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[spoilers for legendborn and bloodmarked, read at your own caution ;)]
is it just me or does anyone else wonder too about how the hell did davis get into the ogof-y-ddraig without the three bloodlines with him??
like for bree & gang to get there, they needed william, fitz and felicity to open it up.
so did davis have like vials of blood just chilling in his office fridge?? which, now that I think about it, is very very morbid and gross. and how did he get the blood anyway, what would he have asked for?? what reason did he give?? or did they just do whatever he asks because duh he's the king (not really but at that time).
even while opening up the gates, to get natasia's blood (I'm assuming because she was the only easily procured source) what would he have asked her?? or she just did it because of duty??
and even william had a vial of sel's blood, what is the purpose of keeping these vials in the first place?? do they just assume that someday they might have to close a gate without a merlin at hand?? or William has the blood for his research and shit and davis just happened to have access to it??
why are they collecting merlin blood samples anyway?? what's the point??
#questions you never knew needed to be asked#i overthinked a lil too much#my words arent wording rn#bloodwork is a whole different shit#the legendborn cycle#legendborn#bloodmarked#oathbound#tracy deonn#bree matthews#selwyn kane#william sitterson#natasia kane#thoughts im boutta scream
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like idk it just seems actually nefarious to take one of the very few widely known instances of queerness in older history being a symbol to show queer people that we've always existed and aren't alone for CENTURIES and taking away the queerness from it. like. i know some people say that ''the queerness isnt important in the book" which i mean in my opinion i could go off for 10k words in an essay as to how basil's love for dorian is integral to the story BUT EVEN APART from that its really just. having a real explicitly queer character in such an old and widely regarded classic novel is HUGE for queer history and this is just. literally like. its 2024. why are you doing queer erasure to DORIAN GRAY
#MAKE YOUR OWN SHIT OR LIKE GET OUTTT#WHAT????#also not the cishets going ''omggg queer people are predatory enough so it shouldnt change it to ship incest now" WHAT??????#girl do you see. what you are doing. girl. @ the creator#why do they let these people make adaptations. what the actual hell#amory rambles#SORRY IM LITERALLY LIKE ACTUALLY SO LIKE. DEEPLY OFFENDED RN WHICH IS LIKE SUCH A WORD TO USE I KNOW BUT LIKE#ITS ALL I CAN THINK OF TO SAY BECAUSE WHAT. THE HELL.#as an anthropology/creative writing major the importance of having these types of evidences of queer culture in history so far back#is something insurmountable in validating queerness#and to take that and like. oh my goddd#like i could go off for ages about even queer authors that arent so widely known as queer/didnt write explicitly queer things like gogol#who are erased to a point where you have to dig to learn about his history because its been so covered up by people trying to erase us#and like#in the year 2024 dear fucking lord!!#what are we doing???#sorry my dfjlksdfjsdf dfih8sojidfk s. sidhfojl kmsdf . im so actually mad right now LMAOOO#the picture of dorian gray#dorian gray#oscar wilde#tpodg#and like tpodg isnt even one of my favorite novels like i like it a lot but i see it as so fucking important#anywho#so glad we are all being loud as hell about this bc thats the way to make this mfer take notice
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it needs to be me
#okay okay i didnt know anything about this whole pangi king thing wtf this shit goes kinda crazy#words arent wording rn but man. the mix of out and in character reasoning#and the way zam acts very selfishly but like. it makes sense!#he's the one who's been stalked for a month and a half he's the one for whom it is so very personal#grrrrrrrrrrrr the plot thickens#princezam#pangi#reddoons#woogiex#lifesteal smp#lifesteal fanart#lssmp#my art#tealarts
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It's so interesting how submissive House is to Wilson. In basically every scene where Wilson gives his 2 cents about a case, House without fail (for the most part) follows his opinion. Wilson gives him unsolicited advice and half the time he listens without saying anything, and the other half he argues but ends up listening to him anyway. House starts psychoanalysing Wilson and Wilson does it right back to him and House shuts the fuck up or gives a one line quip back at him (to have the last line) but knows deep down Wilson is right.
