety of the vibe for my design for him#I’m still processing it
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Something that will never not be funny to me is how Harlan writes dialogue for John and then realizes how fucking romantic it sounds so he has to follow up every interaction in which he talk to anyone ABOUT Arthur with a “friend” at the end lmao.
“My king, I respect the affection and care you bestow upon your very dear FRIEND”
“He’s meat”
“Yeas but he’s my meat- MY FRIEND”
“Why does he chose you and not me?”
“Because I love him.
And he loves me. That’s FRIENDSHIP”
Sir, just stop.
Are you doing this to mess with us or are you doing this to yourself and we are all just going along with it for the feels?
(And, just to clarify, this is not a “they are clearly in love with each other” post, but me saying that (whether read as platonic or romantic) it felt like Harlan realizing how beautifully he wrote a piece of dialogue and then having to throw 3 “friends” for good measure in the next sentence, lest the fandom bursts into flames. And that’s seemed a little funny to me)
#malevolent#I just listened to the witch and GOOD GOD#I can usually suspend my disbelief but last episode it got to the point of just sounding like a silly gag instead of actual dialog lmao xD#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#malevolent john#malevolent pod#john doe#malevolent spoilers#and yk what?#I usually vibe with the unhinged aromantics so much but rn#rn I’m just in a ‘nah bro they definitely look at eachother with love in their eye’#usually they are my emotional support unghinged esoterical qpr#but rn I’m living from reading John as#a tragically pinning gay dumbass who is slowly choosing the man who does not reciprocate his feelings over his immortality over and over yk#I’m not ok#I’ll probably go back to reading them as bffs who would kill and die with and for eachother#like probably next episode or the moment they have a tender moment again like it usually happens yk?#but dayum is Harlan not doing himself anyfavours to beat the shipping allegations#mans the captain of his own ship and he is purposefully sinking it wth man?#Well??? can they kiss? as friends??? like I feel they would both benefit from kissing eachother… as friends of course
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there’s a lot of things i love about fandom but in the case of the witcher fandom they took a named but dead character from a lambert side quest in the 3rd video game where lambert has a vague emotional attachment to said character and turned him into a fully fledged, three dimensional and beloved love interest for lambert. i think lambert says his name no more than twice during the whole quest. and yet the fandom consensus on not only aiden’s personality but also general physical appearance is incredible
#the witcher#who was the first person to say ‘he’s a tall pretty boy made of sunshine who is sometimes an elf’#cause they’re a GENIUS#he’s always an elf in my writing just cause i think it fits his vibe and i also like the lore of cat witchers almost always being elves#it also opens the doors for SO much banter with lambert when they first meet#idk i just love fandom#they took one look at lambert’s actual tw3 love interest kiera and went “nah fuck that’.#dead friend was OBVIOUSLY the love of his life#don’t get me wrong i get it#lambert “’i’m an emotionless dickhead’ going on a murder revenge spree for his ‘friend’ from a DIFFERENT WITCHER SCHOOL#is suspect at best#but i digress#i <3 aiden#my words#witcher aiden#witcher lambert
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Do people really think Joost is gay? Like that man oozes straight
I don’t think he’s gay but that man does not ooze straight in anyway lmao. And like even if he is straight man is very okay and comfy with hisself and doesn’t mind if people think he’s not straight lol
But like I can see how some of his eras and like vibes give that off, I just can’t sit here and see him kissing Aggu and acting the girlypop way he does as “very straight” lololol
#I am not mad in anyway btw! hope my autism doesn’t make that unobvious 😭#een anon#I feel like I’m stereotyping but also as a super fucking queer person he gives the like either super comfy ally vibes#or doesn’t give a shit about labels vibes#fuckboy era joost tho? yeah I see the oozing straight#but like every other era? nah#joost klein#joost
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I’m gonna brag on myself for a minute because my self-confidence has been shit lately (thanks winter, for your annual crushing blow to my ego!) but I am, in fact, really good at language acquisition. Like, heretofore it was kind of a stupid superpower that I had never once thought to use for Good
which is why, when I had some kind of visitation from The Lort Almightee last summer and They were like "heyy how about you do something to tangibly improve the place where you live. and also start supporting tribal sovereignty. immediately"
I was like (falling out of my chair, trembling) "uhhhhhh I can learn languages weirdly fast??" and lo, God threw the newly-created UMN Dakota Language major directly in my face and Commanded, "GET TO WORK BITCH"
#true story#when people ask why I’m learning Dakota and want to help teach it as a non-native#I have to be like#quick vibe check#can I tell this person that I’m an atheist but God Told Me To Do It Anyway#or nah#the worst was the white nurse who gave me my covid vaccine at the university clinic#she was making small talk and asked about my major only to be like *how do they even know what Dakota sounds like anymore*#and I was like *DAKOTA PEOPLE ARE VERY MUCH AROUND AND HAVE BEEN SPEAKING DAKODIA THE WHOLE TIME THAT’S THE WHOLE POINT*#first speakers didn’t carry their language and culture through the horrors of the boarding school era(s) for you to disrepect them like thi
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Coming up with names for characters is HARD 😭
Hey, if y’all toss me some name suggestions, if I like one of them enough I’ll give it to one of my new kids!! Any gender is fine ^^
#I’m talking about Nahu’s squad specifically#So far we have Nahu Ezio Ione and Sage#The rest are unnamed#(The rest being mechanic boy smart girl healer girl himbo baker boy and feral girl)#(And violin boy too ig 🤔)#I spent 45 minutes looking at names and going mm. No. Nah. Not that one#THEY JUST AREN’T HITTING THE VIBE#Shima speaks#Among the Stars#ATS#Shima’s OCs#Be warned tho I am VERY picky about names so don’t feel bad if you give me one and I don’t use it nfnsnjfs
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aaron is definitely using miles to do his dirty work bc he’s a minor and he won’t do serious time if caught, we all got that right?
