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IT HAPPENED
I MET THE WONDERFUL VOICE OF OUR FAVORITE FELINE!!! He was so nice even tho i was so awkward and starstruck during the whole interaction. Like, i’m STILL buzzing even after getting home hours after it happened.
My friend is going the third day and i can’t so she’s gonna get my Funko Pop signed for me (which god bless her, like imma pay her back of course but still 🙏 if you’re reading this girl, ily)
ANYWHO ENOUGH JIBBER JABBER (if you even read all of it)-
#catdog#AHHHHHH!!!!!#yes i censored my face#he used my incorrect pronouns but i forgive him#YES! I AM VERY GOOD FRIENDS WITH CAT!#okay i’m done#nOT REALLY IM STILL BUZZING#thank you coz for the doodle btw ily#accidental voice reveal oop-#you ain’t getting my face tho-#k now i’m done
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Kiell signed my painting!!
[6B Pencil & watercolour]
#fanart#kiell smith-bynoe#kiell smith bynoe#bbc ghosts#ghosts#mike cooper#he was so lovely!!!#he said the painting was really good and asked me to take a picture of him with it🥺#and then he laughed at my tshirt and noticed my 'need more space' patch because it was his from taskmaster#AND THEN HE ASKED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF MY “THANKS I HATE IT” PATCH BECAUSE THAT WAS HIS TOO!!!!#im still buzzing (can you tell) 😁#kt.create
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yo can someone explain to me why ppl get pissed about like-spamming? cause i've been on tumblr for about 8 years now and i still don't get it. im a total slut for attention and i like knowing when people go "ooh, i like this account!" and scroll through everything i have for awhile; its very flattering.
#this isnt really meant to sound inflammatory i'm sure there's something that i'm not picking up on#best guess is that it has something to do with seeing your notifs go crazy and getting ur hopes up about a post doing well?#which is fair i guess i've experienced that loads of times#but likes are still likes as far as im concerned#buzzing
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i miss posting and making and engaging with ieytd content but I will be honest sometimes it feels alienating. as a lesbian.
#bee's buzzing#ieytd#i dont know.. its probably just me being Strange. but.#the Main guy in the fandom is juniper. and he's interesting! but. i don't... think about him as often#and when i do it's never in the shipping / x reader context i see so frequently in the tags.#i dont ship him with agent phoenix because. my agent is an it/its dyke. so i dont really engage in that side of fandom#i also dont think about the handler as often because. idk i just think about the women more!#but juniper and agent phoenix and the handler are like. the only people i see talked about often#which is fine!! people like them. i also like them just. not in the same way/to the same extent.#im here for the women. but. they're not talked about often at all :[#when they are it's usually briefly in passing.#they get the worst of the mischaracterization too imo. because people just do not give them the same depth as they like to give-#- charas like john. it makes me kinda sad tbh.#and also the fandom does not. seem to make much space for f/f content.#i know like. the handful of other people who make f/f content for ieytd.#and. god. idk im still honestly a bit ticked off by one solaris post that 1) was not a good analysis i will be quite honest.#it was very surface level. like really basic info and also iirc not entirely accurate? i cannot remember anymore#but. 2). it started by saying 'nobody talks about solaris outside of fabbylaris' and that still makes my blood boil.#like. not to vaguepost but. the fabbylaris posters ARE talking about solaris outside of a shipping context. please. please#also there was a whole Thing a while back where people started being strange about non-feminine nonbinary agent phoenix.#and as a nonbinary butch-adjacent dyke. it made my skin crawl!!! im NOT feminine and idk why making agent phoenix not feminine is.#apparently Bad to a certain subset of the fandom#sorry but im a dyke and i WILL make the player insert protag a butch lesbian who doesnt use she/her.#and if you have a problem with that please think about Why people making the player insert nonbinary and androgynous/Vaguely Masc is-#- such a problem to you. and whether that is alienating to the trans people in the fandom.#okay. im normal now. goodnight.
