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Seeing little Xie Lian in the last episode just furthered my “i need Hua Cheng to meet the little prince” thoughts 😭😭 i just think it’d be cute if XL got hit by a curse or smth and the little prince is running through paradise manor 🥹
#I just think its unfair that xl got to meet honger but hua cheng never met tiny lianlian 😭😭#im not ok i need more deaging fics#my soul craves them#crawling back into my corner#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#tgcf fanart#tian guan ci fu
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I miss them
#RAAHHH#i get in these rodydeku moods#and miss them tons but its hard to get what im craving#you feel me#anyways its the usual unfinished bc this is the best i got#and I'll run out of motivation to make it pretty#rodydeku#izuku midoryia#rody soul#pino mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha#bnha
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Some thumbnails for @kathaynesart Replica DTIYS comic cover contest
I’ve been wanting to create something based on Replica for the longest time so I’m pretty happy I’m finally getting to it. Not sure if it’ll be completed by the deadline, but I’ll def give it my all. Just trying to survive October for now, haha.
Best well wishes to the wonderful and talented Kathaynesart.
#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt replica#replica dtiys#thumbnails#donatello#leonardo#raphael#michelangelo#cassandra jones#casey jones#took a small break from inktober because inspo hit me like a brick#@like 3am#why do all good ideas come at 3am 😔#was tempted to make them all peepaw based#but my soul craved cassandra&casey content#would love to hear which one folks like the most#though i think I’ve already chosen#it’ll be a mystery for now#bonnet’s fanart
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"A new tale told through frankly unconventional and doubtful means" - Ikora
"Be sure to suspend your disbelief, guardian" -Eris
"AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA-" -Immaru
For the Fotl event hosted by @d2artevents !
#destiny 2#destiny#destiny art#destiny fanart#my art#destiny 2 art#I'm going to be real with you guys I didn't want to post this one#i opened twitter and saw the wave of layoffs of people being the heart and soul of the game and i just#what's the point#i loved this game and had faith in it because of these people#without them the game is soulless#and what I crave is heart and meaning#not dumb gun fighting#ANYWAYS it sucks
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Lily and Cup as Stolitz makes so much sense and idk why 😭
teehee
#cddwtd#cddwtd lily#cddwtd cuphead#ask#helluva boss#crossover#it may have something to do w the fact that they both heavily crave love but are too scared to be genuine#plus they just act alike to the characters they’re crossed over with#I can totally see cuphead killing people for a job and lily being a love deprived royal who wants to be happy and appreciated#nothing that drastic#my art#lily rose#cuphead#I wanna draw them more it’s so fun dude#I kinda wanna make an ask blog for them but I already have so many#edit: ACTUALLY CUPHEAD DOES GO AROUND COLLECTING PEOPLE'S SOUL CONTRACTS FOR A JOB SO IG IT'S SIMILAR??
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thinking about the elections tonight... bad, cellbit, baghera, and forever are four candidates who are devoted to the island- more specifically, to the residents of the island. They care for the eggs, and they care for each other, and the way they exhibit that care through their primary presidential strategies is fucking fascinating.
Bad is who I watch the most, so I know him best. He's a classic mother hen. He doesn't like to take risks with the eggs, and he likes to prepare. If there's any sort of variable that could hurt an egg then he wants to control it. They have a stable relationship with the federation right now- it's not great, but they know the parameters. Don't trust cucurucho. don't follow cucurucho. send the eggs to NINHO every time there's a threat. the time of day changing means you need to run. Other than that they're p okay and roughly safe. But adding a president could potentially change everything. What if the president makes a rule that makes it easier to kill the eggs? And what about the way a president could cause tensions between the players to rise even higher? The dynamics of the island could change drastically. It's safer to neutralize that threat before it ever becomes a threat. It's easier to stop a war before it can start.