#‘nah i’m not the prowler’ nigga you have a whole ass prowler glove#i’m thinking that aaron was already prowler & then jeff died and he ropes miles into it#it’s like how street gangs recruit early#e-42 aaron is giving me bendis vibes and i don’t like it#spiderverse#atsv spoilers#miles morales
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I’m sooooo sorry, but Eun-yu is SO annoying
#and it’s not just her behaviour in this ep lol 😭😭#in general I’m not vibing with her story bc of the bad writing#and yeah I could just skip scenes#but then I won’t be able to watch more than 15 min or so of the show lmaaoooo#nah they need to wrap it up#twinkling watermelon
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It’s been around a year since I got into Warhammer and I did not expect to get into the lore when I started collecting an army but this is me now I cannot stop thinking about Them
#‘I wonder if this will be a new fandom obsession for me’ I thought. ‘nah I’m in it for the minis/game and don’t vibe with the setting much’#Loud Incorrect Buzzer#warhammer 40k
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decided to fuck around on a dating app for funsies and i already regret it
#rambles.#retreating back to my fictional men because i don’t like being perceived by the 50 year old real ones named chad 😭#i can vibe with people irl but online???? nah. not like this#it’s different with tumblr besties and whatnot but this is just 🥴 about as bad as i imagined lmao#i’m gonna give it until tomorrow before i delete LOL
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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ok yeah this thing is hitting nicely. i was wondering if i was starting to get mild hallucinations bc my phone screen looked greener than usual. i then realized. i was on my tumblr blog. which is green.
#marzi speaks#it was very funny i was like ‘….am i actually high enough for that??’#and then i realized and i went ‘oh nah. i’m just high enough for That’#weeeeee vibes. higher brain function in sleep mode. hell yes
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Hear me out:
Evan “Buck” Buckley 🤝 Meredith grey:
Both being reckless and acting like they are expendable under the guise of helping people, and this self destructive behaviour is caused by their parents traumatising them and making them think they don’t matter
Both miraculously surviving a billion different near death or actual death experiences
Both having a scene where they consider giving up but the people they love help them
Both having a “slut phase” + being called out on it + when they develop in the later seasons they make reference to “the old Meredith” or “Buck 1.0”
Both with have a pseudo-father who is their work superior (captain/chief of surgery) + the entire found family trope in both shows
Both have secret siblings they didn’t know about
Both have shitty parents who both used their traumas to justify being shitty parents to them
#when I first started the show on episode 1 I was like okay alex karev vibe#but then as the seasons went on I was like nah this boy is so Meredith grey#I’m 99% sure that I’m the only one who sees this comparison#every character I like gets grouped in a little space in my brain with characters I think match#this post is bought to you by an edit of Meredith being called out by her therapist for being reckless#and standing “between the line of life and death waiting for a strong wind to blow you either way#which I thought was so much like buck#my poor mentally ill babies 🤧#meredith grey#evan buck buckely#evan buckley#greys anatomy#911
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I was so sad about cataclysm not sticking the landing that I backtracked and started listening to the start of path of deceit again for my last half hour of work (something very normal that I definitely have time for) and the contrast between Marda and Yana at the start of path of vengeance and them at the start of deceit is KILLING me no stop it don’t make me fucking sad about fucking Marda
#i really think the girl could maybe have been pulled out#but she also really just said ‘nah I’m going to get so much worse instead’#Marda Ro is the WORST but so tragic (complimentary)#star wars#the high republic#path of deceit#i also just might have been in a weird mood there was an odd vibe in the office#anyway needed a bit of cute early phase II nonsense as a soundtrack to the end of my day
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