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if i could bottle any feeling in the world it would be everything i felt between the last minutes of bahumia into the transition to one big bed
#like. i relistened and like#(relistened to the song not the campaign)#i simply cannot describe how beautiful and incredible and breathtaking that campaign was#there is NOTHING like it in the world#at all#maybe ever will be#it really sort of shifted my whole worldview that 4 people alone could come together and make something so impactful and beautiful#and kind of messy and at times literally so stupid but hilarious but still heart wrenching#like. wow#the feeling of all of that settling over my skin? buzzing and warm and then cooling to the touch and melding with me forever#i will never get over it#AND THEN ONE BIG BED PLAYS#like. truly. and i mean this earnestly and honestly and without hyperbole. it was perfect#there was nothing that could have made it better#sorry guys im emotional in the tags#if you're still reading this i salute you and let's kiss#naddpod#bahumia
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*proceeds to display my dad's collection of 80s garfield books that i'm keeping, the garfield plushies and stickers i have literally all over my room, the thousands of comics i have downloaded on all of my devices and my entire side blog that is specifically dedicated to jon arbuckle*
#garfield#autism#shitpost#listen i could not tell you what 7+6 equals in a timely manner but i could tell you about a really obscure detail from a specific garfield-#-comic strip along with the exact date it was published and probably even the societal context behind the comic if it has one#like for example did you know that in the 'Jon' protoype comic published on the 8th of sep 1977 there's a mention of spock from star trek?#except his name is misspelled as ''spok'' which i think is unreasonably funny#also the joke from ''garfield gets a life'' where someone tells jon to buzz off and he literally buzzes in response-#-had its very first iteration in the prototype strip that was published on the 17th of february 1977. thought that was interesting#the phrase ''big fat hairy deal'' came from the prototype strip as well#im autisming so hard on this comic strip dude it takes up like 80% of my brain now#also a really interesting but irrelevant fact is that garfield's first birthday strip was published on the 20th of june instead of the 19th#-like it always is from that date forward. completely useless fact since i'm guessing it still takes place on the 19th anyway but y'know.#anyway. i got the garfield autism in me
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I wish Road 96 had a game mode where you can just replay specific scenes without having to replay the whole game. Maybe like, if you achieve all endings, or the best ending, you'd unlock that scene mode. Or like, a mode where you go through one specific character's story, having all of their scenes in a row. And yes this wish is 100% motivated by my love for Jarod and my desire to replay his scenes over and over. Of course it is
#i wanna see all the dialogue and all the deaths without having to deal with fanny and zoe in the meantime#fanny is a cop so ibv im not a big fan of her#and zoe isnt a bad character shes just annoying#but also id replay stan and mitch scenes over and over#because i love them a lot too#i know im mainly thirsting over the Sad Gun Taxi Man but i am also deeply in love witb the Dumb Robbers#and that mode would be really cool also bc some scenes are kinda rare#i know its all random but still i played this entire game four times and there are scenes ive seen only once#road 96#bee buzz
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I NEED to pick out a last name for Anthony because I just feel like an ER Doctor/Trauma Surgeon (I haven't decided yet) should have a last name ya know? No one is calling him Dr.Anthony🤦😭
#stevie.txt#text#i just love him so much🫶😭#i need to buzz about him and gen or else im going to explode! i just need to come up with a couple things before i can ramble about him#genevieve/cameron is still the canon pairing i just like pairing genevieve off with all my other ocs😋#i *really* wanted her to date a doctor and i always have wanted a dr oc so it just makes sense!#oh i should say that anthony is a modern oc btw!#anthony bennett
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I was stressed but now i'm more chill and really sleepy...
