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I haven't seen anyone talk about the expressions on these screenshots... so imma do it
It's a flashback from both wukong and macaque's memories
So wukong looks absolutely angry and is going to punch macaque in the face mere seconds from now,
This is macaque looking at wukong with a sad maybe tired expression like feeling betrayed his bestie is going to punch him
#Please tell me your opinions I can't live thinking alone especially with this curse show! it has too much lore!#my stuff#my thoughts š#lmk monkey king#lmk#lmk macaque#lmk sun wukong#monkie kid#lego monkie kid#monkey king#lego sun wukong#sun wukong#lmk six eared macaque#they're siblings your honor#six eared macaque#they're so silly#lmk theory
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an update from me :)
hey everyone, i know i havenāt been very active on here lately. and the reason is because a lot of things in my life have changed. iāve been debating even sharing this but i feel like iām in a good enough position to be okay with sharing it.
so these past two years, i had been super active on here (late 2022- early 24) and that was because, well, I didnāt really have anything else. thatās because I had graduated in 2022 and then i just couldnāt find a job in my field. like so many other recent graduates, it was just so hard and tough and it really made me lose all faith in myself.
i found myself to be in the worst mental state i had ever been. I cut myself off from my friends, felt like a burden towards my family, was having meltdowns and panic attacks almost daily, even started eating unhealthily and was just overall in a very bad place.
HOWEVER, i always felt like I could come on tumblr and thatās why i was so active and writing all these stories because honestly, they were almost like a crutch to me. like the ONE thing i had to look forward to in life during those times was the feedback Iād get when i posted a fic, and honestly itās what kept me going. like i swear to god, on some days this blog and community was the only thing that i had to look forward to and keep me going, and writing felt like such a huge escape.
because i felt so USELESS. like i was wasting my life and not making any money or being able to kickstart my career after uni, and that it would be like this forever, so when I was writing it actually felt like I was doing something with a purpose. honestly on some days I would literally wake up early and go sit in Starbucks all day just writing my fics like i was cosplaying working or something just so Iād have a purpose. (I donāt go to Starbucks anymore lol boycott)
anyways, i never shared this on tumblr these past few years bc you guys donāt understand what a failure i felt like. i would sometimes get asks on here asking what i did for a job and Iād feel so embarrassed of my current state of being unable to find a job when it felt like everyone else who had graduated with me had one and obtained one so easily. like i felt ASHAMED.
i remember once i got an ask asking what my job was and I just said āfashion marketingā bc that was one of the things i wanted to do and id done an internship in that field so i just put that but it was a LIE i was unemployed and the most depressed ive been in my whole life but I thought maybe i could manifest it.
ANYWAYS, and youāve probably already guessed it, but the reason Iām not so active anymore is because I did eventually find a job. a really good one that Iām enjoying so much and Iām so happy at. Finally, Iām feeling like myself again, like Iām living that life in London as a twenty something that Iād see everyone on tiktok living!! Like Iām finally just having fun, going out with friends, being active, having money to spend on fun things etc.
and it feels so surreal and crazy because when i was depressed and jobless, it made me doubt myself so much. Like the constant rejections and failed interviews made me doubt myself and lowered my self esteem so much and I thought Iād NEVER achieve this life that i have now! And I donāt want to jinx it but I literally thank God every day for finally granting me this because I really feel like I wouldāve gotten worse and worse and IDEK.
But back to the main point, and so because of my new job I just donāt have that much time for tumblr anymore. But this isnāt a goodbye postā¦ not at all! I find that when Iām super busy in life is also when I get the most motivated to write! Like for example in summer 2022 I was on here so much and that was the summer I had the most fun, was the most busy. I think when Iām busy in life, I get motivated to write.
Which I believe is the case right now, because Iām SO motivated to complete all my stories, I keep thinking about them and writing them slowly, so please donāt think anything is abandoned! I just wanted to make this post to be more transparent about whatās been going on in my life and what had been going on these past two years. That maybe someone else going through something similar can see that eventually, everything does work out.
Anddd I donāt really know how to end this. I just want to say, yall donāt understand just how thankful I am for having this blog, this platform, to write my stories. For having you guys. Because who knows how much worse my mental state wouldāve been these past two years when I didnāt have ANYTHING else going for me, if I hadnāt had this blog it wouldāve been so much worse.
Thank you so much for believing in me and enjoying my stories and always always letting me know how much you enjoy them. And Iāll say the truth; I know everyone says that engagement on tumblr has been bad lately but I can say that bc of you guys I have literally never EVER had this issue. And thatās not me being big headed, thatās just the truth and it makes me so happy and grateful. Yall always came through for me and still do now! Every time I think my fic is going to flop, you guys come through for me. I appreciate it so much. You guys have no idea how much you helped me when I was at my lowest. And continue to.
