#my teenage years fucking SUCKED

[doll-phobia]

[ms-revived-frogs]

Some guy at my school made a pornographic deepfake of one of our teachers and she might be getting fired for this... The hellworld has come ladies, any man can turn us into pornography and have us punished for it

[ablog]

Girl help I wish to travel to different dimensions just to watch a movie/show I really like a little to the left

[flying-cat]

Preparing myself to read a Persona 5 fic because it sounds super interesting but Maruki is a tagged character which means there's like a 70% chance that he's being mischaracterized

[rqg179]

i will say though that brennan revealing last episode that kipperlilly has been going to guidance counsellor for anger issues since freshman year has absolutely ruined me for seeing her as actually evil. i cannot believe that a teenage girl with anger issues is irredeemably evil i just can't

[soppsop]

i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((

[tillman]

btw guys can we all just finally agree to stop making jokes about zato one being blind please im at my fucking limit can we just stop with trying to be funny about it. can we maybe think for like 3 fucking seconds before we make a joke about a characters blindness when the series itself loves to just conveniently forget about it and hand wave it away and make it a joke. please. im literally begging. like lets maybe think about why joking about him not actually being blind or haha isnt it so funny hes using a computer or whatever arent actually funny. i dont even like zato one dont make me be the guy to put my foot down and say this shit is annoying.

[tariah23]

I rly don’t see how ppl be 20+ shipping kids anymore tbh… like, it’s so rampant and I don’t see the appeal to it anymore being as tho I’m in my late 20’s.

[tanabeth]

my brain is so fucking stupid. I was bullied in fourth grade, my friends were like “actually erm we don’t want to be friends with you :/“ on the second to last day of eighth grade (even though we were all zoned for different high schools and would never see eachother anyway). And because of that my brain is, as my therapist and mother (two different people,) theorized, “hyper vigilant for any perceived social ostrichaztion”. The thing is it’s fucking stupid about it. Sure it has the generic “uwu your friends probably hate you secretly” thing.

But it also. Like: I’ll see a post that is somewhat negative towards a thing I like or a trait I even remotely identify with (including stuff as vague as ‘nervous’ or ‘writer’) and I’ll be like “yeah that makes sense” or “I don’t agree but I also don’t care”. But then my brain will repeat the negative phrase on loop for like a week. And will trigger physical reactions (crying, shortness of breath, etc) in response to it. I’ve actually had public panic attacks over things I give 0 shits about because my brain is a fucking helicopter parent.

[the-casbah-way]

even though i really love what hrt is doing to me it has made me so self conscious because i know my body is changing more visibly now and i don't like the idea that people who know me very well will be able to see that. i just hate the idea of people looking at me. and i worry that the people i care about will like me less the more they look at me because i'm ugly

[wetslug]

a form of Unique Canadian S/elf Harm i used to do in my undergrad was go outside shoeless in the rain or in a tshirt when it was below freezing until i was just about to get frost bite then id go inside and my whole body would burn as it rewarmed. in retrospect that was incredibly stupid and accomplished nothing 👍

[kairithemang0]

having the guy i genuinely enjoy seeming to enjoy my company and text me without me texting first is such a nice change of pace. he really does remind me of cillian (i think that's the first time ive actually used his name, but he just is getting old and yknow what he's not on here so i don't care). only like. less creepy. he's a sweet kid. like just this really great breath of fresh air in my life. and yknow what im just glad i know him. he's just such welcome company, i don't even care what he's talking about a lot of the time but his voice is soothing. he went to a museum and sent me a ton of pictures of guns and was like "Are any of these on the gun socks you have" like omg he remembered that i have gun socks i haven't even worn them to school he just remembered me mentioning them like do you know how good that feels???? idk. i just wish people enjoyed me the way he seems to more

[tauforged]

every time you draw darvo 1000 angels get their wings

HEHE i’m glad u like him anon i’ve missed him so much….. went digging thru my procreate files to see if i had any stray doodles lying around that i hadn’t gotten around to posting yet jsut for u but could only find the one.

i took a break from him for a while, partially cuz my brain latched onto other stuff, partially cuz i was real self conscious about how he’s basically become his own guy in my hands over the years… but i think it’s time to return to my roots. letting him out of the wet cardboard box i keep him in to roam free. nature is healing <3

[gentlethorns]

lol i got decisions back from all four of my grad school apps and none of them were acceptances. i got waitlisted by one and outright denied by the other three. fuck man

[the-depths-of-ones-mind]

why is it so fucking hard to just let people be happy with who they are and what they do with their lives to keep themselves happy?

[butchlifeguard]

straight up i was talking to my mom about inservice where we all had to swim a 200. no cap no goggles which is relevant to me as someone w 3 foot hair. and i was like yeah i almost beat everyone except a couple men because they have short hair lol. and my mom was like 'um.. and because theyre boys? 🙂' NO CHIEF lmfaoooo. and then she started yapping about lia thomas 🥴🥴