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"young emmr*ch volk*rin"
how about you just concentrate on the other 2837237598235 20something chars in the game and leave the one ( 1 ) mature li as he is
#every time i see those#my soul shrivels up#i hate these super smoothed out ai filters so much#ppl did that enough with gale too#i just know there'll be mods#text: personal#fandom critical
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i think ive said this before but the worst thing abt travelling internationally is that i miss our native birds soooo fucking much straight up i dont think i could live without ever hearing plovers, magpies, kookaburras, lorikeets etc every day like its just impossible to me.....
#i can tolerate it for maybe a month or 2 but any longer than that and my soul shrivels up and dies#journal
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And now we’re onto round four, I had fun deciding to pit these two against each other. Our favorite pit fiend bloodrush coach and it seems like everyone’s least favorite cleric teacher (rip Ms. Badgood you were a real one).
#this one should be easy#idk Mr Dawn’s vibes are just rancid#I made eye contact with him once in the hall and I felt my soul shrivel up#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#d20 fhjy#d20#d20 fantasy high#d20 spoilers#dimension 20 fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fhjy#fh junior year#dimension twenty#bobby dawn#gorthalax the insatiable
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A very sketchy and experimental resh'an I did about a month ago ⌛️
#sadly hes in painting purgatory and idk where the hell i put him in my room LMAO 😭 sorry resh'an#maybe ill finish him someday when i find him but hes been lost to the crevaces of my bookshelf. i hope he enjoys it there.#ngl i still really like the way his arm looks. i love giving resh and aeph really disgusting looking arms. a little sneak peak of how their#bodies have deteriorated over the years#i think they both look like shriveled up mummies underneath all the robes... or like a hollow from dark souls 1#btw its supposed to be him when you first roll up on him w garl in the tower. thats why hes gross and. crusty and also missing his hourglass#working on a digital valere piece rn#im gonna try to finish it today during class hopefully#ALSO DONT LOOK TO HARD AT HIS LEGS. I DONT THINK I WAS USING A REFRENCE AND IT SHOWS LOL#sea of stars video game#sea of stars resh'an#resh'an#sea of stars#sketches#sketch#small art blog#small art account#small artist#artists on tumblr#traditional media#traditional sketch#my art#traditional art#video game fanart#video game fandom
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idk if its just because im a super emotional & sentimental person , but i really rly rly (many rlys later) enjoyed the use of the plant memory feathers or whatever they were called at the end of the series .. smth soo special about highlighting the power of empathy through a shared collective of anger , grief , despair, wonder , love , joy , etc … T_T .. the way everyone feels that burgeoning desire to want to be better , do better , and cultivate a community of love and peace . _AUGGGH !!!! !!!
idk how to fully describe it in the way that i wish i could , but you know that scene shortly after where a doctor connects w a visibly distressed plant to try and communicate his plan to heal her in whichever way possible , thanking her for all she’s provided and vowing to do what he can so they can begin to coexist .. T__T its just soo sweet .. or people finally seeing vash for who he is and what he represents . having direct insight into his heart and , for the first time ever , wanting the best for him. “i see.. you all know him as well .. that young man , with the gentle smile.” lkterally kill me .please please plea
+ im always thinking about the memory knives saw of the child and mother praying to the plant … the kind reverence ppl generally reserved for them , …
#im like rotting in my bed.covers pulled 2 my eyes as i thnk about this chapter and huee huee huee in2 my hands#the quote that specificslly says ‘i wonder if he’ll ever laugh again’STOPPPPPPAAAUHGHHHH (PUNCHING THE GROUND)#its jst so . it makes me so sad . the oanel of him facing away#nightow and his fucking panels of vash facing away it kills me literally eats at my soul until i shrivel up and die#trigun spoilers#trigun#trigun maximum
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‘You block people you don’t agree with!’