Baghera's primary concern is the way the election is designed to pit the residents against each other. All of them know that the Federation is a threat and she, like Bad, is focused on not letting them hurt more people. But, unlike Bad, she's less resistant to change. If the power is spread to multiple players rather than just one, it will be harder for the Federation to corrupt any one of them. Each time before the Federation has gotten to someone it's done so by isolating them. Felps, Cellbit, Jaiden- they've all spent a lot of alone time with Cucurucho. A council isn't just to consolidate the ideals of the island; a council would protect the players themselves. Sure, there might be disagreements and arguments, but they've had those before (and they're having them now!) and there's no reason to think they wouldn't be able to get through them again.
I hit a bit of a wall with Forever and Cellbit's pov here. Everything I know about their plans are from the debates and paraphrased discussions that have been translated here on tumblr, I'm going to talk less about their explicit plan and more about what the result will entail- a single president who takes responsibility for the island. It seems to me like they've recognized the presidential seat as the powerful opportunity that it is, and they want to take advantage of it. Here's some extra personal speculation but, adding rules, adding or removing mods, proposing public works, enforcing laws- those are just the abilities that are listed. Those are incredible opportunities to make the Federation take action, which is more than they've had before. We've seen before that the Federation isn't perfect; the Federation makes mistakes.
By working with the Federation, by making them take action (in a semi-controlled, semi-predictable way) you open them up to more opportunities for them to fuck up (while benefiting you). And, maybe, one of those fuck ups will be the key to taking them down. Maybe they could reopen ender chests. Maybe they could open the nether. Maybe they could learn why the Federation is holding an election in the first place. It's possible to do all these things with Baghera's plan, sure, but that's not a guarantee and, if someone like Bad is on the council, there's absolutely no way to be sure it would get done. And, if there's a council, then that opens up everyone on the council to the Federation's wiles. If there's just one president, then that's where the Federation's focus will be. By using a single person to build a relationship with the Federation, they only risk that single person. By electing ministers instead of a council, they can ensure that the island residents' needs are being heard while placing the federation's focus on that one person. A point can be made that they've done that before- with varying results. like kidnapping. selling your soul. etc. But! overall, I think they've gained more than they've lost by singling out one person. Because of them, we know that Cucurucho can't be trusted. We know that the Federation has a series of tunnels underneath the island. We know that the Federation not only has some sort of cryo technology, but had some unknown reason to use it. We know that there was another person working with Cellbit to take care of Felps (theorized to be ElQuackity), so we know there's at least one more Fed that isn't Cucurucho + blank-faced workers. There's been risk, but there's absolutely been rewards. This is just a very long meandering way to say that their plan to sacrifice Forever to the presidential seat reminds me very much of Cellbit's plan to sacrifice himself to the federation. They're saving their friends by potentially damning themselves and I, for one, think that is cool as hell.
they all care about each other so much. bad's plan means taking on no more risk. baghera's plan means spreading that risk evenly to stand strong together. and cellbit and forever's plan means taking the risk onto themselves so they can reap the rewards for others. am i reading too much into things? no this is tumblr and this smp is about LOVE and i really genuinely think that their election plans are a fantastic example of just how much they love each other
#qsmp elections#qsmp#qsmp analysis#again i haven't been following cellbit and forever's exact plan too closely but i've gotten the sense that their pushing of public works is#just to get people to vote for them and the true reason they want forever to be president is to infiltrate the federation#if that's not it tho feel free to let me know i'd love to know these cubitos reasonings#but with my interpretation i like the silly little extra headcanon of mr cell “sold his soul to the cops” bit#subconsciously sacrificing forever to the feds and pushing him into corruption#which ALSO makes the forever-killing-cellbit-to-kick-him-out-of-the-running plan Even More Tasty#'what if i let you kill me. what if destroying me destroyed yourself. what if i have already destroyed you on purpose and you forgave me#now what if i dont mean it when i do it again'#if anyone wants to examine the other candidates (or these same ones) and figure out how their election strategy is an example of their love#please do#i don't know enoguh about the others#but i know that gegg is love-turned-grief burn-the-world-down#and foolish is love for Item. love for cloud. love for being a silly#i don't know etoiles' plan for if he gets elected but i know he also deeply loves the island and the residents#him and his security <3 and the care packages for new players <3 and the way he Craves Violence but absolutely refuses to hurt anyone who#doesn't deserve it. most guy of all time#personally i want foolish to win because i think it would be really fun#but i think that any of them (even the candidates i don't know) would be a Fantastic president#we're going to get some good roleplay any way it goes so ill be happy :3#the only mechanic thing i want is for them to open the nether but that feels like a given for anyone so im not worried about it tbh#ty for coming to my tedtalk#hello if you're reading this tag. i see youre just as un-normal about these characters as i am. or you just like to read. respect either wa