Many thanks
Me š©·š©·š«¶š¼š«¶š¼
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āShe looks like an angel
she smells of desire
she tastes of lust
she feels like sinā
~Dark Stranger Ā©
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Society doesnāt understand my utter need to see husk covered in blood repeatedly stabbing someone and tearing them apart with his claws to protect angel. You just donāt get it
#huskerdust#husk#rambles#rambling#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#my thoughts š#my thoughts#random thoughts#midnight thoughts#late night thoughts
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I was thinking of giving Game of Thrones a chance and watch it cause I've seen House of the Dragon clips everywhere I go. Then someone tweeted about this supposed sex scene and the dude was fucking his mom...WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THIS SERIES ABOUT?! I also heard this same dude groomed and married his niece. Eww š· š¤¢. I'll stick to Charmed. I seriously don't know how people can stomach this bs meant to be "entertainment" and "fiction." NOPE! Not cut out for it at all.
#my thoughts š#just yapping#Idc that I'm in the minority that didn't watch this series#Cause looking at what it's about I better steer clear š
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EEnE characters ranked (MY OPINION)
Letās cut right to the chase, because I really wanna put this out there.
Lee Kanker is in last place. She gets lower than F tier. Where Marie and May had moments where they seemed to genuinely care about each other, Lee just sits there, manipulates, and spreads cruelty. And as for the times where Marie and May were fighting/being mean etc? Well, I have a theory. Remember in Big Picture Show where we see that Lee has a third eye? You know who else has a third eye for no good reasonā¦?
DEMONS. LEE IS AN ACTUAL DEMONIC MENACE WHO BRAINWASHES HER SISTERS JUST TO MAKE OTHERS FEEL MISERABLE. AND EVEN THEN SHE MISTREATS HER āMINIONSā TOO.
And remember when Nazz kissed Double D and Eddy on the cheek? Compare that to how they react to the Kankerās kisses. How big those lips areā¦ that specific shade of redā¦ the way the Ed boys become horrified every single timeā¦
THE LIP STICK IS CREATED BY LEE AND HAS DARK MAGIC INSIDE OF IT. THATS MY THEORY. IM STICKING TO IT. SCREW YOU LEE.
(that was a joke lolol)
Everybody in the ālol whyā tier itās just an object that isnāt Plank or I havenāt seen those episodes yet. So I canāt really give my thoughts yet.
Rolfās animals get their own tier. They have an amazing caretaker :3
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH DORK DORK DORK DORK ITS KEVIN DJDJUDUFHDBRJRIRID.
Heās just a jerk lol.
Eddyās brother (whose name is apparently Tarry??) is also a jerk. But he makes a pretty cool antagonist. And he just makes me like Eddy even more.
also i feel like he would be a tumblr sexy man
Mildred blinks at you :D
Plank is an immortal God who will one day rule the world. This is my canon.
I REALLY wish we could have seen more of what happened to Jonny post Big Picture Show. Him being āThe Gourdā and having a villain arc just sounds super fun. Other than that heās just a weird kid. I like him.
Donāt let Jimmy fool yāall. Heās a lil maniac. He probably gets it from Sarah. And itās always a shocker to me given how much he acts so innocent and harmless. Heās a pretty neat anti hero.
I KNOW I SHOULD HATE SARAH. But I feel like thereās more to her than meets the eye. I honestly think her parents taught her the hate her big brother. If they werenāt around, she probably wouldnāt been to mean to him. Making me feel extremely sympathetic for both of them. And at least she looks after Jimmy, giving her redeeming qualities.
To be honest this show needs a character like Nazz. Everything has to be balanced out with someone who isnāt constantly out to get something, being mean, or acting like a weirdo. But yes, she does have her moments, which are rightfully deserved. Plus, I just really like her chill and hippie way of going about.
Marie Kanker and May Kanker are being ranked together. The potential they have to be redeemed is through the roof. They deserve so much better. If Lee wasnāt around to mess with their heads, I think they would be truly happy. Marie could spend her days jamming out and living on the edge, while May is cute and ditzy and a voice of reason at times. Plus both of their hairstyles are really eye candy for me.
The Ed boys are also being ranked together. What else can I say that hasnāt been said already? The way these three bounce off of each other is extremely enjoyable and definitely gets good laughs out of me. I know they have their moments where they arenāt so friendly, but you donāt always have to get along with someone for you to still love them. And when the gentle giant goof, the soft hearted nerd, and the selfish man with a heart of gold do get along, itās sweeter than jawbreakers :)
AND NOW WE HAVE ARRIVED AT THE TRUE GOD. THE LIGHT IN DARK TIMES. THE DIAMOND WITHIN THE DIRT. THE ONLY BOY ON THE SHOW WITH A GOOD HAIRCUT.