No I block people with hatred in their voice
#there’s someone in particular who is so anti-Europe in a ‘defending the US way’ and even in their non-debate material they speak with an#anger which makes my soul want to shrivel up and die. like it makes ME tense#and as much as we should engage with content that makes us uncomfortable sometimes listening to this account just isn’t productive to me
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How do you get characterization so PERFECT?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!? HOW PLEASE ITS SO BEAURIFUL MY EYES TURNED TO TEARS PLEASE
i'm not sure if i'd say Perfect but thank you! accurate characterization is very important to me, and one of my favorite things to do is analyze the shit out of characters until i feel like i Know Them
#this is actually why yall havent gotten an actual welcome home fic outta me yet#i feel like i have a better grasp on everyone but mmmmm im missing important pieces to fully Understand yk#ive been fascinated with picking apart characters for years and years#i remember being a freshman in highschool deconstructing bakugo until i was like 'oh ok im the only bitch who gets him. ok'#and i have only ever been proven right and vindicated Since!#but i try i try#if im making something thats actively memey i let myself be a little lax on characterization#but the rest of the time im like This Needs To Be As On Point As I Can Manage#for myself! for others! for the Source!#rambles from the bog#something that helps me stay focused and determined#is asking myself 'how would it feel to have people mischaracterize MY brain guys'#and then my soul shrivels up and i start studying whoever im writing lmao#im always scared that im falling short... i hate writing things that are ooc...
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Guys...the comparison between Bryan & Aaron's relationship with Mac & Dennis' relationship just fed my fucking soul tonight.
When Mac says he's not allowed to talk and Bryan says 'Me, either' and nods his head in Aaron's direction, you instantly see the comparison in the dynamic.
Also, I think the point is to read Bryan's speech to be his true feelings. I did an immediate re-watch, and in the cold open I noticed how when the reporter asks them specifically about their alcohol, Bryan puts all intellectual credit/responsibility on Aaron, but in a playfully light self-teasing kind of way. Still, he does take removed credit.
But, as we see with the way Bryan acknowledges Mac, he's aware of how Aaron treats him. He's keeping everything low stakes for himself on purpose.
Macdennis brainrot and all that, but their relationship seems to be a main focus this season. If they aren't working as a duo, like in FSEMOTG & TGGC, then we are getting nods to Dennis letting go of secrets from his past and trauma dumps of Mac’s heroes failing him, (Charlie too, but focusing on Macdennis for this post) - Though, speaking of Charlie, his character is intentionally split off from them this episode, despite it being their collective pitch. He's absolutely hilarious, but even though they all were in sync about the original idea, the trio doesn't work in the narrative parallel with our celebrity business partners.
This is the episode after Dennis dropped the Johnny Betrayal Bomb. We see Mac and Dennis side-by-side throughout the entire bar scene, standing together as a unit, even in the damn bathroom.
The audience is forced to examine the dynamic of their relationship. The constant tension between them and their bitching is used for comedy, but it's also used as foreshadowing for the belittling that occurs from Aaron towards Bryan.
But the difference is that's Mac’s being shitty back; he's not letting Dennis tell him how he feels about his clothes. He flat-out accuses Dennis, 'the smartest guy he's ever met', of choking. He smirks when Dennis stalks off in frustration. He also recognizes and points out the 'abusive relationship'. He even goes all high-neck, absolutely entranced when Bryan gets in Aaron's face.
When Bryan sits down and finishes his speech, 'Who's really in control here?' Dennis looks at Mac and then down for a moment before Bryan has his and scene moment.
Sunny loves her metaphors and parallels, okay?!
Maybe I'm unhinged, maybe I'm feral. But...
This is everything I've ever wanted to see in a dynamic shift.
I literally kept popping back into my Macden memo note when I rewatched FVR, before watching CB:TUCG, I finally started to feel a bit of structure to my fic. There was some growth I needed for Mac's character, so I tried to explain his behavior and overall denial towards Dennis' revelation in FVR. I really went in on his character's history. And I came to a theory about him.
And, honestly, S16E5 did wonders for cat-in-the-wall-ing some serious relationship acknowledgments and comparisons.
Honestly, I'm feeling so vindicated with how well this season is blending comedy with acknowledgments to the trauma of these characters and the picking apart of their dynamics.
I may be wrong, but I feel like there are less jokes per episode this season, and honestly, I mean this as a compliment. This is the longest running sitcom and these characters have been to hell and back. Hell, they've all stabbed each other in the back. But at some point, it has to affect things. We can't wear blinders to what their realities are. The relationships have to be examined, but more importantly, they have to change, even if only a little; otherwise, there's no point in the longest-standing journey.