#overall my mood has been better but i am so incredibly terrified of the future... its like....#like i feel as if someone has holding me at gun point and got told thst if i did any mistakes they would shoot#but then im not given clear instructions on what i need to do and i have to figure it out myself#i am really scared... even tho all of this gave me a new objective... i dont wanna be obsolete...#... so... that what we will work on... also... i wanna work towards my dreams...#I've been putting it off for so long i want to do it#people support me and actually enjoy my voice... i want to...#the things on my plate right now are things i can achieve... but i want more... i want things i actually want...#i want...#my house has a constant buzzing sound. i believe its because of the small power plant behind the lot. which makes it difficult for recording#since i have to get rid of that and that messes with the rest of the audio#its comforting to know it wasnt the mic tho... heh...#tomorrow lets try to take the first few steps... well more like lets try to continue with the set up#we have already a couple stuff but we still have a lot missing...#... today the girls said some stuff that impressed me... thats how im perceived?... is that what people think of me?#i kinda want to... fulfill those 'expectations'... they dont expect anything but its more of a me thing... ive been dreaming and hoping for#so long but i dont take the next step. i never do... and its because of the executive dysfunction... but... once i get the hang of it...#once i do... everything will be excellent... and we will take it easy#i am so tired already... i feel im gonan falla sleep#seari talks
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Dd2 ask!
Arisen and pawn
#7, #16
Misc/ au
#7, #8
questions from here!
Arisen & Pawn - What are their least favourite enemies to fight?
perfect question for projecting hard! post jesse's vocation change to mystic spearhand, harpylikes are definitely on that list. having been an archer, adjusting to a combat style with less effective ranged attacks makes flying enemies that would normally be target practice frustrating in a way jesse doesn’t have the patience for. constantly trying to counter their sleep magic as his master flails in their general direction for so long is a drain on mati as well. pre vocation change though? chimeras.
Arisen & Pawn - What is the “silliest” order VS what is the “worst” order your Arisen has given your Pawn? (These things potentially don’t have to be separate.)
I had to think about this one—it’s such a good question that circumstances make so difficult to answer. one thing about jesse is he will not give orders (as much as mati often wishes he did). tbh he rarely even asks for help when he needs it. but I’ll try to answer with what is probably the most foolish thing he’s asked of his pawn. in the version of the stolen throne that exists only in my head, jesse asks mati to accompany him to the masquerade instead of going alone. mati knows this to be an awful idea. after all, pawns are not permitted within the palace grounds—should their mission take a turn for the worse, his presence might only put his master in further danger. but mati is not quick to turn down the opportunity to feel needed. if jesse wants him there, he will go. at the very least, he reasons, this way he'll be at his master’s side, ready to act at a moment's notice in the event something does go wrong. they elect not to tell the captain of their plan. alas, they’re way out of their element. they fumble through their attempts to fit into the gathered company, they miss cues, they distract each other, they linger in places far too long. and as it turns out, a mysterious stranger with an unmistakable otherworldly aura draws attention at such events. slipping away without being noticed proves challenging. at some point after they decide to separate to give jesse a better shot at searching the area, the wrong person catches a glimpse of mati's bared pawnprint and it's all downhill from there. the second he's out of sight once more he rushes to his master's side, and jesse doesn’t need to be told twice that it's time to go. with the help of the very same secret door their quarry disappeared through at the beginning of the night—special thanks of course to lady wilhelmina—they escape by the skin of their teeth, guards losing their trail, before their identities are discovered (by the common crowd, anyway). so there it is. I realize this doesn’t exactly answer the question, but I hope it’s of interest regardless :,)
Miscellany & AU - Share a theme song for each of them
for jesse:
if I'm crazy then it's true that it's all because of you and you wouldn’t want me any other way
and for mati:
under perfection I woke as you protected your home I just kept getting stronger I did my best to control the growing unrest in my soul I could suppress it no longer
Miscellany & AU - What’s that one random fact about them you want to yell about?
