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Is the transformers fandom really even still around or am I just here like
#I know tfp my baby was forever ago but I’m in pain#transformers#tfp#transformers prime#optimus prime#megatron#maccadam#I fucking miss TFP#I remember when tumblr was insane with TFP stuff and MTMTE#god I miss those days#everyone else moved on and I’m just here#sobs#I was too young then when the fandom was lit up#now that I’m older I feel like nobody’s here#my sadness is immeasurable
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If I had a nickel for every time Clone High was canceled after ending the season on a cliffhanger, I'd have two nickels
Which isn't a lot, but it's weird it happened twice 💀
#clone high#hbo max#i would have two nickels#i'm actually so sad#my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined#they can't keep getting away with this#whyyyy#bruh#you had so much potential#if anyone needs me#I'll be crying in my room#this was not on my 2024 bingo card#i didn't need to see that at 7am#help im crying#I'm gonna have to do it myself now#be prepared#I'm about to bombard this page with my ocs#oc x canon#clone high oc#buckle up
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I bet when Silver was very small he just called Malleus by name but eventually someone told him that they’re supposed to address him with a title and he stopped and Malleus, whose whole thing is that his status and strength have prevented him from forming meaningful attachments with most people and he feels isolated because of it, went home and didn’t come out of his room for three days.
#lilia: well he would have had to switch to honorifics once he was knighted anyway-#malleus staring forlornly out of a window at the rainstorm he caused: YOU don't use honorifics for me#lilia: thats bc i helped raise you i have godfather privileges#trust me on this okay. trust me.#I think usually little kids are afraid of malleus (look at him. he’s tall and intimidating) but little silver just Adored him#they grew more distant after silver and sebek began their training because silver didn’t want to be disrespectful as a knight#and malleus had to respect those wishes BUT by god was he sad about it#for the first time in his life he was family before he was a liege or heir!!#at least the care is still there and silver will remain close to him but it’s different yknow?#silver: calls malleus lord for the first time#malleus holing up in his chambers with a carton of ice cream: my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined#pika’s ramblings#twst#twisted wonderland#silver vanrouge#malleus draconia
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it just hit me that the canes will be posting content this year and brady skjei won’t be in ANY of it
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actually the amount i yearn is directly proportional to how much i sleep and considering i only got to sleep for an hour and a half last night i would say that we are in the TRENCHES today my loves
#this is why no one dates me😔#i get too sad when i can’t sleep and it’s the number one turn off in the entire world :(#calling it an hour and a half is being generous too😭😭 it probably wasn’t a half hour🙃#i hope you’re all sleeping well#i hope you’re all SO cozy and happy rn#i hope sleep is SO easy and simple and you have good dreams#and waking up is kind to you#i will be here and awake unfortunately😪#i did way too much yesterday too and not only did it not put me to sleep#but it means i also have to stay awake WITH my awful horrible little joints screaming at me :(#apologies for the complaints#my despair when im without sleep is - frankly - immeasurable😔
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you know your life is sad when all your happiness comes from an online archive
#ao3#ao3 is down#i want it back#im sad now#i should probably study now#but like#i dont feel like it#my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined
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When the credits finish and there's no after-credits scene OR a confirmation of season 3:
#my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined#loki spoilers#Guys there has to be a season 3 right???? THEY CAN LEAVE THEM LIKE THAT RIGHT?????#SAD OWEN WILSON FOREVER????? I THINK NOT#loki season 2 spoilers
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Since Pocket Camp announced that it's going offline in a few months here's my Lloyd inspired outfit from a few months ago
#useless ramble#my sadness is immeasurable and my day has been ruined#i mean ik that theyre gonna make an offline version u have to buy but. still. it sucks (might buy the offline version)#breaking my 'not posting until after the proper release of s2's eps'-silence for this#lloyd garmadon#lloyd montgomery garmadon#ninjago lloyd#lloyd ninjago#acpc#animal crossing pocket camp#animal crossing
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*eats ice cream sadly*
#i am so sad#my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined#JUST LEMME READ MY SILLY LITTLE MP100/BNHA CROSSOVER FIC IN PEACE#ao3#archive of our own#fanfiction#fanfic
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Shattered and Destroyed. My Heart, a Pile of Glass.
I wrote a massive vent post but knew it would mean nothing, so I deleted it all. Let me instead tell you a story. It's what I am best at doing. It is about a silly doll.
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A lonely doll, desperate to find love, walks through endlessly twisting corridors with glass walls and many male spectators. They can see her, and she can see them, but they love to undress her with their eyes even though she is as modest as could be. She says hello to some and even tells a few jokes, but after a few smiles and laughs, they want to grab her arm, pull her down, and throw her on a bed. "I am nothing but a doll," she says, "But I refuse to let them have their way." Escaping each terrible encounter, she knocks on doors, hoping a man will see her as something more than a toy. They never see her SOUL. She has one, despite being a doll, but they only see plastic and nothing more.
A spectator of over 3,000 pairs of eyes, and not one sees her SOUL. She tries other corridors and outdoor places, but it's all the same. One day, she finds a gilded door located in some tower, far from the rest of the doors. There is a sad prince behind this door, always crying, but he never wants anyone to see. He is in so much pain because his SOUL is locked away. There is a princess who already has his SOUL, and she keeps it safe from everyone else within this chamber. Yet, despite this, the doll hears his crying. So moved by his tears, she yearns to be held close to his heart. She doesn't care if she is soaked by his tears or squeezed too tightly. To be there with him, one lonely soul with another, is a greater love than she could ever hope to ask for.