#my mac kinnie is all out in full force on this one.#my soul is fed and my brain is ready to use some of that fuel...#iasip#macdennis#dennis reynolds#mac macdonald#iasip s16#also the boys looked gorgeous tonight. especially mac.idc.he pulled it off. & anyone who says otherwise has a shriveled up sense of fashion#i feel like a caged crazed animal talking about symbolism in the dick and fart joke show.
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microdosing getting back into writing fic by doing minor style edits to a piece i wrote six months ago
#shitpostin'#looking at editing anthem infinitum and feeling my soul shrivel up in terror at the thought#looking at continuing anthem infinitum and feeling my brain put up an out of order sign#but o gods i WANT to edit/write it SO BAD#anyway i made some (probably imperceptibly tiny) changes to hero worship#so go read it if you haven't or read it again if you have#or don't; i'm not your boss
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every time I see a bsd roleplay blog my day is inevitably ruined
#˙˙˙ 𝐈.ᴅʟᴇ ...#THEYRE. SO BAD. THEYRE SO OOC. BRO......#please god at least read the wiki for the character. they aren't the best way to read about the characters but fuck it'd be better then yall#please god dazai would not post about his feelings and about how he's having a “bad day” bro would NOT vent to his coworkers#let alone chuuya. um. hello. im chill with skk as much as the next guy but oh my god at least remember they dont love each other they just#have the freaky ass soul bond thang#be so forreal .#ESPECIALLY YALLS BEAST AUS OH MY GOOOOOD#theyre awful absolutely awful#dont even get me started on the sskk im going to lose it#yes because akutagawa would call atsushi endearing nicknames like “bunny” . WRONG .#aku just calling atsushi by atsushi by default is endearing that man would rather shrivel up and die then call atsushi his honey sweetheart#cw rant#tw rant#<- ig uess.#↻... 𝐐.ᴜᴇᴜᴇ
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Asche: “Siiiiigh... Enough worrying! I need to relax! I tried to do a triple mortal flip and then an Arceus came up behind me and stood there... menacingly! And then everyone wanted me to kick shins! I think! I need! a little rest!”
“I’m gonna draw something nice, something niiiiice~ I saw some Ledian flying around the other niiight~”
▶ Asche starts painting something! Ah, their hands are gonna get stained again...
[ @ask-teambeachcomb ] | RIP the other two blogs are no mo’ :sobs:,,,
#Pokemon#Pichu#AschePichu#IC#Answered#pokemon ask blog#asktheweirdpichu#Jolteon#Heracross#Riolu#ask-teambeachcomb#Topic: Evolution#// [ sometimes I look at how old my asks are and how many of the blogs that sent them don't exist anymore- ]#// [ and a part of my soul shrivels up and dies;; ]#// [but then I think about how I've had this blog for so dang long and I STILL haven't gotten bored of it- ]#// [ and I feel better again- LET'S GOOOOOO ]#// [ WE GOIN AT A SNAIL'S PACE BUT BY GOD WE HECKIN GOIN!! ]#Plot
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i am severely upset at the sexyman polls for this year. yeah its absolutely because im biased and not a single one of the mtt won. but killer vs error is still going on you say!!! NO,,,,, killer's lost,,,,, its 70 error 30 killerISH so yeah,,,,, none of the mtt MADE!!!! IT!!!! and with the boom in killer content these past few months i wasSO FUCKING SURE that he'd like AT LEAST get higher up. nope. because of ERROR. listen i like him. he was my og bias when i first joined this fandom. i was an error fanatic. but bro,,,,, bro,,,,,,,,, killer,,,,, lost,,,,,, AND FUCKING HORROR AND DUST LOST TOO!!!! LIKE WHAY. WHAT. PUTTING HORROT AGAINST ERROR AND DUST AGAINST CROSS!!!! THEYRE LITERALLY BOTH THE TWO GUYS THAT (1/2 of them) WON LAAT YEAR!!!! OF COURSE THEYRE GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THE MTT!!!!! this is very upseting im really sad imMAD. but no point in being a sore loser.... mtt won in my HEART 🧡
dust laughing at both horror and killer for getting the shit beaten out of them by error and then they bring up the fact that he lost to CROSS. this is the second time someone in the mtt lost to cross (theyre all making out in the loser's room) (mtt poly real btw)