since I already do quite a lot of yelling about random facts unprompted, I'm gonna take this opportunity to indulge a little more in something I barely ever do and share a few other misc songs that remind me of them:
champagne supernova - oasis (I added this to the playlist with a very particular image in mind of the final cutscene of ddda even before I knew how much it fit their story in dd2 as well. it's very jesse all around. and the water sounds in the beginning? chefs kiss) the magic position - patrick wolf (so mati. sort of bestowal of spirit to me, even more so for dd2) nothing left to lose - the alan parsons project (I've actually briefly mentioned this one before in a ramble post but I'm bringing it back. it's fitting for jesse at the end of ddda.) paid in full - sonata arctica (post-ddda, after mati’s begun living in jesse’s form. he's crisis 💖 everything about this song is just so perfect for him. runs straight into a wall)
thank you for the ask! <3
#buzz#ask#fangbangerghoul#I could go on about my arisen + pawn masquerade arc vision but#that’s beyond the scope of the question methinks#I might still change stuff about it I kind of hammered out the actual important details in one go and im really more of a vibes only person#oc: jesse#oc: mati#dragons dogma 2#dd2 spoilers#ddda spoilers#why is tumblr formatting the way that it is
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Research question for the neuroscientists: Does alcohol's effects on the brain mimic dopamine's effect on the brain?
Yeah I know there's the whole thing about inhibition and lower of cognitive barriers, but I'm talking like the molecule level. Like whatever passes the blood brain barrier with alcohol to make the brain act this way, does that molecule/signal/whatever look suspiciously like dopamine because my god the delusion I get when I'm drinking feels like the few times I've overloaded my system with dopamine/oxytocin etc but with blurrier vision.
I single out alcohol because well, I've never done hard drugs and the few times I've smoked weed makes me paranoid and anxious. Its only alcohol that's made me feel this way, though I'm sure harder drugs would too but my family does tend to have a history of functional addiction so I try to avoid most drugs. Honestly don't even drink that much now-a-days either, at least not to the levels that I did back in 2019.
#that being said i'm drinking a bit tonight#kind of want to kill this mixed pack of beer i got because its getting a bit old and not fresh anymore#also low key building quick tolerance for the concert i'm going to tomorrow so i'm not caught blackout by the time it finishes#this is not how tolerance works but im pretending it is#science side of tumblr please respond#i dont think this is a particularly good hypothesis but observation is observation#i do try to do this (as in get buzzed/drunk) every once in awhile to remind myself that life can be fun#and to get myself out of my head by dancing and singing like a maniac#even though dancing and singing is literally just a human experience#and its the years of othering and shame that my parents and peers put on me for doing stuff like that has infected my soul#i still cant really do it in front of others (unless theres a loud music track in the background and in a crowd where im not the spotlight)#but its getting there. used to not even be able to sing and dance alone#but now i can do it in a crowd with others#baby steps but progress always counts as progress#late night ramblings
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Annoying genderqueer ND moment: Kinda wanting to chop off my hair bc of sensory issues but also (sometimes) loving how it looks longer.
#Eli Speaks#Im getting *this* close to pulling out the clippers#i know its gonna start getting cooler soon but im still prob gonna need to pull my hair back a lot#and hair ties have been giving me a headache lately#i like how it looks both long and short#but ive been craving gender lately and buzzed hair gives good gender feels#but i also have had some hair thinning which also makes me hesitant to buzz it#im thinking maybe meeting half way and just cutting but not buzzing it#but im also not confident in doing that myself#idc if it comes out kinda shitty tbh but id at least like to get something im *happy* with#theres a queer hairdresser in my area i reached out to so lemme wait to hear from her first#i havent gotten my hair done by someone else in years#but this stylist seems cool and i like her style and her prices are really good#and i actually have a small bit of disposable income so i kinda wanna treat myself#cause my stress and anxiety lately have been Not Fun#i need some fun self care and good gender feels!!#anyway
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#bee buzzes#tw pet death#came home for the holidays#both my family’s cats at my dad’s place crossed rhe rainbow bridge last month#so its a lot rn#i miss them both terribly#they were both very very old#and it was sort of expected like anytime thing#but i wasnt here and i miss them#im being gentle with myself#i still have homework to do#i really wanna make gifs again#its a lot#hug your pets for me please#im hugging my dog#and ill hug my cat at my mums place soon
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challengers is still the best movie of the year btw. if anyone was wondering.