ROLF. THE SON OF A SHEPHERD.
Rolf is hands down one of if not the best side character in animation history. Heās a goober for one thing. But a goober thatās gets us to take him seriously. You do not mess with this man. His pride is enough to break you leg. And yet, he still manages to be one of the nicest characters in the show. Heās so friendly and upbeat! And when he isnātā¦ his dark side is also a fun time.
And another thing, heās a fish out of water. Which also allows the viewer to feel sympathetic for him. Like in Wish You Were Ed. Seeing Rolf cry is something youād never think youād see, but when you do, it makes you feel a somber emotion you had no idea existed. Itās amazing.
yeah, Rolf is amazing.
Also I asked my sister if she wanted to dance to Thatās My Horse at her wedding and she said no. What a loser right?
So uh, thatās my list. Hope you enjoyed.
Go hug a chicken.
#ed edd n eddy#eene#eene rolf#the kanker sisters#marie kanker#may kanker#cartoon network#tier list#ranking#iNmYoWnPeRsOnAlHeAdCaNoN#my thoughts š#my opinion#I hate you lee
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out of spells- I donāt think theyāre ever letting her go again..
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One of my favorite realizations Iāve had in adulthood is that you are not your pain. Youāre experiences in life simply lead you to finding out more about yourselfāwhat you desire & what you donāt. You can either let that pain dictate your actions or take responsibility over your own life & embrace what comes with it & find the goodness IN THAT CHANGE. Thereās power in knowing that you decide how you choose to handle, process, & move forward from that point. š©·š§š½
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Do I miss you? Or the idea of you?
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Watching a Gene Wilderās interview with Conan OāBrien and Iām so emotionalš¢š¢š¢
When he said to Conan āIām happier than Iāve ever been in my entire lifeā in his soft gentle, oh so sincere voice, holding Conanās hand, I cried š„¹
Iām so happy he lived his last years of his life happier than ever š„ŗš¤
I love you, Geneš©µ
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why red though ???
Why red ?????
Is it because al is the one who gave him the virus??
Or is it something else~?
#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel#my thoughts š#my stuff#hazbin hotel vivziepop#vivziepop#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel radio demon#the radio demon
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Two different types of manā¦
Exhibit A:
You: Hey Andy, Iām going to get my nails done.
Andy: Okay, sweetie! Can you pick me up a sardine sandwich on your way home? š¤ š¤ And my dry cleaning should be done too so go ahead and pick that up! Also, Iām thinking of ordering a pizza tonight, let me know if you want some and Iāll tell you how much youāll have to transfer me later for your share! Toodles! ššš
Exhibit B:
You: Hey Ari, Iām going to get my nails done.
Ari: Alright, sweetheart. Would you like me to drive you there? No? Okay, let me just send you some money. Please get the pink colour that I like. I was also thinking I could take you out to dinner tonight. I know the reservations at Sebastianoās are always full but I could pull a few strings and get us a nice table there. I sent you a little bit extra so you can buy yourself a pretty new dress for tonight after you get your nails done. Okay, bye sweetie. Daddy loves you.
*A. Levinson transferred $1000 to your bank account*
WHICH MAN WOULD YOU CHOOSE? š¤š¤
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(Photo : Instagram: @twicetagram) TWICE Jeongyeon
#twice jeongyeon#yoo jeongyeon#lockscreen#kpop icons#kpop moodboard#twice lq#my thoughts š#jeongyeon moodboard#jeongyeon twice#kpop girls#kpop gg#dark moodboard#moodboard black#momo twice#nayeon twice#sana twice#jihyo twice#mina twice#dahyun twice#chaeyoung twice#tzuyu twice#jeongyeon icons#chase atlantic#sexy mood#drugs & money#Spotify
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When that Imposter feeling hits and you trying hard not to delete all your fics and in prog. Cause suddenly your brain hates it.
Phew. Anyway I'm slowly working threw my list of fics that are in progress right now. I'm hoping to drop the plant nursery one by tonight or tomorrow. And Ndithande, Ripe Tides and Dry Drowning this weekend.
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Rewatching Tlou and Joel really went from Texas to Boston after the apocalypse. Like thatās a fucking hike. But then again him and Ellie go from Boston to Wyoming so like š³š
I like a good hot girl walk but damn
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Sometimes I just realise, as if Iād never known it before, Iām alive. Alive and Living, and anything could happen tomorrow.
When that happens, the trees are always a little greener. The clouds are a little rounder, the smiles a little wider. It took me a while to realise what it was. Gratitude.
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