#sexyman polls but instead its all just mtt and peoples' aus and varients#i COULD NOT be able to vote. it would be hell for me WHO WOULD I CHOOSE#i CAN'T choose dude i literally wouldn't be able to at all#do i vote for og mtt my pookies??? or jk mtt my besties???? or mst my children????? WHO DO I VOTE FOR#i think i would be biased to the murder swap trio. i haven't mad any content for them at all but like#i spent my TIME and EFFORT into them. and they are cool ngl i really like their concepts#too bad swapinverse isnt seeing the light of day until goddamn 2026 or something because i cant be bothered to make content of it#oops! savior mania paranoia you guys are JUST FOR ME. just me only! nobody else gets to see you guys#or literally anyone else in swapinverse.... i love swapinverse.#they need to make the tag limit like 60 or something i have too many thoughts#quite a few too many times on my posts have i hit the limit and then had to choose#my tags trembling in fear as i pick and choose which to delete in order to make space for the fandom tags#tricule rant#i still have more tags time toRAMBLE!!! i love the idea of dust and horror having opposite ish souls#like dust's soul is PACKED with magic. like crackling and sparking and glowing purple with just how much he has in there bc of his LV stuff#i dont believe in the idea that dust suffers physically from LV or whatever because like. when has that EVER happened#its a cool idea though and i get to pick and choose which headcanons i believe in as god of these fictional characters and creations#anyways OBVIOUSLY horror's soul is dim and shriveled and looks like a fucking dead leaf. because lack of food lack of magic#even though he very clearly DOES have a lot of magic and shows it multiple times in horrortale.....#ok triglycercule you keep contradicting yourself. stop it. BUT THERES TOO MANY MTT HCS OUT THERE!!! AND SOME OF THIS IS CANON!!!!!#god the mttverse is gonna kill me one day too many interpretations TOO MANY CHOICES#anyways i just like that soul idea bc of the contrast. dust too much magic horror not enough. horrordust real#and then killer pulls up with his yn main character ass unique soul with stages#the GET OUT sound effect plays. anyways they all love eachothers souls and unique differences in them#everyday im reminded of the fact that killer is a little. just an EENSY bit more of a special character that horror or dust#he has too much shit going on someone assassinate him. preferably two fellas with names starting with H and D alternatively M#i love coming up with various sayings to kill/shut myself up. someone sedate me#i just remembered this dream where i say to my friend i hope ___ gets into a sticky situation#and then ___ goes into a bathroom comes out and then someone else says ___ WHY ARE YOU ALL STICKY#it was so funny i laughed myself awake. it was SO funny. i saw this person in school today
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ohhhhh okay yeah i don't like those kinds of games too much.
wow. what are you saying. "oh this is a big guy milk will like them" Wrong. a fucked up emotional connection is required
#/hj#kaz asked me if i liked jack horner the other day and my soul shriveled up god#No.#glad ur thinking of me whenever u see a big man though
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corporate yoga sucks and also isn't really yoga and they should just call it a workout where you lay on the ground at the end and I SAID WHAT I SAID
#this is about c*re p*wer#i had never taken a class w them#never stepped foot in one of their studios#decided to apply on a whim to teach there#did their whole one day intensive for already certified teachers#MY SOUL SHRIVELED UP LIKE A WORM BAKING ON HOT ASPHALT#UGH#awful vibes and all to make minimum wage?#yeah i'll pass thanks#also sorry if you like c*re p*wer#this is your sign that you deserve better#and that there is better#namaste etc etc
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love rom-coms, absolutely hate the trope of the big final confession being given in a very public setting, in front of a huge crowd, often into a microphone
#my soul shrivels up in second hand embarrassment every time#these thoughts brought to you by my watching wedding season on netflix#which was fun cute very enjoyable#but then employed that trope and made me want to die
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there are two types of Writing Emails in academia
i hate this and i hate you
i am baring my soul to you right now and you're so cool and smart so if you even look at me i will die
#thots et al#how to people bear to be so driven its embarassing#i just let out the most gutteral GGGAH#my soul is shriveling up
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