#I NEED TO REWATCH SO BAD hhhhhh#but yeah still my fave no competition#i hope it gets nominated for something at the oscars so i can be annoying :(#cause right now im like.........nobody to root for :(#i really liked kinds of kindness but i doubt that one will get the buzz poor things got#this is all to say i miss awards season lmao#according to jules
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for sleepover ask 💌 :
historical!au + bookstore!au
obi-wan (mullet!wan) is a quiet (but sometimes bitchy) bookstore owner. period piece. could be ye olde bookstore in medieval times, a bookstore next door to a saloon/brothel in the wild west, etc.
Come Celebrate with Me!
6. Bookshop AU 1. Historical AU (Wild West)
Bookshop Owner!Obi Wan x Teacher!Reader
You were still rather new to the small town when you'd entered the small bookstore looking for materials that'd be good for your newly acquired teaching position. Upon entering the store itself gave off a first impression of being heavily disorganized and all over the place, but with closer inspection you'd noticed it was rather neatly organized just in the owner's own self appointed system.
It was as you trailed your finger along several titles stopping to gently pull out a weathered copy of Mary Shelley's Frankenstein, that you'd noticed a brush of movement, silent in every way but to the eye. Just barely seen over the top of a neighboring shelf, you'd spotted a person puzzling over the books in front of them, or at least it seemed that way with what little you could see of flickering eyes that seemed bluer than the sky outside and furrowed brows. You hadn't meant to watch the person, but each time you'd tried to pull your eyes away, back to the shelf in front of you, you'd found them drifting back to glance at those clear blue eyes. After the third time this happened, you felt an embarrassed frustrated flush heat the tips of your ears as you made yet another attempt to page through the copy in your hands, only managing to leaf through a few more pages before finding your eyes trailing upwards once more, only now your eyes met the clear blue as they'd finally noticed your own quiet movement.
Fully embarrassed now, you watched with a bit of alarm as the person moved in your direction, the clear blue of their eyes now shining with curiosity. In only a few seconds he'd made his way to where you stood clutching Frankenstein to your chest like a lifeline once you got a full view of the man.
Clean. That was your first impression of him. His hair sweated back behind his ears and fell in soft waves to the very top of his shoulders. Shoulders of which you couldn't stop your brain from making an appreciative note were broad with strong looking arms and a full chest connected. He wore just a simple loose cream button down and brown trousers with a set of similarly colored suspenders, of which didn't seem to be doing much as they hung loosely around his waist, and what a waist it was.
Thoughts leading nowhere good, you startled and snapped out of your revelry, dragging your eyes up to meet his again, only pausing once to take in the pin secured to the not of his loose blue neckerchief, small and weathered bronze, obviously old and loved it was circular and printed with what looked like a set of wings with a star connecting both sides in the middle, it was quite beautiful in a plain sort of way.
Once your eyes met again, you found a soft smile and crinkled eyes to greet you along with a just as softly accented, "Hello there."
Still embarrassed at your gawking, you cleared your throat and answered with your own soft, "Good afternoon."
The man unphased, and seemingly endlessly curious leaned forward, smile somewhat mischievous now, said, "I truly hope its not too forward, but I've never had the grace of seeing you around before, let alone in my shop, may I ask for your name?"
Stuttering out your name, you felt the heat return, but more as a simmering in your chest as you heard the man speak more, his accent a perfect compliment to the rest of his perfectly imperfect-ness. But the man, completely oblivious to your quiet replies, only smiles wider at you and bids you welcome to his shop once more as he introduced himself to you before asking, "And what brings such a fresh face to this part of the world?"