Then, by chance, the prince notices her SOUL and sometimes opens the door to speak to her. She sees his SOUL, too, and finally feels like she isn't alone. Every time he does this, she feels happier than ever before. She would rather take his pitiful side than stay within the castle walls of many spectators. However, the prince is still scared, and he hides away again and again.
The doll is worried and begs him for answers, but nothing gets through, no matter how much she pounds, pleads, and slips small gifts through the cracks to show how much she cares. She jiggles the doorknob and says, "Please just let me in. I don't care if I'm just a doll to you, too! I hear your crying and feel your pain. Please, I love you!"
There's a weight against the door, pushing against it. She can't tell what it is or even who it is, but it's there, and even if the door is unlocked, she doesn't have the strength to open it.
The voices behind her say:
"Hey, girl, what are you wasting your time for? You are chasing a lost cause. He's garbage. You ain't even his 'side chick.' What you feel isn't real. You'll feel the real thing eventually. Just keep playing with one of us; you'll find it and truly feel it, we promise. Why are you settling for trash like him? Take a chance on one of us. He said it himself, right? You're just one of many!"
They were right. At one point, he said, "There is only one princess, but there are many dolls. You are just one of them."
His words stabbed her in the heart and left many cracks in her SOUL, but she continued to smile and shake her head. "It doesn't matter. I will love you no matter how insignificant I am."
The voices continue:
"You're in for a world of hurt. What made you think he'd ever love you, even if he could? You're a fool. A doll like you thinking a prince could ever love you!"
Other dolls chime in:
"Girl, look what trouble you got yourself into! Falling for someone so stupid. You're wasting your time."
But the doll doesn't give up, even as her SOUL shatters into a pile of rotten glass pieces.
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Do you like my story? I can write many more. In fact, I can write an entire novel-length story to dedicate my feelings to. Huh, funny that! I already kind of am. It's just a coincidence that my life is mirroring my writing, making the pain so much worse. But this heartache inspires me. I feel my creativity flowing, and though I am cracked and ready to fall to pieces, I am holding them together because I want to show you just how much you mean to me. Is it silly? Maybe. I'm just some funny little SOUL that happened to pass by yours, and though I am attracted to it like a moth to a flame, I can't help but be drawn to your light, closer yet closer, until I am nothing but a smoldering corpse.
#my writing#musings#short story#a gift from me to you#Even in my immeasurable pain and sadness through tears and emptiness I still find this way of showing how much I love you#I found it kind of uh lame to just complain about it#or draw another sappy picture#so I'm trying something different#I hope you like just as much as I like you
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It has been pouring for two days straight and i am unable to go see the great sandhill crane migration :c
#i even made a shawl and hat for it#my sadness is immeasurable and my day is ruined#“oh just go out in the rain!” it is 50 degrees max#i dont know who else to tell about it because tis such a silly thing really#red speaks#adventures in birding#cranes
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trying to make sense of the weird yet specific sadness i got from reading a man's morality
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y’all I just saw the Minecraft movie trailer and….
Jumanji but with blocks 🙄🤦♀️
#whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#i was so excited#im scared#My disappointment is immeasurable#minecraft#minecraft movie#mineblr#Minecraft movie disappointment#Perhaps I was a little too harsh on Minecraft story mode#sad#movies#film#cinema#Hollywood why?#hollywood
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never forget what they took from you
#i'm so mad guys I'M SO MAD#BONES WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK HOW COULD YOU CUT THE PANEL OF ANGO AT ODA'S GRAVE????????#the other two are negligible even though i was dying to see Ango's gentle smile and smol emozai#but i could begrudgingly accept them being gone#but THE GRAVE FLASHBACK??? IT'S ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PANELS IN THE WHOLE MANGA#IT SAYS SO MUCH ABOUT ANGO AND HOW MUCH HE CARES#IT'S SUCH A POWERFUL AND SAD IMAGE#they could have done an entire montage of him there and a closeup of his face#but NO#instead they reuse the same damn stock clip of them clinking the glasses (which to be fair is in this part in the manga)#and showing the picture AGAIN even though the picture isn't even accurate bECAUSE THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE LAUGHING AND SMILING#this scene would have taken literally 3 seconds and they cut it#i'm so outraged#do you know how long i was waiting for this panel to be animated????#my disappointment is immeasurable my day is ruined i will never forgive this#they even went as far as to play the ED early over this to make it more emotional but tHEY DIDN'T SHOW THE FLASHBACKKKK#ugh i'm sorry i really shouldn't be this pissed about this#the rest of the episode was so amazing in comparison (mushiiiiiiii 😭😭😭)#but this was one of my most anticipated scenes and i never in a million years thought it would be cut#the buraiha trio will always be my favorite and they deserve BETTER#ANGO DESERVES BETTER#anime onlies who still hate Ango probably wouldn't be swayed by this but it would have HELPED#it's important........ *cries*#ugh gonna bury myself in the mushi feels instead and try to forget this disaster ever happened#we were robbed </3
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The Chopper crochet pattern is labeled as medium-hard, I am an absolute beginner, I am so sad :')
#I might have to learn to fucking crochet first lol#my sadness is immeasurable and my day is ruined#I just want cute little friend ;v;#woodenelaramble
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My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined :( I will survive but *spread legged fist on wall post with deep exhale* /man/
My long furby has not made it to my local post office which means today is not the day 😭😭😭
#sunnie thoughts#long furby#i still love you usps i understand these things happen#i am still so sad though#my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined#tomorrow is the day im sure but like#wah :(#sad waluigi noises
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