For a man of House's stature and how he interacts with Literally Everyone Else, the writers really hammer it into your soul that House only really listens to Wilson and no one else
#i only really started noticing this after the “i am in charge of our relationship” scene and LIKE#ITS TRUE!!! WILSON IS VERY MUCH IN CHARGE#hes wrangling his little scruffy stray kitten and hes doing his best#house cannot be controlled but wilson fucking tries and is the only one who succeeds sometimes#as for things like vicodin#i think house doesnt listen to wilson for that because its a coping mechanism#its his only solace that takes away a deeply traumatic incident that happened to him#it is the only bit of control he has over that incident#and hes not gonna just let go of it#and because he doesnt mind dying a little or a lot sometimes he wont just give it up bc its hurting him#hilson#house md#heph.txt#m super sleepy rn i hope my words make sense#n i hope my text posts arent starting to get annoying bc i have so many thoughts and every time it strikes me it goes on Tumblr
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thinking about transmasc nick tbh,, thinking about how he takes after his dad(s) so heavily in each time continuum because he views his dad as a representation of masculinity and how a man should be, and sacrificing aspects of himself is worth it if his dad will like him
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squarepusher in session for guardian music | source
#talos gifs#stim gifs#stim#music sim#instruments#squarepusher#guitar stim#guitars#drums#drum stim#drummer#irl hands#shoes#brown#gold#black#green#glow#grunge#??#not described#apologies the words arent in my head rn. maybe later
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…and angry sex w keegan when?
#sun rambles#mutual anger btw- u two coping through this because words arent working out rn. yk?#THINKING ABOIT HIM#its so cold outside wtf my fingers are gonna fall ouffff
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Need more trans aroace scar fanfics I'm gonna need to do it myself aren't I
#is arent the correct word to use#i have no clue#stiff talk#i have IDEAS OKAY#I HAVE SCENES#AND THOUGHTS#I NEED TO SEE THEM ON PAPER#BITING MY FINGERS OFF RN
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Uh-oh, there was a monster in my bed
#legend of zelda#legend of zelda AU#legend of zelda OC#ganondorf#loz ganondorf#OC ESTRIN#judas and monster by Lady Gaga were big inspirations for this piece#im still listening to monster rn and yeah...the words are lyrics from that song#fucking love my lil toxic gay lads...look at them...they arent normal#my art#eye contact#ask to tag
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the ultimate life form 🎉
i am so normal about this rn
me rn
#evan i dont want to hear a single word there is nothing “up” w me and sonic rn I AM NORMAL#shadow the hedgehog#ive never drawn him b4 so plz b nice :')#i dont know where it came from but i REALLY wanted to draw him for some reason#my inner sonic (fake)fan slipped out for a sec soz bout that#shout out to my old online bestie i havent spoken to in a while that holds a dear place in my heart#he drew me shadow after i called him a furry and its still my pfp on twitter#tye if ur seeing this no u arent#doodle
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03 kimblee but also bh kimblee for bingo
Hiiiiiiiii!! I dunno about bh, as I need to rewatch still, but 03 kimblee.
No bingo, but I personally hate Kimblee. I hate a lot about Kimblee, the sadistic actions and killings of an ethnic group, how his hands aren't scarred up from making fucking explosions with his BARE HANDS, and his voice.
Idk, I don't see why people like him, but I am in no place to judge said people.
#asks open#asks#answers#ask#answer#fma#fullmetal alchemist#fma 03#fma 2003#solf j kimblee#kimblee#i dont like kimblee#my words arent great rn#i am tired its almsot 1 AM
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Y'know, ever since I found out Wilbur Soot is a uhhhhh bitch ass motherfucker, I've felt uncomfortable listening to his music (including Lovejoy) despite liking it a lot beforehand. EXCEPT Saline Solution. Because that's not a Wilbur Soot song anymore, that's a Death Wish song from a gutwrenching animatic.