"Oh, I've, uh, I've been hired on to be the town's school teacher. I haven't come with too much and the books at the school building seemed a little worse for wear, so I'd thought I may come refresh the shelves, so to speak."
Brightening even more- you were almost certain he was partially made of pure light at this point, scared if he got any brighter you would no longer be able to look at him, and what a shame that would be- he pointed to the book still clutched in your hands.
"And a wonderful start to your new collection if I might say. A quite many lessons you can squeeze out of my dear friend Ms. Shelley for any age group, I believe," pausing he clasps his hands behind his back, getting a bit of afar off look to his eyes, one that lead you to believe he was deep in thought, before humming and asking, "Do you have any more books in mind you want specifically, because I'd be more than happy to help find anything as well as make any of my own suggestions."
At his offer you felt a bit of relief, and nodded just slightly, "I more so just came in to browse, shocked a store like your own would be in such a small town, but any and all help would be much appreciated Mr. Kenobi."
"Please, no need for formalities, they make me feel stiff and always seem too polite, just Obi Wan is fine. Well as long as you are comfortable with that, my dear."
With his words, the never ending flush of heat returned once more, as you just nodded a but speechless following the pet names and in his earnest gaze.
After that he led you around the shop offering several more books as he told you a bit about the town and the people, but especially focusing on the children. He'd explained that he'd been holding a story hour for the younger of the town for the last few months and was quite overjoyed that the younglings, as he liked to refer to them as, were finally going to be receiving a proper education.
You truly hadn't meant to spend more than just a few minutes in the bookshop, and possibly only grab two or three books, but you'd noticed that as you'd stepped out of the building after nearly fight with Mr. Ken-, Obi Wan, over whether you were paying for the books or not- he'd eventually won out in just giving you the books, but was unaware of the pennies you'd dropped onto the table quietly by the door as you'd walked out- you'd noticed the midday sun had dipped down as the gold and red hues of sunset started to take over.
As you headed to the small home next to the school house, you felt a nagging sensation at the back of your head, and in turning, you found Obi Wan standing outside his door watching you walk away. Still close enough, you could see his lips turn up once more into a smile as he lifted his hand in a wave, which you returned both, before turning away once more.
The last thing you thought as you'd turned away was how his hair wasn't the sand blonde you'd thought it was in the low light of his shop, but in fact had a coppery hue which formed a glowing hole around him in the dying light of day.
#obi wan x reader#obi wan kenobi x reader#1k followers#mutuals <3#<3#i love this au so much omfg#i might have to revisit later and make more for these two#bc omg omg omggggggg#this i just more or less made them pining fools (whats new really)#but like the idea that later after they get together (bc its the wild west and well tragedy)#they end up taking on some orphans from the small town as their own after their parents pass#so they have a cute lil mismatch family#im buzzing over this if you cant tell#im also not completely happy with how this turned out#but its still cute and needed to post it
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Incredibly happy to see more Uryu in the tybw anime tho. Like for an arc about his people there was a severe lack of him.
The fights have been 100000x better than the old anime, focusing far less on the monologues and more on the actual fight. Looking at these fights and the Ulquiorra vs Ichigo fight in the Hell move, it feels more like what Kubo wanted when he though of these scenes.
The 6 minute long recaps being GONE IS A GODSEND
The animation is beautiful, and the muted colors really set the tone. The soundtrack is nostalgic with a twist, I absolutely love it
I've only finished the first part, but so far the Fullbringer, and TYBW anime versions have been a huge improvement compared to the manga
#i felt like i needed to say something positive so im not always a negative bitch about bleach lmao#bleach#bleach tybw#rn im just curious about how much will be changed in the last half of the arc. bc it was bad. REALLY bad#a lot of wiggle room tho from what i understand there isnt a lot of chapters to animate left but theres still a lot of episodes to release#buzz buzz
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