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Uhhhhhhh uhh-hu,huh. I'm listening, I'm listenting. <-*just scrolled upon random kissing art refs on my feed and I could not possibly be thinking about something more unrelated that whatever topic is at hand*
#wow sorry i just really need to douse my loves in some physical affection right now#and what better way to do it than intertwining our souls#i dunno yall. isn't there something so sweet about the fact that there's so many different ways we can communicate#and i get to learn which they like best and which I like best and shower them in affection in ways i know they will understand-#-cause it can be through a method they love and/or througg a method they know i love#vice versa#WO A i really jsust need to like. MMNGHHFJG. Clutch them in my hands and stare at them intensely.#i think if i curled up to them and they patted me and held an arm around me i would💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#guys im so weak right now. that puddle on the floor? yea. thats me right now. im losing it. so mushy weak right now#one gesture is enough to make me go bonkers and i am craving so much of it. gonna be a fantabulous night let me tell you#any💘#self ship#selfship#selfshipping#self shipping
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hungy,
#a fat orange cat is with them in spirit#[the orange cat is me.]#the mystery of 'did i see this somewhere and redrew it to get it out of my head?' or 'was this really just because i crave carbs'#soul eater#fanart#i have to make LASAGNA AGAIN.
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Neeeeeed some Mac dating headcanons
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Have I mentioned yet how much I love Hopeless? No? Well, that is a crime.
#he's just so incredible and i loved how he saved that cat with no hestiation just says so much#also 'he just seemed sad' lmaooo ghastly has to deal with that and its so funny to me#hell breaks loose gave me the dead men shenanigans I've been CRAVING like them all pinning Skulduggery to a roof#but yeah hopeless#i love him and its very sad hes dead#id give Derek Landy my soul for a dead men short story collection#even it makes the pain from phase 1 hurt more i need it#because i need hopeless content so bad#skulduggery pleasant#hopeless#hell breaks loose
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still feeling bad even after food and a couple hours of sleep. how mean
#one of these days the yearning for an understanding person to come home to at the end of a day will end me#until then i will probably have to complain about my stupid suffering#why must humans be a social species and why must i crave things i cannot have lol#why must i be stuck living with people i cannot ever trust again. want to be around people i like and who i can be vulnerable with#tbh if i still was as whiny in real life as i am on here most days i'd only get to hear 'shut up' and 'tough luck. man up'#and that is Not It. would only make me feel worse. so i keep quiet and keep to myself#which does not solve my original problem at all#maybe one day. maybe one day i can just be a beloved pet that doesn't get scolded or belittled for seeking comfort#that one thing my parents said to me 15 years ago still haunts me#'only people who deserve it get hugs' which was used to deny me comfort/affection. because apparently i am not worthy/deserving 👍#i was 13 going through the most vile shit at school but bc it affected me negatively and my parents didn't like me at my mentally illest#they just straight up denied me any type of comfort or support. took away my belongings. made me stay in my room for months on end#as corrective punishment. but none of it made me better. just made me worse. idk idk idk#all the shit they put me through. the emotional and physical punishments. the beatings borne from frustration#and still some part of me wants to seek comfort from them. BUT I SHOULDN'T. they broke my trust and my heart and soul so many times#it'd be straight up suicide to open up and be vulnerable with them again... lole running chest first into a wall of knives. no.#sorry. really in it tonight. gonna try to be more normal tomorrow
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i am awake in the middle of the night because Thoughts are Keeping Me Up
i do not wish to be awake with Thoughts
#vent#i guess#i am so fucking tired#and not just in the 'need sleep' way.#in the soul-deep ache that craves to just Be Done and rest. preferably in someone else's arms#let them carry my burdens for a moment. let them hold me and shield me from it all#is that too much to ask.....? heh. sure seems like it most days#mono should go the fuck to bed
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does it drive anyone else crazy how much their parents massively overestimate how impactful they are to your life? like idgaf if you 'support' me or not i was gonna fucking do it anyways, who are you to assume that your stance on it actually would've made a difference to me?