Anyways, just wanted to thank you for un-ruining a good song for me
awww, im glad i was able to give new life to Saline Solution for you
and its nice to see that you dont see the dw animatic as something bad, despite using wilbur's music :D
#rambles#asks#i've been in a mental blender for a while so my words arent good rn#but this ask made me happy#especially after someone jumping to conclusions cuz of my main url alsdjflasjdf#hoarding this for a minute#but i do want you to know i appreciate it <3
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there's a lot of things people blame for why fandoms feel like ghost towns these days, but no one's really talked about the way discord's contributing to it
#its like#people are trying to force fit discord's chatrooms into forum boards#except discord is just. really really *really* poorly setup for that#and theres no way to archive or share it so everything said in it is easily lost despite personal export or community pins or search option#and like#vaguely hearing about the way some people are unsatisfied with them/feeling unfufilled in the response to them#a lot of people would be better off posting those things to places like tumblr#where there isnt a time limit on when people see or respond to them#part of what's scary/frustrating on tumblr rn is some fandoms arent good about reblogging to posts or tag rambling#like with bad buddy a large part of the fun was the enthusiastic and in depth tag rambles and the way responses built on each other#vs something like kinnporsche which feels much more like-oriented#like? its not like theres any one way to fandom#and there's nothing actually wrong with likes or quiet reblogs#but vaguely hearing about the way some people were/are really upset with some servers im just kinda like#idk#feels a bit like people trying to force a square thru a circle or that they're looking in the wrong spaces for what they want#.......this is not a complaint for my space ajkds i think i've carved out a pretty happy space for myself!#im just checking the reblog graphs of some old vs new stuff and thinking about a convo other cookie and i were having over the weekend#i have a lot of friends around and i love everyone who's happy to ramble with me#but i do feel a slight case of DM burnout rn where mostly people reach out to me via DMs instead of reblogs#which is a very different dynamic#its like. hmmm words#i love DMs but the pressure of responding to a lot of individual messages#vs something like reblogs which is more open forum for everyone and feels more communal#if that makes sense?#the difference between visiting one person at home vs casually hanging out with a group at a cafe#and the lovely thing about tumblr specifically is that i can set down a reblog chain for several days if i need#before returning to it later when i have more time/energy#its got Longevity that discord lacks u know#........okay enough tag musings from me ajkfhjdgfhj BYE
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the last will and testament of the enamored iscariot by yukine srsly destroyed me it is such a well written mine pov fic and i’ve reread it so many times (hits hard everytime) it is an older fic tho dating back to 2021 and i think it’s privated so u gotta have an account to read or smthing it’s not that long either since it’s canon compliant and goes through a bit of rggo and y3 ofc
found it !
really solid read, ty for sendin it my way :]]
#snap chats#i cant words rn this morning fjlarkj my brain matches the weather outside. rainy#BUT the fics straight forward in what it wanted to do: explore mines life and motivations and thoughts#i really appreciate fics that arent super dialogue heavy sometimes- like i love dialogue dont get it twisted#when it comes to a fic like this though im glad it focuses more on mines internal dialogue. that was nice
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Magenta kinda?
#this heat wave has been a blessing and curse#it hit 110 earlier#my neck of the woods is used to peaking at 105 and nothing higher than that#this shit is unheard of for several days straight#right now its 93 and this past week ive had no physical pain cause of fibromyalgia nor flare ups#i haven't felt this in a long long time#this feels like heaven i can fucking move and be active without feeling so limited or bed bound#but the heat and humidity have given me bad headaches and heat exhaustion is legit#I'm keeping hydrated staying shaded and not overdoing things physically#but fucking a it feels like a dragon is snoring right in front of my face#the power company killed the grids earlier cause of fire precaution it took like 4 hrs to get it back on#and I'm marinated in sweat rn#if the headaches could go away I'd be dandy af even though i feel gross#magenta#magenta is my vent word#not magenta but some other pink variant#trying to write but its too hot for brain#been reading and crocheting in the meantime while getting over headaches#i need to live somewhere where the winters arent horrible and the summers are hot but not excruciating#i need a personal terranium#thats what i need#hope everyone is doing good and staying safe if youre in a heat wave too
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existing as a system openly online is maybe the most exhausting experience ive ever had
#ripley.txt#i was gonna write stuff in the tags but my words arent working rn#but like. having people debate your existence over a disorder they will never experience?#in your askbox? to your face?#idk where i was going with this but its getting to me
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