#and b4 ppl are are 'wow must be nice to have good parents mines just abused me'#yes yes obviously its better to have supportive parents than assholes or neglectful ones#but the fucking attitude some of them take like ooohhh ur just soo luck i supported u transitioning#bitch i wouldve transitioned even if u kicked me out over it like you are simply NOT that important to my descision making LMAO#free yourself from the sad little toddler in your brain that still craves parental validation#parental validation is meaningless. theyre not special just bc they raised u. ultimately they r just regular ppl.#same goes for siblings/teachers/authority figures/etc#external validation is soul killer. you cannot rely upon other ppl for fufillment#you dont need anyones validation/acceptance/support but your own#it can be very nice to have it dont get me wrong. but you dont NEED it#okay rant over#og post //#fine to rb
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don't talk to me I'm obsessively listening to this is why
#after my first listen crave is my current favorite#but all of them are SO GOOD#I feel like the lyrics to each paramore album are just a piece of my soul sometimes#I love these guys so much#the guitar is so fricking sick#the drums are sick as frick too#and then the LYRICS#a piece of my soul#hayley williams zac farro Taylor york for the WIN#this is why#paramore#hayley from paramore#hayley williams#zac farro#taylor york
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#do you sometimes wish you could take the pain away of others and put in on yourself?#do you want to cry for someone who feels like they should stay strong#do you crave the need to give a lonely soul that last bit of light you carry with you#is it wrong for me to wish those souls shouldn't feel that pain? that I am not hurting enough so they put all on me#selfish it is really#if I absorb all the pain for a lost one I wouldn't feel the constant pressure that my problems aren't grave enough#my crying is mere whimpers when others are sobbing#I am not allowed to feel these feelings leave them for someone with worse trauma to deal with#you can function#you are so selfish for always thinking of yourself#and there you go again wishing for more when you deserve nothing but a empty void in your chest#so put that pain on me call me selfish I will cry for you
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I dream like pulling teeth, I dream of pulling teeth
One by one out my skull, bare the pain and make myself beautiful, make a bloody smile quiet and dainty and meek and everything a lady should be
I dream of helplessness, nightmare and a hope; what if I couldn't fight? What if this fear of my body was ripped out? Would you love me if I was properly weak, if you had no reason to cower?
What if I cut away these rough edges, took sandpaper to the cracks. What if I turned broken bottles into sea glass.
#poetry#spilled ink#vent poem#hmm hmm its. hard to have a body i think#i love it; bright home of my soul. sweet sighing voice and hands that fight to no longer tremble#its strong. its soft and warm and when my beloveds are close i can hold carry protect keep them in my arms#its easy for me to love it when its nice#harder when i can lift my beloved over my shoulder easy as could be#and we all have to remember#“oh. they could really hurt me.”#the muscle is hidden with purposefully kept layers of fat and affected cuteness#the anget that sings unkempt is buried easy enough. puns and fun facts and silly questions hide how bad a part of my wants to bite#its still there tho and thats. scary?#the reminder that kind as i want to be theres just as much that could would craves to hurt something...#part of the interest in being a service top tbh is i hurt someone then its because they want it
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